Time to get fancy! Here’s a Alolan Ninetales one of my favorites. It turned out so pretty. There wasn’t a time when combining the Arora borealis with the Alolan Ninetales wasn’t a thing. This is the 5th Pokemon in the 2021 Pokemon Fan Art Gallery Hope you enjoy it.
In celebration of Mothers Day. I had a special request to paint my Grandma! So I spent all of yesterday painting up a storm. I thought it would have taken a week at least but i did it in one day! Here is the beautiful diep Granny!
Special Edition set number 2! Super pets. This one is for my uncle Vu’s family. Their two lovely angels. LiMo; Cali and Cosmos. Cali is Moon inspired and Cosmos is Stars inspired. These two are dreaming up the universe. Please Enjoy!
Welcome 2021 Pokemon Fan Art time. This is my very favorite and best piece so far – The Shining Charizard. I hope you like it! Charizard was my first favorite Pokemon back when Pokemon Red was relevant. I always breezed through content with Charizard. He was my go to, to finish most games. This is my first attempt of making realistic fire. I love the small details like the scales and smoke. I also like how the playing of light came out.
I wanted to reimagine my dogs this time. Lily (Cindy’s dog), Leo (Mel’s dog) and Snowy ( My dog). Cindy wanted a fire themed Dog, Leo became psychic ghost type, and my dog became a majestic cloud dog. Please enjoy and share it if you want. 2021 Mai Family Doggies.
My personal favorite pokemon Togekiss. Entry number 3 to the Pokemon Fan Gallery. I was inspired by beams of light coming down from the sky. I thought it would be a nice touch for this next painting. I always started and finished the game with this pokemon, it was always the go to for breezing through content. Please enjoy.
Painting Number 2 of the Pokemon themed paintings for 2021. Super cute and super strong. Pikachu has always been one of my favorite from the pocket monsters series. I like how he turned out, with the waves and bubbles. I’m going to try to post one picture a day. Look forward to more.
Fear of Death Web
The center of Fear is in the Amygdala. There are 9 major fear triggers for death.
- The unknown/abnormal
- Sudden movement (jump scare)
- Increased CO2 in blood
The link of Trauma in dreams through lack of oxygen can lead to serious sickness of the mind. It is possible that trauma and ptsd (post traumatic syndrome disorder) can lead to psychosis and even schizophrenia. Psychosis can be induced by psychedelics and drugs such as marijuana or exposure to intense lucid dreams, trauma in conjunction with a psychedelics may bring about a psychotic outbreak.
We use to fix everything with glue but..
No matter how much money and glue you throw at certain problems – you can’t fix how broken some people truly are.
They moved from glue and money to scotch tape and hammer.. they try different things but things were never ever the same on the inside.
This fact changed nothing and it continued to be so.
You can’t change a person. You just accept them for who they are and move on. You either move forward with an ideal or accept the truth and work with that.
The weak are docile to dogma, real people think outside the box for true solutions. The world is not perfect and sometimes you need to break free and see past the social norms to improve.
My brother came back to visit. He opened the “paku-paku” book. I got pulled in by a great vacuum. It released all the local spirits. I asked if I ever came back to visit. I ate a giant other worldly pastry; we had a grand banquet with the ghost relatives. The saving grace of losing your mind is in the imagination of such dreams.
The jailer holds you, dictates your fate, controls you in the practice of just living and growth in life. Save me from myself. The chalice of life is built on the structure that you are responsible for your own actions. The right of way has been written, see through the delusions and take hold of your own life.
Lost in my thoughts, forgetting who I am. I don’t even recognize who I was before all this. All is in a sleepy daze and constant feeling of tiredness looms. Is my legitimacy questionable? If I question myself then who is left to stand for who I am? Forgive me for my incompetence and bad choices. I have forgotten who I am and what I stood for. The excitement for learning and improving is lost. I look back and remember the days of growth and seeking truth. You can not satisfy ideals and you can never find perfect truths. There are many and numerous perspectives in life and you can only partially grasp the truth to a degree.
Creating more electronic art. Science-fiction and Fantasy inspired.
Idea: Part Machine, part beast and heart of man infused.
SYNAMEX – Synthetic Man Complex
In the future man will look to virtually controlled exo-suits; part machine and part animal to express and experience a more primal life. To fulfill their sense of adventure and to overcome their human fears. For the military, the machines become a force of war and devastating destruction. And for the average being a sense of release from the boundaries drawn as humans. True freedom to express or to harness the power of the human constructions; SYNAMEX exo-suits.
Drawn on Cintique Wacom tablet.
Getting old? Lose your keys? Forgot where you left them??
8 Lizard key chain designs with color organized tags. Blast to the past! Breath the colors of life back into those boring old keys. Lose your keys? No problem because written name and number on your lost keys will get them returned.
Zero life required, you would be amazed at what a person can do with no life. Makes me question what I’m doing with my life. Maybe I should get into advertising and tele-market pitch something something about color coordinating your wardrobe and bringing back tie-dye psychedelic T-shirts and such.
Jokes aside, Happy 33rd birthday to me. I’m aging gracefully and grateful for all the laughs had and family who are obligated to love me. I know how to handle life’s issues and humor any insults that come my way. Perhaps I have learned something in my boring and mundane life style. Everyone’s got their slice of gravity pie in life, maybe it isn’t necessary to carry all the world’s burden after all.
Thanks to all those who supported me. Took me in and cared for me. You put up with me long enough and I am grateful to share my learning, experiences and I enjoy the company. I don’t deserve the kindness people have thrown my way.
-just for your information I binged threaded each one of those damn lizard bead things my entire day, not that anyone cared – color coordinated, bridged and aligned them. Maybe some day you people will appreciate them. Just kidding, it was child’s play and I don’t deserve any praise or even be what Gotham needs.
