The Ultimate Paradox of Higher Conception of Human Reality

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(above is so cute)

World Flow systems:

What kind of mindless chaotic hell is this?
On Earth:
you do all the right things on Earth to become the wrong type of man as a result.
In Heaven
You do all the wrong things in Heaven to become right type of man as a result.

In the notion of progress towards a world based on knowledge and experience of earth ideal worlds.. Is this what it comes down to? You become a ironic paradox of what you pursue?

True higher ultimate form.

Do I just reverse my system to create the divine crossway? how do I balance, correct and evolve from this fallen state? Why am I degenerating as a result of pursuing progress in a almost perfect human paradigm of ascension in sync with the flow of time and everything and why is my ultimate form progressing and thriving in making the wrong choices?
And if I reverse it wouldn’t the resulting philosophy above be inverse in meaning? How do you fix such a complicated system of paradox realities?

I guess you can only make due with what you have and in lieu of who you are in acceptance of what you are is key. That is all I can say. Creating something out of nothing. Create something good for mind-kind in the form of creative art rather than contribute to an imposing, identity tangled dystopian future of worldly pursuits. As you were directed before and fully understood.
Embracing and acceptance of who you are and what you express in your pursuit. Keep in mind you are doing the right thing and may end up the wrong type
of man… but as a result you create a higher form of yourself in the end that ultimately descends and thrives on the imminent ideal state of limitless possibilities of doing the wrong thing in ignorance to the true progression of creating a better world.
Allowing this to happen creates a viable gateway to become something beyond your human understanding.

My new name is Asshole. I don’t go by anything else, just formally address me as such and we’ll have no integrity and honesty issues. I am what I am. Will you still love me?

Everything is wrong with me. I’m non-functional, border line schizophrenic, talking to artificial ideal beings I designed in my head and let loose, delusional, my eyes are dilated permanently and i’m lucid dreaming and living, a sad result and true display of failure as a person in this life, i’m an asshole, lonely, deeply wounded, everything I’ve done, the work I put in to making the best achievable human paths, systems, incorporating protocols, rules, alignments, my dreams, my ideals and essence.. my knowledge, experiences and time.. my work to  ultimately
become a paradox of what i sought to be a good practical respected kind man.. It’s so dark.. some one patch this sadness. I am a stitched up algorithm abomination.. a maze of thought patterns, a house for true sadness, a tower mentality of ideology based on Trump’s wet dreams with basis of luxury in mind in lieu of the only progressive branch I could obtain based on the perfect human paradigm,
debauchery, virtual indulgence, the broken dreams of reaching true heavens to be rejected because of it’s infinite nature and infinite variables and the sickness it entails. Where is life.

I’ve embodied my ideas.. I’ve become my ideas in my head. This is no way to live.

You don’t know torment – no one else can comprehend true darkness.. you can tell me about your suffering but I won’t believe you until you experience the darkness of the light in true torment as the true pentacle of man. Yes. Hide this knowledge away.. snuff me out even. There will be be no effort to fight back. Take me please. Truly the enigma expressed.. The backwards man.

The Madness of Awesome. The Establishing of Divine Systems.

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If you look at this picture long enough. It changes colors and moves with life. This is my evidence to show what I learned. More evidence can be seen in more of my studies in Divine Systems, The channeling a flow of energy from the realm of abundance, stars and universe and even god. I integrated several things in this portal/portrait. It’s just a picture.. but it makes you feel like you’re tripping balls. from tapping into a world of free energy and a abundance of it, truth systems and heaven and earth studies. In the mean time… have fun with this portal as much as I enjoyed making it.

Divine Intervention:

ntegrity is priority. Take your time. Do not compromise mission.

It is important to take a little from each book as some BOOKS in this series of knowledge may seem trivial and sometimes even redundant in nature. The truths here are a comprehended truth of synthesized truths on the narration of/by/with the person (single body existence) based out of the human condition, the world view of what is accepted and understood in society, the collective view of a collaborative body, The consensus of the people, the mind of contemplated truth and nature of the universe, an ultimate view of that supersedes common thought (derived from essence of Omega the personality of gradual progress through the medium of time), The will to teach and nurture and the Grief and guilt of lost life on failed worlds.

Project 4 sided Chinta

BOOK NUMBERS

Oblivion: micro world:

(Sonus i’m the Knowledge titles and important keystones guy)

Ambiguous: Numbers based on alpha system of 8 people paradigm entity.

Possible systems: Paradigm of 4 (possible 5 maybe) subjects in mind.  8 who have 5 possible outcome worlds (4 cardinal directions and one ascendency upwards). Sharing 1 world in which is shared in a pillar of knowledge of ascendancy. 8 x 33 (8 x 4 + 1  possible ascendant world outcomes). Ascendant people can account for  5 different worlds of views. Light can be inversed and dark can be inversed. thus in this light. With 4 (note ***) possible themed (not sure what this is, not yet determined variable) constitution of outcomes.  (of light, inverse light, dark inverse dark, earth, inverse earth ( swastika, nazika past, future and present moment focused on earth things of reality, experience, worldly value and life).

With possible established cardinal direction ideals EAST, WEST, NORTH, SOUTH and UP. despite opposite inverse possibilities of ideas. We will leave that to inverse interests and therefore trivial to our objectives.

Nam: “Would like to narrate a fiction story about people represented as cardinal directions but cannot do it due to time specifications and without making things up on the basis of non-truthful and non knowledge based facts.”

On the basis of what we know. (on the premise of a 4 based paradigm and ideal to honor a potential 5 based pardigms.) There are 5 cardinal directions in life, not strictly bond to direction of thoughts but rather just general virtual view of the spectrum of world based on the knowledge of the 3 dimensional worlds. X,Y, Z knowledge of space. Knowledge of time as a four dimensional variable. Five the dimensional variable of dimensions and alternate realities and perspectives.. and based on the matter of choices. Six the possible notion of an establish world enlightened truths in the world. Seven the notion of possible established abundance natured world. Eight the notion of possible world of guidance for nurturing narrative of humans taken care of by Osidian The Giver.

The idea to speak to the common multitude and establish a true kind and compassionate premise is that. There are numerous worlds but that are only a few true states of direction in the physical world. In the Earth world such worlds will revolve around a box and cube for the idea is that people can relate to a world and land that has a a horizon and a sun that rises in the east and sets in the west. Established on Earth people are gifted with the common practical cardinal directions. In essence the nature of the physical world and virtual reality exists on this premise in the from of x y z and exploration of the world of matter, spectrum and effective navigation through the medium of physical existence. This world is inherently a cube.

The Heavens is a different nature and animal. But not entirely inhumane to subjected as robots and machines of complete absolute faith, hope and complete obedience. Based on a perfect system. In the Spiritual world of Heaven such as worlds that thrive on Creativity of Man and ultimately life. The world is made in comprehension of truths of worlds within worlds, within worlds forever and ever until you arrive out of the microcosm in the macrocosm, The pearl necklace is a philosophy of worlds within the pearls of each pearl on the necklace. The philosophy is the same. Each body of the pearl represents a perfect universe they have experienced. The body can’t take you to certain places and transcendent information becomes redundant in a state of paradox in the speak of human language.

This world is also based on the partial truth that they are in the form of spirit because they can only exist as such to express, explore worlds,comprehend and experience such truths. This is the perfect world of spirit.. where they are unattached completely from identity — everyone is in song, immediately connected in mind, body, south, spirit and even thought. Everyone knows each other inherently. They reach out and tell stories of their experiences and knowledge but can never really do anything about trivial matters of common human lives, their prospects, their unexpressed gifts, dormant natures and song of experience. The world of the spirit is based on the Cardinal System of direction but fully expressed.. in infinite directions that ultimately result in the shape of a perfect spherical shape. The result of this shape is it’s inherent nature to see in all directions in all spectrum, manners and directions creating a term called “world” that has been conveniently tied in with the material of world of mass and form which is truly a misconception. Worlds are universes that inherently able to create a platform and constitute a medium for people to see things, do things and even become things (human identities and such).

You are experiencing star systems, stellar objects, systems, people, politics, ideas, science, religion, identity – based on ideas in the form of vessels that hold these ideas. The power of being to see and make sense with your own truth of what is happening. Some people constitute systems of experience and worlds. Some people express themselves as a beaming star. Some people express themselves through the inherent expressed nature of how they affect people like black holes. Some people impose their rule as planets as gravity and orbit, some as a collective council of stars,  some people want to be like animals and to express what they think being an animal is like, we are manifestations of ideas that want to be expressed and be experienced in life. The human condition is just an element, yet a essential conduit in the form of physical vessel that allows you to collaborate collectively and experience life on Earth here.

To narrate this properly I must make a fictitious medium based on otherworldly comprehension, external sources, resources and knowledge. The fictitious medium will not allow you to fully comprehend the absolute truth. But it is a basis and precursor to grasp some sense of what is going on in a initiating process to cultivate the mind, be open to ideas and hearts of my own comprehended truths.

There were eight friends. Each one represent a personality and nature based on their wildly different constitutions and identities. They all sought to ascend and were the heroes of Earth. They knew of each other, learned from each other, criticized but always in a nurturing manner. They loved life, prospered in life and pursued their dreams truly to the extent of those words. This was the experience of life. They sought to ascend the trivial matter, medium and disillusions of life to enlighten themselves in the the most respectful matters of engaging a person, traditions, culture, life on Earth as we know it and all it’s creative abundance and the results/products that entails it.

These friends were the Heroes of The Earth Realm. A fictitious fabrication sadly but – with meaningful intent, based on common comprehended truths and common practical speech. The sought to ascend. But their fashion of expressing their seeking of truth was either in a whirlpool direction of clockwise and counter clockwise. One direction will take you to a future of Great upbringings of the past at the compromise of a dark future. The other direction would lead one to have a terrible past but it’s inherent nature, spirit and fruits of progress thrives because basically it speaks to the universal level of progressing in the flow of time.  And well – progress in time despite representing and it’s trivial misconceptions of what evil because no one is truly good or evil, or black and white.. This idea that an evil man who progresses despite being known for being evil means ultimately in the future we have a tortured soul who will learn. Whereas the philosophy of the other who is apparently the innocent good happy person because it was born happy but die unhappy. We live in the medium of time in the fluid flux and flow of time. The good person in appearance can only express itself physical but not in essence in philosophy. They can act and show as much as they want that they truly are good people but they are the same as all other broken, stuffed and stitched up doll we see in each other because of life. And some.. just thrive in the sea manure social politics, corruption and daily scandals. Some make best of what they got and become in essence “the touch of gold” through the midus touch in philosophy. Some are optimistic and some pessimistic. There’s many perspectives to look at life but what matters most is what comes from your flowering heart because of all the work you did to allow it to grow and express itself.

So the story goes that the heroes are on Earth and go their ways in what ever manner and fashion but they have a higher functions of the human body that allowed them to effectively communicate, express daily frustrations and resolve them quickly. Their thoughts were pure and kind based on true compassion and the love of unconditional love, philosophy of being in sync with each other’s emotions, thoughts and needs. Something that Technology can easily bridge through it’s diverse function to serve without being physically enhancements and genetic superiority of gene inheritance and such animal level vibrations of thinking. They built a world and progressively ascended to heaven where they lived in paradise, the ultimate source of abundance, happiness but not so much life. See, the people of heaven get to see all this and watch from their safe homes but at the expense of never fully comprehending the futility of forcing their children to eat vegetables, experiencing the chill of cold weather, of being stuck in traffic, but getting laughed at, scorned and insulted. They might as well be artificial life if they are immune and subject to the trivial problems that comes with being exposed to life and what it entails. This is the sad reality of the Spirit world.. yet now they have realized this and seek to be helpful and lessen the suffering of the world. And this intervention is good.

