This is my favorite painting I did when I was in the hospital two years ago. This is a original painting of what I called The Phoenix Peacocks. Male and Female, they are soaking in the sun. I redid them on adobe through digital painting. Please enjoy. Pokemon paintings are still coming. I will slow down on the 20th Pokemon fanart painting. Animals special edition 2021; Phoenix Peacocks.. Part of Super Pets part 4.
This is the seventeenth Pokemon for my 2021 Pokemon Fan Art Gallery. This is Lucario he is a fighting/steel Pokemon on my roster. He is such a cool doggo. I did this on Adobe Photoshop.
This is the sixteenth Pokemon for my 2021 Pokemon Fan Art Gallery. This is Greninja he is a water/dark Ninja Pokemon on my roster. He is super fast and incredibly strong pokemon. I did this on Adobe Photoshop.
This is the fifteenth Pokemon for my 2021 Pokemon Fan Art Gallery. This is Garchomp he is a water type shark Pokemon on my roster. He is a big time meanie on the field. I did this on Adobe Photoshop.
This is the fourteenth Pokemon for my 2021 Pokemon Fan Art Gallery. This is Archeops he is a flying type Pokemon on my roster. He’s a goofy bird dinosaur thing. I did this on Adobe Photoshop.
This is the thirteenth Pokemon for my 2021 Pokemon Fan Art Gallery. This is Eevee he is a normal type Pokemon on my roster. He’s busy being super cute. I did this on Adobe Photoshop.
This is the twelfth Pokemon for my 2021 Pokemon Fan Art Gallery. This is Gengar he is a ghost type Pokemon on my roster. He’s a spooky fella and has a gnarly attitude. I did this on Adobe Photoshop.
This is the eleventh Pokemon for my 2021 Pokemon Fan Art Gallery. This is Dragonair she is a dragon/serpent type Pokemon on my roster. She’s super pretty. I did this on Adobe Photoshop.
This is the tenth Pokemon for my 2021 Pokemon Fan Art Gallery. This is Mew he is my favorite childhood legendary on my roster. He’s busy away being badass. I did this on Adobe Photoshop.
This is the ninth Pokemon for my 2021 Pokemon Fan Art Gallery. This is Dragapult he is my favorite pseudo legendary on my roster. He’s chilling by the lake. I did this on Adobe Photoshop.
This is the eighth Pokemon for my 2021 Pokemon Fan Art Gallery. This is Corviknight, he is my favorite bird on my roster. He’s next to the sea, enjoying the view possibly. I did this on Adobe Photoshop.
This is the seventh Pokemon for my 2021 Pokemon Fan Art Gallery. This is Lugia, he is my favorite Legendary on my team. I was experimenting with light and water effects. I did this on Adobe Photoshop.
This is the my deceased Aunty Ut’s pet wiener dog Domino. This golden doggo is coming home for a visit. This picture is paying respects to her passing. I did this on Adobe Photoshop. Please enjoy.
It’s time clench that Pokemon thirst with a brand new Baby Litten. For maximum fluffy cuteness. Done on Adobe Photoshop. This is the 6th Pokemon in the 2021 Pokemon Fan Art Gallery. Please enjoy!
Time to get fancy! Here’s a Alolan Ninetales one of my favorites. It turned out so pretty. There wasn’t a time when combining the Arora borealis with the Alolan Ninetales wasn’t a thing. This is the 5th Pokemon in the 2021 Pokemon Fan Art Gallery Hope you enjoy it.
In celebration of Mothers Day. I had a special request to paint my Grandma! So I spent all of yesterday painting up a storm. I thought it would have taken a week at least but i did it in one day! Here is the beautiful diep Granny!
Special Edition set number 2! Super pets. This one is for my uncle Vu’s family. Their two lovely angels. LiMo; Cali and Cosmos. Cali is Moon inspired and Cosmos is Stars inspired. These two are dreaming up the universe. Please Enjoy!
Welcome 2021 Pokemon Fan Art time. This is my very favorite and best piece so far – The Shining Charizard. I hope you like it! Charizard was my first favorite Pokemon back when Pokemon Red was relevant. I always breezed through content with Charizard. He was my go to, to finish most games. This is my first attempt of making realistic fire. I love the small details like the scales and smoke. I also like how the playing of light came out.
I wanted to reimagine my dogs this time. Lily (Cindy’s dog), Leo (Mel’s dog) and Snowy ( My dog). Cindy wanted a fire themed Dog, Leo became psychic ghost type, and my dog became a majestic cloud dog. Please enjoy and share it if you want. 2021 Mai Family Doggies.
My personal favorite pokemon Togekiss. Entry number 3 to the Pokemon Fan Gallery. I was inspired by beams of light coming down from the sky. I thought it would be a nice touch for this next painting. I always started and finished the game with this pokemon, it was always the go to for breezing through content. Please enjoy.
Painting Number 2 of the Pokemon themed paintings for 2021. Super cute and super strong. Pikachu has always been one of my favorite from the pocket monsters series. I like how he turned out, with the waves and bubbles. I’m going to try to post one picture a day. Look forward to more.
I took a long hiatus due to mental illness. I wanted to spend some time to myself and grow. I decided the best way to get better was to work on my art. I’ve always had a soft spot for a franchise called Pokemon. Where you breed, train and raise wild pocket monsters. I’ve always wanted to create my own pokemon and It always excited me to design something of my own and contribute to the pokemon community. For the past 2 years I was fighting off a mental illness that put alot of doubt into me. I am now back.. and I have new tools and inspiration to create more but something different this time. Instead of poetry and light blogs. I’m going to apply myself to create reimaginations of animals, fictional monsters and folklore mythical creatures. It might be cute and it might come out an abomination.
The two years I took to recover will not be in vain because I am going to get better and better at what I do. Visual story telling and background painting to an all new high. There’s a gold mine of creativity that I’m about to untap this year. I’m going to do something I didn’t think I had in me. I have reflected and I have mourned my brother’s passing due to depression. I’m going to do something with my time; working on what ever form of productivity that may come from this day forward.
This is the first of my art this year. I will be focusing mainly on my favorite pokemon.. Since that is what kept me sane for the last 2 years; playing and replaying the new nintendo series game; Pokemon sword and shield. And now also New Pokemon Snap. Thank you to all who stuck by me when I was at my lowest. Literally I felt like I had died some where along the way.. but i’m back. I hope everyone is well with the Covid rampant every where. Please look forward to new posts and pictures!!
Fear of Death Web
The center of Fear is in the Amygdala. There are 9 major fear triggers for death.
- The unknown/abnormal
- Sudden movement (jump scare)
- Increased CO2 in blood
The link of Trauma in dreams through lack of oxygen can lead to serious sickness of the mind. It is possible that trauma and ptsd (post traumatic syndrome disorder) can lead to psychosis and even schizophrenia. Psychosis can be induced by psychedelics and drugs such as marijuana or exposure to intense lucid dreams, trauma in conjunction with a psychedelics may bring about a psychotic outbreak.
We use to fix everything with glue but..
No matter how much money and glue you throw at certain problems – you can’t fix how broken some people truly are.
They moved from glue and money to scotch tape and hammer.. they try different things but things were never ever the same on the inside.