I’m not even trying to sell anything, I just wanted to vent my trivial and mundane process. And there is progress, so as long as I tackle the meaning of my life crisis within a window margin of 2-3 years I’ll be happy with what ever is thrown at me. You guys are the best. Thank you.
Below are art pieces I drew and colored. These are conceptual art I created in my free time. They helped me through my time of rehabilitation. Hope you enjoy them.
Pushed into the world of pastels and pencil crayons.
The Bouquet of Stars
The Paradox Cat (upright or sitting?)
The 7 Eyes of Parallel Planes
The Gift Exchange
The Upward Staircase to the Heavens
The Knight and The Maiden
The One Feathered Swan
The Multi-Facet Eagle
The Arachnid Emperor
The Primal Stork
The Male Dragon
The Peacock Phoenix
The Tree Ent
The Lupus Canis
The Elemental Mask
The Living World Tree
The World Glasses
Maximal and Minimal; Worlds Between Worlds
Expressions of Sir Bird
Lucas Luxor LVX
The Orange Phoenix
Heart of gold, head of an ox.
Infinite is a big number. Forever is a long time.
This moment should really be seen as a new beginning not the end.
Let it be full of possibilities and gratitude.
Slow and steady wins the race.
Love not for the sake of love.
Live by reason to allow joy a chance to take it’s roots and flourish.
Let fate be what one chooses it to be.
Let Karma be a system built on kindness and credit rather than a system of opposite reaction and consequence.
The nature of light is to Copy, Clone and Create.
The nature of dark is Death, Decay and Destruction.
Beyond the scope of Light. And beyond reach of Dark.
Be released from the eternal cycle. Break free from the trivial cycle of light and dark.
Accept the dark and claim the light. Released, no longer a part of the life and death cycle of the system
Adventure, balance of nature and growing up
Growth is reflected in the clear water’s surface.
A melody that will draw you into infinite darkness.
The flow of time is always cruel.
The world is consumed by greed.
The forest of retained youth.
Lost memories of past deeds.
A childish mind will turn to noble ambition.
Memory of younger days.
Humanity, the small and the weak are worth defending and fighting for no matter how tainted, broken or defected it all may seem to be. Love for this quality is necessary no matter how limited and deviant it may become. We must have hope and faith no matter the worth even when it is holistically depreciated or crooked. It (life) is precious and it must be carefully guided the roots carefully tended. Truth must always be kept in check, the integrity sanctioned and established. Innocence and humanity is always worth fighting for, for the lost must be found in the end no matter the outcome. This humanity is small and sought after no matter how life turns out, the tides of justice come in favor for those who fight for what’s right. Redemption is always given to those who continue to fight. Redeeming qualities weighs more heavily than flaws of man. The brokenness of man and life shines through when times are tough. The cracks act as scars in life and builds the person’s character.
This is not the end, this can only be seen as a new beginning. You must be willing to fight, for all you have is what’s in front of you. Because everything just happens to be all you currently see at the moment. All you can do is take what you have at this very moment and make it bloom best you can. The fruition of your work continues to grow forever until termination. And termination is only determined when you decease. That is the value of life, it continues to give (life, hope and happiness) until you give up. Bless all life and forgive all those who fail. For redemption is a quality to all the living no matter it’s current state. I forgive and have love for those who can not give anymore and are deceased. You will live in my heart and I pray my actions in life will redeem those who have given up hope and living backwards.
The Dark, The Light and The Better Medium. My original book was based on the idea of how there was light in selfless and unconditional love, it was an idea that stayed true to it’s essence as an innocent inquiry blog book into the crazy world of life, dream, light and knowledge. This soon brought me to the idea of darkness that would be reflected seeing this light. The darkness that brood which became the selfish and conditional love which I came to dwell on specifying what love I should aim for, often putting love on a pedestal and gradually fed into the inability to clench the insatiable world of pure virtually generated fantasy. I soon later stumbled on the untold end dynamics and detailed recount which became the product here. The Better Medium was arrived by coming to the epiphany that is self-worth, maximizing of priority and preferences.
I also looked at selfish and unconditional love and finally the 5th selfless and conditional love; these two other worlds were decaying copycats which did not do much but to help map out the field and since the light and dark seemed to be the most liberating to understand.
I indulged in a “Netflix” binge one day and came across a very relevant and curious movie called “The Thirteenth Floor”. Which played on the premise of the world is a virtual world, and in it existed the only other world in the multiverse with a virtual world inside of another virtual world. It allowed the person to jack into a world to do their vices knowing this world was virtual but at the cost the person in the virtual world who was a very real functioning person with a life of his own, would lose a couple of hours and no memory of what he has done in that world during the time of his occupancy in the “skin suit”. They knew very well that the people in that virtual world had a very real existence and their relationships and life were not something to mess around with. Life ensued and finally the bar tender a close friend of the genius architect of this artificial world received a letter he was not suppose to read and found our about the virtual world and how he was not real. That nothing in his reality was real, they were just code and there were limitations to their artificial world. The man was able to jack out of the virtual world into the “upper” world where he would get a glimpse of the real world the world of tomorrow as they call it behind glass walls and picket fences.
From there I brought myself to a higher understanding to comprehend the place I call the “Crossway” of this existence. “Crossway” is the golden means of life where life can ideally thrive. Such is the distance of the Sun to the Earth and the Moon (it’s tide cycles) is to the Earth to make life habitable, not to forget Jupiter and it’s massive gravity to direct the meteors/space debris from hitting Earth.
So as my light is selfless unconditional love, my dark became selfish conditional love. I learned that the Better Medium was arrived by coming to the epiphany that is self-worth, maximizing of priority and preferences.
