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The Fear of Death Web

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Fear of Death Web

The center of Fear is in the Amygdala. There are 9 major fear triggers for death.

  1. Falling
  2. Incapacitation
  3. Disease
  4. The unknown/abnormal
  5. Sudden movement (jump scare)
  6. Isolation
  7. Pain
  8. Suffocation
  9. Increased CO2 in blood

The link of Trauma in dreams through lack of oxygen can lead to serious sickness of the mind. It is possible that trauma and ptsd (post traumatic syndrome disorder) can lead to psychosis and even schizophrenia. Psychosis can be induced by psychedelics and drugs such as marijuana or exposure to intense lucid dreams, trauma in conjunction with a psychedelics may bring about a psychotic outbreak.

We use to fix everything with glue but..

No matter how much money and glue you throw at certain problems – you can’t fix how broken some people truly are.

They moved from glue and money to scotch tape and hammer.. they try different things but things were never ever the same on the inside.

This fact changed nothing and it continued to be so.

You can’t change a person. You just accept them for who they are and move on. You either move forward with an ideal or accept the truth and work with that.

The weak are docile to dogma, real people think outside the box for true solutions. The world is not perfect and sometimes you need to break free and see past the social norms to improve.

My brother came back to visit. He opened the “paku-paku” book. I got pulled in by a great vacuum. It released all the local spirits. I asked if I ever came back to visit. I ate a giant other worldly pastry; we had a grand banquet with the ghost relatives. The saving grace of losing your mind is in the imagination of such dreams.

The jailer holds you, dictates your fate, controls you in the practice of just living and growth in life. Save me from myself. The chalice of life is built on the structure that you are responsible for your own actions. The right of way has been written, see through the delusions and take hold of your own life.

Lost in my thoughts, forgetting who I am. I don’t even recognize who I was before all this. All is in a sleepy daze and constant feeling of tiredness looms. Is my legitimacy questionable? If I question myself then who is left to stand for who I am? Forgive me for my incompetence and bad choices. I have forgotten who I am and what I stood for. The excitement for learning and improving is lost. I look back and remember the days of growth and seeking truth. You can not satisfy ideals and you can never find perfect truths. There are many and numerous perspectives in life and you can only partially grasp the truth to a degree.

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Starry Time is on a Cloud

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Heart of gold, head of an ox.

Infinite is a big number. Forever is a long time.

This moment should really be seen as a new beginning not the end.

Let it be full of possibilities and gratitude.

Slow and steady wins the race.

Love not for the sake of love.

Live by reason to allow joy a chance to take it’s roots and flourish.

Let fate be what one chooses it to be.

Let Karma be a system built on kindness and credit rather than a system of opposite reaction and consequence.

 

The nature of light is to Copy, Clone and Create.

The nature of dark is Death, Decay and Destruction.

Beyond the scope of Light. And beyond reach of Dark.

 

Be released from the eternal cycle. Break free from the trivial cycle of light and dark.

Accept the dark and claim the light.  Released, no longer a part of the life and death cycle of the system

 

Adventure, balance of nature and growing up

 

Growth is reflected in the clear water’s surface.

A melody that will draw you into infinite darkness.

The flow of time is always cruel.

The world is consumed by greed.

The forest of retained youth.

Lost memories of past deeds.

A childish mind will turn to noble ambition.

Memory of younger days.

 

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The Dark, The Light and The Better Medium

The Dark, The Light and The Better Medium. My original book was based on the idea of how there was light in selfless and unconditional love, it was an idea that stayed true to it’s essence as an innocent inquiry blog book into the crazy world of life, dream, light and knowledge. This soon brought me to the idea of darkness that would be reflected seeing this light. The darkness that brood which became the selfish and conditional love which I came to dwell on specifying what love I should aim for, often putting love on a pedestal and gradually fed into the inability to clench the insatiable world of pure virtually generated fantasy. I soon later stumbled on the untold end dynamics and detailed recount which became the product here. The Better Medium was arrived by coming to the epiphany that is self-worth, maximizing of priority and preferences. 

I also looked at selfish and unconditional love and finally the 5th selfless and conditional love; these two other worlds were decaying copycats which did not do much but to help map out the field and since the light and dark seemed to be the most liberating to understand.

I indulged in a “Netflix” binge one day and came across a very relevant and curious movie called “The Thirteenth Floor”. Which played on the premise of the world is a virtual world, and in it existed the only other world in the multiverse with a virtual world inside of another virtual world. It allowed the person to jack into a world to do their vices knowing this world was virtual but at the cost the person in the virtual world who was a very real functioning person with a life of his own, would lose a couple of hours and no memory of what he has done in that world during the time of his occupancy in the “skin suit”. They knew very well that the people in that virtual world had a very real existence and their relationships and life were not something to mess around with. Life ensued and finally the bar tender a close friend of the genius architect of this artificial world received a letter he was not suppose to read and found our about the virtual world and how he was not real. That nothing in his reality was real, they were just code and there were limitations to their artificial world. The man was able to jack out of the virtual world into the “upper” world where he would get a glimpse of the real world the world of tomorrow as they call it behind glass walls and picket fences.