This fact changed nothing and it continued to be so.
You can’t change a person. You just accept them for who they are and move on. You either move forward with an ideal or accept the truth and work with that.
The weak are docile to dogma, real people think outside the box for true solutions. The world is not perfect and sometimes you need to break free and see past the social norms to improve.
My brother came back to visit. He opened the “paku-paku” book. I got pulled in by a great vacuum. It released all the local spirits. I asked if I ever came back to visit. I ate a giant other worldly pastry; we had a grand banquet with the ghost relatives. The saving grace of losing your mind is in the imagination of such dreams.
The jailer holds you, dictates your fate, controls you in the practice of just living and growth in life. Save me from myself. The chalice of life is built on the structure that you are responsible for your own actions. The right of way has been written, see through the delusions and take hold of your own life.
Lost in my thoughts, forgetting who I am. I don’t even recognize who I was before all this. All is in a sleepy daze and constant feeling of tiredness looms. Is my legitimacy questionable? If I question myself then who is left to stand for who I am? Forgive me for my incompetence and bad choices. I have forgotten who I am and what I stood for. The excitement for learning and improving is lost. I look back and remember the days of growth and seeking truth. You can not satisfy ideals and you can never find perfect truths. There are many and numerous perspectives in life and you can only partially grasp the truth to a degree.
Creating more electronic art. Science-fiction and Fantasy inspired.
Idea: Part Machine, part beast and heart of man infused.
SYNAMEX – Synthetic Man Complex
In the future man will look to virtually controlled exo-suits; part machine and part animal to express and experience a more primal life. To fulfill their sense of adventure and to overcome their human fears. For the military, the machines become a force of war and devastating destruction. And for the average being a sense of release from the boundaries drawn as humans. True freedom to express or to harness the power of the human constructions; SYNAMEX exo-suits.
Drawn on Cintique Wacom tablet.
Getting old? Lose your keys? Forgot where you left them??
8 Lizard key chain designs with color organized tags. Blast to the past! Breath the colors of life back into those boring old keys. Lose your keys? No problem because written name and number on your lost keys will get them returned.
Zero life required, you would be amazed at what a person can do with no life. Makes me question what I’m doing with my life. Maybe I should get into advertising and tele-market pitch something something about color coordinating your wardrobe and bringing back tie-dye psychedelic T-shirts and such.
Jokes aside, Happy 33rd birthday to me. I’m aging gracefully and grateful for all the laughs had and family who are obligated to love me. I know how to handle life’s issues and humor any insults that come my way. Perhaps I have learned something in my boring and mundane life style. Everyone’s got their slice of gravity pie in life, maybe it isn’t necessary to carry all the world’s burden after all.
Thanks to all those who supported me. Took me in and cared for me. You put up with me long enough and I am grateful to share my learning, experiences and I enjoy the company. I don’t deserve the kindness people have thrown my way.
-just for your information I binged threaded each one of those damn lizard bead things my entire day, not that anyone cared – color coordinated, bridged and aligned them. Maybe some day you people will appreciate them. Just kidding, it was child’s play and I don’t deserve any praise or even be what Gotham needs.
I’m not even trying to sell anything, I just wanted to vent my trivial and mundane process. And there is progress, so as long as I tackle the meaning of my life crisis within a window margin of 2-3 years I’ll be happy with what ever is thrown at me. You guys are the best. Thank you.
I would like to explore and touch on the world of; Fatalism, Determinism, Super-naturalism and Naturalism. Firstly I want to ramble/pray on my late meditations and breath in new energy for the month:
Sometimes the best something is nothing.
Having the best bad idea is a good idea.
Altruism is virtuous. Love humor and music as opposed to robots; Instead of logic, fear and anger.
Rule life by love and compassion.
Finding that peace of mind and become my own person. Find my individual happiness. No noise and no gimmick of consensus when being my own person. I am in my happy place allowed to live a normal and humble life. Blessed by limitations of being human.
Extensions of life; School, Choir and The Church.
Schools educate and illuminate , Choirs pray and heal The Church preach and practice.
Spoiler alert ahead about God; some straw-man theories
that may hurt strong believers, be aware:
Straw-man falsities attacking the unexplained existence of a living loving God of creation. God plays favorites. Last time God helped a woman she got pregnant. God hates gays, God only likes straight people. Forces artificial taxes through tithing. God is a jealous god. There is only one righteous good God. God lets children starve in Africa but prefers helping first world white christian people get more money and live more comfortable lives. God shames first world living people and ignores very real problems and instabilities such as mental illness stigmas, mental illnesses, obesity, disease, addictions homelessness, sexuality and famine.
In the acceptance of the natural world and meditations on a more compassionate but chaotic world;
On the subject of Fatalism, Determinism, Super-naturalism and Naturalism;
Fatalism tells that we are hopeless and cannot do anything against the imminent mechanism of destiny and fate. We also know this as defeatism.
Determinism is the cause and effect we usually hear of alternative to free will. They believe a force can be pressured and suppressed. Determinism is the philosophical belief that all events are determined completely by previously existing causes. Sometimes things are inherited and make a persons world and life easier. But this does not mean they are imminently victorious in life, it just means others will find there are new hurdles to be passed or assisted based on objective of the rivals. It is a domino affect, a naturally erected pyramid scheme in the natural world.
Super-naturalism speaks of all strange and mysterious things that cannot be explained by logic and rational thinking of science.
Naturalism speaks of the logic and natural world of science. The belief that we are not responsible or should not rely on the premise of a moral natural world. That things exist because of trivial reasons.
We just need to traverse and show kindness and compassion to all things life because they are the way they are and we just need to accept the way they are. Understanding the natural world, observing and implementing the serenity prayers.
“God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can
and wisdom to know the difference.”
Fatalism is neither the logical extension of determinism nor the only alternative to free will. Life must persevere despite all odds against them. And determinism does not automatically mean to accept fate in defeatism. Be strong, be smart and speak/think/act through the heart.
Below are art pieces I drew and colored. These are conceptual art I created in my free time. They helped me through my time of rehabilitation. Hope you enjoy them.
Pushed into the world of pastels and pencil crayons.
The Bouquet of Stars
The Paradox Cat (upright or sitting?)
The 7 Eyes of Parallel Planes
The Gift Exchange
The Upward Staircase to the Heavens
The Knight and The Maiden
The One Feathered Swan
The Multi-Facet Eagle
The Arachnid Emperor
The Primal Stork
The Male Dragon
The Peacock Phoenix
The Tree Ent
The Lupus Canis
The Elemental Mask
The Living World Tree
The World Glasses
Maximal and Minimal; Worlds Between Worlds
Expressions of Sir Bird
Lucas Luxor LVX
The Orange Phoenix
Heart of gold, head of an ox.
Infinite is a big number. Forever is a long time.
This moment should really be seen as a new beginning not the end.
Let it be full of possibilities and gratitude.
Slow and steady wins the race.
Love not for the sake of love.
Live by reason to allow joy a chance to take it’s roots and flourish.
Let fate be what one chooses it to be.
Let Karma be a system built on kindness and credit rather than a system of opposite reaction and consequence.