These are the renditions of what my Dark, Light and Better Medium came to be. These were personally rendered on Adobe Photoshop to get a dynamic of the flow and energy found in traditional Yin-Yang. The bleeding and outer rings of these two graphics came out naturally to show the nature of transferred energy red to blue, black and white. This last render (The 2nd) is a 12 or 13th level dynamic graphic. Dynamic in that it was created in a procedural and gradual edits using vectors and pin point accurate rotations of vector programming. Meaning, You cannot merely replicate these graphics unless you proceed in a certain step by step generation of these graphics. Nothing is actually wrong with these two graphics they are in perfect harmony. Any mismatch or slight overlay nudges happened naturally during the erecting process.
In my recent dreams, I do not understand if it’s just my mind running like a loose tap but I am starting to see a fluidness of evolving micro to macro worlds as I am lucid dreaming. They call it an awakening but it feels like I’ve touched the edge of what would be deemed sanity at this point. I feel and understand now what it is like to be normal and sane with a small touch of crazy some times but it’s good to know your limits as I’m sure no one “great” has ever thought inside the box for out of the box answers. The more dreams I have, the more vivid the detail, depth and colors seem to become a touch of synesthesia perhaps. Though it seems more like a jumble of mess degrading or evolving mass despite that fact there is a pattern of looking deeper into the worlds within itself.
I completed this acrylic rendering of a 3D 12 pointed Merkaba star by hand; for your viewing pleasure with some side notes about the mark up system I used to help define and identify better the nature and direction of this dynamic object. This was done on a 24 inch by 48 inch art canvas and will be up for auction at the Vietnamese benevolence society along side the “Ain Soph Aur” Tree of Life in October. I used a set of systems I have identified as essential for any Independent Biological Ecosystems and that may be compatible for “Universal” Symbiosis.
Independent Biological Ecosystems and Universal Symbiosis
Alpha. Seed of beginnings and roots. Study of harvest and agriculture. Trade and networking. Paths and strong roads.
Omega. Finalization, fruition and products. Mature/ripe for capitalizing. Sales marketing business of persuasion and study of capitalizing. Promotional skills in advertising business, manipulation of economics and entrepreneurship education. Minor financing, practical and technical skills. Strong practice and matured development in exposure to cultured independence.
Cross-way. Study of all things related to time. Overall energy consumption in relation to resources, worth, power, mass, space, distance and it’s affects towards general progression. Scaling and weighing options.
Ambiguity; Study of vice and virtue. Implications and advantages.
Sustainability study of Fractal micro and macro worlds. Maximizing and minimizing. Mastery of salvaging.
Abundance. Processing/accumulate staple resources and manage excess resources.
Education: Providing archives of knowledge, ways to accumulate and promote essential knowledge. To teach, inform and educate.
Lost worlds. Opportunity and possibilities.
Sequence study of order, principles and priorities.
Ascendance; Intelligence spectrum mapping and ways to traverse the world of information and creating applications for further functional efficiency.
Hero: Making sure things are legitimate and that integrity has not been breached. General law is weighed and scaled appropriately served and punished accordingly to general justice. Resolving legal disputes.
Void Awareness: Differentiating body from space. Limitations and boundaries.
(0,0,0) True synthesis; Assessing, establishing and processing the immediate mission and priorities. Declaring all things to be of either priority over preference nature. Tying up bureaucratic loose ends and analyze legal loop holes and exploits of system. Disputes and legal conflicts cleanup. Collaboration and creating data base, archives and true principals through collage of all systems.
Alpha, Omega, Crossway, Ambiguity, Sustainability, Abundance, Education, Lost Worlds, Sequence, Ascendant, Hero, Void Awareness, and True Synthesis.
Ein Sof Aur is a mysterious tree representing life, experience and knowledge.
//notes Quantum Gravity?
The Seven Deadly Demons, Vice and Virtue
Demons. Vice. Virtue
Asmodeus: Lust. Chastity
Asmodeus or Ashmedai is a king of demons mostly known from the deutero-canonical Book of Tobit mostly as the antagonist.
Beelzebub: Gluttony. Temperance
Beelzebub or Beelzebul is derived as a Philistine god, formerly worshipped in Ekron, and later adopted by some Abrahamic religions as a major demon. The name Beelzebub is associated with the Canaanite god Baal.
Mammon: Greed. Charity (Generosity)
Mammon in the New Testament of the Bible is commonly tied to the meaning of money, material wealth, or any entity that promises wealth, and is associated with the greedy pursuit of gain. “You cannot serve both God and mammon.”
Belphegor: Sloth. Diligence
Belphegor is a demon, and one of the seven princes of Hell, who helps people make discoveries. He seduces people through the suggestion of ingenious inventions that will make them rich.
Satan: Wrath. Patience
Satan is an Abrahamic entity that seduces humans into sin. In Christianity and Islam, he is usually seen as a fallen angel, or a djinn and uses it’s powers to grant the host great power, wealth and happiness. He is given temporary advantage over their current situation to ultimately fall because of his initial sin.
Leviathan: Envy. Gratitude
Leviathan is a sea monster referenced in the Hebrew Bible in the Book of Job, Psalms, the Book of Isaiah, and the Book of Amos.
Lucifer: Pride. Humility
Was known to be God’s greatest angel before he was cast down to Earth and exiled from Heaven for rebelling against god. He was known to be the most beautiful of the angel kind but now stripped of all title and name damned to hell for eternity.
Discipline + Structure = Freedom
Kindness + Gratitude = Positive Karma
Creativity+ Imagination over Knowledge.
Important symbols and abstract artifacts. These are the crest of my development from one dimensional world to the completed end cycle. The end of my calendar and pushing on to reach a state that allows me the shedding of my skin/body and be reborn renewed.
These 6 abstract artifacts have been my personal inspiration for this blog for the longest time. The Melchizedek Star, Vesica Pisces, Solomon’s Star of Wisdom, Merkaba Star, Infinite Ouroboros, The Holy Chalice and The Fountain of Youth.