From there I brought myself to a higher understanding to comprehend the place I call the “Crossway” of this existence. “Crossway” is the golden means of life where life can ideally thrive. Such is the distance of the Sun to the Earth and the Moon (it’s tide cycles) is to the Earth to make life habitable, not to forget Jupiter and it’s massive gravity to direct the meteors/space debris from hitting Earth.

So as my light is selfless unconditional love, my dark became selfish conditional love. I learned that the Better Medium was arrived by coming to the epiphany that is self-worth, maximizing of priority and preferences. 

These are the renditions of what my Dark, Light and Better Medium came to be. These were personally rendered on Adobe Photoshop to get a dynamic of the flow and energy found in traditional Yin-Yang. The bleeding and outer rings of these two graphics came out naturally to show the nature of transferred energy red to blue, black and white. This last render (The 2nd) is a 12 or 13th level dynamic graphic. Dynamic in that it was created in a procedural and gradual edits using vectors and pin point accurate rotations of vector programming. Meaning, You cannot merely replicate these graphics unless you proceed in a certain step by step generation of these graphics. Nothing is actually wrong with these two graphics they are in perfect harmony. Any mismatch or slight overlay nudges happened naturally during the erecting process.

In my recent dreams, I do not understand if it’s just my mind running like a loose tap but I am starting to see a fluidness of evolving  micro to macro worlds as I am lucid dreaming. They call it an awakening but it feels like I’ve touched the edge of what would be deemed sanity at this point. I feel and understand now what it is like to be normal and sane with a small touch of crazy some times but it’s good to know your limits as I’m sure no one “great” has ever thought inside the box for out of the box answers. The more dreams I have, the more vivid the detail, depth and colors seem to become a touch of synesthesia perhaps. Though it seems more like a jumble of mess degrading or evolving mass despite that fact there is a pattern of looking deeper into the worlds within itself.

 

-Nam

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Gene Keys Notes 31-37; Part 3

Continuation of.. Gene Keys Notes Part 1 (keys 1-20)

and Gene Keys Part 2 (keys 20-30)

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31st Gene Key

Siddhi Humility, Gift Leadership and Shadow Arrogance.

32nd Gene Key

Siddhi Veneration, Gift Preservation and Shadow Failure

Grafting a new branch of life.

33rd Gene Key

Siddhi Revelation, Gift Mindfulness and Shadow Forgetting.

Through mindfulness is where you discover how to purify your nature and no longer create negative karma.

You have found the secret of all human desire – once purified into natural state of Divine longing, it becomes the very fuel that returns you to your true centre of being.

Siddhi fruit, gift flower and seed is shadow.

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34th Gene Key

Siddhi Majesty, Gift Strength and Shadow Force.

Tireless energy and strength deep inside.

Heart of gold, head of a bull.

The ability to act in harmony with natural forces is the true definition of strength.

Become effortless flow of fluid activity and fluid efficiency. Like unto the properties of water.

All heroes are often never found to act on purpose but actually accidental and unintentionally based on their commitment to doing the right thing.

“Display” plays an important part and assists but not to be confused with the siddhi of valor (21).

Valor is aware of itself and seeks glorification whereas Display of heroism appears to be unintentional.

True heroism is unaware of itself.

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35th Gene Key

Siddhi Boundlessness, Gift Adventure and Shadow Hunger.

Selfless unconditional universal love and pursuit of adventure with absence of fear or failure.

Start of something fresh and new.

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36th Gene Key

Siddhi Compassion, Gift Humanity and Shadow Turbulence.

Dark night of the soul

When struggles with sexuality and emotional turbulence is finally embraced openly and honestly something is born.. You graduate as a human being.

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37th Gene Key

Siddhi Tenderness, Gift Equality and Shadow Weakness.

37 is number of Christ in the Gematria.

Over processed emotions and fail as a victim due to emotion states and fears.

Nor patriarchy or matriarchy but as a family.

Surrendering to the overwhelming power.

Sacrificial lamb.

As a mother cradles a child beyond our current view, It is tenderness of a maternal hand.

Tenderness is devoid of tension and sexuality.

No longer tribal structure but will be addressed as a collective mind.

Empowering and support communities simultaneously.

Grace comes to those who need it most (22), Compassion (36) and Truth (63).

40th siddhi of Divine Will’s; softness insurmountable, invincible and inevitable.

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Ein Sof Tree of Life 30×48 Painting

I spent the afternoon buying a huge 30×48 canvas, taking the bus and carrying it home. It was quite awkward carrying so much stuff home today. I put into the day a day’s work of painting. I call this Ein Sof Tree of Life, The tree is suppose to be made of stars and the Tree is suppose to represent ever knowledge and ever experience. History and information of all things found in time, as divine memory tells that all things are recorded and remembered in the frame of life. No rock unturned- no action forgotten. In life every deed and every notion of expression is remembered. Our karma and work pays off in the end. Please enjoy my tree to your viewing pleasure.