The nature of light is to Copy, Clone and Create.
The nature of dark is Death, Decay and Destruction.
Beyond the scope of Light. And beyond reach of Dark.
Be released from the eternal cycle. Break free from the trivial cycle of light and dark.
Accept the dark and claim the light. Released, no longer a part of the life and death cycle of the system
Adventure, balance of nature and growing up
Growth is reflected in the clear water’s surface.
A melody that will draw you into infinite darkness.
The flow of time is always cruel.
The world is consumed by greed.
The forest of retained youth.
Lost memories of past deeds.
A childish mind will turn to noble ambition.
Memory of younger days.
Humanity, the small and the weak are worth defending and fighting for no matter how tainted, broken or defected it all may seem to be. Love for this quality is necessary no matter how limited and deviant it may become. We must have hope and faith no matter the worth even when it is holistically depreciated or crooked. It (life) is precious and it must be carefully guided the roots carefully tended. Truth must always be kept in check, the integrity sanctioned and established. Innocence and humanity is always worth fighting for, for the lost must be found in the end no matter the outcome. This humanity is small and sought after no matter how life turns out, the tides of justice come in favor for those who fight for what’s right. Redemption is always given to those who continue to fight. Redeeming qualities weighs more heavily than flaws of man. The brokenness of man and life shines through when times are tough. The cracks act as scars in life and builds the person’s character.
This is not the end, this can only be seen as a new beginning. You must be willing to fight, for all you have is what’s in front of you. Because everything just happens to be all you currently see at the moment. All you can do is take what you have at this very moment and make it bloom best you can. The fruition of your work continues to grow forever until termination. And termination is only determined when you decease. That is the value of life, it continues to give (life, hope and happiness) until you give up. Bless all life and forgive all those who fail. For redemption is a quality to all the living no matter it’s current state. I forgive and have love for those who can not give anymore and are deceased. You will live in my heart and I pray my actions in life will redeem those who have given up hope and living backwards.
The Dark, The Light and The Better Medium. My original book was based on the idea of how there was light in selfless and unconditional love, it was an idea that stayed true to it’s essence as an innocent inquiry blog book into the crazy world of life, dream, light and knowledge. This soon brought me to the idea of darkness that would be reflected seeing this light. The darkness that brood which became the selfish and conditional love which I came to dwell on specifying what love I should aim for, often putting love on a pedestal and gradually fed into the inability to clench the insatiable world of pure virtually generated fantasy. I soon later stumbled on the untold end dynamics and detailed recount which became the product here. The Better Medium was arrived by coming to the epiphany that is self-worth, maximizing of priority and preferences.
I also looked at selfish and unconditional love and finally the 5th selfless and conditional love; these two other worlds were decaying copycats which did not do much but to help map out the field and since the light and dark seemed to be the most liberating to understand.
I indulged in a “Netflix” binge one day and came across a very relevant and curious movie called “The Thirteenth Floor”. Which played on the premise of the world is a virtual world, and in it existed the only other world in the multiverse with a virtual world inside of another virtual world. It allowed the person to jack into a world to do their vices knowing this world was virtual but at the cost the person in the virtual world who was a very real functioning person with a life of his own, would lose a couple of hours and no memory of what he has done in that world during the time of his occupancy in the “skin suit”. They knew very well that the people in that virtual world had a very real existence and their relationships and life were not something to mess around with. Life ensued and finally the bar tender a close friend of the genius architect of this artificial world received a letter he was not suppose to read and found our about the virtual world and how he was not real. That nothing in his reality was real, they were just code and there were limitations to their artificial world. The man was able to jack out of the virtual world into the “upper” world where he would get a glimpse of the real world the world of tomorrow as they call it behind glass walls and picket fences.
From there I brought myself to a higher understanding to comprehend the place I call the “Crossway” of this existence. “Crossway” is the golden means of life where life can ideally thrive. Such is the distance of the Sun to the Earth and the Moon (it’s tide cycles) is to the Earth to make life habitable, not to forget Jupiter and it’s massive gravity to direct the meteors/space debris from hitting Earth.
So as my light is selfless unconditional love, my dark became selfish conditional love. I learned that the Better Medium was arrived by coming to the epiphany that is self-worth, maximizing of priority and preferences.
These are the renditions of what my Dark, Light and Better Medium came to be. These were personally rendered on Adobe Photoshop to get a dynamic of the flow and energy found in traditional Yin-Yang. The bleeding and outer rings of these two graphics came out naturally to show the nature of transferred energy red to blue, black and white. This last render (The 2nd) is a 12 or 13th level dynamic graphic. Dynamic in that it was created in a procedural and gradual edits using vectors and pin point accurate rotations of vector programming. Meaning, You cannot merely replicate these graphics unless you proceed in a certain step by step generation of these graphics. Nothing is actually wrong with these two graphics they are in perfect harmony. Any mismatch or slight overlay nudges happened naturally during the erecting process.
In my recent dreams, I do not understand if it’s just my mind running like a loose tap but I am starting to see a fluidness of evolving micro to macro worlds as I am lucid dreaming. They call it an awakening but it feels like I’ve touched the edge of what would be deemed sanity at this point. I feel and understand now what it is like to be normal and sane with a small touch of crazy some times but it’s good to know your limits as I’m sure no one “great” has ever thought inside the box for out of the box answers. The more dreams I have, the more vivid the detail, depth and colors seem to become a touch of synesthesia perhaps. Though it seems more like a jumble of mess degrading or evolving mass despite that fact there is a pattern of looking deeper into the worlds within itself.
I completed this acrylic rendering of a 3D 12 pointed Merkaba star by hand; for your viewing pleasure with some side notes about the mark up system I used to help define and identify better the nature and direction of this dynamic object. This was done on a 24 inch by 48 inch art canvas and will be up for auction at the Vietnamese benevolence society along side the “Ain Soph Aur” Tree of Life in October. I used a set of systems I have identified as essential for any Independent Biological Ecosystems and that may be compatible for “Universal” Symbiosis.
Independent Biological Ecosystems and Universal Symbiosis
Alpha. Seed of beginnings and roots. Study of harvest and agriculture. Trade and networking. Paths and strong roads.
Omega. Finalization, fruition and products. Mature/ripe for capitalizing. Sales marketing business of persuasion and study of capitalizing. Promotional skills in advertising business, manipulation of economics and entrepreneurship education. Minor financing, practical and technical skills. Strong practice and matured development in exposure to cultured independence.
Cross-way. Study of all things related to time. Overall energy consumption in relation to resources, worth, power, mass, space, distance and it’s affects towards general progression. Scaling and weighing options.
Ambiguity; Study of vice and virtue. Implications and advantages.
Sustainability study of Fractal micro and macro worlds. Maximizing and minimizing. Mastery of salvaging.
Abundance. Processing/accumulate staple resources and manage excess resources.
Education: Providing archives of knowledge, ways to accumulate and promote essential knowledge. To teach, inform and educate.
Lost worlds. Opportunity and possibilities.
Sequence study of order, principles and priorities.
Ascendance; Intelligence spectrum mapping and ways to traverse the world of information and creating applications for further functional efficiency.
