In celebration of Mothers Day. I had a special request to paint my Grandma! So I spent all of yesterday painting up a storm. I thought it would have taken a week at least but i did it in one day! Here is the beautiful diep Granny!
Below are art pieces I drew and colored. These are conceptual art I created in my free time. They helped me through my time of rehabilitation. Hope you enjoy them.
Pushed into the world of pastels and pencil crayons.
The Bouquet of Stars
The Paradox Cat (upright or sitting?)
The 7 Eyes of Parallel Planes
The Gift Exchange
The Upward Staircase to the Heavens
The Knight and The Maiden
The One Feathered Swan
The Multi-Facet Eagle
The Arachnid Emperor
The Primal Stork
The Male Dragon
The Peacock Phoenix
The Tree Ent
The Lupus Canis
The Elemental Mask
The Living World Tree
The World Glasses
Maximal and Minimal; Worlds Between Worlds
Expressions of Sir Bird
Lucas Luxor LVX
The Orange Phoenix
Heart of gold, head of an ox.
Infinite is a big number. Forever is a long time.
This moment should really be seen as a new beginning not the end.
Let it be full of possibilities and gratitude.
Slow and steady wins the race.
Love not for the sake of love.
Live by reason to allow joy a chance to take it’s roots and flourish.
Let fate be what one chooses it to be.
Let Karma be a system built on kindness and credit rather than a system of opposite reaction and consequence.
The nature of light is to Copy, Clone and Create.
The nature of dark is Death, Decay and Destruction.
Beyond the scope of Light. And beyond reach of Dark.
Be released from the eternal cycle. Break free from the trivial cycle of light and dark.
Accept the dark and claim the light. Released, no longer a part of the life and death cycle of the system
Adventure, balance of nature and growing up
Growth is reflected in the clear water’s surface.
A melody that will draw you into infinite darkness.
The flow of time is always cruel.
The world is consumed by greed.
The forest of retained youth.
Lost memories of past deeds.
A childish mind will turn to noble ambition.
Memory of younger days.
I completed this acrylic rendering of a 3D 12 pointed Merkaba star by hand; for your viewing pleasure with some side notes about the mark up system I used to help define and identify better the nature and direction of this dynamic object. This was done on a 24 inch by 48 inch art canvas and will be up for auction at the Vietnamese benevolence society along side the “Ain Soph Aur” Tree of Life in October. I used a set of systems I have identified as essential for any Independent Biological Ecosystems and that may be compatible for “Universal” Symbiosis.
Independent Biological Ecosystems and Universal Symbiosis
Alpha. Seed of beginnings and roots. Study of harvest and agriculture. Trade and networking. Paths and strong roads.
Omega. Finalization, fruition and products. Mature/ripe for capitalizing. Sales marketing business of persuasion and study of capitalizing. Promotional skills in advertising business, manipulation of economics and entrepreneurship education. Minor financing, practical and technical skills. Strong practice and matured development in exposure to cultured independence.
Cross-way. Study of all things related to time. Overall energy consumption in relation to resources, worth, power, mass, space, distance and it’s affects towards general progression. Scaling and weighing options.
Ambiguity; Study of vice and virtue. Implications and advantages.
Sustainability study of Fractal micro and macro worlds. Maximizing and minimizing. Mastery of salvaging.
Abundance. Processing/accumulate staple resources and manage excess resources.
Education: Providing archives of knowledge, ways to accumulate and promote essential knowledge. To teach, inform and educate.
Lost worlds. Opportunity and possibilities.
Sequence study of order, principles and priorities.
Ascendance; Intelligence spectrum mapping and ways to traverse the world of information and creating applications for further functional efficiency.
Hero: Making sure things are legitimate and that integrity has not been breached. General law is weighed and scaled appropriately served and punished accordingly to general justice. Resolving legal disputes.
Void Awareness: Differentiating body from space. Limitations and boundaries.
(0,0,0) True synthesis; Assessing, establishing and processing the immediate mission and priorities. Declaring all things to be of either priority over preference nature. Tying up bureaucratic loose ends and analyze legal loop holes and exploits of system. Disputes and legal conflicts cleanup. Collaboration and creating data base, archives and true principals through collage of all systems.