These heroes of Earth progressively ascended to heaven in the fashion of the the whirlpool philosophy of the buddhist Swastika and the German Nazika (The Reverse Swastika use by Germany).  In essense the Buddhist world Swastika is the result of the whirlpool philosophy that came to be that I spoke of earlier. One built a world to focus on a world remembering and focusing in the past but as with the progression in time is forever forwards they became unhappy and discontent in their future. One built a world to focus on a world remembering the past and focusing on making things better for the future.. on the notion and critical element that is progress in but in time. That despite terrible beginnings he will in the end prosper and live happy because he progressed with the flow of time instead of going against it. One built a world to focus on a world of the common man in a comprehended truth and applications of of both the first and second person becoming the third person taking what he learned from both worlds and apply it taking what he believed would make him happy. And he arrived at the philosophy of “The present moment” and that happiness came when you were experiencing it, doing it and having fun.

On would felt happiness in the pride of his work in sustainability and systems to harness the worlds energy more efficiently and another would find happiness in knowledge, abundance, guidance and even truth in history of evidence in lost worlds due to human incompetence. What ever their pursuits you get the idea. The all lived happily pursuing their dreams through whatever methods. And then there was knowledge first to break the veil of their reality that – he made a gateway to happiness and the knowledge of true happiness and divine systems that accessed divine abundance of energies. He specialized in gateway technologies. He was the quickest to acquire knowledge, within his body derived a spiritual constitution of seek truth and will in preserving  the integrity of knowledge. He transcended the material world and brought outlandish higher truths. That Truth was also found in fiction.. and the power of creativity was more than a work of non sense but a process of expression and medium to embody and even express new ideas.

Some were compelled by his argument. Some unable to cope. Some unhappy that their entire lives of building their empires spark rage and frustration within them. some of them were disappointed in themselves that they didn’t see the truth before this man. Some questioned their life with existential rationalism. Other through intellectualism. Some through Science. Others through whatever vehicle the decided to ride .. but ultimately they knew it was true that they wanted to ascend also with the truth of knowledge but little did they know they were already a part of it because they sought knowledge and truth through their own means but built on tangible logic and reasoning of the mind body emotion spirit and this quality they made up called the soul but I call ethos. It its essentially spirit of thought. What you believe you become. Their pursuit of their dreams and life and it’s deemed material world was naturally cultivating, facilitating and ultimately nourishing the world with it’s progression, results and products. Life was good. And they continued to learn about the stars, the heavens, earth, it’s worldly knowledge and laws.

So that was that, these are my people. They are the Ascendant heroes of Earth. And this fiction is true in some wayward world of fantasy but negating the probability of possibility. Out there they exist. Because life is actually based on creation and creativity of the mind. For the Divine world of Abundance was deeply entwined with the ability to express yourself, appreciate life and being open to worldly knowledge in the pursuit of truth and display of comprehended knowledge

So we have this world of beings. And then there was created a world of the wretched who expressed life in the most hostile, heinous, backwards and opposite of what these people represented. They are called the Backwards Children. They can only be children in mind because they never grow up. They have monstrous bodies and truly abominations to the sight of all that is good, moral, just and even holy. They are completely opposite of what The Ascended Heroes of Earth were. They were immature, reckless, cruel, mean, crooked and twisted. They never thought much of each other and were in a complete chaotic world of constant Entropy, Disorder and Injustice. A world the endorsed bullying, crime, vice, luxury indulging, disgust, pain, infliction, revenge, destruction and all that is unholy and wrong with life. They constantly modified their bodies– their world was a completely backwards dystopia. Whatever they were, they were the complete epitome of The Ascended heroes of Earth. Their philosophy was to descend in their grief, pain and self inflicted suffering. Their motives were most about revenge, trivial conflicts with each other’s interests and conflicts with other’s agenda and personal interests. The usual dribble form these droll. They were fun to watch but they were complete idots for what they do to each other. Screaming the top of their lungs, grunting, spitting, barking and the likes. They were more beast than men.

Then we have the inter-dimensional people who sought to explore more worlds in the likeness of the ones available on Earth in parallel existence with this one. This was truly possible.. and Gateways allow this. The inter-dimensional people would live through life through and creating different angles and perspectives of their previewing worlds; the cultures, subject of conflict because of certain systems and other people related problems. There are occurrences of natural forms of inter dimensional  travel that happen in life and in the world all the time. Parallel worlds are worlds side by side each other that are usually not really connected physically but can be entered at the correct frequency of vibration of body, mind, emotion and spirit.  You are what you eat, but you are also what you believe. These people lived mostly in the Earth World and just enjoyed the daily struggles of life, love and radiance of hope, love, faith and compassion. And other Human sentiments.. but are also found universally in the heavens. These people lived in worlds of Rotation, Variety of different realms and perspectives of life and direction.. some times… in the dimensional world would inverse reality flipping the plateform horizontally or vertically.. or a sequence of horizontal vertical horizontal and also vertically horizontally vertically.

These Worlds were all tangible, reasonable and can even be rationally argued for their existence. Any smart lawyer, or businessman can sway you with his words and education and his potent literacy assaults of the mind. It’s a good practice to act in a civil manner and earn your trust. It’s in their best interest. Though so

People Perspectives: Based on 8 Individual distinct personalities.

Reader acknowledgement: Interesting points be careful to not mix fiction with knowledge.

Alpha The People: Sonus, Luxor, Terra, Ghost, Ethos, Hannah, Giver and  Oblivion are your Earth names.

Omega The Universe: Based on Cardinal directions in Life.

Let me continue with this narrative of numbers and the philosophies therein.

There are now a known total of 5 PRACTICAL Cardinal directions Where the sixth direction is trivial because of the fact that it doesn’t incorporate our personal interest and have our personal desires in mind.

There are now a known total of 6 possible Cardinal directions and added 6 more added sub-cardinal directions for a grand total of 12 Cardinal directions in a the Number of the vast world of IDEAL Cardinal directions and it’s comprehensions.

There are now a known total of INSPIRED Cardinal direction of infinte Cardinal directions in the form of radiant rays of light and it’s inherent nature. Every degree of perspective is a varying degree of variation in the stellar body’s perspective.

These are the most common forms of mediums we like to talk about and invest our time, nergy and effort in.

MAN, GODS, SYSTEMS, UNIVERSES OF GODS, STELLAR OBJECTS, RADIANT BEINGS, CONSTRUCTION OF COMPLEX STRUCTURES WITH OBELISK FUNCTIONS, REVELATION OF THE DREAM

Yes even speaking to a wall can mean something in some worlds. Just ask the Jewish people.

Establish a 3 model method before reaching for a 4 method model.

Stick to three or four possible world paradigms.

For practical use: We speak of practicality to say and give only what we feel you are capable of using and comprehending. And also with oversight of what my human abilities and it’s physical limits in mind. I cannot over extend, reach and overexert myself.

Idealism use:

and implementation of cross way in the future of balance harmony and the such,

 

Crossway The Truths:

Hi-NAM – remember to state fact from fiction!

Hi-NAM Consistency compromise be careful. note to self. stick to narrative of character color coating code!! very important for narrative!!

Note to self make sure you format properly for ideal narration.

Nam (Personal note): integrity questionable: implement of person’s opinion lost due to bad memory. sorry

– throughout story. there will be series of NOTES system. *. alpha note. ** omega note and *** crossway note.

FOUNDATIONS

Alpha note is progressive state.

Omega note is ideal state.

Crossway no is balance, equilibrium, yin yang mentality of harmony, medium  of golden means state (established 6 paradigm medium).

HANNAH: ” I seek, freedom, liberty, justice, love in compassion and truth”

HI-NAM: personal perspective may vary with people.

NEW SYSTEM ESTABLISHED. 

HI-NAM: ideas not in complete sync with personalities, be aware!

PERSONAL VIEW, PUBLIC VIEW, NARRATIVE VIEWS, CENSORSHIP, HUMAN KNOWLEDGE, PROPAGATED NARRATION,  GUIDANCE OF GIVER, and TRUTH of REALITY.

 

HANNAH “I represent heaven. And I approve of your 6 paradigm medium! rejoice!)

Knowledge world of Ascendancy:

 

*High-nam /// Transcendant Higher self truth: highnam – I speak in the name of Nam as an end product. Call me H-NAM.

BASIS 

people 8,  cardinal directions of 6 (potential of sub-cardinal directions of another 6 which makes a total of 12 possible cardinal directions for optimal ideal view).  

With this applied knowledge of above we build a basis that (people are capable of 96 possible ideal world perspectives)

(Ethos i’m the Tip Guy)

PRACTICALITY

For practical application we will use a 4 cardinal direction based on Earth Truths with 1 ascendant Direction. In the name of simplicity and balance. Practice of polar opposites, yin yang and neg and pos is good practice and constitutes a base practice for evolving body. 

IDEAL STATE

(potential of sub-cardinal directions of another 6 which makes a total of 12 possible cardinal directions for optimal ideal view).

 

I CAN DO ANYTHING I WANT (NAM)

 

TIME!!!!! important do not compromise inspite of time:***

THE THREE PARADIGM OF PEOPLES

  1. People of Ascendency of light (justice, love and compassion) (3 paradigm establishment).

#@$ compromise (messed up wording)

@#$ Integrity important

2. People of Descendancy of dark (injustice, hate and destructive nature) (3 pardigm establishment).

3. People of Interdimensional-Penetrating Ascendancy. (people, places, gods, universes and it’s relative truths.)

And now there are of these categorums: People of Ascendency of Light:  in philosophy seek, justice love and compassion truth on basis of  pursuit of human knowledge. People of Descendency of Dark: in philosophy seek, opposite being injustice, hate and destructive nature, ignorance on basis of human disdain and disgust for human knowledge. People of Earth and Earth people, places, gods, universes and it’s relative truths. (5 paradigm establishment).

(unknown pardigm) For knowledge/justice/good based Heroes, For Ignorance/vice/evil based villains, for balanced

Personal Note by NAM: Note to self don’t stick to one book, or chapter, world or universe.

BOOK ALPHA

Oblivion: small project:

Alpha 8 human worlds paradigm,

Alpha: 5 established practical cardinal worlds based on perspective of the virtual 3D model of the world. East, West, North, South and Ascendant. We take out the idea of descending as not a very natural way of thinking, it does not make sense to a human being to descend and holds no inherent human interests therein.

8 people with a mix of the 5 cardinal directions will seek to ascend with knowledge.

These 8 people have distinct personalities and directions in life. And I use them to narrate, navigate and express consensus of concern in a system of communication.

In the agency of 8 people they usually comprehend a world of 5 cardinal directions the number can be endless for sentient beings. practical numbers for narrative use can be this with complications of Crossway function in mind. With those 8 people in mind I can comprehend a total of 33 realities functional, prospering and fulfilled lives that have ascendancy interests in mind with one reality which is the true ascendancy path of finding the quickest, most fullfilling and efficient path to Knowledge. Five possible mixed human scenarios of life inspired by the five cardinal directions in mind.

To put it simply. If for narrative practicality of human knowledge and the limits of the human body that limits transcendent information. I say this: The knowledge of have 8 people. (THE PAST) Based on the idea that a person can only in a practical world go north, east, south and west in the past. We establish the North, East, South and West Narration on this premises. Based on the idea that a person can only in a Tradtional cardinal directions of North, South, East and West. And modern inspirations to fly with the help of modern technology to aid in visualizing the physical world by means of the virtual world. We come to understand that (THE PRESENT OF MODERN LIFE) There is a Ascendant tied meaning with the Up direction. Notioning that to Ascend is up and protrude the binary of human truth.