Nam,

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64 Gene Keys Notes; Siddhi, Gift and Shadows

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I’ve been reading this book based on website https://genekeys.com/. It’s been a inspiring and an enjoyable ride that delves into the world of Genekeys. They speak of 64 gene keys representing the growth in steps from the ever expanding and limitless microcosm to the macrocosm of the world; allowing you to drink/breath deep of it’s colorful and transcendent vibes. If you want to follow me the book it is only 11 dollars CDN for a digital kindle version. link is here https://teachings.genekeys.com/book/ . If you are into the growing, adapting and evolution trend of understand life and world better, I highly recommend this book – the world perspectives is spoken of in great depths.

Siddhi is the complete understanding and enlightenment possessed by a siddha.

“Gift” is the ability, contemplation or understanding that has been grown, harvested and picked to be truly edible to a person’s palatable consumption by means to say that this fruit is harvested ripe for the picking, so that it may be enjoyed and let there be known a certain wisdom.

“Shadow” is the complication or problems due to human objectives on the path of learning  that must be resolved in order to carry on and forward to the next Gene Key step.

Each Siddhi, Gift and Shadow reveals a path and paradigm that expesses a lesson to be learnt per Gene Key.

1st Gene Key

Siddhi Beauty, Gift Freshness, Shadow Entropy

2nd Gene Key

Siddhi Unity, Gift Orientation, Shadow Dislocation

3rd Gene Key

Siddhi Innocence, Gift Innovation, Shadow Chaos

4th Gene Key

Siddhi Forgiveness, Gift Understanding, Shadow Intolerance

5th Gene Key

Siddhi Timelessness, Gift Patience, Shadow Impatience

6th Gene Key

Siddhi Peace, Gift Diplomacy, Shadow Conflict

7th Gene Key

Siddhi Virtue, Gift Guidance, Shadow Division

8th Gene Key

Siddhi Exquisiteness, Gift Style, Shadow Mediocrity

9th Gene Key

Siddhi Invincibility, Gift Determination, Shadow Inertia.

10th Gene Key

Siddhi Being, Gift Naturalness and Shadow Self-Obsession

Wounded from the outset (25), battle with shadows (38), overcome limitations of your mind (17), surrender your need to control life (21) and find your true self (10), before you can awaken (51).

11th Gene Key

Siddhi Light, Gift Idealism and Shadow Obscurity

An android in a dark room behind bars. A dark skinned man with a knife.

Educated and the creation of a loving environment changes them.

Woman becomes governor and thus begins her journey as a bounty hunter, a maverick of light.

Man becomes protector and iron clad angel to aid the light’s cause.

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12th Gene Key

Siddhi Purity, Gift of Discrimination and Shadow Vanity.

12th, 56th and 33rd are terminator codons.

Vanity is the last thing learnt and let go. Self love expressed but also as love for others.

Ring of secrets**

There is no evil, only progressive sense of density

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13th Gene Key

Siddhi Empathy, Gift Discernment and Shadow Discord

Theme of listening.

7th divison = future 13th discord past

30th gene shadow of desire conflict.

Also known as the “fellowship of man”.

Empathy is the truest organ but only with collective existence.

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14th Gene Key

Siddhi Bounteousness, Gift Competence and Shadow Compromise.

Work = effort

Competitance carries within it efficiency, enthusiasm, flair and flexibility.

15th Gene Key

Siddhi Florescence, Gift Magnetism and Shadow Dullness.

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Core medium equator

16th Gene Key

Siddhi Mastery, Gift Versatility and Shadow Indifference

17th Gene Key

Siddhi Omniscience, Gift Far-sightedness and Shadow Opinion

Opinion based on logical judgement

Not about having a great holistic vision of reality that takes no sides and is beyond opinion.

18th Gene Key

Siddhi Perfection, Gift Integrity and Shadow Judgement.

19th Gene Key

Siddhi Sacrifice, Git Sensitivity and Co-dependence.

9 portals of planetary initiation

  1. Birth
  2. Baptism
  3. Confirmation
  4. Matrimony
  5. Annunciation
  6. Communication
  7. Ordination
  8. 8.Sanctification
  9. Glorification

20th Gene Key

Siddhi Presence, Gift Self-assurance and Shadow Superficiality.

Model altruism while remaining detached.

Encouraging invention, innovation and simplicity.

Breath of god, or word of god.

Seven sacred bodies of humanity:

  1. Physical
  2. Astral
  3. Mental
  4. Causal
  5. Buddhic
  6. Atmic
  7. Monadic
  8. Logoic

 

 

21st Gene Key

Siddhi Valour, Gift Authority and Shadow Control

31st voice, 7th heart and 21st will of group.

Kinship over kingship.

Valorous age of chivalry

Surrender of control for trust

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22nd Gene Key

Siddhi Grace, Gift Graciousness and Shadow of Dishonor

The importance of acceptance rather than changing an experience let it flow.

Divine intervention, Truth of redemption.

Law of divine memory states that every feeling mood and thought you have is put there directly by god for you to trust in it and is recorded in memory of space.

The three pure ones.

Hermes Trismegisting (thrice great) aka merlin, thoth and Fu His.

Through the practice of Alchemy and High Magic. Alchemy concerning the transmutation of suffering through alignment with Divine Will. The second great teacher is Christ the transmutation of suffering through love and sacrifice. Finally the third great teacher is the Buddha whos fractal represents the transmutation of suffering through wisdom and compassion.

