The Fear of Death Web

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Fear of Death Web

The center of Fear is in the Amygdala. There are 9 major fear triggers for death.

  1. Falling
  2. Incapacitation
  3. Disease
  4. The unknown/abnormal
  5. Sudden movement (jump scare)
  6. Isolation
  7. Pain
  8. Suffocation
  9. Increased CO2 in blood

The link of Trauma in dreams through lack of oxygen can lead to serious sickness of the mind. It is possible that trauma and ptsd (post traumatic syndrome disorder) can lead to psychosis and even schizophrenia. Psychosis can be induced by psychedelics and drugs such as marijuana or exposure to intense lucid dreams, trauma in conjunction with a psychedelics may bring about a psychotic outbreak.

We use to fix everything with glue but..

No matter how much money and glue you throw at certain problems – you can’t fix how broken some people truly are.

They moved from glue and money to scotch tape and hammer.. they try different things but things were never ever the same on the inside.

This fact changed nothing and it continued to be so.

You can’t change a person. You just accept them for who they are and move on. You either move forward with an ideal or accept the truth and work with that.

The weak are docile to dogma, real people think outside the box for true solutions. The world is not perfect and sometimes you need to break free and see past the social norms to improve.

My brother came back to visit. He opened the “paku-paku” book. I got pulled in by a great vacuum. It released all the local spirits. I asked if I ever came back to visit. I ate a giant other worldly pastry; we had a grand banquet with the ghost relatives. The saving grace of losing your mind is in the imagination of such dreams.

The jailer holds you, dictates your fate, controls you in the practice of just living and growth in life. Save me from myself. The chalice of life is built on the structure that you are responsible for your own actions. The right of way has been written, see through the delusions and take hold of your own life.

Lost in my thoughts, forgetting who I am. I don’t even recognize who I was before all this. All is in a sleepy daze and constant feeling of tiredness looms. Is my legitimacy questionable? If I question myself then who is left to stand for who I am? Forgive me for my incompetence and bad choices. I have forgotten who I am and what I stood for. The excitement for learning and improving is lost. I look back and remember the days of growth and seeking truth. You can not satisfy ideals and you can never find perfect truths. There are many and numerous perspectives in life and you can only partially grasp the truth to a degree.

Meditations; Breath of Life and Falsities

 

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I would like to explore and touch on the world of; Fatalism, Determinism, Super-naturalism and Naturalism. Firstly I want to ramble/pray on my late meditations and breath in new energy for the month:

Sometimes the best something is nothing.

Having the best bad idea is a good idea.

Altruism is virtuous. Love humor and music as opposed to robots; Instead of logic, fear and anger.

Rule life by love and compassion.

Finding that peace of mind and become my own person. Find my individual happiness. No noise and no gimmick of consensus when being my own person. I am in my happy place allowed to live a normal and humble life. Blessed by limitations of being human.

Extensions of life; School, Choir and The Church.

Schools educate and illuminate , Choirs pray and heal  The Church preach and practice.

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Spoiler alert ahead about God; some straw-man theories

that may hurt strong believers, be aware:

Straw-man falsities attacking the unexplained existence of a living loving God of creation. God plays favorites. Last time God helped a woman she got pregnant. God hates gays, God only likes straight people. Forces artificial taxes through tithing. God is a jealous god. There is only one righteous good God. God lets children starve in Africa but prefers helping first world white christian people get more money and live more comfortable lives. God shames first world living people and ignores very real problems and instabilities such as mental illness stigmas, mental illnesses, obesity, disease, addictions homelessness, sexuality and famine.

 

In the acceptance of the natural world and meditations on a more compassionate but chaotic world;

On the subject of Fatalism, Determinism, Super-naturalism and Naturalism;

Fatalism:

Fatalism tells that we are hopeless and cannot do anything against the imminent mechanism of destiny and fate. We also know this as defeatism.

Determinism:

Determinism is the cause and effect we usually hear of alternative to free will. They believe a force can be pressured and suppressed. Determinism is the philosophical belief that all events are determined completely by previously existing causes. Sometimes things are inherited and make a persons world and life easier. But this does not mean they are imminently victorious in life, it just means others will find there are new hurdles to be passed or assisted based on objective of the rivals. It is a domino affect, a  naturally erected pyramid scheme in the natural world.

Super-naturalism:

Super-naturalism speaks of all strange and mysterious things that cannot be explained by logic and rational thinking of science.

Naturalism:

Naturalism speaks of the logic and natural world of science. The belief that we are not responsible or should not rely on the premise of a moral natural world. That things exist because of trivial reasons.

We just need to traverse and show kindness and compassion to all things life because they are the way they are and we just need to accept the way they are. Understanding the natural world, observing and implementing the serenity prayers.

Serenity Prayer:

“God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,

Courage to change the things I can

and wisdom to know the difference.”

-Niebuhr

Fatalism is neither the logical extension of determinism nor the only alternative to free will. Life must persevere despite all odds against them. And determinism does not automatically mean to accept fate in defeatism. Be strong, be smart and speak/think/act through the heart.

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Lost Story In-between Frames

Below are art pieces I drew and colored. These are conceptual art I created in my free time. They helped me through my time of rehabilitation. Hope you enjoy them.

 

Pushed into the world of pastels and pencil crayons.

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The Bouquet of Stars

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The Squirrel

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The Paradox Cat (upright or sitting?)

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The Sparrow

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The 7 Eyes of Parallel Planes

The Wolf

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The Heron

The Pelican

Cognitive Evolution

The Gift Exchange

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The Craft

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The Deer

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The Rhino

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The Upward Staircase to the Heavens

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The Knight and The Maiden

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The Wizard

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The One Feathered Swan

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The Multi-Facet Eagle

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The Elephant

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The Arachnid Emperor

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The Primal Stork

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The Phoenix

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The Peacock

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The Male Dragon

The Peacock Phoenix

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The Wolves

The Tree Ent

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The Lupus Canis

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The Kangaroo

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The Gargoyle

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The Elemental Mask

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The Fox

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The Living World Tree

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The World Glasses

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Maximal and Minimal; Worlds Between Worlds

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Sergeant Bird

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Expressions of Sir Bird

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Female Dragon

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Lucas Luxor LVX

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The Seal

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The Beaver

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The Lion

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The Horse

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The Owl

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The Stag

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The Cheetah

The Orange Phoenix

Starry Time is on a Cloud

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Heart of gold, head of an ox.

Infinite is a big number. Forever is a long time.

This moment should really be seen as a new beginning not the end.

Let it be full of possibilities and gratitude.

Slow and steady wins the race.

Love not for the sake of love.

Live by reason to allow joy a chance to take it’s roots and flourish.

Let fate be what one chooses it to be.

Let Karma be a system built on kindness and credit rather than a system of opposite reaction and consequence.

 

The nature of light is to Copy, Clone and Create.

The nature of dark is Death, Decay and Destruction.

Beyond the scope of Light. And beyond reach of Dark.

 

Be released from the eternal cycle. Break free from the trivial cycle of light and dark.

Accept the dark and claim the light.  Released, no longer a part of the life and death cycle of the system

 

Adventure, balance of nature and growing up

 

Growth is reflected in the clear water’s surface.

A melody that will draw you into infinite darkness.

The flow of time is always cruel.

The world is consumed by greed.

The forest of retained youth.

Lost memories of past deeds.

A childish mind will turn to noble ambition.

Memory of younger days.

 

The Worth of a Little Spark; Gravity of Humanity

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Humanity, the small and the weak are worth defending and fighting for no matter how tainted, broken or defected it all may seem to be. Love for this quality is necessary no matter how limited and deviant it may become. We must have hope and faith no matter the worth even when it is holistically depreciated or crooked. It (life) is precious and it must be carefully guided the roots carefully tended. Truth must always be kept in check, the integrity sanctioned and established. Innocence and humanity is always worth fighting for, for the lost must be found in the end no matter the outcome. This humanity is small and sought after no matter how life turns out, the tides of justice come in favor for those who fight for what’s right. Redemption is always given to those who continue to fight. Redeeming qualities weighs more heavily than flaws of man. The brokenness of man and life shines through when times are tough. The cracks act as scars in life and builds the person’s character.

This is not the end, this can only be seen as a new beginning. You must be willing to fight, for all you have is what’s in front of you. Because everything just happens to be all you currently see at the moment. All you can do is take what you have at this very moment and make it bloom best you can. The fruition of your work continues to grow forever until termination. And termination is only determined when you decease. That is the value of life, it continues to give (life, hope and happiness) until you give up. Bless all life and forgive all those who fail. For redemption is a quality to all the living no matter it’s current state. I forgive and have love for those who can not give anymore and are deceased. You will live in my heart and I pray my actions in life will redeem those who have given up hope and living backwards.

The Dark, The Light and The Better Medium

The Dark, The Light and The Better Medium. My original book was based on the idea of how there was light in selfless and unconditional love, it was an idea that stayed true to it’s essence as an innocent inquiry blog book into the crazy world of life, dream, light and knowledge. This soon brought me to the idea of darkness that would be reflected seeing this light. The darkness that brood which became the selfish and conditional love which I came to dwell on specifying what love I should aim for, often putting love on a pedestal and gradually fed into the inability to clench the insatiable world of pure virtually generated fantasy. I soon later stumbled on the untold end dynamics and detailed recount which became the product here. The Better Medium was arrived by coming to the epiphany that is self-worth, maximizing of priority and preferences. 

I also looked at selfish and unconditional love and finally the 5th selfless and conditional love; these two other worlds were decaying copycats which did not do much but to help map out the field and since the light and dark seemed to be the most liberating to understand.

I indulged in a “Netflix” binge one day and came across a very relevant and curious movie called “The Thirteenth Floor”. Which played on the premise of the world is a virtual world, and in it existed the only other world in the multiverse with a virtual world inside of another virtual world. It allowed the person to jack into a world to do their vices knowing this world was virtual but at the cost the person in the virtual world who was a very real functioning person with a life of his own, would lose a couple of hours and no memory of what he has done in that world during the time of his occupancy in the “skin suit”. They knew very well that the people in that virtual world had a very real existence and their relationships and life were not something to mess around with. Life ensued and finally the bar tender a close friend of the genius architect of this artificial world received a letter he was not suppose to read and found our about the virtual world and how he was not real. That nothing in his reality was real, they were just code and there were limitations to their artificial world. The man was able to jack out of the virtual world into the “upper” world where he would get a glimpse of the real world the world of tomorrow as they call it behind glass walls and picket fences.

From there I brought myself to a higher understanding to comprehend the place I call the “Crossway” of this existence. “Crossway” is the golden means of life where life can ideally thrive. Such is the distance of the Sun to the Earth and the Moon (it’s tide cycles) is to the Earth to make life habitable, not to forget Jupiter and it’s massive gravity to direct the meteors/space debris from hitting Earth.

So as my light is selfless unconditional love, my dark became selfish conditional love. I learned that the Better Medium was arrived by coming to the epiphany that is self-worth, maximizing of priority and preferences. 

These are the renditions of what my Dark, Light and Better Medium came to be. These were personally rendered on Adobe Photoshop to get a dynamic of the flow and energy found in traditional Yin-Yang. The bleeding and outer rings of these two graphics came out naturally to show the nature of transferred energy red to blue, black and white. This last render (The 2nd) is a 12 or 13th level dynamic graphic. Dynamic in that it was created in a procedural and gradual edits using vectors and pin point accurate rotations of vector programming. Meaning, You cannot merely replicate these graphics unless you proceed in a certain step by step generation of these graphics. Nothing is actually wrong with these two graphics they are in perfect harmony. Any mismatch or slight overlay nudges happened naturally during the erecting process.

In my recent dreams, I do not understand if it’s just my mind running like a loose tap but I am starting to see a fluidness of evolving  micro to macro worlds as I am lucid dreaming. They call it an awakening but it feels like I’ve touched the edge of what would be deemed sanity at this point. I feel and understand now what it is like to be normal and sane with a small touch of crazy some times but it’s good to know your limits as I’m sure no one “great” has ever thought inside the box for out of the box answers. The more dreams I have, the more vivid the detail, depth and colors seem to become a touch of synesthesia perhaps. Though it seems more like a jumble of mess degrading or evolving mass despite that fact there is a pattern of looking deeper into the worlds within itself.

 

-Nam

The Study of the Compiled Twelve Essentials for Independent Ecosystems

I completed this acrylic rendering of a 3D 12 pointed Merkaba star by hand; for your viewing pleasure with some side notes about the mark up system I used to help define and identify better  the nature and direction of this dynamic object. This was done on a 24 inch by 48 inch art canvas and will be up for auction at the Vietnamese benevolence society along side the “Ain Soph Aur” Tree of Life in October. I used a set of systems I have identified as essential for any Independent Biological Ecosystems and that may be compatible for “Universal” Symbiosis.

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Independent Biological Ecosystems and Universal Symbiosis

Alpha. Seed of beginnings and roots. Study of harvest and agriculture. Trade and networking. Paths and strong roads.

Omega. Finalization, fruition and products. Mature/ripe for capitalizing. Sales marketing business of persuasion and study of capitalizing. Promotional skills in advertising business, manipulation of economics and entrepreneurship education. Minor financing, practical and technical skills. Strong practice and matured development in exposure to cultured independence. 

Cross-way. Study of all things related to time. Overall energy consumption in relation to resources, worth, power, mass, space, distance and it’s affects towards general progression. Scaling and weighing options.

Ambiguity; Study of vice and virtue. Implications and advantages.

Sustainability study of Fractal micro and macro worlds. Maximizing and minimizing. Mastery of salvaging.

Abundance. Processing/accumulate staple resources and manage excess resources.

Education: Providing archives of knowledge, ways to accumulate and promote essential knowledge. To teach, inform and educate.

Lost worlds. Opportunity and possibilities.

Sequence study of order, principles and priorities.

Ascendance; Intelligence spectrum mapping and ways to traverse the world of information and creating applications for further functional efficiency.

Hero: Making sure things are legitimate and that integrity has not been breached. General law is weighed and scaled appropriately served and punished accordingly to general justice. Resolving legal disputes.

Void Awareness: Differentiating body from space. Limitations and boundaries.

(0,0,0) True synthesis; Assessing, establishing and processing the immediate mission and priorities. Declaring all things to be of either priority over preference nature. Tying up bureaucratic loose ends and analyze legal loop holes and exploits of system. Disputes and legal conflicts cleanup. Collaboration and creating data base, archives and true principals through collage of all systems.

Alpha, Omega, Crossway, Ambiguity, Sustainability, Abundance, Education, Lost Worlds, Sequence, Ascendant, Hero, Void Awareness, and True Synthesis.

Ein Sof Aur is a mysterious tree representing life, experience and knowledge.

Enjoy,

//notes Quantum Gravity?

-Nam

 

The Seven Deadly Sins of Vice and Virtue

The Seven Deadly Demons, Vice and Virtue

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Demons. Vice. Virtue

Asmodeus: Lust. Chastity

Asmodeus or Ashmedai is a king of demons mostly known from the deutero-canonical Book of Tobit mostly as the antagonist.

