
There are 9 things the world should be but only when they are one thing that they are complete. Mass, Growth, Existence,Eternity, Manifest, Body, Universal Reality, Vessel of Experience and Completion. Every detail, level and world is part of the grand scheme, the building blocks to creating the world we experience in this life. Combined these are the ascendant values of light which create all in existence. This is The Heaven on Earth visual conceptions of eternity, infinity, ambiguity and ascendancy.
Light in my Palms
- Growth of Deconstruction, Construction and Integration i bring you the first light.
- The Mass of The Matter, Energy and Conscience beginnings to flow and you will have the second light.
- Existence of Nothing, Everything and Infused brings the third light.
- Manifest of Origin, Substance and Nothingness brings the fourth light.
- Eternity of Alpha, Omega and Crossway bring the fifth light
- Body of One, All and Collective bring the sixth light.
- Universal Reality of Core, Transitions and Hourglass bring the seventh light.
- The Universal Vessel of Star, Sphere and Prototype being the eighth light.
- Completion of God, Universe and Truth bring the ninth light.
This is the Source Light in my Palms. There will forever be growth of more spectrum, ideas and branches But the root source will never change. Within this graph is the ultimate truth if realized. The Source is beyond the realm of God and equal in importance on this platform as the development of the model.
Progression Entities of the Cycle of Life; We are living the Great Divide
The Beginning.
All life emerges, life is fruitful, yield is good.. life multiplies. Ideas flourish and wonder and curiosity thrive. We are becoming more articulate, wiser, gaining more formidable ground.
The End.
Things are mastered, comprehended and men are exalted. Heights of accomplishments at this time act as catalysts to human kind and bring a new order to the entropy of the world. The identity of men are refined, solidified and conceptualized.
The Great Divide.
Things that once were, things that are and that will be are determined by the actions of men, their emotional/causal and intentional being. It will be decided who is in the right and wrong of life.. This will be a time of conflict and those who go with and work for the system will become the system. Those who work against and for freedom will find a different path in ascendance out of the system. The shackles of men were never meant to exist.. they just are until we come to the realization that we are more then the skin suits we live in and seek higher purpose in our consciousness. The frequency that we seek is found within selfless unconditional love.
Ascendant Behavior
The threshold is a rule made by the system to process us and dwarf our potential. It is the system threshold that holds us back and rules are meant to be broken of course. As we reach higher development the ascendant protruding plane brings the impending breaking of the threshold, the breaking of the threshold and finally breaks the illusion coming to the stage of World Breaker. This illusion of ego and persona is not our potential. We can survive here and grow but we will never thrive in this world.
In our form we are bound to earth until our release. We cannot escape our physical death but when we reach optimum levels of the spirit in this world and cross the veil we will see the new world reborn out of the fires of the phoenix’s ashes. Spirits that enable injustices of sickness, mindless, careless action such as violence, war, rape and actions of hate will be judged. These realms will be divided in this life and the next, where you are situated may be due to your ties to these worlds. The Celestial, Terrestrial and Telestial worlds are designated on Earth as well as the life after in the spirit. There is no hell, unfortunately the lowest world you can go from here is Outer Darkness which is the equivalent to hell. Other that or reincarnations into devolved forms in this world.
Vinn Diagram Complete and Expanded; Concept of Heaven on Earth Geometrically Conceptualizing
Topic for today; Vinn Diagrams Complete and Expanded.
The Life, Dream, Self and Light Vinn Diagrams of Heaven and Earth.
Today I will make us some Vinn Diagrams for Squares and Circles acquiring the components of Heaven on Earth necessary for establishment. The Process is an Expansion, Refining and Ascendance through divisions. Through the process of creating divisions (I call Triangular Thinking) we bring the divided parts together to create a collective. The first square for example has 4 squares but a fifth is acquired by adding the sum creating a bigger square. As we continue the same process is done to the next level of squares. There are 3 levels of squares and circles in this diagram. It’s good if you attempt to do it yourself but looking at the diagram you should be able understand how it all works. The Collective is a machine that is greater then the sum of it’s parts. It’s synergy, product and mechanical collective creates a perpetual movement that encompass the logic of individualism. Heaven on Earth is process of combining binary alpha 1 the square with binary Omega 0 the circle.. In doing this we find divisions and segments of the petals which are produced to fill in the “gaps”. Petals are usually seen as products of a flower and thus the flower fills it’s gaps with petals as we do our very own products.
