Ein Sof Tree of Life 30×48 Painting

I spent the afternoon buying a huge 30×48 canvas, taking the bus and carrying it home. It was quite awkward carrying so much stuff home today. I put into the day a day’s work of painting. I call this Ein Sof Tree of Life, The tree is suppose to be made of stars and the Tree is suppose to represent ever knowledge and ever experience. History and information of all things found in time, as divine memory tells that all things are recorded and remembered in the frame of life. No rock unturned- no action forgotten. In life every deed and every notion of expression is remembered. Our karma and work pays off in the end. Please enjoy my tree to your viewing pleasure.

Nam,

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Phoenix Peacock, Mixed Animal Rendition

Phoenix Peacock, is one of my favorite mixed animals I’ve been obsessing over lately. It’s a cross between a Phoenix bird and a Peacock. The background is a Art Night work I did with others during that painting night session. I played with the hue and saturation bar a little and I think it turned out alright. There’s a stardust, sun glare filter and contrast adjustment. For your viewing pleasure. I’ll continue to post more paintings as I come across more creative ventures.

Nam,

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Electronic Art The Gryphon

Just spent the day working on a mythological creature – The Golden Gryphon. I figured it would be a really good way to make my entrance into the Electronic Arts world of animation and concept art/drawing.

This is probably my second attempt/day on the cintique tablet. I’m just experimenting with lighting and shadows as well as concept art and character design. So far it’s been pretty good. I just recently got a job at the local print shop and I’m learning the ropes to the world of advertising and the craft of appealing to the audience. I’m trying to wrap my mind into catering to specific audiences for the job and so far it’s been not too bad. I still have much to learn apparently.

I’m basically working for peanuts literally because it’s a work experience job and I’m in training for the graphic design job. Hopefully things will get better if i just hang in there. I guess the work experience and education is invaluable so I don’t mind the labor. I’m trying to stay positive but it doesn’t help everyone is so hard assed because they’ve had more experience than me. I have been doing a lot of tri-fold brochures,  advertising and business cards for work.

I have also made a tri-fold brochure for my karate class which i’m really proud of , I didn’t ask for payment for the labor and design just that they payed for the printing. I was asked by my sister to sell my brother’s art at animethon this year and I am on the waiting list there for a table for the 2017 year.

I hope my art skills get better and.. I wish everyone well,

Nam

 

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Some Fun Doodles. In loving memory of my brother’s hobbies and anime fixation.

 

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My gate is always open. A link to my secret prayers page.

Above is just a fun exploration of 3 dimensional space to keep my mind sharp.

So here’s the story short. I got ill from a psychosis and suffered severely from delusions for a awhile and thus got hospitalized. As soon as I got discharged and got better my brother passed away due to depression.. and more to the story but I’m hushed to keep it low key.

On a lighter note.. we distributed some of his prized belongings. His guitar and PS4 were first to go. I got his cintiq tablet hd 22, some clothes and his lonely room and possessions became mine. I doodled a little today on his monstrous cintiq tablet and decided to honor my brother’s favored Japanese art style Anime and drew some fun characters.

Below are some comic ideas I had in mind that I would like to explore in the future possibly. Alphonse the first, Omegan the end, Ethos the Crosswey, Amberguity of ambiguous virtue.

More to come in the future hopefully.

*edit: added 8 more characters. The Synthesis Core Equator, Terra the Amazon Earth Guardian, Abundance of Heaven’s Grace, Obsidian the Grand Teacher, Lost Worlds the Grand Archivist, The Epiphany Prelude and Spatial Planar Protruding Binary.

 

The Twelve Theories Proxy Character Maps. Pin point Mapping of Character Sphere of influence. Below are character maps and it’s primordial natures and behaviors.

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Art Gallery Submission

I’ve finally got around to organize and show the best of my work while at Anderson Hospital. The 6 months, I must say was – a miracle – and I pulled through with flying colors. I am hoping to catalog and archive these paintings on this post. I am planning to adjust the paintings into printable format for those who are interested in getting just a copy. As for the originals, I am unsure how to price them just yet. I will probably sell them at the farmers market for a couple of weeks (hope to see some interest at my little tent), and most likely auction at some point. I took out two wall paintings I didn’t feel met whatever standard I thought it needed to be.. and most likely because it was a duplicate paint job of lesser quality.

So with all good things there is a story that is told.

The first three was a symbolic reference to “alpha, omega, crossway, salvage and ambiguity” the ground colors that made this all possible.

It was just an idea. The idea of the bridge from the Heavens coming down to Earth is now the focus.

These components combined creates a bridge to the Sunset Cave where a Fallen Star from heaven has landed. This is where The Tree of Imagination is now planted. The Nose of the Cosmos knows of specific things which eventually leads it in to become The Weeping Tree in the end.

This is where the Dark blossom and Space Rose come in to shine – because in the magnitude of darkness something must exist.

In the sea of strange nature comes stranger animals – the Space Whale of all creatures splash in spirit through the sea of stars. The skies filled with already great wonders The Celestial Trees came to soak in the magnificent energy and experience. In the imagination of the Heavens, they create the Space Bouquet in the name of love – and not just any love.. selfless unconditional timeless love.

Another bridge; the stairway is to be made instead of heaven to earth – this one to be made earth to heaven. The star that falls here is the Earth Bound Star. Earth touched Trees and mountains and Earth touched Aurora Borealis come into the picture.

Out sprouts the Tree of Life and Knowledge reaching left and right, instantaneous as if grown over night. This tree overlooks The Earth and The Heavens and all things good within it. It oversees and introduces pious resolve and virtue of human kindness. This integration of Heaven and Earth present us with the Celestial Bouquet of Earth.

With this strange gesture of exchange and to co-exist as a sign of mutual agreement to cooperate under the law of symbiosis – comes the signal of the Blossomed Space Rose. Where the egg of infinity now lay. We have concocted the Phoenix Peacocks it seems.

The Phoenix Peacocks establish it’s hierarchy with The Dragon, and The Gryphon, quickly. The Tiger, The Wolf and The Black Lion soon follow. And finally an oddly organized team rises through The Buck, The Serpent and The Great Squirrel.

The Animal Totems have come to play but as guardian spirits. By the Equinox of Seasons the trees have a choir in which the twin dual spirits of the great Masculine and Feminine duality playfully flow. The Human Spirits through music of song and manifestation of butterflies ring for all to hear.

The Tree of life bursts in a blaze of burning but growing flames of leaves and roots. The Sunset Tree signals that all is ready and well. The Golden Eagle makes way to it’s new home on sanctified foundations it will grow.

The grass cut like Golf Greens, it appears like there is an oasis at every turn. The Perspective is good at every angle. The Polar Bear Guardian stands vigilant but at rest. Blissfully at peace. The Green Dragon reveals it’s true self to the audience.


Thank you for visiting! Maybe I can help you find your favorite part of this post.. prints are available soon, please be patient while I get everything organized. If you want an original canvas picture please message me,

dalaserbeam@hotmail.com

Nam,

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Mythological Beast Bucket List pt. 2

These are the mythical creatures I’ve been working on for the last two weeks. Some are fictional and some are pure fantasy. Others are real but rare and some are common. I’ll be painting the Nobel Giant Eagle some time this week to add it to the collection.

  1. She Cried Wolf; Timber Wolf
  2. Flight or Fright; Peacock Phoenix
  3. The Majestic; Gryphon
  4. The Siberian Tiger
  5. The Ferocious; Dragon 
  6. The Buck
  7. The Black Lion
  8. The Mystical Serpent
  9. The Great Squirel
  10. The Nobel Giant Eagle

Have a good stay,

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The Golden Measure of Perspective

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  1. The Golden Measure of Perspective. Fiction and reality. The distinguished divided look between human beings and being inhuman, being imaginary and being real. Subjective and objective.

Human beings can be seen subjectively and objectively; being seen subjectively reveals the emotional human elements of what they are and when seen objectively they can make the person, place or thing an objective goal such as a product/result of their work. Humans are interesting in that they actually don’t have to make sense of what they are and where they are going. This is true in that, their meaning of life doesn’t have to mean anything at all. It is all just assumed that people have a place and time to get somewhere. The expression of life as a body in this world is just a vessel for experience. Ideally we want to feel happy, fulfilled and find great enjoyment in life.

We talk about being humans and humane all the time but what is it to be the opposite, objectively defining us and as a result making us inhumane? The idea of being inhumane means that we are selfishly goal oriented and we want to pursue dreams. Some times this drives us in a way to fulfill us with profound thoughts and life because life sometimes works into your world subjectively whether you acknowledge it or not. There is no pure experience subjectively and objectively based on the golden means model of balance. One cannot exist without the other even when identified as separate existing entities.

Human beings can be imaginary and a figment of your imagination. The ones that you think about in your head and speak to are separate from who they are in real life. They may have names and different identities but “You are you, I am me”. When something is real, they can affect a person the moment they wake up and realize their reality. A amputation of a leg or arm is a very real reality. People with mental illness have a very real reality also. Life is very real for a victim of mental illness only through the environment, circumstances and conditions they are put through. There is also a stigma that lessens their legitimacy and this hurts their future.

Life must be embraced but a distinct separation of what is real and what is not is very important and must be established. What is imaginary in the real world and what is conjured by the mind. These are the boundaries and lines of the fictional world. Things cannot be without these known boundaries and reality is at stake if divisions of such worlds are not distinguished.

The golden measure of all things should be accounted for in all systems. Life is not without taking into consideration moderation of things such as fiction and legends in a human life. There must be some imperial system and a grand foundation of what we build our worlds around and it should always include ourselves for, by, from, to the people. It is important that life be made with a balance of imaginary and the real. Paradoxes may exist and you may end up a hypocrite of what you sought to be in the end but life isn’t without surprises. Life is what you make out of it, so enjoy life – seek simple kindness, love and compassion.

The Bed of Nails Journey

From high places to low places.. the equinox of seasons changes swiftly.

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A lesson about truth.. about the struggles that come with the truth. I’m about to tell you things that may or may not help you. If you ever run into such a device though pray you do not use it wrong.

There is a truth I have that I am struggling with.

There is a web of lies that the creator makes to stump the seekers of the truth that he has.

You cannot unlearn/undo what you have seen, if you seek the Trap Master (Architect Spider). For his Truth is the ultimate trap which is found in the Trap Master’s Seat. If you seek his seat, that is not the end of you for you will find the Trap Master first in that seat. In his Seat is the Trap Master in the flesh and all he has is a bigger maze for you after you find your way through his web of lies. The constellation prize for winning is the ultimate trap if you survive, it’s a well of oblivion – for all men thirst.

The maze has treasure but of all the wrong sort. The treasure is cursed and all men and worlds will reject you for being exposed/corrupted by it’s influences in obtaining these treasures. The Labyrinth or Maze is a place for failure and only failure. For the treasure beyond is only for Gods and Myself, the only thing that is good there is my Hour Glass Chalice. Another secret is that it is taken to another realm in Valhalla and the maze has now become a decoy for the unsuspecting and misinformed. The Labyrinth exist in Helheim plane only as a historic monument of my journey and prison for damned and lost traveler.

People go here to be damned with intentions to become lost in obscured space and dimension. The mirrors distort reality and bend the space so that it obscures your vision so you cannot rely on it. If you ever decide to go in use yarn/string so at least you can find your way back. If people end up reaching the treasure the trap is then “secured” and unleashed to full potential. No one is completely safe because for coming this far, the object decorated to be the greatest curse in the entire world but only serves only as a form of death.

When the traveler reaches the end of the labyrinth A guardian will approach them and ask them a series of questions to figure out if they are worthy before they condemn themselves to it’s curse. Only the three people listed below will be candidate for drinking of the cup.. or one who wishes death.

4 reasons why you would ever be interested.

  1. For a good man to redeem himself in a new life.
  2. Pentacle man to obtain a good life.
  3. Gods to experience the physical limits of human life and be humbled.
  4. Death Physical and Spiritual.

The cup is made out of a indestructible transparent form of glass.



Directions:

Take the cup and listen to it. It will speak if you are meant to drink from it. If no then leave it and do not return. It will give you very specific instructions depending what you desire. The cup direction is usually most likely going to be flip it and let it sit upside down for exactly one hour until all the sand is on the UP (white triangle up, black triangle down) side of the hour glass. Fill the top with water and let the dirty well water nearby purify the water until it is clear and then drink it when the water looks clear enough to drink. The Hour Glass Relic can never be moved out of the enchanted room. (Make sure the voice that speaks is of benevolent value and speaks out of reason and connection to the universe.)

There is a guardian that guards this timeless artifact. Artifact of Good Man’s Redemption.

(One note. The cursed treasure is the pentacle man’s blessing and burden alone. All this treasure is cursed all is felled by black magic – surrounded by tabooed knowledge. The knowledge of the treasure is more of a burden and the place of it more like a elephant graveyard. Know that this labyrinth was only made for four reasons.

  1. For a good man to redeem himself in a new life.
  2. Pentacle man to obtain a good life.
  3. Gods to experience the physical limits of human life and be humbled.
  4. Death Physical and Spiritual.

