Lost Story In-between Frames

Below are art pieces I drew and colored. These are conceptual art I created in my free time. They helped me through my time of rehabilitation. Hope you enjoy them.

 

Pushed into the world of pastels and pencil crayons.

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The Bouquet of Stars

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The Squirrel

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The Paradox Cat (upright or sitting?)

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The Sparrow

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The 7 Eyes of Parallel Planes

The Wolf

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The Heron

The Pelican

Cognitive Evolution

The Gift Exchange

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The Craft

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The Deer

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The Rhino

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The Upward Staircase to the Heavens

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The Knight and The Maiden

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The Wizard

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The One Feathered Swan

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The Multi-Facet Eagle

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The Elephant

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The Arachnid Emperor

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The Primal Stork

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The Phoenix

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The Peacock

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The Male Dragon

The Peacock Phoenix

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The Wolves

The Tree Ent

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The Lupus Canis

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The Kangaroo

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The Gargoyle

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The Elemental Mask

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The Fox

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The Living World Tree

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The World Glasses

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Maximal and Minimal; Worlds Between Worlds

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Sergeant Bird

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Expressions of Sir Bird

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Female Dragon

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Lucas Luxor LVX

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The Seal

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The Beaver

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The Lion

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The Horse

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The Owl

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The Stag

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The Cheetah

The Orange Phoenix

Starry Time is on a Cloud

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Heart of gold, head of an ox.

Infinite is a big number. Forever is a long time.

This moment should really be seen as a new beginning not the end.

Let it be full of possibilities and gratitude.

Slow and steady wins the race.

Love not for the sake of love.

Live by reason to allow joy a chance to take it’s roots and flourish.

Let fate be what one chooses it to be.

Let Karma be a system built on kindness and credit rather than a system of opposite reaction and consequence.

 

The nature of light is to Copy, Clone and Create.

The nature of dark is Death, Decay and Destruction.

Beyond the scope of Light. And beyond reach of Dark.

 

Be released from the eternal cycle. Break free from the trivial cycle of light and dark.

Accept the dark and claim the light.  Released, no longer a part of the life and death cycle of the system

 

Adventure, balance of nature and growing up

 

Growth is reflected in the clear water’s surface.

A melody that will draw you into infinite darkness.

The flow of time is always cruel.

The world is consumed by greed.

The forest of retained youth.

Lost memories of past deeds.

A childish mind will turn to noble ambition.

Memory of younger days.

 

The Worth of a Little Spark; Gravity of Humanity

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Humanity, the small and the weak are worth defending and fighting for no matter how tainted, broken or defected it all may seem to be. Love for this quality is necessary no matter how limited and deviant it may become. We must have hope and faith no matter the worth even when it is holistically depreciated or crooked. It (life) is precious and it must be carefully guided the roots carefully tended. Truth must always be kept in check, the integrity sanctioned and established. Innocence and humanity is always worth fighting for, for the lost must be found in the end no matter the outcome. This humanity is small and sought after no matter how life turns out, the tides of justice come in favor for those who fight for what’s right. Redemption is always given to those who continue to fight. Redeeming qualities weighs more heavily than flaws of man. The brokenness of man and life shines through when times are tough. The cracks act as scars in life and builds the person’s character.

This is not the end, this can only be seen as a new beginning. You must be willing to fight, for all you have is what’s in front of you. Because everything just happens to be all you currently see at the moment. All you can do is take what you have at this very moment and make it bloom best you can. The fruition of your work continues to grow forever until termination. And termination is only determined when you decease. That is the value of life, it continues to give (life, hope and happiness) until you give up. Bless all life and forgive all those who fail. For redemption is a quality to all the living no matter it’s current state. I forgive and have love for those who can not give anymore and are deceased. You will live in my heart and I pray my actions in life will redeem those who have given up hope and living backwards.

The Dark, The Light and The Better Medium

The Dark, The Light and The Better Medium. My original book was based on the idea of how there was light in selfless and unconditional love, it was an idea that stayed true to it’s essence as an innocent inquiry blog book into the crazy world of life, dream, light and knowledge. This soon brought me to the idea of darkness that would be reflected seeing this light. The darkness that brood which became the selfish and conditional love which I came to dwell on specifying what love I should aim for, often putting love on a pedestal and gradually fed into the inability to clench the insatiable world of pure virtually generated fantasy. I soon later stumbled on the untold end dynamics and detailed recount which became the product here. The Better Medium was arrived by coming to the epiphany that is self-worth, maximizing of priority and preferences. 

