The thesis “Dream, Life and Light”: ties to “Death, Afterlife and Dark”.

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Dream, Life and Light.

In everyone’s daily routine “day life” and “night life” whether your sleeping or awake we experience dreams and life. In the end of it all what we find out of these two is light of it all. The knowledge, wisdom and understanding of it all is really what we truly seek. Meaning, Messages and symbolism of what these dreams mean in life and what life means to our dreams. Our goals are reflected by our dreams which collect all the information you think about throughout the day and take the most crucial information and gives you a message about what you may have just learned that day. Sometimes it’s hazy sometimes it’s clear and sometimes it’s seemly pointless. However random your dreams are there is meaning in your dreams. The same goes with life, life speaks for itself events, circumstance and conditions happen for a reason, sometimes it’s out of your control and sometimes it is in your control. When it’s in your control make sure you know it and that you tackle the problem with all you’ve got.

I would like to answer the riddle of what dream, life and light is and how it all relates to one another. It is my main objective to do this. Life is constructive, positive and good but the thing i don’t understand is how death is involved. Maybe it is there to balance the system so that giant monopolies don’t happen over extended periods of time. Maybe to recycle us spiritually so that we can be reborn and refreshed for eternal life. Maybe it’s just the cosmic cycle of life and it’s reason for being is to loop and repeat itself. What ever our theories are life and dreams comes hand in hand with death and the after life. Maybe the after life is just like a dream except with features of life like pain, emotion and motives. This balances all 4 realms of these types of lives. life, dreams, death and after life. Understanding these concepts is a reach but this is the best we can do with such abstract theorizing.

We know these things only exist in reminisce of the spirit like ghosts, premonitions and people talking about the afterlife from children reborn onto Earth from another life. Stories from old times like the greek about where one goes after one dies. It’s a conflicting topic but most definitely interesting. Spirits and angels driving us and influencing us is another interesting concept that many find hard to believe. Though this is hard to swallow it is tough to dismiss these things and say they are not real at the same time. Those who do dismiss these things are simply ignorant for the fact that there are super natural phenomenon out there that cannot be solved in this life unless they have the intelligence of another being from the realm. Though even that is not enough to be concrete evidence with our science based minds.

Light of it all: What we seek is the light of it all. Answers to our questions. We ask for it to be done, we want a product not pieces and tools needed to make the product. Likewise we build from the bottom up no the other way around. Maybe things can be built from the past to the present but also the future backwards into the present. This logic is the same with this case, miracles are a super phenomenon but not impossible. There is still much we don’t understand about our world and to dismiss these miracles as a fluke is ignorant and losing half the picture. Until proven to be untrue keep an open mind for things we don’t understand. The Dark may just be a misunderstood animal and once tamed can cooperate to be part of the light bringing our answers to the cosmos. For the dark once subjected is nothing but a subject in the library of the light not some sort of army to be fought.

Jumping inter-dimensional vehicles and athletes of the universe

I had a couple of dreams:

(having several metaphoric dreams in one night was a headache to remember but.. )

I was on this train and it was initially on a rail but then they said they were lost and they started asking me for directions. I had no clue where i was so i got on the roof and jumped before it crashed into another train. At the top of this new train there was emergency escape route above but it was only made for exiting not entering. I suppose that’s what inter-dimensional travel is like, You can’t interact with the beings there without bringing your entire body there. And your body is stuck in limbo with no way to get into their reality. Also because it is a actively moving vessel and jumping into another actively moving vessel this could be a life comparison to inter-dimensional jump. The dream continued in that i was surrounded by faceless transparent beings with golden sparks bordering them. I didn’t want them to touch me, i wasn’t sure what they were – a strange form of humanoids is all i could assume. I then went into a state where the microcosm transcended the macrocosm, flying i could break apart the stars and see it’s components and as i move out further i was able to break bigger systems of stars and as i got out further i was able to break family of system of stars. When i touched them they broke down into symbols, solids and components and those solids and components continued to break down into symbols further.

I was then at this school where there was a gathering for what looked like a race to climb the entire school building. The athlete i was acting as in this themed race barefoot scaled the walls with ease, being a bit of a showoff at the start and ran across the roof and slid down the ladder rails down to this area i like to call the canoe liners which shot along this huge river. Here the lines for the canoe liners were getting tied up as canoes shot off. There were 4 canoe stations and 3 of them were tied up they continued to shoot as we were in them and trying to untie the knots they shot us off the cliff all three at once into the river. There were emergency floating beds at the bottom but i missed them and landed in the water. In the end the other school decided to give us some of their athletes as contribution to our cause (whatever it was). If this was also about multi-dimensional jumping i guess the liners represent a very delicate and specific direct system that if crossed can cause certain implications with the route. Maybe in this world these athletes see the world as a race/game and assuming they’re almost indestructible just run through life as competitively fast as possible. If each line represented a realm my crossing through the multidimensional realms could implicate their delicate or ill prepared games.

Chapter 2: Squidman the Timetraveler; Love and Time Machines.


Chapter 2: Love and Time Machines

I asked “So did you see the original Squidman’s face?” he responded “yes, and i’m not bent on revenge but i would like to talk to him.” i question him “what’s there to talk about other then how he killed your wife..?” “I don’t know anyways he was a tall Caucasian man around his 40s Mediterranean perhaps he was Greek most definitely. The tools he had at the cave also pointed to the fact he may have lived on the island of Crete. Knossos, Minotaurs and Labrynths was referenced all over his book of Prophecy and along with roman coins. I guess he was a collector of some sort. There are many questions i have for him such as how he came to be the squidman himself, or whether the place we went to even allowed us to age, how long he’s been there and what he plans on doing with his time travel abilities. Was he just a victim to circumstance and condition?. I exclaimed “We’ll never know now, so who cares. He could be anywhere in the world.”

Future me says “I’m going to travel to Crete and see if i can find any clues about this man. How hard is it going to be to find a man from the wrong time era?” 16 hours and $1500 later he was in Crete. And I was in search of a man cited in the Prophecy book by the name of Eric Loren Jeffery who i found out doesn’t exist at least in how far back the Jeffrey tree went back. But looking at genealogy trees today the Surname Jeffrey was one of the richest Houses in the United States. So i decided i’d look into it even though the USA was at the moment a war zone but if i ran into trouble i could just time travel backwards if anything bad happens. I made my way to Boston where it was secured to the teeth. No one could move in or out. I was patted down 3 times and then went through 2 scanners just so i could get in the city. The houses were boarded up or had steel shutters and the entire streets were abandoned. It was like a ghost town. Even so high above there were lights lit in rooms on the upper floors. I buzzed to speak at the mansion. “Hello” i said “Hello! i would like to talk to a resident of Jeffreys please.” “Who may i ask is speaking?” trying to sound genuine and honest “I’ve traveled very far and i’m just someone who is very interested in your history. May we speak?”.

The gate opened and i sigh with relief. The mansion was ginormous and i’m sure the estate worth is in the millions. i made my way up it’s broad walkways to the mansion door. I was greeted by a butler which i’m surprised anyone still had. I guess they were wealthy enough to get through the depression. The first question i asked was “how on earth were you able to afford all these things and survive under these circumstances?” The woman answered perseverance, good planning and stocking is all i’ve done. All around the house were pallets and pallets of costco water and dried/canned foods. The whole room had walls covered in supplements and vitamins. She says “You pay less when you buy in bulk”. I just stared for a while and then i asked “My main reason for being here is to ask about your family history as in, do you know of any one in your family who has known or lived as a time traveler?” She says “It’s a dark history. One i’m forbade from telling but under these circumstances and my age i refuse to take it to my grave. Yes, i had an great great grandfather who apparently came from no where and was obsessed with time travel, spoke of it all the time. Rumors had it he was from the wrong generation as if he got frozen in time and dropped into the modern times. He had many books from our ancestors handed down from many generations before. We’ve lived here for a very long time and we never ever throw anything out. We have all my great great grandfather’s tools, gear and even ugly sweaters

I am led through a bunch of corridors to this obscene little door way into the bottom basement. Where i realized there was so much work to be done. I found out that there were people who were time travelers of their time but now very much passed away. It said here he abandoned his wife at age 30 and child of 5, 8 and 13 and never came back. He apparently left a gaping hole of history from 200,012 BC to the 1715s. He wrote journals but they were mostly Greek until 1723 when he started writing in English. His last words were “in my desk hidden under the hidden panel. A list of apologies”. I ripped open the desk drawers and turned it all upside down. The middle drawer had a sliding bottom. There was the apologies letter he apologized for vandalizing Fredrick Anistons Naylor TF 1700 out of anger. Leaving his wife and children. Faking his references for his first job at the Daily News. And for the death of Amelia Stratos bless her soul in the after life. Amelia Stratos was John Stratos’ wife who died of by autopsy a force from inside the neck, the mouth gaping and dislocated jaw. All neck arterioles torn from the inside from pressurized force. Death cause was unknown.