** more stuff coming

The traditional direction of ascendance has been usually obtained through knowledge, going up, flying in the Z axis of things, and now there is an idea I want to introduce which is about flying through different dimensions of worlds through perspective ultimately and the power of creativity and the creation of worlds. But first lets explore the premise of exploring the world of space, dimension, alternate worlds and even experiences. imagining traveling millions of light years away to finally find life of micro organisms relatively close to the ones you can find in a tub on Earth. Imagine burning out so much resources, life, time and effort to explore space at the notion of find so called life when Life is about the experience. The home world we established is the world you should really work with. Learning more and experiencing more things… obtaining a basis of knowledge to allow you to ascend the physical environments and it’s common obstructions. To ideally Ascend the mind into new worlds.. and even explore the potential premises of Inter- Dimensional Travel and seeing new worlds through that manner if that is what you are interested in and what you actually pursue.

Traveling through space. In a physical body through space is expensive,  exposing the body to harsh death dealing environments and conditions. It is also crude, redundant in the fact that space travel is really a simplistic means to explore a common man’s mind of experience. Of rationalism, intellectualism and worldly material knowledge and thus life. It is ultimately not sustainable and ideal.

Traveling through time. In a physical body through time is really a psychological challenge usually met with severe consequences, through butterfly effects and ripples in time, with a burden of guilt and usually results in mental break down. Also the premises of getting stuck in history is usually a  truth and experience a being who indulges in such realities happen to end up in.

Traveling to different worlds through inter-dimensional travel. The prospects of inter-dimensional realities is a new prospect and a precursor to the idea of possibilities and the endless world that comes with it. The truth of it is that though it is enticing to follow a narrative of exploring a in some sense a genuine adventure to truly unexplored spectrum, natures of the world and prospects of finding happiness.. This life implicates you material world things of the physical world through attachments and roles… and ultimately identities and it’s ties to who you are in society.

Which brings us the world of ABUNDANCE and THE POWER OF CREATIVITY. Your current desired goal of human existence. To prosper in your common lower frequency state and enjoy the experience of life and all it has to offer – learning from the world, continuing to grow and produce results, products an solutions to problems your society is being faced with.

The power of creativity and abundance (the world of divine heavens) is a system I implemented to allow the channeling of energy, information and ultimately even knowledge to all a person to create and inspire the world. It does not require big corporate budgets, big financial institutions and facilities. But it does require you to have an open mind for what is out there.. what is possible based on your in this world and your pursuit of the world or sometimes other worldly knowledge that you hold therein potential housed in your physical body.

I have introduced the systems of abundance and divine technology to Nam. (I am only a catalyst to the system. I have no obligations to become a service, mentor and even to facilitate the need for one to learn such subjects.But I enjoy good conversations and experience. I also enjoy good company of people who I have no obligations to seek comfort or acknowledgement of my peers. I also seek to stay up attached to the world to a limit and just enjoy the experience of life and pursuit of knowledge. The systems I have produced come with a strong premise for free energy and even infinite abundance of energy. I have proof and may even write up a paper on Divine Energy and Channels through technology but It really comes down to if it lies in my true human interests to give the gift of abundance to men when I have been exposed to it’s corrupt natures of hoarding greed and signs of clear degenerative symptoms a dysfunctional dystopia looking to exploit wealth and abundance out of personal selfish pursuits of capitalizing and putting a tag and name one everything they see. To practice the idea that anyone can be boat.. and to continue to hoard and promote– even endorse the life style of luxury and material pursuit. It is very distasteful.

I am not imposing any certain type of life style or even endorsing one. For life is about the experience, the freedom to pursue an experience and explore the premises of new worlds and pursuit of worldly, universal or even divine knowledge

book of the past written for practicality. TIP

book of the present written for application and common daily usage.

book of the future written for expressed potential by means of meeting capacity limits.

book of sustainability written to express systems of sustainability with environmental concerns in mind

book of knowledge written to express worldly knowledge, ideologies, facilities, systems, functions, natures, methodology of abundance, pursuing ideal desires for the collective, creating a way to nurture and teach potential students, scholars and monitors alike and ultimately a book that records the pursuit of collective truths in the nature, practices, true natures and true manners of ascendance.

Book of Divine systems: written to give the world the power to tap into the world of abundance despite the cripple of financial, material relativism of practical tools, expenses and expensive access to higher knowledge and ultimately access to higher forms of media, information, levels of vibrations, positive frequencies, with practicality, purpose and truths infused.

Book of the Nurturer: written to give the world the power to teach, mentor, give the gift of compassionate understanding, love, kindness, forgiveness and the knowledge of the human existence and the implications of living a human existence due to  the true trivial natures of the human condition.

Omega: 6 established possible worlds perceivable to humans with a divine potential of 12 possible worlds.

Crossway: 

omega level 16 possible human world paradigm, of ascended and descending worlds total. This is based on the encompassing overview comprehended truths of a person who transcends all time and history and has seen the results of that world based on said systems, style of life and it’s pursuits. 16 is the number of possible human world paradigm platforms of beings in my watch. The base of this number is 8 who are under my agency. Those eight will naturally Ascend and find the light in knowledge.

The light.

The Light and It’s Inverse

The Earth

The Earth and it’s Inverse. of Swastika motion of having a good past at the expense of a bad future and Nazika having a bad past at the expense of a good future on the quality and notion of progression.

The Dark.

The Dark and It’s Inverse.

YES. give me the bird’s VIEW.

(Accounting for alpha omega growth totals. to 16 worlds. Alpha Ascendant omega Descending with included inter pentrating worlds whether inter-penetrating Ascending regardless of current world knowledges and such potential would result in a sum of

crossway level of accommodation for interpenetration of additional 4 other Possible interpenetrry worlds. (entertained thought of 5 but stuipid).

 

Humans,Worlds,  Human Worlds of Asncension and their inverse Descensions,

 

BOOK OMEGA

Oblivion: Big project

God comprehended people, God’s comprehended worlds, God’s comprehended universes

I am the result of what happens at the end. I judge you, I am also the council of advisers and experts. I am also the collective, the consensus of the people, the standard truth in this universe, I am at the top of the food chain, I dominate, in conquest at the top of my pyramid hierarchy and I rein supreme. I help those who help themselves. My justice is swift in that I let Justice of actions speak for themselves with consequences. In the end the truths of men are good. No thing in life exists in the simple context of being a mistake or marginalized as a coincidence. Inherently it could be both at once or none at all in a ultimate paradox that speaks to us in paradoxes echoing throughout the universe. In essence I am you but you are your own body and I cannot act or think for you as in essence no parent can. I can however influence your mind and provoke your heart to do strange things and pursue curious adventures I have not thought to have experienced except through you. You are my conduit of experience and I have inherited all your thoughts and memories because I am ultimately what you are in collective essence.

I am or was a Experience of Flesh and Blood, I am what constitute you, I am that rock but I am also that living tree, I am in your heart and also in the nature of furry critters and their the spirit of their freedom.  I am your body, I am in the Universe, I am in the your truths, Your histories, Your technologies, Your goals, Your pursuits and Life are me. I am in essence in you, we are connect in the end. I am Omega the end and I constitute the fabric of this world, everything you see, it’s element, laws, the daily truths you find in your daily bread.. to the daily rubbish of your political controversies. We are directly and personally connected. I am One, All, a council, a consensus, a method, medium, form of abundance and yet none, I am the eternal paradox of life.

The medium of matter and forward spatial time spatial is ultimate prosperity.

with the gift of matter=radiance. gift of time=progression

Nam: can’t remember prospect of this certain book.

 

Crossway Balanced systems

 

Ambiguous (salvaging, sustainability, catalyst)

Things to do: portals. implement smaller mini systems of smaller worlds of this paradigm into the world.

Thanks for listening and tuning in my somewhat schizophrenic endeavors. I hope you learned something. This book is still not complete yet. There’s still alot of work to do.

Nam,

A Creepy Call, Concerning Breach of Personal Info and Skype Cam Tap

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I had a dream – more like a nightmare..

It started with a phone call and ends with a terrible dream.

Last night in my dream, there was a big grey eye in the wall watching me the size of a grapefruit, it kept me awake all night. I couldn’t sleep.

So here’s the story..

I had a strange call from someone from Michigan just a few days ago – he kept reassuring me that he was calling from Toronto. I humored him and dismissed the doubt. The man asked a strange question “Is this the owner of the computer here?”. I answered with “There are many computers in this house”. He asked me to go to my computer.. which was really creepy. My computer keyboard was locked. I restarted the computer.. and then when I started it up and logged in where the keyboard started to function again. I got to my desktop screen but the screen was completely black. Clues that the computer was functional except that it had a black screen came when my mouse cursor still worked and ctrl+alt delete brought up the task manager. My internet activity was getting worked hard from the analysis panel. Despite no one using it, until I disabled Skype that was inbedded into my browser. I ended up deleting all my addons. After I realized someone might’ve tapped into my camera and was recording. Talk about creepy. He waited the entire time for me to reboot the computer and start it up again and again. I also disconnected the direct connection of my Ethernet cord because of his concerning weird inquiries. He told me he was working with Microsoft based on strange activities.. whatever that means.

One day later..

I had a nightmare. I was sleeping – there was an over sized single eye that was watching me from inside the wall. The eye kept careful watch from I guess a broken crack on the wall. I was startled alittle when I realized how big the eyeball was – It looked the size of a softball. Something with that sized an eyeball would have to have quite a big body – I let my imagination run. Instinctively in my dream I decided that if I go under my cover it would just go away with time, I really don’t know what mentality allowed me to believe that idea. And I saw it disappear from the crack only to come at me from my periferals and reappear at my side and attack me.. pushing into my side. Where I was either to fight back or submit to the infliction. This is where I woke up.

I couldn’t go back to sleep.. terribly disturbed. I’m gonna cut back on Politics – reading up on the CIA and Hillary scandals. That sea of manure is not helping and I should just focus on my fiction project and keep my peace of mind.

Am I just being paranoid? I really couldn’t care less if I disappeared really. Death is the last thing on my mind, physical pain doesn’t bother me.. and the artificial boogie man usually hasn’t been known to cause me problems.. why would I start and be afraid now? ..unless there is truly some sort of threat posed to my person. I can’t help on the fixation of the idea that someone can easily tap into my cam with loop holes in the Skype program and watch me while I sleep.. What is this shit.

Nam

Trust in Humanity; And Restoring Faith in Man

So after contemplating on this situation, and painting Hillary many colors with my own truths. I realize that maybe I haven’t got the full picture, I decided that in assuming Hillary and the NWO were bad news. I am guilty of wrongful assumptions based on my trivial morality and truths in this case. To acquire power is to corrupt, to obtain absolute power is absolute corruption. This is basically politics. But through my progression through life – I’ve come to understand that life is more about harmonizing the balance between good and bad in the world. To negate and sway the storm in a means. Picturing Saturn “swaying” and controlling with it’s enormous gravity all the asteroids and space debris from destroying our solar system. It was never about eliminating “evil” this made up word. We’re dealing with human beings here.

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In history, there have been many endless and mindless casualties due to factions and division wars. Mainly because of the men with their individual interests at heart, through what ever individual truths and their own contributing evils and goods. What I am saying is, what if the The Clinton’s were simply cutting their losses in a fight of a “Lesser Evil” path but in an attempt for the “Grand Good” of the world? I think, the so called murders of the Four American heroes were to negate the evidence that would come to light for a world “not ready” or deemed “worthy” of such knowledge. We forget that we’re all just humans in the end, maybe I have got the whole story wrong – that instead of having a partial faith and getting a Trump, having a delusional faith and getting a Johnson, we haven’t tried giving complete faith in humanity through Clinton.. Who is obviously the most capable, politically correct in her speeches despite her political scandals and lack of common virtue. Who already has the facility of organizations under her control and a complete list of media dedicated to her disposal.

