My Hero Academia Bakugo late night painting session done on Adobe Photoshop.
Orginal mountains environment painting. Done on Adobe Photoshop.
The first painting for 2022 an original Naruto Fanart piece with Sasuke. Done on Adobe Photoshop.
Creating more electronic art. Science-fiction and Fantasy inspired.
Idea: Part Machine, part beast and heart of man infused.
SYNAMEX – Synthetic Man Complex
In the future man will look to virtually controlled exo-suits; part machine and part animal to express and experience a more primal life. To fulfill their sense of adventure and to overcome their human fears. For the military, the machines become a force of war and devastating destruction. And for the average being a sense of release from the boundaries drawn as humans. True freedom to express or to harness the power of the human constructions; SYNAMEX exo-suits.
Drawn on Cintique Wacom tablet.
Below are art pieces I drew and colored. These are conceptual art I created in my free time. They helped me through my time of rehabilitation. Hope you enjoy them.
Pushed into the world of pastels and pencil crayons.
The Bouquet of Stars
The Paradox Cat (upright or sitting?)
The 7 Eyes of Parallel Planes
The Gift Exchange
The Upward Staircase to the Heavens
The Knight and The Maiden
The One Feathered Swan
The Multi-Facet Eagle
The Arachnid Emperor
The Primal Stork
The Male Dragon
The Peacock Phoenix
The Tree Ent
The Lupus Canis
The Elemental Mask
The Living World Tree
The World Glasses
Maximal and Minimal; Worlds Between Worlds
Expressions of Sir Bird
Lucas Luxor LVX
The Orange Phoenix
Heart of gold, head of an ox.
Infinite is a big number. Forever is a long time.
This moment should really be seen as a new beginning not the end.
Let it be full of possibilities and gratitude.
Slow and steady wins the race.
Love not for the sake of love.
Live by reason to allow joy a chance to take it’s roots and flourish.
Let fate be what one chooses it to be.
Let Karma be a system built on kindness and credit rather than a system of opposite reaction and consequence.
The nature of light is to Copy, Clone and Create.
The nature of dark is Death, Decay and Destruction.
Beyond the scope of Light. And beyond reach of Dark.
Be released from the eternal cycle. Break free from the trivial cycle of light and dark.
Accept the dark and claim the light. Released, no longer a part of the life and death cycle of the system
Adventure, balance of nature and growing up
Growth is reflected in the clear water’s surface.
A melody that will draw you into infinite darkness.
The flow of time is always cruel.
The world is consumed by greed.
The forest of retained youth.
Lost memories of past deeds.
A childish mind will turn to noble ambition.
Memory of younger days.
Humanity, the small and the weak are worth defending and fighting for no matter how tainted, broken or defected it all may seem to be. Love for this quality is necessary no matter how limited and deviant it may become. We must have hope and faith no matter the worth even when it is holistically depreciated or crooked. It (life) is precious and it must be carefully guided the roots carefully tended. Truth must always be kept in check, the integrity sanctioned and established. Innocence and humanity is always worth fighting for, for the lost must be found in the end no matter the outcome. This humanity is small and sought after no matter how life turns out, the tides of justice come in favor for those who fight for what’s right. Redemption is always given to those who continue to fight. Redeeming qualities weighs more heavily than flaws of man. The brokenness of man and life shines through when times are tough. The cracks act as scars in life and builds the person’s character.
This is not the end, this can only be seen as a new beginning. You must be willing to fight, for all you have is what’s in front of you. Because everything just happens to be all you currently see at the moment. All you can do is take what you have at this very moment and make it bloom best you can. The fruition of your work continues to grow forever until termination. And termination is only determined when you decease. That is the value of life, it continues to give (life, hope and happiness) until you give up. Bless all life and forgive all those who fail. For redemption is a quality to all the living no matter it’s current state. I forgive and have love for those who can not give anymore and are deceased. You will live in my heart and I pray my actions in life will redeem those who have given up hope and living backwards.
The Dark, The Light and The Better Medium. My original book was based on the idea of how there was light in selfless and unconditional love, it was an idea that stayed true to it’s essence as an innocent inquiry blog book into the crazy world of life, dream, light and knowledge. This soon brought me to the idea of darkness that would be reflected seeing this light. The darkness that brood which became the selfish and conditional love which I came to dwell on specifying what love I should aim for, often putting love on a pedestal and gradually fed into the inability to clench the insatiable world of pure virtually generated fantasy. I soon later stumbled on the untold end dynamics and detailed recount which became the product here. The Better Medium was arrived by coming to the epiphany that is self-worth, maximizing of priority and preferences.
I also looked at selfish and unconditional love and finally the 5th selfless and conditional love; these two other worlds were decaying copycats which did not do much but to help map out the field and since the light and dark seemed to be the most liberating to understand.
I indulged in a “Netflix” binge one day and came across a very relevant and curious movie called “The Thirteenth Floor”. Which played on the premise of the world is a virtual world, and in it existed the only other world in the multiverse with a virtual world inside of another virtual world. It allowed the person to jack into a world to do their vices knowing this world was virtual but at the cost the person in the virtual world who was a very real functioning person with a life of his own, would lose a couple of hours and no memory of what he has done in that world during the time of his occupancy in the “skin suit”. They knew very well that the people in that virtual world had a very real existence and their relationships and life were not something to mess around with. Life ensued and finally the bar tender a close friend of the genius architect of this artificial world received a letter he was not suppose to read and found our about the virtual world and how he was not real. That nothing in his reality was real, they were just code and there were limitations to their artificial world. The man was able to jack out of the virtual world into the “upper” world where he would get a glimpse of the real world the world of tomorrow as they call it behind glass walls and picket fences.
From there I brought myself to a higher understanding to comprehend the place I call the “Crossway” of this existence. “Crossway” is the golden means of life where life can ideally thrive. Such is the distance of the Sun to the Earth and the Moon (it’s tide cycles) is to the Earth to make life habitable, not to forget Jupiter and it’s massive gravity to direct the meteors/space debris from hitting Earth.
So as my light is selfless unconditional love, my dark became selfish conditional love. I learned that the Better Medium was arrived by coming to the epiphany that is self-worth, maximizing of priority and preferences.
These are the renditions of what my Dark, Light and Better Medium came to be. These were personally rendered on Adobe Photoshop to get a dynamic of the flow and energy found in traditional Yin-Yang. The bleeding and outer rings of these two graphics came out naturally to show the nature of transferred energy red to blue, black and white. This last render (The 2nd) is a 12 or 13th level dynamic graphic. Dynamic in that it was created in a procedural and gradual edits using vectors and pin point accurate rotations of vector programming. Meaning, You cannot merely replicate these graphics unless you proceed in a certain step by step generation of these graphics. Nothing is actually wrong with these two graphics they are in perfect harmony. Any mismatch or slight overlay nudges happened naturally during the erecting process.
In my recent dreams, I do not understand if it’s just my mind running like a loose tap but I am starting to see a fluidness of evolving micro to macro worlds as I am lucid dreaming. They call it an awakening but it feels like I’ve touched the edge of what would be deemed sanity at this point. I feel and understand now what it is like to be normal and sane with a small touch of crazy some times but it’s good to know your limits as I’m sure no one “great” has ever thought inside the box for out of the box answers. The more dreams I have, the more vivid the detail, depth and colors seem to become a touch of synesthesia perhaps. Though it seems more like a jumble of mess degrading or evolving mass despite that fact there is a pattern of looking deeper into the worlds within itself.
I completed this acrylic rendering of a 3D 12 pointed Merkaba star by hand; for your viewing pleasure with some side notes about the mark up system I used to help define and identify better the nature and direction of this dynamic object. This was done on a 24 inch by 48 inch art canvas and will be up for auction at the Vietnamese benevolence society along side the “Ain Soph Aur” Tree of Life in October. I used a set of systems I have identified as essential for any Independent Biological Ecosystems and that may be compatible for “Universal” Symbiosis.
Independent Biological Ecosystems and Universal Symbiosis
Alpha. Seed of beginnings and roots. Study of harvest and agriculture. Trade and networking. Paths and strong roads.
Omega. Finalization, fruition and products. Mature/ripe for capitalizing. Sales marketing business of persuasion and study of capitalizing. Promotional skills in advertising business, manipulation of economics and entrepreneurship education. Minor financing, practical and technical skills. Strong practice and matured development in exposure to cultured independence.
Cross-way. Study of all things related to time. Overall energy consumption in relation to resources, worth, power, mass, space, distance and it’s affects towards general progression. Scaling and weighing options.
Ambiguity; Study of vice and virtue. Implications and advantages.
Sustainability study of Fractal micro and macro worlds. Maximizing and minimizing. Mastery of salvaging.
Abundance. Processing/accumulate staple resources and manage excess resources.
Education: Providing archives of knowledge, ways to accumulate and promote essential knowledge. To teach, inform and educate.
Lost worlds. Opportunity and possibilities.
Sequence study of order, principles and priorities.
Ascendance; Intelligence spectrum mapping and ways to traverse the world of information and creating applications for further functional efficiency.
Hero: Making sure things are legitimate and that integrity has not been breached. General law is weighed and scaled appropriately served and punished accordingly to general justice. Resolving legal disputes.
Void Awareness: Differentiating body from space. Limitations and boundaries.
(0,0,0) True synthesis; Assessing, establishing and processing the immediate mission and priorities. Declaring all things to be of either priority over preference nature. Tying up bureaucratic loose ends and analyze legal loop holes and exploits of system. Disputes and legal conflicts cleanup. Collaboration and creating data base, archives and true principals through collage of all systems.
Alpha, Omega, Crossway, Ambiguity, Sustainability, Abundance, Education, Lost Worlds, Sequence, Ascendant, Hero, Void Awareness, and True Synthesis.
Ein Sof Aur is a mysterious tree representing life, experience and knowledge.
//notes Quantum Gravity?
Another week of reading and studying of the Gene Keys which are derived from the Chinese I Ching. Here are my notes for the 38th and 52nd gene keys the 3rd weekend study. There is a total of 64 Gene Keys and thus we are near the end 12 or so more Gene Keys.
“The only language that can comprehend/decipher this world is the language of archetypes, namely the language used by Jungian psychology, the arcane symbolism of the alchemists or the ancient totemic language of the shaman. The language of archetypes, which is what the 64 Gene Keys are based upon, allows us to look into the hidden side of our nature, to step into the perilous shamanic underworld of the collective unconscious without becoming personally identified with what we see there.”
38th Gene Key
Siddhi Honour, Gift Perseverance and Shadow Struggle.
For great honor is found in sacrifice of one self and to surrender to competition.
To turn the darkness in to an act of light and convert all darkness to become light.
39th Gene Key
Siddhi Liberation, Gift Dynamism and Shadow Provocation.
Failed based on art of provocation. Hunger for Violence unsated because of spiritual hunger for creativity. Gift of Dynamism is to fight the feeling of being trapped between the outer circumstances without changing your attitude
When fear is felt there will be anger based on being trapped.
First 7 years of unstructured dynamism of playing is important to a child’s individual growth.
Knowledge can be forced, but genius needs to be given a great deal of time and space to organically grow.
The greatest warriors know no fear.
40th Gene Key
Siddhi Divine Will, Gift Resolve and Shadow Exhaustion.
40th shadow is one of the most deep-seaed causes of cancerous disease on our planet.
Saving energy the gift of saving energy at all levels called wu wei; art of doing nothing.
Divine heart, divine mind and divine will. Divine will brings about other two cosmic organs.
It is only when everything is taken from you that you feel this emptiness. This experience is a deeply paradoxical state.
God can only visit when you are not there.
41st Gene Key
Siddhi Emanation, Gift of Anticipation and Shadow of Fantasy.
Atg is the door codon which acts as the entrance to the genetic function.
Chasing a fantasy without realizing it producing the result the unending wheel of samsara.
The difference between 41st gift and 41 shadow is the the difference between genius and non-genius.
This gene key is the ring of origin.
Emanation of the Ain soph aur the sephirah of the kabbalah; the model of emanation containing the concept of infinity.
Also named he black hole or i-ching “decrease”.
All 63 siddhic states are meaningless including bliss, ecstasy and god are meaningless since they are all subtle expressions of the prime emanation.
All efforts to induce the state of enlightenment is meaningless because we are helpless to attain this state. One cannot attain enlightenment when they are purposely pursuing it.
All is sucked into the vacuum that is the serpent ouroboros – endlessly devouring its own tail.
42nd Gene Keys
Siddhi Celebration, Gift Detachment and Shadow Expectation.
All gene keys start with 3rd Gene Key and ends with 42nd Gene Key.
Expectation is the promise of a better tomorrow. To live in the now and do what our heart desires to be happy. It is never too late to live in the now. Postponing until we get old is what we naturally will do if we keep procrastinating.
42 represents death/end of the key and end of a natural cycle thus sends out a notion that time is running out causing a responsive reaction that prompts immediate action.
Every seven years we regenerate all the cells in our body thus we have a new body.
42nd key form a complex codon group in DNA that is known as the ring of life and death.
Careful with expectation, sometimes you will miss out on the good things when you concentrate on the bad.
Detachment allows one to truly grasp the truth of things, not being influenced by the negative or positive.
Work with expectation rather than being a victim of it.
There is great understanding and freedom when one surrenders deeply to their life.
Shadow patterns are in fact an illusion. The explosion of the moment is seen as celebration.
You have always been asleep in the siddhic sense. You cannot be half-asleep – you are either awake or sleeping. Thus awakening/sleeping is a occurrence of being in one of the two different states.
The occurrence of awakening is not an event, it is the end of all events.
We are the serpent shedding our skins. The body is the skin, we are not the skin but we are the serpent endlessly shedding the skin.
Celebration is the direct manifestation of true awakening.
43rd Gene Key
Siddhi Epiphany, Gift of Insight and Shadow of Deafness.