I call Future me quickily and tell him he’s looking of a John Stratos. He answers “Great that you have a lead. i am truly tired of this island, it is enormous! but now with a name i can find him easier. How did you manage to find out who he was?” I say “In one of the book of Prophecy’s citation he mentioned being a prodigy to a man by the name of  Eric Loren Jeffrey’s. The problem was he’s not from his time so he’s not even in the genealogy of the tree as far as it goes back. He convinced the people from his distant family that he was a time traveler meaning he had the device but it malfunction because it was incomplete so he was stuck in the time line. Meaning John Stratos is the one who continued his work and progressed it to it’s abilities today. There are only 5 devices mentioned. Eric Loren Jeffery’s had the prototype and put John Stratos where he was that day you ran into him in the cave. I’m having his very first journal come back translated right now by the woman who lives here in Boston.

His story before was like a fairy tale, a myth or legend. It starts off as: Once upon a time there was a Great ruler of a place called Lemuria. Lemuria was a place of great technological advances. The Ruler of Lemuria was upholding the balance of the world, peace and prosperity. One day one of his subjects who was entrusted with locking up the technology of time travel away from everyone because of the consequence and implications of time travel it was seen dangerous was found testing it out secretively. He also had a wife and children but he secretly had mistresses on the side and this was frowned on. So anyone found tinkering in time and experimenting on it would be exiled. The King of Lemuria found out and he administered a dosage of justice and told him to use his project immediately knowing the complexity of the work which was not yet complete and no one knew where it would take him  for it was also multidimensional. The king cursed him and told him “where ever you go you cannot hide for you will live with this deformity and likeness of a squid. I hear by banish you from this realm and world”. And with that the Man was exiled from the dimensional heavens into a secluded corner of the map of the world. His studies and work have been to get back to that dimension and area of the world where his family resides. The cursed man who will never find love again.

Short story: Squidman the Timetraveler

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“Reconnect our past and conclude our future.”

I dreamt a whole story scenario where the past effected the present effected the future in a continuous loop.

So it started off i was on a boat joking around with my wife talking about the variety of sea monsters out there in the wild deep sea that have never been discovered and how in the past there would be gigantic monstrous leviathans wrecking boats and eating ships whole. A man in a beanie and sunglasses bumps into us and says these illusive words “The squid was a mistake, got to reconnect the past, have to conclude the future. Enter the rock, it’s your destiny. Plan for the future. What ever you do don’t trust the squid man. ” and with that he runs pass me through the door way next to me and before i could ask what the heck he means he disappeared like Batman. We continued our tour of the sea animals and then an announcement that a Giant exotic baby monster sea squid would be joining the family of sea creatures at 6 pm tonight! How exciting. We would come back to see it tonight after dinner.

6 pm that night we went to see the giant baby squid but something went very wrong. The museum had almost been completely destroyed, we passed a few museum pieces a samurai suit of armor, an Urn that is said to hold the ashes of an ancient unknown era king and a boulder the size of a coffee table that had a plate with engravings on it. “This place no one must see you come in. The way is open. Beware squid man.” I was sure the last time we went across the boulder that it had said something boring about sediments and rock layers but surely i would’ve remembered a passage as ridiculous as this. I stood there wondering “Enter the rock. It’s your destiny.” I had a brilliant idea to jump on the rock, and said “follow and do as i do” to my wife. She says “what are you going to do?” I respond “i don’t know, just going to jump on this rock, it’s my destiny”. She rolls her eyes. I get on a stool and jump on the face of the rock and fall through a endless dark vortex i could feel the wind pass under me and through me indicating i was going downwards at incredible speed.

I ended up on an island outside and had no clue what time it was and where i was. I hear something collapse on the ground behind me and jumped. I hear the funniest moan “Owww, i think i broke something.” The wife came through too so i had someone to confirm my experience with. We entered the closest thing to us and it was a cave, we weren’t really thinking about wild animals because we were on a mission to find out why we were here just like an explorer. We see a man in a hood writing at a make shift table under some candle light. He says “i know why you have come. What it is you seek and how i can help you. I have a gift and and blows some sparkly dust on me and i collapse on the ground, All i hear is my wife screaming in panic. I go into a deep sleep and i see people around me in shadow with pikes and weapons that were sharp and this angered me. All i hear is “LEVIATHAN” repeated again and again. I see tentacles as i swim away there were ships ahead with more angry people with harpoons and all sorts of weaponry. A voice in my head said bend the metal and wood with your mind! And i saw all the ships around me lift up and get crushed by the might of my physic powers and then the voice said you’re first born will allow you to travel back to your time. I thought “great i have a wife, no problem then. Then a thought struck me my wife is in danger!”

Everything was dark i was having trouble breathing i woke up in a sweat and i hear. “Finally i can get out of here and break the curse! I am sorry Evelynn” His face was deformed, no nose, skin was pale almost translucent and there were wrinkles like a pugs face that covered his eyes and mouth. He jammed his face into Evelynn’s face what looked like a kiss. I yelled “get away from her you freak”. He turned at me with a malevolent stare soon you too will feel and do what i have just done. His face reverts to – my own face. And i feel something change around my face it gets heavier i feel the pulsing of fluids to my face and i yell what have you done to us? Evelynn looks at me and cries it hurts! i can see a vein pop up on her neck from all the pressure built up and asked “what did you do to her?” He cries “What has to be done, I must go back and fix this.” A message popped into my head you will wait 2 years alone on this island to fend for yourself and then your opportunity should you take it or not will come.” A squid bursts out of Evelynns face and leaves her mouth gaped and dislocated. Her nose starts to bleed and she collapses. I yell “NOOOO.”. I curse and threaten to kill him but knowing to no prevail because my ropes were too tight. Why would you do this to your wife, “why, why, why” he turns to me and tells me with sad eyes that he regrets what he did too but he had no choice. He starts packing all the items and i see something familiar “Enter the rock. it’s your destiny. “He picks up the squid and yells back to Sept 10th 2020 5:50 pm!”. I think to myself that’s only 10 minutes from the time we entered the rock.. So it’s true. It was truly me. I know i wouldn’t have done anything to hurt Evelynn but maybe the 2 years stuck here really changed me. The room flashes with a powerful sequence of flashes until the room lit up with complete white and he vanished.

I finally get the ropes off of me after struggling to get them off for 2 days. My arms were rug burned from struggling so much with the ropes. I decided it wasn’t the end of my life so i went outside and walked around the beach for a while and ran across a boat and started to wave at it. It came in and left as soon as it saw my face. I forgot i looked like that freak because of the curse. “I guess i’m now Squid Man” i sighed. I was bored and thought maybe i wrote a journal or something to keep myself busy. I went back into the cave and started looking. I found the shelf with all the journals, i knew i loved to write so i assumed i had written some. It seems that who ever initially had the curse put it on him and he was left here to die until i came is what i concluded from reading the journals. I lived in isolation for 1 and a half years even started calling a nearby coconut shell “Wilson” to humor myself based on the film Cast away. I thought to myself “My cross roads really was a surprise ending.” I started planning about what i was going to do when the other me reaches me assuming that the future me has done some work to leer some poor me of the past to come here to take my place in the present. I decided i was going to do it. I decided i was going to be this monster and get my wife killed and go back to fix all this to become as if it never happened. I’m sure the future me is one step ahead of me on this, i know i’m not a complete monster no matter how bad i had it here. I will atone for my sins and go to church every day and be a good person i swear it. Probably not to that extent but i’ll redeem myself surely. So i planned all day for the last 1/2 year. All loop holes and all possible variations to events that may happen because of what i change in history. I would have time traveling abilities at a very heavy price but i promised i would use it to the good of man.

I thought about what i needed to do to keep the wife safe and from becoming squid man. So i thought if i just sit here and live my days here and forget about that opportunity and because my past self will be stuck here too with the wife i’ll befriend my past self and live with my wife and him stuck here on this island until we kill each other or go insane. I thought about swimming to the closest piece of land as squid man but being ugly doesn’t automatically make you breathe under water. I finally sat down to some scenarios. Sitting down to this book Prophecy by the past inhabitant of this island. It said that the future world never existed because global war started by 2030 and China waged war over the world. America was no more. Canada allowed Americans to move to their country for a time until they hit the limit for taking American immigrants. USA was a constant war zone and civil wars and rebellions were ignited throughout all the states. Everyone was bunkered. In the end Nuclear warheads were used and the magnetic field disappeared and all life on Earth was lost. I contemplated on this and thought maybe i could fix this. So definitely i need to sacrifice my wife and subdue my past self into going through what i have so that i have the power to time travel. I need to guide myself into getting to where the future me is today.

I started remembering what that man in the beanie and shades said that started all this. “The squid was a mistake, got to recconect the past, have to conclude the future. Enter the rock, it’s your destiny. Plan for the future. What ever you do don’t trust the squid man.” Well looks like i entered the rock, it’s my destiny and don’t trust squid man is complete now i guess i’m planning for the future. So first i thought of all the weird things that happened to me. There was that attack on the museum, i don’t know if i can do anything about a giant squid on the rampage. Maybe i can communicate with it seeing that it is telepathic or psychic and since i’m the father right? maybe it’ll understand and listen to me. In the book of prophecy it spoke of the monster squid’s eye and that it holds the key to time travel but the future time travel capability is only available once the squid has turned to an adult and used with a certain pendant. I found a hidden bookshelf safe and it held the pendant the book spoke of. I read more on the pendant “Beholder of the pendant, know that he who holds this pendant holds the world at balance. This pendant is in your hands, thus it is your responsibility for the world is in your hands” That is all that was written for that chapter. “Boy, way to be cryptic” i thought. So i need to make sure past me is guided to here so that present me will be able to continue if i failed here and make a bad decision. In future me’s journal i read all the things he wanted to attempt to do and I’ve seen all the out comes because of it so before i save my wife from embarking on this journey that leads to her dying this brutal death i need to make sure the world will be okay. The journal mentions having to stay an additonal 2 years because there was another me before this and he tried to kill Squidman and swim away but he and his wife died drowning carried by the tide trying to get away from Squidman after trying to explain to them what he had gone through and what he needed to do.