This makes up the Gene Keys revelation synthesis of the great trinity of Divine Will, Love and Wisdom.

Hermes the Magi the teachings of Alchemy and Transmutation.

Buddha brought the teachings of Karma and Rebirth.

Christ brought the teachings of forgiveness and atonement

The seven Sacred Bodies of Humanity:

  1. Physical
  2. Astral
  3. Mental
  4. Causal
  5. Buddhic
  6. Atmmic
  7. Monadic

 

  1. Physical bedrock of incarnation. Collective memory of humanity is stored in our dna.
  2. The Astral Body is human aura and emotion/desire. Pleasure and Pain reflected at vibrational frequencies which effectively divide the astral plane into hell realms and heaven realms. Has great influence over your physical health.
  3. The Mental Body exists at higher frequency than your emotions and is constructed from your thinking of life. Mental body is influenced by the collective mental body of all of humanity. Feelings of unfulfillment often pull us down into low vibrational shadow energy levels.
  4. Causal body stores the goodwill of the human soul. It becomes a storage hub for high frequency thoughts. Words and Deeds that we have initiated during our many journeys in incarnation.
  5. The Buddhic Body – above the astral body. Reveals the truth that humanity and all the earth planes are in fact one single organism. The causal body dissolves after this and reincarnation in the normal sense is no longer necessary. The third feminine realm of the holy trinity called Divine Activity.
  6. The Atmic Body allows higher evolutions outside the process of physical incarnation. While buddhic body keeps it’s connection with humanity through compassion, The atmic body brings awareness into the cosmic field of Christ consciousness directly merging your awareness with Divine Mind and Heart. It is through the atmic body that the great avatar streams enter the world. It is also the realm of the Siddhis – the many miraculous manifestations of the Divine.
  7. Monadic Body is the unbridled primal essence of Divine consciousness itself. Operates at the causal plane which is the veil it takes on in order to enter the lower worlds corresponding to the first aspect of the Holy Trinity Divine Will.

Divine Will, Mind and Heart and Divine Activity make up The Divine Holy Trinity.

Emotions in the bardos after death are experienced more intensely.

As there is no defined linear sense of time in the bardo states, it can seem that hell is eternal just as it can seem that heaven is eternal.

The six core wounds of humanity,

  1. Repression
  2. Denial
  3. Shame
  4. Rejection
  5. Guilt
  6. Separation.

 

The seven sacred seals and their respective Siddhis

The First Seal – Divine Will (40th Siddhi)

The Second Seal – Ominiscience (17th Siddhi)

The Third Seal – Universal Love (25th Siddhi)

The Fourth Seal – Epiphany (43rd Siddhi)

The Fifth Seal – Forgiveness (4th Siddhi)

The Sixth Seal – Truth (63rd Siddhi)

The Seventh Seal – Grace (22nd Siddhi)

The Seal that Heals:

  1. Divine Will (40th Siddhi) heals human repression. Ends disease.
  2. Omniscience (17th Siddhi) heals wound of denial. Ends violence.
  3. Universal Love (25th Siddhi) heals wound of shame. Ends greed.
  4. Epiphany (43rd Siddhi) heals the wound of rejection. Ends poverty.
  5. Forgiveness (4th Siddhi) heals the patterns of unconscious guilt. Ends war
  6. Truth (63rd Siddhi) heals the wound of separation. Ends indifference.
  7. Grace (22nd Siddhi) transfiguration (47th Siddhi) absorption of previous 6 layers of human aura into the monadic body, the primordial essence. All surrender to Atmic body called the 7th The opening of the Seventh Seal is the final human epoch and the return of the human race to it’s original Edenic state. The redemption of all beings.

The Nine Portals of Planetary Initiation:

  1. Birth
  2. Baptism
  3. Confirmation
  4. Matrimony
  5. Annunciation
  6. Communion
  7. Ordination
  8. Sanctification
  9. Glorification

 

Greater pleasure is derived from giving than from taking – foundation for higher life.

In the spirit of helpfulness and harmlessness of actions.

The mission is to leave the world a better place for future generations.

Grace has numerous more blessings attached under the defined word.

One who is touched by grace will always be touched by grace.

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Paintings with a flare of Electronic Art

It’s starting to be difficult to describe the art and things that are running through my head right now.. therefore I have started painting and rendering pictures to describe my experience in life. Just snippets and snapshots of ideas and things I see and have come to terms with and have resolved. Animethon is coming up and I’ll be selling my deceased brother’s work and maybe some of mine also. I’ll be selling them with my cousin Cin who came to me willing to help.

Below are four additional photo touched images of my art that is infused with textures and colors of my current works to produce these mini collages. Hopefully I can make more prints in the future. As for now please enjoy the below produced favorite collage portraits.

I’m trying to display as much stuff as I can but because there’s a disclosure for the work I’m doing I cannot display all the things I’m doing with my Karate Class and Print Shop job. I’m just hopping about from creative mind set to my practical catered renderings advertising for local companies mind. Things are going well. I hope the art inspires you today. Thank you.