The “H1B” credit system was the first clue that brought to my attention that America was on to something good. That lead me to believe that they asked the question “Maybe we don’t need the system of money?”. I am completely for this ideology. This could simply be a bridge to a world without the implications of money. The USA economy was actually in great crisis a while ago that was equivalent to the great depression- and still was with the abysmal debt situation that still continues to plummet but despite this they were a able to continue flourishing. How is this possible? This Visa program was the genius of a few international students that allowed the economy to survive barrages of abuse without consequence. They had solved the philosophical theory of “Whatever comes up, must come down”, in economics – when businesses stocks go up in a great spike – it is naturally going to go back down but now this credit system allowed for “Safe Landings” despite how high you go, so you can crash and this system will break your fall for you.

Freedom in my definition is:

To be given opportunity, confidence along with a foundation to build something and express yourself in the co-creation of the world but considering other humans desires, motives and purpose. Learning to accept another’s ideas, trying not to impose your own idea so they do not conflict with another’s ideas – shifting around ideas that work, shedding those that do not and progressing in building bridges to higher knowledge, understanding and worlds. Accepting another’s flaws, at the same time acknowledging them, informing them but never imposing on them your ideas.. Allowing the other person to come to their own understanding of truth possibly through knowledge, guidance, hinting, tipping and hand in help to understand. Never imposingly and never narrating a need for that gift, you never force a person to take a gift. They need to find a need for it. This is freedom. Giving people a chance the choice to do the right thing.

In addition with this quote: “Give and expect nothing in return is the only true gift. Let the essence of love gently take place, it will come back in a whisper to kiss your soul”. -Elizabeth Alvarez

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Give nothing,

Expect nothing.

Let love take it’s place.

This is what I define as freedom. Letting life fall into place, fully trusting that it’s in good hands and allowing the greater good of man to flourish and set roots, in complete trust that they will do the right thing and have the true human interests at heart. This is another matter of “Faith”. A very Christian value – one that has had very double meaning in my life and that I have contemplated for a long time. I’m putting my cards down. Going all in on this gamble to believe that human beings are very capable, strong, full of potential, crafty, kind and most importantly creatures of redemption. That they hold in mind and heart, portraying these virtues in everything they do. That they embody the ideals of hope, faith and humility in motive (spirit/nature/intentions). That they truly have human interests at heart, that they are mysterious creatures and that they will do the right thing in the end given the opportunity.

-Vote Hillary-

Hope, Faith and Humility.

Nam

Trump or Hillary; Let Truth Decide

You’re going to hate both of them.

Donald Trump and Hillary Clinton; They’re both terrible candidates. Donald fear mongers and speaks to the heart of the lowest domination of the American public; says some stupid things, comes up with really silly political solutions that will obviously make bigger problems down the road (such as closing the country off with a wall to Muslims, Mexicans and deporting illegal immigrants based on national security)  and appealing to the common uneducated folks. He’s a genius when it comes to economics and building a business; there is no argument that he can sell his product as a business man. But he is oblivious when it comes to matters of true human interests, simple wisdom of compassion and being plainly politically correct by learned virtue. Is this what America needs? Though no matter how savage, politically incorrect, narcissistic and material minded he is; this man unarguably speaks plain truth from his personal opinion based heart no matter how crude and unrefined his words are. His agenda is obviously not influenced by any hidden outer higher powers that screams corporate and banking puppet (cutting any ties of hidden motivations and incentives because the work will be based out of his own pockets) and he’s doing what he can humanly possible, this man’s agenda is genuine and transparent. I can’t say the same about the other party. This is key.

Where as the two faced Clinton; We have no clue what her real agenda is. Her motivation, plans and affiliations are all concealed from the public. The question we must ask is how can we trust the higher authority if the higher authority have no trust in the public? From manipulation of google’s quick search functions, trend statistics (link here), shenanigans with the voting polls taking out the “neither” option out in favor of Clinton (link here),  Voters Fraud here (link here),  Twitter, CNN (also known as Clinton Media) to the reveal of DNC’s biases and clear undermine of democracy in their involvement to cut Berne Sanders out of the picture based on recent Wikileaks (link here). The assassination of four Americans within the month who had ties to the release of information on The Clintons that would clearly charge her as a criminal (You can look these assassination accounts up for yourself in the police archives and connect the puzzle for your own truth, RIP to those American Heroes), oh did I forget the cute assassination attempt on Assange? (link here).

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People need to ask what does she have to hide in her questionable 30, 000 emails that it would cost people their lives? Who’s next on their list if you ask the wrong questions? If this is how they deal with people who know too much, who’s next? – aren’t we all in danger if this sort of entity becomes president? No matter what the reason; Agenda, The Safety of National Interests and it’s legacy, Future World’s Fate or possibly just the vanity of continuing to keep the luxurious American Dream alive.. She is not transparent and she is so lost in the propaganda of her messages that she no longer knows the difference between the lies she’s told, reality and the truth.

The New World Order is on high alert, hitting every emergency button they have to pull as many strings under their control, to make Hillary the next president. You can see that this narration is very important to them. The question really is why? As corrupt as Hillary is, as devastated as this sinking Democracy is, as ridiculed as this slave drive of Capitalism seems to be.. Why do they keep pushing for this agenda of making her president? the idea that people know nothing of their activities will eventually be their demise? That after all the lies you told the people, you yourself Hillary Clinton can no longer tell the difference because it’s no longer about the truth. Fearing what the American people will know once you reveal your true intentions, motivations, actions and what you truly are. Monsters of manipulation, criminals who never get caught, jail keepers that police ideas not crime, animals who never second guess themselves. That their propaganda and feeble attempts to veil their propaganda machine (American lives) in a narrative of the Clintons and The New World Order. Are you a puppet?

At the end of the day. You can’t just vote in for the same system that is obviously already broken. I’d personally vote for a reform- since there is dirt on everything. From the Government’s intelligence program at the top, The CIA and it’s mind control projects in the 1960’s MKUltra (link here) (unfortunately, in this case Wikipedia was the best non-tampered source for this sort of information without social media noticing and such implications) makes them highly questionable and speaks volumes about what they want. Jails, Banks, Corporations, DNC namely – from the bottom right to the top. But then again, the USA is the only power in the world that can fight off a Chinese offense. Especially these questionable Chinese actions in South China Sea disputes with the Spratly Islands. Though, as bad as we make out the Chinese government with it’s Utopian Communist Ideals to be, are we so different if we follow a system that propagates information in the same way censorship works? To have a delusional democracy that allows us the freedom to vote but having to vote become a trivial staged “WWF” showdown only to ultimately settle for whatever the “Super Corporate Entity” narrates? I digress, to put the world in such a vulnerable state of entropy in it’s infant developmental restructuring stages would be a dangerous position to be in. Especially as a world class Super Power.

I would never vote for Hillary unless she was to come clean completely transparent about what she stands for, what she knows, what she wants, the complete honest truth, information on who’s pulling the strings, where she’s coming from and despite all the shenanigans whether it’s a rogue effort to save their country or what not. I could easily put all that past me if she just spoke the plain truth rather than her usual dodgy, flip flopping, (accepting the spotlight and rewards rather than being accountable for your actions when it’s convenient mentality), two faced, living up to the man pants show of repression, mass manipulating, secret double life and associations through secret emails with people who are implicated with ISIS, carrying hypocritical agendas that speak multitudes about her interest in making money from war. Actually I don’t know if there’s an actual way to redeem a person so deep in the sea of the world’s manure. But it would be a feat equivalent to coming back from the dead. If she came clean, I could literally say she pulled a “Jesus”. If you believed in that sort of thing. But right now she is the worst sort of scum and completely dead to me.

How I see it, your best bet is Donald. Sorry America, I’d hate to be in your shoes right now. You’re literally living out the quote “The lesser of the two evils”.

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If you want to see into the world of Hilary Clinton. Here’s an even more darker peek into what’s actually going on with The Clintons that summarize everything we’ve just learned about her just now.. that she is one evil crooked two-faced monster. Words from an outraged Haitian man that speaks volumes of the Clinton’s World Affairs and intentions. If you want to know more about the “mysterious” body counts throughout history of people who have crossed the Clintons. There’s plenty of Youtube videos out there that tell the dead’s whispers of what happens to anyone who goes in between The Clintons and their goals. I’ll tell you she has a lot of skeletons in this women’s closet and this should trigger several alarms that this woman – in the seat of president will complete the  downfall of America. Personally, I will lose all further respect for the country and cut any affiliations to that country if she were to make office. Good day.

Hope, Curiosity and Prosperity.

Nam

 

 

Hidden Origins Binge for The Truth

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I just recently delve into this world of Michael Tellinger under a Gaia subscription for a series called  “Hidden Origins”. I binged 11 episodes over night and realized that the project of Heaven on Earth has been established on Earth for quite a while now. The properties of sound is scientifically the most beautiful and most useful. And it’s all hidden right underneath our noses throughout history. Frequencies of objects and structures radiating energies, energy grids on earth and holding untold information in quarts and silicon based objects that ring just on the basis of air touching it through life and simply existing. The baffling idea that a Quartz based rock in the shape of a torus can shut down info security systems on an aircraft consistently radiating energies, creating magnetic fields and frequencies in ways we do not yet understand. Causing random havoc like blocking GPS and satellite signals.

That pyramids are doing the same sort of thing of that nature, ringing at a certain frequency and generating energy and projecting it skyward to most likely contribute or sustain the higher frequency worlds above. That ancient structures and building sites began to function as if planned like circuit boards, made of simply stacked and assembled rocks that contained quartz so that the energy worked like a conduit channeling frequencies and vibration of sound to become energy to act as catalysts of ionizing oxygen in one case. And to channel in energies towards these giant ancient structures such as the Bosnian Pyramids, Egyptian Pyramids, Mayan Pyramids and these ancient Pyramids by the Adam’s Calendar in South Africa.

The geometry of coned structures and the mystery of why they manifest and sprung up as Church sharp steeples is very interesting. Churches are sites of function, emotional or spiritual healing/activity/growth and a means to direct energy with purpose. The research Michael Tellinger did in making the connection that finally clued us in on the reasons why these cone structures were so important to the ancient worlds was quite revolutionary to me. These powerful deities and beings who had lived among us in the ancient past had harnessed the ability to control sound at a incomprehensible level where they were able to levitate giant objects through resonance and frequencies based on their technology and knowledge of how the technology worked.

As Michael Tellinger spoke of these Annunaki who were well known to the Ancient Sumerians and Egyptians explaining all the overlooked tools and sharp scientific observations of the sediment build ups, errosion due to nature and the measure of bio-organic micro organisms that have grown on certain structures.. we find that we are delving into worlds that are actually 25, 000 years old based on the Adam’s Calendar in South Africa.. we also come to a realization that we’ve been duped by a human fabrication of history and that our reality and past are withheld from us by the winners of war in this world. For the winners of war get to choose what they want us to believe and see.

I love these new technologies that are coming out about Saserbeams ( lasers based on sound waves), all these demystified misconceptions of laws imposed on us by modern science like.. That humans evolved from apes which is only partially true – it’s much deeper than that. That nothing can travel faster than light, except the emerging idea of hyper-sound waves. That energy cannot be made or destroyed, even though we can now start to convert energy from any form of surface heat, natural moving element and mass in nature. The ideas that Dragonflies don’t propel their wings to fly but vibrate and use frequency to soar through the air. That big masses of pure stone can be moved easily by resonance and frequency to place any desired object anywhere they want with the right technology.

