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Visited by a toddler shadow person.

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Last night 5 am August 12 /15 I was having a strange dream about my mother and that her health was declining. It was quite a grim thought and as i awoke from that thought in my dream  I  saw a toddler about 3 feet tall standing right beside me. At first i thought it was my dog but it walk backwards so fast right into the piano and disappeared. And dogs don’t walk, specifically my dog doesn’t walk at least. It had small legs, I could see little legs moving in a walking motion.  The first emotion I had when I reached my hand  out towards it was shock I knew it wasn’t my dog but reached out for it anyways. I was right up to it’s face when i woke up from the sofa. All i saw was a pitch black 3 feet shadow person observing me while i slept.

Anyone ever have an experience like this before? It has broaden my eyes on the super natural things that happen in our world. I’m surprised and alittle afraid to go back to sleep but it’s just a toddler or something taking the form of a toddler. It probably is safe to assume they mean no harm.

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Millennial Knights; A path entwined with living nature

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Prologue

In the future the laws of man become so unstable by greed and economic instability that general society collapses. The struggles for living thrifty, sustainable and practical life was real. Rebellions against major corporations soon become mini-Utopian societies created away from poverty and sickness of the masses. Giant countries soon must find a more sustainable and social way of living with each other. There were a whole lot of political conflicts and problems that arose from our main timeline but all was for the good of the whole, with everyone’s heart in mind. Problems arose because we decided to take fate in our hands and push laws that made no sense to control the masses. Police brutalities, government corruption and corrupt black markets that sold humans as slaves; for cheap labor, sex and as servants were the paradigm go to place for human natures inability to adapt to huge influx of population. There’s dragged problems of distribution of wealth, poverty, policing abuse and hate crimes as we call it now when religious zealots act out of schizophrenic impulses.

This new thing that came to be because of the advanced technology and immersing into technology; there are those who are called the soulless. Bio-engineered perfect specimens who live in first world until this day who thrive under Multi-Decillion dollar equivalence under a anonymous currency system called bit-coin currency. There is a huge gap between poverty and the elite. China’s program for bio-engineering humans for the perfect specimen has grown to the point where they were refining, redefining and creating super intelligent super beings with their males hulking and toned and females lithe and petite. They lived to propagate their health and corporate supremacy. These beings felt like they had  no actual life either abstaining or abusing birth-control drugs. Worse of it all if they weren’t they were genetically modified to being not respondent to sex drive and sterile.

There are few in the sex industry who seek to create sexual objects out of humans too which brings in fetishes that have caused political controversy. From making humans with cow sized mammies, to tabooed animal splicing based on furries and other unnatural paradigms of course traditional epitome stripper bodies usually dressed in traditional work uniforms for nostalgia. The deviancy of such things has caused a huge variation in DNA coding of humans. The spectrum now incorporates small traces of animal qualities, even traits and characteristics. Predators and strange perks turn up all around the world.

Society’s philosophy of life is that once we die it is the end. What ever we call it, rebirth, life-cycle or reincarnation, through the transition of returning to the universe – it doesn’t matter how fancy we put it. Once a living being dies even if they come back their mind is wiped and the chance of them remembering who they were is almost less then 2%. So they decided that life is who you are now and what you can do about it at this moment in time.

This world has gotten alittle strange but there is hope in this tale for structure and order. We are drawn back to the millennial knights order of the Sun, stars and planets. There was a woman Queen of the time who wanted to keep the knights order intact. She was very liberal and wanted to see the knights order prosper. She adopted 12 sons from 12 different countries as representatives of their own origin country best she could. Trying to define the human genome and identifying traits that person should have was almost a guessing game but she did best she could. She incorporated transitional representatives and found six of them according to the order of the race.

She taught and trained the 6 pure and 6 transition children to master their language and learn among themselves the main human tongues. English, Spanish, East Indian, Chinese, Vietnamese, Japanese were the respective pure continental beings each one had to learn multiple languages based on their discriminating race. The transitional were to learn the minority languages inbetween;  French, Jewish, West Indian, Korean, African, Caribbean. The truth was it was not a perfect system the African guy would sometimes be a better representative than the Korean guy of their own native tongue. They were not natives of their own country they were some of them born in American soil and just found to be good candidates for adoption.

The basis of the story is how they came to be, growing up and what their idea of what they would do in a society such as this as diplomatic representatives of their own country under the highest authority.