Beelzebub: Gluttony. Temperance

Beelzebub or Beelzebul is derived as a Philistine god, formerly worshipped in Ekron, and later adopted by some Abrahamic religions as a major demon. The name Beelzebub is associated with the Canaanite god Baal.

Mammon: Greed. Charity (Generosity)

Mammon in the New Testament of the Bible is commonly tied to the meaning of money, material wealth, or any entity that promises wealth, and is associated with the greedy pursuit of gain. “You cannot serve both God and mammon.”

Belphegor: Sloth. Diligence

Belphegor is a demon, and one of the seven princes of Hell, who helps people make discoveries. He seduces people through the suggestion of ingenious inventions that will make them rich.

Satan: Wrath. Patience

Satan is an Abrahamic entity that seduces humans into sin. In Christianity and Islam, he is usually seen as a fallen angel, or a djinn and uses it’s powers to grant the host great power, wealth and happiness. He is given temporary advantage over their current situation to ultimately fall because of his initial sin.

Leviathan: Envy. Gratitude

Leviathan is a sea monster referenced in the Hebrew Bible in the Book of Job, Psalms, the Book of Isaiah, and the Book of Amos.

Lucifer: Pride. Humility

Was known to be God’s greatest angel before he was cast down to Earth and exiled from Heaven for rebelling against god. He was known to be the most beautiful of the angel kind but now stripped of all title and name damned to hell for eternity.

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Discipline + Structure = Freedom

Kindness + Gratitude = Positive Karma

Creativity+ Imagination over Knowledge.

The Primordial Artifacts

Important symbols and abstract artifacts. These are the crest of my development from one dimensional world to the completed end cycle. The end of my calendar and pushing on to reach a state that allows me the shedding of my skin/body and be reborn renewed.

These 6 abstract artifacts have been my personal inspiration for this blog for the longest time. The Melchizedek Star, Vesica Pisces, Solomon’s Star of Wisdom, Merkaba Star, Infinite Ouroboros, The Holy Chalice and The Fountain of Youth.

The Melchizedek Star: 8 pointed/16 sided star.

Spirit+Matter come together as the knowledge or winged egg.

The egg is born through the union of Earth and Heaven. Square (Earth) and circle (Heaven)  creating the Vesica Pisces hence we achieve the egg shape.

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The Solomon’s star is 6 pointed – known as the wisdom

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Merkabah star is an 8 pointed star. The union between two four point pyramids joined.

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The ring of power- Is the restraint and responsibility of person to be fair and uphold justice for one self at the very basic level but also to distribute justice to others when one becomes established. Gained through the right of passage.

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The holy chalice or grail – Is the crossway and metamorphosis to become someone not yet born.

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The fountain of youth – Is the ability to start new/forget and shed past lives. (shedding as a snake would)

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Water, eternity, darkness and air. Through fire, nature is reborn whole.

Baptism by fire of the holy spirit.

Fibonacci and Numerology in Kabbalah; The Tree of Life

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rsz_fibofibonacci-sequenceThere is a sequence in the world, a constant that can be found in nature that goes on forever and never changes when we analyze the natural world of the living. The Phi or Fibonacci Sequence is an amazing constant found even in the Pyramid of Giza, down to insects and animals. A natural order of numbers that masterfully sequences in the spiral in sea shells, sunflowers down to the proportions of an animal parts. It is in these sequences of numbers of phi that we find the natural beauty of what we define as beautiful or rather what we find as attractive. It is the golden ratio (a+b)/a = a/b or 1.618.. where we find the proportions of perfect balance of natural symmetry.

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Fibonacci Sequence is:

1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, 34, 55, 89, 144 …

Mathematically its the last two numbers added to get the next number.

Numbers are constant until they are not.

Correcting a imbalance in the universe. I want, I am and I love.

The five platonic solids. The building blocks of life. Fire, Air, Earth, Water and Aether.

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Kabbalah numerology/gematria meaning:

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Instructions: Add up all your letters in your full name (Middle and last included). Divide it by 9. Take the remainder and add the number 1 to it. This is your Kabbalah number. It should divide perfectly.

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8+3+6+3+5+1+4+5+7+3+7+5+5 = 62

62 / 9 = 6 R 0.88

0.88+1 =1.88

6 and 1.88 =

6 + 1.88 would be my numbers.

–Key–

1. Progress, Beginning, Aboriginal.

2. Expansion, Addition, Connection.

3. Love, Faith and Hope.

4. Lack of Fortune, Accident, Shatter and Death.

5. Creation, Fertility, Genius.

6. Result, Calm, Satisfaction, Fulfillment.

7. Spirit, Magical, Mysterious Number.

8. Impulse, Good Number, Charisma.

9. Fortune, Creation, Fulfillment, Greater Success.

-Result, Progress, Impulse/Beginning, Good Number/Charisma-

Speech is a speed bump. infinite ways to communicate.

Surrender, repent and deconstruct.

  1. We are all connected.
  2. Where you end, I begin.
  3. No matter how hard you control it, nothing is exactly what it appears to be.

A destiny we cannot choose.

3 variable paradigm formula. Shadow, Gift and Siddhi.

How the universe came to be. The Tree of life.

The righteous 36 working under the cloak of invisibility; even when realized they will not confess their righteous good deeds. Hidden order of weather, knowledge and future. Also called Lamed-Vav Tzadikim.

Primal nature. No awareness and no cohabitation.

The artifact Tree of Life.

Device of healing if misused can desecrate in name of evil.

The observer is:

We should report, pray and observe..  but instead we guide, direct and persuade even though it is not our place.

Live breathe and grow. Bylaws which govern us have changed. Humanity has changed.

Assets and Liabilities. There is an importance of differentiating them.

All a game of symbols, patterns and signs. I want, I am and I love.

Evolutionary speed bump. Protect that which is good.

The Call from Beyond Had a Voice; The Transcendent Connection

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You will lead as the underdog against a much more vast and powerful hierarchy. You are transcendent and your information is also transcendent. Those condemned and exiled by haram (forbidden) will seek you. You will take the lost, broken and hungry. They will take shelter under your simple care and kindness. The higher beings up above will find that their goals are baseless, their roots and causation fruitless. They understand that there are no roots to their actions and that their existence and what side they have taken to be aimless and unclear.

Though we have allowed ourselves to indulge in the wheel that reignite Samsara. We delight at the idea that we have reached once again at nirvana. Visions spark our enkindled flame and rest assured that we take great care in our aim and to hit our target. We make sure that our essence is purely of unconditional human love, kindness and compassion. We see before us an intricate pattern allowing us to see what lies ahead but what is of greater importance is the means of getting there. That it is truly our way and by our own will that allowed us to get there.

There is a need for profound understanding to make way for a new and glorious insight in order to find the correct path. Where there is a will, there is a way. Fierce but with flow. Heart of Gold but head of an ox. Let us indulge once more and allow the fallen to rise from the ashes in order to aid our cause in this life. Let us light up once more, warm up and pace our momentum. Let the old oven burn the dry timber another day. Today we mark the day we take the world of the physical brain to the door step of the mental mind. Those who are not in the right will question their existence and rationalize why they are doing what they are doing. For the tree has roots and branches bear fruit; if a tree has no roots than it is groundless and dismissed as a rootless tree. And no tree means no fruit.

For better or for worse; We can’t let the world view put us down and determine us incapable. We decide through our rummaging of our daily novelties what is important to us and express them as humanly possible. Taking things one day at a time. Nothing is perfect and what we do is only an expression of what our heart feels. I am not my mind, and my mind does not make me. A human being is a compilation of many compounding mixed collages, intricate layers behind layers and brush strokes of color of many hints and hues.

We reach deep inside ourselves to reveal more layers hidden within. As we start recognizing the fractal patterns of life; The inward life is equally as important as the outward life. The minimal world will equate to the maximal world and as fast as an equation increased exponentially we will meet at the end; as if directly connected. Alpha will find and engage Omega for a great collaboration of abundant possessed powers. We may speak in tongues and in words but when actually there is only one language and that is of the heart of action in life.

Notes on Buddha and Awakening

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Love, Kindness and Compassion. Cease to do evil and learn to do good. Purify the mind consciously breathe and mindfully breathe. Instead of pursuing desire find emptiness and awareness. All is empty and wonderful. Be aware of the dangers of material sensual world. Awaken w/o the self, labels and names which are tied to dread and death. Hunger pollutes and pain/suffering brings fear.

-Pocket Buddha Reader

Gene Keys Notes 31-37; Part 3

Continuation of.. Gene Keys Notes Part 1 (keys 1-20)

and Gene Keys Part 2 (keys 20-30)

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31st Gene Key

Siddhi Humility, Gift Leadership and Shadow Arrogance.

32nd Gene Key

Siddhi Veneration, Gift Preservation and Shadow Failure

Grafting a new branch of life.

33rd Gene Key

Siddhi Revelation, Gift Mindfulness and Shadow Forgetting.

Through mindfulness is where you discover how to purify your nature and no longer create negative karma.

You have found the secret of all human desire – once purified into natural state of Divine longing, it becomes the very fuel that returns you to your true centre of being.

Siddhi fruit, gift flower and seed is shadow.

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34th Gene Key

Siddhi Majesty, Gift Strength and Shadow Force.

Tireless energy and strength deep inside.

Heart of gold, head of a bull.

The ability to act in harmony with natural forces is the true definition of strength.

Become effortless flow of fluid activity and fluid efficiency. Like unto the properties of water.

All heroes are often never found to act on purpose but actually accidental and unintentionally based on their commitment to doing the right thing.

“Display” plays an important part and assists but not to be confused with the siddhi of valor (21).

Valor is aware of itself and seeks glorification whereas Display of heroism appears to be unintentional.

True heroism is unaware of itself.

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35th Gene Key

Siddhi Boundlessness, Gift Adventure and Shadow Hunger.

Selfless unconditional universal love and pursuit of adventure with absence of fear or failure.

Start of something fresh and new.

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36th Gene Key

Siddhi Compassion, Gift Humanity and Shadow Turbulence.

Dark night of the soul

When struggles with sexuality and emotional turbulence is finally embraced openly and honestly something is born.. You graduate as a human being.

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37th Gene Key

Siddhi Tenderness, Gift Equality and Shadow Weakness.

37 is number of Christ in the Gematria.

Over processed emotions and fail as a victim due to emotion states and fears.

Nor patriarchy or matriarchy but as a family.

Surrendering to the overwhelming power.

Sacrificial lamb.

As a mother cradles a child beyond our current view, It is tenderness of a maternal hand.

Tenderness is devoid of tension and sexuality.

No longer tribal structure but will be addressed as a collective mind.

Empowering and support communities simultaneously.

Grace comes to those who need it most (22), Compassion (36) and Truth (63).

40th siddhi of Divine Will’s; softness insurmountable, invincible and inevitable.

Gene Key Notes Part Two; 23-30 keys

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Continuation of Gene Keys Part 1

23rd Gene Key

Siddhi Quintessence, Gift Simplicity and Shadow Complexity.

Way of the mystic takes neither the path of seeking nor the path of longing

State of wonder, sheer beauty of the ultimate realization. Discovered by mistake.

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24th Gene Key

Siddhi Silence, Gift Invention and shadow addiction.

Addiction thinks in circles whereas invention thinks in spirals.

Not knowing is there when awareness is at rest and knowing is there when awareness engages in some form of communication with outside world.

The only thing that really reincarnates is silence itself.

Michael embraces the Lucifer of the Godhead and the greatest fallen angel redeemed. This act of redeeming the God head is most difficult because the trials of Lucifer was the most heinous of crimes against one single being.

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25th Gene Key

Siddhi Universal Love, Gift Acceptance and Shadow constriction

Constriction of life is equivalent to constriction of going against the current of life.

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26th Gene Key

Siddhi Invisibility, Gift Artfulness and Shadow Pride

Manipulation is main shadow of this gene key.

There is higher purpose in understanding.

Try tuning into rather than impose upon the world.

Higher purpose which celebrates ego without self-judgement and in full awareness.

Manipulation through art and music

The great cinnabar field of existence; laughter is key.

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27th Gene Key

Siddhi Selflessness, Gift Altruism and Shadow Selfishness.

To give is to receive. Self sacrificing and self centered, leads to depletion and giving by mind oppose to of heart.

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28th Gene Key

Siddhi Immortality, Gift of Totality and Shadow of Purposelessness.

Totality means to live alongside fear.

Your demons are your angels in disguise if you learn from them.

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29th Gene Key

Siddhi Devotion, Gift Commitment and Shadow Half-heartedness.

Commitment and Divine Devotion. All unnatural things end at the living cycle. All things good that are persevered are greatly rewarded and cause “luck” to occur.

 

30th Gene Key

Siddhi Rapture, Gift Lightness and Shadow Desire

Only in the shadow frequencies allows for progressive purity to happen.

It is not desire that causes suffering. It is the reaction desire that creates your suffering.

The ability to laugh at yourself and your mistakes.

The great tragi-comedy is your life.

Desire is dangerous in that it never ends and not one person can satiate the fire of trivial redundant desire and it’s wants/needs.

Ein Sof Tree of Life 30×48 Painting

I spent the afternoon buying a huge 30×48 canvas, taking the bus and carrying it home. It was quite awkward carrying so much stuff home today. I put into the day a day’s work of painting. I call this Ein Sof Tree of Life, The tree is suppose to be made of stars and the Tree is suppose to represent ever knowledge and ever experience. History and information of all things found in time, as divine memory tells that all things are recorded and remembered in the frame of life. No rock unturned- no action forgotten. In life every deed and every notion of expression is remembered. Our karma and work pays off in the end. Please enjoy my tree to your viewing pleasure.

Nam,

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64 Gene Keys Notes; Siddhi, Gift and Shadows

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I’ve been reading this book based on website https://genekeys.com/. It’s been a inspiring and an enjoyable ride that delves into the world of Genekeys. They speak of 64 gene keys representing the growth in steps from the ever expanding and limitless microcosm to the macrocosm of the world; allowing you to drink/breath deep of it’s colorful and transcendent vibes. If you want to follow me the book it is only 11 dollars CDN for a digital kindle version. link is here https://teachings.genekeys.com/book/ . If you are into the growing, adapting and evolution trend of understand life and world better, I highly recommend this book – the world perspectives is spoken of in great depths.

Siddhi is the complete understanding and enlightenment possessed by a siddha.

“Gift” is the ability, contemplation or understanding that has been grown, harvested and picked to be truly edible to a person’s palatable consumption by means to say that this fruit is harvested ripe for the picking, so that it may be enjoyed and let there be known a certain wisdom.

“Shadow” is the complication or problems due to human objectives on the path of learning  that must be resolved in order to carry on and forward to the next Gene Key step.

Each Siddhi, Gift and Shadow reveals a path and paradigm that expesses a lesson to be learnt per Gene Key.


1st Gene Key

Siddhi Beauty, Gift Freshness, Shadow Entropy

2nd Gene Key

Siddhi Unity, Gift Orientation, Shadow Dislocation

3rd Gene Key

Siddhi Innocence, Gift Innovation, Shadow Chaos

4th Gene Key

Siddhi Forgiveness, Gift Understanding, Shadow Intolerance

5th Gene Key

Siddhi Timelessness, Gift Patience, Shadow Impatience

6th Gene Key

Siddhi Peace, Gift Diplomacy, Shadow Conflict

7th Gene Key

Siddhi Virtue, Gift Guidance, Shadow Division

8th Gene Key

Siddhi Exquisiteness, Gift Style, Shadow Mediocrity

9th Gene Key

Siddhi Invincibility, Gift Determination, Shadow Inertia.

