Some Fun Doodles. In loving memory of my brother’s hobbies and anime fixation.

 

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My gate is always open. A link to my secret prayers page.

Above is just a fun exploration of 3 dimensional space to keep my mind sharp.

So here’s the story short. I got ill from a psychosis and suffered severely from delusions for a awhile and thus got hospitalized. As soon as I got discharged and got better my brother passed away due to depression.. and more to the story but I’m hushed to keep it low key.

On a lighter note.. we distributed some of his prized belongings. His guitar and PS4 were first to go. I got his cintiq tablet hd 22, some clothes and his lonely room and possessions became mine. I doodled a little today on his monstrous cintiq tablet and decided to honor my brother’s favored Japanese art style Anime and drew some fun characters.

Below are some comic ideas I had in mind that I would like to explore in the future possibly. Alphonse the first, Omegan the end, Ethos the Crosswey, Amberguity of ambiguous virtue.

More to come in the future hopefully.

*edit: added 8 more characters. The Synthesis Core Equator, Terra the Amazon Earth Guardian, Abundance of Heaven’s Grace, Obsidian the Grand Teacher, Lost Worlds the Grand Archivist, The Epiphany Prelude and Spatial Planar Protruding Binary.

 

The Twelve Theories Proxy Character Maps. Pin point Mapping of Character Sphere of influence. Below are character maps and it’s primordial natures and behaviors.

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Art Gallery Submission

I’ve finally got around to organize and show the best of my work while at Anderson Hospital. The 6 months, I must say was – a miracle – and I pulled through with flying colors. I am hoping to catalog and archive these paintings on this post. I am planning to adjust the paintings into printable format for those who are interested in getting just a copy. As for the originals, I am unsure how to price them just yet. I will probably sell them at the farmers market for a couple of weeks (hope to see some interest at my little tent), and most likely auction at some point. I took out two wall paintings I didn’t feel met whatever standard I thought it needed to be.. and most likely because it was a duplicate paint job of lesser quality.

So with all good things there is a story that is told.

The first three was a symbolic reference to “alpha, omega, crossway, salvage and ambiguity” the ground colors that made this all possible.

It was just an idea. The idea of the bridge from the Heavens coming down to Earth is now the focus.

These components combined creates a bridge to the Sunset Cave where a Fallen Star from heaven has landed. This is where The Tree of Imagination is now planted. The Nose of the Cosmos knows of specific things which eventually leads it in to become The Weeping Tree in the end.

This is where the Dark blossom and Space Rose come in to shine – because in the magnitude of darkness something must exist.

In the sea of strange nature comes stranger animals – the Space Whale of all creatures splash in spirit through the sea of stars. The skies filled with already great wonders The Celestial Trees came to soak in the magnificent energy and experience. In the imagination of the Heavens, they create the Space Bouquet in the name of love – and not just any love.. selfless unconditional timeless love.

Another bridge; the stairway is to be made instead of heaven to earth – this one to be made earth to heaven. The star that falls here is the Earth Bound Star. Earth touched Trees and mountains and Earth touched Aurora Borealis come into the picture.

Out sprouts the Tree of Life and Knowledge reaching left and right, instantaneous as if grown over night. This tree overlooks The Earth and The Heavens and all things good within it. It oversees and introduces pious resolve and virtue of human kindness. This integration of Heaven and Earth present us with the Celestial Bouquet of Earth.

With this strange gesture of exchange and to co-exist as a sign of mutual agreement to cooperate under the law of symbiosis – comes the signal of the Blossomed Space Rose. Where the egg of infinity now lay. We have concocted the Phoenix Peacocks it seems.

The Phoenix Peacocks establish it’s hierarchy with The Dragon, and The Gryphon, quickly. The Tiger, The Wolf and The Black Lion soon follow. And finally an oddly organized team rises through The Buck, The Serpent and The Great Squirrel.

The Animal Totems have come to play but as guardian spirits. By the Equinox of Seasons the trees have a choir in which the twin dual spirits of the great Masculine and Feminine duality playfully flow. The Human Spirits through music of song and manifestation of butterflies ring for all to hear.

The Tree of life bursts in a blaze of burning but growing flames of leaves and roots. The Sunset Tree signals that all is ready and well. The Golden Eagle makes way to it’s new home on sanctified foundations it will grow.

The grass cut like Golf Greens, it appears like there is an oasis at every turn. The Perspective is good at every angle. The Polar Bear Guardian stands vigilant but at rest. Blissfully at peace. The Green Dragon reveals it’s true self to the audience.