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Making a distinguished differentiation in advancing between stricter policy and practice; The Police in Society

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In society we should think of progress as a movement with a beneficial end towards a greater good. We should distinguish between a  police advancing in practice not advancing in stricter policing. What i mean by this is the police shouldn’t get more stricter with progressive time and to be more careful with that. Rather they should be working more on protocol in the importance of said crime, speed of reaction time and service. I feel like as society progresses I worry that policing will think it needs to advance in areas where it becomes more forceful and become a more intrusive force as we have seen with Bill C51 has come to pass and is now allowing a sort of thought policing. Which makes absolutely no sense.

The system of policing works on trust. If you have absolutely no faith in the people, how do people have trust in you? And the other way around how do police trust people if people have no faith in them? I am saying the system is delicate in that it’s a relationship also of faith and trust. If policing goes sour and everyone is out to get someone to up their salary and make a bigger check who is looking out for the little guys? If corporations get so big and police officers need money desperately because their funding and lives are not great who is to say corporations can’t buy their hearts?.

This capitalist mentality though it has worked for a while must revert/reform progressively to a more sustainable, warmer towards the lowly, and social structural program. There are homeless, hungry, desperate, sick and depressed people with disorders and disabilities. There are spectrum of needy people and they need help. We are beyond the mentality of “only the fittest survive”. To be more specific we are more on the lines of “the most adaptable survive”. And when we adapt we apply new mentalities, when we deploy we actively do new things for people so they can functionally live. Life is about experiences we have, not being the biggest macho man on the block or prettiest flower on this side of the river. Those physical attributes though precious and contribute to the experience complimentary; it is simply material and worse aesthetic material of the ego based on opinion.

A persons identity is crucial to who they are in life, who they are determines what they can do in life to obtain experiences in their life. It is important that we change in what we believe is correct way and adapt and maybe reevaluate the situation once in a while at the very least. Life is about obtaining provoking positive emotions, seeing amazing new things, and experiencing life to the fullest. Just because you don’t believe in a certain God doesn’t mean he isn’t there. Just because you don’t believe life is a spectrum of colors doesn’t mean rainbows don’t exist. Just because things don’t happen they way you want them to doesn’t mean your universe out there doesn’t exist in some parallel universe. Life is complicated in what truth is. But we can all accept that life is a collective journey of experiences and we got to have faith in the answer that we aren’t going to all burn in fire and brimstone because of what we believe is right.

We can’t believe in a literal bible. It’s the purpose of the bible on Earth that matters. It influenced our thoughts and our parents lives and now we need to choose the right. Its a record of Christianity, an opinion of a christian body and a gift of conscious time to society. Enabling others to obtain experiences on Earth and share our dreams with others. We also need to at the same time be responsible for ourselves not to carry the weight of the world on our own shoulders. The weight is shared, so share it. As any animal God is a force of nature and also cannot be tamed, it’s a personal relationship where you communicate and understand him better. In a relationship you must have faith and trust and if ever you show a hint of blood or fear the animal will devour you. The objective is to run with the lion not to take it home and make it your personal kitty cat.

The point of all this is; Have faith, rebuild the system on trust, reform the system to be minority friendly, don’t take life so literally, life is about opinions, opportunities and options, dream and share dreams and obtain experiences and live life to the fullest as an encouraging warm entity.

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The smell of conspiracy, when I smelled Harper.

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Is Harper, a United States puppet? Do we empathize for the United States and their cluster mess of an economy soon to be in a depression? Do we rely on our United States brothers for protection? Or is it a plague of corruption growing from the core of Bank of America. The United States the nation of a lot of ignorant conservative Christians and puppet Liberals will do what it takes to make this abomination of a new man made organized capitalist Christ reduce our country to ruin.

I for one want to see Canada prosper instead of suffer, The States ego high upon a platform needs to learn humbleness. It’s expenditures all into military and technology when it really needs to focus on it’s economy, food and water. Manipulating the only resource they can get and that is through war. It is funny how their creation ISIS was their own instrument of war to gain revenue. Their sights happens to be all on oil money apparently. They’re so afraid of losing the race to be number one they are willing to cast in their soul to stay that way.

There were water problems and floods with Devil’s lake in the United States. They want to redirect the floodwater into the Sheyenne River, then the Red River and, ultimately, into Lake Winnipeg. Manitoba had argued pollution and harmful foreign species would be introduced into Canadian waterways from Devils Lake. Its been a couple years now, apparently Canada agreed to another shady push for something under the radar.

Alberta politicians offered to export power to the United States using excess electricity generated by oil sands facilities. The new interconnected bills (19, 36 and 50) enabled all at the same time says we’re in a lot of trouble. Keith Wilson, a St. Albert lawyer who has attacked draconian legislation supporting the transmission upgrades. They lied about what they were doing with transmission upgrades. SNC Lavalin profits will bankrupt industry and ratepayers alike it will come with no cost effective. Many business leaders consider the mega-transmission upgrade a dangerous threat to the economy and the future of the province.