Deafness. Survival, service and surrender. The natural process built into lives of human beings and this process has 3 stages. These bands form the spectrum of human consciousness the 64 keys are built. At the shadow you are operating at genetic survival mode by via frequency of fear. The only certainty in life is change. The white noise is deafening, which makes it rare to see a human being with a clear still aura.
Change is not found in pursuit of change, It happens automatously, we pursue happiness in order to change our reality. We cannot escape the mental loop of worrying. The wonder of the human being is unpredictable, spontaneous liquid genius. We praise heroes from afar and at a safe distance. We label those who pursue the rebellious spirit as outsiders outside our bubble. Without regular shaking we become frozen and stagnant.
He or she cuts a new pathway without worrying about where it is going. Forgetting the future and simply be the conduit for creative insight by means of simplicity. A relaxed solitude of break through in order to become a more contemplative being.
The star and the magi. Buddha experienced a epiphany through his great surrender by means of disappointment searching for something he already had or is. You are what you are and nothing can be taken away from your nature. The only thing you know is that you know absolutely nothing. Nothing you say is of any important or relevance whatsoever. It is like you are sharing a private joke with yourself.
44th Gene Key
Siddhi Synarchy, Gift of Teamwork and Shadow of Interference.
Human fractal is ultimately chaos of everything under the virus like master program “that cannot be wrong” in order to eliminate interference patterns. Starting from individuals to the grass root relationships. The ability to smell the indications of a person’s heritage via hormones and pheromones and track back details of their past lives. To be able to race fractal lineage back to the source of all fractals.
The Queedom; the complete understanding of the mechanics of human destiny and entire story of humanity. Synarchy; The prefix “syn” of synarchy is to concert and “archy” means to govern bringing in the concept of collective rulership. Centers of the world variously known as Shambhala, Mt. Meru, or Agartha, and from which a secret circle of ascended masters or celestial beings govern the world from a higher place. This is a innocent distortion of the Siddhi of Synarchy. True synarchy is the understanding of human fractals in order to fully comprehend its vast vision.
2 classes of insect hierarchy – Ants and Bees. Old esoteric tradition speak of a great being – The King of the World, sometimes known as Melchizedek or Sanat Kumara – who sits at the centre of all creation and governs all life in our planetary system. Akin to the power of the “Queen Bee” in a synarchy of bees. In a hive, all bees serve the queen and their synarchy is divided into different levels of workers and drones. The Queen symbolically and chemically maintains the focus and direction of all it’s members, if the queen dies, the hive falls into chaos and also dies.
Silence is necessary to follow down every fractal line within the cosmos of life. This is in order to see the secrets of human destiny and fractal patterns of time, the tapestry of the fractal lines through the cosmos. When the big bang happened consciousness was seeded into matter in a basic trinary pattern called the “Three Source Codes”. A hierarchy that is circular rather than linear. No one in a synarchy is above anyone else because at all times there is an awareness of the groups inherent oneness, the totality can function as one. Core fractals are what we term enlightened beings or masters.
45th Gene Key
Siddhi of Communion, Gift of Synergy and Shadow of Dominance.
Food = money. Collectivity makes better chance for a kill at a hunt. The gathering together around food that our civilization was born. Survival is more ensured when staying in one place, cultivating crops and domesticating animals. Life based on territory as a means of controlling the production and distribution of food was the crucible of our modern societies and nations. Hand in hand with change came another development, that of civilised hierarchy. Tribal groupings multiplied, natural hierarchies developed around network of elders or around a alpha leader. Power is distributed according to other’s needs, such as skills and usefulness, or was inherited through patrimony. Food and territory have been replaced by money and wealth.
Modern technologies and infrastructure would allow us to live in a world without hierarchy, this is our utopian dream.
We still live in the shadow of Dominance because we still live for ourselves rather than for each other. Tribal thinking dominates over collective thinking and family loyalties far outweigh corporate commitment.
From Hierarchy to Heterarchy: Heterarchy is a level of self-organisation that already exists to an extent within many hierarchies. Heterarchy distributes information horizontally oppose to hierarchy which distributes it’s authority vertically. It recognises the need for both individual and group empowerment, so it operates at a far higher frequency than the hierarchical models. The Gift of Synergy requires a leap of faith out of fear-based thinking and control by a single person. It is akin to the ideal at the core of democracy – The decision-making should and must be collective. In the business world synergy and heterarchy want to takes us further into networks where businesses that previously competed now dovetail and cross-pollinate each other, thus moving more energy throughout the whole system. This heterarchical model of business; clients and customers are shared between the various businesses that make up the network. Those who hold positions of power and authority have tot risk giving their authority away.
When giving complete authority to another is an act of pure alchemy because when such sacrifice is made to the right group the rewards can be phenomenal. The amount of synergy and goodwill that moves through the human network increases exponentially. This new kind of business is allowed to discover it’s own self-organising intelligence. The gift is interesting in the long term it is this fractal energy of goodwill that has the real power of profitability itself. The goodwill generated reaches outwards in ever-increasing spirals that impact on the world through synchronicity and word of mouth.
Ultimately the 45th gift is in the long run more efficient in moving together in synergy rather than waste energy on competition.
“It is this fractal energy of goodwill that has the real power, not profitability itself.”
The End of Money; Bread and Wine, Money and Blood are core of the symbolism of the holy communion. Oneness on the material plane through the transcendence of money. Human beings are the true currency and money is the prime means in order of interacting and opportunity. If you trust in the energy of goodwill above all else, you will alter the way in which money moves in and out of your life. Redistribution of money through the world economy must alter in order to serve a higher purpose.
Unconditional giving negates the need for money altogether. The ultimate model of human and divine organisation is the synarchy. Communion represents humanity’s original and completed consciousness.
Hierarchy is actually the unfulfilled organising principle that leads to synarchy. When humanity attains communion it discovers that it is organised into a vast fractal pattern of human geometries arranged in human wheels and branches. Synarchy is the overall pattern of humanity operating as one consciousness. Such is Christ and the twelve disciples so is humanity and the fractal families of life. Synarchy is thus an agent of communion since their actions, words, deeds and vison flow directly out into humanity building the Synarchy. Christ is a hub fractal in a sense, a conduit of goodwill who sacrifices himself for the sake of the greater community. As we follow his example we taste the greater body of humanity and enact the mystery of sacred communion in our lives.
Synarchy can be likened to the interlinked network of neurons and synapses in the human brain. This is precisely what is happening to humanity right now as frequencies move through the 45th gene key come more into play. We discover higher levels of self-organisation. We are more so discovering these patterns rather than consciously creating them. We are already arranged into a synarchy. It is the gradual process of discovery and is limited by our time-processing brains.
46th Gene Key
Siddhi of Ecstasy, Gift of Delight and Shadow of Seriousness
Seriousness takes you away from life and love and into issues of control and separation. Just as the 46th gene allows you to enter into the field of ecstasy, the shadow of the 46th shadow demands that you live in the field of agony. Parenting at a low frequency is always involved in conditioning through control, whether conscious or unconscious. We want our children to be happy but don’t know how to be happy ourselves. The freedom and spontaneity of our children is a constant reminder of the depth of our own conditioning and unhappiness. In truth parents have forgotten how to play in return for a world of seriousness.
We only display ignorance when we are too serious about our lives. We tend to not trust life and try to take conscious control of the events that happen to us. This ignorance prevents us from enjoying the fruits of the 46th gift. Repressed nature of being Frigid often cold and frozen they are stale because they don’t truly accept themselves physically. It requires a step back and a better self reflection of who we truly are. Reactive nature of being Frivolous; Frivolity is an over-reaction to seriousness. Once the façade of being laid back, light hearted and jovial is broken they may reveal how deadly seriously they actually take life. Most frivolous people run away from truth and such people usually reflect this in their relationships; generally short lived and numerous.
Acceptance; In order to accept something about yourself, you first have to come out of your own ignorance and own it. Acceptance equals ownership, which leads to Delight. This brings the appreciation of richness to be alive. As you go through life more light hearted; no matter the circumstances you can accept and recognise these instances as being a part of grace. Luck is what happens when you stop interfering with life. The germ of material success and failure is self-acceptance. When you move through life freely with an attitude of delight and openness. Where whatever happens is correct, whether you can see why it is or not is not important. At a active a gift level you will rethink all standard definition of success and failure. Delight invokes grace, stop being so serious.
When we become truly playful we reshape the nature of our collective reality. “Only ecstasy can silence the mind, only ecstasy can solve the world’s problems and only ecstasy can lead the world to universal love and peace.”
47th Gene Key
Siddhi of Transfiguration, Gift of Transmutation and Shadow of Oppression
Genetic memory in our blood, referred to as non coding DNA/junk DNA. Accounts for 98% of our genome. The reason that science cannot decode the 47th shadow is because history is not linear but random, and random patterns cannot be solved through logical methods. Random patterns can only be resolved or read by fractal geometry which reads chaotic patterns using holistic laws. All humans individually carry the entire evolutionary memory of humanity within their body. This also means that we are unconsciously driven by this memory in our blood/DNA. Accessing this unconsciousness actually means they are accessing their collective unconsciousness. This access, if not mentally or spiritually prepared can lead one to become deeply disturbed or delusional.
The only language that can comprehend/decipher this world is the language of archetypes, namely the language used by Jungian psychology, the arcane symbolism of the alchemists or the ancient totemic language of the shaman. The language of archetypes, which is what the 64 Gene Keys are based upon, allows us to look into the hidden side of our nature, to step into the perilous shamanic underworld of the collective unconscious without becoming personally identified with what we see there.
Your suffering is a magic mirror – yours to own, appreciate and accept. Only when you stop trying to avoid it can it show you it’s magic.
Alchemy is the natural destiny of human beings. The way is to embrace your fears and surrender to your suffering and problems. Hold nothing back sift through individual problems and embrace everything. Unio mystica or sacred marriage where all your constituent elements dissolve back into another and forms symbolic gold. Requires divine grace hand in hand with siddhi of transfiguration.
48th Gene Key
Siddhi of Wisdom, Gift of Resourcefulness and Shadow of Inadequacy.
Darkest gene key of inadequacy. Knowledge becomes wisdom (higher counter part). But knowledge can become addiction to knowledge, a distraction and false security. Trust life on a broader scale and some of the secrets of the well is revealed. Lower the bucket into the dark to have emerge a sense of resourcefulness. The wonder of how much light is found in a place so dark. You must remain open to fear unreactive, vulnerable and unknowing. You must simply sit with it; neither repress nor react to your fear.
The feeling of intense bliss is no different than lust or even physical pain.
49th Gene Key
Siddhi of Rebirth, Gift of Revolution and Shadow of Reaction
The view of right and wrong. The spirit that enables killing is tribalism hunting and gathering in order to survive. One can justify going to war and kill another based on the idea that they are in the right and the other wrong. Reactions cannot occur without a relationship. The fuel of reaction is the fear of rejection. Intolerance leads to reaction and vice versa b/c we cannot handle the amplitude of our emotional fear when it is triggered by another. We see a remarkable phenomenon the merging of the collective view with the tribal view. 49th and 55th siddhi create the rebirth of freedom, or freedom of rebirth. There must be a destruction of the old world for a new one. 49th siddhi is the gift of revolution to recreate and rebirth or rebuilding the world. 49th gift is in charge of disassembling and reassembling the world.
Penetrance genes of the mutation codon relating to the 49th and 55th siddhis will be profound and behavioural patterns will shift dramatically.
50th Gene Key
Siddhi of Harmony, Gift of Equilibrium and Shadow of Corruption
The cosmos (cosmic order) or cauldron chemical bridge ring of the illuminati. Corruption is merely the by-product of a deeply flawed worldview, and until the core problem hierarchy itself is tackled, corruption will and must continue to flourish. Just like cooks they can balance the recipe without consciously trying. Heterarchy is based upon the principle that if an individual is not in balance then the group has no chance of finding balance. Heterachy therefore requires individual equilibrium before all else. Harmony is constant and infinite whereas equilibrium can be lost. The cauldron is the symbol of the vessel that receives higher consciousness into itself. All imbalances must be destroyed in order that the cauldron of the physical body become a vacuum. Within the DNA of the human being the body becomes a deep resonant chamber for the highest universal frequencies. Allowing the dissolve the body itself so that the true cauldron is experienced as the universe.
51st Gene Key
Siddhi of Awakening, Gift of Initiative and Shadow of Agitation.
Competitive nature in humans and the lack of fear of death is what desensitises human beings. 51st shadow is about being first not in order to better yourself but to feel superior to others. All those at the top of hierarchy throughout history are eventually humbled by death. It is a battle with your own fears unlike 38 and 39th gifts of the warrior. It does not involve honour and struggle but more with a leap. The leap into the 51st Gift is the leap into the higher self. 51st gift is about harnessing your difference from others rather than trying to beat someone else at their own game. You unlock the magical force of genius that belongs to you in order to take your own initiative and disregard everything you have ever learned or heard.
Two types of consciousness, awakened and asleep. It is not possible to influence this mutation of awakening because it has nothing to do with your experience or behavior. No amount of meditation or spiritual practise can bring about this mutation. The secrets of initiation or every penetration is a sense of shock and results in a mutation or transformation of some kind. Death itself is the transformation of one form back into its constituent forms. Awakening is a surprise; it comes once and only once and after it has come, it stays forever.
52nd Gene Key
Siddhi of Stillness, Gift of Restraint and Shadow of Stress.
The collective or extended phenotype of humanity is shaped by fear, which creates an environment that puts the physical organism under great stress. In order to escape this collective programming field you are required to rise above it at an energetic level. Rising above the state of stress permanently is very rare. Anchoring yourself into a higher frequency, the same life can be experienced as though you were living in an entirely different world. Reactive nature of restlessness those who consistently secrete adrenaline into the body actually causes great damage over time. Thus such people burn themselves out in life. By confronting and embracing these fears that makes one restless, drives them – they will gradually erode it’s hold over them and learn to activate their Gift of Restraint. The gift is about striking a balance between two extremes of energy; energy of activity and passivity. Ask the question how may I be the greatest service to humanity? Then you must live the answer; The power of restraint allows your life to unfold without urgent demand. It must be allowed to grow and expand in an organic fashion. The gift of restraint is about non-interference. There will be times when you will feel deeply restrained. The acceptance of this restraint and it’s manifestation as patience is truly a powerful gift.