Thank you for visiting! Maybe I can help you find your favorite part of this post.. prints are available soon, please be patient while I get everything organized. If you want an original canvas picture please message me,

dalaserbeam@hotmail.com

Nam,

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Staircase of Imagination 2

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Sunset Cave

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Falling Star 1

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Tree of Imagination 2

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Aurora Borealis Nose

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Weeping Trees

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Bloom in the Dark

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Space Rose 2

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Space Whale

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Celestial Trees

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Space Bouquet 2

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Staircase 1

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Falling Star 2

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Trees and Mountains

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Tree of Life

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Cosmic Egg of Infinity

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Phoenix Peacocks

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False Microphone Dragon

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Gryphon

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Tiger

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Timber Wolf

Lion

The Black Lion

Buck

The Buck

Serpent

Mystical Serpent

Squirel

The Great Squirel

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DUALITY

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Spirits

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Sunset Tree

Eagle

Golden Eagle

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Golf Greens

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Desert Oasis

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Perspective

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Polar Bear Guardian

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Green Dragon

Animals, Abstract and Environments

This week I did a mix of animals, abstract and environments that I hope you’ll like. First I did a Golden Eagle. Secondly, I did Golf Greens which hangs in the Alberta Hospital. Thirdly I made a “Desert Oasis” overlooking a lake. Next, I did an abstract picture that represents “Perspectives” of many entities. Finally, I finished the week off with a Polar Bear Guardian.

Please enjoy your stay. Love, Happiness, Justice and Peace.

Nam,

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Golden Eagle

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Golf Greens

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Desert Oasis

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Polar Bear Guardian

Week 3: The Nature Connection

This is week 3 of my painting spree. The theme is the connection between nature and the great duality of it’s feminine and masculine entities.

  1. Sunset Tree
  2. Flaming Leaves and Roots
  3. Greater Spirits
  4. Duality of Creation
  5. Equinox Seasons by Trees
  6. Animal Totems

The first picture allowed me to play with the moss and bark of the tree. It also allowed me to bring in a mellow sunset.

The second one; I really just enjoyed the whole process of entangling tree roots to it’s flaming leaves. I also added some playful lighting or burning residue.

The spirits just represent the playfulness of life in itself through music and physical manifestations.

This fourth painting portrays the great universal feminine and masculine entities at work spiraling through time.

The Chronological Equinox Trees just represent all of time working together to bring forward the ascended tree.

The Animal Totem painting is a show of nature at it’s finest nurturing the Earth.

Thank you and enjoy.

Nam,

Past Two Weeks Worth of Space Paintings

Theme: Aurora Borealis, Space and Surreal Stellar Objects.

I’ve been doing some painting for the last 3 weeks and have created 21 total paintings. Some paintings are mural paintings on the wall. I was asked to paint the stairwell of the Anderson Hospital but some are painted on (16″ x 20″) on canvases. I would like to share some of the work I have done in the past 3 weeks. Here you go, for your viewing pleasure. Enjoy.

Some details worth mentioning are:

-The “Tree Of Life” is bigger than the door that actually sits to the right of it.

-Wall painting’s on wall tends to smudge so the quality is not as good as it would be on Canvas.

-Some pictures are duplicates because some picture’s translation from canvas to wall was difficult or not so good.

-Materials used were expensive – around $150 or more for brushes, canvases and paints.

Happy Journey!

Nam,


Painting Names:

  1. Tree of Life
  2. The Sunset Cave
  3. Falling Star
  4. Space Rose
  5. Space Bouquet
  6. Aurora Borealis 5
  7. Mountain and Trees
  8. Falling Star 2
  9. Tree of Imagination
  10. Staircase 1
  11. Aurora Borealis 6
  12. Space Bouquet 2
  13. Celestial Forest
  14. Space Whale
  15. Space Rose
  16. Space Flower
  17. Weeping Tree
  18. Space Rose 2
  19. Tree of Imagination 2
  20. Staircase 2
  21. Cosmic Egg of Infinity

We Are a Product of Our Work

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  1. We are a product of our work.

You are what you make of life. In the end it’s what you’ve done, the kindness you’ve spread and the hearts you touched that makes logical sense in life – but most importantly, who you become is immediately significant. Life is about the people you meet, yes this is true, but you are the product of all these interactions that make you grow, being a result and product of all things that have come. All things that influenced you as you figured out and sorted problems after problems to become solutions. Turning dirt, molding it to become gold in your eyes. Making something from nothing. Doing something surprisingly great and beautiful despite all odds and what tools and things you have to work with. This is the philosophy of the lotus being born in a barren dirty place as the swamp and blooming into a beautiful flower out of no where.

All the things we have done, all the work we put in, all the people we interacted with to get where we are today. This is what we have taken for granted. People don’t see the impact of their actions and kindness but as we grow more mature and thoughtful this results in development refining of character. We become more respectful and polite in order to resolve common conflicts that could be dealt with easily with simple decency. If we remember our goals and keep our personal plans for ourselves focused at heart and strive for these resulting projects consistently persevering, we will surely get where we want to go in life and collect all the rewards that we sowed in the end. Keeping in mind that we can’t please everyone but we should still aim to be selfless and generously giving. Not everyone has the human interest in mind.