Unless that is USA is just preparing for it’s depression, but this is a democracy shouldn’t you ask the people for permission? They have a right to know. They’re the one suffering the weight of this. Maybe The Devil’s Lake contaminating the Winnipeg Lake, as bad as it sounds isn’t so bad. Maybe the new excess electricity to relieve the states suffering during it’s coming depression is a plan they saw ahead. I for one would be ashamed to be Christian right now. I’m Ashamed for voting conservative at one point and for those who call themselves American. Is this really what the world needs? Men who are straight white, homophobic, xenophobic, male, dominant men? I’m disgusted.

I’m not sure what you’re up to Harper, but I hope it’s for the good of society and not just a god given agenda by Israel. Israel needs to open up their hearts and gifts so that mankind can evolve. They need to give the gift of knowledge as teachers and enforcers like Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh believes. Love, Understanding and Compassion, is my motto but the truth should be for change out of the heart of men as a collective. It’s not your journey, it’s our’s as a people. Truth, in actuality is that Israel is stuck in a war it cannot win. It is using the USA military and even with the poor reputation The USA will gain to cover it up by saying it’s for oil which is just a side goal, they plan to take advantage of the Canadian economy to break their fall into their depression which is inevitable. Canada is pulled in to a whole bunch of schemes (like bill 19, 36 and 50)  to legitimize the trading of unlimited potable water and energy on Canadian backs. This bill C51 is now used to control information and how it gets out. To ruin your day, it’s a police state that is law now. That is until it is thrown out. I’m afraid for our democracy and where this is leading. The take down of truth in this world is another let down, which is why I don’t trust it. It’s owned by corporations and corporations buy people’s silence.

The Jewish Pharisees betrayed Christ and sold him out. Judas was just an instrument. The Romans killed Christ because they were paid to. This world is full of deception built on greed, power and ego. Trust in the human heart to do the right thing, at the moment of realization when reality hits that is when you judge a man for his deeds. And every step that The States has taken towards legitimizing this holy war against Islam is a step backwards in time. These are all agendas and plots that need to be dropped. Why does Israel feel the need to hide their colors? Why don’t they teach the truth of the Kabballah like they were meant to? Every step Israel has taken is one of secrecy and we’re all left in darkness. Their authority in some hierarchy on Earth is all they’re interested in, not the well being and future of the world.  Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh wants you to know he can take away what he has given. If we don’t all learn to live together, unite as a collective and distribute equal rights to all human beings. Exercise peace, consciousness and justice. Eliminate hatred, transphobia, homophobia, female inequality and understand that we only have one life to live and share then we are at a lost.

The dream told me. “God was split in two, and god hated the white people.” (I wonder why.)  He also said “Can you protect the one you love?”.

Truth in Actuality you would say. Indeed.

I’m afraid this is a deep rooted manipulation through power and corporations. Anyone who can do research is capable of finding the truth. Lets just hope this isn’t an ill omen for the times coming.

some reference:

http://thetyee.ca/News/2011/05/26/WikileaksAlbertaElectricity/

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Dreams that foreshadow.

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I’ve been having strange dreams recently. Though i admit my health isn’t perfect i’m actually a little scared of what this might mean for me. I have had 3 consecutive dreams in total that very subtly tell me clues about my future. I’ll tell you a comforting one before all this. The dream was with my mother by a lake, and it said “i will be married at 33”.

First dream: I heard a child and he told me “Grampa wake up.” But i couldn’t see the face and it was dark.

(As you know i’m no where close to being a grand parent. I’m 28 and don’t even have kids yet.)

Dream two: We were in a room it was some kind of banquet and there was singing. Some kind of choir going on with people singing along too. I felt something was terribly wrong, it was just a feeling. And then a boy pointed up, saying no words. As if i was being told that i was going somewhere, or maybe God wanted to say something.

Dream three: I was in my old house the original house (I was born into in Edmonton). I was being buried in soil and consciously watched this all happen . I crawled out of the soil to find out what had happened. I felt mael worms crawling all over my body and over my eyes. I was talking to my sister and she told me “You were going to get married but died.”

I don’t want it to be a self fulfilling prophecy so lets keep it short and sweet. I’ll keep this as a dream log but i won’t take it too seriousily because it’s just a dream. If i’m dead in 5 years you know what happened here.

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We need more “Dreamers”. Distinguishing religious types into categories; The tree of God.