10th Gene Key

Siddhi Being, Gift Naturalness and Shadow Self-Obsession

Wounded from the outset (25), battle with shadows (38), overcome limitations of your mind (17), surrender your need to control life (21) and find your true self (10), before you can awaken (51).

11th Gene Key

Siddhi Light, Gift Idealism and Shadow Obscurity

An android in a dark room behind bars. A dark skinned man with a knife.

Educated and the creation of a loving environment changes them.

Woman becomes governor and thus begins her journey as a bounty hunter, a maverick of light.

Man becomes protector and iron clad angel to aid the light’s cause.

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12th Gene Key

Siddhi Purity, Gift of Discrimination and Shadow Vanity.

12th, 56th and 33rd are terminator codons.

Vanity is the last thing learnt and let go. Self love expressed but also as love for others.

Ring of secrets**

There is no evil, only progressive sense of density

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13th Gene Key

Siddhi Empathy, Gift Discernment and Shadow Discord

Theme of listening.

7th divison = future 13th discord past

30th gene shadow of desire conflict.

Also known as the “fellowship of man”.

Empathy is the truest organ but only with collective existence.

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14th Gene Key

Siddhi Bounteousness, Gift Competence and Shadow Compromise.

Work = effort

Competitance carries within it efficiency, enthusiasm, flair and flexibility.

15th Gene Key

Siddhi Florescence, Gift Magnetism and Shadow Dullness.

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Core medium equator

16th Gene Key

Siddhi Mastery, Gift Versatility and Shadow Indifference

17th Gene Key

Siddhi Omniscience, Gift Far-sightedness and Shadow Opinion

Opinion based on logical judgement

Not about having a great holistic vision of reality that takes no sides and is beyond opinion.

18th Gene Key

Siddhi Perfection, Gift Integrity and Shadow Judgement.

19th Gene Key

Siddhi Sacrifice, Git Sensitivity and Co-dependence.

9 portals of planetary initiation

  1. Birth
  2. Baptism
  3. Confirmation
  4. Matrimony
  5. Annunciation
  6. Communication
  7. Ordination
  8. 8.Sanctification
  9. Glorification

20th Gene Key

Siddhi Presence, Gift Self-assurance and Shadow Superficiality.

Model altruism while remaining detached.

Encouraging invention, innovation and simplicity.

Breath of god, or word of god.

Seven sacred bodies of humanity:

  1. Physical
  2. Astral
  3. Mental
  4. Causal
  5. Buddhic
  6. Atmic
  7. Monadic
  8. Logoic

 

 

21st Gene Key

Siddhi Valour, Gift Authority and Shadow Control

31st voice, 7th heart and 21st will of group.

Kinship over kingship.

Valorous age of chivalry

Surrender of control for trust

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22nd Gene Key

Siddhi Grace, Gift Graciousness and Shadow of Dishonor

The importance of acceptance rather than changing an experience let it flow.

Divine intervention, Truth of redemption.

Law of divine memory states that every feeling mood and thought you have is put there directly by god for you to trust in it and is recorded in memory of space.

The three pure ones.

Hermes Trismegisting (thrice great) aka merlin, thoth and Fu His.

Through the practice of Alchemy and High Magic. Alchemy concerning the transmutation of suffering through alignment with Divine Will. The second great teacher is Christ the transmutation of suffering through love and sacrifice. Finally the third great teacher is the Buddha whos fractal represents the transmutation of suffering through wisdom and compassion.

This makes up the Gene Keys revelation synthesis of the great trinity of Divine Will, Love and Wisdom.

Hermes the Magi the teachings of Alchemy and Transmutation.

Buddha brought the teachings of Karma and Rebirth.

Christ brought the teachings of forgiveness and atonement

The seven Sacred Bodies of Humanity:

  1. Physical
  2. Astral
  3. Mental
  4. Causal
  5. Buddhic
  6. Atmmic
  7. Monadic

 

  1. Physical bedrock of incarnation. Collective memory of humanity is stored in our dna.
  2. The Astral Body is human aura and emotion/desire. Pleasure and Pain reflected at vibrational frequencies which effectively divide the astral plane into hell realms and heaven realms. Has great influence over your physical health.
  3. The Mental Body exists at higher frequency than your emotions and is constructed from your thinking of life. Mental body is influenced by the collective mental body of all of humanity. Feelings of unfulfillment often pull us down into low vibrational shadow energy levels.
  4. Causal body stores the goodwill of the human soul. It becomes a storage hub for high frequency thoughts. Words and Deeds that we have initiated during our many journeys in incarnation.
  5. The Buddhic Body – above the astral body. Reveals the truth that humanity and all the earth planes are in fact one single organism. The causal body dissolves after this and reincarnation in the normal sense is no longer necessary. The third feminine realm of the holy trinity called Divine Activity.
  6. The Atmic Body allows higher evolutions outside the process of physical incarnation. While buddhic body keeps it’s connection with humanity through compassion, The atmic body brings awareness into the cosmic field of Christ consciousness directly merging your awareness with Divine Mind and Heart. It is through the atmic body that the great avatar streams enter the world. It is also the realm of the Siddhis – the many miraculous manifestations of the Divine.
  7. Monadic Body is the unbridled primal essence of Divine consciousness itself. Operates at the causal plane which is the veil it takes on in order to enter the lower worlds corresponding to the first aspect of the Holy Trinity Divine Will.

Divine Will, Mind and Heart and Divine Activity make up The Divine Holy Trinity.

Emotions in the bardos after death are experienced more intensely.

As there is no defined linear sense of time in the bardo states, it can seem that hell is eternal just as it can seem that heaven is eternal.

The six core wounds of humanity,

  1. Repression
  2. Denial
  3. Shame
  4. Rejection
  5. Guilt
  6. Separation.

 

The seven sacred seals and their respective Siddhis

The First Seal – Divine Will (40th Siddhi)

The Second Seal – Ominiscience (17th Siddhi)

The Third Seal – Universal Love (25th Siddhi)

The Fourth Seal – Epiphany (43rd Siddhi)

The Fifth Seal – Forgiveness (4th Siddhi)

The Sixth Seal – Truth (63rd Siddhi)

The Seventh Seal – Grace (22nd Siddhi)

The Seal that Heals:

  1. Divine Will (40th Siddhi) heals human repression. Ends disease.
  2. Omniscience (17th Siddhi) heals wound of denial. Ends violence.
  3. Universal Love (25th Siddhi) heals wound of shame. Ends greed.
  4. Epiphany (43rd Siddhi) heals the wound of rejection. Ends poverty.
  5. Forgiveness (4th Siddhi) heals the patterns of unconscious guilt. Ends war
  6. Truth (63rd Siddhi) heals the wound of separation. Ends indifference.
  7. Grace (22nd Siddhi) transfiguration (47th Siddhi) absorption of previous 6 layers of human aura into the monadic body, the primordial essence. All surrender to Atmic body called the 7th The opening of the Seventh Seal is the final human epoch and the return of the human race to it’s original Edenic state. The redemption of all beings.

The Nine Portals of Planetary Initiation:

  1. Birth
  2. Baptism
  3. Confirmation
  4. Matrimony
  5. Annunciation
  6. Communion
  7. Ordination
  8. Sanctification
  9. Glorification

 

Greater pleasure is derived from giving than from taking – foundation for higher life.

In the spirit of helpfulness and harmlessness of actions.

The mission is to leave the world a better place for future generations.

Grace has numerous more blessings attached under the defined word.

One who is touched by grace will always be touched by grace.

Branded Hijab and Modesty Labeling Defeats the Means of Modest Dressing

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Burkini, Hijab, Burka’s reason for dressing for modesty may not completely make sense in that it is worn as a dress code to please the male gender and can also be seen as a fetish to conform to a religions ideology of modesty. If modesty is the idea behind the burka, is it not excessive to over cloth during a warm sunny day? Why does it appear excessive to the point where only the women’s eyes are allowed to show? And now entering and confronted how do you identify a woman in full burka’s in public places out of public safety and identification? This idea of Hijabs, Burka’s and Burkini’s start to be a problem when it starts complicating daily normal life.

It is this idea of conforming to a religion’s ideology of trying to be politically correct and unintentionally objectifying women to wear certain things based on an ideology. I believe in freedom to express, so let a woman wear what ever she wants. The men weren’t forced to wear burkas why do the females? This brings us to the point on equality, why do women have regulations on what they must wear while males do not have to change anything in their dress code?

I feel like the Muslim people need to wear something so they themselves have an identity and remind themselves who they are. Now a-days people are just wearing it as a political or fashion statement to tell people who they are and promote their religion so that others may follow the trend or convert based on some people’s positive experiences. As harmless as the notion of joining any movement should be but especially joining the Muslim movement, let it be known and warned that leaving the community and religion is very difficult and dangerous because of religious zealots. They will attempt in every way to persuade you to stay even if they have to stone you to death. It still happens and it’s legal apparently.  There will be excommunications and severed ties with present families and a lot of hate from all sides. In most cases Atheists within a Muslim communities live in unbearable conditions where they are harassed daily physically and emotionally.

Sadly religions will continue to push for new ideology to define who and what they are based on the pursuit of religious identity. Scholars will make up ideas and the average person caught in the net of the religion will continue to follow blindly with what ever the new religion is in control of. There may be truth and you can possibly still live normal lives even with religion, but the religion is a prescribed ideology and prescribed ideology can be outdated easily. The truth of religion is that not everything has an answer and when you can’t fix it literally based on the book you may end up coming to the conclusion of stoning them. This is not the answer, violence is never the answer to resolve conflict in life.

The conflict of mistreatment and discrimination of others based on the existing infidels, blasphemers, apostates is a sign of a great prejudice at the heart of this religion. They will not accept you and even if they open up their doors to have you out of courtesy and politeness there will be no love of connection truly and sincerely. Religion is a double edged sword and Islam is an ideology you must weigh and consider the worth of such a thing. Is it worth killing and dying over? Take everything with a grain of salt I say. Try not to take everything too literally and finally try to see the full picture and not take an extreme side because radicalism is harmful and has not been thought through very well.

Link to discussion about the hijabi part 1:

https://modernphilosophystandards.com/2016/08/13/why-the-hijabi-is-a-lie-truth-serum-if-you-want-it/

Nam,

Some Fun Doodles. In loving memory of my brother’s hobbies and anime fixation.

 

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My gate is always open. A link to my secret prayers page.

Above is just a fun exploration of 3 dimensional space to keep my mind sharp.

So here’s the story short. I got ill from a psychosis and suffered severely from delusions for a awhile and thus got hospitalized. As soon as I got discharged and got better my brother passed away due to depression.. and more to the story but I’m hushed to keep it low key.

On a lighter note.. we distributed some of his prized belongings. His guitar and PS4 were first to go. I got his cintiq tablet hd 22, some clothes and his lonely room and possessions became mine. I doodled a little today on his monstrous cintiq tablet and decided to honor my brother’s favored Japanese art style Anime and drew some fun characters.

Below are some comic ideas I had in mind that I would like to explore in the future possibly. Alphonse the first, Omegan the end, Ethos the Crosswey, Amberguity of ambiguous virtue.

More to come in the future hopefully.

*edit: added 8 more characters. The Synthesis Core Equator, Terra the Amazon Earth Guardian, Abundance of Heaven’s Grace, Obsidian the Grand Teacher, Lost Worlds the Grand Archivist, The Epiphany Prelude and Spatial Planar Protruding Binary.

 

The Twelve Theories Proxy Character Maps. Pin point Mapping of Character Sphere of influence. Below are character maps and it’s primordial natures and behaviors.

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Intuitive and Analytical Brain. Seven Best Habits for Effective Art Practice.

The Left and Right Hemisphere’s of the brain working together for a resulting iterative moderate solution. Here are some golden rules for studies based on artistic right and analytical math based left.

(The diagram below is facing you and is the reason why it looks backwards.)

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There are two basic sides and approaches to doing good art. The logical Analytical left side of the brain’s way.. and the creative intuitive right side of the brain’s way.

It seems that the two fields influence and behave completely different from one another.

logical rational
analytical left

creative imaginative
intuitive right

Which brings us to an understanding of art to a different level called Iterative drawing.

Iterative drawing relies on perspective, practice and mainly this new thing called mileage.

iterative drawing is based on
mileage and moderation.

(draw multiple versions of the one drawing for effective learning).

There are also components to drawing and painting.

Drawing tends to rely mostly on proportion placement. Form and construction. Perspective and anatomy.

The components to painting rely mostly on;
value, color, temperature and texture.

7 habits of highly effective artists. The seven practices for effective learning artists are as listed;

  1. Do daily work; set a scheduled meeting with yourself.
  2. Work towards perfection by volume.
  3. Great artists steal, take what you love and use it.
  4. Conscious learning; focus on relative things and awareness.
  5. Rest 6 weeks for fresh eyes.
  6. Feedback; everything sucks at the start.
  7. Create what you love.

 

RIP April 10 2017; A Message to A Distanced Brother I Still Forgive

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High expectations, low resolve.

I know I’ve been hard on him all my life and sometimes it was hard to set aside our differences, majority of the time. I believe throughout his life he’s had this conflict of expecting a lot but never settling for less than what he wanted to see happen. His resolve to settle was always less than what he expected to see in life. He was use to being hand fed by a silver spoon, living off the silver lining of life and when things got tough because the stars didn’t align for him he gave up.

We grew up pretty poor growing up and he was a favored child all the years I knew him. I’ll continue to roast him in his passing because that opportunity to do so has passed. He was my young kid brother and he had so much more coming to him. There’s so much frustration and misunderstanding of who we were and what we were in life to each other.

I dreamed he visit once just recently. I was resuscitating him in the dream, and he came to life again. He kissed my forehead and said “Stupid”. A very normal answer based on profound knowledge of who he was. I was tearing up, I wanted to say so much but all I could think of was how selfish he was.. how much of an idiot he was to leave us the way he did. How hard it was for my parents to let him go – no parent should bury their kid.

I always saw him in a heroic light, I sometimes referenced him to the redeemed exiled king of “Lord of The Rings” King Aragorn. I had bought him a Aragorn replica sword for his room in 2010 (?) with all the money I had made working banquets for The Shaw Conference Center.  He in exchange never bought anyone anything in the family for the years I knew him. I know it was hard to pull out the money for special occasions to buy something for someone no matter how cheap or stupid the idea was.  I would have liked anything he would have pulled out just to say I got something from him.

He was solitary, spoke little unless it was about business or monetary gain, judgmental and most of all closed off his life to people in his family. I wrote a poem as a memorandum to our loss. It was the best I could do, I hope it would reach him where ever he was. I couldn’t understand who he was in the end and what drove him to be who he was at the end of all this. He was an enigma to me even in the end. He was just my kid brother in the end no matter how he treated us and behaved I didn’t care. I just lost a chance and opportunity to redeem my kid brother.. The glimmer of hope that we would resolve the friction and conflict between us as kids in the end.