The Melchizedek Star: 8 pointed/16 sided star.
Spirit+Matter come together as the knowledge or winged egg.
The egg is born through the union of Earth and Heaven. Square (Earth) and circle (Heaven) creating the Vesica Pisces hence we achieve the egg shape.
The Solomon’s star is 6 pointed – known as the wisdom
Merkabah star is an 8 pointed star. The union between two four point pyramids joined.
The ring of power- Is the restraint and responsibility of person to be fair and uphold justice for one self at the very basic level but also to distribute justice to others when one becomes established. Gained through the right of passage.
The holy chalice or grail – Is the crossway and metamorphosis to become someone not yet born.
The fountain of youth – Is the ability to start new/forget and shed past lives. (shedding as a snake would)
Water, eternity, darkness and air. Through fire, nature is reborn whole.
Baptism by fire of the holy spirit.
There is a sequence in the world, a constant that can be found in nature that goes on forever and never changes when we analyze the natural world of the living. The Phi or Fibonacci Sequence is an amazing constant found even in the Pyramid of Giza, down to insects and animals. A natural order of numbers that masterfully sequences in the spiral in sea shells, sunflowers down to the proportions of an animal parts. It is in these sequences of numbers of phi that we find the natural beauty of what we define as beautiful or rather what we find as attractive. It is the golden ratio (a+b)/a = a/b or 1.618.. where we find the proportions of perfect balance of natural symmetry.
Fibonacci Sequence is:
1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, 34, 55, 89, 144 …
Mathematically its the last two numbers added to get the next number.
Numbers are constant until they are not.
Correcting a imbalance in the universe. I want, I am and I love.
The five platonic solids. The building blocks of life. Fire, Air, Earth, Water and Aether.
Kabbalah numerology/gematria meaning:
Instructions: Add up all your letters in your full name (Middle and last included). Divide it by 9. Take the remainder and add the number 1 to it. This is your Kabbalah number. It should divide perfectly.
8+3+6+3+5+1+4+5+7+3+7+5+5 = 62
62 / 9 = 6 R 0.88
6 and 1.88 =
6 + 1.88 would be my numbers.
1. Progress, Beginning, Aboriginal.
2. Expansion, Addition, Connection.
3. Love, Faith and Hope.
4. Lack of Fortune, Accident, Shatter and Death.
5. Creation, Fertility, Genius.
6. Result, Calm, Satisfaction, Fulfillment.
7. Spirit, Magical, Mysterious Number.
8. Impulse, Good Number, Charisma.
9. Fortune, Creation, Fulfillment, Greater Success.
-Result, Progress, Impulse/Beginning, Good Number/Charisma-
Speech is a speed bump. infinite ways to communicate.
Surrender, repent and deconstruct.
- We are all connected.
- Where you end, I begin.
- No matter how hard you control it, nothing is exactly what it appears to be.
A destiny we cannot choose.
3 variable paradigm formula. Shadow, Gift and Siddhi.
How the universe came to be. The Tree of life.
The righteous 36 working under the cloak of invisibility; even when realized they will not confess their righteous good deeds. Hidden order of weather, knowledge and future. Also called Lamed-Vav Tzadikim.
Primal nature. No awareness and no cohabitation.
The artifact Tree of Life.
Device of healing if misused can desecrate in name of evil.
The observer is:
We should report, pray and observe.. but instead we guide, direct and persuade even though it is not our place.
Live breathe and grow. Bylaws which govern us have changed. Humanity has changed.
Assets and Liabilities. There is an importance of differentiating them.
All a game of symbols, patterns and signs. I want, I am and I love.
Evolutionary speed bump. Protect that which is good.
Love, Kindness and Compassion. Cease to do evil and learn to do good. Purify the mind consciously breathe and mindfully breathe. Instead of pursuing desire find emptiness and awareness. All is empty and wonderful. Be aware of the dangers of material sensual world. Awaken w/o the self, labels and names which are tied to dread and death. Hunger pollutes and pain/suffering brings fear.
-Pocket Buddha Reader
Continuation of.. Gene Keys Notes Part 1 (keys 1-20)
31st Gene Key
Siddhi Humility, Gift Leadership and Shadow Arrogance.
32nd Gene Key
Siddhi Veneration, Gift Preservation and Shadow Failure
Grafting a new branch of life.
33rd Gene Key
Siddhi Revelation, Gift Mindfulness and Shadow Forgetting.
Through mindfulness is where you discover how to purify your nature and no longer create negative karma.
You have found the secret of all human desire – once purified into natural state of Divine longing, it becomes the very fuel that returns you to your true centre of being.
Siddhi fruit, gift flower and seed is shadow.
34th Gene Key
Siddhi Majesty, Gift Strength and Shadow Force.
Tireless energy and strength deep inside.
Heart of gold, head of a bull.
The ability to act in harmony with natural forces is the true definition of strength.
Become effortless flow of fluid activity and fluid efficiency. Like unto the properties of water.
All heroes are often never found to act on purpose but actually accidental and unintentionally based on their commitment to doing the right thing.
“Display” plays an important part and assists but not to be confused with the siddhi of valor (21).
Valor is aware of itself and seeks glorification whereas Display of heroism appears to be unintentional.
True heroism is unaware of itself.
35th Gene Key
Siddhi Boundlessness, Gift Adventure and Shadow Hunger.
Selfless unconditional universal love and pursuit of adventure with absence of fear or failure.
Start of something fresh and new.
36th Gene Key
Siddhi Compassion, Gift Humanity and Shadow Turbulence.
Dark night of the soul
When struggles with sexuality and emotional turbulence is finally embraced openly and honestly something is born.. You graduate as a human being.