Frequency is the oscillation of energy waves at different speeds and intervals. Energy waves oscillating at lower and lower frequencies would eventually stop altogether and you would experience nothingness. At the other end of the spectrum, energy waves vibrating at higher and higher frequencies eventually become so close together that they merge to create another kind of nothingness. And nothingness represents the siddhi state. Bliss or universal love or in this case 52nd siddhi of stillness. 52nd and 58th mirror one of the great universal concepts of geometry and physics the torus. It lies in the center of all space-time. The yin-yang black and white hole sucking and releasing space-time. It creates and expands all energy and matter outwards to create space-time itelse. The Torus at the heart of all being is directly experience though the state of enlightenment, which unites stillness (the black hole) with bliss (the white hole). The moment of stillness and bliss is derived from higher functioning of your genetics. The human endocrine is an alchemical factory in which chemicals and hormones are combined and created.
52nd gene key is a archetype and concerns the unfolding of intention into individual destiny through service. It is the seed of great new beginning and original intention and dream of mankind to realise our position as the still point at the heart of creation. Slows down perceived time at subatomic level in the vicinity of experienced space-time, changing the way in which all human emotions operate.
Present moment life, consciousness of the moment.
In all that is good as we find the multiverse and connect with our other selves. God will follow. The need for our new seed. Face the shadows of my existence, the doppelganger that impedes the reality of my own true happiness.
Placebo: the pill that heals despite no actual content.
No-cebo: the pill we take which has no medicinal content only that of negative thoughts but affects the body.
Root of suffering: I am not my body. I am not my mind.
Sabotage of the mind and resistance to change is your greatest enemy.
In order to continue one must surrender to the condition of life.
Fear acronym is: Feeling, Excited and Ready.
Choose acceptance and the stream of life. Follow the flux of time and adapt to change.
Change is indefinite. Do not seek object ive desire and achieving each goal based on desire. No desire chasing only fulfillment.
The abundance of finite mind and body. Not finite desires but only gratitude of all that is life.
Judgement is separation, inclusion and difference. Every judgement ends in “just like me” because the secret in neutralizing judgement is stating a judgement only to end with “just like me”.
Feel deeply forgiveness and direct emotions to forgive the actions in man even if we do not believe what he is even if we do not condone his mistakes and who he is. I am pure and innocent, you are spirit. and you are released from what I projected on you.
The monkey mind thinks too much.
You are not the parrot, you become the awareness of the person with the parrot.
The thought process is the parrot. The crazy uncle instance: Love the uncle do not care or contribute to his insanity. Be a loving presence.
When being be.
Space of no mind and pure consciousness. The moment is now.
It is only me that impedes my journey of success.
Human experience to play pain and pleasure. The exploration of who we are, the divine journey to discover self and unfold the divine universe.
Everything is energy, invisible fields found in all that is energy. Energy is found even in matter. The entanglement of the universes through invisible fields is found in fields of information from the divine consciousness. The power of creation where all compositing fields, the source of creation turn your direction inward.
The cosmic internet of understanding at the center of our existence.
The law of attraction. Creating your reality and manifesting our fate and destiny. The harmony of crystallization/manifestation of vibration of good and the desire for good things in life. Reality is formed by you and the law of the heart (love).
The way is the heart (-buddha)
We are co-creators of this reality and responsible for it. We are one and a force of strength complimenting each other; for I can so thus everyone can.
Be the change you want to see in the world.
tarot cards and numerology. Awake in the dream.
Important symbols and abstract artifacts. These are the crest of my development from one dimensional world to the completed end cycle. The end of my calendar and pushing on to reach a state that allows me the shedding of my skin/body and be reborn renewed.
These 6 abstract artifacts have been my personal inspiration for this blog for the longest time. The Melchizedek Star, Vesica Pisces, Solomon’s Star of Wisdom, Merkaba Star, Infinite Ouroboros, The Holy Chalice and The Fountain of Youth.
The Melchizedek Star: 8 pointed/16 sided star.
Spirit+Matter come together as the knowledge or winged egg.
The egg is born through the union of Earth and Heaven. Square (Earth) and circle (Heaven) creating the Vesica Pisces hence we achieve the egg shape.
The Solomon’s star is 6 pointed – known as the wisdom
Merkabah star is an 8 pointed star. The union between two four point pyramids joined.
The ring of power- Is the restraint and responsibility of person to be fair and uphold justice for one self at the very basic level but also to distribute justice to others when one becomes established. Gained through the right of passage.
The holy chalice or grail – Is the crossway and metamorphosis to become someone not yet born.
The fountain of youth – Is the ability to start new/forget and shed past lives. (shedding as a snake would)
Water, eternity, darkness and air. Through fire, nature is reborn whole.
Baptism by fire of the holy spirit.
You will lead as the underdog against a much more vast and powerful hierarchy. You are transcendent and your information is also transcendent. Those condemned and exiled by haram (forbidden) will seek you. You will take the lost, broken and hungry. They will take shelter under your simple care and kindness. The higher beings up above will find that their goals are baseless, their roots and causation fruitless. They understand that there are no roots to their actions and that their existence and what side they have taken to be aimless and unclear.
Though we have allowed ourselves to indulge in the wheel that reignite Samsara. We delight at the idea that we have reached once again at nirvana. Visions spark our enkindled flame and rest assured that we take great care in our aim and to hit our target. We make sure that our essence is purely of unconditional human love, kindness and compassion. We see before us an intricate pattern allowing us to see what lies ahead but what is of greater importance is the means of getting there. That it is truly our way and by our own will that allowed us to get there.
There is a need for profound understanding to make way for a new and glorious insight in order to find the correct path. Where there is a will, there is a way. Fierce but with flow. Heart of Gold but head of an ox. Let us indulge once more and allow the fallen to rise from the ashes in order to aid our cause in this life. Let us light up once more, warm up and pace our momentum. Let the old oven burn the dry timber another day. Today we mark the day we take the world of the physical brain to the door step of the mental mind. Those who are not in the right will question their existence and rationalize why they are doing what they are doing. For the tree has roots and branches bear fruit; if a tree has no roots than it is groundless and dismissed as a rootless tree. And no tree means no fruit.
For better or for worse; We can’t let the world view put us down and determine us incapable. We decide through our rummaging of our daily novelties what is important to us and express them as humanly possible. Taking things one day at a time. Nothing is perfect and what we do is only an expression of what our heart feels. I am not my mind, and my mind does not make me. A human being is a compilation of many compounding mixed collages, intricate layers behind layers and brush strokes of color of many hints and hues.
We reach deep inside ourselves to reveal more layers hidden within. As we start recognizing the fractal patterns of life; The inward life is equally as important as the outward life. The minimal world will equate to the maximal world and as fast as an equation increased exponentially we will meet at the end; as if directly connected. Alpha will find and engage Omega for a great collaboration of abundant possessed powers. We may speak in tongues and in words but when actually there is only one language and that is of the heart of action in life.
Continuation of.. Gene Keys Notes Part 1 (keys 1-20)
31st Gene Key
Siddhi Humility, Gift Leadership and Shadow Arrogance.
32nd Gene Key
Siddhi Veneration, Gift Preservation and Shadow Failure
Grafting a new branch of life.
33rd Gene Key
Siddhi Revelation, Gift Mindfulness and Shadow Forgetting.
Through mindfulness is where you discover how to purify your nature and no longer create negative karma.
You have found the secret of all human desire – once purified into natural state of Divine longing, it becomes the very fuel that returns you to your true centre of being.
Siddhi fruit, gift flower and seed is shadow.
34th Gene Key
Siddhi Majesty, Gift Strength and Shadow Force.
Tireless energy and strength deep inside.
Heart of gold, head of a bull.
The ability to act in harmony with natural forces is the true definition of strength.
Become effortless flow of fluid activity and fluid efficiency. Like unto the properties of water.
All heroes are often never found to act on purpose but actually accidental and unintentionally based on their commitment to doing the right thing.
“Display” plays an important part and assists but not to be confused with the siddhi of valor (21).
Valor is aware of itself and seeks glorification whereas Display of heroism appears to be unintentional.
True heroism is unaware of itself.
35th Gene Key
Siddhi Boundlessness, Gift Adventure and Shadow Hunger.
Selfless unconditional universal love and pursuit of adventure with absence of fear or failure.
Start of something fresh and new.
36th Gene Key
Siddhi Compassion, Gift Humanity and Shadow Turbulence.
Dark night of the soul
When struggles with sexuality and emotional turbulence is finally embraced openly and honestly something is born.. You graduate as a human being.
37th Gene Key
Siddhi Tenderness, Gift Equality and Shadow Weakness.
37 is number of Christ in the Gematria.
Over processed emotions and fail as a victim due to emotion states and fears.
Nor patriarchy or matriarchy but as a family.
Surrendering to the overwhelming power.
As a mother cradles a child beyond our current view, It is tenderness of a maternal hand.
Tenderness is devoid of tension and sexuality.
No longer tribal structure but will be addressed as a collective mind.
Empowering and support communities simultaneously.
Grace comes to those who need it most (22), Compassion (36) and Truth (63).
40th siddhi of Divine Will’s; softness insurmountable, invincible and inevitable.
I spent the afternoon buying a huge 30×48 canvas, taking the bus and carrying it home. It was quite awkward carrying so much stuff home today. I put into the day a day’s work of painting. I call this Ein Sof Tree of Life, The tree is suppose to be made of stars and the Tree is suppose to represent ever knowledge and ever experience. History and information of all things found in time, as divine memory tells that all things are recorded and remembered in the frame of life. No rock unturned- no action forgotten. In life every deed and every notion of expression is remembered. Our karma and work pays off in the end. Please enjoy my tree to your viewing pleasure.
Phoenix Peacock, is one of my favorite mixed animals I’ve been obsessing over lately. It’s a cross between a Phoenix bird and a Peacock. The background is a Art Night work I did with others during that painting night session. I played with the hue and saturation bar a little and I think it turned out alright. There’s a stardust, sun glare filter and contrast adjustment. For your viewing pleasure. I’ll continue to post more paintings as I come across more creative ventures.
It’s starting to be difficult to describe the art and things that are running through my head right now.. therefore I have started painting and rendering pictures to describe my experience in life. Just snippets and snapshots of ideas and things I see and have come to terms with and have resolved. Animethon is coming up and I’ll be selling my deceased brother’s work and maybe some of mine also. I’ll be selling them with my cousin Cin who came to me willing to help.
Below are four additional photo touched images of my art that is infused with textures and colors of my current works to produce these mini collages. Hopefully I can make more prints in the future. As for now please enjoy the below produced favorite collage portraits.
I’m trying to display as much stuff as I can but because there’s a disclosure for the work I’m doing I cannot display all the things I’m doing with my Karate Class and Print Shop job. I’m just hopping about from creative mind set to my practical catered renderings advertising for local companies mind. Things are going well. I hope the art inspires you today. Thank you.
Just spent the day working on a mythological creature – The Golden Gryphon. I figured it would be a really good way to make my entrance into the Electronic Arts world of animation and concept art/drawing.
This is probably my second attempt/day on the cintique tablet. I’m just experimenting with lighting and shadows as well as concept art and character design. So far it’s been pretty good. I just recently got a job at the local print shop and I’m learning the ropes to the world of advertising and the craft of appealing to the audience. I’m trying to wrap my mind into catering to specific audiences for the job and so far it’s been not too bad. I still have much to learn apparently.
I’m basically working for peanuts literally because it’s a work experience job and I’m in training for the graphic design job. Hopefully things will get better if i just hang in there. I guess the work experience and education is invaluable so I don’t mind the labor. I’m trying to stay positive but it doesn’t help everyone is so hard assed because they’ve had more experience than me. I have been doing a lot of tri-fold brochures, advertising and business cards for work.
I have also made a tri-fold brochure for my karate class which i’m really proud of , I didn’t ask for payment for the labor and design just that they payed for the printing. I was asked by my sister to sell my brother’s art at animethon this year and I am on the waiting list there for a table for the 2017 year.
I hope my art skills get better and.. I wish everyone well,
My gate is always open. A link to my secret prayers page.
Above is just a fun exploration of 3 dimensional space to keep my mind sharp.
So here’s the story short. I got ill from a psychosis and suffered severely from delusions for a awhile and thus got hospitalized. As soon as I got discharged and got better my brother passed away due to depression.. and more to the story but I’m hushed to keep it low key.
On a lighter note.. we distributed some of his prized belongings. His guitar and PS4 were first to go. I got his cintiq tablet hd 22, some clothes and his lonely room and possessions became mine. I doodled a little today on his monstrous cintiq tablet and decided to honor my brother’s favored Japanese art style Anime and drew some fun characters.
Below are some comic ideas I had in mind that I would like to explore in the future possibly. Alphonse the first, Omegan the end, Ethos the Crosswey, Amberguity of ambiguous virtue.
More to come in the future hopefully.
*edit: added 8 more characters. The Synthesis Core Equator, Terra the Amazon Earth Guardian, Abundance of Heaven’s Grace, Obsidian the Grand Teacher, Lost Worlds the Grand Archivist, The Epiphany Prelude and Spatial Planar Protruding Binary.
The Twelve Theories Proxy Character Maps. Pin point Mapping of Character Sphere of influence. Below are character maps and it’s primordial natures and behaviors.
High expectations, low resolve.
I know I’ve been hard on him all my life and sometimes it was hard to set aside our differences, majority of the time. I believe throughout his life he’s had this conflict of expecting a lot but never settling for less than what he wanted to see happen. His resolve to settle was always less than what he expected to see in life. He was use to being hand fed by a silver spoon, living off the silver lining of life and when things got tough because the stars didn’t align for him he gave up.