The Spheres of Heaven on Earth
Earth is Square
Heaven is Circle.
Ascension is Triangular Divisions.
Geometry of Vinn Diagrams Paradigm
Alpha Squares are made for expansion.
Omega Circles are made for refining.
Crossway Triangles are made for divisions.
Looking at the Squares.
The 2×2 Square = 5 Squares is split in 2 divisions.
the 3×3 Square = 14 Squares is split in 3 divisions.
The 4×4 Square =25 Squares is split in 4 divisions.
Looking at the Circles.
The First 2×2 Circles = 5 Circles = 4 Base Colors = 4 Petals = 9 Potential Color Spheres
The Second 7 Circles = 7 BAse Colors = 6 Petals = 33 Potential Color Spheres.
The Third 19 Circles = 19 Base Colors = 18 Petals = 96 Potential Color Spheres
Expansion, Refining and Divisions.
The Alphas are the smallest Squares.
The Beta are the collective of Alpha.
The Delta are the collective of Beta.
The Theta are the collective of Delta. and the sum of this final product.
The Divisions of Triangular Thinking
First Level is Alpha Protocol the individual squares.
Second Level is Beta Protocol the first collective squares.
Third Level is Delta Protocol the second collective squares.
Fourth Level is Theta Protocol the final third collective squares.
“I wish for every man the highest potential for selfless unconditional love, and light to be the dominant force in every being. For man to be capable of rising to the highest dimensions in one life span.” These are my wishes.
What is the most important message you would like to share with the world right now?
You are not alone.
God, Universe and Truth.
The collective is the answer to God.
Selfless unconditional love is the answer to the Universe.
Truth is in dispelling mystification of warped information to become common knowledge.
As you race through space. Life is a spark in time. You are a grain in an hourglass.
There is no more an important place, time and thing as the now.
Live now and embrace your fate.. however how temporary, eternal and experiential.
There isn’t enough time to think, just be! But we warned..
My silence is not ignorance. My calmness is not acceptance. My kindness is not weakness.
Patience is key to opening the right doors.
Don’t be a slave to the system. Work towards collective man yes, but don’t fall into illusion that we are because of what the tree of life makes us. We are not enemies in this domain, we are lost and just trying to adapt to the situation with our beliefs and mentalities to combat the dangers around us. We are trying to break free of the grip reality has over us. That our conscience is so much more then our skin, bones and brain. Our spiriit carries on after we die, the body does not. But what we do here is either torment or memory of what we do right or what we do wrong in this life. These memories we make here is essentially what we take home to God the collective. It is important to note that what we do here is just as important as what the plans are for us in the after life.
Project heaven on Earth is a process of deconstruction, construction and integration. At the center of it is the knowledge of the solutions; god, universe and truth. Collective humanity, selfless unconditional love and demystifying knowledge of the truth. When all is done then will we be able to move to a better place; in body, mind and spirit.
“Knowing is not enough, you must apply. Willing is not enough, you must do.”
Light Mass:
Matter is the building block of it’s forms; Solid, liquid, gas and plasma. Matter makes form and allows substance to exist. The material things we enjoy in life are thanks to matter and it is in matter that we employ vehicles of technology to progress and save our time on Earth to develop more as humans. Matter has a low level of spiritual conscience and a subject to objectively but we should respect it’s function, purpose and reason for existing and thus not abuse it’s privilege of use. It is an object with lower end of priority for it’s wellbeing under plants, animals and other human beings. It is in the living sphere of the mineral. Matter is a component of the universe and an essential building block to life.
Energy is the power of the world it generates, potential, kinetic, static, electric, coal, oil, hydro, nuclear-fission/fusion, combustion, wind, thunder, gravitational, magnetic, harmonic, Positive, Negative, healing, natural, ki, perpetual motion of protons, electrons and neutrons. Other forms of energy are hybrid or hidden to the field of view to the 5 senses and may be acquired from another dimension or aspect of this world. Energy is the flow of life, it comes and goes and is a vector with direction. It may conduct, take shape and dispense, disperse and disappear. It can be found best in the elements of nature in it’s rawest form. It is through this energy that all things exist, the Earth is a life giving energy potential for sustaining lives and a life giving gift to all of us. We mustn’t let it go to waste and should take care of the Earth we live on.