Hero: Making sure things are legitimate and that integrity has not been breached. General law is weighed and scaled appropriately served and punished accordingly to general justice. Resolving legal disputes.
Void Awareness: Differentiating body from space. Limitations and boundaries.
(0,0,0) True synthesis; Assessing, establishing and processing the immediate mission and priorities. Declaring all things to be of either priority over preference nature. Tying up bureaucratic loose ends and analyze legal loop holes and exploits of system. Disputes and legal conflicts cleanup. Collaboration and creating data base, archives and true principals through collage of all systems.
Alpha, Omega, Crossway, Ambiguity, Sustainability, Abundance, Education, Lost Worlds, Sequence, Ascendant, Hero, Void Awareness, and True Synthesis.
Ein Sof Aur is a mysterious tree representing life, experience and knowledge.
//notes Quantum Gravity?
Another week of reading and studying of the Gene Keys which are derived from the Chinese I Ching. Here are my notes for the 38th and 52nd gene keys the 3rd weekend study. There is a total of 64 Gene Keys and thus we are near the end 12 or so more Gene Keys.
“The only language that can comprehend/decipher this world is the language of archetypes, namely the language used by Jungian psychology, the arcane symbolism of the alchemists or the ancient totemic language of the shaman. The language of archetypes, which is what the 64 Gene Keys are based upon, allows us to look into the hidden side of our nature, to step into the perilous shamanic underworld of the collective unconscious without becoming personally identified with what we see there.”
38th Gene Key
Siddhi Honour, Gift Perseverance and Shadow Struggle.
For great honor is found in sacrifice of one self and to surrender to competition.
To turn the darkness in to an act of light and convert all darkness to become light.
39th Gene Key
Siddhi Liberation, Gift Dynamism and Shadow Provocation.
Failed based on art of provocation. Hunger for Violence unsated because of spiritual hunger for creativity. Gift of Dynamism is to fight the feeling of being trapped between the outer circumstances without changing your attitude
When fear is felt there will be anger based on being trapped.
First 7 years of unstructured dynamism of playing is important to a child’s individual growth.
Knowledge can be forced, but genius needs to be given a great deal of time and space to organically grow.
The greatest warriors know no fear.
40th Gene Key
Siddhi Divine Will, Gift Resolve and Shadow Exhaustion.
40th shadow is one of the most deep-seaed causes of cancerous disease on our planet.
Saving energy the gift of saving energy at all levels called wu wei; art of doing nothing.
Divine heart, divine mind and divine will. Divine will brings about other two cosmic organs.
It is only when everything is taken from you that you feel this emptiness. This experience is a deeply paradoxical state.
God can only visit when you are not there.
41st Gene Key
Siddhi Emanation, Gift of Anticipation and Shadow of Fantasy.
Atg is the door codon which acts as the entrance to the genetic function.
Chasing a fantasy without realizing it producing the result the unending wheel of samsara.
The difference between 41st gift and 41 shadow is the the difference between genius and non-genius.
This gene key is the ring of origin.
Emanation of the Ain soph aur the sephirah of the kabbalah; the model of emanation containing the concept of infinity.
Also named he black hole or i-ching “decrease”.
All 63 siddhic states are meaningless including bliss, ecstasy and god are meaningless since they are all subtle expressions of the prime emanation.
All efforts to induce the state of enlightenment is meaningless because we are helpless to attain this state. One cannot attain enlightenment when they are purposely pursuing it.
All is sucked into the vacuum that is the serpent ouroboros – endlessly devouring its own tail.
42nd Gene Keys
Siddhi Celebration, Gift Detachment and Shadow Expectation.
All gene keys start with 3rd Gene Key and ends with 42nd Gene Key.
Expectation is the promise of a better tomorrow. To live in the now and do what our heart desires to be happy. It is never too late to live in the now. Postponing until we get old is what we naturally will do if we keep procrastinating.
42 represents death/end of the key and end of a natural cycle thus sends out a notion that time is running out causing a responsive reaction that prompts immediate action.
Every seven years we regenerate all the cells in our body thus we have a new body.
42nd key form a complex codon group in DNA that is known as the ring of life and death.
Careful with expectation, sometimes you will miss out on the good things when you concentrate on the bad.
Detachment allows one to truly grasp the truth of things, not being influenced by the negative or positive.
Work with expectation rather than being a victim of it.
There is great understanding and freedom when one surrenders deeply to their life.
Shadow patterns are in fact an illusion. The explosion of the moment is seen as celebration.
You have always been asleep in the siddhic sense. You cannot be half-asleep – you are either awake or sleeping. Thus awakening/sleeping is a occurrence of being in one of the two different states.
The occurrence of awakening is not an event, it is the end of all events.
We are the serpent shedding our skins. The body is the skin, we are not the skin but we are the serpent endlessly shedding the skin.
Celebration is the direct manifestation of true awakening.
43rd Gene Key
Siddhi Epiphany, Gift of Insight and Shadow of Deafness.
Deafness. Survival, service and surrender. The natural process built into lives of human beings and this process has 3 stages. These bands form the spectrum of human consciousness the 64 keys are built. At the shadow you are operating at genetic survival mode by via frequency of fear. The only certainty in life is change. The white noise is deafening, which makes it rare to see a human being with a clear still aura.
Change is not found in pursuit of change, It happens automatously, we pursue happiness in order to change our reality. We cannot escape the mental loop of worrying. The wonder of the human being is unpredictable, spontaneous liquid genius. We praise heroes from afar and at a safe distance. We label those who pursue the rebellious spirit as outsiders outside our bubble. Without regular shaking we become frozen and stagnant.
He or she cuts a new pathway without worrying about where it is going. Forgetting the future and simply be the conduit for creative insight by means of simplicity. A relaxed solitude of break through in order to become a more contemplative being.
The star and the magi. Buddha experienced a epiphany through his great surrender by means of disappointment searching for something he already had or is. You are what you are and nothing can be taken away from your nature. The only thing you know is that you know absolutely nothing. Nothing you say is of any important or relevance whatsoever. It is like you are sharing a private joke with yourself.
44th Gene Key
Siddhi Synarchy, Gift of Teamwork and Shadow of Interference.
Human fractal is ultimately chaos of everything under the virus like master program “that cannot be wrong” in order to eliminate interference patterns. Starting from individuals to the grass root relationships. The ability to smell the indications of a person’s heritage via hormones and pheromones and track back details of their past lives. To be able to race fractal lineage back to the source of all fractals.
The Queedom; the complete understanding of the mechanics of human destiny and entire story of humanity. Synarchy; The prefix “syn” of synarchy is to concert and “archy” means to govern bringing in the concept of collective rulership. Centers of the world variously known as Shambhala, Mt. Meru, or Agartha, and from which a secret circle of ascended masters or celestial beings govern the world from a higher place. This is a innocent distortion of the Siddhi of Synarchy. True synarchy is the understanding of human fractals in order to fully comprehend its vast vision.
2 classes of insect hierarchy – Ants and Bees. Old esoteric tradition speak of a great being – The King of the World, sometimes known as Melchizedek or Sanat Kumara – who sits at the centre of all creation and governs all life in our planetary system. Akin to the power of the “Queen Bee” in a synarchy of bees. In a hive, all bees serve the queen and their synarchy is divided into different levels of workers and drones. The Queen symbolically and chemically maintains the focus and direction of all it’s members, if the queen dies, the hive falls into chaos and also dies.