The day finally comes and i decided i was going to sit at the desk like i was suppose to but realized being civil about this would just make past me run away and drown himself. There was no other way i needed the baby squid to travel back in the past and to break the curse i needed to kiss the wife in cursed form.  I needed to get the grown squids eye which i’ll give it a year to grow by going one year earlier i guess thats September 10th 2013, i’ll tell it to come back to that same place in a year and i will take the eye on September 10th 2014 6:00 pm at the museum. While i was busy writing a man comes in from the side and i say to him “I’m sorry. This must be done, i need to reconnect our past and conclude our future.” I blow dust on him and made sure to leave another copy of my journal for him to read just in case i screw up. “It’s all a dream within a dream i have created a loop that will allow me to continue until i prevail and achieve what i came out here to do.” I continued my preparation until he woke up. The wife lays on the floor bound. “i have prepared everything you need to do for our future. I will be civil and straightforward with you, your wife will die but through it the world will be saved. I have set many journals and resources for you to research on your own time here but in 2 years you will have the chance to decide what you want to do when the decision to do what i have done should be done. There was no other way i assure you and i rely on you to fix what i have done wrong and continue this quest to save the world. I will leave this pendant on the lake floor under the stairs of the docks by the church, you will know what it is in time.” The man yells “What are you talking about? What is going on? Where am i? Don’t touch my wife!” I kiss her and tell him as my face reverts to human “she’s mine too.” The squid bursts out of her face and i grab it and say “September 10th 2019” and the room flashes in a sequence and a white light blinds the room.

“I was back. The city lights, the nice paved roads and skyscrapers. It was good to be in civil society again.” I think to myself “okay there’s a lot to do right now. “Baby squid” i say. Words come up in my head. The Squid responds “I know what i have to do, in 1 years time i will grow and come back. You will have my eye. Father.” I was a little freaked out about a squid calling me father but i think to myself “I’ll get over it.” I live a year in the city writing books and blogging all day freelance and i kept hearing about conflicts about the world going to war with other countries. Picking out all the countries that went against the United Nations. Canada, Britain, Germany and France were usually in the heat of it. Canada usually being the emergency relief unit bringing in the rations and water for countries they were defending. Also bringing in their military forces to join the other countries in the defense of America. America being in the center of it all attacked from all sides while in its depression by rebels, renegades and looters and also by other forces around the world such as Russia and China being the superior powers at the moment. They were fighting over pieces of American soil trying to claim it for their own. China holding the west coast and Russia the east coast.

One year had passed. I go back to the exact spot near the museum i told Squid to go to. I wait and then a giant shadow under me came up and he says i am here. I decided i needed to scare the people of the museum away so i asked the squid can you rip up the south part of the museum with your psychic abilities as a last request before i take your eye? Just as i said that a figure ran pass me and dives into the water and i see another Squid not my squid but another wrecking the museum. “Two squids? What have i done?” i ran around the corner to find the squid waiting for me to approach but when i approached it was already dead with one eye missing. I guess the trauma of losing an eye was enough to kill it. I pry the last eye out and place it in the pendant, it glowed a dim blue. I told my giant squid “Son. Go live a happy life in the ocean free and happy.” and he swam far away leaving a message “Call me and i will hear you. If you ever need me.” “Wait i beg. What should i call you?” “Chronos i exclaimed. You will be named Chronos after the God of Time.” I enter the museum and pried the plate with the new one i wrote. “Jump in here. Beware of man in cave, fight him to live a happy life with your wife. He will try to sedate you.” I can see a man hiding behind us waiting for us to finish. “I know you’re there.” “Come out and talk to me.” It was the man in the Beanie and sunglasses aka future me.

“Speak your mind, what have you done so far and what are your plans. Now that we have 2 time travel devices, we can work together. But don’t think i’ll ever forgive you for killing Evelynn”. He responds i waited 4 years to do what you did and warned you that if you didn’t do it you’d wait 2 more years am i right? I cut half the wait time down for you to do what you had to do. i thought about cutting off the line after you came so that no more of us would come out of that tragedy. 2 time travelers is enough. I thought about approaching you and telling you to not embark on this journey to the museum at 6 pm but then i realized had you not come through i wouldn’t have been where i am now. I tell him “There might not be a third time traveler if i tell the one here to kill the squid man on this plate”. Future me exclaimed” You did what?” You will destroy the flow of attempts we can have at fixing the world if you did that. All the past you would be stuck on that island because squidman is dead and he cannot reveal the key to time travel. Not to mention there’s an evil original squidman time traveler about with prophecies and who is also insane from his isolation until you came. “Have you met him?” i asked. “No not yet, i’ve only affected our timeline from what i see. Use this.” he says “This place no one must see you come in. The way is open. Beware squid man”.

—To be continued—-

Concern’s for the USA’s inevitable collapse into depression

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“United states and a 25 year depression” <link to video

The United states is under real danger of a collapse just like the fall of Roman empire or an event equivalent to the Britain’s post WW2 state. They have trillions of dollars in debt. The Federals of the USA have no clue what they are doing. The Chinese are stealthily trying to crush the US dollar by smuggling gold into China preparing for a surprise reveal when the time is right. The States have made many enemies Iran, Russia and China. Their rivals through the IMF are scheming to destroy the Dollar currency. The USA is said to soon experience a 25 year extended depression which will devastate the country.This is all told by Jim Rickards The CIA’s Financial Threat and Asymmetric Warfare Advisor.

I live in Canada but i’m interested in this development of a potential fall of the USA dollar. The bottom line is USA is in a lot of trouble and a potential collapse is likely to occur. Reckless monetary policies by the federals are propagating and promoting money spending which is bringing the USA to the brink of collapse. The velocity for spending is going down and headed for a crash. USA cannot grow debt without causing the economy to aggressively slow down. “it’s worst today then the great depression”. Federals have 56.2 billion capital and 4.3 trillion liabilities.

The problem with all this is that without the USA, Canada might lose a partner of military strength. What happens to the states affects the whole world’s currency. With Russia claiming Canada’s land wasn’t distributed fairly is also troubling. What happens to the great west when Russia, Iran and China take over? But then again China being the master of Censorship, USA is the master of propaganda. The problems and circumstance the USA has run into was inevitable. There is no balance in both these systems who claim to be super powers. China’s shadow banking won’t hold up for too long buying empty inflated assets is economic suicide.

I’m not sure what the world is trying to do in terms of helping the good hard working people. What are their intentions increasing the world’s suffering? Why are they acting so selfishly instead of working together to support the USA in it’s time of great suffering? With all the work the USA is trying to keep the world safe from corruption, we need to give them some relief from their collapse. Canada needs to put in some relief efforts for it’s fallen brother. And the USA needs to rebuild a new system based on community and not just capitalism. Corporations running rampant doing as they please is not ideal. Their lust for money is just as corrupt as the communists agenda in keeping their people mindless and ignorant.

The system needs to change but i don’t think it needs to go through the process of a collapse in order to change. If only people had some control over their earthly desires, if only corporations weren’t so greedy and if only the country didn’t have so many hidden agendas abusing the people through propagation, things like this wouldn’t have happen. Life is precious and no one deserves to die of hunger, thirst and lack of shelter. Especially in a first world country which hasn’t experienced what a third world is like. This may be the process of life but the good people don’t deserve to suffer because the country’s puppeteers made bad decisions. Maybe we can learn something about the fall of the States and do something to avoid the consequence of poor choices based on the fact we are also democratic.

The Float System of Networking and Community

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Threre are three main sources of power in a country; you have your economic, social and political power. Even if this is so, there is one power that exceeds these in flexibility and it’s versatility called Community power. The difference between social power and community power is that social power is the power to climb the ladder, deal with needy factions and influence a person/group of people. Community is a network of people working together providing services for each other reaching for standards so that goals can be met. It’s a combination of all three and it can be substituted in each column back and forth. If you have a Economical, Social or political Problem it can be sorted out through the Community and addressed as a Community problem.

We shouldn’t take for granted what community is and networking is such a fantastic tool. Forums are a means to connect as a community to resolve conflicts that may arise when making global decisions . The majority is us and don’t forget that, if we have something we have to say and don’t like. We go on strike, sign a petition and voice our cause/concerns. We are a democracy and it is the people that make up the system, not the government. The government is just a supplement while we are the core center that holds everything together. The glue that holds us all together is our connection to one another our roles and obligations to one another. We are the substance, a body is nothing without it’s functions.

In every system we should have a float system alternative to what that power is in charge of. This emphasizes the importance of inner circle of important figures that are esteemed and up voted to be on a council. As well as a Union that protects the normal working individuals too. There is much importance in structure of a system and we our system isn’t just a 2 dimension tree but more of a torus shape 3 dimensional bringing back power, info and contributions to the middle where the money, energy and services can be distributed throughout the whole of our existential reality.


column 1            column 2       column 3             Float

Economical        Social             Political              Community

Nuclear missiles around world disarmed by higher power. Resurrection and Blog obscured direction.