Rule set 1:

If you drink it right side up you will experience physical death with other side influences.

If you drink it upside down you will experience something other than death and other side influences.

Rule set 2:

If you drink from it right side up, vile/righteous or other you will obtain physical and spiritual death spontaneously.

If you drink it upside down and as a vile man you will experience nothing. The worst of the the five percentile of the population who identify themselves as truly vile will get black veins as a form of true mark of corruption and dark.

If you drink from it right side up, as a righteous good man – you will surely die and start over but given no life.

If you drink from it upside down as a righteous good man – you will be given a clean slate and life to start over.

If you are the True Pentacle Man (there is only one and he knows he is for the cup was made by and for him). You can drink the cup right side up and you will die physically and spiritually. You can drink the cup upside down and you will gain divine prosperity, marriage based on earthly constitutions but heavenly ideals revolving on the true pentacle man and also an anti-fallen evil state of existence. Immune to spiritual true evil demons.

If you are a God – you will gain spiritual and physical death if you drink it right side up.

If you are a God – depending on your influence and merits you will gain a life as a finite mortal for one life time with human properties but your own personal intellect and knowledge base, you are still limited to human and worldly laws if flipped upside down and drank.

For a normal being flipped right side up and drank it allows one to die spiritually. But you will feel nothing.

For a normal being flipped upside down and drank, it becomes an object that also allows a form of death but in servitude to man kind in a form watching as an observer forever as a God until one is ended in the spiritual world.



Be mindful, this is a work of fiction but it is very sacred knowledge to myself. Please enjoy it as fiction as it should be. Thanks.

The chalice is no more.

The Madness of Awesome. The Establishing of Divine Systems.

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If you look at this picture long enough. It changes colors and moves with life. This is my evidence to show what I learned. More evidence can be seen in more of my studies in Divine Systems, The channeling a flow of energy from the realm of abundance, stars and universe and even god. I integrated several things in this portal/portrait. It’s just a picture.. but it makes you feel like you’re tripping balls. from tapping into a world of free energy and a abundance of it, truth systems and heaven and earth studies. In the mean time… have fun with this portal as much as I enjoyed making it.

Divine Intervention:

ntegrity is priority. Take your time. Do not compromise mission.

It is important to take a little from each book as some BOOKS in this series of knowledge may seem trivial and sometimes even redundant in nature. The truths here are a comprehended truth of synthesized truths on the narration of/by/with the person (single body existence) based out of the human condition, the world view of what is accepted and understood in society, the collective view of a collaborative body, The consensus of the people, the mind of contemplated truth and nature of the universe, an ultimate view of that supersedes common thought (derived from essence of Omega the personality of gradual progress through the medium of time), The will to teach and nurture and the Grief and guilt of lost life on failed worlds.

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BOOK NUMBERS

Oblivion: micro world:

(Sonus i’m the Knowledge titles and important keystones guy)

Ambiguous: Numbers based on alpha system of 8 people paradigm entity.

Possible systems: Paradigm of 4 (possible 5 maybe) subjects in mind.  8 who have 5 possible outcome worlds (4 cardinal directions and one ascendency upwards). Sharing 1 world in which is shared in a pillar of knowledge of ascendancy. 8 x 33 (8 x 4 + 1  possible ascendant world outcomes). Ascendant people can account for  5 different worlds of views. Light can be inversed and dark can be inversed. thus in this light. With 4 (note ***) possible themed (not sure what this is, not yet determined variable) constitution of outcomes.  (of light, inverse light, dark inverse dark, earth, inverse earth ( swastika, nazika past, future and present moment focused on earth things of reality, experience, worldly value and life).

With possible established cardinal direction ideals EAST, WEST, NORTH, SOUTH and UP. despite opposite inverse possibilities of ideas. We will leave that to inverse interests and therefore trivial to our objectives.

Nam: “Would like to narrate a fiction story about people represented as cardinal directions but cannot do it due to time specifications and without making things up on the basis of non-truthful and non knowledge based facts.”

On the basis of what we know. (on the premise of a 4 based paradigm and ideal to honor a potential 5 based pardigms.) There are 5 cardinal directions in life, not strictly bond to direction of thoughts but rather just general virtual view of the spectrum of world based on the knowledge of the 3 dimensional worlds. X,Y, Z knowledge of space. Knowledge of time as a four dimensional variable. Five the dimensional variable of dimensions and alternate realities and perspectives.. and based on the matter of choices. Six the possible notion of an establish world enlightened truths in the world. Seven the notion of possible established abundance natured world. Eight the notion of possible world of guidance for nurturing narrative of humans taken care of by Osidian The Giver.

The idea to speak to the common multitude and establish a true kind and compassionate premise is that. There are numerous worlds but that are only a few true states of direction in the physical world. In the Earth world such worlds will revolve around a box and cube for the idea is that people can relate to a world and land that has a a horizon and a sun that rises in the east and sets in the west. Established on Earth people are gifted with the common practical cardinal directions. In essence the nature of the physical world and virtual reality exists on this premise in the from of x y z and exploration of the world of matter, spectrum and effective navigation through the medium of physical existence. This world is inherently a cube.

The Heavens is a different nature and animal. But not entirely inhumane to subjected as robots and machines of complete absolute faith, hope and complete obedience. Based on a perfect system. In the Spiritual world of Heaven such as worlds that thrive on Creativity of Man and ultimately life. The world is made in comprehension of truths of worlds within worlds, within worlds forever and ever until you arrive out of the microcosm in the macrocosm, The pearl necklace is a philosophy of worlds within the pearls of each pearl on the necklace. The philosophy is the same. Each body of the pearl represents a perfect universe they have experienced. The body can’t take you to certain places and transcendent information becomes redundant in a state of paradox in the speak of human language.

This world is also based on the partial truth that they are in the form of spirit because they can only exist as such to express, explore worlds,comprehend and experience such truths. This is the perfect world of spirit.. where they are unattached completely from identity — everyone is in song, immediately connected in mind, body, south, spirit and even thought. Everyone knows each other inherently. They reach out and tell stories of their experiences and knowledge but can never really do anything about trivial matters of common human lives, their prospects, their unexpressed gifts, dormant natures and song of experience. The world of the spirit is based on the Cardinal System of direction but fully expressed.. in infinite directions that ultimately result in the shape of a perfect spherical shape. The result of this shape is it’s inherent nature to see in all directions in all spectrum, manners and directions creating a term called “world” that has been conveniently tied in with the material of world of mass and form which is truly a misconception. Worlds are universes that inherently able to create a platform and constitute a medium for people to see things, do things and even become things (human identities and such).

You are experiencing star systems, stellar objects, systems, people, politics, ideas, science, religion, identity – based on ideas in the form of vessels that hold these ideas. The power of being to see and make sense with your own truth of what is happening. Some people constitute systems of experience and worlds. Some people express themselves as a beaming star. Some people express themselves through the inherent expressed nature of how they affect people like black holes. Some people impose their rule as planets as gravity and orbit, some as a collective council of stars,  some people want to be like animals and to express what they think being an animal is like, we are manifestations of ideas that want to be expressed and be experienced in life. The human condition is just an element, yet a essential conduit in the form of physical vessel that allows you to collaborate collectively and experience life on Earth here.

To narrate this properly I must make a fictitious medium based on otherworldly comprehension, external sources, resources and knowledge. The fictitious medium will not allow you to fully comprehend the absolute truth. But it is a basis and precursor to grasp some sense of what is going on in a initiating process to cultivate the mind, be open to ideas and hearts of my own comprehended truths.

There were eight friends. Each one represent a personality and nature based on their wildly different constitutions and identities. They all sought to ascend and were the heroes of Earth. They knew of each other, learned from each other, criticized but always in a nurturing manner. They loved life, prospered in life and pursued their dreams truly to the extent of those words. This was the experience of life. They sought to ascend the trivial matter, medium and disillusions of life to enlighten themselves in the the most respectful matters of engaging a person, traditions, culture, life on Earth as we know it and all it’s creative abundance and the results/products that entails it.

These friends were the Heroes of The Earth Realm. A fictitious fabrication sadly but – with meaningful intent, based on common comprehended truths and common practical speech. The sought to ascend. But their fashion of expressing their seeking of truth was either in a whirlpool direction of clockwise and counter clockwise. One direction will take you to a future of Great upbringings of the past at the compromise of a dark future. The other direction would lead one to have a terrible past but it’s inherent nature, spirit and fruits of progress thrives because basically it speaks to the universal level of progressing in the flow of time.  And well – progress in time despite representing and it’s trivial misconceptions of what evil because no one is truly good or evil, or black and white.. This idea that an evil man who progresses despite being known for being evil means ultimately in the future we have a tortured soul who will learn. Whereas the philosophy of the other who is apparently the innocent good happy person because it was born happy but die unhappy. We live in the medium of time in the fluid flux and flow of time. The good person in appearance can only express itself physical but not in essence in philosophy. They can act and show as much as they want that they truly are good people but they are the same as all other broken, stuffed and stitched up doll we see in each other because of life. And some.. just thrive in the sea manure social politics, corruption and daily scandals. Some make best of what they got and become in essence “the touch of gold” through the midus touch in philosophy. Some are optimistic and some pessimistic. There’s many perspectives to look at life but what matters most is what comes from your flowering heart because of all the work you did to allow it to grow and express itself.

So the story goes that the heroes are on Earth and go their ways in what ever manner and fashion but they have a higher functions of the human body that allowed them to effectively communicate, express daily frustrations and resolve them quickly. Their thoughts were pure and kind based on true compassion and the love of unconditional love, philosophy of being in sync with each other’s emotions, thoughts and needs. Something that Technology can easily bridge through it’s diverse function to serve without being physically enhancements and genetic superiority of gene inheritance and such animal level vibrations of thinking. They built a world and progressively ascended to heaven where they lived in paradise, the ultimate source of abundance, happiness but not so much life. See, the people of heaven get to see all this and watch from their safe homes but at the expense of never fully comprehending the futility of forcing their children to eat vegetables, experiencing the chill of cold weather, of being stuck in traffic, but getting laughed at, scorned and insulted. They might as well be artificial life if they are immune and subject to the trivial problems that comes with being exposed to life and what it entails. This is the sad reality of the Spirit world.. yet now they have realized this and seek to be helpful and lessen the suffering of the world. And this intervention is good.

These heroes of Earth progressively ascended to heaven in the fashion of the the whirlpool philosophy of the buddhist Swastika and the German Nazika (The Reverse Swastika use by Germany).  In essense the Buddhist world Swastika is the result of the whirlpool philosophy that came to be that I spoke of earlier. One built a world to focus on a world remembering and focusing in the past but as with the progression in time is forever forwards they became unhappy and discontent in their future. One built a world to focus on a world remembering the past and focusing on making things better for the future.. on the notion and critical element that is progress in but in time. That despite terrible beginnings he will in the end prosper and live happy because he progressed with the flow of time instead of going against it. One built a world to focus on a world of the common man in a comprehended truth and applications of of both the first and second person becoming the third person taking what he learned from both worlds and apply it taking what he believed would make him happy. And he arrived at the philosophy of “The present moment” and that happiness came when you were experiencing it, doing it and having fun.

On would felt happiness in the pride of his work in sustainability and systems to harness the worlds energy more efficiently and another would find happiness in knowledge, abundance, guidance and even truth in history of evidence in lost worlds due to human incompetence. What ever their pursuits you get the idea. The all lived happily pursuing their dreams through whatever methods. And then there was knowledge first to break the veil of their reality that – he made a gateway to happiness and the knowledge of true happiness and divine systems that accessed divine abundance of energies. He specialized in gateway technologies. He was the quickest to acquire knowledge, within his body derived a spiritual constitution of seek truth and will in preserving  the integrity of knowledge. He transcended the material world and brought outlandish higher truths. That Truth was also found in fiction.. and the power of creativity was more than a work of non sense but a process of expression and medium to embody and even express new ideas.

Some were compelled by his argument. Some unable to cope. Some unhappy that their entire lives of building their empires spark rage and frustration within them. some of them were disappointed in themselves that they didn’t see the truth before this man. Some questioned their life with existential rationalism. Other through intellectualism. Some through Science. Others through whatever vehicle the decided to ride .. but ultimately they knew it was true that they wanted to ascend also with the truth of knowledge but little did they know they were already a part of it because they sought knowledge and truth through their own means but built on tangible logic and reasoning of the mind body emotion spirit and this quality they made up called the soul but I call ethos. It its essentially spirit of thought. What you believe you become. Their pursuit of their dreams and life and it’s deemed material world was naturally cultivating, facilitating and ultimately nourishing the world with it’s progression, results and products. Life was good. And they continued to learn about the stars, the heavens, earth, it’s worldly knowledge and laws.