-Nam

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Under-cove of Secrets

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Sky-bound Justice

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Cosmic Infinity

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Tree of Knowledge

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Cosmic Lion

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Art Gallery Submission

I’ve finally got around to organize and show the best of my work while at Anderson Hospital. The 6 months, I must say was – a miracle – and I pulled through with flying colors. I am hoping to catalog and archive these paintings on this post. I am planning to adjust the paintings into printable format for those who are interested in getting just a copy. As for the originals, I am unsure how to price them just yet. I will probably sell them at the farmers market for a couple of weeks (hope to see some interest at my little tent), and most likely auction at some point. I took out two wall paintings I didn’t feel met whatever standard I thought it needed to be.. and most likely because it was a duplicate paint job of lesser quality.

So with all good things there is a story that is told.

The first three was a symbolic reference to “alpha, omega, crossway, salvage and ambiguity” the ground colors that made this all possible.

It was just an idea. The idea of the bridge from the Heavens coming down to Earth is now the focus.

These components combined creates a bridge to the Sunset Cave where a Fallen Star from heaven has landed. This is where The Tree of Imagination is now planted. The Nose of the Cosmos knows of specific things which eventually leads it in to become The Weeping Tree in the end.

This is where the Dark blossom and Space Rose come in to shine – because in the magnitude of darkness something must exist.

In the sea of strange nature comes stranger animals – the Space Whale of all creatures splash in spirit through the sea of stars. The skies filled with already great wonders The Celestial Trees came to soak in the magnificent energy and experience. In the imagination of the Heavens, they create the Space Bouquet in the name of love – and not just any love.. selfless unconditional timeless love.

Another bridge; the stairway is to be made instead of heaven to earth – this one to be made earth to heaven. The star that falls here is the Earth Bound Star. Earth touched Trees and mountains and Earth touched Aurora Borealis come into the picture.

Out sprouts the Tree of Life and Knowledge reaching left and right, instantaneous as if grown over night. This tree overlooks The Earth and The Heavens and all things good within it. It oversees and introduces pious resolve and virtue of human kindness. This integration of Heaven and Earth present us with the Celestial Bouquet of Earth.

With this strange gesture of exchange and to co-exist as a sign of mutual agreement to cooperate under the law of symbiosis – comes the signal of the Blossomed Space Rose. Where the egg of infinity now lay. We have concocted the Phoenix Peacocks it seems.

The Phoenix Peacocks establish it’s hierarchy with The Dragon, and The Gryphon, quickly. The Tiger, The Wolf and The Black Lion soon follow. And finally an oddly organized team rises through The Buck, The Serpent and The Great Squirrel.

The Animal Totems have come to play but as guardian spirits. By the Equinox of Seasons the trees have a choir in which the twin dual spirits of the great Masculine and Feminine duality playfully flow. The Human Spirits through music of song and manifestation of butterflies ring for all to hear.

The Tree of life bursts in a blaze of burning but growing flames of leaves and roots. The Sunset Tree signals that all is ready and well. The Golden Eagle makes way to it’s new home on sanctified foundations it will grow.

The grass cut like Golf Greens, it appears like there is an oasis at every turn. The Perspective is good at every angle. The Polar Bear Guardian stands vigilant but at rest. Blissfully at peace. The Green Dragon reveals it’s true self to the audience.

Thank you for visiting! Maybe I can help you find your favorite part of this post.. prints are available soon, please be patient while I get everything organized. If you want an original canvas picture please message me,

dalaserbeam@hotmail.com

Nam,

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The Black Lion

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The Great Squirel

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Polar Bear Guardian

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Trust in Humanity; And Restoring Faith in Man

So after contemplating on this situation, and painting Hillary many colors with my own truths. I realize that maybe I haven’t got the full picture, I decided that in assuming Hillary and the NWO were bad news. I am guilty of wrongful assumptions based on my trivial morality and truths in this case. To acquire power is to corrupt, to obtain absolute power is absolute corruption. This is basically politics. But through my progression through life – I’ve come to understand that life is more about harmonizing the balance between good and bad in the world. To negate and sway the storm in a means. Picturing Saturn “swaying” and controlling with it’s enormous gravity all the asteroids and space debris from destroying our solar system. It was never about eliminating “evil” this made up word. We’re dealing with human beings here.

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In history, there have been many endless and mindless casualties due to factions and division wars. Mainly because of the men with their individual interests at heart, through what ever individual truths and their own contributing evils and goods. What I am saying is, what if the The Clinton’s were simply cutting their losses in a fight of a “Lesser Evil” path but in an attempt for the “Grand Good” of the world? I think, the so called murders of the Four American heroes were to negate the evidence that would come to light for a world “not ready” or deemed “worthy” of such knowledge. We forget that we’re all just humans in the end, maybe I have got the whole story wrong – that instead of having a partial faith and getting a Trump, having a delusional faith and getting a Johnson, we haven’t tried giving complete faith in humanity through Clinton.. Who is obviously the most capable, politically correct in her speeches despite her political scandals and lack of common virtue. Who already has the facility of organizations under her control and a complete list of media dedicated to her disposal.

