My Math of Truth Comes to 199.9% Truth; Let’s Weigh Stats for Mind, Heart and Logic.

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Is this you? Too good for the truth? Don’t care too much for it? We share this world. Why not share the same truth even if it’s to varying degrees? It’s time for us to come to an agreement that life isn’t just yours, it’s shared with everyone and your existence affects me and our influences affect each other. We are each a mechanical part, a machine and also a system. All compact together as this miracle we call a human being. We can work together or wander apart. But we are one. We are a collective so lets start acting like it.

I’ve worked so hard my bones are showing. That the friction to my clothes are burning the flesh off. On the topic of honesty,  if i were to be asked how accurate is my paradigm to the truth. I would say 99.9% percecnt because there’s always that tiny bit that you’re unsure of. 99.9 percent of your body mass is actually space.. That is the truth. 99.9 percent of my truth may be true.. but i am completely exposed. Every dream, every action, every issue I have with the world I tell with my life exposed to the world through the blog, that`s an extra 25 percent. Every dark thing that crawls under my skin every truth I had to spill every flaw i had to tell about myself, The dark side of me. That’s another 25%. Every absence of every imagine possible spectrum of me that never existed i told about from time traveling to being someone I’m not to fictional. that would make another 25% My commitment the sacrifice of my personal private life makes me a truth of 199.9% only because I’m still unsure if I’m actually completely sure of my self but that does not matter, I’ve beaten this game of being genuine, sincere and truthful. I beat this system that dictates the statistic that i must conform to the science of a threshold. I will break your thresh hold of 100% science. Rules are made to be broken.

Movies and games of violence, rape, hate, substance abuse, gangs. The world is spinning out of control for this thing called freedom.. But it isn`t real if it`s virtual reality? This world is not virtual reality its a virtual universe paradigm yes. But we are still unsure how it works and also It’s all that we have. To a god this might be a virtual world of temporary excitement and activity but “we are but ants” to us as humans watching those ants. As we are to God watching us. To the world whether they want  to accept my truth or not. We have ant lives, lives gone in a spark in time. I have given them 199.9% of my truth and if they wish to get the real truth out. Then my credit for whether i’m genuine is no longer the issue because what we want is the pursuit of true knowledge is what we as the world are looking for. A higher fraction of degree of truth is all that’s left to be motioned.. All the work is done except that 0.01% that says i’m missing something. And i’ll always be missing something of the puzzle but that’s just how life works.

I guarantee you 199.9% that somewhere if you’ve looked hard enough is an answer to your question about life, your religion or truth for the 99.9% general audience. That your truth lies somewhere in this blog about your circumstance, conditions and events in your life. You are not really suffering, for suffering is a mental state. That mental state says that you are actually unhappy and not living blissful because it’s your perception. Change your mentality, free yourself, like yourself and heal yourself. Pain and suffering is a misconception and in actuality as long as you have your body and your free will and living in a free country. Isn’t that all that matters? Instead of trying  to accept your pain go to a higher mind of thought and commit to your pain and make it better through a stronger attitude of service. Sacrificing yourself in the line of action by committing to help people and yourself out when they/you really need it. Sure it might be busy and complicated with mundane tasks but life is bliss if you see otherwise. I don’t have the answer to ADHD, Parkinson Disease or even Cancer. But even this injustice about life makes  it more the reason for people to help and pitch in some time. We can practically all fall dead to a stroke at any possible second – That’s not fair but it’s life. We just need to prepare and do what we can to help the world. And if you aren’t looking for the truth or even curious as to what the truth is then why are you even surfing the web? With your blank stares and wondrous eyes.. You share this gift of life. Why do you not seek the truth? If we all know the truth what’s left there to hide? That is where we should be, unashamed and living in full radiant glory.

We are all friends here. This is the place to share, collaborate and collage ideas. Let me inherit your light and we shall craft a mighty vessel to a new galaxy of ideas and worlds of creativity.

Curiosity and Prosperity.

Nam,

Life, dysfunction and death; Positive thought and prayer.

I have a relative who’s going through an operation for lung cancer this morning. I figured i’d give them the most of my attention last night in prayer and hopes. I figured the positive energy i put in has got to help even if there’s only a fraction of chance for it to be effective. I’m not the sort to pray very often but when i do, i try to put my all in. I think being there in the waiting room would show more love and active interest but i’m in school.

I just wanted to take a moment to reflect on life and it’s worth. When i die i want to make sure i’m at peace with myself, that it is a quick death and that i die with dignity/worth. I hope this goes for my Aunt if things don’t go right and the cancer does consume her. But first i offer my attention, positive healing words and hopes/prayers. That she fight hard and remember all the love in life that she has given and received. There’s people who depend on her and that she’s not quite done here yet. There are People who love her and will want to hear from her; They rely on her survival and recovery. So i hope my thoughts reach her in this time of difficulty. That she see’s her children grow to adulthood and her complications pass. That life will gift her with safety as well as safe passage to what ever her fate is.

In life everything has meaning, purpose and opportunity but in death there is still meaning, purpose but only reflection. I write this early in hopes that life will gift these healing words to her before anything bad happens. I won’t even go into the idea that she will pass on because i refuse for that reality to happen. That frequency of thought will not exist in my mind and only thoughts of her living on will proceed until anything changes in status.

I don’t have children or a spouse but i can relate at a human level and imagine the loses. Everyone deserves to see their children born, grownup and succeed. I asked secretively for the angels that guided me in life to send the highest and best to give their attention and healing. Not so secret now but as i said i give it my all when i do something. And things that aren’t completely concrete i struggle with; my imagination – no problem, metaphysical content – no problem. Things of the heart, fate and severely abstract – i can understand but have much difficulty comprehending, understanding and accepting. And so life continues to teach me bout, mortality, the human condition and sickness. All i’ve learned is to come to terms with it, i wish i had the power to heal them myself but no man has that sort of power unless your a doctor. But i don’t have the discipline, lasting motivation or the talent to be one. I sort of wish i could heal illness with mantra and chakra or by divine powers from the heavens but that is wishful thinking.

If anyone had the power to heal by super natural powers. I would want them to use it as some sort of antic to gather donations for some special cause. You probably can’t heal everyone in the world but the more money we spend in a cure the higher the chance of it succeeding. Heart, prostate, breast, diabetes.. wouldn’t we all wish for some divine power to descend just to give hope to the people. What ever the result during this operation and if it recurs the next; i’m there by heart.

hopes and prayers,

Nam