Silence is necessary to follow down every fractal line within the cosmos of life. This is in order to see the secrets of human destiny and fractal patterns of time, the tapestry of the fractal lines through the cosmos. When the big bang happened consciousness was seeded into matter in a basic trinary pattern called the “Three Source Codes”. A hierarchy that is circular rather than linear. No one in a synarchy is above anyone else because at all times there is an awareness of the groups inherent oneness, the totality can function as one. Core fractals are what we term enlightened beings or masters.
45th Gene Key
Siddhi of Communion, Gift of Synergy and Shadow of Dominance.
Food = money. Collectivity makes better chance for a kill at a hunt. The gathering together around food that our civilization was born. Survival is more ensured when staying in one place, cultivating crops and domesticating animals. Life based on territory as a means of controlling the production and distribution of food was the crucible of our modern societies and nations. Hand in hand with change came another development, that of civilised hierarchy. Tribal groupings multiplied, natural hierarchies developed around network of elders or around a alpha leader. Power is distributed according to other’s needs, such as skills and usefulness, or was inherited through patrimony. Food and territory have been replaced by money and wealth.
Modern technologies and infrastructure would allow us to live in a world without hierarchy, this is our utopian dream.
We still live in the shadow of Dominance because we still live for ourselves rather than for each other. Tribal thinking dominates over collective thinking and family loyalties far outweigh corporate commitment.
From Hierarchy to Heterarchy: Heterarchy is a level of self-organisation that already exists to an extent within many hierarchies. Heterarchy distributes information horizontally oppose to hierarchy which distributes it’s authority vertically. It recognises the need for both individual and group empowerment, so it operates at a far higher frequency than the hierarchical models. The Gift of Synergy requires a leap of faith out of fear-based thinking and control by a single person. It is akin to the ideal at the core of democracy – The decision-making should and must be collective. In the business world synergy and heterarchy want to takes us further into networks where businesses that previously competed now dovetail and cross-pollinate each other, thus moving more energy throughout the whole system. This heterarchical model of business; clients and customers are shared between the various businesses that make up the network. Those who hold positions of power and authority have tot risk giving their authority away.
When giving complete authority to another is an act of pure alchemy because when such sacrifice is made to the right group the rewards can be phenomenal. The amount of synergy and goodwill that moves through the human network increases exponentially. This new kind of business is allowed to discover it’s own self-organising intelligence. The gift is interesting in the long term it is this fractal energy of goodwill that has the real power of profitability itself. The goodwill generated reaches outwards in ever-increasing spirals that impact on the world through synchronicity and word of mouth.
Ultimately the 45th gift is in the long run more efficient in moving together in synergy rather than waste energy on competition.
“It is this fractal energy of goodwill that has the real power, not profitability itself.”
The End of Money; Bread and Wine, Money and Blood are core of the symbolism of the holy communion. Oneness on the material plane through the transcendence of money. Human beings are the true currency and money is the prime means in order of interacting and opportunity. If you trust in the energy of goodwill above all else, you will alter the way in which money moves in and out of your life. Redistribution of money through the world economy must alter in order to serve a higher purpose.
Unconditional giving negates the need for money altogether. The ultimate model of human and divine organisation is the synarchy. Communion represents humanity’s original and completed consciousness.
Hierarchy is actually the unfulfilled organising principle that leads to synarchy. When humanity attains communion it discovers that it is organised into a vast fractal pattern of human geometries arranged in human wheels and branches. Synarchy is the overall pattern of humanity operating as one consciousness. Such is Christ and the twelve disciples so is humanity and the fractal families of life. Synarchy is thus an agent of communion since their actions, words, deeds and vison flow directly out into humanity building the Synarchy. Christ is a hub fractal in a sense, a conduit of goodwill who sacrifices himself for the sake of the greater community. As we follow his example we taste the greater body of humanity and enact the mystery of sacred communion in our lives.
Synarchy can be likened to the interlinked network of neurons and synapses in the human brain. This is precisely what is happening to humanity right now as frequencies move through the 45th gene key come more into play. We discover higher levels of self-organisation. We are more so discovering these patterns rather than consciously creating them. We are already arranged into a synarchy. It is the gradual process of discovery and is limited by our time-processing brains.
46th Gene Key
Siddhi of Ecstasy, Gift of Delight and Shadow of Seriousness
Seriousness takes you away from life and love and into issues of control and separation. Just as the 46th gene allows you to enter into the field of ecstasy, the shadow of the 46th shadow demands that you live in the field of agony. Parenting at a low frequency is always involved in conditioning through control, whether conscious or unconscious. We want our children to be happy but don’t know how to be happy ourselves. The freedom and spontaneity of our children is a constant reminder of the depth of our own conditioning and unhappiness. In truth parents have forgotten how to play in return for a world of seriousness.
We only display ignorance when we are too serious about our lives. We tend to not trust life and try to take conscious control of the events that happen to us. This ignorance prevents us from enjoying the fruits of the 46th gift. Repressed nature of being Frigid often cold and frozen they are stale because they don’t truly accept themselves physically. It requires a step back and a better self reflection of who we truly are. Reactive nature of being Frivolous; Frivolity is an over-reaction to seriousness. Once the façade of being laid back, light hearted and jovial is broken they may reveal how deadly seriously they actually take life. Most frivolous people run away from truth and such people usually reflect this in their relationships; generally short lived and numerous.
Acceptance; In order to accept something about yourself, you first have to come out of your own ignorance and own it. Acceptance equals ownership, which leads to Delight. This brings the appreciation of richness to be alive. As you go through life more light hearted; no matter the circumstances you can accept and recognise these instances as being a part of grace. Luck is what happens when you stop interfering with life. The germ of material success and failure is self-acceptance. When you move through life freely with an attitude of delight and openness. Where whatever happens is correct, whether you can see why it is or not is not important. At a active a gift level you will rethink all standard definition of success and failure. Delight invokes grace, stop being so serious.
When we become truly playful we reshape the nature of our collective reality. “Only ecstasy can silence the mind, only ecstasy can solve the world’s problems and only ecstasy can lead the world to universal love and peace.”
47th Gene Key
Siddhi of Transfiguration, Gift of Transmutation and Shadow of Oppression
Genetic memory in our blood, referred to as non coding DNA/junk DNA. Accounts for 98% of our genome. The reason that science cannot decode the 47th shadow is because history is not linear but random, and random patterns cannot be solved through logical methods. Random patterns can only be resolved or read by fractal geometry which reads chaotic patterns using holistic laws. All humans individually carry the entire evolutionary memory of humanity within their body. This also means that we are unconsciously driven by this memory in our blood/DNA. Accessing this unconsciousness actually means they are accessing their collective unconsciousness. This access, if not mentally or spiritually prepared can lead one to become deeply disturbed or delusional.