Alpha, Omega, Crossway, Ambiguity, Sustainability, Abundance, Education, Lost Worlds, Sequence, Ascendant, Hero, Void Awareness, and True Synthesis.
Ein Sof Aur is a mysterious tree representing life, experience and knowledge.
//notes Quantum Gravity?
The Seven Deadly Demons, Vice and Virtue
Demons. Vice. Virtue
Asmodeus: Lust. Chastity
Asmodeus or Ashmedai is a king of demons mostly known from the deutero-canonical Book of Tobit mostly as the antagonist.
Beelzebub: Gluttony. Temperance
Beelzebub or Beelzebul is derived as a Philistine god, formerly worshipped in Ekron, and later adopted by some Abrahamic religions as a major demon. The name Beelzebub is associated with the Canaanite god Baal.
Mammon: Greed. Charity (Generosity)
Mammon in the New Testament of the Bible is commonly tied to the meaning of money, material wealth, or any entity that promises wealth, and is associated with the greedy pursuit of gain. “You cannot serve both God and mammon.”
Belphegor: Sloth. Diligence
Belphegor is a demon, and one of the seven princes of Hell, who helps people make discoveries. He seduces people through the suggestion of ingenious inventions that will make them rich.
Satan: Wrath. Patience
Satan is an Abrahamic entity that seduces humans into sin. In Christianity and Islam, he is usually seen as a fallen angel, or a djinn and uses it’s powers to grant the host great power, wealth and happiness. He is given temporary advantage over their current situation to ultimately fall because of his initial sin.
Leviathan: Envy. Gratitude
Leviathan is a sea monster referenced in the Hebrew Bible in the Book of Job, Psalms, the Book of Isaiah, and the Book of Amos.
Lucifer: Pride. Humility
Was known to be God’s greatest angel before he was cast down to Earth and exiled from Heaven for rebelling against god. He was known to be the most beautiful of the angel kind but now stripped of all title and name damned to hell for eternity.
Discipline + Structure = Freedom
Kindness + Gratitude = Positive Karma
Creativity+ Imagination over Knowledge.
Love, Kindness and Compassion. Cease to do evil and learn to do good. Purify the mind consciously breathe and mindfully breathe. Instead of pursuing desire find emptiness and awareness. All is empty and wonderful. Be aware of the dangers of material sensual world. Awaken w/o the self, labels and names which are tied to dread and death. Hunger pollutes and pain/suffering brings fear.
-Pocket Buddha Reader
It’s starting to be difficult to describe the art and things that are running through my head right now.. therefore I have started painting and rendering pictures to describe my experience in life. Just snippets and snapshots of ideas and things I see and have come to terms with and have resolved. Animethon is coming up and I’ll be selling my deceased brother’s work and maybe some of mine also. I’ll be selling them with my cousin Cin who came to me willing to help.
Below are four additional photo touched images of my art that is infused with textures and colors of my current works to produce these mini collages. Hopefully I can make more prints in the future. As for now please enjoy the below produced favorite collage portraits.
I’m trying to display as much stuff as I can but because there’s a disclosure for the work I’m doing I cannot display all the things I’m doing with my Karate Class and Print Shop job. I’m just hopping about from creative mind set to my practical catered renderings advertising for local companies mind. Things are going well. I hope the art inspires you today. Thank you.
My gate is always open. A link to my secret prayers page.
Above is just a fun exploration of 3 dimensional space to keep my mind sharp.
So here’s the story short. I got ill from a psychosis and suffered severely from delusions for a awhile and thus got hospitalized. As soon as I got discharged and got better my brother passed away due to depression.. and more to the story but I’m hushed to keep it low key.
On a lighter note.. we distributed some of his prized belongings. His guitar and PS4 were first to go. I got his cintiq tablet hd 22, some clothes and his lonely room and possessions became mine. I doodled a little today on his monstrous cintiq tablet and decided to honor my brother’s favored Japanese art style Anime and drew some fun characters.
Below are some comic ideas I had in mind that I would like to explore in the future possibly. Alphonse the first, Omegan the end, Ethos the Crosswey, Amberguity of ambiguous virtue.
More to come in the future hopefully.