37th Gene Key
Siddhi Tenderness, Gift Equality and Shadow Weakness.
37 is number of Christ in the Gematria.
Over processed emotions and fail as a victim due to emotion states and fears.
Nor patriarchy or matriarchy but as a family.
Surrendering to the overwhelming power.
As a mother cradles a child beyond our current view, It is tenderness of a maternal hand.
Tenderness is devoid of tension and sexuality.
No longer tribal structure but will be addressed as a collective mind.
Empowering and support communities simultaneously.
Grace comes to those who need it most (22), Compassion (36) and Truth (63).
40th siddhi of Divine Will’s; softness insurmountable, invincible and inevitable.
Continuation of Gene Keys Part 1
23rd Gene Key
Siddhi Quintessence, Gift Simplicity and Shadow Complexity.
Way of the mystic takes neither the path of seeking nor the path of longing
State of wonder, sheer beauty of the ultimate realization. Discovered by mistake.
24th Gene Key
Siddhi Silence, Gift Invention and shadow addiction.
Addiction thinks in circles whereas invention thinks in spirals.
Not knowing is there when awareness is at rest and knowing is there when awareness engages in some form of communication with outside world.
The only thing that really reincarnates is silence itself.
Michael embraces the Lucifer of the Godhead and the greatest fallen angel redeemed. This act of redeeming the God head is most difficult because the trials of Lucifer was the most heinous of crimes against one single being.
25th Gene Key
Siddhi Universal Love, Gift Acceptance and Shadow constriction
Constriction of life is equivalent to constriction of going against the current of life.
26th Gene Key
Siddhi Invisibility, Gift Artfulness and Shadow Pride
Manipulation is main shadow of this gene key.
There is higher purpose in understanding.
Try tuning into rather than impose upon the world.
Higher purpose which celebrates ego without self-judgement and in full awareness.
Manipulation through art and music
The great cinnabar field of existence; laughter is key.
27th Gene Key
Siddhi Selflessness, Gift Altruism and Shadow Selfishness.
To give is to receive. Self sacrificing and self centered, leads to depletion and giving by mind oppose to of heart.
28th Gene Key
Siddhi Immortality, Gift of Totality and Shadow of Purposelessness.
Totality means to live alongside fear.
Your demons are your angels in disguise if you learn from them.
29th Gene Key
Siddhi Devotion, Gift Commitment and Shadow Half-heartedness.
Commitment and Divine Devotion. All unnatural things end at the living cycle. All things good that are persevered are greatly rewarded and cause “luck” to occur.
30th Gene Key
Siddhi Rapture, Gift Lightness and Shadow Desire
Only in the shadow frequencies allows for progressive purity to happen.
It is not desire that causes suffering. It is the reaction desire that creates your suffering.
The ability to laugh at yourself and your mistakes.
The great tragi-comedy is your life.
Desire is dangerous in that it never ends and not one person can satiate the fire of trivial redundant desire and it’s wants/needs.
I spent the afternoon buying a huge 30×48 canvas, taking the bus and carrying it home. It was quite awkward carrying so much stuff home today. I put into the day a day’s work of painting. I call this Ein Sof Tree of Life, The tree is suppose to be made of stars and the Tree is suppose to represent ever knowledge and ever experience. History and information of all things found in time, as divine memory tells that all things are recorded and remembered in the frame of life. No rock unturned- no action forgotten. In life every deed and every notion of expression is remembered. Our karma and work pays off in the end. Please enjoy my tree to your viewing pleasure.
I’ve been reading this book based on website https://genekeys.com/. It’s been a inspiring and an enjoyable ride that delves into the world of Genekeys. They speak of 64 gene keys representing the growth in steps from the ever expanding and limitless microcosm to the macrocosm of the world; allowing you to drink/breath deep of it’s colorful and transcendent vibes. If you want to follow me the book it is only 11 dollars CDN for a digital kindle version. link is here https://teachings.genekeys.com/book/ . If you are into the growing, adapting and evolution trend of understand life and world better, I highly recommend this book – the world perspectives is spoken of in great depths.
Siddhi is the complete understanding and enlightenment possessed by a siddha.
“Gift” is the ability, contemplation or understanding that has been grown, harvested and picked to be truly edible to a person’s palatable consumption by means to say that this fruit is harvested ripe for the picking, so that it may be enjoyed and let there be known a certain wisdom.
“Shadow” is the complication or problems due to human objectives on the path of learning that must be resolved in order to carry on and forward to the next Gene Key step.
Each Siddhi, Gift and Shadow reveals a path and paradigm that expesses a lesson to be learnt per Gene Key.
1st Gene Key
Siddhi Beauty, Gift Freshness, Shadow Entropy
2nd Gene Key
Siddhi Unity, Gift Orientation, Shadow Dislocation
3rd Gene Key
Siddhi Innocence, Gift Innovation, Shadow Chaos
4th Gene Key
Siddhi Forgiveness, Gift Understanding, Shadow Intolerance
5th Gene Key
Siddhi Timelessness, Gift Patience, Shadow Impatience
6th Gene Key
Siddhi Peace, Gift Diplomacy, Shadow Conflict
7th Gene Key
Siddhi Virtue, Gift Guidance, Shadow Division
8th Gene Key
Siddhi Exquisiteness, Gift Style, Shadow Mediocrity
9th Gene Key
Siddhi Invincibility, Gift Determination, Shadow Inertia.
10th Gene Key
Siddhi Being, Gift Naturalness and Shadow Self-Obsession
Wounded from the outset (25), battle with shadows (38), overcome limitations of your mind (17), surrender your need to control life (21) and find your true self (10), before you can awaken (51).
11th Gene Key
Siddhi Light, Gift Idealism and Shadow Obscurity
An android in a dark room behind bars. A dark skinned man with a knife.