The only language that can comprehend/decipher this world is the language of archetypes, namely the language used by Jungian psychology, the arcane symbolism of the alchemists or the ancient totemic language of the shaman. The language of archetypes, which is what the 64 Gene Keys are based upon, allows us to look into the hidden side of our nature, to step into the perilous shamanic underworld of the collective unconscious without becoming personally identified with what we see there.
Your suffering is a magic mirror – yours to own, appreciate and accept. Only when you stop trying to avoid it can it show you it’s magic.
Alchemy is the natural destiny of human beings. The way is to embrace your fears and surrender to your suffering and problems. Hold nothing back sift through individual problems and embrace everything. Unio mystica or sacred marriage where all your constituent elements dissolve back into another and forms symbolic gold. Requires divine grace hand in hand with siddhi of transfiguration.
48th Gene Key
Siddhi of Wisdom, Gift of Resourcefulness and Shadow of Inadequacy.
Darkest gene key of inadequacy. Knowledge becomes wisdom (higher counter part). But knowledge can become addiction to knowledge, a distraction and false security. Trust life on a broader scale and some of the secrets of the well is revealed. Lower the bucket into the dark to have emerge a sense of resourcefulness. The wonder of how much light is found in a place so dark. You must remain open to fear unreactive, vulnerable and unknowing. You must simply sit with it; neither repress nor react to your fear.
The feeling of intense bliss is no different than lust or even physical pain.
49th Gene Key
Siddhi of Rebirth, Gift of Revolution and Shadow of Reaction
The view of right and wrong. The spirit that enables killing is tribalism hunting and gathering in order to survive. One can justify going to war and kill another based on the idea that they are in the right and the other wrong. Reactions cannot occur without a relationship. The fuel of reaction is the fear of rejection. Intolerance leads to reaction and vice versa b/c we cannot handle the amplitude of our emotional fear when it is triggered by another. We see a remarkable phenomenon the merging of the collective view with the tribal view. 49th and 55th siddhi create the rebirth of freedom, or freedom of rebirth. There must be a destruction of the old world for a new one. 49th siddhi is the gift of revolution to recreate and rebirth or rebuilding the world. 49th gift is in charge of disassembling and reassembling the world.
Penetrance genes of the mutation codon relating to the 49th and 55th siddhis will be profound and behavioural patterns will shift dramatically.
50th Gene Key
Siddhi of Harmony, Gift of Equilibrium and Shadow of Corruption
The cosmos (cosmic order) or cauldron chemical bridge ring of the illuminati. Corruption is merely the by-product of a deeply flawed worldview, and until the core problem hierarchy itself is tackled, corruption will and must continue to flourish. Just like cooks they can balance the recipe without consciously trying. Heterarchy is based upon the principle that if an individual is not in balance then the group has no chance of finding balance. Heterachy therefore requires individual equilibrium before all else. Harmony is constant and infinite whereas equilibrium can be lost. The cauldron is the symbol of the vessel that receives higher consciousness into itself. All imbalances must be destroyed in order that the cauldron of the physical body become a vacuum. Within the DNA of the human being the body becomes a deep resonant chamber for the highest universal frequencies. Allowing the dissolve the body itself so that the true cauldron is experienced as the universe.
51st Gene Key
Siddhi of Awakening, Gift of Initiative and Shadow of Agitation.
Competitive nature in humans and the lack of fear of death is what desensitises human beings. 51st shadow is about being first not in order to better yourself but to feel superior to others. All those at the top of hierarchy throughout history are eventually humbled by death. It is a battle with your own fears unlike 38 and 39th gifts of the warrior. It does not involve honour and struggle but more with a leap. The leap into the 51st Gift is the leap into the higher self. 51st gift is about harnessing your difference from others rather than trying to beat someone else at their own game. You unlock the magical force of genius that belongs to you in order to take your own initiative and disregard everything you have ever learned or heard.
Two types of consciousness, awakened and asleep. It is not possible to influence this mutation of awakening because it has nothing to do with your experience or behavior. No amount of meditation or spiritual practise can bring about this mutation. The secrets of initiation or every penetration is a sense of shock and results in a mutation or transformation of some kind. Death itself is the transformation of one form back into its constituent forms. Awakening is a surprise; it comes once and only once and after it has come, it stays forever.
52nd Gene Key
Siddhi of Stillness, Gift of Restraint and Shadow of Stress.
The collective or extended phenotype of humanity is shaped by fear, which creates an environment that puts the physical organism under great stress. In order to escape this collective programming field you are required to rise above it at an energetic level. Rising above the state of stress permanently is very rare. Anchoring yourself into a higher frequency, the same life can be experienced as though you were living in an entirely different world. Reactive nature of restlessness those who consistently secrete adrenaline into the body actually causes great damage over time. Thus such people burn themselves out in life. By confronting and embracing these fears that makes one restless, drives them – they will gradually erode it’s hold over them and learn to activate their Gift of Restraint. The gift is about striking a balance between two extremes of energy; energy of activity and passivity. Ask the question how may I be the greatest service to humanity? Then you must live the answer; The power of restraint allows your life to unfold without urgent demand. It must be allowed to grow and expand in an organic fashion. The gift of restraint is about non-interference. There will be times when you will feel deeply restrained. The acceptance of this restraint and it’s manifestation as patience is truly a powerful gift.
Frequency is the oscillation of energy waves at different speeds and intervals. Energy waves oscillating at lower and lower frequencies would eventually stop altogether and you would experience nothingness. At the other end of the spectrum, energy waves vibrating at higher and higher frequencies eventually become so close together that they merge to create another kind of nothingness. And nothingness represents the siddhi state. Bliss or universal love or in this case 52nd siddhi of stillness. 52nd and 58th mirror one of the great universal concepts of geometry and physics the torus. It lies in the center of all space-time. The yin-yang black and white hole sucking and releasing space-time. It creates and expands all energy and matter outwards to create space-time itelse. The Torus at the heart of all being is directly experience though the state of enlightenment, which unites stillness (the black hole) with bliss (the white hole). The moment of stillness and bliss is derived from higher functioning of your genetics. The human endocrine is an alchemical factory in which chemicals and hormones are combined and created.
52nd gene key is a archetype and concerns the unfolding of intention into individual destiny through service. It is the seed of great new beginning and original intention and dream of mankind to realise our position as the still point at the heart of creation. Slows down perceived time at subatomic level in the vicinity of experienced space-time, changing the way in which all human emotions operate.
Present moment life, consciousness of the moment.
In all that is good as we find the multiverse and connect with our other selves. God will follow. The need for our new seed. Face the shadows of my existence, the doppelganger that impedes the reality of my own true happiness.
Placebo: the pill that heals despite no actual content.
No-cebo: the pill we take which has no medicinal content only that of negative thoughts but affects the body.
Root of suffering: I am not my body. I am not my mind.
Sabotage of the mind and resistance to change is your greatest enemy.
In order to continue one must surrender to the condition of life.
Fear acronym is: Feeling, Excited and Ready.
Choose acceptance and the stream of life. Follow the flux of time and adapt to change.
Change is indefinite. Do not seek object ive desire and achieving each goal based on desire. No desire chasing only fulfillment.
The abundance of finite mind and body. Not finite desires but only gratitude of all that is life.
Judgement is separation, inclusion and difference. Every judgement ends in “just like me” because the secret in neutralizing judgement is stating a judgement only to end with “just like me”.