“Nuclear Missiles Around World Disarmed video 1”

“Nuclear missiles CNN America’s disabled missiles video 2”

“Nuclear Missiles Disarmed by UFO Article”

I read from a government report that all around the world nuclear missiles have been disarmed by unidentified flying objects as early as March 16, 1967. It seems a higher power is at work in solving the nuclear arms race, something out of our control – or specifically even the USA military’s. All 10 missiles have been disabled and accounts of unidentified flying objects were encountered throughout the incident that was covered up until recently leaked and now confirmed on CNN. Retired Government officers and several accounts of military personnel testified about the incidents. I’m surprised this was not blown into proportion by the internet.

It looks like our world’s fate is in the hands of higher powers. That the importance of our evolution and world’s survival has an important role in the future. There are forces beyond what we know and it could be human and it could be not but what ever it is it’s saving the world from ourselves. It’s basically saying Nuclear War is definitely something we do not want to see and the ease into a transition into a new era will be lead by divine hands. Rest easy and continue your journey, all is good.

I had a strange dream. In it there was a being who was discussing a fail safe built into the system in case this certain person of importance died that he could be resurrected if there were the right 7 chosen people there they could bring back to life a God Head. They would only make up the inferior bottom half from the jaw line down and the god head would make up the rest of it up. I think they were talking about the god conscience and it exists on Earth but we don’t know by whom and if he even realizes he has the god conscience. Or maybe it’s not just one person but all of us who have the god conscience. If the Christ conscience is indeed us and we are growing into something beyond human, that would be amazing. In the dream i also met an angry spirit who was looking at a diagram branching out into different realities and one of the realities is that the being was God. This is where my theory that there may be a now living benevolent being with omnipotent, omnipresent and omniscient abilities. Maybe even a group of them. The tree i saw had the roots Mage, Healer and Creator. Which leads me to believe this is in human form what a God Head is; a Mage, Healer and Creator.

“Life on Mars traces of life”

I had recently read an article on Mars and how there may have been life on Mars at one time. This is interesting in that if it is true that we had beings living on our neighboring planet, how much of their culture and things did we borrow from them? And maybe some of us are truly part martian and don’t even know it. All i know is if there is truly intelligent beings out there in the world who live among us in the multidimensional plains then it is more a reason to push for a an intelligible, understanding and wise life.

My thesis has gotten to the point where its becoming very other worldly and that makes this thesis a little more complicated to decipher,  rationalize. make sense in a comprehensible manner. I know there is a meaning in all this in the end but the more we dig into string theory the more fantasy like this blog becomes. Think positive, picture your paradigm and get into practice of affirmation are all tools that are highly recognized by the psychological community as being positive influences in your life. To keep in tune with life and find a way to navigate through the chaos, dissonance and negativity is the only way to realize your paradigm vision. The place you ultimately long to go to. It is not only a place you long to go to but a feeling, atmosphere and ideas that make the identity of this “place” you gravitate towards. Again all these things are for the most part good but cleaning up all these theories and ideas will soon be something that may become quite a difficult task to complete.

Butterfly Effect; Changing the Ripples of Life

For every purpose. There is a reason. Either selected/inverted, circumscribed/uncircumscribed, circle/square. The world and everything in and around it has meaning and life is never black and white. It is a spectrum of grey. Extreme ideas need to die down quietly and the voice of conscience needs to be focused on.

Every detail in space, time and dimension has it’s reason for being there. That rock in front of you was placed there so that one could trip over it, to be displaced, to be an annoyance or to bless a person’s life with a meaningful accident. How ever you want to look at it, that rock has a reason for being there. It too realizes life in the multidimension and every event that occurs to it happens to alter the reality of everything around it. Like a pebble hitting the water and rippling it affects EVERYTHING that surrounds it even to the decimal of places. The butterfly effect that can double and triple the consequence. This is how life works, it’s spontaneous and unknown what outcome can come out of any particular event, condition and circumstance.

Every action has a reaction and we shouldn’t be afraid of what happens to us unless the people who it affects actually hurts someone we love. But what ever happens to us makes us stronger physically, mentally and spiritually. Consequence is only dangerous if it’s life threatening and you’ll make mistakes and you might end up paying for it but the end rule is life goes on and you’re responsible for continuing it with the events, circumstances and conditions put on you because of it. There’s no need to worry about time travelers, abnormal and supernatural because we can’t control it. It is good to be aware of it but to be concerned about it is really not something we should be focusing on. Life really is “a box of chocolate. You never know what you’re going to get” This is the reality of the system and we cannot truly memorize the steps to becoming who we were meant to be, there is only the realization to be it and attempt to be it.

The necessary steps has always been to picture your ideal place to be, to envision it and step into it with your mind, to affirm it through words and put it into practice by getting use to seeing pictures of it, knowing places to go in it, understanding what needs to be done to get there. We know that it’s a struggle because of the chaos, dissonance and negativity that is in the world but we strive everyday to overcome these obstacles in order to realize this moment in our life where life is paradigm. Everyday that passes is more of a reason for it to be something you would want to find yourself living as. It’s difficult to know when and how your going to get there. Even if it’s a make shift and held together by scotch tap and glue there’s going to be a moment where you will live the picture you drew in your head about a place your soul really desires to go.

In conclusion i believe that in life you just have to go with the flow but keep in practice, mind and heart everything that you lived to see happen. Because you only live once, life is about exploration but as well as fidelity and modesty. So live with moderation disguised as your most secret fantasy and be excited for life. Life makes more sense when you’re enjoying it, laughing and having fun with it.

DNA our biological evolution through the mind


“Biological beliefs” article

“Evolution and DNA” article

The mind is the next frontier of our evolution. We need the mindfulness of the world around us, because the environment does affect what happens to us. It is said that the consciousness of thought affects our DNA itself and that mindfulness of the world around us will help our environment allowing us to further evolve. When i speak of evolution i am talking about our growth and change into the world we want to be in, the ideal state trying to go through metamorphosis in order to become who we want to be. Environment and our body are intertwined in that it is a microcosm inside a macrocosm. Our DNA is self replicating and put into different environments will change what the cells become; bone, muscle or brain tissue. It is the same with our environment we build the world around us so that we ourselves can grow to become who we were meant to be.

Quantum physics says the world is made of energy. And energy is made of fields. What is a field? invisible moving forces that influence the physical world. This is spirit and it’s domain is in our mentality of what is and what isn’t. These forces exist because of the environment but also through our mentality and motives. Spirituality is a topic alot of people try to stay away from in the scientific community but Quantum physics is bringing them all back to spirituality one way or another. The understanding of the universe is based on the principle of spirit and this is where science and religion once diverged us, we will converge once more. The oscillation ends when we make a full loop around to the beginning. It is infinite, eternal and divine; The macrocosm and microcosm eventually lead back to the same place and we are at the center of the worlds in our consciousness.

Our DNA also serves as a data storage. In a way we are just a more complicated entity of light; made of words, sentences and paragraphs. A thing called wave genetics is changing everything. They were able to capture the information patterns of a particular DNA and transmit it into another, thus reprogramming a genome into something else. Using vibration and language they were able to make a frog embryo into a salamander embryo without side effects. This makes frequencies more influential in the development of a organism than biochemical processes of alkaline sequences

It is determined that vibration or frequencies have a role in the creation of the human life was by some kind of conscious wave of thoughtful frequencies. We are all made of energy and frequencies which determine our world of the multiverse (our world of wave information reality).  Royal Rife and his frequency healing machines is one example of vibration and frequencies at work said to cure all sorts of ailments. These discoveries suggest that every living organism has its own unique resonant frequency and that by subjecting the body to electrical currents that target specific pathogens, diseases and ailments can be healed and destroyed without pharmaceuticals or invasive procedures.

They call this the waking times for the reason of the Miyan calendar ending and starting again. The difference between the time before the calendar is that we were going into a sleeping phase and now after the calendar has started again we are starting a new chapter and beginning to reawaken. Modern science is starting to plateau in trying to explain the new world and spirituality is starting to answer these new questions about the universe. It is only through the combined efforts of both science and spirituality that we will progress and understand that there is a body, mind and spirit. Even in the smallest of things; as the ex-professor Bruce Lipton once said “micro-organisms are just like little people” this is on the exception that they have more basic nature, functions and behaviors. If we take care of our micro-organism world in our bodies as well as our bodies themselves and the world/environment and nature we will live healthier or complete and fulfilling lives. Wave, light and oscillation are the tools that will determine what our DNA will become. Another component is the universe which we cannot control but only identify because it is so vast but with the information of our awakening times, now we can build a way towards a more functional, purposeful driven and spiritual world.


Solidified light; real life light sabers and other applications

Lightsabers make everything better

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“Solid light” article.

This is a strange behavior in light that was discovered lately and it involves The Rydberg Blockade Theory where two photons of light come together going through a medium of frozen Rubidium atoms cooled to near absolute zero causes light to act as a molecule. From what i understand forcing it through this medium causes the two photons to increase it’s electromagnetic field and come together when exiting the Rubidium medium causing it to be like subatomic particles and act as if they have mass. This is an amazing find in that it expands a whole new world of technology. Possibly making crystals out of light and new generation quantum computers. Microprocessors that will hit physical limits in increasing computational power.