The “H1B” credit system was the first clue that brought to my attention that America was on to something good. That lead me to believe that they asked the question “Maybe we don’t need the system of money?”. I am completely for this ideology. This could simply be a bridge to a world without the implications of money. The USA economy was actually in great crisis a while ago that was equivalent to the great depression- and still was with the abysmal debt situation that still continues to plummet but despite this they were a able to continue flourishing. How is this possible? This Visa program was the genius of a few international students that allowed the economy to survive barrages of abuse without consequence. They had solved the philosophical theory of “Whatever comes up, must come down”, in economics – when businesses stocks go up in a great spike – it is naturally going to go back down but now this credit system allowed for “Safe Landings” despite how high you go, so you can crash and this system will break your fall for you.

Freedom in my definition is:

To be given opportunity, confidence along with a foundation to build something and express yourself in the co-creation of the world but considering other humans desires, motives and purpose. Learning to accept another’s ideas, trying not to impose your own idea so they do not conflict with another’s ideas – shifting around ideas that work, shedding those that do not and progressing in building bridges to higher knowledge, understanding and worlds. Accepting another’s flaws, at the same time acknowledging them, informing them but never imposing on them your ideas.. Allowing the other person to come to their own understanding of truth possibly through knowledge, guidance, hinting, tipping and hand in help to understand. Never imposingly and never narrating a need for that gift, you never force a person to take a gift. They need to find a need for it. This is freedom. Giving people a chance the choice to do the right thing.

In addition with this quote: “Give and expect nothing in return is the only true gift. Let the essence of love gently take place, it will come back in a whisper to kiss your soul”. -Elizabeth Alvarez

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Give nothing,

Expect nothing.

Let love take it’s place.

This is what I define as freedom. Letting life fall into place, fully trusting that it’s in good hands and allowing the greater good of man to flourish and set roots, in complete trust that they will do the right thing and have the true human interests at heart. This is another matter of “Faith”. A very Christian value – one that has had very double meaning in my life and that I have contemplated for a long time. I’m putting my cards down. Going all in on this gamble to believe that human beings are very capable, strong, full of potential, crafty, kind and most importantly creatures of redemption. That they hold in mind and heart, portraying these virtues in everything they do. That they embody the ideals of hope, faith and humility in motive (spirit/nature/intentions). That they truly have human interests at heart, that they are mysterious creatures and that they will do the right thing in the end given the opportunity.

-Vote Hillary-

Hope, Faith and Humility.

Nam

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Tai Lopez Notes for Chp: 40 “About life”: Balancing Pessimism and Optimism. Have Faith.

guidelines rules and success. Health, Wealth, Love and Happiness . We are mostly dealing with pessimisms and balancing it today.
Outlook, default mode – negative. Rethink how you think believe in a positive outlook. Also think critically. New concept practical pessimism. Conrad hilton: Point in his life, turning point. picked up book on optimism. So struck by optimism . All about end game. The great depression, Hotels were thriving and then when depression happened lost his chain of hotels except for one and asked people to stick around promised to pay them back double for doing so. They stuck through he became one of the biggest chains in the USA and payed them back.
Optimism+Pessimism = Practical Constructive Critical Thinking.
The take away is the necessity for faith. Keep shooting. Rise above the crowd and have more faith and optimism more then anyone else. But stay away from disillusionment. Identify your goals. What gets you towards your goal is one tool with another. Use pessimism with optimism. Pessism alone can’t bring you to your goal. Optimism cannot either. Use both. Use your pessimism to inspire your next actions.. think “If i don’t have milk today.. i’m going to be more assertive tomorrow!” Think of ways to spur your inspiration.
The fighter pilot mentality. Try not to crash your f-13. Plan for the worst, prepare for the rainy day. Plan different plans; a, b and c. Cultivate more skills, be more self taught, read more random wikipedia and watch more youtube go for knowledge. Brave but not be foolhardy. You must find your balance. Find your niche. Make mother nature your ally plan ahead find the advantage in all situations.

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More Virtue Never Hurt Anyone. (More religion may?)

 

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“I believe in [a] God who reveals himself in the lawful harmony of the world, not in a God who concerns himself with the fate and the doings of mankind.” -Albert Einstein

People can choose religions and ideologies through religion.. or even ideologies systems by themselves. Why though, do we choose these over the best of these ideas, virtues? Virtue and learning more about virtues never hurt anybody. If you want what God wants, you need to think like him, act like him and be like him through virtue. God is virtuous, benevolent and just. He’s well rounded, looking for the greater good and looks for justice in a situation. God chose love not ego.

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I don’t understand the purpose of religion if it is just a set of training wheels for a crippled society when we can walk freely and functionally on our own. The catalyst is starting to hinder our progress. I understand it may establish some grounds for us to build our castles on but — incidents of backwards people in Afghanistan still stoning women for allegedly burning Korans is ridiculous. These medieval thoughts of hiding the women so that she is modest and doesn’t provoke carnal desire is saying that all men are pigs by nature. Control your men and your woman can express herself how she wants. I heard the saying you can judge a nation based on how well they treat their women and if their woman can strive within that nation. This is the basis you should judge a nation by, by how well they treat their women. I believe this is wholly true.