*edit: added 8 more characters. The Synthesis Core Equator, Terra the Amazon Earth Guardian, Abundance of Heaven’s Grace, Obsidian the Grand Teacher, Lost Worlds the Grand Archivist, The Epiphany Prelude and Spatial Planar Protruding Binary.
The Twelve Theories Proxy Character Maps. Pin point Mapping of Character Sphere of influence. Below are character maps and it’s primordial natures and behaviors.
I’ve finally got around to organize and show the best of my work while at Anderson Hospital. The 6 months, I must say was – a miracle – and I pulled through with flying colors. I am hoping to catalog and archive these paintings on this post. I am planning to adjust the paintings into printable format for those who are interested in getting just a copy. As for the originals, I am unsure how to price them just yet. I will probably sell them at the farmers market for a couple of weeks (hope to see some interest at my little tent), and most likely auction at some point. I took out two wall paintings I didn’t feel met whatever standard I thought it needed to be.. and most likely because it was a duplicate paint job of lesser quality.
So with all good things there is a story that is told.
The first three was a symbolic reference to “alpha, omega, crossway, salvage and ambiguity” the ground colors that made this all possible.
It was just an idea. The idea of the bridge from the Heavens coming down to Earth is now the focus.
These components combined creates a bridge to the Sunset Cave where a Fallen Star from heaven has landed. This is where The Tree of Imagination is now planted. The Nose of the Cosmos knows of specific things which eventually leads it in to become The Weeping Tree in the end.
This is where the Dark blossom and Space Rose come in to shine – because in the magnitude of darkness something must exist.
In the sea of strange nature comes stranger animals – the Space Whale of all creatures splash in spirit through the sea of stars. The skies filled with already great wonders The Celestial Trees came to soak in the magnificent energy and experience. In the imagination of the Heavens, they create the Space Bouquet in the name of love – and not just any love.. selfless unconditional timeless love.
Another bridge; the stairway is to be made instead of heaven to earth – this one to be made earth to heaven. The star that falls here is the Earth Bound Star. Earth touched Trees and mountains and Earth touched Aurora Borealis come into the picture.
Out sprouts the Tree of Life and Knowledge reaching left and right, instantaneous as if grown over night. This tree overlooks The Earth and The Heavens and all things good within it. It oversees and introduces pious resolve and virtue of human kindness. This integration of Heaven and Earth present us with the Celestial Bouquet of Earth.
With this strange gesture of exchange and to co-exist as a sign of mutual agreement to cooperate under the law of symbiosis – comes the signal of the Blossomed Space Rose. Where the egg of infinity now lay. We have concocted the Phoenix Peacocks it seems.
The Phoenix Peacocks establish it’s hierarchy with The Dragon, and The Gryphon, quickly. The Tiger, The Wolf and The Black Lion soon follow. And finally an oddly organized team rises through The Buck, The Serpent and The Great Squirrel.
The Animal Totems have come to play but as guardian spirits. By the Equinox of Seasons the trees have a choir in which the twin dual spirits of the great Masculine and Feminine duality playfully flow. The Human Spirits through music of song and manifestation of butterflies ring for all to hear.
The Tree of life bursts in a blaze of burning but growing flames of leaves and roots. The Sunset Tree signals that all is ready and well. The Golden Eagle makes way to it’s new home on sanctified foundations it will grow.
The grass cut like Golf Greens, it appears like there is an oasis at every turn. The Perspective is good at every angle. The Polar Bear Guardian stands vigilant but at rest. Blissfully at peace. The Green Dragon reveals it’s true self to the audience.
Thank you for visiting! Maybe I can help you find your favorite part of this post.. prints are available soon, please be patient while I get everything organized. If you want an original canvas picture please message me,
(Read with an open heart and some balance of mind. Less analytical brain for the best results.)
- Mindful pros and cons of perfectionism.
The things I know that are true to me are based on truths that are reliant on imperialism. There is some mutual respect for authority of humanity and careful approaches. The pros of the system we build is based on experimental trial and error, deductive reasoning and evidence. The cons would be some what abstract – like alterations (seen/unseen), inconsistencies and delusions. The pros and cons of having a good sense of humor so you can understand that we are all humans and have particular struggles in life. This is a complex state that strives to be true in the world of normalcy. Unfortunately for us normal is just as alien to us as weird.