Conscience is the heart of the world; in it, it generates purpose, function and reason for things to exist. The Human conscience is the thing that holds us higher then the animal kingdom. We can act out of instinct but we should know better then to act out of pure emotion without thought, repercussions and a plan. We should never act out of pure contempt, willingness to harm another or to cause infliction and destruction to another human being without contemplation. This is what we call our conscience; The circumstances, conditions and events that may follow because of our actions may cause us greater pain or suffering. There is always consequence in a person’s actions and the reaction is indeed undesirable if it comes to the darker end of the spectrum of humanity. Life is what it is, And things have a role in life no matter how lower in conscience they are in life. Taking another man’s life was never meant to be done by human judgement. In a case where it is, that man that died will never learn what he did wrong, opportunities to make it right are now impossible and the man who has done the judgement in killing will be tainted by the darkness of guilt – where it may consume him.
Light, Growth:
Deconstruction is the process of freeing us from disillusionment and breaking down mystifying barriers that cause something to be unmanageable and incapable of assessing. It is the process of quantifying and weighing what life is truly about and why we are living it. The roots, the causes, the circumstances and conditions of a situation.. It’s events are what make the deconstruction important. Going to the source of the problem is the only way to deconstruct and compartmentalize a problem.
Construction is the process of finding positive purpose reason and function in life. Thinking positively and being active and functional in the development stages of life allows you to gain experiences and with experiences growth. Life is about growing and filling the space of life with your essence. Your activity, progress and growth fill in the gap that is the space that is essentially you. Constructive behavior is essential to the development of the body, mind and spirit. Therefore there is no true way to determine right to the best degree in the moments of development.. just as long as it works. When the development constructive cycle is complete of course you are meant to function and produce products that work. That is fate, and that is where you shine.
Integration is the process of bringing it all together; The act of functioning is essential in bringing everything learnt now together as one. The process must be a precursor to inter-faith, where all religious ideas are mellowed, contemplated and easily assessed to be integrated into society. The ideas must be compatible with secular government. All things will be adapted and sorted out as all roles of religious, government and political elements are conceptualized and defined first. As we define and assess life we control entropy, when entropy is controlled it becomes order and when order comes we find the crossway which defines everything to it’s element. When we create these paradigms it gives us a vision of what we want to create.
Light Existence:
Nothing is absence of being; The quality of Ain Soph and Ain. The absence of god is not the entity that fills this void it is the void. It has not manifested yet and not even light has touched this space. It is the nothing beyond God, it existed before God as the Ain Soph Aur light and Kabbalah Tree of Life has. It is what God used to create the world of space. It is Absolute nothing, it means nothing or no place.
Everything is the state of existence where things exist. The quality of Ain Soph Aur.. The boundless light manifesting a nurturing essence to bring life to all it touches. It is the beauty of creation, passion of productivity and flourishing of functionality that brings life into existence. The Ain Soph Aur idea is when you look beyond what the tree is, you see that even before the tree there is only light. Light metaphorically and abstractly through nurturing essence of Life, Grace, Hope, Faith, Redemption, Truth, Universe, God and Love (The list is pretty endless because according to this idea anything that likens or is nurtured by light is part of the light body). It’s an inner communion with the eternal light that can heal and transform you, it’s not as simple as light itself from our relative perspective. If you think of Einstein and the state of relativity if you are traveling at the speed of light you would be everywhere in all time and space. When the world was created and the first light came into being the whole entirety of space and time were created and the experience was held simultaneously with that creation.
Infusion is the process of having both worlds of space and matter. This is the distribution of life and God. As you know your body is made of 99.9% space and you are composed of only 0.1 matter. It’s a very delicate balance of space and matter. The balance is made to distribute all life and essence of life at maximum potential, capacity and efficiency. We are made to function purposefully, experience life and express/generate love for one another. This is a reality of holographic proportions and the distribution of mass is minimalist for efficiency in the system. We as a human collective are a holistic proportion of the actual God experience. We are his memories in the existence of life, our struggles, circumstances, conditions and events all give him information as to “what if” a certain thing happened. Just like a super computer of unimaginable artificial intelligence calculating, assessing and producing ideas as to how to execute the best plan of action in certain lives, perpetual motions in life and methods of approach in life.