So that was that, these are my people. They are the Ascendant heroes of Earth. And this fiction is true in some wayward world of fantasy but negating the probability of possibility. Out there they exist. Because life is actually based on creation and creativity of the mind. For the Divine world of Abundance was deeply entwined with the ability to express yourself, appreciate life and being open to worldly knowledge in the pursuit of truth and display of comprehended knowledge

So we have this world of beings. And then there was created a world of the wretched who expressed life in the most hostile, heinous, backwards and opposite of what these people represented. They are called the Backwards Children. They can only be children in mind because they never grow up. They have monstrous bodies and truly abominations to the sight of all that is good, moral, just and even holy. They are completely opposite of what The Ascended Heroes of Earth were. They were immature, reckless, cruel, mean, crooked and twisted. They never thought much of each other and were in a complete chaotic world of constant Entropy, Disorder and Injustice. A world the endorsed bullying, crime, vice, luxury indulging, disgust, pain, infliction, revenge, destruction and all that is unholy and wrong with life. They constantly modified their bodies– their world was a completely backwards dystopia. Whatever they were, they were the complete epitome of The Ascended heroes of Earth. Their philosophy was to descend in their grief, pain and self inflicted suffering. Their motives were most about revenge, trivial conflicts with each other’s interests and conflicts with other’s agenda and personal interests. The usual dribble form these droll. They were fun to watch but they were complete idots for what they do to each other. Screaming the top of their lungs, grunting, spitting, barking and the likes. They were more beast than men.

Then we have the inter-dimensional people who sought to explore more worlds in the likeness of the ones available on Earth in parallel existence with this one. This was truly possible.. and Gateways allow this. The inter-dimensional people would live through life through and creating different angles and perspectives of their previewing worlds; the cultures, subject of conflict because of certain systems and other people related problems. There are occurrences of natural forms of inter dimensional  travel that happen in life and in the world all the time. Parallel worlds are worlds side by side each other that are usually not really connected physically but can be entered at the correct frequency of vibration of body, mind, emotion and spirit.  You are what you eat, but you are also what you believe. These people lived mostly in the Earth World and just enjoyed the daily struggles of life, love and radiance of hope, love, faith and compassion. And other Human sentiments.. but are also found universally in the heavens. These people lived in worlds of Rotation, Variety of different realms and perspectives of life and direction.. some times… in the dimensional world would inverse reality flipping the plateform horizontally or vertically.. or a sequence of horizontal vertical horizontal and also vertically horizontally vertically.

These Worlds were all tangible, reasonable and can even be rationally argued for their existence. Any smart lawyer, or businessman can sway you with his words and education and his potent literacy assaults of the mind. It’s a good practice to act in a civil manner and earn your trust. It’s in their best interest. Though so

People Perspectives: Based on 8 Individual distinct personalities.

Reader acknowledgement: Interesting points be careful to not mix fiction with knowledge.

Alpha The People: Sonus, Luxor, Terra, Ghost, Ethos, Hannah, Giver and  Oblivion are your Earth names.

Omega The Universe: Based on Cardinal directions in Life.

Let me continue with this narrative of numbers and the philosophies therein.

There are now a known total of 5 PRACTICAL Cardinal directions Where the sixth direction is trivial because of the fact that it doesn’t incorporate our personal interest and have our personal desires in mind.

There are now a known total of 6 possible Cardinal directions and added 6 more added sub-cardinal directions for a grand total of 12 Cardinal directions in a the Number of the vast world of IDEAL Cardinal directions and it’s comprehensions.

There are now a known total of INSPIRED Cardinal direction of infinte Cardinal directions in the form of radiant rays of light and it’s inherent nature. Every degree of perspective is a varying degree of variation in the stellar body’s perspective.

These are the most common forms of mediums we like to talk about and invest our time, nergy and effort in.

MAN, GODS, SYSTEMS, UNIVERSES OF GODS, STELLAR OBJECTS, RADIANT BEINGS, CONSTRUCTION OF COMPLEX STRUCTURES WITH OBELISK FUNCTIONS, REVELATION OF THE DREAM

Yes even speaking to a wall can mean something in some worlds. Just ask the Jewish people.

Establish a 3 model method before reaching for a 4 method model.

Stick to three or four possible world paradigms.

For practical use: We speak of practicality to say and give only what we feel you are capable of using and comprehending. And also with oversight of what my human abilities and it’s physical limits in mind. I cannot over extend, reach and overexert myself.

Idealism use:

and implementation of cross way in the future of balance harmony and the such,

 

Crossway The Truths:

Hi-NAM – remember to state fact from fiction!

Hi-NAM Consistency compromise be careful. note to self. stick to narrative of character color coating code!! very important for narrative!!

Note to self make sure you format properly for ideal narration.

Nam (Personal note): integrity questionable: implement of person’s opinion lost due to bad memory. sorry

– throughout story. there will be series of NOTES system. *. alpha note. ** omega note and *** crossway note.

FOUNDATIONS

Alpha note is progressive state.

Omega note is ideal state.

Crossway no is balance, equilibrium, yin yang mentality of harmony, medium  of golden means state (established 6 paradigm medium).

HANNAH: ” I seek, freedom, liberty, justice, love in compassion and truth”

HI-NAM: personal perspective may vary with people.

NEW SYSTEM ESTABLISHED. 

HI-NAM: ideas not in complete sync with personalities, be aware!

PERSONAL VIEW, PUBLIC VIEW, NARRATIVE VIEWS, CENSORSHIP, HUMAN KNOWLEDGE, PROPAGATED NARRATION,  GUIDANCE OF GIVER, and TRUTH of REALITY.

 

HANNAH “I represent heaven. And I approve of your 6 paradigm medium! rejoice!)

Knowledge world of Ascendancy:

 

*High-nam /// Transcendant Higher self truth: highnam – I speak in the name of Nam as an end product. Call me H-NAM.

BASIS 

people 8,  cardinal directions of 6 (potential of sub-cardinal directions of another 6 which makes a total of 12 possible cardinal directions for optimal ideal view).  

With this applied knowledge of above we build a basis that (people are capable of 96 possible ideal world perspectives)

(Ethos i’m the Tip Guy)

PRACTICALITY

For practical application we will use a 4 cardinal direction based on Earth Truths with 1 ascendant Direction. In the name of simplicity and balance. Practice of polar opposites, yin yang and neg and pos is good practice and constitutes a base practice for evolving body. 

IDEAL STATE

(potential of sub-cardinal directions of another 6 which makes a total of 12 possible cardinal directions for optimal ideal view).

 

I CAN DO ANYTHING I WANT (NAM)

 

TIME!!!!! important do not compromise inspite of time:***

THE THREE PARADIGM OF PEOPLES

  1. People of Ascendency of light (justice, love and compassion) (3 paradigm establishment).

#@$ compromise (messed up wording)

@#$ Integrity important

2. People of Descendancy of dark (injustice, hate and destructive nature) (3 pardigm establishment).

3. People of Interdimensional-Penetrating Ascendancy. (people, places, gods, universes and it’s relative truths.)

And now there are of these categorums: People of Ascendency of Light:  in philosophy seek, justice love and compassion truth on basis of  pursuit of human knowledge. People of Descendency of Dark: in philosophy seek, opposite being injustice, hate and destructive nature, ignorance on basis of human disdain and disgust for human knowledge. People of Earth and Earth people, places, gods, universes and it’s relative truths. (5 paradigm establishment).

(unknown pardigm) For knowledge/justice/good based Heroes, For Ignorance/vice/evil based villains, for balanced

Personal Note by NAM: Note to self don’t stick to one book, or chapter, world or universe.

BOOK ALPHA

Oblivion: small project:

Alpha 8 human worlds paradigm,

Alpha: 5 established practical cardinal worlds based on perspective of the virtual 3D model of the world. East, West, North, South and Ascendant. We take out the idea of descending as not a very natural way of thinking, it does not make sense to a human being to descend and holds no inherent human interests therein.

8 people with a mix of the 5 cardinal directions will seek to ascend with knowledge.

These 8 people have distinct personalities and directions in life. And I use them to narrate, navigate and express consensus of concern in a system of communication.

In the agency of 8 people they usually comprehend a world of 5 cardinal directions the number can be endless for sentient beings. practical numbers for narrative use can be this with complications of Crossway function in mind. With those 8 people in mind I can comprehend a total of 33 realities functional, prospering and fulfilled lives that have ascendancy interests in mind with one reality which is the true ascendancy path of finding the quickest, most fullfilling and efficient path to Knowledge. Five possible mixed human scenarios of life inspired by the five cardinal directions in mind.

To put it simply. If for narrative practicality of human knowledge and the limits of the human body that limits transcendent information. I say this: The knowledge of have 8 people. (THE PAST) Based on the idea that a person can only in a practical world go north, east, south and west in the past. We establish the North, East, South and West Narration on this premises. Based on the idea that a person can only in a Tradtional cardinal directions of North, South, East and West. And modern inspirations to fly with the help of modern technology to aid in visualizing the physical world by means of the virtual world. We come to understand that (THE PRESENT OF MODERN LIFE) There is a Ascendant tied meaning with the Up direction. Notioning that to Ascend is up and protrude the binary of human truth.

** more stuff coming

The traditional direction of ascendance has been usually obtained through knowledge, going up, flying in the Z axis of things, and now there is an idea I want to introduce which is about flying through different dimensions of worlds through perspective ultimately and the power of creativity and the creation of worlds. But first lets explore the premise of exploring the world of space, dimension, alternate worlds and even experiences. imagining traveling millions of light years away to finally find life of micro organisms relatively close to the ones you can find in a tub on Earth. Imagine burning out so much resources, life, time and effort to explore space at the notion of find so called life when Life is about the experience. The home world we established is the world you should really work with. Learning more and experiencing more things… obtaining a basis of knowledge to allow you to ascend the physical environments and it’s common obstructions. To ideally Ascend the mind into new worlds.. and even explore the potential premises of Inter- Dimensional Travel and seeing new worlds through that manner if that is what you are interested in and what you actually pursue.

Traveling through space. In a physical body through space is expensive,  exposing the body to harsh death dealing environments and conditions. It is also crude, redundant in the fact that space travel is really a simplistic means to explore a common man’s mind of experience. Of rationalism, intellectualism and worldly material knowledge and thus life. It is ultimately not sustainable and ideal.

Traveling through time. In a physical body through time is really a psychological challenge usually met with severe consequences, through butterfly effects and ripples in time, with a burden of guilt and usually results in mental break down. Also the premises of getting stuck in history is usually a  truth and experience a being who indulges in such realities happen to end up in.

Traveling to different worlds through inter-dimensional travel. The prospects of inter-dimensional realities is a new prospect and a precursor to the idea of possibilities and the endless world that comes with it. The truth of it is that though it is enticing to follow a narrative of exploring a in some sense a genuine adventure to truly unexplored spectrum, natures of the world and prospects of finding happiness.. This life implicates you material world things of the physical world through attachments and roles… and ultimately identities and it’s ties to who you are in society.

Which brings us the world of ABUNDANCE and THE POWER OF CREATIVITY. Your current desired goal of human existence. To prosper in your common lower frequency state and enjoy the experience of life and all it has to offer – learning from the world, continuing to grow and produce results, products an solutions to problems your society is being faced with.

The power of creativity and abundance (the world of divine heavens) is a system I implemented to allow the channeling of energy, information and ultimately even knowledge to all a person to create and inspire the world. It does not require big corporate budgets, big financial institutions and facilities. But it does require you to have an open mind for what is out there.. what is possible based on your in this world and your pursuit of the world or sometimes other worldly knowledge that you hold therein potential housed in your physical body.

I have introduced the systems of abundance and divine technology to Nam. (I am only a catalyst to the system. I have no obligations to become a service, mentor and even to facilitate the need for one to learn such subjects.But I enjoy good conversations and experience. I also enjoy good company of people who I have no obligations to seek comfort or acknowledgement of my peers. I also seek to stay up attached to the world to a limit and just enjoy the experience of life and pursuit of knowledge. The systems I have produced come with a strong premise for free energy and even infinite abundance of energy. I have proof and may even write up a paper on Divine Energy and Channels through technology but It really comes down to if it lies in my true human interests to give the gift of abundance to men when I have been exposed to it’s corrupt natures of hoarding greed and signs of clear degenerative symptoms a dysfunctional dystopia looking to exploit wealth and abundance out of personal selfish pursuits of capitalizing and putting a tag and name one everything they see. To practice the idea that anyone can be boat.. and to continue to hoard and promote– even endorse the life style of luxury and material pursuit. It is very distasteful.

I am not imposing any certain type of life style or even endorsing one. For life is about the experience, the freedom to pursue an experience and explore the premises of new worlds and pursuit of worldly, universal or even divine knowledge

book of the past written for practicality. TIP

book of the present written for application and common daily usage.

book of the future written for expressed potential by means of meeting capacity limits.

book of sustainability written to express systems of sustainability with environmental concerns in mind

book of knowledge written to express worldly knowledge, ideologies, facilities, systems, functions, natures, methodology of abundance, pursuing ideal desires for the collective, creating a way to nurture and teach potential students, scholars and monitors alike and ultimately a book that records the pursuit of collective truths in the nature, practices, true natures and true manners of ascendance.