We grew up pretty poor growing up and he was a favored child all the years I knew him. I’ll continue to roast him in his passing because that opportunity to do so has passed. He was my young kid brother and he had so much more coming to him. There’s so much frustration and misunderstanding of who we were and what we were in life to each other.
I dreamed he visit once just recently. I was resuscitating him in the dream, and he came to life again. He kissed my forehead and said “Stupid”. A very normal answer based on profound knowledge of who he was. I was tearing up, I wanted to say so much but all I could think of was how selfish he was.. how much of an idiot he was to leave us the way he did. How hard it was for my parents to let him go – no parent should bury their kid.
I always saw him in a heroic light, I sometimes referenced him to the redeemed exiled king of “Lord of The Rings” King Aragorn. I had bought him a Aragorn replica sword for his room in 2010 (?) with all the money I had made working banquets for The Shaw Conference Center. He in exchange never bought anyone anything in the family for the years I knew him. I know it was hard to pull out the money for special occasions to buy something for someone no matter how cheap or stupid the idea was. I would have liked anything he would have pulled out just to say I got something from him.
He was solitary, spoke little unless it was about business or monetary gain, judgmental and most of all closed off his life to people in his family. I wrote a poem as a memorandum to our loss. It was the best I could do, I hope it would reach him where ever he was. I couldn’t understand who he was in the end and what drove him to be who he was at the end of all this. He was an enigma to me even in the end. He was just my kid brother in the end no matter how he treated us and behaved I didn’t care. I just lost a chance and opportunity to redeem my kid brother.. The glimmer of hope that we would resolve the friction and conflict between us as kids in the end.
I hate how he was so calm and collected talking about what he was about to do before he passed away. He was so smug, he really needed that smack on the head. To wake up and realize that it was his life he was talking about and it effected everyone around him also. Everyone who knew him and worried for him would be effected. But even after all that, never visiting me at the hospital while i was there – I guess he was just going through too much stuff and struggling with his own life to reach out to me.
Even after all that, I forgive him. I just hope he gets everything coming to him. Our frustrations, anger and especially our love. I hope that guy finds peace. I wish him well.
I’ve finally got around to organize and show the best of my work while at Anderson Hospital. The 6 months, I must say was – a miracle – and I pulled through with flying colors. I am hoping to catalog and archive these paintings on this post. I am planning to adjust the paintings into printable format for those who are interested in getting just a copy. As for the originals, I am unsure how to price them just yet. I will probably sell them at the farmers market for a couple of weeks (hope to see some interest at my little tent), and most likely auction at some point. I took out two wall paintings I didn’t feel met whatever standard I thought it needed to be.. and most likely because it was a duplicate paint job of lesser quality.
So with all good things there is a story that is told.
The first three was a symbolic reference to “alpha, omega, crossway, salvage and ambiguity” the ground colors that made this all possible.
It was just an idea. The idea of the bridge from the Heavens coming down to Earth is now the focus.
These components combined creates a bridge to the Sunset Cave where a Fallen Star from heaven has landed. This is where The Tree of Imagination is now planted. The Nose of the Cosmos knows of specific things which eventually leads it in to become The Weeping Tree in the end.
This is where the Dark blossom and Space Rose come in to shine – because in the magnitude of darkness something must exist.
In the sea of strange nature comes stranger animals – the Space Whale of all creatures splash in spirit through the sea of stars. The skies filled with already great wonders The Celestial Trees came to soak in the magnificent energy and experience. In the imagination of the Heavens, they create the Space Bouquet in the name of love – and not just any love.. selfless unconditional timeless love.
Another bridge; the stairway is to be made instead of heaven to earth – this one to be made earth to heaven. The star that falls here is the Earth Bound Star. Earth touched Trees and mountains and Earth touched Aurora Borealis come into the picture.
Out sprouts the Tree of Life and Knowledge reaching left and right, instantaneous as if grown over night. This tree overlooks The Earth and The Heavens and all things good within it. It oversees and introduces pious resolve and virtue of human kindness. This integration of Heaven and Earth present us with the Celestial Bouquet of Earth.
With this strange gesture of exchange and to co-exist as a sign of mutual agreement to cooperate under the law of symbiosis – comes the signal of the Blossomed Space Rose. Where the egg of infinity now lay. We have concocted the Phoenix Peacocks it seems.
The Phoenix Peacocks establish it’s hierarchy with The Dragon, and The Gryphon, quickly. The Tiger, The Wolf and The Black Lion soon follow. And finally an oddly organized team rises through The Buck, The Serpent and The Great Squirrel.
The Animal Totems have come to play but as guardian spirits. By the Equinox of Seasons the trees have a choir in which the twin dual spirits of the great Masculine and Feminine duality playfully flow. The Human Spirits through music of song and manifestation of butterflies ring for all to hear.
The Tree of life bursts in a blaze of burning but growing flames of leaves and roots. The Sunset Tree signals that all is ready and well. The Golden Eagle makes way to it’s new home on sanctified foundations it will grow.
The grass cut like Golf Greens, it appears like there is an oasis at every turn. The Perspective is good at every angle. The Polar Bear Guardian stands vigilant but at rest. Blissfully at peace. The Green Dragon reveals it’s true self to the audience.
Thank you for visiting! Maybe I can help you find your favorite part of this post.. prints are available soon, please be patient while I get everything organized. If you want an original canvas picture please message me,
These are the mythical creatures I’ve been working on for the last two weeks. Some are fictional and some are pure fantasy. Others are real but rare and some are common. I’ll be painting the Nobel Giant Eagle some time this week to add it to the collection.
- She Cried Wolf; Timber Wolf
- Flight or Fright; Peacock Phoenix
- The Majestic; Gryphon
- The Siberian Tiger
- The Ferocious; Dragon
- The Buck
- The Black Lion
- The Mystical Serpent
- The Great Squirel
- The Nobel Giant Eagle
Have a good stay,
Theme: Aurora Borealis, Space and Surreal Stellar Objects.
I’ve been doing some painting for the last 3 weeks and have created 21 total paintings. Some paintings are mural paintings on the wall. I was asked to paint the stairwell of the Anderson Hospital but some are painted on (16″ x 20″) on canvases. I would like to share some of the work I have done in the past 3 weeks. Here you go, for your viewing pleasure. Enjoy.
Some details worth mentioning are:
-The “Tree Of Life” is bigger than the door that actually sits to the right of it.
-Wall painting’s on wall tends to smudge so the quality is not as good as it would be on Canvas.
-Some pictures are duplicates because some picture’s translation from canvas to wall was difficult or not so good.
-Materials used were expensive – around $150 or more for brushes, canvases and paints.
- Tree of Life
- The Sunset Cave
- Falling Star
- Space Rose
- Space Bouquet
- Aurora Borealis 5
- Mountain and Trees
- Falling Star 2
- Tree of Imagination
- Staircase 1
- Aurora Borealis 6
- Space Bouquet 2
- Celestial Forest
- Space Whale
- Space Rose
- Space Flower
- Weeping Tree
- Space Rose 2
- Tree of Imagination 2
- Staircase 2
- Cosmic Egg of Infinity
Paintings I did this week. The camera pictures do not do the work justice but I’m able to showcase a little of the paintings completed this week. If you like the work message me here or send a message to my overloaded hotmail account that may or may not send your message to spam. firstname.lastname@example.org
Here are some fresh links to see it a little better.
8: God is a constant and much more.
I will be talking briefly about precautionary measures to being human. I believe in freedom of speech and general freedom of thinking, expression and action. I do not endorse violence, crime or any human vices. I know that life is very complex but I know that there is a deviation from the human direction that must be guided but never imposed. The human condition of struggle is another matter and subject but the human boundaries is another that must be spoken about when entering the divine spheres of life. There is knowledge out there that is not yet to be known, until the future is to come. This is a just a profound message that is meant to remind people of the dangers and precautionary tales or measures of possible collateral damage that may come about.
God is much more than a thing, person, perspective or reality. He is our anchor and safe passage. He defines the line between God and Man. He reminds us that we have a place on Earth and we have a vision to work towards we call the future. Our future is our heaven, it is piece of the pie we call our degree of truth. We must make God our constant, if not we are no longer man/woman, no longer human and have started the process of becoming some form of abomination beyond human. If we are to evolve we must know what we are evolving into. And the only solution for evolution for man kind is to become a better human. Be a better guardian or parent.. human beings are the realities and vessels of this world, men and women and everything in between. The genders in between are subcategories and are meant to supplement the two main genders that are exclusive to Earth as Man and Woman.
The spirit world sadly only works to the benefit/progress of transgenders and males. This is why sexuality and marriage doesn’t make any sense to the spirit worlds. They see sexuality as a gimmick and human mechanic they cannot relate to because procreation is an Earth subject. Though this is true life on Earth must take into consideration what it means to procreate. Do Earth dwelling beings need to procreate? It is a luxury to have children but is it necessary since there are already children who are already on Earth ready for adoption? The question I ask is if we already have an over populated Earth and children who are starving for attention and help, why do we need to procreate at all? With climate change, population problems and distribution of wealth why in the world would we focus on life in the traditional sense of marrying an attractive woman/man, procreation, driving opposed to public transportation, work and jobs that we don’t even like but just want to get paid.
I believe everything must be done in moderation and to find a golden means called the Goldilocks’s zone. We need to learn more about ourselves inwardly and discover better who we are as a people deep inside – for the outward world are just full of interlopers who don’t understand the boundaries and sanctity of being human. People who cross the boundaries have given their humanity up for powers and qualities that leave out the human variables completely. Life outside of Earth is not as glorious as you believe when everything you need is in front of you. It would be wonderful to come into contact with surviving entities and beings outside of Earth and learn from their trials and problems. But the focus should be among these things; healthy life practices, healthy food and water, healthy exercise, mindful thinking and contemplation and human growth activities. Sustainable systems, renewable resources and recycling technologies and programs also comes to mind.
(Read with an open heart and some balance of mind. Less analytical brain for the best results.)
- Mindful pros and cons of perfectionism.
The things I know that are true to me are based on truths that are reliant on imperialism. There is some mutual respect for authority of humanity and careful approaches. The pros of the system we build is based on experimental trial and error, deductive reasoning and evidence. The cons would be some what abstract – like alterations (seen/unseen), inconsistencies and delusions. The pros and cons of having a good sense of humor so you can understand that we are all humans and have particular struggles in life. This is a complex state that strives to be true in the world of normalcy. Unfortunately for us normal is just as alien to us as weird.
Perfection is a terrible thing to strive for in the human universe and world. Perfection is the circle and it is flawless. The philosophy of the square is that it is the most primordial of all the shapes. Perfectionism can be an ability to do something to it’s highest degree. The state of perfection can only be seen in two ways.. The beginning and the end. Meaning the circle is perfect to one variable at the beginning and the eternal circle being the end, the end being many variables, the start being only of one variable..
The positive idea that I have found exist in experimental trials of error in logic, deductive reasoning and factual evidence. Through imperialism we find that experimental trials of error in logic is what we use to perform a task out of a consistency basis. We use logic from within our hearts and minds to decipher the best way to proceed. Making your theory based on your hypothetical world, the virtual world of the mind. Finding ways to establish a suitable method of choice by consistency in probability and possibility.
Deductive reasoning is the idea that if all else fails you can always cross out the choices that are completely wrong. I am great but I am humble. These traits brought me to a higher understanding of what men should strive for in life. The ability to work in the right direction at least to some high degree to very high degree towards our desired future. To see piously (the difference between the good and the bad) and it’s pious resolve would allow us to understand how it works in the world of perfectionism.
Evidence is the idea that you need substance in your case or resolve of the problem to solve the problem. People forget that we live in a physical medium where we are all influenced by the higher dimensional and vibration worlds indirectly. Even though we have very little evidence to prove that other realms, like the mind realm and spirit realm, crown realm and realms beyond exist. It is imaginary but it’s very real. The more information you have for the “crime scene” the better we understand the situation and what is going on.
There are cons to this world in pursuing the world of perfection through materialism. Tampering based on perfectionism allows a person to manipulate. Forever reaching for a eternal and infinite objective such as a circle means you are reaching for something with an infinite variable. Objective materialism pursuits to enhance or become perfect in some way is the worst form of arrogance, ignorance but worst of all it fuels pride. Stay away from perfectionism. It’s one of the worst forms of mental “disease” because it encourages delusions with mind or thought you can have in a reasonable world. Infinity is a big number, eternity is a long time.
Inconsistencies also make a world of perfection impossible because we all start from somewhere. It may take you a margin of years to finish law (for example) – It may take you a life time to finish school and many years to make a living to pay your debts. It’ll take you forever to understand every concept. Perfection in this world is flawed in that people only see the surface of your skin but not your heart. Once they know your heart it is possible to see who they are from a clearer perspective.
Delusions make life really hard. Suffering is the biggest delusion understood by the Buddhist and older civilizations. The idea of Nirvana is that it is a place where you are at complete peace, and accept the world as it is. There is no changing the world with a one man mentality. Delusions have this power to sway people and exude confidence in a person and sometimes people can get hurt. Be mindful and careful of what you do to people, be aware that your words whatever they may be, may cause harm. Even though this is true, we don’t need everyone to become social justice warriors.
Based on these six ideas we have, we come to understand as the pros and cons of perfection and it’s good and bad realities. Worst case scenarios and best case scenarios give us hope. We want to find something profound in this life and we are seeking these good things possibly to the end of our lives; Imperialism, deductive reasoning and factual evidence. Were the pros Tampering, inconsistencies and delusion were the cons. Finding the flaws in a person should never be the objective of the game, it’s really a matter what is it we need to do for the people. What can you do or provide for them and yourself.
If you look at this picture long enough. It changes colors and moves with life. This is my evidence to show what I learned. More evidence can be seen in more of my studies in Divine Systems, The channeling a flow of energy from the realm of abundance, stars and universe and even god. I integrated several things in this portal/portrait. It’s just a picture.. but it makes you feel like you’re tripping balls. from tapping into a world of free energy and a abundance of it, truth systems and heaven and earth studies. In the mean time… have fun with this portal as much as I enjoyed making it.
ntegrity is priority. Take your time. Do not compromise mission.