I just thought this information is really important in the study of light and it’s behavior through transition in mediums. From the world of fish to the world of birds through some medium out there even light is altered to be slowed and solidified under certain events, circumstances and conditions. This being a change in medium and the event they collide into another photon under the condition of being that exact moment. Everything changes, light can turn into mass and with these new mass types we can make structures of information in solid form so that the information will never be lost and circulate for all of time; new worlds of technology is possible. Artificial crystals; technology of information through resonating crystals will soon develop and their natural vibrations will branch off to healing of the sick mental and physical and transmitting of information via vibration. If they can get photons to act as a information processing unit that would be a giant leap for man. Not to mention solid light would also be a stepping stone for light sabers. Real life star wars would come to being.

In conclusion i’m excited for the new gates we have opened for technology. And here’s hoping Jedi’s will protect our planet from the scourge of hostile aliens.

“May the force be with you.” :o)

Forgiveness for the past.

“Mending the heart” article and image source

Everyone makes mistakes. It doesn’t mean it’s okay to make mistakes on purpose. It just means we have to be more extra careful when we do things and to forgive people who make those mistakes when they do something wrong. To give them a chance to redeem themselves for what they have done is opening a world of opportunity for them to show that your wrong. That they can change and be better. That their mistakes don’t make them who they are and that the greater good in them outweighs the bad. Forgiveness of the heart is the first step of living free of grudges that hold you down and go on with your life. If the cut is deep enough that it cannot heal let it be and move on. Maybe with time they will realize what they have done to you. No anger just walk away. Justice for their acts will be in how they continue life in this manner and how people will treat them. There’s is no escaping a label that is engraved in your identity. Knowing this they will suffer their misguided acts as reminders of who they are for life.

In the end you want to be around people who bring happiness and positive energy to your life. Let the negative people stay with negative people until they understand what synergy and positive thinking can do for a person. It’s healing properties help you to cope with life and encourages you to share your abundance of energy with the people around you. It’s important for you to create your picture of happiness in life because your happiness means everyone around you will be happy. It’s contagious in a good way and your laughter and smiles bring others the same thing. There are health benefits to laughing alot in the long run, it’s scientifically proven that having a positive outlook in life attributes to your general health, immunity and overall success.

In conclusion like they say “forgive and forget” and also “let it be and move on”. Things happen for a reason and if that reason is not justified then the people you’re dealing with aren’t good people. It’s best to let them be and leave them in the dust. As your personal best buddy and most favorite person in the world; look after yourself and don’t let life and abuse get the best out of you. Most importantly of all, don’t let them take advantage of you if you’re going to forgive them for the same mistakes every time. If you are patient and loving like i am, warn them and tell them if their on their last straw and then if they continue leave them for good.

Our Metamorphosis Into New Times


(M C Escher Bird And Fish Pattern)


Comparing Fish to Birds. A metamorphosis from plane to plane (dimension to dimension) could be compared to that of a fish moving into a world of the bird. It is alien and their functions would need to adapt in a way where a fish can fly (flying fish) and a bird would need to swim (duck). These transitioning forms are key to the changing of behavior, physical traits and features if we were to move into these new plains of existence. Either full blown evolving to adapt or improving on the traits we already have. The realm of frequency is a world of air, ideas and vibration. First step is to visualize, establish a paradigm and pursue it. The next step would be to move there in a transition to this new world through action, mind power and spirit (spirit being motive/nature/purpose). To hang on to that vibrancy and follow that frequency to your new realm of consciousness. Every day you improve, learn and grow is a step closer to your paradigm world. This is also a collective consciousness so depending on your deviancy from the ideal it will affect your vision of what is perfect. Not only will the collectives vision struggle to adapt to your vision so will you in adapting to theirs. It’s a tug of war in all the directions because we also have to consider events/circumstance/conditions. Remember in a world of chaos, dissonance and conflict you are bound to lose parts of yourself and your ideas of what is ideal will be shifted, tested and adapted.

Imagination, vision and paradigm will lead you to your personal world of happiness. Changing things around going to find your place of happiness, actively look for it and explore ideas. You never know what you like until you try it. Maybe your an unsung musician at heart, a unexplored visionary for art or an endless bag of creativity for writing. There are things undefined, unworldly and supernatural out there and they are begging to be found. Happiness is in what you make of life not what life makes of you. You are a product of society don’t get me wrong but what you decide is useful and viable is your responsibility to figure out.

We create tools so that we can become the hand that creates. The transition is not to use the brush but to become the brush itself. To integrate into the system and become automated, systematic and purpose driven. You are a Swiss knife and this is what life has given you, a body to follow your dreams with. It is a vehicle/vessel and ride to something not yet realized. The path is written and you just have to choose it. It’s in your heart since you were born, your purpose has been written the day your star fell to Earth. You are the chosen one in your reality, the craftsman that tailors, adjusts and adapts the world around them. There is no one like you; No one who acts/thinks and does what you do. You are the innovator/engineer/pioneer of life. Reaching out to the heavens is just a link and extension to yourself. Reaching to god is another extension. Use your resources and remember to be humble, grounded and logical.

In conclusion metamorphosis is a transition to a mindset, vehicle of a collective and embodiment of ideas. It is through our efforts as a community and our individual interpretations of the world that affect who we are and where we are going to go. Life is in the touch that we put in it. The mistakes, character and features we throw into the pot make us who we are and how we perceive the world. It is in us to represent ourselves and others as a whole. Responsibility for ourselves as well as others is the ideal goal of our vision. Leave no man behind.

“Our journey is about love, hope and redemption as a human collective we will embrace that. As an infinity warrior of our story. We find the purpose in the pursuit of power, wisdom and courage. Our function is to build our consciousness identity and ideals. Our paradigm is to persevere, redeem ourselves and find love in all and everything. This is our affirmation and this is the story of the hero that found happiness.”

Life, dysfunction and death; Positive thought and prayer.

I have a relative who’s going through an operation for lung cancer this morning. I figured i’d give them the most of my attention last night in prayer and hopes. I figured the positive energy i put in has got to help even if there’s only a fraction of chance for it to be effective. I’m not the sort to pray very often but when i do, i try to put my all in. I think being there in the waiting room would show more love and active interest but i’m in school.

I just wanted to take a moment to reflect on life and it’s worth. When i die i want to make sure i’m at peace with myself, that it is a quick death and that i die with dignity/worth. I hope this goes for my Aunt if things don’t go right and the cancer does consume her. But first i offer my attention, positive healing words and hopes/prayers. That she fight hard and remember all the love in life that she has given and received. There’s people who depend on her and that she’s not quite done here yet. There are People who love her and will want to hear from her; They rely on her survival and recovery. So i hope my thoughts reach her in this time of difficulty. That she see’s her children grow to adulthood and her complications pass. That life will gift her with safety as well as safe passage to what ever her fate is.

In life everything has meaning, purpose and opportunity but in death there is still meaning, purpose but only reflection. I write this early in hopes that life will gift these healing words to her before anything bad happens. I won’t even go into the idea that she will pass on because i refuse for that reality to happen. That frequency of thought will not exist in my mind and only thoughts of her living on will proceed until anything changes in status.

I don’t have children or a spouse but i can relate at a human level and imagine the loses. Everyone deserves to see their children born, grownup and succeed. I asked secretively for the angels that guided me in life to send the highest and best to give their attention and healing. Not so secret now but as i said i give it my all when i do something. And things that aren’t completely concrete i struggle with; my imagination – no problem, metaphysical content – no problem. Things of the heart, fate and severely abstract – i can understand but have much difficulty comprehending, understanding and accepting. And so life continues to teach me bout, mortality, the human condition and sickness. All i’ve learned is to come to terms with it, i wish i had the power to heal them myself but no man has that sort of power unless your a doctor. But i don’t have the discipline, lasting motivation or the talent to be one. I sort of wish i could heal illness with mantra and chakra or by divine powers from the heavens but that is wishful thinking.

If anyone had the power to heal by super natural powers. I would want them to use it as some sort of antic to gather donations for some special cause. You probably can’t heal everyone in the world but the more money we spend in a cure the higher the chance of it succeeding. Heart, prostate, breast, diabetes.. wouldn’t we all wish for some divine power to descend just to give hope to the people. What ever the result during this operation and if it recurs the next; i’m there by heart.

hopes and prayers,


Time Travel and Alternate Realities.

Say in the future there was a thing that allowed us to travel to different dimensions, time and space. To cross between different realities of your own spectrum of realities. Where you are a genius, a villain or a great hero. Or just to have a clean slate from the world you/they are objected to. To cross different timelines between those realities and to travel to exotic lands. What if this already has come to pass and these people exist on Earth but because we’re a new generation of people those who came through those inter-dimensional gates have children who already forgotten everything about their heritage and where they came from? They’re children don’t know where they came from because the ones who have passed on through their inter-dimensional gates have not passed that knowledge on so to keep it as though they were naturally here from the beginning. It’s a theory yes but throughout the years we’ve had some interesting pictures that have maybe caught some modern day time travelers in the act.. such as the one above in 1940s where cameras were not yet invented we can see a man in shades with a modern haircut holding one.

Things like a swiss wrist/ring watch in a 400-year old Si Qing tomb in Shangsi County China thought to be undisturbed.

