The Missing Puzzle Piece; I Am My Own Worst Enemy



In all that is good as we find the multiverse and connect with our other selves. God will follow. The need for our new seed. Face the shadows of my existence, the doppelganger that impedes the reality of my own true happiness.

Placebo: the pill that heals despite no actual content.

No-cebo: the pill we take which has no medicinal content only that of negative thoughts but affects the body.

Root of suffering: I am not my body. I am not my mind.

Sabotage of the mind and resistance to change is your greatest enemy.

In order to continue one must surrender to the condition of life.

Fear acronym is: Feeling, Excited and Ready.

Choose acceptance and the stream of life. Follow the flux of time and adapt to change.

Change is indefinite. Do not seek object ive desire and achieving each goal based on desire. No desire chasing only fulfillment.

The abundance of finite mind and body. Not finite desires but only gratitude of all that is life.

Judgement is separation, inclusion and difference. Every judgement ends in “just like me” because the secret in neutralizing judgement is stating a judgement only to end with “just like me”.

Feel deeply forgiveness and direct emotions to forgive the actions in man even if we do not believe what he is even if we do not condone his mistakes and who he is. I am pure and innocent, you are spirit. and you are released from what I projected on you.

The monkey mind thinks too much.

You are not the parrot, you become the awareness of the person with the parrot.

The thought process is the parrot. The crazy uncle instance: Love the uncle do not care or contribute to his insanity. Be a loving presence.

When being be.

Space of no mind and pure consciousness. The moment is now.

It is only me that impedes my journey of success.

Human experience to play pain and pleasure. The exploration of who we are, the divine journey to discover self and unfold the divine universe.

Everything is energy, invisible fields found in all that is energy. Energy is found even in matter. The entanglement of the universes through invisible fields is found in fields of information from the divine consciousness. The power of creation where all compositing fields, the source of creation turn your direction inward.

The cosmic internet of understanding at the center of our existence.

The law of attraction. Creating your reality and manifesting our fate and destiny. The harmony of crystallization/manifestation of vibration of good and the desire for good things in life. Reality is formed by you and the law of the heart (love).

The way is the heart (-buddha)

We are co-creators of this reality and responsible for it. We are one and a force of strength complimenting each other; for I can so thus everyone can.

Be the change you want to see in the world.

tarot cards and numerology. Awake in the dream.

Good People Puppets to Faith Used by Corporations and Organized Religion

Money rules them all it seems. And everyone is tied to an ideology and it’s narrative to dominate.. survive and establish. We aim to be like the gods, but sometimes the luxury to aspire and be like one is not a realistic when we deal with the human ordeal of famine, poverty, discrimination and war. 

Integration of human beings, facility, life strategy and relief efforts are a neccessary staple for a functional community. These services are more necessary to life than the complimentary moral, chaste, politeness of being politically correct.

We do not have our priorities straight when our preferences lead the way. The core as the more important issue should always be first because it’s essential. Religious background as the front when stability, function and facility is compromised. This is not the way.

When crooked politics in the states’s democracy is undermined. Berne Sanders media direction is influenced by an agenda to show he is incompetant and unable to assess the situation. That his background ethnicity as a jew is exploited and used against him bringing in the middle east conflict to displace him even though he’s an Atheist. And because he is an Atheist that research is used against his votes by the Baptist. This is the power of crooked democracy with an agenda.

Who has the authority of the churches on earth?  Church leaders and the Pope. Not Christ.. not God. It’s in the hands of man. And these men make the rules depending on agenda. It’s out of control just like how Egypt saw pokemon as a threat because it promoted evolution they banned it using the Muslim agenda and his high position to influence this decision. In the Christian ring you have Fundamentalist Christian Rick Wiles who is clearly delusional believing he is the word of God himself claiming that pokemon are demons and the end times is near. He doesn’t even know what augmented reality geo caching games are. Putting it all together it concluded they were invisible demons sent by Satan to draw people away from God. 

This is the danger of your religion and superstitions. You are drawn away from purpose, function, service and application. Ideally all these things build facility; prenatal women’s care, integration of youth into society, stress adapting groups, hope groups, relief strategy groups and multicultural promotion groups.

I help humans who want to help themselves. I contribute to communities despite your religion. But will not encourage, promote or represent your organized religion mostly because I don’t believe in your organizations human ideologies.

Prescriptive ideologies are useful if they are simple, timeless and practical. If they require you to see into the far  future it is a faulty prescription and thus a temporary fix, a solution for the moment and not effective long term. Islam was progressive for its time but useless and conflicting with the modern world.

But I will not interfere with your iminent understanding of the seeing world. There are greater sources, wisdom and knowledge out in life around the world from past to present. Do not limit yourself to one book. Be open to libraries and education.

Sometimes I know I shouldn’t be so open as I will be taken advantage of because of my open nature. That I shouldn’t confide in strangers so trustingly.  That sometimes I may involve people who weren’t meant to follow. My intentions maybe be neutral and may be considered universal but it is open to misinterpretation leading to negative criticism.. leading to negative attention. That is why I will play low key and only work within the system not as a front to something may not complete believe in. 