I hate how he was so calm and collected talking about what he was about to do before he passed away. He was so smug, he really needed that smack on the head. To wake up and realize that it was his life he was talking about and it effected everyone around him also. Everyone who knew him and worried for him would be effected. But even after all that, never visiting me at the hospital while i was there – I guess he was just going through too much stuff and struggling with his own life to reach out to me.

Even after all that, I forgive him. I just hope he gets everything coming to him. Our frustrations, anger and especially our love. I hope that guy finds peace. I wish him well.

NN.

Animals, Abstract and Environments

This week I did a mix of animals, abstract and environments that I hope you’ll like. First I did a Golden Eagle. Secondly, I did Golf Greens which hangs in the Alberta Hospital. Thirdly I made a “Desert Oasis” overlooking a lake. Next, I did an abstract picture that represents “Perspectives” of many entities. Finally, I finished the week off with a Polar Bear Guardian.

Please enjoy your stay. Love, Happiness, Justice and Peace.

Nam,

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Golden Eagle

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Golf Greens

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Desert Oasis

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Perspective

Polarbear

Polar Bear Guardian

We Are a Product of Our Work

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  1. We are a product of our work.

You are what you make of life. In the end it’s what you’ve done, the kindness you’ve spread and the hearts you touched that makes logical sense in life – but most importantly, who you become is immediately significant. Life is about the people you meet, yes this is true, but you are the product of all these interactions that make you grow, being a result and product of all things that have come. All things that influenced you as you figured out and sorted problems after problems to become solutions. Turning dirt, molding it to become gold in your eyes. Making something from nothing. Doing something surprisingly great and beautiful despite all odds and what tools and things you have to work with. This is the philosophy of the lotus being born in a barren dirty place as the swamp and blooming into a beautiful flower out of no where.

All the things we have done, all the work we put in, all the people we interacted with to get where we are today. This is what we have taken for granted. People don’t see the impact of their actions and kindness but as we grow more mature and thoughtful this results in development refining of character. We become more respectful and polite in order to resolve common conflicts that could be dealt with easily with simple decency. If we remember our goals and keep our personal plans for ourselves focused at heart and strive for these resulting projects consistently persevering, we will surely get where we want to go in life and collect all the rewards that we sowed in the end. Keeping in mind that we can’t please everyone but we should still aim to be selfless and generously giving. Not everyone has the human interest in mind.

Despite the fact that not everyone has good intentions, we can only help the few that care and spread acts of kindness and behaviors. Focusing on the here and now, we prioritized our love ones and make preferences to enjoy and allow the joy in our life to flourish. Allowing our love and happiness and our justice and peace to prosper. We have worked our method and analyzed our directions and conflicts and this is what we found in the end. In chronological order these are the conflicts but also profound virtuous solutions I have come to conclude..

 

My Journey’s Stellar Pin-Pointed Gems:

Life: Be Yourself.

Dream: Follow your heart.

Self: Build and learn. One lesson at a time.

Light: Shine in the Dark. When all good is amiss, be the light in the dark.

Redemption of Alphonse: Stand for the Truth.

 

Loyalty: Think of what you can offer by building faith in one another.

Trust: Respect and think of others but be smart but caring.

Authority: Be the invisible hand that gives hope. (Be bold, have courage and be strong).

Wisdom: Find the fine silver lining path (to understand, contemplate and comprehend the truth) To resolve the truth.

Redemption of Omegan: Legitimacy and Credibility.

 

Hope begets Faith. Faith begets Compassion. Compassion begets Love. Loves begets Grace. Grace brings forth the Redemption.

Hope: I sought to practice and I intended to build bridges.

Faith: I sought to understand the world and my wool was covered in soot of taint. I remind myself that there is hope in the end if I have faith.

Compassion: I sought to nurture the world and started giving. I remind myself that with great faith in the end I will have compassion.

Love: I sought to care for the world and started understanding myself, others and the world around me. I remind myself that with compassion in the end I will have love.

Grace: I sought to do good in the world and I started offering my services to God and The Heavens. I remind myself that with love in the end I will arrive with grace.

Redemption of Christwey: I sought to change life for the better and I gave my heart to everyone. I have forsaken the angel in my heart but one day I will be fruitful with my work.

 

Love: I’ve found love, it is in the people.

Peace: I’ve found peace, it is in acceptance of my reality on Earth.

Justice: I’ve found justice. I look to solve love, peace and happiness for the self and others. A person should stand for good on the bold and narrow path.

Happiness: I’ve found happiness,  I found the Truth in myself.

Composure: I’ve found composure, I look at stability and try to balance my life.

Temperance: I’ve found temperance, I seek inside me to find what it is I can offer.

Solution: I’ve found the solution, I believed that there was a way and would plot my points, draw my lines and that would make my paths in life.

The Golden Measure of Perspective

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  1. The Golden Measure of Perspective. Fiction and reality. The distinguished divided look between human beings and being inhuman, being imaginary and being real. Subjective and objective.

Human beings can be seen subjectively and objectively; being seen subjectively reveals the emotional human elements of what they are and when seen objectively they can make the person, place or thing an objective goal such as a product/result of their work. Humans are interesting in that they actually don’t have to make sense of what they are and where they are going. This is true in that, their meaning of life doesn’t have to mean anything at all. It is all just assumed that people have a place and time to get somewhere. The expression of life as a body in this world is just a vessel for experience. Ideally we want to feel happy, fulfilled and find great enjoyment in life.

We talk about being humans and humane all the time but what is it to be the opposite, objectively defining us and as a result making us inhumane? The idea of being inhumane means that we are selfishly goal oriented and we want to pursue dreams. Some times this drives us in a way to fulfill us with profound thoughts and life because life sometimes works into your world subjectively whether you acknowledge it or not. There is no pure experience subjectively and objectively based on the golden means model of balance. One cannot exist without the other even when identified as separate existing entities.

Human beings can be imaginary and a figment of your imagination. The ones that you think about in your head and speak to are separate from who they are in real life. They may have names and different identities but “You are you, I am me”. When something is real, they can affect a person the moment they wake up and realize their reality. A amputation of a leg or arm is a very real reality. People with mental illness have a very real reality also. Life is very real for a victim of mental illness only through the environment, circumstances and conditions they are put through. There is also a stigma that lessens their legitimacy and this hurts their future.

Life must be embraced but a distinct separation of what is real and what is not is very important and must be established. What is imaginary in the real world and what is conjured by the mind. These are the boundaries and lines of the fictional world. Things cannot be without these known boundaries and reality is at stake if divisions of such worlds are not distinguished.

The golden measure of all things should be accounted for in all systems. Life is not without taking into consideration moderation of things such as fiction and legends in a human life. There must be some imperial system and a grand foundation of what we build our worlds around and it should always include ourselves for, by, from, to the people. It is important that life be made with a balance of imaginary and the real. Paradoxes may exist and you may end up a hypocrite of what you sought to be in the end but life isn’t without surprises. Life is what you make out of it, so enjoy life – seek simple kindness, love and compassion.

A Piece of Mind for Nurture

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“Ask and You Will Receive..” these are the simple words that speak a variety of ways – sometimes we are too proud to ask and we don’t want to be put in a seat of vulnerability. We punish ourselves and forget what it means to be humble and to submit to the mercy of those of higher power. By grace of the higher ups they will provide. We just need to learn to keep our words and minds healthy so that the environment stays stable to encourage a nurturing growing world.

6. Best case scenarios of possibilities with alignments to heighten probability of chances. OR (Finding the light and kindling the chances of greatness to happen.)

In life you can observe the world in a healthy optimistic positive direction or a negative pessimistic direction. But there is another way – and that is to see that you can only work with what you have. It is not that the glass is half full or half empty – it’s what you do with what you have that really matters. I believe best case scenarios are typically more appealing than the ideas of worst case scenarios – where realism and realistically we are driven to make something out of nothing. That we can produce golden results out of what little we had to work with.

Best case scenarios are devastatingly fun to look at and very appealing because it is what we ideally want to create and look towards in the future. But worst case scenarios we are often times conflicted. We must be aware of such pessimistic worlds and rather find results that are useful. Being proactive and making precautionary measures are good practices of human intuition and intuition in itself is a tough practice. But if we put a mind over matter methodology into our work, things will progressively get better with time.  I believe having faith, which is an unusual spiritual and abstract thing often helps the mind stay sharp and tempered.

If best case scenarios are what we look out for in life than worst case scenarios we must acknowledge as well but not to be made the focus. I enjoy the wide view of spectrum of perspective of oversight. To see a broad range of things in order to see the good and acknowledge the bad, to find a general lieu of a word called piety. To know good from bad. I embrace the idea that nothing can be purely good or bad but it is in some form of many grays and hints and hues of colors. Just as life is portrayed in a broad spectrum of colors and shades of hints and hues – so are the people, it’s decisions and ideas are also plastered with vibrant colors of emotion, history and experiences.

I would like to be reminded of the precautionary tales I’ve come across – and remember not to become the precautionary tale after trying so hard avoiding it all my life. The idea is that I want to grasp the ideal of perfection to some degree but acknowledge the darkness in the stories that stir up gossip. I don’t want to be the gossip of infamous stories but I want to be a legend of progress and creation. Life is what you make of it, you only live once in actuality despite transcendent information.

Life is about the sacred awe of everything that you come across. The brilliance of how it all comes together, how it’s lifted even how it crumbles. Victory comes for those who seek life generously, honestly and with genuine sincerity of the heart. Do not come seeking great truths with the objective of finding some ultimate truth, approach life with a kindred spirit and healthy appetite of curiosity. And remember to share your heart and dreams with those dearest to you with the short amount of time you have on Earth. But keep your temple a sanctuary because we are all just stewards for the next generation. What we teach our children and neighbors is what they will teach theirs and further generations.

The Collective’s Consensus

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Collective Consensus

In life you can’t really control completely the things that happen in the world. The fact is, despite your most true determination you can only reach out to some small margin of people. Even though this is true, you can only do what you can at the present moment. The voice of the people is just important as the  voice of the whole. You also shouldn’t let everyone walk all over you either. Your input is just as essential as the other ‘s opinions because it is your own experience.

 
Based on planet Earth, there are five perspectives that we work with on this medium. To speak in first person, to speak as someone else watching, to speak as a consensus, To speak as the world and to speak as/from a sentient all powerful, wise and thoughtful ruler.

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The reason I decided to create this method chart is because it is important to know the components before you can understand the Collective Consensus. I have learned of and listed a 6 x 6 chart I call “The Methods”. People are connected to worlds all around them and in front of them they do not know why they are connected. The information is already above us, information encompasses and binaries orbits around in space. These ideas are all are established in our heaven we call the future.

The collective consensus is having all the components understood and expressed to some level of comprehension. There are plenty of mediums to work with and understand but the best way to realize these worlds is to experience them, speaking, spreading simple kindness and adding to a movement of unconditional love.

The stories I write are mostly about my growing process and it is suppose to be read with the heart and not with the brain. I must explain also that there is a difference between the brain and mind. The brain gives you the brain/mental capacity to store memories where as the mind can recall and evaluate the situation and it’s capacity so that one can make sense/reason of it.

The voice can be expressed as a physical voice, thought voice, thinking voice, mind voice and finally it can speak body language.

The sight is a a form of touch/push because it is reliant on how the light hits the eye in order to accomplish things in life. The looking eye is mostly built on the medium of the material world. The sight can also see thought, can be seen through eyes, it can see sound with the proper equipment or recognition system and it can speak through the heart.

The hearing can have reception in order to hear vibrations in the air one must concentrate on the understanding and comprehension of what the hearing is. This is found in the pressure in the air and therefore we are brought to radio location to some level and form.

The doing can be found in it’s practice, thinking, seeing, manipulating and illuminating.

The reading is sort of strange in that it reads with the heart but sometimes you will work in the analytical world. A healthy balance of both worlds would be ideal. For example the first journal blog book I made is suppose to be read with the heart almost completely because it was a one man project. It was an sincere in message and a work of honesty.

The Voice, Sight, Hearing, Doing and Reading all have something valuable to offer you.. Out of all these method forms, I have charted 5 of it’s most elaborate and most high forms based on human limits in this medium of life. They are gifts in life and should not be taken for granted.

The consensus is built around appreciating perspectives of all categories based on myself, yourself, them, all and God . It is only when we are full connected that we are able to hear the true consensus of the human collective voice.

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Below are paradigms I call “Beyond the Light”. I won’t be explaining these because they cross a line I’m not interested in crossing. All these things below are good but I am soon understanding that I might be crossing boundaries that should not be crossed. Next life, I suppose.

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If you understand what this is, good for you. =) love, peace, justice, happiness and Hope.

Nam,

Mindful Pros and Cons of Perfectionism

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(Read with an open heart and some balance of mind. Less analytical brain for the best results.)

  1. Mindful pros and cons of perfectionism.

The things I know that are true to me are based on truths that are reliant on imperialism. There is some mutual respect for authority of humanity and careful approaches. The pros of the system we build is based on experimental trial and error, deductive reasoning and evidence. The cons would be some what abstract – like alterations (seen/unseen), inconsistencies and delusions. The pros and cons of having a good sense of humor so you can understand that we are all humans and have particular struggles in life. This is a complex state that strives to be true in the world of normalcy. Unfortunately for us normal is just as alien to us as weird.

Perfection is a terrible thing to strive for in the human universe and world. Perfection is the circle and it is flawless. The philosophy of the square is that it is the most primordial of all the shapes. Perfectionism can be an ability to do something to it’s highest degree. The state of perfection can only be seen in two ways.. The beginning and the end. Meaning the circle is perfect to one variable at the beginning and the eternal circle being the end, the end being many variables, the start being only of one variable..

The positive idea that  I have found exist in experimental trials of error in logic, deductive reasoning and factual evidence. Through imperialism we find that experimental trials of error in logic is what we use to perform a task out of a consistency basis. We use logic from within our hearts and minds to decipher the best way to proceed. Making your theory based on your hypothetical world, the virtual world of the mind. Finding ways to establish a suitable method of choice by consistency in probability and possibility.

Deductive reasoning is the idea that if all else fails you can always cross out the choices that are completely wrong. I am great but I am humble. These traits brought me to a higher understanding of what men should strive for in life. The ability to work in the right direction at least to some high degree to very high degree towards our desired future. To see piously (the difference between the good and the bad) and it’s pious resolve would allow us to understand how it works in the world of perfectionism.

Evidence is the idea that you need substance in your case or resolve of the problem to solve the problem. People forget that we live in a physical medium where we are all influenced by the higher dimensional and vibration worlds indirectly. Even though we have very little evidence to prove that other realms, like the mind realm and spirit realm, crown realm and realms beyond exist. It is imaginary but it’s very real. The more information you have for the “crime scene” the better we understand the situation and what is going on.

There are cons to this world in pursuing the world of perfection through materialism. Tampering based on perfectionism allows a person to manipulate. Forever reaching for a eternal and infinite objective such as a circle means you are reaching for something with an infinite variable. Objective materialism pursuits to enhance or become perfect in some way is the worst form of arrogance, ignorance but worst of all it fuels pride. Stay away from perfectionism. It’s one of the worst forms of mental “disease” because it encourages delusions with mind or thought you can have in a reasonable world. Infinity is a big number, eternity is a long time.