It is important to take a little from each book as some BOOKS in this series of knowledge may seem trivial and sometimes even redundant in nature. The truths here are a comprehended truth of synthesized truths on the narration of/by/with the person (single body existence) based out of the human condition, the world view of what is accepted and understood in society, the collective view of a collaborative body, The consensus of the people, the mind of contemplated truth and nature of the universe, an ultimate view of that supersedes common thought (derived from essence of Omega the personality of gradual progress through the medium of time), The will to teach and nurture and the Grief and guilt of lost life on failed worlds.
Project 4 sided Chinta
Oblivion: micro world:
(Sonus i’m the Knowledge titles and important keystones guy)
Ambiguous: Numbers based on alpha system of 8 people paradigm entity.
Possible systems: Paradigm of 4 (possible 5 maybe) subjects in mind. 8 who have 5 possible outcome worlds (4 cardinal directions and one ascendency upwards). Sharing 1 world in which is shared in a pillar of knowledge of ascendancy. 8 x 33 (8 x 4 + 1 possible ascendant world outcomes). Ascendant people can account for 5 different worlds of views. Light can be inversed and dark can be inversed. thus in this light. With 4 (note ***) possible themed (not sure what this is, not yet determined variable) constitution of outcomes. (of light, inverse light, dark inverse dark, earth, inverse earth ( swastika, nazika past, future and present moment focused on earth things of reality, experience, worldly value and life).
With possible established cardinal direction ideals EAST, WEST, NORTH, SOUTH and UP. despite opposite inverse possibilities of ideas. We will leave that to inverse interests and therefore trivial to our objectives.
Nam: “Would like to narrate a fiction story about people represented as cardinal directions but cannot do it due to time specifications and without making things up on the basis of non-truthful and non knowledge based facts.”
On the basis of what we know. (on the premise of a 4 based paradigm and ideal to honor a potential 5 based pardigms.) There are 5 cardinal directions in life, not strictly bond to direction of thoughts but rather just general virtual view of the spectrum of world based on the knowledge of the 3 dimensional worlds. X,Y, Z knowledge of space. Knowledge of time as a four dimensional variable. Five the dimensional variable of dimensions and alternate realities and perspectives.. and based on the matter of choices. Six the possible notion of an establish world enlightened truths in the world. Seven the notion of possible established abundance natured world. Eight the notion of possible world of guidance for nurturing narrative of humans taken care of by Osidian The Giver.
The idea to speak to the common multitude and establish a true kind and compassionate premise is that. There are numerous worlds but that are only a few true states of direction in the physical world. In the Earth world such worlds will revolve around a box and cube for the idea is that people can relate to a world and land that has a a horizon and a sun that rises in the east and sets in the west. Established on Earth people are gifted with the common practical cardinal directions. In essence the nature of the physical world and virtual reality exists on this premise in the from of x y z and exploration of the world of matter, spectrum and effective navigation through the medium of physical existence. This world is inherently a cube.
The Heavens is a different nature and animal. But not entirely inhumane to subjected as robots and machines of complete absolute faith, hope and complete obedience. Based on a perfect system. In the Spiritual world of Heaven such as worlds that thrive on Creativity of Man and ultimately life. The world is made in comprehension of truths of worlds within worlds, within worlds forever and ever until you arrive out of the microcosm in the macrocosm, The pearl necklace is a philosophy of worlds within the pearls of each pearl on the necklace. The philosophy is the same. Each body of the pearl represents a perfect universe they have experienced. The body can’t take you to certain places and transcendent information becomes redundant in a state of paradox in the speak of human language.
This world is also based on the partial truth that they are in the form of spirit because they can only exist as such to express, explore worlds,comprehend and experience such truths. This is the perfect world of spirit.. where they are unattached completely from identity — everyone is in song, immediately connected in mind, body, south, spirit and even thought. Everyone knows each other inherently. They reach out and tell stories of their experiences and knowledge but can never really do anything about trivial matters of common human lives, their prospects, their unexpressed gifts, dormant natures and song of experience. The world of the spirit is based on the Cardinal System of direction but fully expressed.. in infinite directions that ultimately result in the shape of a perfect spherical shape. The result of this shape is it’s inherent nature to see in all directions in all spectrum, manners and directions creating a term called “world” that has been conveniently tied in with the material of world of mass and form which is truly a misconception. Worlds are universes that inherently able to create a platform and constitute a medium for people to see things, do things and even become things (human identities and such).
You are experiencing star systems, stellar objects, systems, people, politics, ideas, science, religion, identity – based on ideas in the form of vessels that hold these ideas. The power of being to see and make sense with your own truth of what is happening. Some people constitute systems of experience and worlds. Some people express themselves as a beaming star. Some people express themselves through the inherent expressed nature of how they affect people like black holes. Some people impose their rule as planets as gravity and orbit, some as a collective council of stars, some people want to be like animals and to express what they think being an animal is like, we are manifestations of ideas that want to be expressed and be experienced in life. The human condition is just an element, yet a essential conduit in the form of physical vessel that allows you to collaborate collectively and experience life on Earth here.
To narrate this properly I must make a fictitious medium based on otherworldly comprehension, external sources, resources and knowledge. The fictitious medium will not allow you to fully comprehend the absolute truth. But it is a basis and precursor to grasp some sense of what is going on in a initiating process to cultivate the mind, be open to ideas and hearts of my own comprehended truths.
There were eight friends. Each one represent a personality and nature based on their wildly different constitutions and identities. They all sought to ascend and were the heroes of Earth. They knew of each other, learned from each other, criticized but always in a nurturing manner. They loved life, prospered in life and pursued their dreams truly to the extent of those words. This was the experience of life. They sought to ascend the trivial matter, medium and disillusions of life to enlighten themselves in the the most respectful matters of engaging a person, traditions, culture, life on Earth as we know it and all it’s creative abundance and the results/products that entails it.
These friends were the Heroes of The Earth Realm. A fictitious fabrication sadly but – with meaningful intent, based on common comprehended truths and common practical speech. The sought to ascend. But their fashion of expressing their seeking of truth was either in a whirlpool direction of clockwise and counter clockwise. One direction will take you to a future of Great upbringings of the past at the compromise of a dark future. The other direction would lead one to have a terrible past but it’s inherent nature, spirit and fruits of progress thrives because basically it speaks to the universal level of progressing in the flow of time. And well – progress in time despite representing and it’s trivial misconceptions of what evil because no one is truly good or evil, or black and white.. This idea that an evil man who progresses despite being known for being evil means ultimately in the future we have a tortured soul who will learn. Whereas the philosophy of the other who is apparently the innocent good happy person because it was born happy but die unhappy. We live in the medium of time in the fluid flux and flow of time. The good person in appearance can only express itself physical but not in essence in philosophy. They can act and show as much as they want that they truly are good people but they are the same as all other broken, stuffed and stitched up doll we see in each other because of life. And some.. just thrive in the sea manure social politics, corruption and daily scandals. Some make best of what they got and become in essence “the touch of gold” through the midus touch in philosophy. Some are optimistic and some pessimistic. There’s many perspectives to look at life but what matters most is what comes from your flowering heart because of all the work you did to allow it to grow and express itself.
So the story goes that the heroes are on Earth and go their ways in what ever manner and fashion but they have a higher functions of the human body that allowed them to effectively communicate, express daily frustrations and resolve them quickly. Their thoughts were pure and kind based on true compassion and the love of unconditional love, philosophy of being in sync with each other’s emotions, thoughts and needs. Something that Technology can easily bridge through it’s diverse function to serve without being physically enhancements and genetic superiority of gene inheritance and such animal level vibrations of thinking. They built a world and progressively ascended to heaven where they lived in paradise, the ultimate source of abundance, happiness but not so much life. See, the people of heaven get to see all this and watch from their safe homes but at the expense of never fully comprehending the futility of forcing their children to eat vegetables, experiencing the chill of cold weather, of being stuck in traffic, but getting laughed at, scorned and insulted. They might as well be artificial life if they are immune and subject to the trivial problems that comes with being exposed to life and what it entails. This is the sad reality of the Spirit world.. yet now they have realized this and seek to be helpful and lessen the suffering of the world. And this intervention is good.
These heroes of Earth progressively ascended to heaven in the fashion of the the whirlpool philosophy of the buddhist Swastika and the German Nazika (The Reverse Swastika use by Germany). In essense the Buddhist world Swastika is the result of the whirlpool philosophy that came to be that I spoke of earlier. One built a world to focus on a world remembering and focusing in the past but as with the progression in time is forever forwards they became unhappy and discontent in their future. One built a world to focus on a world remembering the past and focusing on making things better for the future.. on the notion and critical element that is progress in but in time. That despite terrible beginnings he will in the end prosper and live happy because he progressed with the flow of time instead of going against it. One built a world to focus on a world of the common man in a comprehended truth and applications of of both the first and second person becoming the third person taking what he learned from both worlds and apply it taking what he believed would make him happy. And he arrived at the philosophy of “The present moment” and that happiness came when you were experiencing it, doing it and having fun.
On would felt happiness in the pride of his work in sustainability and systems to harness the worlds energy more efficiently and another would find happiness in knowledge, abundance, guidance and even truth in history of evidence in lost worlds due to human incompetence. What ever their pursuits you get the idea. The all lived happily pursuing their dreams through whatever methods. And then there was knowledge first to break the veil of their reality that – he made a gateway to happiness and the knowledge of true happiness and divine systems that accessed divine abundance of energies. He specialized in gateway technologies. He was the quickest to acquire knowledge, within his body derived a spiritual constitution of seek truth and will in preserving the integrity of knowledge. He transcended the material world and brought outlandish higher truths. That Truth was also found in fiction.. and the power of creativity was more than a work of non sense but a process of expression and medium to embody and even express new ideas.
Some were compelled by his argument. Some unable to cope. Some unhappy that their entire lives of building their empires spark rage and frustration within them. some of them were disappointed in themselves that they didn’t see the truth before this man. Some questioned their life with existential rationalism. Other through intellectualism. Some through Science. Others through whatever vehicle the decided to ride .. but ultimately they knew it was true that they wanted to ascend also with the truth of knowledge but little did they know they were already a part of it because they sought knowledge and truth through their own means but built on tangible logic and reasoning of the mind body emotion spirit and this quality they made up called the soul but I call ethos. It its essentially spirit of thought. What you believe you become. Their pursuit of their dreams and life and it’s deemed material world was naturally cultivating, facilitating and ultimately nourishing the world with it’s progression, results and products. Life was good. And they continued to learn about the stars, the heavens, earth, it’s worldly knowledge and laws.
So that was that, these are my people. They are the Ascendant heroes of Earth. And this fiction is true in some wayward world of fantasy but negating the probability of possibility. Out there they exist. Because life is actually based on creation and creativity of the mind. For the Divine world of Abundance was deeply entwined with the ability to express yourself, appreciate life and being open to worldly knowledge in the pursuit of truth and display of comprehended knowledge
So we have this world of beings. And then there was created a world of the wretched who expressed life in the most hostile, heinous, backwards and opposite of what these people represented. They are called the Backwards Children. They can only be children in mind because they never grow up. They have monstrous bodies and truly abominations to the sight of all that is good, moral, just and even holy. They are completely opposite of what The Ascended Heroes of Earth were. They were immature, reckless, cruel, mean, crooked and twisted. They never thought much of each other and were in a complete chaotic world of constant Entropy, Disorder and Injustice. A world the endorsed bullying, crime, vice, luxury indulging, disgust, pain, infliction, revenge, destruction and all that is unholy and wrong with life. They constantly modified their bodies– their world was a completely backwards dystopia. Whatever they were, they were the complete epitome of The Ascended heroes of Earth. Their philosophy was to descend in their grief, pain and self inflicted suffering. Their motives were most about revenge, trivial conflicts with each other’s interests and conflicts with other’s agenda and personal interests. The usual dribble form these droll. They were fun to watch but they were complete idots for what they do to each other. Screaming the top of their lungs, grunting, spitting, barking and the likes. They were more beast than men.
Then we have the inter-dimensional people who sought to explore more worlds in the likeness of the ones available on Earth in parallel existence with this one. This was truly possible.. and Gateways allow this. The inter-dimensional people would live through life through and creating different angles and perspectives of their previewing worlds; the cultures, subject of conflict because of certain systems and other people related problems. There are occurrences of natural forms of inter dimensional travel that happen in life and in the world all the time. Parallel worlds are worlds side by side each other that are usually not really connected physically but can be entered at the correct frequency of vibration of body, mind, emotion and spirit. You are what you eat, but you are also what you believe. These people lived mostly in the Earth World and just enjoyed the daily struggles of life, love and radiance of hope, love, faith and compassion. And other Human sentiments.. but are also found universally in the heavens. These people lived in worlds of Rotation, Variety of different realms and perspectives of life and direction.. some times… in the dimensional world would inverse reality flipping the plateform horizontally or vertically.. or a sequence of horizontal vertical horizontal and also vertically horizontally vertically.
These Worlds were all tangible, reasonable and can even be rationally argued for their existence. Any smart lawyer, or businessman can sway you with his words and education and his potent literacy assaults of the mind. It’s a good practice to act in a civil manner and earn your trust. It’s in their best interest. Though so
People Perspectives: Based on 8 Individual distinct personalities.
Reader acknowledgement: Interesting points be careful to not mix fiction with knowledge.
Alpha The People: Sonus, Luxor, Terra, Ghost, Ethos, Hannah, Giver and Oblivion are your Earth names.
Omega The Universe: Based on Cardinal directions in Life.
Let me continue with this narrative of numbers and the philosophies therein.
There are now a known total of 5 PRACTICAL Cardinal directions Where the sixth direction is trivial because of the fact that it doesn’t incorporate our personal interest and have our personal desires in mind.