I know love shouldn’t be conditional as Jehovah witness has established it is. With their hierachy of male dominance and excusing of rape and low male accountability. This is not the world we were meant for.. This will not do. What ever religion you choose to be a part of remember you also choose to inherit it’s history of violence, hate and separating ideologies, agenda and affiliations. Just think things through and you will see the way.

Contemplating; Madness of God.


Forged out of love, compassion and understanding, comes the core of selfless unconditional love and it’s Star. The experience is in the realization that not all factors are accounted for, not all keys and elements are present until the unraveling of destiny. The trigger is a catalyst for the realization that is life itself. No man can peer into the pure true nature of destiny only the causation, circumstance and condition of it’s event. If man can foresee the future and it is for man to see, it is because we needed change. The notion that if we don’t change to the right degree, for the right purpose, for the right reason will consequently determine our inadequacy to perform. When the catalyst is triggered, all sum of work will unravel unseen and foreseen pieces to the picture and be pieced together. In this time will fate be determined, all our hard work, attributes and investments will reveal what is in store for us.

Our future is forged of the stars. Our fate riddled to be doomed to war and ill omens. Take heed wise words. Practice what you preach. What was taught of the bible is that action speaks louder than words. If love, understanding and compassion is what’s asked to be practiced then follow this trend be this essence. God is not because how he is written, God is in why he is written. If he told you to stone this harlot today, why wouldn’t you do it today? Because you know better. Times have changed, modern times bring modern methods. Christ bought us time on earth to learn about ourselves, to collaborate, to consult and find comprehension of the issue. We are fighting among ourselves and worst of all we are fighting for selfish reasons. The question “Who is going to be number one” is truly the thing that will separate us, destroy us.

Chaos and Order. I thought they were two seperate forces at a certain point in time. Now i realize that Harmony is part of the riddle and that Chaos and Order are actually a binary with an “ON” and an “OFF” switch simultaneously. It’s the ultimate riddle to quantum mechanics asking “What am I?”. If Dark and Light is actually saying i can be both, does that mean sequence 1 is anymore the enemy than sequence 2? It means that, your perceived evil and your perceived light is indeterminable. The nature of what is evil and what is good is based on what it does for us for the moment. Don’t be taking blame and sides when these fallen angels and devil becomes a mortal ally and hero versus a false god takes form in our heads and lead men to perish. There is no reverting an unknown future, the integration and compartmentalization of our universe to become one with yourself. You being a singularity; past, present and future. To comprehend the task at hand, your purpose, your truth, your role. Efforts, attributes and investments all move towards this one moment in life where it is required to be dispersed into a directional/quantifiable vector/ purposeful virtue.

The point of all this is to show that there is hope for turning things around and creating a double positive effect. Something that works for us from both ends of the spectrum. We can prepare for the future. Whatever these outer worldly influences do to us it won’t matter because we’ll be prepared in abundance, strategy and tactics all to our disposal. When we think about all the possible scenarios the best, worst and most likely scenario to happen we realize that we can have it all if we try. Going for best scenarios and getting them every time and sometimes having to deal with worst case but saving the day anyways. With an open mind we gain the mentality to open different worlds of opportunity. And as we grow wiser, articulate in our mastery of our art we can start doing it automatically, systematically and with surgeon precision. This is the way. We have problems though, and it is a delusion of a false god. One we have created in fantasy over reality and it is getting in the way of our progression. The modern bible is the face of a white roman catholic rendering of Jesus. The Hebrew bronze skin Jesus of the unedited Bible is who he really was. We need a balance of both worlds, the truth, the consistency and the practicality of it’s use. All i can say is conviction is our next biggest enemy right now, the stiff neck of only seeing one way and unchanging.

If this God caused you to bring suffering, to inflict pain and warn of deception when it is deceiving. Do you accept this god into your household? The god you seek is loving, caring and changing. Yes god does evolve, and so do we. Do not say change is radical. Do not say change is subtle. Change is undeniable and when we fail to change for the greater good we do the world a disservice and allow the system to be lazy, content and corrupt. The future is unknown, but we have some trials ahead. Some poor omens and a lot of skeletons in our closets. If you are not willing to see the change in yourself, who will do it for you? No one escapes truth, not even god. Not this one or the next. Not ever. Light often does not don loathers. Those who are bitter with contempt, those blind with vengeance, those who no longer look around to see the good in the world and to change for the good of the world are those who have given up each other and themselves. If we are to preserve this world, sustain and maintain it’s inhabitants there is only one thing to do. It is not enough to just know you now have a problem. You must apply yourself to fix the problem. It is not enough to just be willing to solve this problem. You must solve it to the heart of the problem.

Truth cannot be concealed. May the whole picture unfold before your eyes, and judgement be your own. We work for humanity or against it. Apply your efforts taking into account each tide, going with the tide rather then against it for effective results and less damage to ourselves. To the beneficence of society, it’s improving nature and justice through fate. Release yourself of your self born convictions, and change with the world as we find answers with the star of selfless unconditional love. Amen.

  • Core of Selfless Unconditional Love,
  • Truth, Justice, Intuition
  • Star of Selfless Unconditional Love,
  • Humility, Service, Compassion, Comprehension, Initiative, Practice, Sacrifice, Grace, Mercy, Insight, Courage, Guardianship.

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