Educated and the creation of a loving environment changes them.
Woman becomes governor and thus begins her journey as a bounty hunter, a maverick of light.
Man becomes protector and iron clad angel to aid the light’s cause.
12th Gene Key
Siddhi Purity, Gift of Discrimination and Shadow Vanity.
12th, 56th and 33rd are terminator codons.
Vanity is the last thing learnt and let go. Self love expressed but also as love for others.
Ring of secrets**
There is no evil, only progressive sense of density
13th Gene Key
Siddhi Empathy, Gift Discernment and Shadow Discord
Theme of listening.
7th divison = future 13th discord past
30th gene shadow of desire conflict.
Also known as the “fellowship of man”.
Empathy is the truest organ but only with collective existence.
14th Gene Key
Siddhi Bounteousness, Gift Competence and Shadow Compromise.
Work = effort
Competitance carries within it efficiency, enthusiasm, flair and flexibility.
15th Gene Key
Siddhi Florescence, Gift Magnetism and Shadow Dullness.
Core medium equator
16th Gene Key
Siddhi Mastery, Gift Versatility and Shadow Indifference
17th Gene Key
Siddhi Omniscience, Gift Far-sightedness and Shadow Opinion
Opinion based on logical judgement
Not about having a great holistic vision of reality that takes no sides and is beyond opinion.
18th Gene Key
Siddhi Perfection, Gift Integrity and Shadow Judgement.
19th Gene Key
Siddhi Sacrifice, Git Sensitivity and Co-dependence.
9 portals of planetary initiation
20th Gene Key
Siddhi Presence, Gift Self-assurance and Shadow Superficiality.
Model altruism while remaining detached.
Encouraging invention, innovation and simplicity.
Breath of god, or word of god.
Seven sacred bodies of humanity:
21st Gene Key
Siddhi Valour, Gift Authority and Shadow Control
31st voice, 7th heart and 21st will of group.
Kinship over kingship.
Valorous age of chivalry
Surrender of control for trust
22nd Gene Key
Siddhi Grace, Gift Graciousness and Shadow of Dishonor
The importance of acceptance rather than changing an experience let it flow.
Divine intervention, Truth of redemption.
Law of divine memory states that every feeling mood and thought you have is put there directly by god for you to trust in it and is recorded in memory of space.
The three pure ones.
Hermes Trismegisting (thrice great) aka merlin, thoth and Fu His.
Through the practice of Alchemy and High Magic. Alchemy concerning the transmutation of suffering through alignment with Divine Will. The second great teacher is Christ the transmutation of suffering through love and sacrifice. Finally the third great teacher is the Buddha whos fractal represents the transmutation of suffering through wisdom and compassion.
This makes up the Gene Keys revelation synthesis of the great trinity of Divine Will, Love and Wisdom.
Hermes the Magi the teachings of Alchemy and Transmutation.
Buddha brought the teachings of Karma and Rebirth.
Christ brought the teachings of forgiveness and atonement
The seven Sacred Bodies of Humanity:
- Physical bedrock of incarnation. Collective memory of humanity is stored in our dna.
- The Astral Body is human aura and emotion/desire. Pleasure and Pain reflected at vibrational frequencies which effectively divide the astral plane into hell realms and heaven realms. Has great influence over your physical health.
- The Mental Body exists at higher frequency than your emotions and is constructed from your thinking of life. Mental body is influenced by the collective mental body of all of humanity. Feelings of unfulfillment often pull us down into low vibrational shadow energy levels.
- Causal body stores the goodwill of the human soul. It becomes a storage hub for high frequency thoughts. Words and Deeds that we have initiated during our many journeys in incarnation.
- The Buddhic Body – above the astral body. Reveals the truth that humanity and all the earth planes are in fact one single organism. The causal body dissolves after this and reincarnation in the normal sense is no longer necessary. The third feminine realm of the holy trinity called Divine Activity.
- The Atmic Body allows higher evolutions outside the process of physical incarnation. While buddhic body keeps it’s connection with humanity through compassion, The atmic body brings awareness into the cosmic field of Christ consciousness directly merging your awareness with Divine Mind and Heart. It is through the atmic body that the great avatar streams enter the world. It is also the realm of the Siddhis – the many miraculous manifestations of the Divine.
- Monadic Body is the unbridled primal essence of Divine consciousness itself. Operates at the causal plane which is the veil it takes on in order to enter the lower worlds corresponding to the first aspect of the Holy Trinity Divine Will.
Divine Will, Mind and Heart and Divine Activity make up The Divine Holy Trinity.
Emotions in the bardos after death are experienced more intensely.
As there is no defined linear sense of time in the bardo states, it can seem that hell is eternal just as it can seem that heaven is eternal.
The six core wounds of humanity,
The seven sacred seals and their respective Siddhis
The First Seal – Divine Will (40th Siddhi)
The Second Seal – Ominiscience (17th Siddhi)
The Third Seal – Universal Love (25th Siddhi)
The Fourth Seal – Epiphany (43rd Siddhi)
The Fifth Seal – Forgiveness (4th Siddhi)
The Sixth Seal – Truth (63rd Siddhi)
The Seventh Seal – Grace (22nd Siddhi)
The Seal that Heals:
- Divine Will (40th Siddhi) heals human repression. Ends disease.
- Omniscience (17th Siddhi) heals wound of denial. Ends violence.
- Universal Love (25th Siddhi) heals wound of shame. Ends greed.
- Epiphany (43rd Siddhi) heals the wound of rejection. Ends poverty.
- Forgiveness (4th Siddhi) heals the patterns of unconscious guilt. Ends war
- Truth (63rd Siddhi) heals the wound of separation. Ends indifference.