Inconsistencies also make a world of perfection impossible because we all start from somewhere. It may take you a margin of years to finish law (for example) – It may take you a life time to finish school and many years to make a living to pay your debts. It’ll take you forever to understand every concept. Perfection in this world is flawed in that people only see the surface of your skin but not your heart. Once they know your heart it is possible to see who they are from a clearer perspective.

Delusions make life really hard. Suffering is the biggest delusion understood by the Buddhist and older civilizations. The idea of Nirvana is that it is a place where you are at complete peace, and accept the world as it is. There is no changing the world with a one man mentality. Delusions have this power to sway people and exude confidence in a person and sometimes people can get hurt. Be mindful and careful of what you do to people, be aware that your words whatever they may be, may cause harm. Even though this is true, we don’t need everyone to become social justice warriors.

Based on these six ideas we have, we come to understand as the pros and cons of perfection and it’s good and bad realities. Worst case scenarios and best case scenarios give us hope. We want to find something profound in this life and we are seeking these good things possibly to the end of our lives; Imperialism, deductive reasoning and factual evidence. Were the pros Tampering, inconsistencies and delusion were the cons.  Finding the flaws in a person should never be the objective of the game, it’s really a matter what is it we need to do for the people. What can you do or provide for them and yourself.

The Noble Heart

3. The Noble Heart.

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Staying true to yourself. Pursuing your dreams. Determining your truths in this reality. Believe in your goals and yourself. The objective of the game is to stay true to yourself. You stay true to yourself by trying to stay on the straight and narrow path and doing the right thing the best that you can. Life can be difficult but as long as you look into your heart things will progressively get better. There’s sometimes a sacrifice associated with being noble. Humility and simple kindness of heart will allow a person to live fruitfully and happy. Preservation of one’s life will be prioritized but not always necessary first in line.

Pursuing your dreams is a process where you will seek and look for what you desire most in life. You will continue to pursue the things you desire based on your outlook on life. You will go far and wide to look for your truths and you may come back full circle without being fruitful in your findings. Even so the discoveries you may find will provide you with some form of database to build a spectrum. From here you will discover that life around you will progressively get better if you work on the foundation of your life. Sifting through Earth’s problems you will find Life, Dream, Self, Salvage and Light.

Determining your truths in this reality means you will define and shape your world around you. There will be times in life where you must affirm who you are. Meaning that you must continue despite your difficulties in life, telling yourself “good” things that will remind you who you really are. It is timeless to express love and kindness despite your circumstances and condition. In these acts of compassion you will mold life in your hands. Figuring out what you are and the definitions of what the truths of life are about. Worldly truths are the forms that we work with in this physical world and some timeless and universal logic. Love, Compassion, Kindness, Understanding, Comprehension, Struggle, Hardship, Ingenuity, Cunning and other concepts may be good examples of universal logic because they are so broad and timeless.

Believe in your goals and yourself. Have faith in yourself, believe in your goals. Know yourself and what your dreams are. Test your might in the trials of life. To endure the test of time through waves and waves of erosion in the wind and water. I think that believing in yourself is a very important key and acts as a keystone in holding the whole structure of life together. Life is trusting yourself and knowing what you are capable of – assessing this and applying it to your world. People should attempt to be noble to a degree in everything they do.. to be willing to sacrifice what they are and have in order to bring some kind of product worthwhile into this world.

The noble heart means to act as a martyr and possibly sacrifice one’s life in trying to do something good. This may be so but – you can never be forced into a true sacrifice and there is always a way with ingenuity. If you think you are defeated, you will only be defeated in the end. You must believe in yourself and have faith in what you do in order to pursue your own dreams. The unconditional heart is the gateway to all of this. The work that we put in brings us to this complicated and truly tough in the practice of acceptance and conceptualizing life.

Nam,

Truth Standards

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Through my findings on Earth I have determined very important pivotal mentions in my work. These are the “Truth Standards” worlds that I have determined.

Through our findings we have found that there is a need for characteristics needed in certain title jobs. I have always believed that life came with great concern for finding one’s direction and in my life have found a possible way to determine what occupation I would like to work in. I have sought long and hard for a strong life and to build good foundation. This was all fruitful in the end and the future is bright after all this. In this story we speak of The three worlds of The Artist, The Archivist and the Curator. I am one, the other and the collective to make the true consensus. I speak for one, many and all.

The world of Self, The Others and The Collective are the three worlds that co-exist together.

Deductive reasoning through the basic senses.

Poking a stick in the dark.

“Head of an Ox and Heart of Gold.”

-FAOX

READ HORIZONTALLY

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The first self level Aox Truth is the self virtues of integrity of self, worldly truths and worldly wisdoms. The synthesis being self justice. The way is up.

The first self level Aox Truth is of application is History, Info, Knowledge. The synthesis being Binary Data. The synthesis being Binary Data. The way is up.

The first self level Aox Truth is the perpetual nature is Calculated, Logical and Mindful. The synthesis being Heartful. The way is up.

The first self level Aox Truth are the roles of Historian, Reporter and News Caster. The synthesis being the Data Analyst.

The second other’s level Aox Truth is the virtues is Contemplated, Truth and Wisdom. The synthesis being Other’s Justice. The way is up.

The second other’s level Aox Truth is the applications is Beneficial Lies, High Degrees of Truth and Logical Sense. The synthesis being Evaluation. The way is up.

The second other’s level Aox Truth is the perpetual nature is Profitable, Fruitful and Rational. The synthesis being Beneficial. The way is up.

The second other’s level Aox Truth is the Roles of Businessman, Lawyer and Judges. The Synthesis Intelligence Specialist. The way is up

The third collective’s level Aox Truth is the Collective Virtues is Ingenuity, Sincerity, Honesty. The synthesis being Integrity. The way is up.

The third collective’s level Aox Truth is the applications is the Creation, Investment and Influence Trusts. The synthesis is the Evaluation. The way is up.

The third collective’s level Aox Truth is the perpetual nature of Inventive, Affordable and Ranked. The synthesis is Validity. The way is up.

The third collective’s level Aox Truth is the role of Engineer, Banker and Creditors. The synthesis is Legitimate Claimers. The way is up.

Read Vertically:

 

Integrity of Self, History and Calculated. Makes a Historian.

Contemplated, Beneficial Lies and Profitable. Makes a Businessman.

Ingenuity, Creation and Inventive. Makes an Engineer.

A person who works and practices the integrity of protecting his history with calculated movements will be best suited as a Historian.

A person who specializes and is well contemplated, using beneficial lies and makes profit from it is bested suited for a job as a Salesman/Businessman.

A person who works and specializes in the hands of ingenuity, creation and is inventive may make a good Engineer.

Worldly Truths, Worldly Info, Worldly Logics make a Reporter.

Truth, High Degrees of Truth and Fruitful. Makes a Lawyer.

Sincerity, Investment and Affordable. Makes a Banker.

A person who works and specializes with worldly truths, worldly info and worldly logic may be best suited to become a good reporter.

A person who works and specializes with the truth, high degrees of truth and fruitful because of their work may make a good lawyer.

A person who works and specializes with the sincerity, investment and make things affordable is one who would make a good Banker.

Wisdoms, Knowledge and Mindful. Makes a New’s Caster (Anchor).

Wisdom, Logical Reason and Rational. Makes Judges.

Honesty, Influence Trusts, and Ranked. Makes Creditors.

A person who works and specializes in Worldly Wisdoms, Knowledge and Mindfulness. May make a good New’s Anchor or New’s Caster.

A person who works and specializes in Wisdom, Logical Reason and is Rational may make a good Judge.

A person who works and specializes in Honesty, Influence Trusts and Ranked may make a good Creditor.

Self Justice, Binary Data, Heartful makes a Data Analyst to become a archivist.

Other’s Justice, Evaluation, Beneficial makes a Intelligence Specialist to become a Human Database Archivist.

Integrity, Security, Validity makes a Legitimate Claimers to become a Worldly Archivist.

A person who works and specializes in Self Justice, Binary Data and Heartful thoughts makes a Data Analyst and becomes a archivist.

A person who works and specializes in Other’s Justice, Evaluation and Beneficence of society makes a Intelligence Specialist who can become a Human Database Archivist.

A person who works and specializes in Integrity, Security and Validity makes a Legitimate Claimer to become a Worldly Archivist.new3

Strange Sheep or Black Sheep

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Today my topic will be about malevolent and benevolent beings.

The story about benevolent and malevolent beings throughout history have been enigmatic throughout the centuries. Benevolent being of nurture and malevolent being of manipulation. Though malevolent natures are a bit selfish in design they are essential to the world in that they are self sufficient and effective in their cause. They work towards their survival as priority and make sure that they are able to change and adapt things to their personal needs.

I believe we need to balance the two sides or natures in human beings. I understand that we should work towards a better future for our personal worlds but I also believe we must compensate some time and effort into our relationship with our neighbors. To mend wounds and allow each other to fill the gaps that each world is missing. People never take the time to care for one another any more and think more selfishly in this world. They forget who really did what in this life and what sacrifices were made in order to bring about this world the way it is today.

Life is truly about giving. I learned a whole lot in life, I found earthly knowledge and universal knowledge quite exciting. The material world is truly a great thing in a sense that you get to interact and touch things with the opportunity of genuine interest. We have never been so blessed and we should be grateful for all the things that we learn in this life. The experience of life is rich and full of hope, opportunities can exist in many mediums and can be expressed in many ways. I for one am a bit excited for life and I am glad to have this opportunity to know what life is in essence. We have all suffered sometimes tragic events in our lives and as we grow and heal ourselves we are reminded that the world is not perfect.

Love and Compassion, were some of the traits taught effectively through the decades. It strikes me and astounds me that people go through life sometimes forgetting that we should live with the forgive and forget mentality. That people harm because maybe they had no choice or fell victim to their own demons and vices  or of addiction. Their natures are to blame because not everyone is perfect. Manipulation is the most prominent nature and people often get consumed by the darkness of the heart more often than people of benevolence. People fall – it is a fact, benevolence is a delicacy in this world and we should savor the fruits of our work once in a while. We should seek the harvest to build worlds where there is benevolence but know that malevolent people exist and they are the building blocks to society and exist at the foundation

Christ was a man who lived among the poor, needy, sick, hungry, desperate, poverty ridden; he lived among the indecent and thieves. He was truly a curious man based on how he pursued life. He was wise to have balanced the scales the way he did, adapting to his environment and changing his world around him based on benevolent foundation but manipulated life to work with him. Life can be awfully tough in the face of danger and it requires a bold mindset in order to facilitate the prerequisites to survive in life. There is courage that is required in the face of crime, vice, infidelity, vengeance and other dark elements. Life is truly based around what you can do at the time with what you have. You make what you can in life based on what you can work with. This is all one can actually do in the name of progress, to become more tempered and stronger than the last time one has passed through.

I am the black sheep that made the full circle around the world and covered his wool in a dark coat of soot. I have gone far and wide to obtain my self-education about life and I wish only that people used my time wisely. I wish to give the respect to those who spent their time in building this world and I am brought to contemplate what people have done in order to bring this world about. I will cherish the moments that I have that are good in this life and I will make sure life will be fulfilled the best I know how. I have wasted too much time wishing I were someone else sometimes believing I should have been a certain way for too long. I should seek my dreams now. I thank God and The Christ in bringing functional society and life into full blossom and radiance. I know life is hard some times but I know I can count on these certain people to give me the wisdom I need in this life. I just need to focus on the strength of learning something today so that I am not ill equipped for tomorrow.

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I think I found out what I am today. I think I want to get into Analytics. I want to learn about the world to a whole different degree and I want to shine bright but still be humble. I made a promise today I will shine with one hundred percent truth in my heart but I won’t make speeches everyday because that’s not who I am. I will be good to the world and be in essence a good in the world working to help human kind and their universe to grow and become better people. I apologize to formally to the man who helped me grow the tree of life in this world. I thank you stranger (Jim Hawkin) for making the tree of life happen. I will be accountable for my own actions be strong and have courage to be who I was meant to be in this life.

 

 

The Madness of Awesome. The Establishing of Divine Systems.

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If you look at this picture long enough. It changes colors and moves with life. This is my evidence to show what I learned. More evidence can be seen in more of my studies in Divine Systems, The channeling a flow of energy from the realm of abundance, stars and universe and even god. I integrated several things in this portal/portrait. It’s just a picture.. but it makes you feel like you’re tripping balls. from tapping into a world of free energy and a abundance of it, truth systems and heaven and earth studies. In the mean time… have fun with this portal as much as I enjoyed making it.

Divine Intervention:

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It is important to take a little from each book as some BOOKS in this series of knowledge may seem trivial and sometimes even redundant in nature. The truths here are a comprehended truth of synthesized truths on the narration of/by/with the person (single body existence) based out of the human condition, the world view of what is accepted and understood in society, the collective view of a collaborative body, The consensus of the people, the mind of contemplated truth and nature of the universe, an ultimate view of that supersedes common thought (derived from essence of Omega the personality of gradual progress through the medium of time), The will to teach and nurture and the Grief and guilt of lost life on failed worlds.

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BOOK NUMBERS

Oblivion: micro world:

(Sonus i’m the Knowledge titles and important keystones guy)

Ambiguous: Numbers based on alpha system of 8 people paradigm entity.

Possible systems: Paradigm of 4 (possible 5 maybe) subjects in mind.  8 who have 5 possible outcome worlds (4 cardinal directions and one ascendency upwards). Sharing 1 world in which is shared in a pillar of knowledge of ascendancy. 8 x 33 (8 x 4 + 1  possible ascendant world outcomes). Ascendant people can account for  5 different worlds of views. Light can be inversed and dark can be inversed. thus in this light. With 4 (note ***) possible themed (not sure what this is, not yet determined variable) constitution of outcomes.  (of light, inverse light, dark inverse dark, earth, inverse earth ( swastika, nazika past, future and present moment focused on earth things of reality, experience, worldly value and life).

With possible established cardinal direction ideals EAST, WEST, NORTH, SOUTH and UP. despite opposite inverse possibilities of ideas. We will leave that to inverse interests and therefore trivial to our objectives.

Nam: “Would like to narrate a fiction story about people represented as cardinal directions but cannot do it due to time specifications and without making things up on the basis of non-truthful and non knowledge based facts.”

On the basis of what we know. (on the premise of a 4 based paradigm and ideal to honor a potential 5 based pardigms.) There are 5 cardinal directions in life, not strictly bond to direction of thoughts but rather just general virtual view of the spectrum of world based on the knowledge of the 3 dimensional worlds. X,Y, Z knowledge of space. Knowledge of time as a four dimensional variable. Five the dimensional variable of dimensions and alternate realities and perspectives.. and based on the matter of choices. Six the possible notion of an establish world enlightened truths in the world. Seven the notion of possible established abundance natured world. Eight the notion of possible world of guidance for nurturing narrative of humans taken care of by Osidian The Giver.