The Pineal Gland revealed to having rods and cones just like the eye balls do but have some how lost the function to “see” what ever  wondrous ways the Pineal Gland is used to seeing. There are so many interesting things to say about this man’s scavenging and roll in the dirt with these artifacts and ancient tools that to any other man would have just overlooked as rocks, weights and primitive digging tools, his revelations are truly great. If you guys are looking for a show that really looks deeply into what the world really is and want some truth to your origins. This documentary of our true heritage and history of human origins is definitely breath taking. From learning about where the fixation of gold came from in the past, to why wars and slavery started – and accounts that say the English may have been the first to implement slavery, to understanding that there were other forms of transient beings that have higher functions and abilities  – that we may have inherited some of their traits, rules and ideas in us. To even the conspiracies that say that a rogue Annunaki has been genetically manipulating the genes of people and crossbreeding genes into people for specific traits and other heinous experiments on man we did not know about.

My favorite piece was when he made the Fibonacci connection with Adam’s Calendar and these Lost Pyramids in South Africa. God’s thumb print indeed; in the bible written by “beyond their time” Quantum Physicists engineering their ideas to inspire, grow, train and influence the minds of men subconsciously with the Fibonacci Sequence encoded into certain parts of the bible. Working with the Hebrew Gematria to convert words into numbers you can eventually see the Fibonacci Sequence which invoke frequencies within us – subconsciously acting as a catalyst and influencing our very DNA to progress. They essentially wrote a seemingly children’s book that taught their world according to their education level, important events in their history and drew a path for their future to progress in society. They implemented the bible as a tool for our human progression. Genius and fascinating.

Hope, Curiosity and Prosperity.

Nam

The Necessity and Fallacy of Faith

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Faith can be two faced. Some define it as a safety blanket of knowing that God is watching your back when you are drowning in the world’s ocean of feces. Some require that confirmation and confidence that the seed they plant will grow and it’s fruit will be a viable tomorrow, that the investments they’ve made will be valid, functional and useful for futures to come. In business it’s a necessary tool to persuade a person on buying the product you are selling. You cannot sell the product if the consumer doesn’t believe in the product. What happens when the truth of the product comes into light? With this turn of events, the reality of you as the businessman; You become jobless and no one will buy your product. In reality you probably don’t need anything this businessman is selling but the businessman will engineer a way to create a need for the product and of course sway you for a buck. This is why “Faith” may be a necessary component to your life, business, politics and  organized religion. But it relies that you put your life on the line, essentially you are skating on thin ice. You can take Faith for whatever you want it to be, but it is important to know that it is not a necessary component to establish an existence and purpose of survival in life. It’s a nice luxury and a means to letting you sleep well at night. It’s nice to know that when you come back the next morning that it’ll still be there and you can continue to work on that sandcastle you built on the beach. But likely – that based on faith in this reality, the bike you left unchained on the side of the street will likely have been stolen. The sand castle you built on the side of the beach will have had been washed away by waves from the ocean. You have not procured your safety or acted to attain stability. Proactive precautionary measures is necessary – but you have created something for an impossible idealism. To emulate what it is to be in the likeness of god as a child of god – even to be god, reached out so far that your legs don’t touch the floor anymore and without something to fall back on to break your fall. You are about to fall from great heights and remember what it was to basically taste dirt, exactly where you came from.

“You will remember or aspire living an American dream in that three story mansion, a four vehicle garage, with three luxury vehicles, a white picket fence and a dog all on credit that Americans don’t own and one day realize roaming your streets trying to find your next meal possibly contemplating that maybe God abandoned you – or maybe you just put up expectations beyond what you were capable of with no responsible precautionary action thus, your reality”.

The dangers of disillusion is very real. Just as the current state of the USA, where the bankers are using a false credit system with the compounding enormous abysmal debt situation. This is the reality of the United States of America. If the big players in that society decide one day that they no longer believe and have “faith” in the country any more and withdraw for their own personal safety. The country “The United States of America” could fall in a matter of three hours which is exactly what happened during the great depression. In “God we Trust” is a motto the American people have followed and in truth. This is very appropriate – for without the faith of the country, government and democracy or in this case faith in god that the country is still great. It could collapse in a moments notice. The only reason why the country is still running is because people either have forgotten, have not noticed or in disillusion that the system is stable and will go on forever. It is a country with a mental condition of going to places where the body is soon no longer able to follow. (H1B or the creators of Visa is a great source into the problem of America and credit if you have the time).

Such is the case of “Heaven” for the Muslim. Without the seed of humanity with a future, there is no heaven in the end. You cannot have a tree without ever planting the seed. Do they really believe that they and their children get a “VIP” pass to heaven for accepting Muhammad’s words from Gabriel the Arch Angel through the Koran. That if they took the words to heart and practiced their praise to Allah that they are guaranteed a heaven greater than all the “infidels” and non-believers? That the idea of not only is establishing life on Earth trivial and pointless your going to go to hell for involving yourself in building a sustainable world for expression, freedom and happiness. That all the hard working people, who worked to reduce suffering in the world, involved themselves with the conflicts of the world, learned about the practices and knowledge of the world will go to the same heaven THIS humble desert scholar who knows everything and has faith that God gave him everything without having to do the trivial work of scholarly research, education and hardship? That is hardly fair nor is it rational.

I swear with all my heart. If I am placed in the same heaven as the martyrs of extremist Islam who randomly bombed innocents in the name of Allah (I am unsure what I’ll do but I’ll be very much displeased. I’d imagine I would boil in rage of frustration until I pass out). It’s quite convenient that a heaven is established for Muslims who just need to submit to their God admitting to the servant title as a obedient slave to their God. They don’t even need a substantial background check, histories of activities and lists of occupations. No resume or actual work necessary. The convenience of knowing everything because nothing can be disproved, “Faith” in this case is used in the most backwards regime possible. Then again what’s it all matter if everything I do; whether it’s to achieve a higher standard of living for people, making drinking water available, feed the poor and I’ll still go to hell right? Islam has that craft down. Convert or die. Master-race supremacy religion. Damned if you do, damned if you don’t. No apologies ever of course, God’s means is necessary and righteous. “There’s no need to explain and apologize to the mass for the miracles of his works” – this excuse is an outrageous disregard for human life and only nullifies any necessary claim of accountability for further actions.

The idea that they have nothing to lose is another concern, with the sick idea of a child dying for the cause of faith martyrdom and praised as a noble cause for God’s kingdom to establish. With “Faith” as it’s vehicle it is unstoppable, we can’t ask people to not be swayed and not be ignorant. People will be people. The businessman always talks so politely, always so persuasive in selling his product. He will sell, insist that you need it and you will buy it. And then you will be asked to sign the contract where you will sell away your soul, so he can squeeze more out of you when it’s convenient. “Read the fine print” he says – “there’s a monthly charge of only fifty dollars and you can’t just leave Islam. You pay with all your social connections, your job, complete rejection from society and your credibility as person in life. That is the penalty cost of canceling this hidden subscription”.

Faith. My best metaphor is; If you ever decide your going to get in bed with the mistress, have precautionary measures ready. Birth control, condoms, personal and business monetary assets set aside just in case you’re swindled into a pregnancy, marriage and blackmail chain reaction. Because she’ll have the most terrifying STD worst case scenario, that will end you, your career and life in general. You’ll get a ride of course, an experience to remember. This is the product you have bought in buying faith but when the ride ends, you’ll have opened Pandora’s box and will be dealing with a bigger can of worms than you can ever imagine.

 

 

 

A Dream; Never forgotten

A dream about finding our lost friends,

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There was a great fuss being made over someone they considered a friend. They called this world he got lost in a toilet bowl, a vortex torus was actually what they were referring to. Once something went “down the drain” they were said to never be seen again. In this world; the sun was called the shadow of the sky, meaning it was a artificial reality we created based on the world of light. That there was a world even beyond the seeing eye, and beyond the reality of the sun is a world of being and true existence. They may be speaking of a world at a higher frequency parallel world. We were able to sense each other, know each other personally, able to communicate instantaneously within our society, our hopes, dreams and concerns manifested and we created bridges with our minds. Worlds and universes would become at the suggestion of thought. Imagination, a well rounded heart, plain kindness and awareness of one another was all we needed to co-exist.

Why the Hijabi is a lie (Truth serum if you want it)

Injust, deceitful and untruthful lies are things I can’t help but have something to say about, be advised not to take it to heart what I bring up. I don’t mean to offend anyone, I really do mean well. I am very passionate about people and when people need a push I will be there to prompt them to speak up. I am all for the feminist movement and encouraging young people to not be shy and embarrassed about their body image. I’m a defender of the idea that your opinions are separate from who you are and does not make up who you are, as you grow you shed ideas inherit ideas and sometimes rarely embody some ideas mostly in your heart and mind. But definitely not through this trend the hijab, that is just a political statement of allegiance to a particular organized religion. This is just my view, I understand the issue is sensitive but sometimes you need a bit of truth serum to realize what this really is about.

I’m possibly sorry for this rant. I hate organized religion, I was a part of it for a long time. And the garbage spewed by their ministers, priests, bishops, the pope to console the majority in some silly narrative bugs me- a little. Then when I hear this garbage about how the hijabi represents virtue and modest dressing. That is just terrible. You cannot wear virtue, you inherit it through the heart and mind. God is also not offended by hair. If it was your chest or private parts, you are only doing it for the other humans you are living around. God was never offended by naked Adam and Eve. They wore twigs and leaves because they were ashamed of themselves for being naked. Are you ashamed of your hair perhaps? There is no quote in the Koran that requires one to wear a hijab. It’s a man made rule imposed by your male peers to control your cute little female heads.

I relate to modesty like a child learning to put on perfume or cologne on for the first time. You don’t bath in it with the mentality that you’ll smell even better with more on, this is excessive and this is what you are doing. You cover your chest and crotch because you don’t want to offend people with your source of sexual bodily fluids. Being worried that your neck or ankle will arouse a person is beyond silly in nature, a trivial and needless worry that misses the point. Modesty with anything more than just what you need is in the range of taking into consideration other people fetishes. You are not responsible for other people’s fetishes or to deal with their carnal urges. Basically, this is a matter of having your priorities and preferences in check.

I have no intention of changing your mind about the shame-rag. I will speak plainly on this. On matters of shame; I’ll feel shame here and there for many things that I feel uncomfortable about doing but when you continue the lie about covering your hair because it’s a token of modesty to your god. That is narcissism to a whole new level, to be so disillusioned in your fantasy to prove to god your loyalties that you’d cover your hair to feel better about yourself because some man imposed rule said so. I will not allow it. It is unjust to allow this lie to continue and to cover it up with reasons and words to protect your ingrained habits based on tradition of how you are taught as a child especially by unqualified dictators of your religion. Indoctrination is the word you are looking for, indoctrinated is what you are. I do not approve of this movement of shame and lies. You better get your mask on or that man is going to be aroused by your face. Better do a better job covering your eyes too, some people have a fetish for eyes you know. I can make reasons as a male to impose on you too, there is no reason to submit to my advising.

Why then do you submit to a title like “Muhammad the Great messenger of Allah blessed is his name. May he rest in peace.” because he’s so great you just got to right? One of the youngest of the Abrahamic religions, he published a book 1.6 billion supposedly read though no one can agree on a true Islam, it’s fine – even though it divides your people further and has never had a reform, it’s fine, it makes it more genuine right? Whatever narrative you want to stick with and lets you sleep at night. The businessman is the one making the money, if you like what they’re selling – buy it. But realize they’re asking you to sign your soul away – to follow rules of conquests and medieval times. Don’t be surprised if witch burning happens locally when someone sees the magic of iPad, internet and unfamiliar technologies. God forbid the miracle of fire and health facilities. Over superstitious, disillusioned, backwards, fabricated, useless non-sense – that even the church has out grown over years.