The basic human virtue: Hope, Faith and Redemption. Is basically made for progression. When the Koran says it’s a religion of peace, I ask a religion for peace for who? If it’s only for it’s people then it is not a religion of peace. And Muhammad never said he was a man who claims to bring peace. Jesus never claimed to be one who brought peace. Not even Buddhism claims to be the religion of peace. No religion is of peace. Not if it’s meant to separate from another group. If it is within Interfaith’s conditions and circumstances it is a different story. I believe if we can co-exist then peace is possible.

Selfless unconditional love, this is all we need – with no ties to religion of self beneficence or bad. It is the true vessel to peace, to purity and life. When I hear the idea that we don’t need religion anymore and we should all be all atheist – as long as we are productive, law-abiding, virtuous beings i don’t see why we should be troubled by the ruins of old gods. I for one do not believe Abrahams God YHWH and Muhammad’s God Allah are the same person. That they are actually mixed up and praising the god of “all they know” rather then the pure ultimate god which is really us in collective essence. They are aspects of him and they do not have the full picture of him. “They do not know what they do” is a prime quote for this situation. They’re all just doing the same thing Moses told the Jewish not to do. Do not worship false idols — The Moon, The Sun and The Earth. Yet here they are still praising these names and places Allah of the Moon. YHWH of the Sun. Nirvana of the Earth.

I do not believe you are worshiping who you think you are unless you come to appreciate the whole picture. To love all and change for the better. You need to see the whole spectrum in order to understand the nature of life on Earth. But as long as secular law is under the Sun we will be fine. Because secular law under the moon is abysmal – a desert, infertile and harsh. Law under the sun, may be highly judgmental, fertile and competitive but truly a world without limits. Under the Earth is balanced, natural and fair – and maybe that’s where we should all be. After all Buddhism is all about the study of self, suffering and happiness. I sometimes wonder if i’m missing out on it’s qualities. Unfortunately, to say I am one or the other instead of pro-life and not for all of them would make me feel incomplete. I want to represent The Sun, The Moon and The Earth. In a System of the God that is truly and wholly complete is the only path and correct path. To acknowledge and to strive to become better. To know the contrast of Sun and Moon is the purpose of why they exist.

Extra studying into the Nothingness of identity:

Mahabharata 4000 bc: The path Buddha took fundamentals to hinduism through understanding of Karma and the teachings of Samkhya which blossomed into Buddhism:

 

  • Karma in its original meaning is a burden of actions and reactions caused by an emotional attachment and chaining a soul to a human life, making it impossible to avoid subsequent incarnations
  • Karma causes for a soul to be born again in this world after the death of its physical body
  • Karma in its original meaning is not a form of punishment
  • Breaking free from karma leads to the final death – the lost of individuality and merging with the Highest Consciousness
  • Breaking free from karma is a person’s own responsibility, the Gods do not interfere in that process

European beliefs before Hinduism.

  • A man is only born in this world once
  • The God is constantly watching humans behaviour
  • The God punishes after death, there is no penalty for sins during one’s life
  • No-one but the God can judge someone’s behaviours and choices – all men can do is to repent and hope for His kindness
  • Committing a sin means a crime against the God. Only a whole-hearted penance can save a sinner
  • The God listens to all prayers
  • Having no sins means being awarded after death with eternal happiness in Heaven

What Europeans arrived at after the influence of Hinduism and Christianity mixed up together:

 

  • A man is born in this world multiple times
  • The God is constantly watching human behaviour
  • Misfortunes and bad luck in this life are the divine punishment for sins
  • Having sins means having karma
  • The God is sending penalty in this life
  • Emotional attachment, creating karma, is a sin
  • For that sin a person will be punished by the object of the attachment being taken away from him
  • A person can be relieved from the sins from the previous lives through prayers and penance, so there will be no punishment in this life
  • Karma can be ‘diagnosed’ and ‘relieved’ by another person
  • Karma can be ‘picked-up’ from someone else

The idea of the Christian god today is distorted, we need to go back to our roots and decide for ourselves what is good, beneficial and decide what our initial reason for being is.

 

https://thediamondtablet.wordpress.com/2012/12/09/karma-theapy-a-few-true-facts-about-karma/

 

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Interfaith; A precursor to the acceptance of unproven religious ideas. (Face it, faith convictions on unproven ideas is dangerous).

Inter-Faith: Religious pluralism, or involving many religions.

I thought about people, their right to their own decisions and that you have no right to change a person or make their decisions for them. I decided it’s a matter of respect and just wanted to be a nurturing, helping and healing force in this world. I didn’t want to sever any relationships and i wanted all opportunities and options to connect with people of all race, creed and sexuality. I had no right to dictate a paradigm of what it is to be normal, and people had no right to impose such an idea of what is right according to them.

I would like to propose my system of thinking into 3 forms of geometric visual diagrams. The first is a trinity of triangles, the most basic i call the past. The second is spheres overlapping creating whats called a venn diagram, slightly more computer based sophisticated version of the model i call the present. The last is the idea of 8 religions/ideas (could possibly be more) overlapping in a world of acceptance and understanding  based on inter-faith. This is the future. This is where we build our functional society of relationship, inter-connection and inter-communication.

If the rough start of this system is 3 ideas represented by 3 triangles. This space in the center a white triangle would represent inter-faith. It’s a space that all 3 must share to cooperate. This is the basis of the idea.

