Below are art pieces I drew and colored. These are conceptual art I created in my free time. They helped me through my time of rehabilitation. Hope you enjoy them. Pushed into the world of pastels and pencil crayons. The Bouquet of Stars The Squirrel The Paradox Cat (upright or sitting?) The Sparrow The […]
Heart of gold, head of an ox. Infinite is a big number. Forever is a long time. This moment should really be seen as a new beginning not the end. Let it be full of possibilities and gratitude. Slow and steady wins the race. Love not for the sake of love. Live by reason […]
Humanity, the small and the weak are worth defending and fighting for no matter how tainted, broken or defected it all may seem to be. Love for this quality is necessary no matter how limited and deviant it may become. We must have hope and faith no matter the worth even when it is holistically […]
The Dark, The Light and The Better Medium. My original book was based on the idea of how there was light in selfless and unconditional love, it was an idea that stayed true to it’s essence as an innocent inquiry blog book into the crazy world of life, dream, light and knowledge. This soon brought […]
I completed this acrylic rendering of a 3D 12 pointed Merkaba star by hand; for your viewing pleasure with some side notes about the mark up system I used to help define and identify better the nature and direction of this dynamic object. This was done on a 24 inch by 48 inch art canvas […]
Another week of reading and studying of the Gene Keys which are derived from the Chinese I Ching. Here are my notes for the 38th and 52nd gene keys the 3rd weekend study. There is a total of 64 Gene Keys and thus we are near the end 12 or so more Gene Keys. “The […]
In all that is good as we find the multiverse and connect with our other selves. God will follow. The need for our new seed. Face the shadows of my existence, the doppelganger that impedes the reality of my own true happiness. Placebo: the pill that heals despite no actual content. No-cebo: the pill we take […]
The Seven Deadly Demons, Vice and Virtue Demons. Vice. Virtue Asmodeus: Lust. Chastity Asmodeus or Ashmedai is a king of demons mostly known from the deutero-canonical Book of Tobit mostly as the antagonist. Beelzebub: Gluttony. Temperance Beelzebub or Beelzebul is derived as a Philistine god, formerly worshipped in Ekron, and later adopted by some Abrahamic religions as a major demon. The name Beelzebub […]
Important symbols and abstract artifacts. These are the crest of my development from one dimensional world to the completed end cycle. The end of my calendar and pushing on to reach a state that allows me the shedding of my skin/body and be reborn renewed. These 6 abstract artifacts have been my personal inspiration for […]
There is a sequence in the world, a constant that can be found in nature that goes on forever and never changes when we analyze the natural world of the living. The Phi or Fibonacci Sequence is an amazing constant found even in the Pyramid of Giza, down to insects and animals. A natural order […]
My mother had dementia. She used to talk to all kinds of people in her dreams. She’d even talk to my dad (who had been dead for years) and he’d tell her stuff my brother and I had been doing – things she couldn’t have known about any other way!
I always viewed her dementia as a way of moving out of space and time while she was still in her body, so she could revisit bits of her life and process them properly. She’d always been one to hide her true feelings and put on a mask.
I don’t know if I was right, but listening to the things she said, that’s what seemed to be happening. I think their dreams are all they have, after a while.
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Oh sorry to hear about your mother =(. Dementia is not fun. Ye it was really profound what i felt when i went to that world. I wasn’t scared but more.. uneasy and disturbed a little. I think this is true though about dementia patients.. maybe dreams are all they have left.
The book came in the mail today. Every article was like– oh ho ho- i wonder if i should have left this controversial part out. I wonder how many people with Christian, Muslim or Jewish background will be reading. Because i was so critical of them. I hope they can all take a punch or two to the stomach.. because i was very forward with the truth i saw in the situation. I can’t wait to hear the part where even though i’ve meticulously designed the book to provoke emotions i wonder if they’ll think i’m going to get comments of insensitivity. I hope they enjoy the ride, because sometimes truth hurts lol.
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