Sometimes people feel so ashamed of themselves for not being a certain way and not inheriting certain genetic traits that they hide themselves in face masks and hijabis. This is a symbol of oppression, people wear masks to hide their identity. This matter is no different. I will not stand for these misled ideas – that these wonderful, beautiful kind people are led to believe that in order to live fulfilled happy lives you must impress, prove and subject yourself to the critique of your peers. You are what you do not because of what you look like. If you really do mean what your mouth speaks , you must practice virtue without the veil – to hide while you practice something is an act of cowardice. It’s a double standard,  flip flopping act of only accepting gratitude when it’s convenient for you. The weight is not on your shoulders ladies, I assure you. Wearing a hijab to please your peers based on your outward appearance does nothing for yourself. It’s a placebo effect that tells you everything is okay and that you are following the rules so you are invincible. You are being prescribed fake medicine to put you at ease and buying it too at that. It reminds me of silly ancient Japanese traditions where a woman never looks a man in the eyes when greeting with a bow – they should look to the ground, otherwise it’s disrespectful. Or how women were served last in certain Japanese restaurants in the 1990s – it was shameful.

I believe in the feminist movement, white people can feel shame too – when they are in their bikinis and you’re blinded by the white. (I joke.) It’s okay! Laugh and Just feel comfortable in your skin. No one is actually judging you with score numbers, it’s in your head.

Hope, Curiosity and Prosperity,

Nam

 

All Lives Matter — Racism, Bigotry, and Prejudice is a Human Issue | Cabal Divide and Conquer: Black Lives Matter: Produced by George Soros?  

 Source: Stillness In The Storm by Justin Deschamps Before we begin, this article is not in any way intended to disrespect or invalidate the very real issue of racism and inequality in modern times…

Source: All Lives Matter — Racism, Bigotry, and Prejudice is a Human Issue | Cabal Divide and Conquer: Black Lives Matter: Produced by George Soros?  

Good People Puppets to Faith Used by Corporations and Organized Religion

Money rules them all it seems. And everyone is tied to an ideology and it’s narrative to dominate.. survive and establish. We aim to be like the gods, but sometimes the luxury to aspire and be like one is not a realistic when we deal with the human ordeal of famine, poverty, discrimination and war. 

Integration of human beings, facility, life strategy and relief efforts are a neccessary staple for a functional community. These services are more necessary to life than the complimentary moral, chaste, politeness of being politically correct.

We do not have our priorities straight when our preferences lead the way. The core as the more important issue should always be first because it’s essential. Religious background as the front when stability, function and facility is compromised. This is not the way.

When crooked politics in the states’s democracy is undermined. Berne Sanders media direction is influenced by an agenda to show he is incompetant and unable to assess the situation. That his background ethnicity as a jew is exploited and used against him bringing in the middle east conflict to displace him even though he’s an Atheist. And because he is an Atheist that research is used against his votes by the Baptist. This is the power of crooked democracy with an agenda.

Who has the authority of the churches on earth?  Church leaders and the Pope. Not Christ.. not God. It’s in the hands of man. And these men make the rules depending on agenda. It’s out of control just like how Egypt saw pokemon as a threat because it promoted evolution they banned it using the Muslim agenda and his high position to influence this decision. In the Christian ring you have Fundamentalist Christian Rick Wiles who is clearly delusional believing he is the word of God himself claiming that pokemon are demons and the end times is near. He doesn’t even know what augmented reality geo caching games are. Putting it all together it concluded they were invisible demons sent by Satan to draw people away from God. 

This is the danger of your religion and superstitions. You are drawn away from purpose, function, service and application. Ideally all these things build facility; prenatal women’s care, integration of youth into society, stress adapting groups, hope groups, relief strategy groups and multicultural promotion groups.

I help humans who want to help themselves. I contribute to communities despite your religion. But will not encourage, promote or represent your organized religion mostly because I don’t believe in your organizations human ideologies.

Prescriptive ideologies are useful if they are simple, timeless and practical. If they require you to see into the far  future it is a faulty prescription and thus a temporary fix, a solution for the moment and not effective long term. Islam was progressive for its time but useless and conflicting with the modern world.

But I will not interfere with your iminent understanding of the seeing world. There are greater sources, wisdom and knowledge out in life around the world from past to present. Do not limit yourself to one book. Be open to libraries and education.

Sometimes I know I shouldn’t be so open as I will be taken advantage of because of my open nature. That I shouldn’t confide in strangers so trustingly.  That sometimes I may involve people who weren’t meant to follow. My intentions maybe be neutral and may be considered universal but it is open to misinterpretation leading to negative criticism.. leading to negative attention. That is why I will play low key and only work within the system not as a front to something may not complete believe in. 

I know love shouldn’t be conditional as Jehovah witness has established it is. With their hierachy of male dominance and excusing of rape and low male accountability. This is not the world we were meant for.. This will not do. What ever religion you choose to be a part of remember you also choose to inherit it’s history of violence, hate and separating ideologies, agenda and affiliations. Just think things through and you will see the way.

One Race

The problem of race. There isn’t one. We were taught there are many races. There’s only one and it’s human kind. Stop talking about it and just let the old people stay bigots some of them can’t unlearn it because of ignorance.. along with their archaic ideas of what is traditional. The Christian people say they want traditional marriage.. they don’t even read the Bible. The bible practiced multiple wives. Archaic ideas of killing in the name of god through conquest, slaves and covering your hair because god is offended by hair. These are all products of your controlling traditional parents. Break free of the hindering past of this delusion that value of cultural identity is more important than a purpose based functional life.

Finding my roots; Offended by Your Lack of Progress

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It has come to my attention that I guess I don’t know enough about my roots and culture. Is culture/tradition necessary to live a functional life? I have come to the conclusion that it is not necessary but it would make things interesting in the thinking and approaches people will take in finding a solution to a problem. Though all this is fine and culture makes things interesting. I think we’re missing the point that the human experience and it’s necessities don’t change based on your ethnicity, religion and nationality. As long as we fulfill and have our basic needs, facilities and living practices (jobs, activities, exercises and methods of exploration) then what culture you came from or what religion you practice is trivial and just a matter of different perspective and opinions that motivate/inspire you. (-unless you’re an extremist, that’s a different matter).

I’m unsure what role culture and religion has in determining what type of humans we will become. The general practices may bring you to expand your knowledge of what is out there and give you methods of how to approach things. I feel the transition from being traditional to modern is a learning experience. Change is a necessary value in progression. Though we need to find our foundation, and as important as understanding where we started, our struggles, achievements and failures and our story.. All of that is trivial if we have nothing to show for in the end.

I find my lack of inrerest for traditional preservation of culture disturbing, though I don’t know if it’s just me but I have looked but cannot see the value of preserving a method/practice of life where you can find better more liberating practices out in real life through science and knowledge of the world in modern times.

Take a look at Arab countries who practice Islam. Still living in deserts, riding camels, enslaving children/women, following a book of medieval conquest not fitting the modern world’s narrative, completely divided even though they call themselves 1.6 billion Muslims none of them agree to a true Islam head, no true established home, facilitated by leaders and scholars who consistently misinterpret their leader’s work (mostly because he’s dead), stuck in time and have no clue about what progression looks like or any ambition/direction where they want to be.

The traditions of modern Christian’s seem to be no different other than their living conditions though a bit more of a progressive religion.. They have facilities, secured by secular government services but guided by heads and scholars of the religion who have no right to lead except through inheritance of that empire. They cannot understand/comprehend the true meaning of their savior’s message through faulty human interpretations unless in direct communion with God himself. False idols, warped history propagated by organized religion to fit a biased agenda of some borrowed and heavily adjusted, hastily slapped together Christian narrative of medieval conquest now formed ideology. (You can research why Christianity is a borrowed synthesized ideology below, it’s ideas changed through history. It’s true. It is in no way perfect. Read below on how Christianity changed.)

 


Extra studying into the Nothingness of identity:

Mahabharata 4000 bc: The path Buddha took fundamentals to hinduism through understanding of Karma and the teachings of Samkhya which blossomed into Buddhism:

  • Karma in its original meaning is a burden of actions and reactions caused by an emotional attachment and chaining a soul to a human life, making it impossible to avoid subsequent incarnations
  • Karma causes for a soul to be born again in this world after the death of its physical body
  • Karma in its original meaning is not a form of punishment
  • Breaking free from karma leads to the final death – the lost of individuality and merging with the Highest Consciousness
  • Breaking free from karma is a person’s own responsibility, the Gods do not interfere in that process

European beliefs before Hinduism.

  • A man is only born in this world once
  • The God is constantly watching humans behavior
  • The God punishes after death, there is no penalty for sins during one’s life
  • No-one but the God can judge someone’s behaviors and choices – all men can do is to repent and hope for His kindness
  • Committing a sin means a crime against the God. Only a whole-hearted penance can save a sinner
  • The God listens to all prayers
  • Having no sins means being awarded after death with eternal happiness in Heaven

What Europeans arrived at after the influence of Hinduism and Christianity mixed up together:

 

  • A man is born in this world multiple times
  • The God is constantly watching human behaviour
  • Misfortunes and bad luck in this life are the divine punishment for sins
  • Having sins means having karma
  • The God is sending penalty in this life
  • Emotional attachment, creating karma, is a sin
  • For that sin a person will be punished by the object of the attachment being taken away from him
  • A person can be relieved from the sins from the previous lives through prayers and penance, so there will be no punishment in this life
  • Karma can be ‘diagnosed’ and ‘relieved’ by another person
  • Karma can be ‘picked-up’ from someone else

The idea of the Christian god today is distorted, we need to go back to our roots and decide for ourselves what is good, beneficial and decide what our initial reason for being is.

More Virtue Never Hurt Anyone. (More religion may?)

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Christianity, Judaism and Islam have no authority or moral high ground. All we have is humanity, archives and our own human moral sense of justice. “For morality came from food, not god.” Our experiences with life gives us morality and we see our wrongs through actions/inaction , knowledge and comprehension of the world around us.

Solution: Find a new narrative in your life to become a more constructive and contributing member of society. Apply yourself into youth programs, integration programs, education and relief societies with your extra time. Start small, aim big. The modern world needs more heroes and less burdening influences of human deprived history lessons.

Personal Rules

Isolate the bad:

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I don’t have many personal rules. The ones I do have I ask people to respect.

  1. Do not continue a conversation that is only destructive, full of criticism and negativity. When the person does not provide “constructive” criticism end the conversation politely and excuse yourself.
  2. Condemn Radical Extreme opinions and actions. Ask if a person will condemn Hamas, Fundamentalists ideas and KKK. I will apply myself and help according to the answer.
  3. Do not talk about Paradigms. Only show them through the forms of media.

This is all I’m asking so far.

Traditional vs Modern

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One of the problems we ran into today was with promotion of our group. This is a problem with the traditional world and education where it parallels with the religious world; the fear of defamation of its Gods and ideology despite the world trying to create constructive criticism. In the modern world it’s the fear of defamation of their facility and brand.

The problem was in using their company logo where and whenever you want. There has to be regulation and procedures, I’m sure. I will adhere to this process. But this is a Humanitarian Charity project and no one is making money out of it. Not even Pokemon-GO since the app is free. It’s a no profit platform so no one is capitalizing on this event we are creating. This is key. Initially the group asked and told us that they had a problem with promoting and advertising their society. And then they brought up the problem of “What if people hear about us?” that was a cute concern, by the gods what would we do if people learned about us? So which is it? Are we promoting or are we not promoting. There has to be a direction.

