Broken Hearts; Mending Lost Souls

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Broken hearts; Whether you’ve had your trust tested, emotionally traumatized or just healing from a bad relationship. Broken hearts are a part of our life and we must find a way to deal with it. Heart break heavily weighs on you throughout the day. It is a variable in life that constantly reminds you of your losses and pain. Sometimes it carries even until death depending on how you treat it or if you can let it go. It’s a phenomenon sparked by memories that inflict pain and suffering and we need to find a way to cope with such things. A death in the family, loss of marriage/relationship, loss of monetary and possessions; These examples hurt and sometimes to various degrees.

Material things we may forget but a loss of a family member or failure in a relationship can bring a person down for a long time. This is where the healing process comes in. We know from science that we lose our regeneration powers to grow limbs when we pass the embryonic stage. We cannot heal physically as fast as lizards.. and emotional pain can cause as much negative effects as physical damage. Emotional damage can stay with you for the rest of your life and cause negative effects leading to depression and mental illness. Whereas Physical can be temporary but life threatening if the circumstances are dire. The key is to manage these things and keep them in mind. Identifying them is the first step of the healing process and managing them through good mental practice like positive thinking and proactive active activity (keep busy moving and work more towards a forward direction in life).

Building a new vision of what you want is the final step you would want to work towards. This takes alot of practice and constant reminders throughout the day that help you build upon this imaginary platform up from the ground. It is a learned skill that must be taught and managed through self discipline and active practice. Heart break must not be the circumstance that causes you to be who you are, you are what must be the cause to your life. This meaning you must be the person in charge of your life with a degree of control of it’s direction. Life is not so clear and simple but when you have a system at least you have a way to pave into the light. And what is life but light? all the good memories and accomplishments is what makes you who you are. The bad can be interpreted as random events that influence your direction in life or it can be interpreted as negative terrible things that ruined your life. It is up to you to choose the right.

Angelic healing and virtue cards

So i got a deck of angelic reading cards today, 2 sets of them technically the other one is called oracle cards. I have a third deck called virtue cards and i’m trying to read them everyday to improve against challenges and problems i may run into. One card from each deck a day. And also completely separate readings when i need to. I made my first reading today; According to the Arch Angel Michael, to the question ” how will i find love” past: support, present: study and future: Animals. My interpretation was that in the past i was fully supported by the angel i chose my actions based on love for i cared for one but let her go because i knew i couldn’t take care of her as at the current time i was young, irresponsible and had very little and also i was told i don’t remember from what medium but if i let her go both of us will flourish in our careers. I was also told from another medium that because of this act the child in process best of both worlds was lost and the world never got to know her, our love was suppose to be in divine order but something bad happened. I do struggle with this idea but she never existed so it’s only curiosity that bugs me. For the present i am in the process of study so that i can get a good job and take care of a person i will soon come to care for in the future. In the future i will care for nature and animals and this will bring me to the love of my life. Interesting enough.. I asked next how will i reach my ideal career. I drew the cards family, environmentalist and healing. In the past my family has taken care of me very well to be honest, they still support me as we speak. Presently i’m about to get into the oil industry, so contrary to this card reading i’m actually a contributor to the loss of nature sadly. It says that i’m suppose to be an Earth Angel here to protect, nurture and teach about nature and the land maybe i’ll learn something that changes my mind about my direction in life, i’d like to make money though and designing 3D objects, pipelines, storage and vessels is my life. I think anyways. The future is that i’m a healer, and that i have the gift of healing. This is true in that i do feel i am a healer and i know what to say and to do when someone needs help. I am very spiritual and very attuned to nature and i have studied a lot of archaic ideas and ethical practices. For the most part i can see the reading’s intent, but i am not giving up a stable job to change lives am I? safety of home and security for a world of who knows what. I guess i’m still a little selfish but i’m really not. Just looking out for my ass because no one else will. Don’t judge, i’m still a nice guy. I’m not a coward, I just don’t work out of my field of comfort. I do what i know and help where i can. I’m the man with the plan if i don’t have a plan then i’m just a lump in my throat physical mess. Ya, i don’t know angels, if i’m up for your plans.

Waking up from a dream within a dream

Ever had a dream where you wake up to yourself waking up in bed… maybe within another dream and another dream and you just can’t wake up to the real reality? It’s something like the movie the Edge of Tomorrow. Where he keeps waking up to restart his story from a specific point in time reliving the same events and sometimes experience over and over again. Each time growing stronger better and remembering all previous experiences. My last dream was like that.. And it was rewinded again and again until i got it right the last time. It’s reflective and equivilent to worlds within worlds, microcosm within macrocosms. Maybe dreams are just another depth of dimensions. What if we could wake from our reality at one point and finally see what we really are or were. Actual inter-dimensional higher beings who have fallen from their place long ago and we’re just trying to get back to where we once came from. Our bodies capable of so much more but we are just untrained and have not been able to tap into our true potential because time has made us rusty. We hear of people in the past attaining things like enlightenment in the past through attuning their bodies to the world and environment. And amazing healing from the heart/mind of tumors in China by chants and mantra. I’m just saying there’s so many things we claim are fictional that now we are finding to be plausible. Things we claim are superstitious have actual science and rational explanations. Like consciousness, soul, intuition, human connection and paranormal phenomenon. Things that are put aside because they may be just too out of this world like chakra energies and it’s vertical alignments for example. Things like meditation, Tai-Chi, breathing exercises and philosophy seem like old people practices/lame but actually essential to a being’s growth and development.

There will be new technologies in the future that may allow us to record our dreams at one point. And how awesome would it be to record some incomprehensible things that you yourself cannot understand how you conjured up. I’m just saying what if there’s a world beyond this one that we can achieve in this life time without technology but through our very being of learning, understanding, taking care of ourselves our mind and body and just experiencing life? If all that is necessary to ascend to the next level of game is our already equiped mind, heart and body. Would that not be exciting? The possibilities like prolonged lives living up to 900 years like the old humans of biblical times, Osiris resurrecting from being chopped up, immortality, inter-dimensional travel so many possibilities. I know i should ground myself soon because this is not at all scientific but i’m allowed to dream and let my imagination express itself; so i will. I just think we as a society overlook some very elementary things that we should incorporate into our lives to better ourselves, everything is created for a reason. And because society hold back from certain information afraid of scaring the public. We should be aware of this and allow us to think outside the box so not to miss anything important. This is one of my objectives is to find the truth.

Music – As a component of experiential life.

(Growth/Healing) Experience., Light, Music


Music is the color of life. It expresses the moods and emotions in a song. Just like an experiment about how certain clothing will make you think better about yourself thus improving your ability to do things, “Clothing Powers” so does the music that you carry on you. Life of experience cannot be complete without the accompany of the notes and song of a, (for example’s sake) acoustic guitar melody. It doesn’t matter what instrument you use to lighten up your day. Music may help in performance and sometimes growth according to an experiment with plants and music. Plants will grow much faster with Beethoven piano music opposed to no music. Constructive and sound music will provide a constructive sound environment. Music encourages growth, so does Sunlight in it’s providence of vitamin D. These are the components to experience or growth and healing. They both have a great impact on life itself both as a stimulus and a catalyst for healing and growth. Our two main reception functions are through sound and sight, they are the most valued source of experience in life.


Just like in life we must compose our own song with each decision and idea we make. With time we’ll compose a song of light and spread it where it is lacking light. We’ll do this until our world is a glowing radiant ball of a symphony on Earth. Glowing and radiating music and heavenly light across the dark abyss of space.