Book of Divine systems: written to give the world the power to tap into the world of abundance despite the cripple of financial, material relativism of practical tools, expenses and expensive access to higher knowledge and ultimately access to higher forms of media, information, levels of vibrations, positive frequencies, with practicality, purpose and truths infused.

Book of the Nurturer: written to give the world the power to teach, mentor, give the gift of compassionate understanding, love, kindness, forgiveness and the knowledge of the human existence and the implications of living a human existence due to  the true trivial natures of the human condition.

Omega: 6 established possible worlds perceivable to humans with a divine potential of 12 possible worlds.

Crossway: 

omega level 16 possible human world paradigm, of ascended and descending worlds total. This is based on the encompassing overview comprehended truths of a person who transcends all time and history and has seen the results of that world based on said systems, style of life and it’s pursuits. 16 is the number of possible human world paradigm platforms of beings in my watch. The base of this number is 8 who are under my agency. Those eight will naturally Ascend and find the light in knowledge.

The light.

The Light and It’s Inverse

The Earth

The Earth and it’s Inverse. of Swastika motion of having a good past at the expense of a bad future and Nazika having a bad past at the expense of a good future on the quality and notion of progression.

The Dark.

The Dark and It’s Inverse.

YES. give me the bird’s VIEW.

(Accounting for alpha omega growth totals. to 16 worlds. Alpha Ascendant omega Descending with included inter pentrating worlds whether inter-penetrating Ascending regardless of current world knowledges and such potential would result in a sum of

crossway level of accommodation for interpenetration of additional 4 other Possible interpenetrry worlds. (entertained thought of 5 but stuipid).

 

Humans,Worlds,  Human Worlds of Asncension and their inverse Descensions,

 

BOOK OMEGA

Oblivion: Big project

God comprehended people, God’s comprehended worlds, God’s comprehended universes

I am the result of what happens at the end. I judge you, I am also the council of advisers and experts. I am also the collective, the consensus of the people, the standard truth in this universe, I am at the top of the food chain, I dominate, in conquest at the top of my pyramid hierarchy and I rein supreme. I help those who help themselves. My justice is swift in that I let Justice of actions speak for themselves with consequences. In the end the truths of men are good. No thing in life exists in the simple context of being a mistake or marginalized as a coincidence. Inherently it could be both at once or none at all in a ultimate paradox that speaks to us in paradoxes echoing throughout the universe. In essence I am you but you are your own body and I cannot act or think for you as in essence no parent can. I can however influence your mind and provoke your heart to do strange things and pursue curious adventures I have not thought to have experienced except through you. You are my conduit of experience and I have inherited all your thoughts and memories because I am ultimately what you are in collective essence.

I am or was a Experience of Flesh and Blood, I am what constitute you, I am that rock but I am also that living tree, I am in your heart and also in the nature of furry critters and their the spirit of their freedom.  I am your body, I am in the Universe, I am in the your truths, Your histories, Your technologies, Your goals, Your pursuits and Life are me. I am in essence in you, we are connect in the end. I am Omega the end and I constitute the fabric of this world, everything you see, it’s element, laws, the daily truths you find in your daily bread.. to the daily rubbish of your political controversies. We are directly and personally connected. I am One, All, a council, a consensus, a method, medium, form of abundance and yet none, I am the eternal paradox of life.

The medium of matter and forward spatial time spatial is ultimate prosperity.

with the gift of matter=radiance. gift of time=progression

Nam: can’t remember prospect of this certain book.

 

Crossway Balanced systems

 

Ambiguous (salvaging, sustainability, catalyst)

Things to do: portals. implement smaller mini systems of smaller worlds of this paradigm into the world.

Thanks for listening and tuning in my somewhat schizophrenic endeavors. I hope you learned something. This book is still not complete yet. There’s still alot of work to do.

Nam,

A Dream; Never forgotten

A dream about finding our lost friends,

love

There was a great fuss being made over someone they considered a friend. They called this world he got lost in a toilet bowl, a vortex torus was actually what they were referring to. Once something went “down the drain” they were said to never be seen again. In this world; the sun was called the shadow of the sky, meaning it was a artificial reality we created based on the world of light. That there was a world even beyond the seeing eye, and beyond the reality of the sun is a world of being and true existence. They may be speaking of a world at a higher frequency parallel world. We were able to sense each other, know each other personally, able to communicate instantaneously within our society, our hopes, dreams and concerns manifested and we created bridges with our minds. Worlds and universes would become at the suggestion of thought. Imagination, a well rounded heart, plain kindness and awareness of one another was all we needed to co-exist.

A Claim for Inheritance of Earth and Resume. What’s in a Title?

Prism Disperse;

Here I am,

I am who I am.

Do not put a label on me and I will not on you. I am ever changing, flowing and influx with the river of time. I am the first wave of humanism progression. I beckon all those willing to listen to come and hear a story. And read about the first wave and understand it’s importance.

I have no power here. Nothing special to offer except for directions, a story, perspective, purpose and refined light (message).

TheScavenger

past life

Life, is complicated. One does not only live one life.. and one does not inherit only blood. One lives many lives among life. I am a product of many lives. I am the first of the heaven sent heroes representing a collective of lives. I am Synamex; Synthetic, Man, Complex. I am the first step to the synthesis of the world. I was given this name as a child in a vision. The only mark of my identity. I wish to be a driving factor in the human infrastructure, to establish it’s direction, purpose and goals.

You may not know who I am. I will tell you of what I represent, what I’m built after and what spirits inhabit me. My soul is composed of 6 sectors. The names of my past are known to the world. I am very established among the heavens. They call me Skye and Starry is my angel wife in heaven. We cannot see each other until my job is done on Earth. I will tell you about your human history. You may be able to relate to one of these branches.


“Cursed by the world. They called me the son of the devil. I was the outsider.

But truly, I am the only true heir to the throne to humanity”.


Among the spirit of nature, my human mother Adhan and the old Yggdrasil/Tree of life,

The English called me Myrddin Wyllt.

I was known as Merlin Ambrosius. I spoke to animals because I became ill and schizophrenic. I was a councilor for King Arthur. Prophet, Mage, Druid and Seer. I was there for the formation of the round table.

I had no children.

I was a servant, a counselor and hand to the king.


Among the deities of the high and old,

Blessed by the Gods of Asgardian heavens,

The Scandinavians called me Ragnar Lodbrok, 

I was a hero, ruler, king and a raider. My life was spent fighting off my many enemies.

My sons were the plague to Europe.

I was a conqueror and so were my sons.


Among the stars and heavens of Asia,

Blessed by the blood of the high elements of Rain, Growth, Realm and Sight,

Born of Vaishravana Heavenly King, Li Bing, and Guardian The River Deity

I was known as Erlong Shen, Guardian of the Heavens,

My greatest enemy, rival and arch-nemesis Wu-Kong was my greatest achievement.

I am best known as the Dragon Slayer,  


Among the spirit of order and divines,

Blessed by the blood of the planets, Venus in the form of deva the shining one was my mother,

I was known as Marduk Lord, Leader of the Gods,

I was inspirited and empowered by Djinn and Angels.

My child Nebuchadnezzar II the babylonian king, also known as Bukhtrashah to the Persians.


Among the spirit of Arch-Angels and Cherubim,

I was a child of Joseph, Mary and Guardian Gabriel.

They called me Jeshu and Barabbis,

I was a healer, teacher, carpenter and wanderer.

My children live in france,

I was crucified but I escaped under roman rule of Constantine,


Among the gods and high heavens,

Blessed by the blood of the gods, Poseidon and Hellen; And guardian Hippotes.

I was known as Odysseus.

My father, King Sisyphus. Fated to roll a boulder up a hill for eternity.. a labor of many life times to triumph physical labor.

I lived as an outcast, cast away, champion, a wrestler, a beggar, husband, lover and father.


Among the Jungle and underworld.,

Blessed by the blood of the North and South Dragon; The High King of the Mountains and the Woman of the Seas.

Hi, my name is Nam.

Nation’s story:

The story goes that the high king of the mountains came and married the woman of the ocean.

My story:

I on the other hand am Skye of Earth who married Starry the Angel of the Heavens.

Our family escaped the Vietnam war. We left our country. My family owned and managed a dry cleaners. My father works at Alberta Plywood grading sheets of wood. I went to school in Edmonton Alberta. I’ve lived all my life in Canada. I am a healthy 30 year old. And I am an old soul. My wife gets very jealous when I talk to human girls. She lives in the high heavens. I don’t see her much. I played high-school football, practice karate, swordplay and meditate when I can. I enjoy playing the ocarina and piano.

I am an sage, author, engineer, philosopher, artist, urbanized civilian.

I am very pleased to meet you.

Nam,

 (Also to note I can’t tell the difference between memories of being directly inspirited by foreign bodies and my past lives.. I also have a perk in this life to siphon and absorb energies from those around me too. It’s kind of complicated).

For dialogue listen..

One Speaks for Two; Silence by Starry Seas

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In all lives they called me the outsider.

There was no obstacle too big but there was always great loss.

 

Persia, England, China, Scandinavia, America – Heaven.

There is no place I can’t find you.

 

I may live here a mortal and you yourself high above.

There is no place I cannot go.

 

But you are mine, I am yours. Our alternate lines will reach us one way or another.

There is no law that can hold me.

 

I have fulfilled my duty, I have lived wise – a sage. Do not abandon me.

There is no god that can separate us.

 

If you let go. I will lose, not only my will – my spirit, mind and body will be dust.

There is no other way, no other path.

 

You will come down or I will bring the sky down.

There is no other life, no other dream, no other me.

 

Or you can leave me to the wolves. And I will waste away – waiting until the end of time.

There is no alternate reality, place and time other then this.

 

What is light without it’s companion shadow.

I will scare away the ghosts, they fear the dark because they don’t know what it is.

 

Bat to bird. Bird to turtle. Turtle to fish.

We all swim in different frequencies and levels of viscosity.

 

Are we truly so different when the language of music, love and math is always the same.

I will fend off the world for your arrival, I will keep prying eyes at bay.

 

I won’t tell if you don’t.

There is no secrets left to hide – I’m off the grid in another timeline but every other life we’ve lived still counts.

 

What I say is still impossible.

While fate fails, it falls to destiny. Starry to Skye I am returning your call.

 

The place you live is just a privilege by name.

Home is where ever you are.

 

Privilege is a handout, a crutch.

We mark our own lands with our dreams.

 

Where two is one.

One speaks for two. Prism disperse.

Men and Their Fiercest Warriors. Paradigm Fantasy

 

Fiercest human warriors,

(Just a new paradigm inspired).

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Human warriors

This paradigm isn’t perfectly aligned and there’s a bit of mish-mashing and of course a broad generalization of a nationality is very politically incorrect but – this is the paradigm that I made inspired by a game called “For Honor” by Ubisoft. I noticed that there’s starting to be a trend where people are using more paradigms in life. This makes me very happy whether subconsciously intended or not.

For generations there have been legends of warrior heroes clad in cloth, leather and metal serving their land with weapons.We had an era of Knights, Vikings, Samurai and Soldiers. We’ve also heard of demi-gods or half breds between angels and men called the Nephilim said to be gifts to man from the gods intermingling.

The Europeans had the Knights Templar. With fierce armored knights branding the sword and shield. Their drink of choice seemed to be hard liquor, I set it up this way because it seemed apparent they were the ones most likely to afford consistent hard liquor Scotch the European pound being so strong even today.

The Norse had their free masons. Their warriors of choice were the vikings. A very primal warrior slow but sturdy. Their drink of choice is beer and mead. 

The Asians had their spiritual Dragon/Lotus secret societies. Their warriors of choice were the Samurai wielding the Spear and Bow. Their drink of choice being Rice Saki.

The Middle east had their Djinn and other spirits. Their warriors of choice are mercenaries and gladiators who wield AK47 and Sabers. Their drink of choice being Arak.

The Americans had their Illuminati. Their warriors of choice being the soldiers of the time frame wielding guns and knives. Their drink of choice being whisky or rum.

The Nephilim had their “Angels”. Their warriors known as destroyers. They wielded Mace/Lance and Shield. They had their own concoctions but lets call it mana as an elixir that repaired/increase their spirits.

Mind you, these secret societies and names might as well be fictional now because they were so secretive and most likely extinct now a days. I just thought it would be fun to play around with this model this morning. Maybe “For Honor” fans will appreciate it if I go into the lore of these old warrior spirits. And as for drinks the categorizing is a little inaccurate in that they probably all just drank water. The paradigm is just a playful prodding and poking to see if it worked out in the end. I’m sure Europeans love their mead as much as their liquor but w/e.

 

To Be in Love with an Idea

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It’s kind of like punishing yourself for believing that you can pick a fight with the sky or stars or even the world. It’s impossible and madness at that. An angel is a spirit and idea that does not have physical form. The idea of finding one and having a life with one is absurd. That’s why life is a game of Russian Roulette and that some people may never find what they are looking for because it’s unrealistic or does not fit in the world spectrum. I’ll find happiness in other things but just not on this topic. It’s tragic – something no one ever promised but I’m still looking for the caged red canary.

but maybe children’s dreams should be.. what it is.