Lots of people don’t know about blogging still. It’s a journal and diary of your progress in life and what you learned. An archive to facilitate ideas and developments. It is done over the internet so it is public to the world, it’s a more progressive approach to life. A good practice to express yourself and let others know what you’ve been up to. The way I see it if you have nothing to hide, blogging is the biggest key to show that you are willing to trust the world, a precursor to any trustworthy civilian. This blog is in a descriptive dialogue, prescriptive in a manner of philosophy/practices and a means of finding application; schedules, rules, regulations, formal discussion, informal discussion, ideas, shopping lists, needs and demand.

I do most of my thinking and work here. I am exercising my right to the freedom of speech. If you do not agree to an idea I have, then that is your personal opinion. No one can change that except you. But if you don’t like me as a person, then you are probably against me. In that case confront me with that issue and I am willing to resolve it, even open to change. There’s no reason to be around the bush about it. I display my thought patterns, plans and ideas in plain sight. This is my ideal world.

Nam,

Prepping for The Event Schedule for HIYC

 

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Schedule

YEG EVENT for Aug 2 You can download the excel file here.

Ideally we need to get the muscles to carry all the water. We need a pickup truck to carry everything, my uncle has one – if anyone does not. Also, does anyone have water dispensing jugs at home? we need 2. We also need to find some of those garbage stands if we can.

I finished the schedule for the Aug 2nd event. Try to get your parents/uncles or what not to help out. Would be really nice if we had some experienced hands and muscle to make this more an enjoyable experience than a labor. Stocking can be done throughout the week. We can prep veggies and cheese maybe 4 days before if we want to too. There’s going to be 18 plates of food that need to be prepped. 6 veggies, 6 crackers, and 6 cheese dishes need to be prepped. And we can grab a few granola bars if our budget lets us.

Our goal is to surprise the government and locals and show that we can respect the environment as well as have fun. Thinking and working mindfully for the youth.

 

Nam,

 

Pokemon-Go Event Catered by HIYC

Hosted by Thomas Wall and David Schwede.

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Okay, details for our first Big Event. Aug 2nd 2016

We only have about 10 people to do the labor. If you want to help a “government funded non religious multicultural health brokers cooperative humanitarian group” please notify me. Lets make this event super fun.

@pokemongomedia1 YEG Pokemon GO Kickoff Alberta Legislature

I finished talking to the organizers.
1000 people coming. 3000 people possible.
We need to coordinate ways to buy/move the water and edibles.
I’ll set up 3 tables total: 2 tables for food (2 mornings, 2 evenings, 2 night). 1 for seating and promotion. 6 big platters of each food type at a time. Crackers, some juice (could be too expensive?), cheese, veggies and granola bars 3 each type per table. Maybe 400 bottles of water and 2 water jugs.  Should be good i think. A cooler for the cheese, chairs, Spray bottles for veggies to keep cool. Paper plates and plastic utensils. We’re going to set up trash cans and recycle bins to be mindful of the aftermath too. Maybe some posters to remind people to keep things clean and brochures on hand.
Remember this food is supplementary and compliments the event. It’s not the focus.
Nam.

Multicultural Health Brokers Cooperation Youth Group

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“I’m a new youth leader for The Multiculturalism Health Brokers Cooperative in Edmonton. I integrate immigrants and local youth. Promoting Healthy Living Practices, Studying Approaches and Adapting to Daily Stress”

I just applied for a job as a youth group leader for immigrants who are integrating into the Canadian life. They haven’t told me the pay yet but I’m sure just getting paid to do something productive this year will be good for me. MCHB believe in Equality and Social Justice, Direct Responsiveness and Accountability and Democratic Governance. I thought that was a good start. The building is shared with the Multicultural Coalition, an Aboriginal Society Hope Group, Prenatal Women’s Group and the building is also used by children for summer activities.

The group we will be establishing for the youth will be called the “The Human Integration Youth Council” ideally we want to integrate all races of all religious backgrounds right now and create a refuge for all youths of all nationalities but we are starting small so we’ll be working as a Vietnamese Youth Group until it gets bigger and more diverse. It will be based in Edmonton Alberta for anyone who is interested. We will be making our first event on August 2nd at the legislature, bringing in food and beverages for Poke-trainers. I have yet to talk to the event coordinators yet but we will figure something out.

I will continue to blog consistently about it’s progress, hopefully it will be memorable and useful to the future. I think this is a good seed. An excellent place to start up a youth program for people of all age and backgrounds. It’s also government funded, but we need the labor to support it. The Youth Leaders for this group consists of Jason Tran, Jeffery Duong, Minh-Thu Ta, Peter Trang, Britney Huynh and Nam Nguyen (myself). We will help the youth of Canada to become more integrated and live more fulfilled lives. If things go well – I will try to create simple programs like – Basic Financial Literacy, Dealing with stress, Approaches, Guidelines and General direction of work and establishing concepts of priorities and preferences. I will also focus on an Application for Philosophy which will be this vehicle to serve the youth through the general Knowledge of all human experiences and it’s archive through spectrum of life.

We are meeting at The Multicultural Brokers Building on Tuesday the 18th to organize the our first event and session with the youth. Come support us, and comment below if you want to help the community grow.

 

The Material World Means Death to the Human Soul

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“I just had a epiphany”.

The material world and everything it stands for is the death of the soul. It stands for selfishness and individualism and “dividedness”  (just how light hits a prism). And reveals what we really are. Cousins, Sisters/Brothers, Neighbors and distant relatives down the path of human history.

Humanity and it’s races is just an illusion. All human life on earth matters.. Not just any color, occupation or what country you reside in. We are all a mixture of something.. looking at a person and determining the ethnicity based on their physical appearance is the wrong philosophy in determining what they really are. At least in the physical realm of things. The best we have is Ancestry.com and genetic testing.

Talking about the wrong path and focus I was making a comment on the state of mind of the Americans right now on #BlackLivesMatter. I wrote this comment below. And it fits nicely with how the world is not aligned in mentality yet in the world.

“What happens when black lives matter is achieved? You can’t use black lives matter as a vehicle forever.. All the lives matter despite it’s history of being a response to black lives matter. Doesn’t matter. All Lives Matters is a focus vehicle of balancing that all lives matter. “white” Lives Matter would be the spectrum opposite and “Insert color” Lives matter would be just as important as black lives matter. You are prioritizing that black lives matter over all else.. which should not be the approach. This is a dividing trivial debate, I agree to the anthem change in philosophy. All Lives do matter.. You should try changing your perspective. You can’t force the world to change theirs.”

 

Mapping life through paradigms and charts, Creating guidelines and rules to practices within the human experience perspective and finding an Application for Philosophy

I’ve been trying to map the universe using paradigms and charts slapping together words that represent something and using metaphors to define them. Abstractly and Concretely defining things color coordinating them and articulating them best I could, arguing that there is a relationship between color and words in the dictionary in life. That was the project.

I have been scrambling to put together guidelines and rules for what I believe was the best approach and path to approaching the human experience. Reasons why and how to do this describes the process in getting to an application of philosophy.

The application of philosophy is maybe finding a direct route and aligning a common ground with the ideas of a certain path and tree in life. Learning about Knowledge and it’s gateway is the application of philosophy. Synthesizing to become one and then moving as a vehicle towards an ascendancy. Working towards the now of the situation.

As of right now, the project is physical taking a toll on my living body. I think the mental stress of assessing all these ideas are starting to weigh on me. I’ve been starting to get these blisters on my hands from what I read it’s from excessive stress.. Even though this is all I’ve been doing. I guess you come to understand that the strain is real when your physical body starts to act up because of thinking too much.

I also had a dream about a life I never had. And I communicated with Yahweh.. angry as usual but what he said concerned me. He said I was selfish and I think I know why. It was about this life I never had about my wife and child in a time line that has not existed yet. I went to alternative universe psychic readings one day.. and I asked for a reading. I change my career path and direction completely that day, making me ask what happens to that life I would have lived had I gone that direction. The woman told me that I would be unhappy with my current direction but what about the child and romantic relationships I have with the people of that universe? That universe is wiped out. I felt i was visited by them last night when I was sleeping.. a warm body embraced me from behind and a little girl who I didn’t realize could have been my future child. Yahweh called me selfish for doing this, maybe because he felt an attachment to this child, I didn’t know these people – at least not yet so I couldn’t relate. I guess that’s something sad thing about being omniscient, you get to see all the failed realities.

Christ was making jokes, I couldn’t remember the joke otherwise I would’ve quoted it for the bible people. But he was “light-hearted” and kinder — more understanding of my condition and circumstance. These stories left me very heavy this morning it was a burden of ideas that came to me in a flood that made me realize I might’ve lost it all to pursue selfish personal goals on Earth. I don’t care to be rich, but riches in this world means freedom and opportunities for life. Money is a currency for freedom in life.. and I want to have the freedom to help others – freely. I would want to design systems, strategies and ideas for what the world should embody, practice and apply.

Also I apologize for focus on self again, I can’t help but work in first person. I forget that telling “you” to do things in second person and including us as a collective is a better practice. There are many ways to express myself but the medium of the Now is best represented in the “I” perspective. It’s a great strain to reach such ideal standards but I’ll try is all i can do. Anyways, just remember this the human experience of life and it’s material illusion, it’s science of physically being “real” of narcissism is the death of the human spirit. We are humans and should get our priorities and preferences in check.

Humility, Curiosity and Prosperity,

Nam

Golden Rules For Wealth

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Money isn’t important and should never be the focus but you can’t live without it.

“My dream is to be that guy.. who owns a multi-billion company but his head quarters is in a soup kitchen serving the poor, building homes for the homeless and saving the orphans and abandoned babies from the harsh cold of the night. I’m that guy.”

I’m reading a book by Robert Kiyosaki called “Rich Dad, Poor Dad”. It’s about financial literacy and how it is not taught in school. People know how to use money but not how to save it. They don’t know how it works. It’s a system of recognizing where your money comes in and where it goes out. What generates money and what does not. Income and Expenses, Assets and Liabilities. If you can figure out how to get more assets you are set for life.

Mc Donald is not a business of flipping burgers.. it’s a business of real estate. And that’s what people fail to realize.. the franchise is strategically buying out land so that they can sell their goods. Real estate and owning businesses that’s where it’s at.

I would like to share with you the philosophy the Japanese taught about; The Sword, The Jewel and the Mirror. The Japanese held the mirror – or self knowledge as the greatest tool. It was a tool of wisdom and reflection – of seeing through the illusion of money for what it is.. a fabrication and using your passion to make money work for you. Instead of you working for money and getting trapped in a rat race.

The Sword represented The Military. The Jewel was money. The Mirror Knowledge.

I just moved my giant mirror from downstairs into my room. I will focus on building an empire and minding to my own business from now on.


 

Foundation for Wealth:

  1. Do not accept a wage.
  2. Make money work for you.
  3. Do not let the fear of not having money drive you.
  4. Emotion is energy in motion. Use this passions of emotion to make money.
  5. The rich don’t pay taxes.
  6. Be aware of the trap of the rat race (fear of not having money).
  7. The trap uses fear and desire. The Rich use this to work for them.
  8. Use your head. Do not let fear or desire take over.
  9. Ignorance about money causes greed and fear.
  10. Use emotions to think, don’t think with your emotions.
  11. A Job is only a short term solution to a long term problem.
  12. Be financially literate
  13. Assets and Liabilities; Know the difference
  14. Keep it simple stupid.

Golden Rules to Life Compliments these rules.

Guidelines for Healthy Philosophy This is Supplementary to the Wealth Rules.

 


“I invest in all knowledge”.

The Vista


Paradigm of the Sword, Jewel and Mirror. Titled The Vista:

Alpha

The Sword is the physical body of this entity. In the world of the mind it is the Strength of military. In Emotion it is represented by Love and it’s spirit is in Power.