I also looked at selfish and unconditional love and finally the 5th selfless and conditional love; these two other worlds were decaying copycats which did not do much but to help map out the field and since the light and dark seemed to be the most liberating to understand.

I indulged in a “Netflix” binge one day and came across a very relevant and curious movie called “The Thirteenth Floor”. Which played on the premise of the world is a virtual world, and in it existed the only other world in the multiverse with a virtual world inside of another virtual world. It allowed the person to jack into a world to do their vices knowing this world was virtual but at the cost the person in the virtual world who was a very real functioning person with a life of his own, would lose a couple of hours and no memory of what he has done in that world during the time of his occupancy in the “skin suit”. They knew very well that the people in that virtual world had a very real existence and their relationships and life were not something to mess around with. Life ensued and finally the bar tender a close friend of the genius architect of this artificial world received a letter he was not suppose to read and found our about the virtual world and how he was not real. That nothing in his reality was real, they were just code and there were limitations to their artificial world. The man was able to jack out of the virtual world into the “upper” world where he would get a glimpse of the real world the world of tomorrow as they call it behind glass walls and picket fences.

From there I brought myself to a higher understanding to comprehend the place I call the “Crossway” of this existence. “Crossway” is the golden means of life where life can ideally thrive. Such is the distance of the Sun to the Earth and the Moon (it’s tide cycles) is to the Earth to make life habitable, not to forget Jupiter and it’s massive gravity to direct the meteors/space debris from hitting Earth.

So as my light is selfless unconditional love, my dark became selfish conditional love. I learned that the Better Medium was arrived by coming to the epiphany that is self-worth, maximizing of priority and preferences. 

These are the renditions of what my Dark, Light and Better Medium came to be. These were personally rendered on Adobe Photoshop to get a dynamic of the flow and energy found in traditional Yin-Yang. The bleeding and outer rings of these two graphics came out naturally to show the nature of transferred energy red to blue, black and white. This last render (The 2nd) is a 12 or 13th level dynamic graphic. Dynamic in that it was created in a procedural and gradual edits using vectors and pin point accurate rotations of vector programming. Meaning, You cannot merely replicate these graphics unless you proceed in a certain step by step generation of these graphics. Nothing is actually wrong with these two graphics they are in perfect harmony. Any mismatch or slight overlay nudges happened naturally during the erecting process.

In my recent dreams, I do not understand if it’s just my mind running like a loose tap but I am starting to see a fluidness of evolving  micro to macro worlds as I am lucid dreaming. They call it an awakening but it feels like I’ve touched the edge of what would be deemed sanity at this point. I feel and understand now what it is like to be normal and sane with a small touch of crazy some times but it’s good to know your limits as I’m sure no one “great” has ever thought inside the box for out of the box answers. The more dreams I have, the more vivid the detail, depth and colors seem to become a touch of synesthesia perhaps. Though it seems more like a jumble of mess degrading or evolving mass despite that fact there is a pattern of looking deeper into the worlds within itself.

 

-Nam

The Study of the Compiled Twelve Essentials for Independent Ecosystems

I completed this acrylic rendering of a 3D 12 pointed Merkaba star by hand; for your viewing pleasure with some side notes about the mark up system I used to help define and identify better  the nature and direction of this dynamic object. This was done on a 24 inch by 48 inch art canvas and will be up for auction at the Vietnamese benevolence society along side the “Ain Soph Aur” Tree of Life in October. I used a set of systems I have identified as essential for any Independent Biological Ecosystems and that may be compatible for “Universal” Symbiosis.

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Independent Biological Ecosystems and Universal Symbiosis

Alpha. Seed of beginnings and roots. Study of harvest and agriculture. Trade and networking. Paths and strong roads.

Omega. Finalization, fruition and products. Mature/ripe for capitalizing. Sales marketing business of persuasion and study of capitalizing. Promotional skills in advertising business, manipulation of economics and entrepreneurship education. Minor financing, practical and technical skills. Strong practice and matured development in exposure to cultured independence. 

Cross-way. Study of all things related to time. Overall energy consumption in relation to resources, worth, power, mass, space, distance and it’s affects towards general progression. Scaling and weighing options.

Ambiguity; Study of vice and virtue. Implications and advantages.

Sustainability study of Fractal micro and macro worlds. Maximizing and minimizing. Mastery of salvaging.