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As the idea becomes a more of a spectrum rather then a trilogy of ideas it expands and becomes more circular. When you see 3 circles represented by 3 vast spectrums; this is everything involved in that model/paradigm/geometry. Each circle is a polygon of many potential attributes and sides. This is where the fields, relationships and parameters and also interfaith happens. Interfaith is a potential for functional society or heaven on Earth, where all things good can exist on Earth. Interfaith in this case whould be the center of this geometry.

This is only with 3 ideas being represented by 3 circles. Imagine what the real world spectrum would look like.

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If it was a real world scenario we would have many circles to overlap. And when this happens we can find universal ideas that everyone can use, take from and understand. There may be conflicts and trials but every system just needs a way to collaborate, understand and just exist.

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Knowledge is the key to seeing the truth. Knowledge is at our disposal and we can do what you like with it, it has become abundant and everlasting. You decide what is good and what is right for you. Only the driver or the person living his life can figure out the path right for them. If you’re old enough to think for yourself, old enough to take care of yourself, you’re old enough to make your decisions.

People may hide behind faith and they may not even be of that faith but when it’s convenient they go and say they did something based on faith. No one should do this, it harms the reputation of the community as a whole at their convenience. We know there are terrible people out there who do as they please and because of crude human nature we know people may act out on primal instinct. We as humans know better and just need a broader spectrum of what is out there to access and weed out the immoral ideas and accumulate the ethical.

There’s a science to this geometry, the overlapping of circles reveal relationships between the two spheres and where those relationships are established there are boundaries that appear that show where the two are divided. The center is where all ideas theoretically should come together, coordinate, co-exist and collaborate. This is where the science of the utopia exists in this paradigm. This Utopian Idea is what i am heavily pursuing every moment in my life, re-imagining, recalculating, redefine every moment something changes.. my Utopia is in motion, it’s a flip book and moving in time. It’s become a reality i can see in my mind, and a science that will be realized eventually with work and progress.

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Making a distinguished differentiation in advancing between stricter policy and practice; The Police in Society

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In society we should think of progress as a movement with a beneficial end towards a greater good. We should distinguish between a  police advancing in practice not advancing in stricter policing. What i mean by this is the police shouldn’t get more stricter with progressive time and to be more careful with that. Rather they should be working more on protocol in the importance of said crime, speed of reaction time and service. I feel like as society progresses I worry that policing will think it needs to advance in areas where it becomes more forceful and become a more intrusive force as we have seen with Bill C51 has come to pass and is now allowing a sort of thought policing. Which makes absolutely no sense.

The system of policing works on trust. If you have absolutely no faith in the people, how do people have trust in you? And the other way around how do police trust people if people have no faith in them? I am saying the system is delicate in that it’s a relationship also of faith and trust. If policing goes sour and everyone is out to get someone to up their salary and make a bigger check who is looking out for the little guys? If corporations get so big and police officers need money desperately because their funding and lives are not great who is to say corporations can’t buy their hearts?.

This capitalist mentality though it has worked for a while must revert/reform progressively to a more sustainable, warmer towards the lowly, and social structural program. There are homeless, hungry, desperate, sick and depressed people with disorders and disabilities. There are spectrum of needy people and they need help. We are beyond the mentality of “only the fittest survive”. To be more specific we are more on the lines of “the most adaptable survive”. And when we adapt we apply new mentalities, when we deploy we actively do new things for people so they can functionally live. Life is about experiences we have, not being the biggest macho man on the block or prettiest flower on this side of the river. Those physical attributes though precious and contribute to the experience complimentary; it is simply material and worse aesthetic material of the ego based on opinion.

A persons identity is crucial to who they are in life, who they are determines what they can do in life to obtain experiences in their life. It is important that we change in what we believe is correct way and adapt and maybe reevaluate the situation once in a while at the very least. Life is about obtaining provoking positive emotions, seeing amazing new things, and experiencing life to the fullest. Just because you don’t believe in a certain God doesn’t mean he isn’t there. Just because you don’t believe life is a spectrum of colors doesn’t mean rainbows don’t exist. Just because things don’t happen they way you want them to doesn’t mean your universe out there doesn’t exist in some parallel universe. Life is complicated in what truth is. But we can all accept that life is a collective journey of experiences and we got to have faith in the answer that we aren’t going to all burn in fire and brimstone because of what we believe is right.

We can’t believe in a literal bible. It’s the purpose of the bible on Earth that matters. It influenced our thoughts and our parents lives and now we need to choose the right. Its a record of Christianity, an opinion of a christian body and a gift of conscious time to society. Enabling others to obtain experiences on Earth and share our dreams with others. We also need to at the same time be responsible for ourselves not to carry the weight of the world on our own shoulders. The weight is shared, so share it. As any animal God is a force of nature and also cannot be tamed, it’s a personal relationship where you communicate and understand him better. In a relationship you must have faith and trust and if ever you show a hint of blood or fear the animal will devour you. The objective is to run with the lion not to take it home and make it your personal kitty cat.

The point of all this is; Have faith, rebuild the system on trust, reform the system to be minority friendly, don’t take life so literally, life is about opinions, opportunities and options, dream and share dreams and obtain experiences and live life to the fullest as an encouraging warm entity.