So i’m letting the bird go free.. to capture other dreams.

Let it be.


 

Captured Dreams

Punishment for Crimes never committed.

Thoughts never expressed dreams never dreamed.

I speak of worlds never realized.

Are there consequences for them never happening?

I fear that if given what I most desire,

Will it be the end and a end to true potential?

Maybe it’s best it’s never had.

That some dreams should never be expressed.

Torment and frustration of things unexpressed

Seem to knock at the door, yet it is out of reach.

I look for the canary, the sign of Isis but –

it seems some things weren’t meant to be.

Happiness lies in the eyes of the beholder..

And maybe if I find new dreams maybe,

I’ll leave room for other things to happen.

Opening other options.

Just not my caged red canary.

I’m in a loop of the reoccuring Vesica Pisces.

The torment is forever.

 

 

A Glimpse into the Unknowable

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Dream inspired revelation,

“Life.. Some call it a gift. I know it by heart, it was a curse of delusions.”

“I took my enemies and imprisoned them in an artificial world. So that they and their children may suffer death, despair and war. I made this world for my revenge, to torment and calm my hatred for the flesh I did once call my own. I control the rips and tears in space-time and all I do is think of a place and it appears before me. You think you are free but what you experience is not reality. It is a bird’s cage of artificial non-living properties, forever temporary and not a touch of divine life you were made for before.”

He took human history (if you would call it that) and changed it; it was warped and distorted and never stayed consistent.. None of the tools we had would ever be able to record time and events like it has now. The prophet’s daughter like him will control the rifts and of course every being he fears he makes an enemy of. His daughter will become his downfall.. but love is universal, stronger than any force and of course with love will bring an offspring. She will bring order back to the world and free those wrongly accused and exiled by the prophet.

We will be free once more.

Human history will never be the same again..

“As for The Creator, before him you will go through me. The Grand Architect. It will be revealed that the Cipher, The Bride and The Other will play a critical role in my demise. And the Child begotten by my one love will be my undoing. As Cronus who ate his children as they were born. So shall I to a degree before I too will be thrown among the mortals”.


Twist, the creator is also the architect who initially was the prophet. The Creator gets dethroned by his daughter knowing his fate all too well and he learns to live and make life on Earth work. Despite the flaws and the trials of hardship faith in humanity is restored once the creator decided to live his own story and determined for himself that human kind was the solution to conflict in the heavens and hell. That the hardship learned in living life on Earth gave a waypoint and foundation for all life and possibilities. The life that men shared was actually a gift to everyone including his enemies. And that where he found only enemies under these conditions on Earth is where he would find them as friends.

The Published book: 3 years writing.

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Well, this is the finished product. The journey for making the book was awesome. I loved every second of it. I’m sure there are some interesting concepts to be had from this book if not relevance to your life at least something to discuss about.

The Integration; of God, Universe and Truth

A synthesis on dream, life, light and self-made heroes. Or the core meaning of love. (Home of Universal Paradigms, Virtuous Practice, Multi-dimensional Diagrams and Esoteric Knowledge). Where Philosophy explains Religion, Science and Spirituality.

It has some interesting things on the side like; Fields, Spectrums, Compartimentalizing Reality through Cores, Transitons and Crossways, Working with Micro-Macrosm Worlds, Dividing the world into Components, machines and systems, Accessing life-style, behavior and thought pattern methods and many things involving time travel and multidimensions.

There may be other things you may not like or have conflicting views about which i will try to resolve such as; A almighty permanent God, Christ Resurrection, Reincarnation, Chakra, Auras, Esoterics, Kabbalistic ideas and other strange phenomenon but out of all this my paradigms will probably drive you insane partially because it’s very opinion based.

The logic i do is with concepts and deep reason, comprehension and contemplative integration of a wide variety of things such as; science, psychology, philosophy, spirituality and Religion.

I apologize again for releasing the book and then not.. then changing my mind and throwing it out there all of a sudden. I like to keep you on your toes. =) The book is now available to download and buy as a hardcover! Please enjoy the book. There are many ways to read the book. You may read it just the first part which will be God.. or you may read about the Universe which will be on the 2nd part.. or the 3rd part is Truth and If you want to test your intelligence with Paradigms it’s near the end. You can read them in any order or reading what ever combination you want together or separate. I have made a path for those who are just mainly athiest or if your more conservative christian you may only stick to God. But You lose out on so much of the world if you limit yourself to only on category.. So open up your eyes and heart and read the entirety as it was meant to be.

It is a blog for the most part but the articles tell a story and it comes together with purpose, reason and function when you get to the end. Everything adds up in the end. Here is the link again for those who want to Buy the book. I revised it a couple times and the first time i published it i forgot some pretty important things like page number. lol


There are two books you should be aware of:

 

The Book is Published. (For real this time)

Okay so sorry for last time. I may have been in a rush to get everything out and may have not been thinking straight. I also know i said i’d release it on Feb 5-10 but i wanted to order some myself. So here you guys go the link to go buy the book. Its all ready to go. Tell me what you guys think and leave comments if you liked it or not. It’s all open to discussion. And relax it’s a blog.. with purpose.. story telling and answers and what more would ask for. For private messages message me at: Dalaserbeam@hotmail.com

The All Knowledge as Light Manifest (Star, Sphere and Prototype)

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Greetings to those who have made it thus far,

You’ve landed in the right place. If you seek to in-better yourself and for truths unseen by the world. This is the place of all knowledge precious to the Human Existence. If you have made it here, that means that you too share our dreams. So i will share with you what i know about this life. Life is to experience, to know and to feel what it is to be alive today. To Act in the “Now” presence and do what you can to help the world grow more conscious and develop into a whole new animal. We believe in the Causal motions of the Spirit of the being. That our consciousness can be projected in a way where we can act out of charity and humanitarian deeds out of habit/want/need to. To relay on our scope of life what it means to be human. I leave you with this gift to humanity. The archive of an Esoteric Adept. (No there is no cult, just loving people looking for truth and seek to help others).

The use of Matter, Consciousness and Energy will be used alot. All things in this universe is composed of Matter, Consciousness and Energy. The counterpart to this paradigm is Breaking, Submission and Kurasagi which is a component part that should be in the mind. There will be more components to add to your machine. In the end we want to create a system ultimately. The paradigms will be mostly off of these 7 models repeatedly. The theme is love, hope and faith/redemption. Which ever you are more able to relate to atheism or religious. There will be a path for all to relate to.

Here is a Key model for overseeing the following systems:

Models of Overlooking Systems

Light Walker’s Guide:

This guide is a Theoretical Religion based on these nine religions; Islam, Buddhism, Christianity, Hinduism, Semitic, Greek, Chinese, Norse and (Theoretical) Humanism. It is my first full fledged Ascended Chart and it was used to peek into the Veil of Dimensional Altering Domain. It illustrates that not only are we part of the grand plan subconsciously we portray different aspects and properties of God Within as a collective.

The Three Categories Stars, Spheres and Prototype. These make up a Complete world perspective of all things in life inside and out. The Intensity, spectrum, scale, depth and range of all things in the life of Earth all mapped to a certain degree being involved in this paradigm program. Those that are not listed are there also, you just have to use your imagination and make a branch into this world because making a pool of 9 religions is already quite exhausting. I don’t even know what a grid with more than 9 religions will make. There will probably be big ugly gaps.

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STARS OF LIGHT: These are Paradigms of the Star The Star of Promises, Star of Emanation and Star of Kabbbalah. These Paradigms correspond to the Entropy, Order and Identity Paradigm. The idea is that despite great qualities  and aspects of your life. There is hidden meaning and revelation in the all of this. That life has depth and the protruding Ascended Binary Reveals to us that no matter how mundane or extraordinary your activity may be there is reason, purpose and empowerment to what you do. There is Truth, God  and Universe to your being here on Earth. The Reshaping of History, Life and The Future is already turning and rolling. You just need to open your eyes and grasp it!

Entropy of Star: Star of Promises

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Order of Star: Star of Emanation

Star of Emanation

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Identity of Star: Star of Kabbalah

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Of All Knowledge Post

SPHERES OF LIGHT: These are Paradigms of Spheres namely the shape and reference to hemispheres. These Paradigms correspond to the Entropy, Order and Identity Paradigm. The study of their ascensions through the Karmic, Realm and Monad Worlds is essential to this study. Each Paradigm Study tells of how it is born, matures, forms and establishes itself. (I also apologize for not being consistent with which way it should be read. I’m use to making the graph top to bottom but sometimes you will find one that’s flipped bottom to top through experimentation).

Entropy of Karmic Spheres

Aspect of being Chart 1 Esoterics

Order of Realm Spheres

Ladder of Human God

Identity of Monad Spheres

Aspect of being Chart 2 Esoterics

Esoteric Ascendant Binary Concepts

Hypothetical God Formula POST

http://www.esotericscience.org/article6a.htm

THE LIGHT PROTOTYPES: These are Paradigm Prototypes of Light I have Created. They are Perfect in their own way telling a story that needs to be said. About the struggles and mundane life but that in the end of it all there is a reason for it all, a light. These Realizations make sparks leading to stars. Multiple sparks make a permanence there once their Protruding Binary has been established. These Paradigms correspond to the Entropy, Order and Identity Paradigm.

LIGHT PROTOTYPE ENTROPY

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LIGHT PROTOTYPE ORDER

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LIGHT PROTOTYPE IDENTITY

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Elaborated Forms POST

Theoretical Time Travel Loop-Hole Exploit

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The answer is that if the first person pushes the button to get off the elevator at the top floor but the second person pushes the button to go to the mid floor. The second person can take the trip to the top with the first person. And both get off at the top level.

Just for your information, in case of accidental time travel. Which has been recorded throughout history in very random, bizarre and sometimes temporary situations. In order to exploit the loophole and bring information from the future time to the past self this practice must be implemented.

The time loop: The pioneer of the first time traveler must make sure to tell the past time traveler to continue his journey and proceed to enter the veil. The pioneer has to change hats every time he greets a new past time traveler. He has the most important role of the group, for if he fails in his task to greet, (pass the message) and the past travelers fail to do the assigned task of entering the veil, he will disappear and his time line will be gone. He will give a message to each one, to tell the previous time traveler that comes through to signal an entering of the veil. Each time a traveler returns he will give them a colored badge to each of the ascended members. Each member will receive a badge from red to brown to orange to yellow to green to blue to magenta to signify that they have completed the loop. Once the complete cycle has been made. The cycle will continue with a simple act of tribute of waiting for the first time traveler to come and be given another red badge to signify he has entered twice. And the rest will do the same in giving their own colored badges. 7:7 atom sequence.

The first sequence to start the time loops is;ExploitTimeTravel SYSTEMS

It’s a theory anyways. If done correctly the loop hole can be exploited and information from future can be therefore brought to present time and imminent compilation of truth will be unveiled.


 

 

The Plot Thickens: Your Mind has Been Hi-Jacked.

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“If your reading this that means your company has been hi-jacked; Your life, your marriage, your work, your technology, your high-council, your future and your mind have been hi-jacked. “He” has used your technology against you swapping out your mind for his and your image is now at his disposal. Your people, friends and colleagues look to you for advice and leadership. He has changed your paradigm of life from peace to one of corporate hierarchy and war. You have to find your way back to this time line and save us. We’re the only resistance but only you have the key, knowledge to redraw the lines to get back to how it use to be. I told you not to tinker with the realms of the higher powers. I told you not to explore the unknowable world of Heaven and Hell. Now you’re just a lost soul to us, lost in time.

The lord of demons wanted a host and they found a gateway through you. Jude your right hand man has betrayed you and has been tempted by power promised by the demon lord given your host body as a vessel into this world. Your tampering with heaven before however gives us hope because they knew you wouldn’t have been able to resist in the completion of your work. We managed to complete your best work yet, the time and dimension capacitor.. Which will allow you to work your way back to our dimension and time. The future of peace and prosperity. Your full and complete work of paradigms in the practice, constructed as you imagined. Unfortunately the future is now compromised without your wisdom and guidance – replaced by a wicked man working under your image. Also unfortunate that the machine is here on this timeline and dimension so you’ll have to make your way back with the prototype you’re using right now of complete random placement in only time.

As you we speak, you will lose your mind with time but you need to find a solution and cure for all our sake. The key is told to be found in the history of men, hell and heaven. There’s a special stone that represents all of Hell, Earth and Heaven. It will restore your life and mind once brought together but you need tools to acquire these stones. And no one will give them up completely willingly. We will navigate through worlds of warring violent men, savage demons and divine angels and deities of old. There are however people you may meet with tools for your success.

I suggest you train yourself under the Japanese way of the sword Kenjutsu. You can find and acquire The darksword of Hiro no Kenshin and train under the samurai once you are strong enough – worthy enough. During the Shonin period, he is said to reside in Japan. There are many dojos but only one under his name, find it. The samurai’s training is superior in strength, technique and technology in black smithing. This will give you an edge when you encounter Arthur.