Famous Vonhelton the time travel from the 1857 until today asserts himself as a time traveler. Either that or he has a gene to live an abnormally long life time. He proves his case of time travel by lining up all the photos of him during those periods up to present day. Extended life spans or time travel either would make for a fascinating case of study.

I just hope they know what they’ve changed in the actions of time travel, or whether they care that they’ve changed history for the better or worse. These are just the 3 few examples i have found most entertaining. I’m still a bit skeptical, though i’m pretty sure if there was a time traveling invention that it would be under wraps by the government but in theory if the future has this technology because we don’t have it here today, it would be very possible for such a thing to exist some where along our human timeline of existence.

Another theory is that everything is naturally intertwined and the past, present and future get mixed up in one giant stew pot of different people from different time frames from time to time.

Such is highway 167: From an account from the 1969 by a man by the name L.C. driving north from Abbeville, Louisiana toward Lafayette where they say people from the past meet with people form the present just momentarily. This through a natural wormhole i guess. The person said that they ran across a plate from the 1940s and they say a person, the car and their clothing were 1940s vintage. They tried to stop her car and motioned the girl to pull over but the entire car disappeared as soon as they pulled over themselves.

I was also reading this fictional comic book about breaking the 4th wall and jumping into different worlds where you may have died or existed but in a whole different world/universe. These ideas i thought were really interesting in that they explore the dimension beyond this one. We naturally gravitate towards the progress of space/time/worlds and in this case dimension/worlds is our next frontier of interest. The only way to understand these rogue time travelers is to catch them in the act, recover their device and map/time/pinpoint their location in which they are able to travel. Not to endanger these people but maybe their technology may be able to help us progress a little faster/further since it is human technology(?) and answer a few more questions about who we really are.

In conclusion the idea of some power to live a life we truly desire in some place, some timeline and world is exciting and if the future is truly boring, artificial and clinic like we can be sure to see more of these travelers throughout our history. I’m sure the only thing that changes by the ideas of these time travelers is temporary awe and interest. That all the work a person does in this life time doesn’t change because of who these people are and where those people come from. In the end it’s you and your brain thinking up fantastic and wonderful things for the future world that no one else can think up. We just have to think universal, no time, no space and no dimension will change the relativity of your finds, ideas and inventions. Who knows, you may be abducted for your funny thoughts and jokes, just because the time traveler thought you would be a party smash. All jokes aside just wanted to put out awareness that our world may not be completely what we think it is, and our illusion of whats real and not real may be bent and manipulated to what ever those who hold cosmic powers believe should be. You may not be who you think you are and your lost heritage through time is something you might want to take into account for your fantastic abilities to do things.

“We are all just fallen stars from a higher dimension of being.”

Logical analysis on why people lose interest

Actions, Words and ideas have the power to separate people from their love of a physical person, place or thing. This concept basically is the idea where if you disturb or attack a person while they are enjoying their favorite food you may separate the spirit of that food away from the person and he may no longer enjoy it. Negative disturbances such as gun fire, verbal abuse or images can cause negative effects/resonance/ideas to a person’s routine which literally tears the “spirit of love of something” for something out of them. You lose pieces of yourself throughout your day in the world of conflict. Things like your appetite, hobbies and interests may go down as well as up if you lose or rediscover that love for something. Logically, say that when you lose interest in something and you say i don’t feel like playing tennis today that is your lost of interests due to some physical, mental and spiritual separation of spirit from your body due to chaos, dissonance and negativity. Routinely if everyone were to live in a world without conflict (chaos, dissonance and negativity.) then theoretically we would be able to “ride” our frequency of reality to that imagined place we yearn to go to. But we are in constant struggle with conflicts in the world so it sways us to change our direction/mind/ideals of where we are going and what we really want. If you love anything worth loving it will stay loved to the end of time. But you will experience on and off experiences that will test your love for it. Just like in life the quote “If you love something, let it go. If it comes back than it was meant to be.” Literally is the perfect quote for this article.

It’s just an idea i picked up from another dream. It’s strange how i am taught a lesson a day from light of dreams along side my study of light of life. It’s like a perfect balance. At the moment i have lost the interests to do anything but blog my work in life and in dreams. I should probably focus on my classes and passion for some kind of hobby but i guess in a way I’ve lost the spirit for those things literally. I guess a way to get the spirit back into you is to align yourself and plant that seed again and imagine so that you’ll go back in the right direction for life. Because school is really important i got to get back into the practice/spirit/idea of enjoying it.

Morality Dilemma On Fictional Characters and Rape culture.

Why do we put fictional characters in a scenario where they can be hurt or endangered? Do we enjoy the fantasy of them beating all odds and blowing up their egos? We’re going deep and dark, if you’re not up for it i suggest you skip this topic.


I was talking to my cousin the other day.. and he told me that in the movie “The Edge of Tomorrow” the hero should have died instead of surviving and that they were following a western trend of positive endings. He argued that movies now a days should have more variety for creativity’s sake. He also made a statement that a lot of people are stupid and that’s why he’s cynical about relying on people.To that i have to say true to an extent but we should always think positive and hope for the change we want to see in people. But what about things like rape culture? do we want to be creative and go in that direction? Oppression of women, the abuse drawn towards them, and the sexualized images of them in media. Are women made to be sexy? if yes. Than why is it we have this problem about sexualized characters? Is it because of someone else’s event in their life that traumatized them? Yes. Their hardship has caused a concern and open awareness of a subject (rape) that affects our standards for today’s media. Rape is evil there is no doubt in that, but this blurred line has been around since the idea of sex has been around. The idea of no consent means yes in a male dominant man’s mind. Whereas a man who considers a woman’s feeling is not a gentleman but a pussy or one who thinks like a woman.

The question still remains. Do we have the right to put our fictional characters into a dangerous situation? Is there a moral code that should be followed in a fictional world? Should we apply standards to our video games and movie scenarios to make it PG clean for everyone of all ages? We have ratings for movies and games already for gods sake. If you want PG friendly stuff go watch a PG movie/game. Hypersexualization is a made up word. It’s either sexy or it isn’t. If girls weren’t suppose to sexy why does sex sell in the model economic world? In the fashion industry, modeling, design, movies, games – even the sex industry. Why aren’t all women of all sizes desirable. The answer is because of Phi and proportions. We have this built in idea in our subconscious mind of what ideal looks like so this is why we gravitate towards it. Why does sexual appeal effect people the way they do? It’s a double edged sword, but it doesn’t have to be if people just understood the words “NO” in society.  Feminists anger me in that they put themselves as priority over everyone else because they’ve suffered a tragedy of rape and it makes our entertainment suffer because of it. They wanted to put platform boots on Samus Aran instead of her killer rocket heel boots. Clunky box shaped moon boots kids use to wear because they felt weird walking in them, i still don’t understand the concept honestly. They are ugly, clunky and impractical. There was a woman that complained about them, hacked her way into their website and flooded their mail with feminist attacks such as this:


Anitworshipper of Tumblr

This is what your over-sexed world has done to poor Samus Aran and IF this comes to pass that she has to wear those boxes someone will feel my unbound wrath and fiery. I mean heels were originally made to be worn by men.. it was a symbol of power. It was mostly for walking over piles of shit on the streets but then women decided they wanted power too. So they wore them and it looked sexy on them so men stopped wearing them and thus women continued to wear them. Heaven forbid Samus rolls her ankle that would suck. But if we rationalized that the heels gives head room for the rocket boost to not be made a close system when flat on the ground it would make alot of sense. Logic put aside, it’s a kids game. And all the princesses in this game had heels so why do they these feminists continue to attack Samus and her attire? She’s a badass bounty hunter from the future and she does what she wants. She’s also a woman that gives her the right to be sexy. I mean men are suppose to be sexy too, but it’s more subtle whereas females they have assets that sometimes have no boundries and just hang out there.

This topic is ridiculous but it’s a sensitive issue where we’ll have some crazed feminist who’s been traumatized by rape dictating what our world should look like. And we’ll also have some sex crazed game designer who comes up with deviant ideas for costumes. Its an ongoing battle of the sexes that will never end. The word rape just makes me shudder because it can do so much damage and destroy homes and lives. The person either stays quiet or lets the world burn the smuck who raped her. A rapist was denied access to his education because the victim still went to school on that campus. It’s just a colossal mess and if people just understood the words “NO”. Then there wouldn’t be a problem. Another example is where a Boyfriend is accused of raping his girlfriend? Yes, this happens in this world. Personally i would kick him in the balls and see if he beats me. Then you can call the cops. The End. But i don’t understand the idea of submitting to an assaulter. Just makes you seem like you didn’t do everything in your power to not be a victim. Not trying to make any enemies here but screaming and shouting and biting, kicking and scratching is an effective way to stop an offender. If he beats you then he can go to jail for it. Then again i see this being abused because females can be aggressive and abusive too. It just needs to be sorted out by the justice system i guess.