Light, Eternity:
Alpha is the first, the square geometrically. It represents Earth and the crude values of the physical. The Earth’s values are basic and unrefined but it is the template for which man’s spirit will be made. It is the Beginning of the binary and the initial binary that begins the sequence. It has the important role of leading the sequence to continue it as it is the initiating binary. Historically the Earth is represented by a square in the spiritual sense by the Platonic solids. With the edges described as rigid, unrefined and sharp. It is initiated by the number 1 or Square.
Omega is the last, the circle geometrically. It represents Heaven and the refined values of the spiritual. The Heaven’s values are smooth, complex and refined and is the ultimate form which man’s spirit will be made. It is the End of the binary and the initial binary that ends the sequence. It has the important role of ending the sequence to complete it as it is the final binary entry. Historically the Heaven is represented by a circle in the spiritual sense by the Plato’s sphere of heaven. With the edges described as smooth, complex and refined. It is initiated by the number 0 or circle.
Crossway is method of division between the two worlds. Signifying a great divide of forces of light and dark in it’s exchanges between the two realms. In this process they determine the identities of the entities that make up the light and dark from both the Heaven and Earth and access this information to judge those worthy of ascension. There will be those who are working for the system, against the system and there are those who will ascend above and beyond the system. The idea is that the crossway is a filter that works like a hourglass only letting one grain of sand in at a time. When it is your time you will fall through if you are worthy and have done your time and work on Earth. Humans can descend to less evolved forms of minerals, plants, animals, and other human incarnations but they can ascend to the heaven too to the world of Cherubim and Angels. Angels can fall from the higher dimensions and become (fallen angels/demons/nephilim). It is important to know that higher dimensional beings with high spiritual levels can become guardian angels when they cross the veil of death.
Light, Manifest:
The Origin is the roots, causation and reason for something to become what it is today. You look at it’s roots and understand it’s beginnings. It is how the start of a journey begins and where everything came together to build the opportunity for life which is you. In this case origins is not only your own origins but the species of human, the origination of life itself, the origination of calculated creation of life itself through the placement of us in our solar system and our sun. For our origins is not a probability, in fact not only a process of refinement through evolution but hand in hand with a meticulously engineered creation of higher dimensional beings to enable our progression of the spirit in this world.
Substance is the general foundation of living, dead and non-living things. It is the existence of being of person, place or thing that dwells in this plane of life. Substance can be a very broad range of things such as things of mass are considered part of substance but what substance has also is; meaning, purpose and reason. It has benevolent values that encompass the entirety of the holistic system. It has a truth, justice and quality to it that very few paradigm platforms have.
Nothingness is the space that fills the cup. It is the space of an idea; It gives spokes created space a usefulness. A vase will have usefulness as an empty container to gather water. Nothingness is the essence of purpose in having emptiness. The world is full of space and that is why life flourishes. If life was all mass then everything would be too cluttered to breath, to move and collisions would be more frequent. Space is essential to life and for functionality of life. This is the lesson of Nothingness and it’s philosophy in a nutshell.
Light Body:
When one says The beginning is one means we are all born into this world as single individuals. We are brought into existence by our parents and as we develop our consciousness is only to think within our sphere of self development. We grow to become independent people and soon we are working to stand on our own two feet and feed ourselves and grow as a person. As we grow we come to acknowledge our peers, that they acknowledge us and we cooperate with them expanding our body of one to may be 2-10. The process may build up and we may build connections with these people to become a bigger group or body of people. Groups, potential business partners, ring of friends what ever you would like to call it.
When people say The End is All means we mean to say that in the end every human is connected and that whether we like it or not. All living beings are together in this no matter how difficult they may be and how tough the individuals ego and exterior shell is. We are human beings who are looking out for our own safety and the safety of others. All people is not the same as a collective of people but we must see the potential of what we are to become. If every individual were perfect and able to conceive the eternal truth and wisdom of God and universe then the possibility of Heaven on Earth would be easily obtainable. But this is not the case and everyone has their own agenda, motives and influences. Every being maybe selfish, implore selfishness to keep the dynamic going to gain revenue and distracted by physical world material things. Though no person can survive alone and once they are educated, or see that they cannot live as individuals in society alone it changes them to become more flexible and cooperative. This is not the true struggle..