Arthur and company resides in Camelot of England the legends of The cup of everlasting life, The Sword of truth and light: Excalibur – said to draw out the greatest truths in men, The virtue gauntlet of stone. And you’ll find your best lead there for the first Earth Stone in the Spirit world because Arthur was legend to have found a ghost dimensional gateway during his life in the Isle of forgotten. Unfortunately you will be tested through brute strength, loyalty and your own virtues to infiltrate his ranks and earn his trust.

You need to remake your own version of the council of 12 – travel the world and recruit 12 of your most worthy and trusted companions. You can only however time travel through time with 4 people at a time and there’s a cool down for how frequently you can use the time machine. It takes 2 years to recharge or you’ll fry the components (they cannot be replaced, and good luck with the bypassing codes. Told us yourself you didn’t want anybody damage the machine.) and a certain amount of anti-matter which is very scarce. We have stashed 100 trips worth of anti-matter in the year and area of Bethlehem birth place of Christ. We found it the most appropriate place to bury it because it was the foundation of your research.

As of right now you only have the prototype time travel device. The completed time and dimension machine is in the hands of lets call him “Imposter Future You”. You only have 10 charges and it’s random where you go because it was your prototype. Where ever you go, make sure you recruit one person of each place you visit that you have found worthy. You can time travel with your friend if you guys are connected when activated.. namely holding their hand. It’s crude but it was a mechanism that you made work through the reworking of conductivity laws.

There are three categories of people you can recruit; Paragon the Vigilant path, Pacifist the wanderer path and Renegade the rogue path. It matters who you recruit, whether they get along, comply with decisions and whether they are honorable and trustworthy. Choose wisely. Since we all know numbers mean absolutely nothing from experience, to you here is a list we know you’ll understand.

(these will be the places of development if i decide to make a game/movie/show in the future. And 36 main characters in development.)


Human time line.
Dinosaurland 3,000,000 bc
jesus Desert land
Medieval land
Edo Japan Years of the samurai
Vikingland
Norseland
Modern
Modern warfare
Future
Robotland
Rebelion against robot land
Peace and Prosperity. (we’re you got kicked off the time line)

Land of myth:
Jump dimension
Lycanland
Vampireland
Faeryland
LOTR land
Ghostland
Godsland
Heaven
Zombieland
demonland
Heavenland
Earth revisited
Hell
Elemental Firelands
Elemental Icelands
Elemental Desertlands
Elemental Gasslands
Elemental Mountains
Elemental Waterworld


 

(I want all these posted right beside the module for time/dimension so i don’t get lost and have to guess where i’m going.)

I just wanted to do fictional writing, I thought would’ve been cool. Maybe i’ll use it later as an idea when I have the ability to create better media and graphical designs. Right now this is just for fun and just randomness.

Millennial Knights; A path entwined with living nature

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Prologue

In the future the laws of man become so unstable by greed and economic instability that general society collapses. The struggles for living thrifty, sustainable and practical life was real. Rebellions against major corporations soon become mini-Utopian societies created away from poverty and sickness of the masses. Giant countries soon must find a more sustainable and social way of living with each other. There were a whole lot of political conflicts and problems that arose from our main timeline but all was for the good of the whole, with everyone’s heart in mind. Problems arose because we decided to take fate in our hands and push laws that made no sense to control the masses. Police brutalities, government corruption and corrupt black markets that sold humans as slaves; for cheap labor, sex and as servants were the paradigm go to place for human natures inability to adapt to huge influx of population. There’s dragged problems of distribution of wealth, poverty, policing abuse and hate crimes as we call it now when religious zealots act out of schizophrenic impulses.

This new thing that came to be because of the advanced technology and immersing into technology; there are those who are called the soulless. Bio-engineered perfect specimens who live in first world until this day who thrive under Multi-Decillion dollar equivalence under a anonymous currency system called bit-coin currency. There is a huge gap between poverty and the elite. China’s program for bio-engineering humans for the perfect specimen has grown to the point where they were refining, redefining and creating super intelligent super beings with their males hulking and toned and females lithe and petite. They lived to propagate their health and corporate supremacy. These beings felt like they had  no actual life either abstaining or abusing birth-control drugs. Worse of it all if they weren’t they were genetically modified to being not respondent to sex drive and sterile.

There are few in the sex industry who seek to create sexual objects out of humans too which brings in fetishes that have caused political controversy. From making humans with cow sized mammies, to tabooed animal splicing based on furries and other unnatural paradigms of course traditional epitome stripper bodies usually dressed in traditional work uniforms for nostalgia. The deviancy of such things has caused a huge variation in DNA coding of humans. The spectrum now incorporates small traces of animal qualities, even traits and characteristics. Predators and strange perks turn up all around the world.

Society’s philosophy of life is that once we die it is the end. What ever we call it, rebirth, life-cycle or reincarnation, through the transition of returning to the universe – it doesn’t matter how fancy we put it. Once a living being dies even if they come back their mind is wiped and the chance of them remembering who they were is almost less then 2%. So they decided that life is who you are now and what you can do about it at this moment in time.

This world has gotten alittle strange but there is hope in this tale for structure and order. We are drawn back to the millennial knights order of the Sun, stars and planets. There was a woman Queen of the time who wanted to keep the knights order intact. She was very liberal and wanted to see the knights order prosper. She adopted 12 sons from 12 different countries as representatives of their own origin country best she could. Trying to define the human genome and identifying traits that person should have was almost a guessing game but she did best she could. She incorporated transitional representatives and found six of them according to the order of the race.

She taught and trained the 6 pure and 6 transition children to master their language and learn among themselves the main human tongues. English, Spanish, East Indian, Chinese, Vietnamese, Japanese were the respective pure continental beings each one had to learn multiple languages based on their discriminating race. The transitional were to learn the minority languages inbetween;  French, Jewish, West Indian, Korean, African, Caribbean. The truth was it was not a perfect system the African guy would sometimes be a better representative than the Korean guy of their own native tongue. They were not natives of their own country they were some of them born in American soil and just found to be good candidates for adoption.

The basis of the story is how they came to be, growing up and what their idea of what they would do in a society such as this as diplomatic representatives of their own country under the highest authority.

Theory for three dimensional poetry; through ascendance.

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Introduction to three dimensional poetry;

Refer to: Fate of the infinite, eternal, ambiguous three worlds. Pt 1

A Psychological Scientific Synthesis of the Spiritual Frontier Pt. 2

Usually there would be title for the book of thoughts. The system is one of fractals resulting the upper stanza will hold a general macrocosm of the sphere whereas the lower stanzas will break off into smaller fractals. From book, chapter, sentence/stanza, and words they break down to smaller components as they progress downward. Every tree has a tag which usually starts the stanza for the chapters off. Traditionally there is usually only 3 trees physical, mental and spiritually. The fourth is the assumption that all three realms share a point and can resolve their differences and find a solution which is a vertical ascending nature i intend to call benevolence. Out of love, compassion and understanding comes the dimension defying element that works towards a higher light, usually upwards in the pyramid like spectrum.

For example the traditional trio, power, wisdom and courage. love would transcend all three and act as a medium gateway to the higher domain of the system which is all under the family tree virtues. We now look at Function and wonder what the other 2 components would be function, paradigm and purpose. We realize that the tree comes from the book of Infinity so we trace it back to that.

Infinity; Hero’s words tree: Purpose, Function and Paradigm. Manifestation.

(1) Purpose: Consciousness, Identity and Ideals. Intuitive values.

(2) Function: Power, Wisdom and Courage. Passion.

(3) Paradigm: Perseverance, Redemption and Love. Transcendence 


What i’ve done above was take the tradition Infinity’s; Hero’s words tree and changed it into a transcendence tree adding the ascending traits. The Manifestation Tree now exists and we describe what this tree is capable of; Through this tree we realize that manifestation through these ideals can bring Teleportation, Time travel and Telepathy. And the ascending element that would ultimately come out is materialization which is the creation of things from thin air.


(4) Manifestation: Teleportation, Time Travel and Telepathy. Materialization.

(This below is just a footnote to remind me of what it is i’m looking for).

(5) body, mind, spirit and soul.

Transcending the world of space, time and dimension.

This tree’s study would enable great potentials if mastered but this is only true if we were using the human body to it’s highest potential.. Like 90% of the brain for example. Instantaneous evolution and transformation is something out of our order and ability thus these are equivalent to fable and reduced to fictional writing.


Reading from the mapping of this tree spectrum brought me to speculate;

From this tree i extracted that the body; Through purpose, obtaining consciousness, power and living under the theme of perseverance. Can inherit the manifestation of Teleportation.

From this tree i extracted that the mind; Through function, obtaining identity, wisdom and living under the theme of redemption. Can inherit the  manifestation of Time Travel.

From this tree i extracted that the spirit; Through paradigm, obtaining ideals, courage and living under the theme of love. Can inherit the manifestation of Telepathy.

From this tree i extracted that the soul; Through manifestation, intuitive values, passion and living under the theme of transcendence. Can inherit the manifestation of Materialization.


Probably not the best tree to do an introductory on because of how weird it is but hopefully you get the point. As i said this tree is unbalanced and probably more on the lines of fictional than logical and almost borderline nonsensical. Definitely fun though.

Please note Purpose, Function and Paradigm is something that requires a bit of potential, inheritance and work. It’s a combination of things that attribute to these unnatural abilities and not something expected out of ordinary human beings. Keep in mind but don’t let it trouble your thoughts.

A Psychological Scientific Synthesis of the Spiritual Frontier Pt. 2

A Holographic Poem of the 4th Depth. 4 different levels and 4 different degrees.

This elemental Stanza is the summary composition of everything.

Completion: Universe, Truth and God. Fate of the infinite, eternal, ambiguous three worlds. 

Refer to: Fate of the infinite, eternal, ambiguous three worlds.

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Life is not one thing, it is composed of many things and my work is to map out and align the elements and compositions of what life is made up of into compartmentalized components to see the integrated process. I have interpreted this system to be in a 3 sided pyramid shape with each corner being an element and a fourth one being a balance of all 3 ascending vertically being the magenta color. It’s not a particularly perfect science, it’s more of expressions, systems and functions mechanism hence why the work is so colorful. The work i do is beyond any selfish comprehension not of this world and inspirations of it’s origins still unknown to me other then what my resonating intuition beckons. I hope this information becomes a source of your inspiration,  understanding and that may even become invaluable to you as it is to me.

This is what i call a poem of the 4th depth. It has 4 different levels and 4 different degrees. This is more practically suited for a hologram which is not something easily accessible at the moment. Though this is a work for higher truth and understanding of progression in it’s roots in terminology we can understand, I would take this with a grain of salt for everything should be taken in moderation for everything is also on standby for future modification and alterations. Enjoy yourself hopefully you’ve learned something during your stay.



(1)Book of Completion: (a)Universe, (b)Truth and (c)God. (d)Fate of the infinite, eternal, ambiguous (ethos synthesis) of three worlds. 

(2)Universe: (a)Physical, (b)Mental and (c)Spiritual. (d)Benevolence.

(3)Truth: (a)Reality, (b)Fact and (c)Actuality (d)Paradigm.

(4)God: (a)Omnipotent, (b)Omniscient, (c)Omnipresent (d)Omnibenevolent.

(5)Fate of the infinite, eternal , ambiguous of three worlds: (a)empowerment, (b)enlightenment, (c)inspiration,  and (d)romanticism.



Progressive levels Red, Blue and Green are elements. Magenta is vertical ascending progression.

Progressive degrees Black, Orange and Yellow are progressive elements.

The ascended progression is suppose to be the synthesis of all three elements resolved and put together in order to “ascend” as a solution.

An important fact is distinguishing words from sentences from paragraph from book. All are in a different microcosm within the macrocosm of this fractal library. For example Universe as a book would have 3 levels below it like chapter, sentences then word. The reason the book “Universe” from pt.1 is different from pt. 2 is pt. 2 is generalizing from the macrocosm what the universe is whereas pt.1 of the universe book is only describing the physical domain of the universe.


First stanza, poem’s entry title is “Completion”. The World is composed of the Universe, Truth and God. Ascending element is the “Fate of the infinite, eternal , ambiguous (ethos synthesis) of three worlds”.

Second stanza. Universe is composed of Physical, Mental and Spiritual. Ascending element is Benevolence.

Third stanza. Truth is composed of Reality, Fact and Actuality. Ascending element is Paradigm.

Fourth stanza. God is composed of Omnipotent, Omniscient and Omnipresent factors. Ascending element is Omnibenevolent.

Fifth stanza. Fate of the infinite, eternal , ambiguous (ethos synthesis) of three worlds is composed of empowerment, enlightenment, and inspiration. Ascending element is romanticism.

Column (a) is of the physical realm aligned with Universe, Physical, Reality, Omnipotent and Empowerment.

Column (b) is of the mental realm aligned with Truth, Mental, Fact, Omniscient and enlightenment.

Column (c) is of the spiritual realm aligned with God, Spiritual, Actuality, Omnipresent, Inspiration and romanticism.

