Strange Sheep or Black Sheep

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Today my topic will be about malevolent and benevolent beings.

The story about benevolent and malevolent beings throughout history have been enigmatic throughout the centuries. Benevolent being of nurture and malevolent being of manipulation. Though malevolent natures are a bit selfish in design they are essential to the world in that they are self sufficient and effective in their cause. They work towards their survival as priority and make sure that they are able to change and adapt things to their personal needs.

I believe we need to balance the two sides or natures in human beings. I understand that we should work towards a better future for our personal worlds but I also believe we must compensate some time and effort into our relationship with our neighbors. To mend wounds and allow each other to fill the gaps that each world is missing. People never take the time to care for one another any more and think more selfishly in this world. They forget who really did what in this life and what sacrifices were made in order to bring about this world the way it is today.

Life is truly about giving. I learned a whole lot in life, I found earthly knowledge and universal knowledge quite exciting. The material world is truly a great thing in a sense that you get to interact and touch things with the opportunity of genuine interest. We have never been so blessed and we should be grateful for all the things that we learn in this life. The experience of life is rich and full of hope, opportunities can exist in many mediums and can be expressed in many ways. I for one am a bit excited for life and I am glad to have this opportunity to know what life is in essence. We have all suffered sometimes tragic events in our lives and as we grow and heal ourselves we are reminded that the world is not perfect.

Love and Compassion, were some of the traits taught effectively through the decades. It strikes me and astounds me that people go through life sometimes forgetting that we should live with the forgive and forget mentality. That people harm because maybe they had no choice or fell victim to their own demons and vices  or of addiction. Their natures are to blame because not everyone is perfect. Manipulation is the most prominent nature and people often get consumed by the darkness of the heart more often than people of benevolence. People fall – it is a fact, benevolence is a delicacy in this world and we should savor the fruits of our work once in a while. We should seek the harvest to build worlds where there is benevolence but know that malevolent people exist and they are the building blocks to society and exist at the foundation

Christ was a man who lived among the poor, needy, sick, hungry, desperate, poverty ridden; he lived among the indecent and thieves. He was truly a curious man based on how he pursued life. He was wise to have balanced the scales the way he did, adapting to his environment and changing his world around him based on benevolent foundation but manipulated life to work with him. Life can be awfully tough in the face of danger and it requires a bold mindset in order to facilitate the prerequisites to survive in life. There is courage that is required in the face of crime, vice, infidelity, vengeance and other dark elements. Life is truly based around what you can do at the time with what you have. You make what you can in life based on what you can work with. This is all one can actually do in the name of progress, to become more tempered and stronger than the last time one has passed through.

I am the black sheep that made the full circle around the world and covered his wool in a dark coat of soot. I have gone far and wide to obtain my self-education about life and I wish only that people used my time wisely. I wish to give the respect to those who spent their time in building this world and I am brought to contemplate what people have done in order to bring this world about. I will cherish the moments that I have that are good in this life and I will make sure life will be fulfilled the best I know how. I have wasted too much time wishing I were someone else sometimes believing I should have been a certain way for too long. I should seek my dreams now. I thank God and The Christ in bringing functional society and life into full blossom and radiance. I know life is hard some times but I know I can count on these certain people to give me the wisdom I need in this life. I just need to focus on the strength of learning something today so that I am not ill equipped for tomorrow.

Fri. Nov 11-

I think I found out what I am today. I think I want to get into Analytics. I want to learn about the world to a whole different degree and I want to shine bright but still be humble. I made a promise today I will shine with one hundred percent truth in my heart but I won’t make speeches everyday because that’s not who I am. I will be good to the world and be in essence a good in the world working to help human kind and their universe to grow and become better people. I apologize to formally to the man who helped me grow the tree of life in this world. I thank you stranger (Jim Hawkin) for making the tree of life happen. I will be accountable for my own actions be strong and have courage to be who I was meant to be in this life.

 

 

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