Feel deeply forgiveness and direct emotions to forgive the actions in man even if we do not believe what he is even if we do not condone his mistakes and who he is. I am pure and innocent, you are spirit. and you are released from what I projected on you.
The monkey mind thinks too much.
You are not the parrot, you become the awareness of the person with the parrot.
The thought process is the parrot. The crazy uncle instance: Love the uncle do not care or contribute to his insanity. Be a loving presence.
When being be.
Space of no mind and pure consciousness. The moment is now.
It is only me that impedes my journey of success.
Human experience to play pain and pleasure. The exploration of who we are, the divine journey to discover self and unfold the divine universe.
Everything is energy, invisible fields found in all that is energy. Energy is found even in matter. The entanglement of the universes through invisible fields is found in fields of information from the divine consciousness. The power of creation where all compositing fields, the source of creation turn your direction inward.
The cosmic internet of understanding at the center of our existence.
The law of attraction. Creating your reality and manifesting our fate and destiny. The harmony of crystallization/manifestation of vibration of good and the desire for good things in life. Reality is formed by you and the law of the heart (love).
The way is the heart (-buddha)
We are co-creators of this reality and responsible for it. We are one and a force of strength complimenting each other; for I can so thus everyone can.
Be the change you want to see in the world.
tarot cards and numerology. Awake in the dream.
The Seven Deadly Demons, Vice and Virtue
Demons. Vice. Virtue
Asmodeus: Lust. Chastity
Asmodeus or Ashmedai is a king of demons mostly known from the deutero-canonical Book of Tobit mostly as the antagonist.
Beelzebub: Gluttony. Temperance
Beelzebub or Beelzebul is derived as a Philistine god, formerly worshipped in Ekron, and later adopted by some Abrahamic religions as a major demon. The name Beelzebub is associated with the Canaanite god Baal.
Mammon: Greed. Charity (Generosity)
Mammon in the New Testament of the Bible is commonly tied to the meaning of money, material wealth, or any entity that promises wealth, and is associated with the greedy pursuit of gain. “You cannot serve both God and mammon.”
Belphegor: Sloth. Diligence
Belphegor is a demon, and one of the seven princes of Hell, who helps people make discoveries. He seduces people through the suggestion of ingenious inventions that will make them rich.
Satan: Wrath. Patience
Satan is an Abrahamic entity that seduces humans into sin. In Christianity and Islam, he is usually seen as a fallen angel, or a djinn and uses it’s powers to grant the host great power, wealth and happiness. He is given temporary advantage over their current situation to ultimately fall because of his initial sin.
Leviathan: Envy. Gratitude
Leviathan is a sea monster referenced in the Hebrew Bible in the Book of Job, Psalms, the Book of Isaiah, and the Book of Amos.
Lucifer: Pride. Humility
Was known to be God’s greatest angel before he was cast down to Earth and exiled from Heaven for rebelling against god. He was known to be the most beautiful of the angel kind but now stripped of all title and name damned to hell for eternity.
Discipline + Structure = Freedom
Kindness + Gratitude = Positive Karma
Creativity+ Imagination over Knowledge.
Important symbols and abstract artifacts. These are the crest of my development from one dimensional world to the completed end cycle. The end of my calendar and pushing on to reach a state that allows me the shedding of my skin/body and be reborn renewed.
These 6 abstract artifacts have been my personal inspiration for this blog for the longest time. The Melchizedek Star, Vesica Pisces, Solomon’s Star of Wisdom, Merkaba Star, Infinite Ouroboros, The Holy Chalice and The Fountain of Youth.
The Melchizedek Star: 8 pointed/16 sided star.
Spirit+Matter come together as the knowledge or winged egg.
The egg is born through the union of Earth and Heaven. Square (Earth) and circle (Heaven) creating the Vesica Pisces hence we achieve the egg shape.
The Solomon’s star is 6 pointed – known as the wisdom
Merkabah star is an 8 pointed star. The union between two four point pyramids joined.
The ring of power- Is the restraint and responsibility of person to be fair and uphold justice for one self at the very basic level but also to distribute justice to others when one becomes established. Gained through the right of passage.
The holy chalice or grail – Is the crossway and metamorphosis to become someone not yet born.
The fountain of youth – Is the ability to start new/forget and shed past lives. (shedding as a snake would)
Water, eternity, darkness and air. Through fire, nature is reborn whole.
Baptism by fire of the holy spirit.
There is a sequence in the world, a constant that can be found in nature that goes on forever and never changes when we analyze the natural world of the living. The Phi or Fibonacci Sequence is an amazing constant found even in the Pyramid of Giza, down to insects and animals. A natural order of numbers that masterfully sequences in the spiral in sea shells, sunflowers down to the proportions of an animal parts. It is in these sequences of numbers of phi that we find the natural beauty of what we define as beautiful or rather what we find as attractive. It is the golden ratio (a+b)/a = a/b or 1.618.. where we find the proportions of perfect balance of natural symmetry.
Fibonacci Sequence is:
1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, 34, 55, 89, 144 …
Mathematically its the last two numbers added to get the next number.
Numbers are constant until they are not.
Correcting a imbalance in the universe. I want, I am and I love.
The five platonic solids. The building blocks of life. Fire, Air, Earth, Water and Aether.
Kabbalah numerology/gematria meaning:
Instructions: Add up all your letters in your full name (Middle and last included). Divide it by 9. Take the remainder and add the number 1 to it. This is your Kabbalah number. It should divide perfectly.
8+3+6+3+5+1+4+5+7+3+7+5+5 = 62
62 / 9 = 6 R 0.88
6 and 1.88 =
6 + 1.88 would be my numbers.
1. Progress, Beginning, Aboriginal.
2. Expansion, Addition, Connection.
3. Love, Faith and Hope.
4. Lack of Fortune, Accident, Shatter and Death.
5. Creation, Fertility, Genius.
6. Result, Calm, Satisfaction, Fulfillment.
7. Spirit, Magical, Mysterious Number.
8. Impulse, Good Number, Charisma.
9. Fortune, Creation, Fulfillment, Greater Success.
-Result, Progress, Impulse/Beginning, Good Number/Charisma-
Speech is a speed bump. infinite ways to communicate.
Surrender, repent and deconstruct.
- We are all connected.
- Where you end, I begin.
- No matter how hard you control it, nothing is exactly what it appears to be.
A destiny we cannot choose.
3 variable paradigm formula. Shadow, Gift and Siddhi.
How the universe came to be. The Tree of life.
The righteous 36 working under the cloak of invisibility; even when realized they will not confess their righteous good deeds. Hidden order of weather, knowledge and future. Also called Lamed-Vav Tzadikim.
Primal nature. No awareness and no cohabitation.
The artifact Tree of Life.
Device of healing if misused can desecrate in name of evil.
The observer is:
We should report, pray and observe.. but instead we guide, direct and persuade even though it is not our place.
Live breathe and grow. Bylaws which govern us have changed. Humanity has changed.
Assets and Liabilities. There is an importance of differentiating them.
All a game of symbols, patterns and signs. I want, I am and I love.
Evolutionary speed bump. Protect that which is good.