In conclusion i think sex by consent is ideal. No means no. It doesn’t matter what females wear since it doesn’t matter what males wear. Game designers keep doing a great job and explore your creative world no matter what the world says. Feminists we apologize on behalf of the males of this world and hope your wounds heal but we are not going to give up our creativity and be absorbed in the concern for your safety. We will be aware of your human condition and situation on Earth so that others will understand the grief that this rape culture has allowed to happen. We are desensitized by action movies through sex, drugs and violence now a days and racism is still a problem in some parts of the world. People need to realize everyone has problems and blowing up your personal ones to be bigger then the ones current is not only unrealistic but causing untold pressure on the creativity and freedoms of a person. Everyone’s already turning introvert, sensitive, shy, isolated, uncertain, insecure and confused enough with the sexual innuendos. FFS can’t everyone just keep it in their pants. Its also not good to practice anything you wouldn’t do in life, it builds in the subconscious so i’d suggest not playing GTA every day of the year – it could cause some mental problems. I say stick to what you like and express yourself freely, and if you don’t like something keep it to yourself.

End of my rant.

Infinity; Hero’s Memoire to Life

Power, Wisdom and CourageConsciousness, Identity and Ideals, Perseverance, Redemption and Love.

Understand the worlds of time, space and dimension.

The world of time requires great power, wisdom and courage to advance. The world of space is a world of depth to progress and it requires your consciousness, identity and ideals. The world of dimensions asks that you understand the nature of life that is perseverance, redemption and love. Qualities that allow you to evolve and change in body, mind and spirit. At the core of each tetrahedron is purpose, function and paradigm. This is the structure i believe is a vehicle that allows when at optimal levels a person to ascend through any realm of time, space and dimension This is in theory anyways.

A Merkaba is made of 3 tetrahedrons only 2 revolve, one sits still, each tetrahedron has 4 corners, the top corner is always the combination of the three words and the core is used to identify the whole tetrahedron. Purpose and paradigm will turn and function will stay static. I figured that you would want your function: consciousness, identity and ideals to be constant and not warped.


Hero’s core words


Purpose: Active reason why something is done or used.

Power: mental or moral efficacy.

Wisdom: knowledge of what is proper or reasonable.

Courage: mental or moral strength to venture, persevere, and withstand danger, fear, or difficulty.


Function: A special purpose or activity for which a thing exists or is used.

Consciousness: the condition of being conscious; the normal state of being awake and able to understand what is happening around you

Identity: the distinguishing character or personality of an individual

Ideals: relating to or constituting mental images of perfection.


Paradigm: a theory or a group of ideas about how something should be done, made, or thought about

Perseverance:  continued effort to do or achieve something despite difficulties, failure, or opposition

Redemption: the act of making something better or more acceptable

Love: unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another.


Just some personal notes on humanized light.

Metamorphosis and The Book of Infinity


How my work is formatted: Think of it as a game. The order is Red, Green and Blue. The pattern from cold to warm, negative to positive and low frequency to high frequency. More complex patterns are micro to macro, primitive to ideal and alpha to omega.


Is the end of a cycle where something must adapt in order to survive. Usually wrapping itself in a cocoon and transforming in a way that allows it a new path to tread. As a caterpillar: From the plain of the horizontal world to the vertical plain of the world of the sky. Through coordinates x, y, z i am able to visit the world of space and study all things of matter (Things, people and places). Through past, present and future visiting different times to gain it’s history, it’s progress and valued successes. In Heaven, Hell and Earth i will obtain it’s most vital traits, values and ideals of all dimensions. Those built for my survival as well as that which brings me change and to be better. I will extract and excavate the world of information and chip away at it until i am able to define the soul. What it does, it’s essence and how it does things the way it does.

For what is man but to identify itself with a bigger entity, to gain identity and to be the essence that he was made to be. In the end the most valuable traits from the world of dimensions is perseverance, redemption and love. In the world of space is consciousness, identity and ideals. In the world of time; power, wisdom and courage. This is the synthesis of the order and through time there are no things more vital and important than these traits.

Book: Infinity

Paragraph: Time, Space and Dimension

Sentences: Past, Present and Future, X,Y,Z Cordinates, Hell, Earth and Heaven.

Synthesized Ideal words:

Power, Wisdom and Courage, Consciousness, Identity and Ideals, Perseverance, Redemption and Love.


Wake the hero of infinity. He slumbers within you. This is all you need to know to rip the tides and cut your path to the beginning. To the End of the race. The world of the microcosm and macrocosm combined to create a transcending loop that is infinity. To adapt, learn by experience and realize your potential is the goal of the game. There is nothing more to realize except first person, second person and third person bodies. The Body, The Mind and The Soul is the gateway to the 1st person, 2nd person and 3rd person perspective. And all of experience is through the Son Father and Holy Ghost. There is only one word that ties this network together and that is the word God. Your acceptance of this idea whether you understand the events that have led up to this point is up to you.

This is the final book and the depth of time, space and dimension is vast therefore there will be no book. Infinity will continue to add on to the book that is life itself and Book of Eternity: Life, Eternity: Death, Ethos Syndicate: Star, Divinity: Hell, Divinity: Earth and Divinity: Heaven will be relevant until the end of time. The last piece to the puzzle to complete it is Infinity. And a seed is sowed. Whispers in the wind, this old tree of life, and apple in hand. Knowledge that broke us we will mend.

Do you see the colors? Can you read the matrices of life? The abstract ley lines that produce this web of logic, rationalism and intrinsic design? This is no third eye. This is the answer to what the soul is, disturbing, confusing and harmonic. These words are not my own, i am guided by warm fuzzies from the bottom of my heart. Possessed you may say by pure spirit’s emotion and passion to write meaningful purposeful and understandable things. There are three of us and we speak as one. There is beauty in words.. thoughts and actions. This thing i have created is subconscious humanized light and it embodies those who practice it. Read, Learn and Write and you too will believe.

Coherent Dreams That Analyze Life


For the past month I’ve been blogging regularly and everything I learned that day I started dreaming about the next night as if subconsciously putting a puzzle together and attempting to solve it. Like for example the other night I finally completed world of eternity, star, divine, death and life. And that night I started trying to align them with their proper axis in my head in a dream. Someone approached me with a small hovering Merkaba for what ever reason and it was glowing and golden colored. Maybe just to show me what it truly looked like. He might have been of Jewish descent with his beard suit jacket and strange hat.

I think what deams are there for us to make sense of all the random things that happen in life and gives a clear or sometimes riddled answer about what is happening to you and your life. Sometimes sorting it out, organizing it and sifting through the garbage information for only the good and meaningful things.

I was just messing around with my new tapered pendulum I got suggested by a friend. And i asked “in the past what was i?” and I got an answer and it said Delenn. I searched it up and i got a fictional alien character from Babylon 5. Her character was very wise with quotes about life and wisdom; pages were literally littered with life and wisdom metaphors. She used a metaphor in this one scene with a candle and said that the candle represented life. And the flame is the human soul.. and that when that flame goes out it meant that life had gone out too. Everyone is unique as a flame and once that flame goes out no where in time will there be a flame like it in the universe. We are all made of star essence that have forgotten ourselves and before we lived by, petty desires, ego and who shines brighter. We were wise and understanding beyond worlds.

This was profound to me in that i shared this understanding too. This concept of who this woman was sounds like something i wanted to be like. If not as the person maybe just her wisdom. I have forgotten about the world of imagination through television. I haven’t watched T.V. for a long while now. I suppose all sorts of characters are out there have been created for a reason, maybe for us to relate to, look up to and idealize. I will continue to analyze my dreams in search for what it is truly trying to tell me.

Maybe it’s time for us to outgrow our cocoon and go through the process of metamorphosis to become something more than human. A being of compassion, unconditional love and understanding. There is more to life than what is set in front of you, a world full of personal messages and hidden values worth more than man’s gold and riches. Wisdom so profound it transcends the material and into the divine. I’m a treasure hunter at heart and looking for answers that may be riddled and unlocked through puzzles.

And this is not my journey alone but our journey as a collective. What is mine is yours and if you’ve gained something from all this, i am content and happy. I hope you find what you long sought for. Before you were born; your purpose existed and your reason for being here engraved. All is written in the frequency and waves of time in the multiverse. All you got to do is imagine and find your wave to ride; all decided on your ideas, thoughts and decisions.

Jewish and Arab relations; Marriage and Hate For Christ.

As Arabs make up 20% of the Jewish population. Most of the Arabs being Muslim. It is saddening to see even marriage between man and woman is an issue in this world. The father in this article commented “my only problem with this wedding was that he was an Arab”. As punished and as tormented as Jews have been in the past the extremists of the denomination are almost as equally brutal and violent as the Islam extremists. I’m not one to take sides but out of all the conflict it’s hard to tell which one was done just out of defending and which one is assaulting. I was thinking we were beginning to see past conflicts of religion and differences. Hatred still exists and it is around because of grudges, religious hatred, brainwashing and ideas of separation. This was disheartening because they are still worlds behind in ideas of society and humanity as a whole. Loved ones growing up and accepting different faiths and ideas means they are denounced from their heritage. Their whole identity whether it was true that they came of those roots are uprooted and denied. Their entire history with the community/religion is extinguished which doesn’t make sense. They will forever be their father’s/mother’s daughter, a child of the jewish denomination and connected to that one god no matter what circumstance and condition is put on them. Interracial marriage is common in the Americas and accepted, it is based on how a person feels for another and that is the idea of marriage; Two people of common thought and passion seeking a life together. Is this idea so complicated? Does it really matter who you marry on Earth when it is just a temporary state of being and is it worth the damage and destruction that comes with the hate and separation? I suppose we only have one life but he/she’s the one sleeping with him/her not you so people should worry more about themselves than getting messed up in other people’s business.