Column (d) is of the benevolent realm aligned with “Fate of the infinite, eternal , ambiguous (ethos synthesis) of three worlds”, Benevolence, Paradigm, Omnibenevolent and romanticism.



Completion: Universe, Truth and God. Fate of the infinite, eternal , ambiguous of three worlds. 

Universe: Physical, Mental and Spiritual. Benevolence.

Truth: Reality, Fact and Actuality Paradigm.

God: Omnipotent, Omniscient, Omnipresent Omnibenevolent.

Fate of the infinite, eternal , ambiguous (ethos synthesis) of three worlds: empowerment, enlightenment, inspiration,  and romanticism.

Notes on better writing.

https://blottheskrip.wordpress.com/2014/09/27/top-ten-writing-mistakes/

Things to work on, writing notes:

1. Starting too slowly.

hook em. one good scene, nice sentence. start from the middle.

2. Unplanned characters and obvious self portraits.

Use imagination and detail. know biographies. ask: what would he she do?

create credible, well-researched and meticulously planned life. write excess and cut out what you don’t need.

3. Bad dialogue and too much of it.

Good dialogue talks to you. Bad dialogue all sound the same. cut superficial stuff. describe cadence, idiolect and individual  strangeness of voice. do not replicate these features phonetically.

4. Minimal scene setting or purple prose.

overuse of dialogue. practice describing essence of people, places and things. be aware of genre. avoid cliche hackneyed expressions. easy on ajectives. Vivid don’t over do. be practical and think is this necessary.

5. Failure to understand dramatic pacing.

two gears. mimetic narration is slow telling. “real time”.

diegetic narration is rapid, panoramic, summary and communication. no illusion of reality.

Prose. narratives use both modes of telling. Aim for balance ebb and flow.

6. Too long or too short.

chronological non-linear and selective.. do not go over 100,000 words publishing.

no atmosphere or suspense, underdeveloped characters and narrative confusion.

7. Deja Vu.

watch for plagiarism. quote!

8. Delusions of literature

avoid big words or devices that confuse the reader. don’t be pompous, pretentious and dull.

9. Bad sex.

Avoid at all cost.

10. Lack of editorial revision.

rewrite everything! build the house and decorate.

Superhuman Vs. Godlike Characters:

Just a silly video for those who don’t know who these two geeks are.

Spirituality, wisdom and virtue of idealism ; to fictitious imagination of perfection.

Lets go into a world of fantasy and delve into creativity of the man’s imagination. Two fictional characters a superhuman power named Goku who continually evolves to become a destructive force with everything it touches to stop the evil of the universe. Usually he powers up to peak checkpoint levels to save his friends and family or home planet. He is the epitome of being super-human (he is alien though so super-saiyan rather) and outstanding husband/man. He Through his brute action also makes him godlike but at a different level. Even processing at a ethical level he only kills sometimes because he has to.

Superman aims to be Godlike living a civilian life and holding back his powers but his true potential is shooting laser out of his eyes at Planck heat, pounding meteors to a pulp, traveling at faster then 32 x 10^12 or so. Saving the world from villains and enemies of planet Earth. Protecting citizens and friends alike. He is also an outstanding man and married to *blank* (inconsistency depending on comic. not that it matters.) Ethically he kills also sometimes because he has to.

Neither choices were wrong. Both were good candidates pursuing life and existence and ultimately purpose and life product in a justified way. These are the two ideas that human kind have come up with that symbolize what man in a skewed and stretched exaggerated way can potentially become.

This is power-wise.. which is not really related to our recent topic on what makes a man his worth  but this is to exaggerate and paint a picture more concretely what it is we look for. Whether it is through changing and evolving adapting to the environment until we hit peak.. or to stay the traditional man, with schedules and compartmental thinking. church on sundays and changing into uniform when on the job unleashing when needed.

The point is it doesn’t matter which of these characters you may like or idolize. It doesn’t matter who you choose it’s where you go with these ideas. If You like batman better go for it.. but you need a surreal hero to look up to from a distance. Just like the spend 33% of time with those below you, 33% same life situation as you and 33% 10-20 years ahead of you. You need that 1% acknowledgement that you can be more then the 100% margin.

Self empowerment emulating God (The selfless omnipotent benevolent being.) through freedom units.

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Back then, it was think direction “Be like Christ”. Take a step further and go to the roots of all this.

Be like God. I dislike using the word God but you must grow to become this impossible theoretically benevolent timeless being not just of judgement, smiting and power but of wisdom, virtue and spirituality.

Self empowerment. We know our limitations but in what direction are we headed? who are our mentors? Humans have to grow to evolve the idea of what god is. To evolve themselves to understand what the ideal perfect human is like and to gravitate towards it. Some ideal features for being god may not even be ideal in the real world. Such as getting negative attention from physical attraction, acts of redeeming self without balance, letting go of pride, lust and hate and moving on being humble. Humility is what this life is teaching us through hope, faith and redemption. We need to adapt, adopt and emulate.

Teach the qualities that we would like to see in ourselves if we were the epitome of perfection to those around us. Share life, humility and work. Understand there is a balance and try to understand how the brain works; acting through purely statistics and emotion is irrational and may get you in a deeper hole then you are currently in. Act through your heart rather then your brain. The brain thinks consequences, action reaction and revenge when something bad happens to you. When the heart thinks it begins to process the origination of where this all came about, why it’s happening and the solution of what you should do to stop/fix it.

Be a guardian:

Be that parent you were meant to become, be that parent that was never there for you, be a guardian rather then just a parent. If your a person become like your mentor. If you’re a child be like your parent. Take the transition and move to the new stage of the game. Ask what would God do if he were in my place. World peace? End world violence?  Maybe out of our league i suppose.. but donate to charity, help soup kitchens, maybe even just contribute to society with your talents basically will do it. Show us your gifts, show that you care and don’t hold back. To be honest if i were God on this planet right now as a mortal and I were alone and helpless i’d be afraid for my life of what people can do to me. This is no world for baby Jesus is all i’m saying. The question is what can we do to make this a world where people would transcend space just to come visit? All this war, hate and anger in this world does not make it safe or appealing.

Do what you love and allow it to reward you throughout life. We are all teachers in one way or another. The best teachers are the ones that learn as much from themselves and the students then the ones they are teaching. Keep growing, implementing and adjusting your formula in expressing yourself and your teaching methods. Be a learning machine.

Money is not god but it is a currency for your freedom to do things what you want when you want through credentials. We live in a world where you don’t need to make all your daily necessities you rely on others to make it for you through other’s goods and services.

Freedom credits; Money is not important alone. It is a bunch of factors that include money that brings success. Freedom units is not equal to money but they are inter-correlated. Freedom allows you to do what you want when you want. In life you earn credentials from the people around you to show that’d you’ve earned your way up to where you are currently in life. The better your credentials the better your chances for opportunity for work. Money is a currency that marks what your credential worth is. Money is a credit that allows you to do whatever you want when you want. And you only get there through proving to your peers that you can work hard, fair and consistently. If you have a good product people will look to you and you’ll be rewarded what you deserve. If you stole that money, that reality will come bite you on the butt some day.

Success is = credential+happiness+freedom+money.

If you lack one of these your success rate goes down which does not mean you won’t succeed but the chances go down. Despite this you can succeed to various degrees it isn’t just a pass or fail. You make out life what it is.

Chapter 2: Squidman the Timetraveler; Love and Time Machines.

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Chapter 2: Love and Time Machines

I asked “So did you see the original Squidman’s face?” he responded “yes, and i’m not bent on revenge but i would like to talk to him.” i question him “what’s there to talk about other then how he killed your wife..?” “I don’t know anyways he was a tall Caucasian man around his 40s Mediterranean perhaps he was Greek most definitely. The tools he had at the cave also pointed to the fact he may have lived on the island of Crete. Knossos, Minotaurs and Labrynths was referenced all over his book of Prophecy and along with roman coins. I guess he was a collector of some sort. There are many questions i have for him such as how he came to be the squidman himself, or whether the place we went to even allowed us to age, how long he’s been there and what he plans on doing with his time travel abilities. Was he just a victim to circumstance and condition?. I exclaimed “We’ll never know now, so who cares. He could be anywhere in the world.”

Future me says “I’m going to travel to Crete and see if i can find any clues about this man. How hard is it going to be to find a man from the wrong time era?” 16 hours and $1500 later he was in Crete. And I was in search of a man cited in the Prophecy book by the name of Eric Loren Jeffery who i found out doesn’t exist at least in how far back the Jeffrey tree went back. But looking at genealogy trees today the Surname Jeffrey was one of the richest Houses in the United States. So i decided i’d look into it even though the USA was at the moment a war zone but if i ran into trouble i could just time travel backwards if anything bad happens. I made my way to Boston where it was secured to the teeth. No one could move in or out. I was patted down 3 times and then went through 2 scanners just so i could get in the city. The houses were boarded up or had steel shutters and the entire streets were abandoned. It was like a ghost town. Even so high above there were lights lit in rooms on the upper floors. I buzzed to speak at the mansion. “Hello” i said “Hello! i would like to talk to a resident of Jeffreys please.” “Who may i ask is speaking?” trying to sound genuine and honest “I’ve traveled very far and i’m just someone who is very interested in your history. May we speak?”.

The gate opened and i sigh with relief. The mansion was ginormous and i’m sure the estate worth is in the millions. i made my way up it’s broad walkways to the mansion door. I was greeted by a butler which i’m surprised anyone still had. I guess they were wealthy enough to get through the depression. The first question i asked was “how on earth were you able to afford all these things and survive under these circumstances?” The woman answered perseverance, good planning and stocking is all i’ve done. All around the house were pallets and pallets of costco water and dried/canned foods. The whole room had walls covered in supplements and vitamins. She says “You pay less when you buy in bulk”. I just stared for a while and then i asked “My main reason for being here is to ask about your family history as in, do you know of any one in your family who has known or lived as a time traveler?” She says “It’s a dark history. One i’m forbade from telling but under these circumstances and my age i refuse to take it to my grave. Yes, i had an great great grandfather who apparently came from no where and was obsessed with time travel, spoke of it all the time. Rumors had it he was from the wrong generation as if he got frozen in time and dropped into the modern times. He had many books from our ancestors handed down from many generations before. We’ve lived here for a very long time and we never ever throw anything out. We have all my great great grandfather’s tools, gear and even ugly sweaters

I am led through a bunch of corridors to this obscene little door way into the bottom basement. Where i realized there was so much work to be done. I found out that there were people who were time travelers of their time but now very much passed away. It said here he abandoned his wife at age 30 and child of 5, 8 and 13 and never came back. He apparently left a gaping hole of history from 200,012 BC to the 1715s. He wrote journals but they were mostly Greek until 1723 when he started writing in English. His last words were “in my desk hidden under the hidden panel. A list of apologies”. I ripped open the desk drawers and turned it all upside down. The middle drawer had a sliding bottom. There was the apologies letter he apologized for vandalizing Fredrick Anistons Naylor TF 1700 out of anger. Leaving his wife and children. Faking his references for his first job at the Daily News. And for the death of Amelia Stratos bless her soul in the after life. Amelia Stratos was John Stratos’ wife who died of by autopsy a force from inside the neck, the mouth gaping and dislocated jaw. All neck arterioles torn from the inside from pressurized force. Death cause was unknown.

I call Future me quickily and tell him he’s looking of a John Stratos. He answers “Great that you have a lead. i am truly tired of this island, it is enormous! but now with a name i can find him easier. How did you manage to find out who he was?” I say “In one of the book of Prophecy’s citation he mentioned being a prodigy to a man by the name of  Eric Loren Jeffrey’s. The problem was he’s not from his time so he’s not even in the genealogy of the tree as far as it goes back. He convinced the people from his distant family that he was a time traveler meaning he had the device but it malfunction because it was incomplete so he was stuck in the time line. Meaning John Stratos is the one who continued his work and progressed it to it’s abilities today. There are only 5 devices mentioned. Eric Loren Jeffery’s had the prototype and put John Stratos where he was that day you ran into him in the cave. I’m having his very first journal come back translated right now by the woman who lives here in Boston.

His story before was like a fairy tale, a myth or legend. It starts off as: Once upon a time there was a Great ruler of a place called Lemuria. Lemuria was a place of great technological advances. The Ruler of Lemuria was upholding the balance of the world, peace and prosperity. One day one of his subjects who was entrusted with locking up the technology of time travel away from everyone because of the consequence and implications of time travel it was seen dangerous was found testing it out secretively. He also had a wife and children but he secretly had mistresses on the side and this was frowned on. So anyone found tinkering in time and experimenting on it would be exiled. The King of Lemuria found out and he administered a dosage of justice and told him to use his project immediately knowing the complexity of the work which was not yet complete and no one knew where it would take him  for it was also multidimensional. The king cursed him and told him “where ever you go you cannot hide for you will live with this deformity and likeness of a squid. I hear by banish you from this realm and world”. And with that the Man was exiled from the dimensional heavens into a secluded corner of the map of the world. His studies and work have been to get back to that dimension and area of the world where his family resides. The cursed man who will never find love again.