The collective is the real struggle where we get everyone to cooperate and integrate on an inter-faith platform. There will be much conflict in the transition from being one to collective such as alienation and assimilation being the all to the collective. There will be compatibility issues with beliefs and interests. People will only do what they desire to do and it will be a troublesome process to get them to do the right thing. Troublesome but not impossible as we thrive for the best way through life; The collective is the holistic system working together and it is greater then the summation of it’s parts. The holistic system will create synergy, products and a mechanical process. It will bring new things to the table that will aid in building Heaven on Earth when the collective is established on Earth. The collective is a accessible, manageable and operating group of people who are comfortable with their own lives to allow another person to pilot their narrative because they share the same ideals, destination and customs. The collective is a system built on trust, faith and belief that they are all going to the same ideal place in their pictured mind. They envision and focus on getting to that destination as a group and each man is delegated his own post in their frontier in life working toward a collective ideally human cause.
(These are the spiritual stages of the chart and therefore may become a little abstract, please relax and just understand that these concepts maybe due to my failure to articulate or your inability to grasp concepts that have not yet been learned yet. The acquisition of these terminology can only be acquired from the study of the main book; The God, Universe and Truth. It is recommended that you have a brief idea of what the Core, Transitions and Hourglass are before reading below for I do not know how much sense it will make to those without these background knowledge. I will articulate them best i can but no promises.)
Light Universal Reality:
When i speak of Universal Reality I mean to say Virtual Universal Reality. The Core is the body of the virtual reality platform. It is the substance and meat per-say of the virtual reality universe. We have been working with three core, 3 transition, 1 hourglass, and 1 ascended protruding binary for majority of this journey. Today for our purposes the cores will be stacked high to what ever number is necessary to fit the diagram and so will the transitions. It will start looking like a Pizza Pie after it has been all cut out. In form i mean. Imagine the pizza as the core base covering the base of the hourglass structure. The color will be red pizzas. It’s function is to define a medium of it’s identity. For example my favorite would be a paradigm of physical, mental, spiritual and ascended binary (magenta crossing the middle). The Core is usually tied to the idea of a capacitor holding information/energy/power.
Now imagine separating “transitions” between the Pizza Slices so that you have individual slices not crossing the line of their territory. These are transitions and labeled blue most of the time. It’s function is mainly as a facilitator of walls to separate the core mediums from getting diluted/mixed into one another. For example to be consistent with the last set of cores we choose the transitions (physical) EMOTIONAL (mental) UNITY (Spiritual) DIVINE (Binary). The Transition is usually tied to the idea of a amplifier amplifying information/energy/power.
The hourglass structure is simply a double cone with a filter in the middle in the process to refine the medium coming through. The hourglass has been known to be an indicator of time and refinement through time. It is symbolic in this way and it also functions as an hourglass and represented usually as a intersecting of two planes/cones in this case. This is usually colored green. The Hourglass is usually tied to the idea of a fields usually a magnetic one because it’s the most basic.
Light, Vessel of Experience
Star is the beginning of the spectrum. I called it star because the single strands of light that borders the spherical shape are elements to my paradigm and the quantity of rays are reflected into how many trinity paradigms i can find. My usual number is 27 sided star with 9 ascendance values. They usually only go that high because I only work within the human area of ascendance. I tend to try to avoid the grey areas of the divine because i know there isn’t much I can do there in human form. The star represents dimensions of the x,y,z and time spectrum with their rays in every so directions. Star represents the 27 different ways the entity can shine even though there are different degrees and angles if the numbers are beyond 27. But generally 27 can be distributed on 3 platforms diagrams.
Sphere is the end of the spectrum. I called it sphere because this shows the final development form refined to it’s potential. Spheres also describe the envelopes of fields within fields in the world of unseen benevolent field, creative field, morphic-resonance field, spectrum assessing field, activity field and state field. The fields don’t necessarily have to do with the actual sphere in this case but it is important to note the nature of these spheres. That they act like a polish Matryoshka Dolls that are inside of one another. The shells of the Earth is is another good physical example of what this sphere looks like. Earth is a living example of the sphere with its hidden spiritual fields and physical shells. There Sphere is the symbol of the divine and a metaphor for refined greatness. All records of shining ones have been tied to giant orbs of light. The manifestation of all wonderful and great things we idealize are of the light.