You cannot blame anyone for Christ’s death. Not the Jewish or Romans, we as humans did this, there is no separating and getting away with it. It’s our fault human nature can be egotistical, dominating and seeks absolute control. We still have a long ways to go, things to learn. And we’ll forget but as long as we keep recording our history and advance in technology to store our heritage we will progress. Slowly but surely we will find a way to change our natural decisions until we can intuitively act reasonably.

The idea of the Jewish having their hands in the killing of Christ was said in the New testament. The High priest went to the Jewish Council and pleaded he should be executed for his blasphemy for being the Son of God is something i believe could happen seeing that the Jewish people were the authority of the time and anything said had to go through them. And Christ being called the Son of God and causing miracles to happen; unintentionally causing those people to go on a cheering frenzy caused the High priest to notice. There might have been a common interest and a use for Christ at the time, but i believe selfishness and ego was at work this caused ultimately to his death. Though i cannot blame the Jewish nor can i blame the Romans who carried through with his crucifixion. His Life as a Martyr was his life purpose and look at his work today because of this event. His actions were a success and all is well with the world but there is much need for change in this day and age.


“Israeli Extremist Raid Wedding.” click for article

Authority on Earth. What Makes The Pope Special?


Other then having the Keys to Heaven and being the successor to Saint Peter who was named the “rock in which the church will be built on”. What makes this successor any more important than the next guy? He wasn’t elected for his gifts. He just has special privileges and a role. He doesn’t even need to come up with ideas to improve to keep his chair or actual physical work other then maybe signing a couple things and attending some events. A true pope would be learning new things, contributing to the world with his own hands, sticking his neck out for political injustice, getting his hands dirty building homes for the homeless, doing something about poverty or if that’s too harsh maybe doing something with his influence like visiting schools and doing seminars, writing a book. A man with all the keys and he does nothing with them is pointless. Not to mention the inconsistency in the bible because of changes, drafts and mistranslated work. Why do they take things out in the first place? Wasn’t there a rule not to edit, take away and add to the holy scriptures? Why do they depict Christ as the most European looking white guy instead of who he suppose to be a “not pleasant to the eyes” bronze dark skinned man with afro kinky hair? History has been warped, the bible is warped, authority is also warped and everything is all muddy. We need a leader with a human body with the authority of the heavens more than ever.

Even after reading about what he actually does in office i’m not convinced he did very much. Like appointing new bishops – can’t he just email them? Liturgies, are they really necessary. Saying a bunch of quotes and phrases when it can just be understood by a coherent conversation over the phone? He resolves religious and political matters now and has to attend certain meetings with important leaders of the world. “Now” means he hasn’t done it in the past throughout his life or not as often. I understand about the important meetings and how he needs to run his Vatican city but there’s a bigger world out there and his influence is more effective there than apparently “never leaving the city” sitting in his office. I don’t know why i’m so angry at the pope. Yes i do but what can you do, everyone has a role in this messed up world.

What my existence really means: I know i haven’t prayed every day or gone to church and all that. I’ve been living in my shell and any religion that tries to tie me down i try to run away from. Buddhism, Christianity. They’re both great, and i know in the end you have to choose one or the other. I was born Buddhist but i spent most of my days as a Christian. Though maybe i don’t know what it fully means to be fully Christian, so i’m a little withdrawn. Too many changes, responsibilities and strange ideas. I just want to express what Christ did for us. He died so that we could have a functional society. So that we can be forgiven for our past wrongs in order for us to redeem ourselves. He gave us the gift of time, functionality and order. I don’t mean to be the guy spitting in his face by not doing everything he commands like – tithing, service or glorifying god’s name but i’m good people, raised by good people. Known to be someone people can rely on for moral support, Why is it we separate from those we call church people, temple people and the sinners. We are a community of people but when it comes to spiritual bodies we must choose one or we are sinners who don’t think to repent?

There are some good people in life who start families and when they state that they do not belong to a church they are labeled – and therefore because they are not apart of a church there is something wrong and a suggestion of churches to join comes up. Christ went to the Buddhist to learn more about enlightenment. And the Koran is said to be the incorruptible truth that Christianity and Judaism sprung from. We are all connected in one way or another so why are we discrediting each other and choosing sides when there is one God. I understand Islam is a little unstable right now so going back to those roots would probably destroy us but there is no reason for the hatred for another culture just because they have a different perspective. The only problem is the violence, hatred and destruction of the old religions. The other problem is pressure to convert to a religion when all that is necessary is that a person lives with strong truths, ideals and are willing to redeem themselves.

I have the light, I know it in my heart. I just don’t have the authority to preach things i may not understand fully. Afraid something i might say may be thrown back at me refuted. But i’m independent and strong and i know that if i follow my heart i will carve a way in this world with or without the world. I went through his baptisms and silly service rituals and singing, he already has a part in my life but i think if anyone has any say in my life it is the Whole of Trinity. God, Christ and the Holy spirit. The combination and not just one piece. It is the system that i follow my orders from. There is no authority on Earth except Christ who is dead but will return.

Which brings me to the conclusion that because Christ has Ascended his body is through us. The Christian body of Christ. His spirit dwells in all of us who accept him in his heart no matter what church affiliations you have. Orthodox, Lutheran, Fundamental, Jewish, Latter day saints, Adventist it doesn’t really matter. Is it not the idea that we accept Christ into our hearts and accept his gift that really matters? I understand his gift, i see it in life everyday, i live it and i appreciate it. I believe this is enough to claim that I am Christian even without the practice I at least have the spirit, body and mind and have given my spirit, body and mind. This without the incense, service and practices which seperate us.

I pray that if Christ is the only way to heaven that he will have mercy and give those who do not accept him the chance to be redeem themselves through the grace of the Holy Trinity. I just don’t like the idea of people getting cut because they haven’t heard or understood God’s word. Is it too late when they are dead to hear it again and understand their options? Option a: Accept Christ as your Savior and take the route to heaven. Option b: Ignore Christ as your Savior and take the detour route into the vast lost of space. Option c: Refuse Christ as your Savior and forever be lost in the mists of in between worlds. I sure hope that will change minds, but then again whats the point of a glorious shiny place when your dead? You can’t really truly experience it as just a spirit. It makes no sense. You can only influence the world of the living as a spirit in heaven. Then again, Angels, inspire, motivate and influence life everyday not to discredit them they are a blessing. It just baffles me with all these divine entities out there why they would not manifest as some giant powerful form and tell people directly what needs to be done. Rather they would just stay as whispers and spirits consulting among themselves and refer back to humans to do their bidding.

I think this brings up more questions than answers. Forgive me if i provoked any unintended emotions. I just have alot of say apparently.

Crystals and The Sri Yantra Geometry


The Sri Yantra. An ancient Indian Geometry.

It represents the goddess in her form of Shri Lalita Or Tripura Sundari, “the beauty of the three worlds (Heaven, Earth, Hell)”. The worship of the Sri Chakra is central to the Shri Vidya system of Hindu worship. It is composed of 4 isoceles triangles pointed upwards representing the masculine energy and 5 isoceles triangles pointed down representing the feminine energy. Because it is composed of nine triangles, it is known as the Navayoni Chakra. It means the union of masculine and feminine divine.

It is said to have also been used in the creation of the Egyptian Pyramids which is interesting.

I’d like to incorporate this geometry to my work but i cannot seem to replicate the geometry as it is sort of difficult even with autocad. It either requires alot of tweaking or some calculation which i do not like. It should be straight forward, linear and procedural otherwise it’s too much work.

Cystals have these abilities/properties:

Crystals transmit frequencies

Can be reprogrammed as silicon chips

Also said to have various healing/active/protective properties.

A study in japan where writing on the side of a jar “i love you” made clear beautiful frost patterns compared to “you make me sick” on the side of another jar which created a deformed snowflake/frost patterns.  This showed the power of thought and emotion. This experiment was done by Masaru Emoto of Japan.

I was also just studying Crytsals and found some interesting studies that were done with the Orgonite system made by Dr. Wilhelm Reich 1940’s. From what i understand negative ions come from the top of the pyramid towards you upwards. Negative ions is what your body strives on. It’s a system that brings the Etheric Energy to become what some call orgone, odic force, reiki energy, prana, chi, etheric energy, bio energy, bio magnetic energy, huna energy, animal magnetism, soft electrons, mass free electricity, radiesthetic color, astral energy, 4th dimensional energy, emotional body energy, life force energy. There are many names of things it can produce but it’s all the same one thing.

Apparently the system is composed of a layer of organic and inorganic material layered over each other. The organic being the fiber glass, resin and inorganic being the metal shavings, steel wool. This system acts as a trapping device for the negative and positive energy and with the use of a quartz crystal converts it all to negative charged ions. Which is supposed to be what your body thrives on. It is suppose to heal and protect you from the radio-waves and such of cell phones and cell phone towers for the most part. With chakra stones incorporated into it i think it’s suppose to rejuvenate your body because energy is resonating through the crystals that create a frequency depending on each crystal type. I haven’t researched into the reasoning to why each crystal does what but it’ll probably be a future project.


“All thought is collective thought.”

“Your thoughts also affect your environment.”

“All who have come together is because they share the same interest.”

“It doesn’t matter who you are, but who you will become.” -unknown