- Grace (22nd Siddhi) transfiguration (47th Siddhi) absorption of previous 6 layers of human aura into the monadic body, the primordial essence. All surrender to Atmic body called the 7th The opening of the Seventh Seal is the final human epoch and the return of the human race to it’s original Edenic state. The redemption of all beings.
The Nine Portals of Planetary Initiation:
Greater pleasure is derived from giving than from taking – foundation for higher life.
In the spirit of helpfulness and harmlessness of actions.
The mission is to leave the world a better place for future generations.
Grace has numerous more blessings attached under the defined word.
One who is touched by grace will always be touched by grace.
It’s starting to be difficult to describe the art and things that are running through my head right now.. therefore I have started painting and rendering pictures to describe my experience in life. Just snippets and snapshots of ideas and things I see and have come to terms with and have resolved. Animethon is coming up and I’ll be selling my deceased brother’s work and maybe some of mine also. I’ll be selling them with my cousin Cin who came to me willing to help.
Below are four additional photo touched images of my art that is infused with textures and colors of my current works to produce these mini collages. Hopefully I can make more prints in the future. As for now please enjoy the below produced favorite collage portraits.
I’m trying to display as much stuff as I can but because there’s a disclosure for the work I’m doing I cannot display all the things I’m doing with my Karate Class and Print Shop job. I’m just hopping about from creative mind set to my practical catered renderings advertising for local companies mind. Things are going well. I hope the art inspires you today. Thank you.
Just spent the day working on a mythological creature – The Golden Gryphon. I figured it would be a really good way to make my entrance into the Electronic Arts world of animation and concept art/drawing.
This is probably my second attempt/day on the cintique tablet. I’m just experimenting with lighting and shadows as well as concept art and character design. So far it’s been pretty good. I just recently got a job at the local print shop and I’m learning the ropes to the world of advertising and the craft of appealing to the audience. I’m trying to wrap my mind into catering to specific audiences for the job and so far it’s been not too bad. I still have much to learn apparently.
I’m basically working for peanuts literally because it’s a work experience job and I’m in training for the graphic design job. Hopefully things will get better if i just hang in there. I guess the work experience and education is invaluable so I don’t mind the labor. I’m trying to stay positive but it doesn’t help everyone is so hard assed because they’ve had more experience than me. I have been doing a lot of tri-fold brochures, advertising and business cards for work.
I have also made a tri-fold brochure for my karate class which i’m really proud of , I didn’t ask for payment for the labor and design just that they payed for the printing. I was asked by my sister to sell my brother’s art at animethon this year and I am on the waiting list there for a table for the 2017 year.
I hope my art skills get better and.. I wish everyone well,
My gate is always open. A link to my secret prayers page.
Above is just a fun exploration of 3 dimensional space to keep my mind sharp.
So here’s the story short. I got ill from a psychosis and suffered severely from delusions for a awhile and thus got hospitalized. As soon as I got discharged and got better my brother passed away due to depression.. and more to the story but I’m hushed to keep it low key.
On a lighter note.. we distributed some of his prized belongings. His guitar and PS4 were first to go. I got his cintiq tablet hd 22, some clothes and his lonely room and possessions became mine. I doodled a little today on his monstrous cintiq tablet and decided to honor my brother’s favored Japanese art style Anime and drew some fun characters.
Below are some comic ideas I had in mind that I would like to explore in the future possibly. Alphonse the first, Omegan the end, Ethos the Crosswey, Amberguity of ambiguous virtue.
More to come in the future hopefully.
*edit: added 8 more characters. The Synthesis Core Equator, Terra the Amazon Earth Guardian, Abundance of Heaven’s Grace, Obsidian the Grand Teacher, Lost Worlds the Grand Archivist, The Epiphany Prelude and Spatial Planar Protruding Binary.
The Twelve Theories Proxy Character Maps. Pin point Mapping of Character Sphere of influence. Below are character maps and it’s primordial natures and behaviors.
The Left and Right Hemisphere’s of the brain working together for a resulting iterative moderate solution. Here are some golden rules for studies based on artistic right and analytical math based left.
(The diagram below is facing you and is the reason why it looks backwards.)
There are two basic sides and approaches to doing good art. The logical Analytical left side of the brain’s way.. and the creative intuitive right side of the brain’s way.
It seems that the two fields influence and behave completely different from one another.
Which brings us to an understanding of art to a different level called Iterative drawing.
Iterative drawing relies on perspective, practice and mainly this new thing called mileage.
iterative drawing is based on
mileage and moderation.
(draw multiple versions of the one drawing for effective learning).
There are also components to drawing and painting.
Drawing tends to rely mostly on proportion placement. Form and construction. Perspective and anatomy.
The components to painting rely mostly on;
value, color, temperature and texture.
7 habits of highly effective artists. The seven practices for effective learning artists are as listed;
- Do daily work; set a scheduled meeting with yourself.
- Work towards perfection by volume.
- Great artists steal, take what you love and use it.
- Conscious learning; focus on relative things and awareness.
- Rest 6 weeks for fresh eyes.
- Feedback; everything sucks at the start.
- Create what you love.
I’ve finally got around to organize and show the best of my work while at Anderson Hospital. The 6 months, I must say was – a miracle – and I pulled through with flying colors. I am hoping to catalog and archive these paintings on this post. I am planning to adjust the paintings into printable format for those who are interested in getting just a copy. As for the originals, I am unsure how to price them just yet. I will probably sell them at the farmers market for a couple of weeks (hope to see some interest at my little tent), and most likely auction at some point. I took out two wall paintings I didn’t feel met whatever standard I thought it needed to be.. and most likely because it was a duplicate paint job of lesser quality.
So with all good things there is a story that is told.
The first three was a symbolic reference to “alpha, omega, crossway, salvage and ambiguity” the ground colors that made this all possible.
It was just an idea. The idea of the bridge from the Heavens coming down to Earth is now the focus.