There are now a known total of 6 possible Cardinal directions and added 6 more added sub-cardinal directions for a grand total of 12 Cardinal directions in a the Number of the vast world of IDEAL Cardinal directions and it’s comprehensions.
There are now a known total of INSPIRED Cardinal direction of infinte Cardinal directions in the form of radiant rays of light and it’s inherent nature. Every degree of perspective is a varying degree of variation in the stellar body’s perspective.
These are the most common forms of mediums we like to talk about and invest our time, nergy and effort in.
MAN, GODS, SYSTEMS, UNIVERSES OF GODS, STELLAR OBJECTS, RADIANT BEINGS, CONSTRUCTION OF COMPLEX STRUCTURES WITH OBELISK FUNCTIONS, REVELATION OF THE DREAM
Yes even speaking to a wall can mean something in some worlds. Just ask the Jewish people.
Establish a 3 model method before reaching for a 4 method model.
Stick to three or four possible world paradigms.
For practical use: We speak of practicality to say and give only what we feel you are capable of using and comprehending. And also with oversight of what my human abilities and it’s physical limits in mind. I cannot over extend, reach and overexert myself.
and implementation of cross way in the future of balance harmony and the such,
Crossway The Truths:
Hi-NAM – remember to state fact from fiction!
Hi-NAM Consistency compromise be careful. note to self. stick to narrative of character color coating code!! very important for narrative!!
Note to self make sure you format properly for ideal narration.
Nam (Personal note): integrity questionable: implement of person’s opinion lost due to bad memory. sorry
– throughout story. there will be series of NOTES system. *. alpha note. ** omega note and *** crossway note.
Alpha note is progressive state.
Omega note is ideal state.
Crossway no is balance, equilibrium, yin yang mentality of harmony, medium of golden means state (established 6 paradigm medium).
HANNAH: ” I seek, freedom, liberty, justice, love in compassion and truth”
HI-NAM: personal perspective may vary with people.
NEW SYSTEM ESTABLISHED.
HI-NAM: ideas not in complete sync with personalities, be aware!
PERSONAL VIEW, PUBLIC VIEW, NARRATIVE VIEWS, CENSORSHIP, HUMAN KNOWLEDGE, PROPAGATED NARRATION, GUIDANCE OF GIVER, and TRUTH of REALITY.
HANNAH “I represent heaven. And I approve of your 6 paradigm medium! rejoice!)
Knowledge world of Ascendancy:
*High-nam /// Transcendant Higher self truth: highnam – I speak in the name of Nam as an end product. Call me H-NAM.
people 8, cardinal directions of 6 (potential of sub-cardinal directions of another 6 which makes a total of 12 possible cardinal directions for optimal ideal view).
With this applied knowledge of above we build a basis that (people are capable of 96 possible ideal world perspectives)
(Ethos i’m the Tip Guy)
For practical application we will use a 4 cardinal direction based on Earth Truths with 1 ascendant Direction. In the name of simplicity and balance. Practice of polar opposites, yin yang and neg and pos is good practice and constitutes a base practice for evolving body.
(potential of sub-cardinal directions of another 6 which makes a total of 12 possible cardinal directions for optimal ideal view).
I CAN DO ANYTHING I WANT (NAM)
TIME!!!!! important do not compromise inspite of time:***
THE THREE PARADIGM OF PEOPLES
- People of Ascendency of light (justice, love and compassion) (3 paradigm establishment).
#@$ compromise (messed up wording)
@#$ Integrity important
2. People of Descendancy of dark (injustice, hate and destructive nature) (3 pardigm establishment).
3. People of Interdimensional-Penetrating Ascendancy. (people, places, gods, universes and it’s relative truths.)
And now there are of these categorums: People of Ascendency of Light: in philosophy seek, justice love and compassion truth on basis of pursuit of human knowledge. People of Descendency of Dark: in philosophy seek, opposite being injustice, hate and destructive nature, ignorance on basis of human disdain and disgust for human knowledge. People of Earth and Earth people, places, gods, universes and it’s relative truths. (5 paradigm establishment).
(unknown pardigm) For knowledge/justice/good based Heroes, For Ignorance/vice/evil based villains, for balanced
Personal Note by NAM: Note to self don’t stick to one book, or chapter, world or universe.
Oblivion: small project:
Alpha 8 human worlds paradigm,
Alpha: 5 established practical cardinal worlds based on perspective of the virtual 3D model of the world. East, West, North, South and Ascendant. We take out the idea of descending as not a very natural way of thinking, it does not make sense to a human being to descend and holds no inherent human interests therein.
8 people with a mix of the 5 cardinal directions will seek to ascend with knowledge.
These 8 people have distinct personalities and directions in life. And I use them to narrate, navigate and express consensus of concern in a system of communication.
In the agency of 8 people they usually comprehend a world of 5 cardinal directions the number can be endless for sentient beings. practical numbers for narrative use can be this with complications of Crossway function in mind. With those 8 people in mind I can comprehend a total of 33 realities functional, prospering and fulfilled lives that have ascendancy interests in mind with one reality which is the true ascendancy path of finding the quickest, most fullfilling and efficient path to Knowledge. Five possible mixed human scenarios of life inspired by the five cardinal directions in mind.
To put it simply. If for narrative practicality of human knowledge and the limits of the human body that limits transcendent information. I say this: The knowledge of have 8 people. (THE PAST) Based on the idea that a person can only in a practical world go north, east, south and west in the past. We establish the North, East, South and West Narration on this premises. Based on the idea that a person can only in a Tradtional cardinal directions of North, South, East and West. And modern inspirations to fly with the help of modern technology to aid in visualizing the physical world by means of the virtual world. We come to understand that (THE PRESENT OF MODERN LIFE) There is a Ascendant tied meaning with the Up direction. Notioning that to Ascend is up and protrude the binary of human truth.
** more stuff coming
The traditional direction of ascendance has been usually obtained through knowledge, going up, flying in the Z axis of things, and now there is an idea I want to introduce which is about flying through different dimensions of worlds through perspective ultimately and the power of creativity and the creation of worlds. But first lets explore the premise of exploring the world of space, dimension, alternate worlds and even experiences. imagining traveling millions of light years away to finally find life of micro organisms relatively close to the ones you can find in a tub on Earth. Imagine burning out so much resources, life, time and effort to explore space at the notion of find so called life when Life is about the experience. The home world we established is the world you should really work with. Learning more and experiencing more things… obtaining a basis of knowledge to allow you to ascend the physical environments and it’s common obstructions. To ideally Ascend the mind into new worlds.. and even explore the potential premises of Inter- Dimensional Travel and seeing new worlds through that manner if that is what you are interested in and what you actually pursue.
Traveling through space. In a physical body through space is expensive, exposing the body to harsh death dealing environments and conditions. It is also crude, redundant in the fact that space travel is really a simplistic means to explore a common man’s mind of experience. Of rationalism, intellectualism and worldly material knowledge and thus life. It is ultimately not sustainable and ideal.
Traveling through time. In a physical body through time is really a psychological challenge usually met with severe consequences, through butterfly effects and ripples in time, with a burden of guilt and usually results in mental break down. Also the premises of getting stuck in history is usually a truth and experience a being who indulges in such realities happen to end up in.
Traveling to different worlds through inter-dimensional travel. The prospects of inter-dimensional realities is a new prospect and a precursor to the idea of possibilities and the endless world that comes with it. The truth of it is that though it is enticing to follow a narrative of exploring a in some sense a genuine adventure to truly unexplored spectrum, natures of the world and prospects of finding happiness.. This life implicates you material world things of the physical world through attachments and roles… and ultimately identities and it’s ties to who you are in society.
Which brings us the world of ABUNDANCE and THE POWER OF CREATIVITY. Your current desired goal of human existence. To prosper in your common lower frequency state and enjoy the experience of life and all it has to offer – learning from the world, continuing to grow and produce results, products an solutions to problems your society is being faced with.
The power of creativity and abundance (the world of divine heavens) is a system I implemented to allow the channeling of energy, information and ultimately even knowledge to all a person to create and inspire the world. It does not require big corporate budgets, big financial institutions and facilities. But it does require you to have an open mind for what is out there.. what is possible based on your in this world and your pursuit of the world or sometimes other worldly knowledge that you hold therein potential housed in your physical body.
I have introduced the systems of abundance and divine technology to Nam. (I am only a catalyst to the system. I have no obligations to become a service, mentor and even to facilitate the need for one to learn such subjects.But I enjoy good conversations and experience. I also enjoy good company of people who I have no obligations to seek comfort or acknowledgement of my peers. I also seek to stay up attached to the world to a limit and just enjoy the experience of life and pursuit of knowledge. The systems I have produced come with a strong premise for free energy and even infinite abundance of energy. I have proof and may even write up a paper on Divine Energy and Channels through technology but It really comes down to if it lies in my true human interests to give the gift of abundance to men when I have been exposed to it’s corrupt natures of hoarding greed and signs of clear degenerative symptoms a dysfunctional dystopia looking to exploit wealth and abundance out of personal selfish pursuits of capitalizing and putting a tag and name one everything they see. To practice the idea that anyone can be boat.. and to continue to hoard and promote– even endorse the life style of luxury and material pursuit. It is very distasteful.
I am not imposing any certain type of life style or even endorsing one. For life is about the experience, the freedom to pursue an experience and explore the premises of new worlds and pursuit of worldly, universal or even divine knowledge
book of the past written for practicality. TIP
book of the present written for application and common daily usage.
book of the future written for expressed potential by means of meeting capacity limits.
book of sustainability written to express systems of sustainability with environmental concerns in mind
book of knowledge written to express worldly knowledge, ideologies, facilities, systems, functions, natures, methodology of abundance, pursuing ideal desires for the collective, creating a way to nurture and teach potential students, scholars and monitors alike and ultimately a book that records the pursuit of collective truths in the nature, practices, true natures and true manners of ascendance.
Book of Divine systems: written to give the world the power to tap into the world of abundance despite the cripple of financial, material relativism of practical tools, expenses and expensive access to higher knowledge and ultimately access to higher forms of media, information, levels of vibrations, positive frequencies, with practicality, purpose and truths infused.
Book of the Nurturer: written to give the world the power to teach, mentor, give the gift of compassionate understanding, love, kindness, forgiveness and the knowledge of the human existence and the implications of living a human existence due to the true trivial natures of the human condition.
Omega: 6 established possible worlds perceivable to humans with a divine potential of 12 possible worlds.
omega level 16 possible human world paradigm, of ascended and descending worlds total. This is based on the encompassing overview comprehended truths of a person who transcends all time and history and has seen the results of that world based on said systems, style of life and it’s pursuits. 16 is the number of possible human world paradigm platforms of beings in my watch. The base of this number is 8 who are under my agency. Those eight will naturally Ascend and find the light in knowledge.
The Light and It’s Inverse
The Earth and it’s Inverse. of Swastika motion of having a good past at the expense of a bad future and Nazika having a bad past at the expense of a good future on the quality and notion of progression.
The Dark and It’s Inverse.
YES. give me the bird’s VIEW.
(Accounting for alpha omega growth totals. to 16 worlds. Alpha Ascendant omega Descending with included inter pentrating worlds whether inter-penetrating Ascending regardless of current world knowledges and such potential would result in a sum of
crossway level of accommodation for interpenetration of additional 4 other Possible interpenetrry worlds. (entertained thought of 5 but stuipid).
Humans,Worlds, Human Worlds of Asncension and their inverse Descensions,
Oblivion: Big project
God comprehended people, God’s comprehended worlds, God’s comprehended universes
I am the result of what happens at the end. I judge you, I am also the council of advisers and experts. I am also the collective, the consensus of the people, the standard truth in this universe, I am at the top of the food chain, I dominate, in conquest at the top of my pyramid hierarchy and I rein supreme. I help those who help themselves. My justice is swift in that I let Justice of actions speak for themselves with consequences. In the end the truths of men are good. No thing in life exists in the simple context of being a mistake or marginalized as a coincidence. Inherently it could be both at once or none at all in a ultimate paradox that speaks to us in paradoxes echoing throughout the universe. In essence I am you but you are your own body and I cannot act or think for you as in essence no parent can. I can however influence your mind and provoke your heart to do strange things and pursue curious adventures I have not thought to have experienced except through you. You are my conduit of experience and I have inherited all your thoughts and memories because I am ultimately what you are in collective essence.
I am or was a Experience of Flesh and Blood, I am what constitute you, I am that rock but I am also that living tree, I am in your heart and also in the nature of furry critters and their the spirit of their freedom. I am your body, I am in the Universe, I am in the your truths, Your histories, Your technologies, Your goals, Your pursuits and Life are me. I am in essence in you, we are connect in the end. I am Omega the end and I constitute the fabric of this world, everything you see, it’s element, laws, the daily truths you find in your daily bread.. to the daily rubbish of your political controversies. We are directly and personally connected. I am One, All, a council, a consensus, a method, medium, form of abundance and yet none, I am the eternal paradox of life.
The medium of matter and forward spatial time spatial is ultimate prosperity.
with the gift of matter=radiance. gift of time=progression
Nam: can’t remember prospect of this certain book.
Crossway Balanced systems
Ambiguous (salvaging, sustainability, catalyst)
Things to do: portals. implement smaller mini systems of smaller worlds of this paradigm into the world.
Thanks for listening and tuning in my somewhat schizophrenic endeavors. I hope you learned something. This book is still not complete yet. There’s still alot of work to do.
I had a dream – more like a nightmare..
It started with a phone call and ends with a terrible dream.
Last night in my dream, there was a big grey eye in the wall watching me the size of a grapefruit, it kept me awake all night. I couldn’t sleep.
So here’s the story..