Short story: Squidman the Timetraveler

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“Reconnect our past and conclude our future.”

I dreamt a whole story scenario where the past effected the present effected the future in a continuous loop.

So it started off i was on a boat joking around with my wife talking about the variety of sea monsters out there in the wild deep sea that have never been discovered and how in the past there would be gigantic monstrous leviathans wrecking boats and eating ships whole. A man in a beanie and sunglasses bumps into us and says these illusive words “The squid was a mistake, got to reconnect the past, have to conclude the future. Enter the rock, it’s your destiny. Plan for the future. What ever you do don’t trust the squid man. ” and with that he runs pass me through the door way next to me and before i could ask what the heck he means he disappeared like Batman. We continued our tour of the sea animals and then an announcement that a Giant exotic baby monster sea squid would be joining the family of sea creatures at 6 pm tonight! How exciting. We would come back to see it tonight after dinner.

6 pm that night we went to see the giant baby squid but something went very wrong. The museum had almost been completely destroyed, we passed a few museum pieces a samurai suit of armor, an Urn that is said to hold the ashes of an ancient unknown era king and a boulder the size of a coffee table that had a plate with engravings on it. “This place no one must see you come in. The way is open. Beware squid man.” I was sure the last time we went across the boulder that it had said something boring about sediments and rock layers but surely i would’ve remembered a passage as ridiculous as this. I stood there wondering “Enter the rock. It’s your destiny.” I had a brilliant idea to jump on the rock, and said “follow and do as i do” to my wife. She says “what are you going to do?” I respond “i don’t know, just going to jump on this rock, it’s my destiny”. She rolls her eyes. I get on a stool and jump on the face of the rock and fall through a endless dark vortex i could feel the wind pass under me and through me indicating i was going downwards at incredible speed.

I ended up on an island outside and had no clue what time it was and where i was. I hear something collapse on the ground behind me and jumped. I hear the funniest moan “Owww, i think i broke something.” The wife came through too so i had someone to confirm my experience with. We entered the closest thing to us and it was a cave, we weren’t really thinking about wild animals because we were on a mission to find out why we were here just like an explorer. We see a man in a hood writing at a make shift table under some candle light. He says “i know why you have come. What it is you seek and how i can help you. I have a gift and and blows some sparkly dust on me and i collapse on the ground, All i hear is my wife screaming in panic. I go into a deep sleep and i see people around me in shadow with pikes and weapons that were sharp and this angered me. All i hear is “LEVIATHAN” repeated again and again. I see tentacles as i swim away there were ships ahead with more angry people with harpoons and all sorts of weaponry. A voice in my head said bend the metal and wood with your mind! And i saw all the ships around me lift up and get crushed by the might of my physic powers and then the voice said you’re first born will allow you to travel back to your time. I thought “great i have a wife, no problem then. Then a thought struck me my wife is in danger!”

Everything was dark i was having trouble breathing i woke up in a sweat and i hear. “Finally i can get out of here and break the curse! I am sorry Evelynn” His face was deformed, no nose, skin was pale almost translucent and there were wrinkles like a pugs face that covered his eyes and mouth. He jammed his face into Evelynn’s face what looked like a kiss. I yelled “get away from her you freak”. He turned at me with a malevolent stare soon you too will feel and do what i have just done. His face reverts to – my own face. And i feel something change around my face it gets heavier i feel the pulsing of fluids to my face and i yell what have you done to us? Evelynn looks at me and cries it hurts! i can see a vein pop up on her neck from all the pressure built up and asked “what did you do to her?” He cries “What has to be done, I must go back and fix this.” A message popped into my head you will wait 2 years alone on this island to fend for yourself and then your opportunity should you take it or not will come.” A squid bursts out of Evelynns face and leaves her mouth gaped and dislocated. Her nose starts to bleed and she collapses. I yell “NOOOO.”. I curse and threaten to kill him but knowing to no prevail because my ropes were too tight. Why would you do this to your wife, “why, why, why” he turns to me and tells me with sad eyes that he regrets what he did too but he had no choice. He starts packing all the items and i see something familiar “Enter the rock. it’s your destiny. “He picks up the squid and yells back to Sept 10th 2020 5:50 pm!”. I think to myself that’s only 10 minutes from the time we entered the rock.. So it’s true. It was truly me. I know i wouldn’t have done anything to hurt Evelynn but maybe the 2 years stuck here really changed me. The room flashes with a powerful sequence of flashes until the room lit up with complete white and he vanished.

I finally get the ropes off of me after struggling to get them off for 2 days. My arms were rug burned from struggling so much with the ropes. I decided it wasn’t the end of my life so i went outside and walked around the beach for a while and ran across a boat and started to wave at it. It came in and left as soon as it saw my face. I forgot i looked like that freak because of the curse. “I guess i’m now Squid Man” i sighed. I was bored and thought maybe i wrote a journal or something to keep myself busy. I went back into the cave and started looking. I found the shelf with all the journals, i knew i loved to write so i assumed i had written some. It seems that who ever initially had the curse put it on him and he was left here to die until i came is what i concluded from reading the journals. I lived in isolation for 1 and a half years even started calling a nearby coconut shell “Wilson” to humor myself based on the film Cast away. I thought to myself “My cross roads really was a surprise ending.” I started planning about what i was going to do when the other me reaches me assuming that the future me has done some work to leer some poor me of the past to come here to take my place in the present. I decided i was going to do it. I decided i was going to be this monster and get my wife killed and go back to fix all this to become as if it never happened. I’m sure the future me is one step ahead of me on this, i know i’m not a complete monster no matter how bad i had it here. I will atone for my sins and go to church every day and be a good person i swear it. Probably not to that extent but i’ll redeem myself surely. So i planned all day for the last 1/2 year. All loop holes and all possible variations to events that may happen because of what i change in history. I would have time traveling abilities at a very heavy price but i promised i would use it to the good of man.

I thought about what i needed to do to keep the wife safe and from becoming squid man. So i thought if i just sit here and live my days here and forget about that opportunity and because my past self will be stuck here too with the wife i’ll befriend my past self and live with my wife and him stuck here on this island until we kill each other or go insane. I thought about swimming to the closest piece of land as squid man but being ugly doesn’t automatically make you breathe under water. I finally sat down to some scenarios. Sitting down to this book Prophecy by the past inhabitant of this island. It said that the future world never existed because global war started by 2030 and China waged war over the world. America was no more. Canada allowed Americans to move to their country for a time until they hit the limit for taking American immigrants. USA was a constant war zone and civil wars and rebellions were ignited throughout all the states. Everyone was bunkered. In the end Nuclear warheads were used and the magnetic field disappeared and all life on Earth was lost. I contemplated on this and thought maybe i could fix this. So definitely i need to sacrifice my wife and subdue my past self into going through what i have so that i have the power to time travel. I need to guide myself into getting to where the future me is today.

I started remembering what that man in the beanie and shades said that started all this. “The squid was a mistake, got to recconect the past, have to conclude the future. Enter the rock, it’s your destiny. Plan for the future. What ever you do don’t trust the squid man.” Well looks like i entered the rock, it’s my destiny and don’t trust squid man is complete now i guess i’m planning for the future. So first i thought of all the weird things that happened to me. There was that attack on the museum, i don’t know if i can do anything about a giant squid on the rampage. Maybe i can communicate with it seeing that it is telepathic or psychic and since i’m the father right? maybe it’ll understand and listen to me. In the book of prophecy it spoke of the monster squid’s eye and that it holds the key to time travel but the future time travel capability is only available once the squid has turned to an adult and used with a certain pendant. I found a hidden bookshelf safe and it held the pendant the book spoke of. I read more on the pendant “Beholder of the pendant, know that he who holds this pendant holds the world at balance. This pendant is in your hands, thus it is your responsibility for the world is in your hands” That is all that was written for that chapter. “Boy, way to be cryptic” i thought. So i need to make sure past me is guided to here so that present me will be able to continue if i failed here and make a bad decision. In future me’s journal i read all the things he wanted to attempt to do and I’ve seen all the out comes because of it so before i save my wife from embarking on this journey that leads to her dying this brutal death i need to make sure the world will be okay. The journal mentions having to stay an additonal 2 years because there was another me before this and he tried to kill Squidman and swim away but he and his wife died drowning carried by the tide trying to get away from Squidman after trying to explain to them what he had gone through and what he needed to do.

The day finally comes and i decided i was going to sit at the desk like i was suppose to but realized being civil about this would just make past me run away and drown himself. There was no other way i needed the baby squid to travel back in the past and to break the curse i needed to kiss the wife in cursed form.  I needed to get the grown squids eye which i’ll give it a year to grow by going one year earlier i guess thats September 10th 2013, i’ll tell it to come back to that same place in a year and i will take the eye on September 10th 2014 6:00 pm at the museum. While i was busy writing a man comes in from the side and i say to him “I’m sorry. This must be done, i need to reconnect our past and conclude our future.” I blow dust on him and made sure to leave another copy of my journal for him to read just in case i screw up. “It’s all a dream within a dream i have created a loop that will allow me to continue until i prevail and achieve what i came out here to do.” I continued my preparation until he woke up. The wife lays on the floor bound. “i have prepared everything you need to do for our future. I will be civil and straightforward with you, your wife will die but through it the world will be saved. I have set many journals and resources for you to research on your own time here but in 2 years you will have the chance to decide what you want to do when the decision to do what i have done should be done. There was no other way i assure you and i rely on you to fix what i have done wrong and continue this quest to save the world. I will leave this pendant on the lake floor under the stairs of the docks by the church, you will know what it is in time.” The man yells “What are you talking about? What is going on? Where am i? Don’t touch my wife!” I kiss her and tell him as my face reverts to human “she’s mine too.” The squid bursts out of her face and i grab it and say “September 10th 2019” and the room flashes in a sequence and a white light blinds the room.

“I was back. The city lights, the nice paved roads and skyscrapers. It was good to be in civil society again.” I think to myself “okay there’s a lot to do right now. “Baby squid” i say. Words come up in my head. The Squid responds “I know what i have to do, in 1 years time i will grow and come back. You will have my eye. Father.” I was a little freaked out about a squid calling me father but i think to myself “I’ll get over it.” I live a year in the city writing books and blogging all day freelance and i kept hearing about conflicts about the world going to war with other countries. Picking out all the countries that went against the United Nations. Canada, Britain, Germany and France were usually in the heat of it. Canada usually being the emergency relief unit bringing in the rations and water for countries they were defending. Also bringing in their military forces to join the other countries in the defense of America. America being in the center of it all attacked from all sides while in its depression by rebels, renegades and looters and also by other forces around the world such as Russia and China being the superior powers at the moment. They were fighting over pieces of American soil trying to claim it for their own. China holding the west coast and Russia the east coast.

One year had passed. I go back to the exact spot near the museum i told Squid to go to. I wait and then a giant shadow under me came up and he says i am here. I decided i needed to scare the people of the museum away so i asked the squid can you rip up the south part of the museum with your psychic abilities as a last request before i take your eye? Just as i said that a figure ran pass me and dives into the water and i see another Squid not my squid but another wrecking the museum. “Two squids? What have i done?” i ran around the corner to find the squid waiting for me to approach but when i approached it was already dead with one eye missing. I guess the trauma of losing an eye was enough to kill it. I pry the last eye out and place it in the pendant, it glowed a dim blue. I told my giant squid “Son. Go live a happy life in the ocean free and happy.” and he swam far away leaving a message “Call me and i will hear you. If you ever need me.” “Wait i beg. What should i call you?” “Chronos i exclaimed. You will be named Chronos after the God of Time.” I enter the museum and pried the plate with the new one i wrote. “Jump in here. Beware of man in cave, fight him to live a happy life with your wife. He will try to sedate you.” I can see a man hiding behind us waiting for us to finish. “I know you’re there.” “Come out and talk to me.” It was the man in the Beanie and sunglasses aka future me.

“Speak your mind, what have you done so far and what are your plans. Now that we have 2 time travel devices, we can work together. But don’t think i’ll ever forgive you for killing Evelynn”. He responds i waited 4 years to do what you did and warned you that if you didn’t do it you’d wait 2 more years am i right? I cut half the wait time down for you to do what you had to do. i thought about cutting off the line after you came so that no more of us would come out of that tragedy. 2 time travelers is enough. I thought about approaching you and telling you to not embark on this journey to the museum at 6 pm but then i realized had you not come through i wouldn’t have been where i am now. I tell him “There might not be a third time traveler if i tell the one here to kill the squid man on this plate”. Future me exclaimed” You did what?” You will destroy the flow of attempts we can have at fixing the world if you did that. All the past you would be stuck on that island because squidman is dead and he cannot reveal the key to time travel. Not to mention there’s an evil original squidman time traveler about with prophecies and who is also insane from his isolation until you came. “Have you met him?” i asked. “No not yet, i’ve only affected our timeline from what i see. Use this.” he says “This place no one must see you come in. The way is open. Beware squid man”.

—To be continued—-