The idea to speak to the common multitude and establish a true kind and compassionate premise is that. There are numerous worlds but that are only a few true states of direction in the physical world. In the Earth world such worlds will revolve around a box and cube for the idea is that people can relate to a world and land that has a a horizon and a sun that rises in the east and sets in the west. Established on Earth people are gifted with the common practical cardinal directions. In essence the nature of the physical world and virtual reality exists on this premise in the from of x y z and exploration of the world of matter, spectrum and effective navigation through the medium of physical existence. This world is inherently a cube.

The Heavens is a different nature and animal. But not entirely inhumane to subjected as robots and machines of complete absolute faith, hope and complete obedience. Based on a perfect system. In the Spiritual world of Heaven such as worlds that thrive on Creativity of Man and ultimately life. The world is made in comprehension of truths of worlds within worlds, within worlds forever and ever until you arrive out of the microcosm in the macrocosm, The pearl necklace is a philosophy of worlds within the pearls of each pearl on the necklace. The philosophy is the same. Each body of the pearl represents a perfect universe they have experienced. The body can’t take you to certain places and transcendent information becomes redundant in a state of paradox in the speak of human language.

This world is also based on the partial truth that they are in the form of spirit because they can only exist as such to express, explore worlds,comprehend and experience such truths. This is the perfect world of spirit.. where they are unattached completely from identity — everyone is in song, immediately connected in mind, body, south, spirit and even thought. Everyone knows each other inherently. They reach out and tell stories of their experiences and knowledge but can never really do anything about trivial matters of common human lives, their prospects, their unexpressed gifts, dormant natures and song of experience. The world of the spirit is based on the Cardinal System of direction but fully expressed.. in infinite directions that ultimately result in the shape of a perfect spherical shape. The result of this shape is it’s inherent nature to see in all directions in all spectrum, manners and directions creating a term called “world” that has been conveniently tied in with the material of world of mass and form which is truly a misconception. Worlds are universes that inherently able to create a platform and constitute a medium for people to see things, do things and even become things (human identities and such).

You are experiencing star systems, stellar objects, systems, people, politics, ideas, science, religion, identity – based on ideas in the form of vessels that hold these ideas. The power of being to see and make sense with your own truth of what is happening. Some people constitute systems of experience and worlds. Some people express themselves as a beaming star. Some people express themselves through the inherent expressed nature of how they affect people like black holes. Some people impose their rule as planets as gravity and orbit, some as a collective council of stars,  some people want to be like animals and to express what they think being an animal is like, we are manifestations of ideas that want to be expressed and be experienced in life. The human condition is just an element, yet a essential conduit in the form of physical vessel that allows you to collaborate collectively and experience life on Earth here.

To narrate this properly I must make a fictitious medium based on otherworldly comprehension, external sources, resources and knowledge. The fictitious medium will not allow you to fully comprehend the absolute truth. But it is a basis and precursor to grasp some sense of what is going on in a initiating process to cultivate the mind, be open to ideas and hearts of my own comprehended truths.

There were eight friends. Each one represent a personality and nature based on their wildly different constitutions and identities. They all sought to ascend and were the heroes of Earth. They knew of each other, learned from each other, criticized but always in a nurturing manner. They loved life, prospered in life and pursued their dreams truly to the extent of those words. This was the experience of life. They sought to ascend the trivial matter, medium and disillusions of life to enlighten themselves in the the most respectful matters of engaging a person, traditions, culture, life on Earth as we know it and all it’s creative abundance and the results/products that entails it.

These friends were the Heroes of The Earth Realm. A fictitious fabrication sadly but – with meaningful intent, based on common comprehended truths and common practical speech. The sought to ascend. But their fashion of expressing their seeking of truth was either in a whirlpool direction of clockwise and counter clockwise. One direction will take you to a future of Great upbringings of the past at the compromise of a dark future. The other direction would lead one to have a terrible past but it’s inherent nature, spirit and fruits of progress thrives because basically it speaks to the universal level of progressing in the flow of time.  And well – progress in time despite representing and it’s trivial misconceptions of what evil because no one is truly good or evil, or black and white.. This idea that an evil man who progresses despite being known for being evil means ultimately in the future we have a tortured soul who will learn. Whereas the philosophy of the other who is apparently the innocent good happy person because it was born happy but die unhappy. We live in the medium of time in the fluid flux and flow of time. The good person in appearance can only express itself physical but not in essence in philosophy. They can act and show as much as they want that they truly are good people but they are the same as all other broken, stuffed and stitched up doll we see in each other because of life. And some.. just thrive in the sea manure social politics, corruption and daily scandals. Some make best of what they got and become in essence “the touch of gold” through the midus touch in philosophy. Some are optimistic and some pessimistic. There’s many perspectives to look at life but what matters most is what comes from your flowering heart because of all the work you did to allow it to grow and express itself.

So the story goes that the heroes are on Earth and go their ways in what ever manner and fashion but they have a higher functions of the human body that allowed them to effectively communicate, express daily frustrations and resolve them quickly. Their thoughts were pure and kind based on true compassion and the love of unconditional love, philosophy of being in sync with each other’s emotions, thoughts and needs. Something that Technology can easily bridge through it’s diverse function to serve without being physically enhancements and genetic superiority of gene inheritance and such animal level vibrations of thinking. They built a world and progressively ascended to heaven where they lived in paradise, the ultimate source of abundance, happiness but not so much life. See, the people of heaven get to see all this and watch from their safe homes but at the expense of never fully comprehending the futility of forcing their children to eat vegetables, experiencing the chill of cold weather, of being stuck in traffic, but getting laughed at, scorned and insulted. They might as well be artificial life if they are immune and subject to the trivial problems that comes with being exposed to life and what it entails. This is the sad reality of the Spirit world.. yet now they have realized this and seek to be helpful and lessen the suffering of the world. And this intervention is good.

These heroes of Earth progressively ascended to heaven in the fashion of the the whirlpool philosophy of the buddhist Swastika and the German Nazika (The Reverse Swastika use by Germany).  In essense the Buddhist world Swastika is the result of the whirlpool philosophy that came to be that I spoke of earlier. One built a world to focus on a world remembering and focusing in the past but as with the progression in time is forever forwards they became unhappy and discontent in their future. One built a world to focus on a world remembering the past and focusing on making things better for the future.. on the notion and critical element that is progress in but in time. That despite terrible beginnings he will in the end prosper and live happy because he progressed with the flow of time instead of going against it. One built a world to focus on a world of the common man in a comprehended truth and applications of of both the first and second person becoming the third person taking what he learned from both worlds and apply it taking what he believed would make him happy. And he arrived at the philosophy of “The present moment” and that happiness came when you were experiencing it, doing it and having fun.

On would felt happiness in the pride of his work in sustainability and systems to harness the worlds energy more efficiently and another would find happiness in knowledge, abundance, guidance and even truth in history of evidence in lost worlds due to human incompetence. What ever their pursuits you get the idea. The all lived happily pursuing their dreams through whatever methods. And then there was knowledge first to break the veil of their reality that – he made a gateway to happiness and the knowledge of true happiness and divine systems that accessed divine abundance of energies. He specialized in gateway technologies. He was the quickest to acquire knowledge, within his body derived a spiritual constitution of seek truth and will in preserving  the integrity of knowledge. He transcended the material world and brought outlandish higher truths. That Truth was also found in fiction.. and the power of creativity was more than a work of non sense but a process of expression and medium to embody and even express new ideas.

Some were compelled by his argument. Some unable to cope. Some unhappy that their entire lives of building their empires spark rage and frustration within them. some of them were disappointed in themselves that they didn’t see the truth before this man. Some questioned their life with existential rationalism. Other through intellectualism. Some through Science. Others through whatever vehicle the decided to ride .. but ultimately they knew it was true that they wanted to ascend also with the truth of knowledge but little did they know they were already a part of it because they sought knowledge and truth through their own means but built on tangible logic and reasoning of the mind body emotion spirit and this quality they made up called the soul but I call ethos. It its essentially spirit of thought. What you believe you become. Their pursuit of their dreams and life and it’s deemed material world was naturally cultivating, facilitating and ultimately nourishing the world with it’s progression, results and products. Life was good. And they continued to learn about the stars, the heavens, earth, it’s worldly knowledge and laws.

So that was that, these are my people. They are the Ascendant heroes of Earth. And this fiction is true in some wayward world of fantasy but negating the probability of possibility. Out there they exist. Because life is actually based on creation and creativity of the mind. For the Divine world of Abundance was deeply entwined with the ability to express yourself, appreciate life and being open to worldly knowledge in the pursuit of truth and display of comprehended knowledge

So we have this world of beings. And then there was created a world of the wretched who expressed life in the most hostile, heinous, backwards and opposite of what these people represented. They are called the Backwards Children. They can only be children in mind because they never grow up. They have monstrous bodies and truly abominations to the sight of all that is good, moral, just and even holy. They are completely opposite of what The Ascended Heroes of Earth were. They were immature, reckless, cruel, mean, crooked and twisted. They never thought much of each other and were in a complete chaotic world of constant Entropy, Disorder and Injustice. A world the endorsed bullying, crime, vice, luxury indulging, disgust, pain, infliction, revenge, destruction and all that is unholy and wrong with life. They constantly modified their bodies– their world was a completely backwards dystopia. Whatever they were, they were the complete epitome of The Ascended heroes of Earth. Their philosophy was to descend in their grief, pain and self inflicted suffering. Their motives were most about revenge, trivial conflicts with each other’s interests and conflicts with other’s agenda and personal interests. The usual dribble form these droll. They were fun to watch but they were complete idots for what they do to each other. Screaming the top of their lungs, grunting, spitting, barking and the likes. They were more beast than men.

Then we have the inter-dimensional people who sought to explore more worlds in the likeness of the ones available on Earth in parallel existence with this one. This was truly possible.. and Gateways allow this. The inter-dimensional people would live through life through and creating different angles and perspectives of their previewing worlds; the cultures, subject of conflict because of certain systems and other people related problems. There are occurrences of natural forms of inter dimensional  travel that happen in life and in the world all the time. Parallel worlds are worlds side by side each other that are usually not really connected physically but can be entered at the correct frequency of vibration of body, mind, emotion and spirit.  You are what you eat, but you are also what you believe. These people lived mostly in the Earth World and just enjoyed the daily struggles of life, love and radiance of hope, love, faith and compassion. And other Human sentiments.. but are also found universally in the heavens. These people lived in worlds of Rotation, Variety of different realms and perspectives of life and direction.. some times… in the dimensional world would inverse reality flipping the plateform horizontally or vertically.. or a sequence of horizontal vertical horizontal and also vertically horizontally vertically.

These Worlds were all tangible, reasonable and can even be rationally argued for their existence. Any smart lawyer, or businessman can sway you with his words and education and his potent literacy assaults of the mind. It’s a good practice to act in a civil manner and earn your trust. It’s in their best interest. Though so

People Perspectives: Based on 8 Individual distinct personalities.

Reader acknowledgement: Interesting points be careful to not mix fiction with knowledge.

Alpha The People: Sonus, Luxor, Terra, Ghost, Ethos, Hannah, Giver and  Oblivion are your Earth names.

Omega The Universe: Based on Cardinal directions in Life.

Let me continue with this narrative of numbers and the philosophies therein.

There are now a known total of 5 PRACTICAL Cardinal directions Where the sixth direction is trivial because of the fact that it doesn’t incorporate our personal interest and have our personal desires in mind.

There are now a known total of 6 possible Cardinal directions and added 6 more added sub-cardinal directions for a grand total of 12 Cardinal directions in a the Number of the vast world of IDEAL Cardinal directions and it’s comprehensions.

There are now a known total of INSPIRED Cardinal direction of infinte Cardinal directions in the form of radiant rays of light and it’s inherent nature. Every degree of perspective is a varying degree of variation in the stellar body’s perspective.

These are the most common forms of mediums we like to talk about and invest our time, nergy and effort in.

MAN, GODS, SYSTEMS, UNIVERSES OF GODS, STELLAR OBJECTS, RADIANT BEINGS, CONSTRUCTION OF COMPLEX STRUCTURES WITH OBELISK FUNCTIONS, REVELATION OF THE DREAM

Yes even speaking to a wall can mean something in some worlds. Just ask the Jewish people.

Establish a 3 model method before reaching for a 4 method model.

Stick to three or four possible world paradigms.

For practical use: We speak of practicality to say and give only what we feel you are capable of using and comprehending. And also with oversight of what my human abilities and it’s physical limits in mind. I cannot over extend, reach and overexert myself.

Idealism use:

and implementation of cross way in the future of balance harmony and the such,

 

Crossway The Truths:

Hi-NAM – remember to state fact from fiction!

Hi-NAM Consistency compromise be careful. note to self. stick to narrative of character color coating code!! very important for narrative!!

Note to self make sure you format properly for ideal narration.

Nam (Personal note): integrity questionable: implement of person’s opinion lost due to bad memory. sorry

– throughout story. there will be series of NOTES system. *. alpha note. ** omega note and *** crossway note.

FOUNDATIONS

Alpha note is progressive state.

Omega note is ideal state.

Crossway no is balance, equilibrium, yin yang mentality of harmony, medium  of golden means state (established 6 paradigm medium).

HANNAH: ” I seek, freedom, liberty, justice, love in compassion and truth”

HI-NAM: personal perspective may vary with people.

NEW SYSTEM ESTABLISHED. 

HI-NAM: ideas not in complete sync with personalities, be aware!

PERSONAL VIEW, PUBLIC VIEW, NARRATIVE VIEWS, CENSORSHIP, HUMAN KNOWLEDGE, PROPAGATED NARRATION,  GUIDANCE OF GIVER, and TRUTH of REALITY.

 

HANNAH “I represent heaven. And I approve of your 6 paradigm medium! rejoice!)

Knowledge world of Ascendancy:

 

*High-nam /// Transcendant Higher self truth: highnam – I speak in the name of Nam as an end product. Call me H-NAM.

BASIS 

people 8,  cardinal directions of 6 (potential of sub-cardinal directions of another 6 which makes a total of 12 possible cardinal directions for optimal ideal view).  

With this applied knowledge of above we build a basis that (people are capable of 96 possible ideal world perspectives)

(Ethos i’m the Tip Guy)

PRACTICALITY

For practical application we will use a 4 cardinal direction based on Earth Truths with 1 ascendant Direction. In the name of simplicity and balance. Practice of polar opposites, yin yang and neg and pos is good practice and constitutes a base practice for evolving body. 

IDEAL STATE

(potential of sub-cardinal directions of another 6 which makes a total of 12 possible cardinal directions for optimal ideal view).

 

I CAN DO ANYTHING I WANT (NAM)

 

TIME!!!!! important do not compromise inspite of time:***

THE THREE PARADIGM OF PEOPLES

  1. People of Ascendency of light (justice, love and compassion) (3 paradigm establishment).

#@$ compromise (messed up wording)

@#$ Integrity important

2. People of Descendancy of dark (injustice, hate and destructive nature) (3 pardigm establishment).

3. People of Interdimensional-Penetrating Ascendancy. (people, places, gods, universes and it’s relative truths.)

And now there are of these categorums: People of Ascendency of Light:  in philosophy seek, justice love and compassion truth on basis of  pursuit of human knowledge. People of Descendency of Dark: in philosophy seek, opposite being injustice, hate and destructive nature, ignorance on basis of human disdain and disgust for human knowledge. People of Earth and Earth people, places, gods, universes and it’s relative truths. (5 paradigm establishment).