I had a strange call from someone from Michigan just a few days ago – he kept reassuring me that he was calling from Toronto. I humored him and dismissed the doubt. The man asked a strange question “Is this the owner of the computer here?”. I answered with “There are many computers in this house”. He asked me to go to my computer.. which was really creepy. My computer keyboard was locked. I restarted the computer.. and then when I started it up and logged in where the keyboard started to function again. I got to my desktop screen but the screen was completely black. Clues that the computer was functional except that it had a black screen came when my mouse cursor still worked and ctrl+alt delete brought up the task manager. My internet activity was getting worked hard from the analysis panel. Despite no one using it, until I disabled Skype that was inbedded into my browser. I ended up deleting all my addons. After I realized someone might’ve tapped into my camera and was recording. Talk about creepy. He waited the entire time for me to reboot the computer and start it up again and again. I also disconnected the direct connection of my Ethernet cord because of his concerning weird inquiries. He told me he was working with Microsoft based on strange activities.. whatever that means.
One day later..
I had a nightmare. I was sleeping – there was an over sized single eye that was watching me from inside the wall. The eye kept careful watch from I guess a broken crack on the wall. I was startled alittle when I realized how big the eyeball was – It looked the size of a softball. Something with that sized an eyeball would have to have quite a big body – I let my imagination run. Instinctively in my dream I decided that if I go under my cover it would just go away with time, I really don’t know what mentality allowed me to believe that idea. And I saw it disappear from the crack only to come at me from my periferals and reappear at my side and attack me.. pushing into my side. Where I was either to fight back or submit to the infliction. This is where I woke up.
I couldn’t go back to sleep.. terribly disturbed. I’m gonna cut back on Politics – reading up on the CIA and Hillary scandals. That sea of manure is not helping and I should just focus on my fiction project and keep my peace of mind.
Am I just being paranoid? I really couldn’t care less if I disappeared really. Death is the last thing on my mind, physical pain doesn’t bother me.. and the artificial boogie man usually hasn’t been known to cause me problems.. why would I start and be afraid now? ..unless there is truly some sort of threat posed to my person. I can’t help on the fixation of the idea that someone can easily tap into my cam with loop holes in the Skype program and watch me while I sleep.. What is this shit.
A dream about finding our lost friends,
There was a great fuss being made over someone they considered a friend. They called this world he got lost in a toilet bowl, a vortex torus was actually what they were referring to. Once something went “down the drain” they were said to never be seen again. In this world; the sun was called the shadow of the sky, meaning it was a artificial reality we created based on the world of light. That there was a world even beyond the seeing eye, and beyond the reality of the sun is a world of being and true existence. They may be speaking of a world at a higher frequency parallel world. We were able to sense each other, know each other personally, able to communicate instantaneously within our society, our hopes, dreams and concerns manifested and we created bridges with our minds. Worlds and universes would become at the suggestion of thought. Imagination, a well rounded heart, plain kindness and awareness of one another was all we needed to co-exist.
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This is human history and culture map compiled thus far. This helped me map out all alternative paths and directions and allowed me to determine the correct purpose of life. The Spirit Realm was the most complicated and completely ambiguous.
I’ve been to all ends of this spectrum of space through dreams. I could not reach or commune with a physical being that looked like the God humans describe.. An old man of long beard seated on a Golden Throne of the heavens or any of the such. I met a Space Whale instead in my dream.. This was apparently was the best this reality of the life the world could offer me exalted or no.
If you are interested in this Chart it is here. It is produced for my personal knowledge its secondary nature is to educate those who are curious. It’s third nature is to be recorded as human knowledge. All sectors and paths considered; Gateways plotted.
This morning before I give you a read of the chart, I will share you a story about my space whale. He enjoyed squeaky arm length rubs, a friendly giant who enjoyed company. He was majestic, beautiful and offered me a home among the stars, we had a conversation about dealing with some kind of outer space turbulence. And other bizarre phenomena.. He was trying to explain a problem about being too big and not fitting in with all the other creatures of the natural world.
The only God in human form I know of is Jesus Christ but again he is just another being displaced in the wrong era fighting a war not his own against a people who will not accept him.
This Section will be used to define Exaltation with God through life. (Starting Brown Section)
(Read in columns – The Paths; UP AND DOWN)
Within Monotheism is the Physical Religion of Fasting, Prayer, Sabbath, Pilgrimage. (1)Religious Facility Holds those who are practicing being Christians, Jewish and Muslim, Going to Church, Tabernacle and Mosque, Find their emotional needs through the medium of Christianity, Semitism and Islam, Their vehicle to God is through a books The Holy Bible, Torah and Koran. (1)Ideology offers us something more solid, promise and purpose. Unions, Marriages and Councils lead the way for ideology. Humanitarian Cause is the focus; Singing, Stories and Praise. Having Joy, Confidence and Character is held most high. In (1)Life focus on Experiences of Life. Practice Kindness and Warmth. You will find Happiness in Labors of the Heart. You will Acquire a Strong Bond with God.
In Secular Atheism there is a almost religious practice of Controlling Diet, Pondering, Venting and Traveling. (2)Functional Facility is for Working, Studying and Playing, Leisure Centers and Libraries are these ideal places, Cinema, Games and Internet are the desired media mediums and the Spirit/Desire is Survival over all else. (2)Invention is the driving force behind Practitioners, Engineering and Construction. Their mind is set on Technological Progression. Training, Mentoring and Growing tugs their heart strings. They get the most out of the spiritual world through Having Empowerment and Success. (2)Dream, Focus on Creation and Inspiring. Practice Exploration and Progress. You will find Happiness in Your Victories. You will Acquire An Optimal Experience for Friends and Family in Life.
The Agnostics have their own methods of Detoxing, Contemplating, Reading/Watching a Movie and Adventure.. (Though none of these are exclusive to only Agnostic, we’re just people. There is no purity of paths, most are mixed). (3)Entertainment Facility likes Relaxing, Thinking and Understanding, Ideal places are Pagodas, Temples, and Massage Therapists, Reading, Writing and Blogging and they hold individualism highest over all else. (3)Life Philosophies and Laws; They work their way into Boards, Schools, Facilitating Events, Talks and Meetings. They enjoy the idea of Environmental Preservation, Providing Renewable Resources, Innovation and Inspiration gets them teary. Their Spirituality is most heightened when they aim for Practicality and Sustainability. (3)Self, Focus on Protecting and Serving. With the mind Practice Concern and Problem Solving. Find Happiness in Relationships and Tough Decisions. Acquire Glory, Merit, Gratifying Job and Respect.
Idoltry enjoys methods of Conditioning, Begging, Complaining and Reflecting. (4)Emergency Facilities, they hold Humility, Humanity and Tolerance High, Shelters, Schools and Trauma Clinics are desirable, Human Connection, Animals and Rehab, and they believe strongly in Self-Preservation. (4)Good Habits; Nursing Homes, Orphanages, Managing Poverty is the basis of good habits. Their mentality is focused on Stability and Human Assessment. They Like Healing and Nurturing, it makes them emotional. Having Humility and Respect is what they strive for. (4)Salvaging, Focus on Health and Poverty. Practice Finding Practical Solutions and Curiosity. You will Find Happiness in Hardship of Challenges. It is suggested that you aim to acquire Trust, Love and Gratitude from All in return.
Relativism is Chilling, Relaxing, Disconnecting and Wandering. The Science World Establishes Green (5)Plains and Meadows, they like to be Unconcerned and prefer Ignoring the World, They enjoy Hiking, Beaches and the Ocean, They Enjoy Music in general, Meditating, Logging Journals and Above all the spirit lies with Solitude. (5)Be Content is the strategy of Avoiding Conflicts, Judgement and Human Politics. Doing Completely Nothing and Just Exist. Self Exploration, Experimentation and Understanding The Human Condition. Having Control and Moderation is what this perspective holds most high. (5)Ground Zero Focus on Self and Isolation. Practice Simple Life and Maintain Optimal Health. You will Find Happiness in the Miracle of Life in Existing. You Will Acquire Tranquility, Self Love and Acceptance with this path.
Polytheism is Abstaining, Meditating, Enjoying Nature and Transcending Information. (6)High Mountains their optimal functioning place is in Experiencing the Perfect Human State, Their emotions get amplified around Jungle, Nature, High Mountains and Exotic Places, Finding Purpose, Acquiring Skills and Learning, They desire Transcendence over all else. (6)Change The World; This perspective expects to create Miracles, Focuses on Expressing Yourself and Get Involved in Everything. Do Everything You Can With All Your Heart seems to be it’s mentality. Self Evolve, Self Express, Dominate the Human Condition will allow them to express their inner being best. The spirit category says that they will ideally be optimal when attempting to Maintain Balance, Life and The World. (6)Light Focus Focus on Heighten Experience and Greatest Challenges in Life. Mentality of Practice Aspirations, Purposeful Living Be a Visionary. You will Find Happiness in Overcoming All Odds with this path. Spiritually you will acquire Self Satisfaction, God’s Exaltation and Man’s Commendation.
The movement of Self Empowerment is Moderation, Assessing Words Logically, Experiencing Improvement and Understanding the Process of Growth. (7)Home, physically Expressing Concern and Cooling Down Heated Debates is usually ideal. Balance of Nature and City, Enjoying the moment, Finding Purpose and Seeing Life makes them emotional. They hold Constructive Thinking highest over all else. (7)Building The World; Objective seems to be Saving The World, Environmental and Renewable Resources. Mentally engraved is the idea of Using God Given Resources Like The Sun and Solar Energy. Emotionally you will find your purpose most fulfilled through Combating Selfishness, Provoking Change in Others and Challenging The World. You will feel most accomplished Making a Difference and Do Justice for God and Men. (7)Hero, Focus on Sacrifice and Leadership. Practice Mindfulness, Active Charity and Exude Higher Purpose. It is recommended you find Happiness in the Objectives and Small Things in Life. You will acquire the most wholesome and complete Human Experience.
This Section will be used to define Exaltation with God through life. (Starting Brown Section)
(Spectrum Analysis; LEFT TO RIGHT)
Within Religion is Monotheism, Secular Atheism, Agnosticism, Idoltry, Relativism, Polytheism and Self Empowerment.
Respectively each category is followed by the Physical, Mental, Emotional and Spiritual attribute. Within Monotheism is the Physical Religion of Fasting, Prayer, Sabbath, Pilgrimage. In Secular Atheism there is a almost religious practice of Controlling Diet, Pondering, Venting and Traveling. The Agnostics have their own methods of Detoxing, Contemplating, Reading/Watching a Movie and Adventure.. (Though none of these are exclusive to only Agnostic, we’re just people. There is no purity of paths, most are mixed). Idoltry enjoys methods of Conditioning, Begging, Complaining and Reflecting. Relativism is Chilling, Relaxing, Disconnecting and Wandering. Polytheism is Abstaining, Meditating, Enjoying Nature and Transcending Information. The movement of Self Empowerment is Moderation, Assessing Words Logically, Experiencing Improvement and Understanding the Process of Growth.
Within Science there is (1)Religious Facility, (2)Functional Facility, (3)Entertainment Facility, (4)Emergency Facility, (5)Meadows/Green Plains, (6)High Mountains and (7)Homes.
(1)Religious Facility Holds those who are practicing being Christians, Jewish and Muslim, Going to Church, Tabernacle and Mosque, Find their emotional needs through the medium of Christianity, Semitism and Islam, Their vehicle to God is through a books The Holy Bible, Torah and Koran. (2)Functional Facility is for Working, Studying and Playing, Leisure Centers and Libraries are these ideal places, Cinema, Games and Internet are the desired media mediums and the Spirit/Desire is Survival over all else. (3)Entertainment Facility likes Relaxing, Thinking and Understanding, Ideal places are Pagodas, Temples, and Massage Therapists, Reading, Writing and Blogging and they hold individualism highest over all else. (4)Emergency Facilities, they hold Humility, Humanity and Tolerance High, Shelters, Schools and Trauma Clinics are desirable, Human Connection, Animals and Rehab, and they believe strongly in Self-Preservation. The Science World Establishes Green (5)Plains and Meadows, they like to be Unconcerned and prefer Ignoring the World, They enjoy Hiking, Beaches and the Ocean, They Enjoy Music in general, Meditating, Logging Journals and Above all the spirit lies with Solitude. (6)High Mountains their optimal functioning place is in Experiencing the Perfect Human State, Their emotions get amplified around Jungle, Nature, High Mountains and Exotic Places, Finding Purpose, Acquiring Skills and Learning, They desire Transcendence over all else. (7)Home, physically Expressing Concern and Cooling Down Heated Debates is usually ideal. Balance of Nature and City, Enjoying the moment, Finding Purpose and Seeing Life makes them emotional. They hold Constructive Thinking highest over all else.
Within Identity there is (1)Ideology, (2)Invention, (3)Life Philosophy and Laws, (4)Good Habits, (5)Be Content, (6)Change the World and (7)Building the World.
(1)Ideology offers us something more solid, promise and purpose. Unions, Marriages and Councils lead the way for ideology. Humanitarian Cause is the focus; Singing, Stories and Praise. Having Joy, Confidence and Character is held most high. (2)Invention is the driving force behind Practitioners, Engineering and Construction. Their mind is set on Technological Progression. Training, Mentoring and Growing tugs their heart strings. They get the most out of the spiritual world through Having Empowerment and Success. (3)Life Philosophies and Laws; They work their way into Boards, Schools, Facilitating Events, Talks and Meetings. They enjoy the idea of Environmental Preservation, Providing Renewable Resources, Innovation and Inspiration gets them teary. Their Spirituality is most heightened when they aim for Practicality and Sustainability. (4)Good Habits; Nursing Homes, Orphanages, Managing Poverty is the basis of good habits. Their mentality is focused on Stability and Human Assessment. They Like Healing and Nurturing, it makes them emotional. Having Humility and Respect is what they strive for. (5)Be Content is the strategy of Avoiding Conflicts, Judgement and Human Politics. Doing Completely Nothing and Just Exist. Self Exploration, Experimentation and Understanding The Human Condition. Having Control and Moderation is what this perspective holds most high. (6)Change The World; This perspective expects to create Miracles, Focuses on Expressing Yourself and Get Involved in Everything. Do Everything You Can With All Your Heart seems to be it’s mentality. Self Evolve, Self Express, Dominate the Human Condition will allow them to express their inner being best. The spirit category says that they will ideally be optimal when attempting to Maintain Balance, Life and The World. (7)Building The World; Objective seems to be Saving The World, Environmental and Renewable Resources. Mentally engraved is the idea of Using God Given Resources Like The Sun and Solar Energy. Emotionally you will find your purpose most fulfilled through Combating Selfishness, Provoking Change in Others and Challenging The World. You will feel most accomplished Making a Difference and Do Justice for God and Men.