These components combined creates a bridge to the Sunset Cave where a Fallen Star from heaven has landed. This is where The Tree of Imagination is now planted. The Nose of the Cosmos knows of specific things which eventually leads it in to become The Weeping Tree in the end.
This is where the Dark blossom and Space Rose come in to shine – because in the magnitude of darkness something must exist.
In the sea of strange nature comes stranger animals – the Space Whale of all creatures splash in spirit through the sea of stars. The skies filled with already great wonders The Celestial Trees came to soak in the magnificent energy and experience. In the imagination of the Heavens, they create the Space Bouquet in the name of love – and not just any love.. selfless unconditional timeless love.
Another bridge; the stairway is to be made instead of heaven to earth – this one to be made earth to heaven. The star that falls here is the Earth Bound Star. Earth touched Trees and mountains and Earth touched Aurora Borealis come into the picture.
Out sprouts the Tree of Life and Knowledge reaching left and right, instantaneous as if grown over night. This tree overlooks The Earth and The Heavens and all things good within it. It oversees and introduces pious resolve and virtue of human kindness. This integration of Heaven and Earth present us with the Celestial Bouquet of Earth.
With this strange gesture of exchange and to co-exist as a sign of mutual agreement to cooperate under the law of symbiosis – comes the signal of the Blossomed Space Rose. Where the egg of infinity now lay. We have concocted the Phoenix Peacocks it seems.
The Phoenix Peacocks establish it’s hierarchy with The Dragon, and The Gryphon, quickly. The Tiger, The Wolf and The Black Lion soon follow. And finally an oddly organized team rises through The Buck, The Serpent and The Great Squirrel.
The Animal Totems have come to play but as guardian spirits. By the Equinox of Seasons the trees have a choir in which the twin dual spirits of the great Masculine and Feminine duality playfully flow. The Human Spirits through music of song and manifestation of butterflies ring for all to hear.
The Tree of life bursts in a blaze of burning but growing flames of leaves and roots. The Sunset Tree signals that all is ready and well. The Golden Eagle makes way to it’s new home on sanctified foundations it will grow.
The grass cut like Golf Greens, it appears like there is an oasis at every turn. The Perspective is good at every angle. The Polar Bear Guardian stands vigilant but at rest. Blissfully at peace. The Green Dragon reveals it’s true self to the audience.
Thank you for visiting! Maybe I can help you find your favorite part of this post.. prints are available soon, please be patient while I get everything organized. If you want an original canvas picture please message me,
This week I did a mix of animals, abstract and environments that I hope you’ll like. First I did a Golden Eagle. Secondly, I did Golf Greens which hangs in the Alberta Hospital. Thirdly I made a “Desert Oasis” overlooking a lake. Next, I did an abstract picture that represents “Perspectives” of many entities. Finally, I finished the week off with a Polar Bear Guardian.
Please enjoy your stay. Love, Happiness, Justice and Peace.
This is week 3 of my painting spree. The theme is the connection between nature and the great duality of it’s feminine and masculine entities.
- Sunset Tree
- Flaming Leaves and Roots
- Greater Spirits
- Duality of Creation
- Equinox Seasons by Trees
- Animal Totems
The first picture allowed me to play with the moss and bark of the tree. It also allowed me to bring in a mellow sunset.
The second one; I really just enjoyed the whole process of entangling tree roots to it’s flaming leaves. I also added some playful lighting or burning residue.
The spirits just represent the playfulness of life in itself through music and physical manifestations.
This fourth painting portrays the great universal feminine and masculine entities at work spiraling through time.
The Chronological Equinox Trees just represent all of time working together to bring forward the ascended tree.
The Animal Totem painting is a show of nature at it’s finest nurturing the Earth.
Thank you and enjoy.
These are the mythical creatures I’ve been working on for the last two weeks. Some are fictional and some are pure fantasy. Others are real but rare and some are common. I’ll be painting the Nobel Giant Eagle some time this week to add it to the collection.
- She Cried Wolf; Timber Wolf
- Flight or Fright; Peacock Phoenix
- The Majestic; Gryphon
- The Siberian Tiger
- The Ferocious; Dragon
- The Buck
- The Black Lion
- The Mystical Serpent
- The Great Squirel
- The Nobel Giant Eagle
Have a good stay,
Theme: Aurora Borealis, Space and Surreal Stellar Objects.
I’ve been doing some painting for the last 3 weeks and have created 21 total paintings. Some paintings are mural paintings on the wall. I was asked to paint the stairwell of the Anderson Hospital but some are painted on (16″ x 20″) on canvases. I would like to share some of the work I have done in the past 3 weeks. Here you go, for your viewing pleasure. Enjoy.
Some details worth mentioning are:
-The “Tree Of Life” is bigger than the door that actually sits to the right of it.
-Wall painting’s on wall tends to smudge so the quality is not as good as it would be on Canvas.
-Some pictures are duplicates because some picture’s translation from canvas to wall was difficult or not so good.
-Materials used were expensive – around $150 or more for brushes, canvases and paints.
- Tree of Life
- The Sunset Cave
- Falling Star
- Space Rose
- Space Bouquet
- Aurora Borealis 5
- Mountain and Trees
- Falling Star 2
- Tree of Imagination
- Staircase 1
- Aurora Borealis 6
- Space Bouquet 2
- Celestial Forest
- Space Whale
- Space Rose
- Space Flower
- Weeping Tree
- Space Rose 2
- Tree of Imagination 2
- Staircase 2
- Cosmic Egg of Infinity
Paintings I did this week. The camera pictures do not do the work justice but I’m able to showcase a little of the paintings completed this week. If you like the work message me here or send a message to my overloaded hotmail account that may or may not send your message to spam. email@example.com
Here are some fresh links to see it a little better.