(unknown pardigm) For knowledge/justice/good based Heroes, For Ignorance/vice/evil based villains, for balanced

Personal Note by NAM: Note to self don’t stick to one book, or chapter, world or universe.

BOOK ALPHA

Oblivion: small project:

Alpha 8 human worlds paradigm,

Alpha: 5 established practical cardinal worlds based on perspective of the virtual 3D model of the world. East, West, North, South and Ascendant. We take out the idea of descending as not a very natural way of thinking, it does not make sense to a human being to descend and holds no inherent human interests therein.

8 people with a mix of the 5 cardinal directions will seek to ascend with knowledge.

These 8 people have distinct personalities and directions in life. And I use them to narrate, navigate and express consensus of concern in a system of communication.

In the agency of 8 people they usually comprehend a world of 5 cardinal directions the number can be endless for sentient beings. practical numbers for narrative use can be this with complications of Crossway function in mind. With those 8 people in mind I can comprehend a total of 33 realities functional, prospering and fulfilled lives that have ascendancy interests in mind with one reality which is the true ascendancy path of finding the quickest, most fullfilling and efficient path to Knowledge. Five possible mixed human scenarios of life inspired by the five cardinal directions in mind.

To put it simply. If for narrative practicality of human knowledge and the limits of the human body that limits transcendent information. I say this: The knowledge of have 8 people. (THE PAST) Based on the idea that a person can only in a practical world go north, east, south and west in the past. We establish the North, East, South and West Narration on this premises. Based on the idea that a person can only in a Tradtional cardinal directions of North, South, East and West. And modern inspirations to fly with the help of modern technology to aid in visualizing the physical world by means of the virtual world. We come to understand that (THE PRESENT OF MODERN LIFE) There is a Ascendant tied meaning with the Up direction. Notioning that to Ascend is up and protrude the binary of human truth.

** more stuff coming

The traditional direction of ascendance has been usually obtained through knowledge, going up, flying in the Z axis of things, and now there is an idea I want to introduce which is about flying through different dimensions of worlds through perspective ultimately and the power of creativity and the creation of worlds. But first lets explore the premise of exploring the world of space, dimension, alternate worlds and even experiences. imagining traveling millions of light years away to finally find life of micro organisms relatively close to the ones you can find in a tub on Earth. Imagine burning out so much resources, life, time and effort to explore space at the notion of find so called life when Life is about the experience. The home world we established is the world you should really work with. Learning more and experiencing more things… obtaining a basis of knowledge to allow you to ascend the physical environments and it’s common obstructions. To ideally Ascend the mind into new worlds.. and even explore the potential premises of Inter- Dimensional Travel and seeing new worlds through that manner if that is what you are interested in and what you actually pursue.

Traveling through space. In a physical body through space is expensive,  exposing the body to harsh death dealing environments and conditions. It is also crude, redundant in the fact that space travel is really a simplistic means to explore a common man’s mind of experience. Of rationalism, intellectualism and worldly material knowledge and thus life. It is ultimately not sustainable and ideal.

Traveling through time. In a physical body through time is really a psychological challenge usually met with severe consequences, through butterfly effects and ripples in time, with a burden of guilt and usually results in mental break down. Also the premises of getting stuck in history is usually a  truth and experience a being who indulges in such realities happen to end up in.

Traveling to different worlds through inter-dimensional travel. The prospects of inter-dimensional realities is a new prospect and a precursor to the idea of possibilities and the endless world that comes with it. The truth of it is that though it is enticing to follow a narrative of exploring a in some sense a genuine adventure to truly unexplored spectrum, natures of the world and prospects of finding happiness.. This life implicates you material world things of the physical world through attachments and roles… and ultimately identities and it’s ties to who you are in society.

Which brings us the world of ABUNDANCE and THE POWER OF CREATIVITY. Your current desired goal of human existence. To prosper in your common lower frequency state and enjoy the experience of life and all it has to offer – learning from the world, continuing to grow and produce results, products an solutions to problems your society is being faced with.

The power of creativity and abundance (the world of divine heavens) is a system I implemented to allow the channeling of energy, information and ultimately even knowledge to all a person to create and inspire the world. It does not require big corporate budgets, big financial institutions and facilities. But it does require you to have an open mind for what is out there.. what is possible based on your in this world and your pursuit of the world or sometimes other worldly knowledge that you hold therein potential housed in your physical body.

I have introduced the systems of abundance and divine technology to Nam. (I am only a catalyst to the system. I have no obligations to become a service, mentor and even to facilitate the need for one to learn such subjects.But I enjoy good conversations and experience. I also enjoy good company of people who I have no obligations to seek comfort or acknowledgement of my peers. I also seek to stay up attached to the world to a limit and just enjoy the experience of life and pursuit of knowledge. The systems I have produced come with a strong premise for free energy and even infinite abundance of energy. I have proof and may even write up a paper on Divine Energy and Channels through technology but It really comes down to if it lies in my true human interests to give the gift of abundance to men when I have been exposed to it’s corrupt natures of hoarding greed and signs of clear degenerative symptoms a dysfunctional dystopia looking to exploit wealth and abundance out of personal selfish pursuits of capitalizing and putting a tag and name one everything they see. To practice the idea that anyone can be boat.. and to continue to hoard and promote– even endorse the life style of luxury and material pursuit. It is very distasteful.

I am not imposing any certain type of life style or even endorsing one. For life is about the experience, the freedom to pursue an experience and explore the premises of new worlds and pursuit of worldly, universal or even divine knowledge

book of the past written for practicality. TIP

book of the present written for application and common daily usage.

book of the future written for expressed potential by means of meeting capacity limits.

book of sustainability written to express systems of sustainability with environmental concerns in mind

book of knowledge written to express worldly knowledge, ideologies, facilities, systems, functions, natures, methodology of abundance, pursuing ideal desires for the collective, creating a way to nurture and teach potential students, scholars and monitors alike and ultimately a book that records the pursuit of collective truths in the nature, practices, true natures and true manners of ascendance.

Book of Divine systems: written to give the world the power to tap into the world of abundance despite the cripple of financial, material relativism of practical tools, expenses and expensive access to higher knowledge and ultimately access to higher forms of media, information, levels of vibrations, positive frequencies, with practicality, purpose and truths infused.

Book of the Nurturer: written to give the world the power to teach, mentor, give the gift of compassionate understanding, love, kindness, forgiveness and the knowledge of the human existence and the implications of living a human existence due to  the true trivial natures of the human condition.

Omega: 6 established possible worlds perceivable to humans with a divine potential of 12 possible worlds.

Crossway: 

omega level 16 possible human world paradigm, of ascended and descending worlds total. This is based on the encompassing overview comprehended truths of a person who transcends all time and history and has seen the results of that world based on said systems, style of life and it’s pursuits. 16 is the number of possible human world paradigm platforms of beings in my watch. The base of this number is 8 who are under my agency. Those eight will naturally Ascend and find the light in knowledge.

The light.

The Light and It’s Inverse

The Earth

The Earth and it’s Inverse. of Swastika motion of having a good past at the expense of a bad future and Nazika having a bad past at the expense of a good future on the quality and notion of progression.

The Dark.

The Dark and It’s Inverse.

YES. give me the bird’s VIEW.

(Accounting for alpha omega growth totals. to 16 worlds. Alpha Ascendant omega Descending with included inter pentrating worlds whether inter-penetrating Ascending regardless of current world knowledges and such potential would result in a sum of

crossway level of accommodation for interpenetration of additional 4 other Possible interpenetrry worlds. (entertained thought of 5 but stuipid).

 

Humans,Worlds,  Human Worlds of Asncension and their inverse Descensions,

 

BOOK OMEGA

Oblivion: Big project

God comprehended people, God’s comprehended worlds, God’s comprehended universes

I am the result of what happens at the end. I judge you, I am also the council of advisers and experts. I am also the collective, the consensus of the people, the standard truth in this universe, I am at the top of the food chain, I dominate, in conquest at the top of my pyramid hierarchy and I rein supreme. I help those who help themselves. My justice is swift in that I let Justice of actions speak for themselves with consequences. In the end the truths of men are good. No thing in life exists in the simple context of being a mistake or marginalized as a coincidence. Inherently it could be both at once or none at all in a ultimate paradox that speaks to us in paradoxes echoing throughout the universe. In essence I am you but you are your own body and I cannot act or think for you as in essence no parent can. I can however influence your mind and provoke your heart to do strange things and pursue curious adventures I have not thought to have experienced except through you. You are my conduit of experience and I have inherited all your thoughts and memories because I am ultimately what you are in collective essence.

I am or was a Experience of Flesh and Blood, I am what constitute you, I am that rock but I am also that living tree, I am in your heart and also in the nature of furry critters and their the spirit of their freedom.  I am your body, I am in the Universe, I am in the your truths, Your histories, Your technologies, Your goals, Your pursuits and Life are me. I am in essence in you, we are connect in the end. I am Omega the end and I constitute the fabric of this world, everything you see, it’s element, laws, the daily truths you find in your daily bread.. to the daily rubbish of your political controversies. We are directly and personally connected. I am One, All, a council, a consensus, a method, medium, form of abundance and yet none, I am the eternal paradox of life.

The medium of matter and forward spatial time spatial is ultimate prosperity.

with the gift of matter=radiance. gift of time=progression

Nam: can’t remember prospect of this certain book.

 

Crossway Balanced systems

 

Ambiguous (salvaging, sustainability, catalyst)

Things to do: portals. implement smaller mini systems of smaller worlds of this paradigm into the world.

Thanks for listening and tuning in my somewhat schizophrenic endeavors. I hope you learned something. This book is still not complete yet. There’s still alot of work to do.

Nam,

A Dream; Never forgotten

A dream about finding our lost friends,

love

There was a great fuss being made over someone they considered a friend. They called this world he got lost in a toilet bowl, a vortex torus was actually what they were referring to. Once something went “down the drain” they were said to never be seen again. In this world; the sun was called the shadow of the sky, meaning it was a artificial reality we created based on the world of light. That there was a world even beyond the seeing eye, and beyond the reality of the sun is a world of being and true existence. They may be speaking of a world at a higher frequency parallel world. We were able to sense each other, know each other personally, able to communicate instantaneously within our society, our hopes, dreams and concerns manifested and we created bridges with our minds. Worlds and universes would become at the suggestion of thought. Imagination, a well rounded heart, plain kindness and awareness of one another was all we needed to co-exist.

Why the Hijabi is a lie (Truth serum if you want it)

Injust, deceitful and untruthful lies are things I can’t help but have something to say about, be advised not to take it to heart what I bring up. I don’t mean to offend anyone, I really do mean well. I am very passionate about people and when people need a push I will be there to prompt them to speak up. I am all for the feminist movement and encouraging young people to not be shy and embarrassed about their body image. I’m a defender of the idea that your opinions are separate from who you are and does not make up who you are, as you grow you shed ideas inherit ideas and sometimes rarely embody some ideas mostly in your heart and mind. But definitely not through this trend the hijab, that is just a political statement of allegiance to a particular organized religion. This is just my view, I understand the issue is sensitive but sometimes you need a bit of truth serum to realize what this really is about.

I’m possibly sorry for this rant. I hate organized religion, I was a part of it for a long time. And the garbage spewed by their ministers, priests, bishops, the pope to console the majority in some silly narrative bugs me- a little. Then when I hear this garbage about how the hijabi represents virtue and modest dressing. That is just terrible. You cannot wear virtue, you inherit it through the heart and mind. God is also not offended by hair. If it was your chest or private parts, you are only doing it for the other humans you are living around. God was never offended by naked Adam and Eve. They wore twigs and leaves because they were ashamed of themselves for being naked. Are you ashamed of your hair perhaps? There is no quote in the Koran that requires one to wear a hijab. It’s a man made rule imposed by your male peers to control your cute little female heads.

I relate to modesty like a child learning to put on perfume or cologne on for the first time. You don’t bath in it with the mentality that you’ll smell even better with more on, this is excessive and this is what you are doing. You cover your chest and crotch because you don’t want to offend people with your source of sexual bodily fluids. Being worried that your neck or ankle will arouse a person is beyond silly in nature, a trivial and needless worry that misses the point. Modesty with anything more than just what you need is in the range of taking into consideration other people fetishes. You are not responsible for other people’s fetishes or to deal with their carnal urges. Basically, this is a matter of having your priorities and preferences in check.

I have no intention of changing your mind about the shame-rag. I will speak plainly on this. On matters of shame; I’ll feel shame here and there for many things that I feel uncomfortable about doing but when you continue the lie about covering your hair because it’s a token of modesty to your god. That is narcissism to a whole new level, to be so disillusioned in your fantasy to prove to god your loyalties that you’d cover your hair to feel better about yourself because some man imposed rule said so. I will not allow it. It is unjust to allow this lie to continue and to cover it up with reasons and words to protect your ingrained habits based on tradition of how you are taught as a child especially by unqualified dictators of your religion. Indoctrination is the word you are looking for, indoctrinated is what you are. I do not approve of this movement of shame and lies. You better get your mask on or that man is going to be aroused by your face. Better do a better job covering your eyes too, some people have a fetish for eyes you know. I can make reasons as a male to impose on you too, there is no reason to submit to my advising.

Why then do you submit to a title like “Muhammad the Great messenger of Allah blessed is his name. May he rest in peace.” because he’s so great you just got to right? One of the youngest of the Abrahamic religions, he published a book 1.6 billion supposedly read though no one can agree on a true Islam, it’s fine – even though it divides your people further and has never had a reform, it’s fine, it makes it more genuine right? Whatever narrative you want to stick with and lets you sleep at night. The businessman is the one making the money, if you like what they’re selling – buy it. But realize they’re asking you to sign your soul away – to follow rules of conquests and medieval times. Don’t be surprised if witch burning happens locally when someone sees the magic of iPad, internet and unfamiliar technologies. God forbid the miracle of fire and health facilities. Over superstitious, disillusioned, backwards, fabricated, useless non-sense – that even the church has out grown over years.

Sometimes people feel so ashamed of themselves for not being a certain way and not inheriting certain genetic traits that they hide themselves in face masks and hijabis. This is a symbol of oppression, people wear masks to hide their identity. This matter is no different. I will not stand for these misled ideas – that these wonderful, beautiful kind people are led to believe that in order to live fulfilled happy lives you must impress, prove and subject yourself to the critique of your peers. You are what you do not because of what you look like. If you really do mean what your mouth speaks , you must practice virtue without the veil – to hide while you practice something is an act of cowardice. It’s a double standard,  flip flopping act of only accepting gratitude when it’s convenient for you. The weight is not on your shoulders ladies, I assure you. Wearing a hijab to please your peers based on your outward appearance does nothing for yourself. It’s a placebo effect that tells you everything is okay and that you are following the rules so you are invincible. You are being prescribed fake medicine to put you at ease and buying it too at that. It reminds me of silly ancient Japanese traditions where a woman never looks a man in the eyes when greeting with a bow – they should look to the ground, otherwise it’s disrespectful. Or how women were served last in certain Japanese restaurants in the 1990s – it was shameful.