Perfection is a terrible thing to strive for in the human universe and world. Perfection is the circle and it is flawless. The philosophy of the square is that it is the most primordial of all the shapes. Perfectionism can be an ability to do something to it’s highest degree. The state of perfection can only be seen in two ways.. The beginning and the end. Meaning the circle is perfect to one variable at the beginning and the eternal circle being the end, the end being many variables, the start being only of one variable..
The positive idea that I have found exist in experimental trials of error in logic, deductive reasoning and factual evidence. Through imperialism we find that experimental trials of error in logic is what we use to perform a task out of a consistency basis. We use logic from within our hearts and minds to decipher the best way to proceed. Making your theory based on your hypothetical world, the virtual world of the mind. Finding ways to establish a suitable method of choice by consistency in probability and possibility.
Deductive reasoning is the idea that if all else fails you can always cross out the choices that are completely wrong. I am great but I am humble. These traits brought me to a higher understanding of what men should strive for in life. The ability to work in the right direction at least to some high degree to very high degree towards our desired future. To see piously (the difference between the good and the bad) and it’s pious resolve would allow us to understand how it works in the world of perfectionism.
Evidence is the idea that you need substance in your case or resolve of the problem to solve the problem. People forget that we live in a physical medium where we are all influenced by the higher dimensional and vibration worlds indirectly. Even though we have very little evidence to prove that other realms, like the mind realm and spirit realm, crown realm and realms beyond exist. It is imaginary but it’s very real. The more information you have for the “crime scene” the better we understand the situation and what is going on.
There are cons to this world in pursuing the world of perfection through materialism. Tampering based on perfectionism allows a person to manipulate. Forever reaching for a eternal and infinite objective such as a circle means you are reaching for something with an infinite variable. Objective materialism pursuits to enhance or become perfect in some way is the worst form of arrogance, ignorance but worst of all it fuels pride. Stay away from perfectionism. It’s one of the worst forms of mental “disease” because it encourages delusions with mind or thought you can have in a reasonable world. Infinity is a big number, eternity is a long time.
Inconsistencies also make a world of perfection impossible because we all start from somewhere. It may take you a margin of years to finish law (for example) – It may take you a life time to finish school and many years to make a living to pay your debts. It’ll take you forever to understand every concept. Perfection in this world is flawed in that people only see the surface of your skin but not your heart. Once they know your heart it is possible to see who they are from a clearer perspective.
Delusions make life really hard. Suffering is the biggest delusion understood by the Buddhist and older civilizations. The idea of Nirvana is that it is a place where you are at complete peace, and accept the world as it is. There is no changing the world with a one man mentality. Delusions have this power to sway people and exude confidence in a person and sometimes people can get hurt. Be mindful and careful of what you do to people, be aware that your words whatever they may be, may cause harm. Even though this is true, we don’t need everyone to become social justice warriors.
Based on these six ideas we have, we come to understand as the pros and cons of perfection and it’s good and bad realities. Worst case scenarios and best case scenarios give us hope. We want to find something profound in this life and we are seeking these good things possibly to the end of our lives; Imperialism, deductive reasoning and factual evidence. Were the pros Tampering, inconsistencies and delusion were the cons. Finding the flaws in a person should never be the objective of the game, it’s really a matter what is it we need to do for the people. What can you do or provide for them and yourself.
YEG EVENT for Aug 2 You can download the excel file here.
Ideally we need to get the muscles to carry all the water. We need a pickup truck to carry everything, my uncle has one – if anyone does not. Also, does anyone have water dispensing jugs at home? we need 2. We also need to find some of those garbage stands if we can.
I finished the schedule for the Aug 2nd event. Try to get your parents/uncles or what not to help out. Would be really nice if we had some experienced hands and muscle to make this more an enjoyable experience than a labor. Stocking can be done throughout the week. We can prep veggies and cheese maybe 4 days before if we want to too. There’s going to be 18 plates of food that need to be prepped. 6 veggies, 6 crackers, and 6 cheese dishes need to be prepped. And we can grab a few granola bars if our budget lets us.
Our goal is to surprise the government and locals and show that we can respect the environment as well as have fun. Thinking and working mindfully for the youth.