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In this life we need more dreamers, the only way we truly fail is by giving up. The course is still undefined until we realize the reality that is fate. Fate is only defined as a product of all our work and contributions. We need to feed our positive ambitions, dreams and world instead of feeding our ego, pride and vanity. There are worlds out there and they are afraid of us because we are ignorant, xenophobic, homophobic, that we act out of fear to preserve ourselves that our animal selves will overcome us. We are barbaric with medieval fear instilled in us never to grow, never to experience what freedom is. Listening to these robots who have no authority over us that it’s tradition that it’s the way that’s it’s always been. We make the rules now, the only way we are going to grow to become more is if the old structure falls and the new one rises. And we don’t need the apocalypse to tell us the direction is wrong, we just need time for people to realize that maybe what they believe in isn’t completely true. That they are missing a piece of the puzzle.

When we start feeling the vibes of truth, god and the universe – the dimension of fate is open for us to control. Our salvation to getting out of this hell hole we were never meant to sit in. This frequency has been wrong from the start we were made for much more then this but have fallen so very far from what we are suppose to be. We can only build up brick by brick to bring our state of consciousness back to optimum values beyond this reality. If we destroy ourselves in the process we will be back to step one which is laying the first brick again. If we decide to build then one day we can have our castle – our island – our paradise and our world. We need to claim this world our own home once again.

The monotheists, christian’s will most likely kill their Christ again. They will not know the difference between the devil and the return of Christ in the end. But i believe if they have heart they will first ridicule him, then violently reject him and than embrace him. This all depends on how far the rejection process goes and if no man actually goes to take matters into his own hands. As for Atheists they will recognize a miracle when it happens before their eyes they are just longing for a touch of divinity in their life as much as any normal person. And for the Polytheist already know that the only way to a better world is to follow the best model paradigm of living for their life style. They will follow if it is required for them to follow and the ideal promises them a world more then what they have.

Tree of God: ALLAH, YHWH, I AM THAT I AM. EHYEH ASHER EHYEH

Omnipotent, Omniscient and Omnipresent. Omnibenevolent.

Omnipotent: Human, Angel and Demigod. Personal God.

 

Human beings o/o/o/o:

Monotheist, Atheist and Polytheist. Deists

Monotheist; Islamic, Judaism and Christian. Spirituality and prophets.

Traditional, Changing or Extremists, Moralists.

Atheist; Gnostic, Implicit  and Agnostic. Enhanced beings

Aggressive, Lacking or Passive. Statistical Consensus

Polytheist; Roman, Greek and Hinduism. Budhism

Imposing, Conformists and Neutral. “New age methodology and psychics”

Deists; Conservative, Liberal or Rebellious. Strategic

Economic, Religious and Political. Prophecy of Heart and logic.

(Picture reference: Deviant art by Jcbarquet)

3D rendering of Eternity; Life and Death. (more refined, rendered but still unhappy about legibility)

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A Psychological Scientific Synthesis of the Spiritual Frontier Pt. 2

A Holographic Poem of the 4th Depth. 4 different levels and 4 different degrees.

This elemental Stanza is the summary composition of everything.

Completion: Universe, Truth and God. Fate of the infinite, eternal, ambiguous three worlds. 

Refer to: Fate of the infinite, eternal, ambiguous three worlds.

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Life is not one thing, it is composed of many things and my work is to map out and align the elements and compositions of what life is made up of into compartmentalized components to see the integrated process. I have interpreted this system to be in a 3 sided pyramid shape with each corner being an element and a fourth one being a balance of all 3 ascending vertically being the magenta color. It’s not a particularly perfect science, it’s more of expressions, systems and functions mechanism hence why the work is so colorful. The work i do is beyond any selfish comprehension not of this world and inspirations of it’s origins still unknown to me other then what my resonating intuition beckons. I hope this information becomes a source of your inspiration,  understanding and that may even become invaluable to you as it is to me.

This is what i call a poem of the 4th depth. It has 4 different levels and 4 different degrees. This is more practically suited for a hologram which is not something easily accessible at the moment. Though this is a work for higher truth and understanding of progression in it’s roots in terminology we can understand, I would take this with a grain of salt for everything should be taken in moderation for everything is also on standby for future modification and alterations. Enjoy yourself hopefully you’ve learned something during your stay.

(1)Book of Completion: (a)Universe, (b)Truth and (c)God. (d)Fate of the infinite, eternal, ambiguous (ethos synthesis) of three worlds. 

(2)Universe: (a)Physical, (b)Mental and (c)Spiritual. (d)Benevolence.

(3)Truth: (a)Reality, (b)Fact and (c)Actuality (d)Paradigm.