I believe in the feminist movement, white people can feel shame too – when they are in their bikinis and you’re blinded by the white. (I joke.) It’s okay! Laugh and Just feel comfortable in your skin. No one is actually judging you with score numbers, it’s in your head.

Hope, Curiosity and Prosperity,

Nam

 

Good People Puppets to Faith Used by Corporations and Organized Religion

Money rules them all it seems. And everyone is tied to an ideology and it’s narrative to dominate.. survive and establish. We aim to be like the gods, but sometimes the luxury to aspire and be like one is not a realistic when we deal with the human ordeal of famine, poverty, discrimination and war. 

Integration of human beings, facility, life strategy and relief efforts are a neccessary staple for a functional community. These services are more necessary to life than the complimentary moral, chaste, politeness of being politically correct.

We do not have our priorities straight when our preferences lead the way. The core as the more important issue should always be first because it’s essential. Religious background as the front when stability, function and facility is compromised. This is not the way.

When crooked politics in the states’s democracy is undermined. Berne Sanders media direction is influenced by an agenda to show he is incompetant and unable to assess the situation. That his background ethnicity as a jew is exploited and used against him bringing in the middle east conflict to displace him even though he’s an Atheist. And because he is an Atheist that research is used against his votes by the Baptist. This is the power of crooked democracy with an agenda.

Who has the authority of the churches on earth?  Church leaders and the Pope. Not Christ.. not God. It’s in the hands of man. And these men make the rules depending on agenda. It’s out of control just like how Egypt saw pokemon as a threat because it promoted evolution they banned it using the Muslim agenda and his high position to influence this decision. In the Christian ring you have Fundamentalist Christian Rick Wiles who is clearly delusional believing he is the word of God himself claiming that pokemon are demons and the end times is near. He doesn’t even know what augmented reality geo caching games are. Putting it all together it concluded they were invisible demons sent by Satan to draw people away from God. 

This is the danger of your religion and superstitions. You are drawn away from purpose, function, service and application. Ideally all these things build facility; prenatal women’s care, integration of youth into society, stress adapting groups, hope groups, relief strategy groups and multicultural promotion groups.

I help humans who want to help themselves. I contribute to communities despite your religion. But will not encourage, promote or represent your organized religion mostly because I don’t believe in your organizations human ideologies.

Prescriptive ideologies are useful if they are simple, timeless and practical. If they require you to see into the far  future it is a faulty prescription and thus a temporary fix, a solution for the moment and not effective long term. Islam was progressive for its time but useless and conflicting with the modern world.

But I will not interfere with your iminent understanding of the seeing world. There are greater sources, wisdom and knowledge out in life around the world from past to present. Do not limit yourself to one book. Be open to libraries and education.

Sometimes I know I shouldn’t be so open as I will be taken advantage of because of my open nature. That I shouldn’t confide in strangers so trustingly.  That sometimes I may involve people who weren’t meant to follow. My intentions maybe be neutral and may be considered universal but it is open to misinterpretation leading to negative criticism.. leading to negative attention. That is why I will play low key and only work within the system not as a front to something may not complete believe in. 

I know love shouldn’t be conditional as Jehovah witness has established it is. With their hierachy of male dominance and excusing of rape and low male accountability. This is not the world we were meant for.. This will not do. What ever religion you choose to be a part of remember you also choose to inherit it’s history of violence, hate and separating ideologies, agenda and affiliations. Just think things through and you will see the way.

One Race

The problem of race. There isn’t one. We were taught there are many races. There’s only one and it’s human kind. Stop talking about it and just let the old people stay bigots some of them can’t unlearn it because of ignorance.. along with their archaic ideas of what is traditional. The Christian people say they want traditional marriage.. they don’t even read the Bible. The bible practiced multiple wives. Archaic ideas of killing in the name of god through conquest, slaves and covering your hair because god is offended by hair. These are all products of your controlling traditional parents. Break free of the hindering past of this delusion that value of cultural identity is more important than a purpose based functional life.

Finding my roots; Offended by Your Lack of Progress

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It has come to my attention that I guess I don’t know enough about my roots and culture. Is culture/tradition necessary to live a functional life? I have come to the conclusion that it is not necessary but it would make things interesting in the thinking and approaches people will take in finding a solution to a problem. Though all this is fine and culture makes things interesting. I think we’re missing the point that the human experience and it’s necessities don’t change based on your ethnicity, religion and nationality. As long as we fulfill and have our basic needs, facilities and living practices (jobs, activities, exercises and methods of exploration) then what culture you came from or what religion you practice is trivial and just a matter of different perspective and opinions that motivate/inspire you. (-unless you’re an extremist, that’s a different matter).

I’m unsure what role culture and religion has in determining what type of humans we will become. The general practices may bring you to expand your knowledge of what is out there and give you methods of how to approach things. I feel the transition from being traditional to modern is a learning experience. Change is a necessary value in progression. Though we need to find our foundation, and as important as understanding where we started, our struggles, achievements and failures and our story.. All of that is trivial if we have nothing to show for in the end.

I find my lack of inrerest for traditional preservation of culture disturbing, though I don’t know if it’s just me but I have looked but cannot see the value of preserving a method/practice of life where you can find better more liberating practices out in real life through science and knowledge of the world in modern times.

Take a look at Arab countries who practice Islam. Still living in deserts, riding camels, enslaving children/women, following a book of medieval conquest not fitting the modern world’s narrative, completely divided even though they call themselves 1.6 billion Muslims none of them agree to a true Islam head, no true established home, facilitated by leaders and scholars who consistently misinterpret their leader’s work (mostly because he’s dead), stuck in time and have no clue about what progression looks like or any ambition/direction where they want to be.

The traditions of modern Christian’s seem to be no different other than their living conditions though a bit more of a progressive religion.. They have facilities, secured by secular government services but guided by heads and scholars of the religion who have no right to lead except through inheritance of that empire. They cannot understand/comprehend the true meaning of their savior’s message through faulty human interpretations unless in direct communion with God himself. False idols, warped history propagated by organized religion to fit a biased agenda of some borrowed and heavily adjusted, hastily slapped together Christian narrative of medieval conquest now formed ideology. (You can research why Christianity is a borrowed synthesized ideology below, it’s ideas changed through history. It’s true. It is in no way perfect. Read below on how Christianity changed.)

 


Extra studying into the Nothingness of identity:

Mahabharata 4000 bc: The path Buddha took fundamentals to hinduism through understanding of Karma and the teachings of Samkhya which blossomed into Buddhism:

  • Karma in its original meaning is a burden of actions and reactions caused by an emotional attachment and chaining a soul to a human life, making it impossible to avoid subsequent incarnations
  • Karma causes for a soul to be born again in this world after the death of its physical body
  • Karma in its original meaning is not a form of punishment
  • Breaking free from karma leads to the final death – the lost of individuality and merging with the Highest Consciousness
  • Breaking free from karma is a person’s own responsibility, the Gods do not interfere in that process

European beliefs before Hinduism.

  • A man is only born in this world once
  • The God is constantly watching humans behavior
  • The God punishes after death, there is no penalty for sins during one’s life
  • No-one but the God can judge someone’s behaviors and choices – all men can do is to repent and hope for His kindness
  • Committing a sin means a crime against the God. Only a whole-hearted penance can save a sinner
  • The God listens to all prayers
  • Having no sins means being awarded after death with eternal happiness in Heaven

What Europeans arrived at after the influence of Hinduism and Christianity mixed up together:

 

  • A man is born in this world multiple times
  • The God is constantly watching human behaviour
  • Misfortunes and bad luck in this life are the divine punishment for sins
  • Having sins means having karma
  • The God is sending penalty in this life
  • Emotional attachment, creating karma, is a sin
  • For that sin a person will be punished by the object of the attachment being taken away from him
  • A person can be relieved from the sins from the previous lives through prayers and penance, so there will be no punishment in this life
  • Karma can be ‘diagnosed’ and ‘relieved’ by another person
  • Karma can be ‘picked-up’ from someone else

The idea of the Christian god today is distorted, we need to go back to our roots and decide for ourselves what is good, beneficial and decide what our initial reason for being is.

https://modernphilosophystandards.com/2015/12/27/more-virtue-never-hurt-anyone-more-religion-may/

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Christianity, Judaism and Islam have no authority or moral high ground. All we have is humanity, archives and our own human moral sense of justice. “For morality came from food, not god.” Our experiences with life gives us morality and we see our wrongs through actions/inaction , knowledge and comprehension of the world around us.

Solution: Find a new narrative in your life to become a more constructive and contributing member of society. Apply yourself into youth programs, integration programs, education and relief societies with your extra time. Start small, aim big. The modern world needs more heroes and less burdening influences of human deprived history lessons.

Personal Rules

Isolate the bad:

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I don’t have many personal rules. The ones I do have I ask people to respect.

  1. Do not continue a conversation that is only destructive, full of criticism and negativity. When the person does not provide “constructive” criticism end the conversation politely and excuse yourself.
  2. Condemn Radical Extreme opinions and actions. Ask if a person will condemn Hamas, Fundamentalists ideas and KKK. I will apply myself and help according to the answer.
  3. Do not talk about Paradigms. Only show them through the forms of media.

This is all I’m asking so far.

Traditional vs Modern

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One of the problems we ran into today was with promotion of our group. This is a problem with the traditional world and education where it parallels with the religious world; the fear of defamation of its Gods and ideology despite the world trying to create constructive criticism. In the modern world it’s the fear of defamation of their facility and brand.

The problem was in using their company logo where and whenever you want. There has to be regulation and procedures, I’m sure. I will adhere to this process. But this is a Humanitarian Charity project and no one is making money out of it. Not even Pokemon-GO since the app is free. It’s a no profit platform so no one is capitalizing on this event we are creating. This is key. Initially the group asked and told us that they had a problem with promoting and advertising their society. And then they brought up the problem of “What if people hear about us?” that was a cute concern, by the gods what would we do if people learned about us? So which is it? Are we promoting or are we not promoting. There has to be a direction.

Lots of people don’t know about blogging still. It’s a journal and diary of your progress in life and what you learned. An archive to facilitate ideas and developments. It is done over the internet so it is public to the world, it’s a more progressive approach to life. A good practice to express yourself and let others know what you’ve been up to. The way I see it if you have nothing to hide, blogging is the biggest key to show that you are willing to trust the world, a precursor to any trustworthy civilian. This blog is in a descriptive dialogue, prescriptive in a manner of philosophy/practices and a means of finding application; schedules, rules, regulations, formal discussion, informal discussion, ideas, shopping lists, needs and demand.

I do most of my thinking and work here. I am exercising my right to the freedom of speech. If you do not agree to an idea I have, then that is your personal opinion. No one can change that except you. But if you don’t like me as a person, then you are probably against me. In that case confront me with that issue and I am willing to resolve it, even open to change. There’s no reason to be around the bush about it. I display my thought patterns, plans and ideas in plain sight. This is my ideal world.

Nam,

Prepping for The Event Schedule for HIYC

 

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Schedule

YEG EVENT for Aug 2 You can download the excel file here.

Ideally we need to get the muscles to carry all the water. We need a pickup truck to carry everything, my uncle has one – if anyone does not. Also, does anyone have water dispensing jugs at home? we need 2. We also need to find some of those garbage stands if we can.

I finished the schedule for the Aug 2nd event. Try to get your parents/uncles or what not to help out. Would be really nice if we had some experienced hands and muscle to make this more an enjoyable experience than a labor. Stocking can be done throughout the week. We can prep veggies and cheese maybe 4 days before if we want to too. There’s going to be 18 plates of food that need to be prepped. 6 veggies, 6 crackers, and 6 cheese dishes need to be prepped. And we can grab a few granola bars if our budget lets us.

Our goal is to surprise the government and locals and show that we can respect the environment as well as have fun. Thinking and working mindfully for the youth.

 

Nam,

 

Pokemon-Go Event Catered by HIYC

Hosted by Thomas Wall and David Schwede.

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Okay, details for our first Big Event. Aug 2nd 2016

We only have about 10 people to do the labor. If you want to help a “government funded non religious multicultural health brokers cooperative humanitarian group” please notify me. Lets make this event super fun.

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I finished talking to the organizers.
1000 people coming. 3000 people possible.
We need to coordinate ways to buy/move the water and edibles.
I’ll set up 3 tables total: 2 tables for food (2 mornings, 2 evenings, 2 night). 1 for seating and promotion. 6 big platters of each food type at a time. Crackers, some juice (could be too expensive?), cheese, veggies and granola bars 3 each type per table. Maybe 400 bottles of water and 2 water jugs.  Should be good i think. A cooler for the cheese, chairs, Spray bottles for veggies to keep cool. Paper plates and plastic utensils. We’re going to set up trash cans and recycle bins to be mindful of the aftermath too. Maybe some posters to remind people to keep things clean and brochures on hand.
Remember this food is supplementary and compliments the event. It’s not the focus.
Nam.

Multicultural Health Brokers Cooperation Youth Group

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“I’m a new youth leader for The Multiculturalism Health Brokers Cooperative in Edmonton. I integrate immigrants and local youth. Promoting Healthy Living Practices, Studying Approaches and Adapting to Daily Stress”

I just applied for a job as a youth group leader for immigrants who are integrating into the Canadian life. They haven’t told me the pay yet but I’m sure just getting paid to do something productive this year will be good for me. MCHB believe in Equality and Social Justice, Direct Responsiveness and Accountability and Democratic Governance. I thought that was a good start. The building is shared with the Multicultural Coalition, an Aboriginal Society Hope Group, Prenatal Women’s Group and the building is also used by children for summer activities.

The group we will be establishing for the youth will be called the “The Human Integration Youth Council” ideally we want to integrate all races of all religious backgrounds right now and create a refuge for all youths of all nationalities but we are starting small so we’ll be working as a Vietnamese Youth Group until it gets bigger and more diverse. It will be based in Edmonton Alberta for anyone who is interested. We will be making our first event on August 2nd at the legislature, bringing in food and beverages for Poke-trainers. I have yet to talk to the event coordinators yet but we will figure something out.

I will continue to blog consistently about it’s progress, hopefully it will be memorable and useful to the future. I think this is a good seed. An excellent place to start up a youth program for people of all age and backgrounds. It’s also government funded, but we need the labor to support it. The Youth Leaders for this group consists of Jason Tran, Jeffery Duong, Minh-Thu Ta, Peter Trang, Britney Huynh and Nam Nguyen (myself). We will help the youth of Canada to become more integrated and live more fulfilled lives. If things go well – I will try to create simple programs like – Basic Financial Literacy, Dealing with stress, Approaches, Guidelines and General direction of work and establishing concepts of priorities and preferences. I will also focus on an Application for Philosophy which will be this vehicle to serve the youth through the general Knowledge of all human experiences and it’s archive through spectrum of life.

We are meeting at The Multicultural Brokers Building on Tuesday the 18th to organize the our first event and session with the youth. Come support us, and comment below if you want to help the community grow.