Abundance. Processing/accumulate staple resources and manage excess resources.

Education: Providing archives of knowledge, ways to accumulate and promote essential knowledge. To teach, inform and educate.

Lost worlds. Opportunity and possibilities.

Sequence study of order, principles and priorities.

Ascendance; Intelligence spectrum mapping and ways to traverse the world of information and creating applications for further functional efficiency.

Hero: Making sure things are legitimate and that integrity has not been breached. General law is weighed and scaled appropriately served and punished accordingly to general justice. Resolving legal disputes.

Void Awareness: Differentiating body from space. Limitations and boundaries.

(0,0,0) True synthesis; Assessing, establishing and processing the immediate mission and priorities. Declaring all things to be of either priority over preference nature. Tying up bureaucratic loose ends and analyze legal loop holes and exploits of system. Disputes and legal conflicts cleanup. Collaboration and creating data base, archives and true principals through collage of all systems.

Alpha, Omega, Crossway, Ambiguity, Sustainability, Abundance, Education, Lost Worlds, Sequence, Ascendant, Hero, Void Awareness, and True Synthesis.

Ein Sof Aur is a mysterious tree representing life, experience and knowledge.

Enjoy,

//notes Quantum Gravity?

-Nam

 

The Seven Deadly Sins of Vice and Virtue

The Seven Deadly Demons, Vice and Virtue

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Demons. Vice. Virtue

Asmodeus: Lust. Chastity

Asmodeus or Ashmedai is a king of demons mostly known from the deutero-canonical Book of Tobit mostly as the antagonist.

Beelzebub: Gluttony. Temperance

Beelzebub or Beelzebul is derived as a Philistine god, formerly worshipped in Ekron, and later adopted by some Abrahamic religions as a major demon. The name Beelzebub is associated with the Canaanite god Baal.

Mammon: Greed. Charity (Generosity)

Mammon in the New Testament of the Bible is commonly tied to the meaning of money, material wealth, or any entity that promises wealth, and is associated with the greedy pursuit of gain. “You cannot serve both God and mammon.”

Belphegor: Sloth. Diligence

Belphegor is a demon, and one of the seven princes of Hell, who helps people make discoveries. He seduces people through the suggestion of ingenious inventions that will make them rich.

Satan: Wrath. Patience

Satan is an Abrahamic entity that seduces humans into sin. In Christianity and Islam, he is usually seen as a fallen angel, or a djinn and uses it’s powers to grant the host great power, wealth and happiness. He is given temporary advantage over their current situation to ultimately fall because of his initial sin.

Leviathan: Envy. Gratitude

Leviathan is a sea monster referenced in the Hebrew Bible in the Book of Job, Psalms, the Book of Isaiah, and the Book of Amos.

Lucifer: Pride. Humility

Was known to be God’s greatest angel before he was cast down to Earth and exiled from Heaven for rebelling against god. He was known to be the most beautiful of the angel kind but now stripped of all title and name damned to hell for eternity.

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Discipline + Structure = Freedom

Kindness + Gratitude = Positive Karma

Creativity+ Imagination over Knowledge.

The Primordial Artifacts

Important symbols and abstract artifacts. These are the crest of my development from one dimensional world to the completed end cycle. The end of my calendar and pushing on to reach a state that allows me the shedding of my skin/body and be reborn renewed.

These 6 abstract artifacts have been my personal inspiration for this blog for the longest time. The Melchizedek Star, Vesica Pisces, Solomon’s Star of Wisdom, Merkaba Star, Infinite Ouroboros, The Holy Chalice and The Fountain of Youth.

The Melchizedek Star: 8 pointed/16 sided star.

Spirit+Matter come together as the knowledge or winged egg.

The egg is born through the union of Earth and Heaven. Square (Earth) and circle (Heaven)  creating the Vesica Pisces hence we achieve the egg shape.

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The Solomon’s star is 6 pointed – known as the wisdom

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Merkabah star is an 8 pointed star. The union between two four point pyramids joined.

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The ring of power- Is the restraint and responsibility of person to be fair and uphold justice for one self at the very basic level but also to distribute justice to others when one becomes established. Gained through the right of passage.

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The holy chalice or grail – Is the crossway and metamorphosis to become someone not yet born.

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The fountain of youth – Is the ability to start new/forget and shed past lives. (shedding as a snake would)

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Water, eternity, darkness and air. Through fire, nature is reborn whole.

Baptism by fire of the holy spirit.