Despite the fact that not everyone has good intentions, we can only help the few that care and spread acts of kindness and behaviors. Focusing on the here and now, we prioritized our love ones and make preferences to enjoy and allow the joy in our life to flourish. Allowing our love and happiness and our justice and peace to prosper. We have worked our method and analyzed our directions and conflicts and this is what we found in the end. In chronological order these are the conflicts but also profound virtuous solutions I have come to conclude..

 

My Journey’s Stellar Pin-Pointed Gems:

Life: Be Yourself.

Dream: Follow your heart.

Self: Build and learn. One lesson at a time.

Light: Shine in the Dark. When all good is amiss, be the light in the dark.

Redemption of Alphonse: Stand for the Truth.

 

Loyalty: Think of what you can offer by building faith in one another.

Trust: Respect and think of others but be smart but caring.

Authority: Be the invisible hand that gives hope. (Be bold, have courage and be strong).

Wisdom: Find the fine silver lining path (to understand, contemplate and comprehend the truth) To resolve the truth.

Redemption of Omegan: Legitimacy and Credibility.

 

Hope begets Faith. Faith begets Compassion. Compassion begets Love. Loves begets Grace. Grace brings forth the Redemption.

Hope: I sought to practice and I intended to build bridges.

Faith: I sought to understand the world and my wool was covered in soot of taint. I remind myself that there is hope in the end if I have faith.

Compassion: I sought to nurture the world and started giving. I remind myself that with great faith in the end I will have compassion.

Love: I sought to care for the world and started understanding myself, others and the world around me. I remind myself that with compassion in the end I will have love.

Grace: I sought to do good in the world and I started offering my services to God and The Heavens. I remind myself that with love in the end I will arrive with grace.

Redemption of Christwey: I sought to change life for the better and I gave my heart to everyone. I have forsaken the angel in my heart but one day I will be fruitful with my work.

 

Love: I’ve found love, it is in the people.

Peace: I’ve found peace, it is in acceptance of my reality on Earth.

Justice: I’ve found justice. I look to solve love, peace and happiness for the self and others. A person should stand for good on the bold and narrow path.

Happiness: I’ve found happiness,  I found the Truth in myself.

Composure: I’ve found composure, I look at stability and try to balance my life.

Temperance: I’ve found temperance, I seek inside me to find what it is I can offer.

Solution: I’ve found the solution, I believed that there was a way and would plot my points, draw my lines and that would make my paths in life.

Save The Way; The God Constant

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8: God is a constant and much more.

I will be talking briefly about precautionary measures to being human. I believe in freedom of speech and general freedom of thinking, expression and action. I do not endorse violence, crime or any human vices. I know that life is very complex but I know that there is a deviation from the human direction that must be guided but never imposed. The human condition of struggle is another matter and subject but the human boundaries is another that must be spoken about when entering the divine spheres of life. There is knowledge out there that is not yet to be known, until the future is to come. This is a just a profound message that is meant to remind people of the dangers and precautionary tales or measures of possible collateral damage that may come about.

God is much more than a thing, person, perspective or reality. He is our anchor and safe passage. He defines the line between God and Man. He reminds us that we have a place on Earth and we have a vision to work towards we call the future. Our future is our heaven, it is piece of the pie we call our degree of truth. We must make God our constant, if not we are no longer man/woman, no longer human and have started the process of becoming some form of abomination beyond human. If we are to evolve we must know what we are evolving into. And the only solution for evolution for man kind is to become a better human. Be a better guardian or parent.. human beings are the realities and vessels of this world, men and women and everything in between. The genders in between are subcategories and are meant to supplement the two main genders that are exclusive to Earth as Man and Woman.

The spirit world sadly only works to the benefit/progress of transgenders and males. This is why sexuality and marriage doesn’t make any sense to the spirit worlds. They see sexuality as a gimmick and human mechanic they cannot relate to because procreation is an Earth subject. Though this is true life on Earth must take into consideration what it means to procreate. Do Earth dwelling beings need to procreate? It is a luxury to have children but is it necessary since there are already children who are already on Earth ready for adoption? The question I ask is if we already have an over populated Earth and children who are starving for attention and help, why do we need to procreate at all? With climate change, population problems and distribution of wealth why in the world would we focus on life in the traditional sense of marrying an attractive woman/man, procreation, driving opposed to public transportation, work and jobs that we don’t even like but just want to get paid.

I believe everything must be done in moderation and to find a golden means called the Goldilocks’s zone. We need to learn more about ourselves inwardly and discover better who we are as a people deep inside – for the outward world are just full of interlopers who don’t understand the boundaries and sanctity of being human. People who cross the boundaries have given their humanity up for powers and qualities that leave out the human variables completely. Life outside of Earth is not as glorious as you believe when everything you need is in front of you. It would be wonderful to come into contact with surviving entities and beings outside of Earth and learn from their trials and problems. But the focus should be among these things; healthy life practices, healthy food and water, healthy exercise, mindful thinking and contemplation and human growth activities. Sustainable systems, renewable resources and recycling technologies and programs also comes to mind.