Proto-type is a monstrous paradigm of epic proportions because it also completes an ascended chart of it’s own and allows us to see up to 33 traditionally or more ascendant properties. 21 in which are protruding planar binaries and 12 are part of the ascended chart. This proto-type is just a means of producing something that can express a pure ascendant star ushering a movement towards higher consciousness and ushering a contemplative notion of amenity or relief for human suffering. It’s a “mad scientist” method of combine 3 stars and producing a pure ascendant chart. It was just myself testing the extent of the paradigms and attempting to take a peak in the veil of creation.
Light, Completion;
God has a very vast spectrum but.. basically comes down to. The collective is the solution to the problem of god in the world. This is as simple as it can be put. There are many platforms God has been put under from a living deity (YHVH, Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh, Elohim and Allah) , to a demigod (Zeus, Hades, Poseidon), to a god in human form (Jesus). It is said that God has no form, that he is one with the universe and within people and that the consciousness within us is evidence of his spark of life. We all have a conscience and the ability to think with reason, purpose and function is more then enough to explain that we are a product of creation but complexly refined by generations of evolution and trait hand offs of genes. The Problem with Gods is that it must be one god or the people will be scattered and divided therefore the collective is the solution to the idea of God.
Universe is still a very broad spectrum of life but it basically comes down to. The selfless unconditional love of human kind will bring us together. No matter the divisions in the gender, ethnicity, sexuality, creed or religion if the light is strong in us we will adapt and find a way to form better structures and better rules for our people with the influences and guide of our peers. Things, people, places come and go but what is most important is what we have is each other. The families we build, experience and life that we build all make this possible. We are made to explore this world yes, investigate, experiment and find truths in the material world. Absolutely, but we also need to see that the truth is in selfless unconditional love and giving to those who cannot manage life alone because of their circumstances, conditions and events. Life will make a path for every man has in him the potential to do great things. And I feel one day I too will feel the accomplishment of doing something great as this work becomes testimony to what i will achieve.
Truth is a very narrow passage of life but the truth people want to know will be in this great demystification of the Christ. I believe in God, but probably not the same one you may believe in. I believe God in the universe and god in the collective of human beings. I believe the answer to the universe is for us as a people to act through selfless unconditional love. I believe that Christ had many lives, that he was a reincarnation of Thoth. That he was one of the architects to the Giza Pyramid, that he commenced the project that was the catalyst to the human evolution of consciousness. That he was an initiate for the Giza pyramid and said to meticulously design the pyramids for his future awakening. That under the identity of Jeshu who also lived his lost years with the Buddhist monks written in the Manuscript of The Good Son; He sought enlightenment through them. That he brought Buddhist teachings back to teach his disciples. That Jesus actually lived two lives, one as Jeshu who lived a admirable good life but stoned to death and also as Barabbis who was the political activist who is the etheric body of Jesus. He is the manifest of Christ the Son of God. Christ didn’t even die at the cross according to these certain evidences and enigmatic suspicions (suspicious for the right reason) and actually lived a full and happy life with Mary Magdalene according to the Zacharias Rhetor under secret changed names. His survival is tribute to the knowledge that Christ did not die in 15 minutes at the cross. No he was sedated by a cloth put in his mouth that put him in a death like unconscious state. This is the reason why when they went to his tomb they brought aloe instead of funeral flowers. Aloe is used to heal wounds. They left no trace of where they went only the story that he ascended into heaven so that the romans could not chase him. Jesus and Magdalene lived full and happy lives, in the lost gospel Ecclesiastical History of Zacharias Rhetor under the pseudonyms of “Joseph” and “Aseneth”. Therefore I also do not believe in the resurrection sorry to say. This is the truth, Christ is still my savior but life must evolve we can all settle for this one truth that he may have come to bring us salvation but he had to live his own life too. The message that he was willing to sacrifice himself and did should be enough. Unless you really wanted Christ to die then that just shows how human you are. Whether you are for the progress of human kind is in the decision whether you take this truth or not. Amen.
What if god is everywhere and your only destination is the now? What if he is everywhere and the only way to get to him is to know yourself better and initiate involution into the learning of self? The spark of creation is in you, you were never alone. God is always with us he’s a part of us and when we return home after our physical death he will collect us as information would to a brain and remember our good deeds and suffering. The reward of life is the experience.