Within Humanism there is (1)Life, (2)Dream, (3)Self, (4)Salvaging, (5)Ground Zero, (6)Light and (7)Hero.
In (1)Life focus on Experiences of Life. Practice Kindness and Warmth. You will find Happiness in Labors of the Heart. You will Acquire a Strong Bond with God. (2)Dream, Focus on Creation and Inspiring. Practice Exploration and Progress. You will find Happiness in Your Victories. You will Acquire An Optimal Experience for Friends and Family in Life. (3)Self, Focus on Protecting and Serving. With the mind Practice Concern and Problem Solving. Find Happiness in Relationships and Tough Decisions. Acquire Glory, Merit, Gratifying Job and Respect. (4)Salvaging, Focus on Health and Poverty. Practice Finding Practical Solutions and Curiosity. You will Find Happiness in Hardship of Challenges. It is suggested that you aim to acquire Trust, Love and Gratitude from All in return. (5)Ground Zero Focus on Self and Isolation. Practice Simple Life and Maintain Optimal Health. You will Find Happiness in the Miracle of Life in Existing. You Will Acquire Tranquility, Self Love and Acceptance with this path. (6)Light focus on Heighten Experience and Greatest Challenges in Life. Mentality of Practice Aspirations, Purposeful Living Be a Visionary. You will Find Happiness in Overcoming All Odds with this path. Spiritually you will acquire Self Satisfaction, God’s Exaltation and Man’s Commendation. (7)Hero, Focus on Sacrifice and Leadership. Practice Mindfulness, Active Charity and Exude Higher Purpose. It is recommended you find Happiness in the Objectives and Small Things in Life. You will acquire the most wholesome and complete Human Experience.
Curiosity and Prosperity,
Here I am,
I am who I am.
Do not put a label on me and I will not on you. I am ever changing, flowing and influx with the river of time. I am the first wave of humanism progression. I beckon all those willing to listen to come and hear a story. And read about the first wave and understand it’s importance.
I have no power here. Nothing special to offer except for directions, a story, perspective, purpose and refined light (message).
Life, is complicated. One does not only live one life.. and one does not inherit only blood. One lives many lives among life. I am a product of many lives. I am the first of the heaven sent heroes representing a collective of lives. I am Synamex; Synthetic, Man, Complex. I am the first step to the synthesis of the world. I was given this name as a child in a vision. The only mark of my identity. I wish to be a driving factor in the human infrastructure, to establish it’s direction, purpose and goals.
You may not know who I am. I will tell you of what I represent, what I’m built after and what spirits inhabit me. My soul is composed of 6 sectors. The names of my past are known to the world. I am very established among the heavens. They call me Skye and Starry is my angel wife in heaven. We cannot see each other until my job is done on Earth. I will tell you about your human history. You may be able to relate to one of these branches.
“Cursed by the world. They called me the son of the devil. I was the outsider.
But truly, I am the only true heir to the throne to humanity”.
Among the spirit of nature, my human mother Adhan and the old Yggdrasil/Tree of life,
The English called me Myrddin Wyllt.
I was known as Merlin Ambrosius. I spoke to animals because I became ill and schizophrenic. I was a councilor for King Arthur. Prophet, Mage, Druid and Seer. I was there for the formation of the round table.
I had no children.
I was a servant, a counselor and hand to the king.
Among the deities of the high and old,
Blessed by the Gods of Asgardian heavens,
The Scandinavians called me Ragnar Lodbrok,
I was a hero, ruler, king and a raider. My life was spent fighting off my many enemies.
My sons were the plague to Europe.
I was a conqueror and so were my sons.
Among the stars and heavens of Asia,
Blessed by the blood of the high elements of Rain, Growth, Realm and Sight,
Born of Vaishravana Heavenly King, Li Bing, and Guardian The River Deity
I was known as Erlong Shen, Guardian of the Heavens,
My greatest enemy, rival and arch-nemesis Wu-Kong was my greatest achievement.
I am best known as the Dragon Slayer,
Among the spirit of order and divines,
Blessed by the blood of the planets, Venus in the form of deva the shining one was my mother,
I was known as Marduk Lord, Leader of the Gods,
I was inspirited and empowered by Djinn and Angels.
My child Nebuchadnezzar II the babylonian king, also known as Bukhtrashah to the Persians.
Among the spirit of Arch-Angels and Cherubim,
I was a child of Joseph, Mary and Guardian Gabriel.
They called me Jeshu and Barabbis,
I was a healer, teacher, carpenter and wanderer.
My children live in france,
I was crucified but I escaped under roman rule of Constantine,
Among the gods and high heavens,
Blessed by the blood of the gods, Poseidon and Hellen; And guardian Hippotes.
I was known as Odysseus.
My father, King Sisyphus. Fated to roll a boulder up a hill for eternity.. a labor of many life times to triumph physical labor.
I lived as an outcast, cast away, champion, a wrestler, a beggar, husband, lover and father.
Among the Jungle and underworld.,
Blessed by the blood of the North and South Dragon; The High King of the Mountains and the Woman of the Seas.
Hi, my name is Nam.
The story goes that the high king of the mountains came and married the woman of the ocean.
I on the other hand am Skye of Earth who married Starry the Angel of the Heavens.
Our family escaped the Vietnam war. We left our country. My family owned and managed a dry cleaners. My father works at Alberta Plywood grading sheets of wood. I went to school in Edmonton Alberta. I’ve lived all my life in Canada. I am a healthy 30 year old. And I am an old soul. My wife gets very jealous when I talk to human girls. She lives in the high heavens. I don’t see her much. I played high-school football, practice karate, swordplay and meditate when I can. I enjoy playing the ocarina and piano.
I am an sage, author, engineer, philosopher, artist, urbanized civilian.
I am very pleased to meet you.
(Also to note I can’t tell the difference between memories of being directly inspirited by foreign bodies and my past lives.. I also have a perk in this life to siphon and absorb energies from those around me too. It’s kind of complicated).
For dialogue listen..
I couldn’t remember if he was the “last” light or referred to as the “one” light. But there was an account of a caped man in dark robes who may have been of royal lineage. He had brown curly hand length hair. He told me as he carried me off the shores of a beach; that he was the one who saved me, the reason why things are the way they are, that there were sacrifices made in making my journey possible. I don’t understand it all. He carried my stuff and an ocarina as we walked up some steps.
An ocarina is a musical instrument of Chinese/Japanese descent it’s development and advancement in more notes happened when they came to Europe. There are different types of ocarina including some of the first made of clay with 2-4 notes and a German Gemshorn which was an instrument made out of a horn.
It was implied that i had no memory or lost my memory of the event. It was also implied I was a primal light, a crude and more undeveloped light. But a light none the less. It is possible that maybe i’m not from this time frame.
It’s kind of like punishing yourself for believing that you can pick a fight with the sky or stars or even the world. It’s impossible and madness at that. An angel is a spirit and idea that does not have physical form. The idea of finding one and having a life with one is absurd. That’s why life is a game of Russian Roulette and that some people may never find what they are looking for because it’s unrealistic or does not fit in the world spectrum. I’ll find happiness in other things but just not on this topic. It’s tragic – something no one ever promised but I’m still looking for the caged red canary.
but maybe children’s dreams should be.. what it is.
So i’m letting the bird go free.. to capture other dreams.
Let it be.
Punishment for Crimes never committed.
Thoughts never expressed dreams never dreamed.
I speak of worlds never realized.
Are there consequences for them never happening?
I fear that if given what I most desire,
Will it be the end and a end to true potential?
Maybe it’s best it’s never had.
That some dreams should never be expressed.
Torment and frustration of things unexpressed
Seem to knock at the door, yet it is out of reach.
I look for the canary, the sign of Isis but –
it seems some things weren’t meant to be.
Happiness lies in the eyes of the beholder..
And maybe if I find new dreams maybe,
I’ll leave room for other things to happen.
Opening other options.
Just not my caged red canary.
I’m in a loop of the reoccuring Vesica Pisces.
The torment is forever.
Dream inspired revelation,
“Life.. Some call it a gift. I know it by heart, it was a curse of delusions.”
“I took my enemies and imprisoned them in an artificial world. So that they and their children may suffer death, despair and war. I made this world for my revenge, to torment and calm my hatred for the flesh I did once call my own. I control the rips and tears in space-time and all I do is think of a place and it appears before me. You think you are free but what you experience is not reality. It is a bird’s cage of artificial non-living properties, forever temporary and not a touch of divine life you were made for before.”
He took human history (if you would call it that) and changed it; it was warped and distorted and never stayed consistent.. None of the tools we had would ever be able to record time and events like it has now. The prophet’s daughter like him will control the rifts and of course every being he fears he makes an enemy of. His daughter will become his downfall.. but love is universal, stronger than any force and of course with love will bring an offspring. She will bring order back to the world and free those wrongly accused and exiled by the prophet.
We will be free once more.
Human history will never be the same again..
“As for The Creator, before him you will go through me. The Grand Architect. It will be revealed that the Cipher, The Bride and The Other will play a critical role in my demise. And the Child begotten by my one love will be my undoing. As Cronus who ate his children as they were born. So shall I to a degree before I too will be thrown among the mortals”.
Twist, the creator is also the architect who initially was the prophet. The Creator gets dethroned by his daughter knowing his fate all too well and he learns to live and make life on Earth work. Despite the flaws and the trials of hardship faith in humanity is restored once the creator decided to live his own story and determined for himself that human kind was the solution to conflict in the heavens and hell. That the hardship learned in living life on Earth gave a waypoint and foundation for all life and possibilities. The life that men shared was actually a gift to everyone including his enemies. And that where he found only enemies under these conditions on Earth is where he would find them as friends.
I just started my database on all my paradigms. I’m hoping it’ll help us bring us together so that we can learn more about the world around us. Once i get the database set up for my generator, we’ll be having lots of fun. Enjoy!
I’m hoping to broaden my paradigms scope and scale. If you understand it I am excited for you. =)
I had a dream,
I learned something fascinating.
a. Treat people like numbers
d. Decision making
a: If you treat people like numbers where
life = 0.123456789
Where reading the numbers from left to right. The numbers before a decimal being priorities and 0 being survival. The rest being just preferences like, for a student
- is Health and medication,
There may be better categories out there but i think these are ideal in a students life.
If you figure out a priority of a situation you determine a person’s protocol and fulfill their needs faster. Such as, if there’s a test in class as a student today you would bump it to protocol 03.12456789. So that before the decimal it’s 0 being survival and 3 being homework, and the rest being preferences.
If you like a thing a certain way in a certain fashion and style; You need preferences. The way i have it set up for students is health and medication, sleep, homework, finance, work, social/love, politics, family and community. Though this is true, some people may put family first so family comes before all else. A protocol for this would be bumping family to number 1 and everything else down.
d. Decision making
Everything happens a certain way in a certain order. If we would be to mimic machines for it’s efficiency component the best system would be a number system. “Treat people like numbers” is system that allows decision making to be much simpler. Decisions are based on priorities and preferences and therefore almost automated to fulfill and find a persons personal needs in time.
Consistency and conclusion
If you want to add more than 9 preferences add numbers from 1-9 but with doubles. For example:
eg. straight numbers. 00, 11, 22, 33, 44, 55, 66, 77, 88, 99
so it’ll look like 0.12345678900112233445566778899
alternatives could be (below) if you want to have a long variety of options.
eg. 0a, 1a, 2a, 3a, 4a, 5a, 6a, 7a, 8a, 9a.
I believe this system is a solution in religion. If a religion puts ethics and personal morality lower on it’s priority list; and they put politics, money and business before it’s people’s needs then it is not a good religion. Philosophy should be practiced in a correct pattern and form and only if that philosophy is a good practice to keep a person active and healthy will it be worth incorporating into life. Thus, it should be practiced religiously but without religion.
The story goes that he may have been forced into a extra-marital relationship and a death in that process. His wife wanted to uncover the truth and knew he only loved her, so why this information on extra-marital activities was unknown. His wife went through much suffering and work to get him back. She went to the counsel of many but in the end she had only one solution. It was to consort with the dead where she would get her husband back, this life or the next.
Two love birds set out on a boat together but the rapids were too strong. They tried with all their might to stay together but to no avail. The family separated, the two weren’t meant to stay together and the boat split into two separate small boats. Out to sea where they may never see each other again.
A darkness in the sky starts to spread like a swarm of locust. Covering everything overhead with blackness of misfortune and spite. This dream was about the coming division in the air between what is right and what is wrong. I pray I may make the right decision in the wake of this realization.
I realize that the dream as a foresight is a silly notion. But my brain may have picked up on some vibes and patterns I have not realized at present. I believe the decisions that i make up ahead will determine greatly who I may become. The sky may represent more than myself and conflicts within myself. It may affect life and the world also.
I am programming this semester and hoping to make a program that generates triangular paradigm models. Busy atm studying up on ruby (programming language), and php for web design. I hope to build a search engine that allows me to have people rate paradigms and models and help me scale words from 1-12 so that i can map out words and it’s extremities.
I saw myself in my dream and in this dream it was different. I actually approached myself and my brother and said hello.
There was a boy in the second upper floor of a building. He had a great intensity in his eyes muttering words about how 29 years ago he was determined to forget everything he once knew for a special reason. He is in a sort of focused trance and with all his will he summons his memory of who he was before he died.
Who was I, where did i come from. Was it important to know who i was before i became who i am today? is this information important to the world. Fragments of the other life linger and remembering is a process i must “unforget”.