You will lead as the underdog against a much more vast and powerful hierarchy. You are transcendent and your information is also transcendent. Those condemned and exiled by haram (forbidden) will seek you. You will take the lost, broken and hungry. They will take shelter under your simple care and kindness. The higher beings up above will find that their goals are baseless, their roots and causation fruitless. They understand that there are no roots to their actions and that their existence and what side they have taken to be aimless and unclear.
Though we have allowed ourselves to indulge in the wheel that reignite Samsara. We delight at the idea that we have reached once again at nirvana. Visions spark our enkindled flame and rest assured that we take great care in our aim and to hit our target. We make sure that our essence is purely of unconditional human love, kindness and compassion. We see before us an intricate pattern allowing us to see what lies ahead but what is of greater importance is the means of getting there. That it is truly our way and by our own will that allowed us to get there.
There is a need for profound understanding to make way for a new and glorious insight in order to find the correct path. Where there is a will, there is a way. Fierce but with flow. Heart of Gold but head of an ox. Let us indulge once more and allow the fallen to rise from the ashes in order to aid our cause in this life. Let us light up once more, warm up and pace our momentum. Let the old oven burn the dry timber another day. Today we mark the day we take the world of the physical brain to the door step of the mental mind. Those who are not in the right will question their existence and rationalize why they are doing what they are doing. For the tree has roots and branches bear fruit; if a tree has no roots than it is groundless and dismissed as a rootless tree. And no tree means no fruit.
For better or for worse; We can’t let the world view put us down and determine us incapable. We decide through our rummaging of our daily novelties what is important to us and express them as humanly possible. Taking things one day at a time. Nothing is perfect and what we do is only an expression of what our heart feels. I am not my mind, and my mind does not make me. A human being is a compilation of many compounding mixed collages, intricate layers behind layers and brush strokes of color of many hints and hues.
We reach deep inside ourselves to reveal more layers hidden within. As we start recognizing the fractal patterns of life; The inward life is equally as important as the outward life. The minimal world will equate to the maximal world and as fast as an equation increased exponentially we will meet at the end; as if directly connected. Alpha will find and engage Omega for a great collaboration of abundant possessed powers. We may speak in tongues and in words but when actually there is only one language and that is of the heart of action in life.
Love, Kindness and Compassion. Cease to do evil and learn to do good. Purify the mind consciously breathe and mindfully breathe. Instead of pursuing desire find emptiness and awareness. All is empty and wonderful. Be aware of the dangers of material sensual world. Awaken w/o the self, labels and names which are tied to dread and death. Hunger pollutes and pain/suffering brings fear.
-Pocket Buddha Reader
Continuation of.. Gene Keys Notes Part 1 (keys 1-20)
31st Gene Key
Siddhi Humility, Gift Leadership and Shadow Arrogance.
32nd Gene Key
Siddhi Veneration, Gift Preservation and Shadow Failure
Grafting a new branch of life.
33rd Gene Key
Siddhi Revelation, Gift Mindfulness and Shadow Forgetting.
Through mindfulness is where you discover how to purify your nature and no longer create negative karma.
You have found the secret of all human desire – once purified into natural state of Divine longing, it becomes the very fuel that returns you to your true centre of being.
Siddhi fruit, gift flower and seed is shadow.
34th Gene Key
Siddhi Majesty, Gift Strength and Shadow Force.
Tireless energy and strength deep inside.
Heart of gold, head of a bull.
The ability to act in harmony with natural forces is the true definition of strength.
Become effortless flow of fluid activity and fluid efficiency. Like unto the properties of water.
All heroes are often never found to act on purpose but actually accidental and unintentionally based on their commitment to doing the right thing.
“Display” plays an important part and assists but not to be confused with the siddhi of valor (21).
Valor is aware of itself and seeks glorification whereas Display of heroism appears to be unintentional.
True heroism is unaware of itself.
35th Gene Key
Siddhi Boundlessness, Gift Adventure and Shadow Hunger.
Selfless unconditional universal love and pursuit of adventure with absence of fear or failure.
Start of something fresh and new.
36th Gene Key
Siddhi Compassion, Gift Humanity and Shadow Turbulence.
Dark night of the soul
When struggles with sexuality and emotional turbulence is finally embraced openly and honestly something is born.. You graduate as a human being.
37th Gene Key
Siddhi Tenderness, Gift Equality and Shadow Weakness.
37 is number of Christ in the Gematria.
Over processed emotions and fail as a victim due to emotion states and fears.
Nor patriarchy or matriarchy but as a family.
Surrendering to the overwhelming power.
As a mother cradles a child beyond our current view, It is tenderness of a maternal hand.
Tenderness is devoid of tension and sexuality.
No longer tribal structure but will be addressed as a collective mind.
Empowering and support communities simultaneously.
Grace comes to those who need it most (22), Compassion (36) and Truth (63).
40th siddhi of Divine Will’s; softness insurmountable, invincible and inevitable.
Continuation of Gene Keys Part 1
23rd Gene Key
Siddhi Quintessence, Gift Simplicity and Shadow Complexity.
Way of the mystic takes neither the path of seeking nor the path of longing
State of wonder, sheer beauty of the ultimate realization. Discovered by mistake.
24th Gene Key
Siddhi Silence, Gift Invention and shadow addiction.
Addiction thinks in circles whereas invention thinks in spirals.
Not knowing is there when awareness is at rest and knowing is there when awareness engages in some form of communication with outside world.
The only thing that really reincarnates is silence itself.
Michael embraces the Lucifer of the Godhead and the greatest fallen angel redeemed. This act of redeeming the God head is most difficult because the trials of Lucifer was the most heinous of crimes against one single being.
25th Gene Key
Siddhi Universal Love, Gift Acceptance and Shadow constriction
Constriction of life is equivalent to constriction of going against the current of life.
26th Gene Key
Siddhi Invisibility, Gift Artfulness and Shadow Pride
Manipulation is main shadow of this gene key.
There is higher purpose in understanding.
Try tuning into rather than impose upon the world.
Higher purpose which celebrates ego without self-judgement and in full awareness.
Manipulation through art and music
The great cinnabar field of existence; laughter is key.
27th Gene Key
Siddhi Selflessness, Gift Altruism and Shadow Selfishness.
To give is to receive. Self sacrificing and self centered, leads to depletion and giving by mind oppose to of heart.
28th Gene Key
Siddhi Immortality, Gift of Totality and Shadow of Purposelessness.
Totality means to live alongside fear.
Your demons are your angels in disguise if you learn from them.
29th Gene Key
Siddhi Devotion, Gift Commitment and Shadow Half-heartedness.
Commitment and Divine Devotion. All unnatural things end at the living cycle. All things good that are persevered are greatly rewarded and cause “luck” to occur.
30th Gene Key
Siddhi Rapture, Gift Lightness and Shadow Desire
Only in the shadow frequencies allows for progressive purity to happen.
It is not desire that causes suffering. It is the reaction desire that creates your suffering.
The ability to laugh at yourself and your mistakes.
The great tragi-comedy is your life.
Desire is dangerous in that it never ends and not one person can satiate the fire of trivial redundant desire and it’s wants/needs.