(4)God: (a)Omnipotent, (b)Omniscient, (c)Omnipresent (d)Omnibenevolent.

(5)Fate of the infinite, eternal , ambiguous of three worlds: (a)empowerment, (b)enlightenment, (c)inspiration,  and (d)romanticism.

Progressive levels Red, Blue and Green are elements. Magenta is vertical ascending progression.

Progressive degrees Black, Orange and Yellow are progressive elements.

The ascended progression is suppose to be the synthesis of all three elements resolved and put together in order to “ascend” as a solution.

An important fact is distinguishing words from sentences from paragraph from book. All are in a different microcosm within the macrocosm of this fractal library. For example Universe as a book would have 3 levels below it like chapter, sentences then word. The reason the book “Universe” from pt.1 is different from pt. 2 is pt. 2 is generalizing from the macrocosm what the universe is whereas pt.1 of the universe book is only describing the physical domain of the universe.

First stanza, poem’s entry title is “Completion”. The World is composed of the Universe, Truth and God. Ascending element is the “Fate of the infinite, eternal , ambiguous (ethos synthesis) of three worlds”.

Second stanza. Universe is composed of Physical, Mental and Spiritual. Ascending element is Benevolence.

Third stanza. Truth is composed of Reality, Fact and Actuality. Ascending element is Paradigm.

Fourth stanza. God is composed of Omnipotent, Omniscient and Omnipresent factors. Ascending element is Omnibenevolent.

Fifth stanza. Fate of the infinite, eternal , ambiguous (ethos synthesis) of three worlds is composed of empowerment, enlightenment, and inspiration. Ascending element is romanticism.

Column (a) is of the physical realm aligned with Universe, Physical, Reality, Omnipotent and Empowerment.

Column (b) is of the mental realm aligned with Truth, Mental, Fact, Omniscient and enlightenment.

Column (c) is of the spiritual realm aligned with God, Spiritual, Actuality, Omnipresent, Inspiration and romanticism.

Column (d) is of the benevolent realm aligned with “Fate of the infinite, eternal , ambiguous (ethos synthesis) of three worlds”, Benevolence, Paradigm, Omnibenevolent and romanticism.

Completion: Universe, Truth and God. Fate of the infinite, eternal , ambiguous of three worlds. 

Universe: Physical, Mental and Spiritual. Benevolence.

Truth: Reality, Fact and Actuality Paradigm.

God: Omnipotent, Omniscient, Omnipresent Omnibenevolent.

Fate of the infinite, eternal , ambiguous (ethos synthesis) of three worlds: empowerment, enlightenment, inspiration,  and romanticism.

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A paint brush that can rewrite history: A dream, a wizard and friends.

It was all just a dream, but it was wild. I forgot the feelings of having good friends and exploring new worlds.

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I was asleep the first time dizzy and woke up to burglars. A bunch of rowdy hooligans a father a teenager and a child claimed to be the source of the gang. I yelled out that i heard people outside, i’m gonna come out with weapons. Of course i had no weapons when i came out and yelled that i was coming out as i came but i went out none the less and got the life beaten out of me. It looked like i was just a local blacksmith selling maces. Though i’m sure they had plans to plummet me to the ground with their new acquired black maces. My life was not to end there.

An old wizard came by that night and saved me. I felt i owed him my life. Nearby there was hidden loot cache the child of the group hid all their belongings. It would make  sense that we were neighbors. Out of that hidden loot cache we pulled out an old paint brush. It was no ordinary paint brush of course it was a paint brush to rewrite history however we wanted to. It seemed it was an old familiar tool of the wizard’s and he proceeded to use it changing into a heavily bearded younger asian version of himself.

And then i woke up, still not in my world apparently. I had a friend over and i heard a commotion outside, I was still dizzy from waking up and it was all hazy. I was at my routine again it must be damn burgulars again. I reached for my bat instinctively. I went up to my door and to my surprise it was all my high school friends just sitting at the door. What a lovely surprise, It seemed they all bused to a strange very green valley rural area. I asked where i was, they told me this beautiful place was Vancouver, apparently i lived there. And i asked when was this gathering and my mother said June.

I guess i’ve just been going overboard with preparing, acquiring attributes to hone my life’s “dart board skills”, and forgetting about what  life is about. My friends i miss very much. The adventures  of seeing new places. Traveling to strange exotic worlds. I think in this life my humble beginnings would have been Vietnam, but instead i’m here in Edmonton because my parents left Vietnam during the war. This is the current life i live now. And these alternate worlds in my head are just lost worlds that remind you of what you have, what you lost and what you’ve found.