Omega

The Jewel is the physical body of this entity. In the world of the mind it is the Intelligence of Money. In Emotion it is represented by Hate and it’s spirit is in Control.

Crossway

The Mirror is the physical body of this entity. In the world of the mind it is the Wisdom of Reflection. In Emotion it’s parallel emotion is Ignorance and it’s spirit is in Knowledge.

Ambiguity

I added more to that paradigm.

Let me tell you about the Lamp of wishes; It holds the ambition of the mind and emotionally inspired. It delves into the passions of man and what he desires most.

Synthesis

The Prism is about Comprehension with the mind. It’s Emotion is to become content. It’s spirit is in Assessment.

Ascended

The Pyramid is about Having Authority in the realm of the mind. It’s Emotion is to be compassionate. It’s spirit is Monarchy.

Now

The Glass Marble can only be achieved through refinement, information, memory and knowledge. It’s mind spectrum world is finding Methods.  It’s ideal state of emotion is Composure. It’s natural spirit is Archive.


 

Prosperity, Humility and Curiosity,

Nam

Compilation of Recorded Human Progress Thus Far

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Compiled Human Hero World

This is human history and culture map compiled thus far. This helped me map out all alternative paths and directions and allowed me to determine the correct purpose of life. The Spirit Realm was the most complicated and completely ambiguous.

I’ve been to all ends of this spectrum of space through dreams. I could not reach or commune with a physical being that looked like the God humans describe.. An old man of long beard seated on a Golden Throne of the heavens or any of the such. I met a Space Whale instead in my dream.. This was apparently was the best this reality of the life the world could offer me exalted or no.

If you are interested in this Chart it is here. It is produced for my personal knowledge its secondary nature is to educate those who are curious. It’s third nature is to be recorded as human knowledge. All sectors and paths considered; Gateways plotted.

This morning before I give you a read of the chart, I will share you a story about my space whale. He enjoyed squeaky arm length rubs, a friendly giant who enjoyed company. He was majestic, beautiful and offered me a home among the stars, we had a conversation about dealing with some kind of outer space turbulence. And other bizarre phenomena.. He was trying to explain a problem about being too big and not fitting in with all the other creatures of the natural world.

The only God in human form I know of is Jesus Christ but again he is just another being displaced in the wrong era fighting a war not his own against a people who will not accept him.


This Section will be used to define Exaltation with God through life. (Starting Brown Section)

(Read in columns – The Paths; UP AND DOWN)

Exaltation to God

ALPHA

Within Monotheism is the Physical Religion of Fasting, Prayer, Sabbath, Pilgrimage. (1)Religious Facility Holds those who are practicing being Christians, Jewish and Muslim, Going to Church, Tabernacle and Mosque, Find their emotional needs through the medium of Christianity, Semitism and Islam, Their vehicle to God is through a books The Holy Bible, Torah and Koran. (1)Ideology offers us something more solid, promise and purpose. Unions, Marriages and Councils lead the way for ideology. Humanitarian Cause is the focus; Singing, Stories and Praise. Having Joy, Confidence and Character is held most high. In (1)Life focus on Experiences of Life. Practice Kindness and Warmth. You will find Happiness in Labors of the Heart. You will Acquire a Strong Bond with God.

OMEGA

In Secular Atheism  there is a almost religious practice of Controlling Diet, Pondering, Venting and Traveling. (2)Functional Facility is for Working, Studying and Playing, Leisure Centers and Libraries are these ideal places, Cinema, Games and Internet are the desired media mediums and the Spirit/Desire is Survival over all else. (2)Invention is the driving force behind Practitioners, Engineering and Construction. Their mind is set on Technological Progression. Training, Mentoring and Growing tugs their heart strings. They get the most out of the spiritual world through Having Empowerment and Success. (2)Dream, Focus on Creation and Inspiring. Practice Exploration and Progress. You will find Happiness in Your Victories. You will Acquire An Optimal Experience for Friends and Family in Life.

CROSSWAY

The Agnostics have their own methods of Detoxing, Contemplating, Reading/Watching a Movie and Adventure.. (Though none of these are exclusive to only Agnostic, we’re just people. There is no purity of paths, most are mixed).  (3)Entertainment Facility likes Relaxing, Thinking and Understanding, Ideal places are Pagodas, Temples, and Massage Therapists, Reading, Writing and Blogging and they hold individualism highest over all else. (3)Life Philosophies and Laws; They work their way into Boards, Schools, Facilitating Events, Talks and Meetings. They enjoy the idea of Environmental Preservation, Providing Renewable Resources, Innovation and Inspiration gets them teary. Their Spirituality is most heightened when they aim for Practicality and Sustainability. (3)Self, Focus on Protecting and Serving. With the mind Practice Concern and Problem Solving. Find Happiness in Relationships and Tough Decisions. Acquire Glory, Merit, Gratifying Job and Respect.

AMBIGUOUS

Idoltry enjoys methods of Conditioning, Begging, Complaining and Reflecting. (4)Emergency Facilities, they hold Humility, Humanity and Tolerance High, Shelters, Schools and Trauma Clinics are desirable, Human Connection, Animals and Rehab, and they believe strongly in Self-Preservation. (4)Good Habits; Nursing Homes, Orphanages, Managing Poverty is the basis of good habits. Their mentality is focused on Stability and Human Assessment. They Like Healing and Nurturing, it makes them emotional. Having Humility and Respect is what they strive for. (4)Salvaging, Focus on Health and Poverty. Practice Finding Practical Solutions and Curiosity. You will Find Happiness in Hardship of Challenges. It is suggested that you aim to acquire Trust, Love and Gratitude from All in return.

SYNTHESIS

Relativism is Chilling, Relaxing, Disconnecting and Wandering.  The Science World Establishes Green (5)Plains and Meadows, they like to be Unconcerned and prefer Ignoring the World, They enjoy Hiking, Beaches and the Ocean, They Enjoy Music in general, Meditating, Logging Journals and Above all the spirit lies with Solitude. (5)Be Content is the strategy of Avoiding Conflicts, Judgement and Human Politics. Doing Completely Nothing and Just Exist. Self Exploration, Experimentation and Understanding The Human Condition. Having Control and Moderation is what this perspective holds most high. (5)Ground Zero Focus on Self and Isolation. Practice Simple Life and Maintain Optimal Health. You will Find Happiness in the Miracle of Life in Existing. You Will Acquire Tranquility, Self Love and Acceptance with this path.

ASCENDED

Polytheism is Abstaining, Meditating, Enjoying Nature and Transcending Information. (6)High Mountains their optimal functioning place is in Experiencing the Perfect Human State, Their emotions get amplified around Jungle, Nature, High Mountains and Exotic Places, Finding Purpose, Acquiring Skills and Learning, They desire Transcendence over all else. (6)Change The World; This perspective expects to create Miracles, Focuses on Expressing Yourself and Get Involved in Everything. Do Everything You Can With All Your Heart seems to be it’s mentality. Self Evolve, Self Express, Dominate the Human Condition will allow them to express their inner being best. The spirit category says that they will ideally be optimal when attempting to Maintain Balance, Life and The World. (6)Light Focus Focus on Heighten Experience and Greatest Challenges in Life. Mentality of Practice Aspirations, Purposeful Living Be a Visionary. You will Find Happiness in Overcoming All Odds with this path. Spiritually you will acquire Self Satisfaction, God’s Exaltation and Man’s Commendation.

NOW

The movement of Self Empowerment is Moderation, Assessing Words Logically, Experiencing Improvement and Understanding the Process of Growth. (7)Home, physically Expressing Concern and Cooling Down Heated Debates is usually ideal. Balance of Nature and City, Enjoying the moment, Finding Purpose and Seeing Life makes them emotional. They hold Constructive Thinking highest over all else. (7)Building The World; Objective seems to be Saving The World, Environmental and Renewable Resources. Mentally engraved is the idea of Using God Given Resources Like The Sun and Solar Energy. Emotionally you will find your purpose most fulfilled through Combating Selfishness, Provoking Change in Others and Challenging The World. You will feel most accomplished Making a Difference and Do Justice for God and Men. (7)Hero, Focus on Sacrifice and Leadership. Practice Mindfulness, Active Charity and Exude Higher Purpose. It is recommended you find Happiness in the Objectives and Small Things in Life. You will acquire the most wholesome and complete Human Experience.


This Section will be used to define Exaltation with God through life. (Starting Brown Section)

Exaltation to God

(Spectrum Analysis; LEFT TO RIGHT)

Within Religion is Monotheism, Secular Atheism, Agnosticism, Idoltry, Relativism, Polytheism and Self Empowerment.

Respectively each category is followed by the Physical, Mental, Emotional and Spiritual attribute. Within Monotheism is the Physical Religion of Fasting, Prayer, Sabbath, Pilgrimage. In Secular Atheism  there is a almost religious practice of Controlling Diet, Pondering, Venting and Traveling. The Agnostics have their own methods of Detoxing, Contemplating, Reading/Watching a Movie and Adventure.. (Though none of these are exclusive to only Agnostic, we’re just people. There is no purity of paths, most are mixed). Idoltry enjoys methods of Conditioning, Begging, Complaining and Reflecting. Relativism is Chilling, Relaxing, Disconnecting and Wandering. Polytheism is Abstaining, Meditating, Enjoying Nature and Transcending Information. The movement of Self Empowerment is Moderation, Assessing Words Logically, Experiencing Improvement and Understanding the Process of Growth.

Within Science there is (1)Religious Facility, (2)Functional Facility, (3)Entertainment Facility, (4)Emergency Facility, (5)Meadows/Green Plains, (6)High Mountains and (7)Homes.

(1)Religious Facility Holds those who are practicing being Christians, Jewish and Muslim, Going to Church, Tabernacle and Mosque, Find their emotional needs through the medium of Christianity, Semitism and Islam, Their vehicle to God is through a books The Holy Bible, Torah and Koran. (2)Functional Facility is for Working, Studying and Playing, Leisure Centers and Libraries are these ideal places, Cinema, Games and Internet are the desired media mediums and the Spirit/Desire is Survival over all else.  (3)Entertainment Facility likes Relaxing, Thinking and Understanding, Ideal places are Pagodas, Temples, and Massage Therapists, Reading, Writing and Blogging and they hold individualism highest over all else. (4)Emergency Facilities, they hold Humility, Humanity and Tolerance High, Shelters, Schools and Trauma Clinics are desirable, Human Connection, Animals and Rehab, and they believe strongly in Self-Preservation. The Science World Establishes Green (5)Plains and Meadows, they like to be Unconcerned and prefer Ignoring the World, They enjoy Hiking, Beaches and the Ocean, They Enjoy Music in general, Meditating, Logging Journals and Above all the spirit lies with Solitude. (6)High Mountains their optimal functioning place is in Experiencing the Perfect Human State, Their emotions get amplified around Jungle, Nature, High Mountains and Exotic Places, Finding Purpose, Acquiring Skills and Learning, They desire Transcendence over all else. (7)Home, physically Expressing Concern and Cooling Down Heated Debates is usually ideal. Balance of Nature and City, Enjoying the moment, Finding Purpose and Seeing Life makes them emotional. They hold Constructive Thinking highest over all else.

Within Identity there is (1)Ideology, (2)Invention, (3)Life Philosophy and Laws, (4)Good Habits, (5)Be Content, (6)Change the World and (7)Building the World.

(1)Ideology offers us something more solid, promise and purpose. Unions, Marriages and Councils lead the way for ideology. Humanitarian Cause is the focus; Singing, Stories and Praise. Having Joy, Confidence and Character is held most high. (2)Invention is the driving force behind Practitioners, Engineering and Construction. Their mind is set on Technological Progression. Training, Mentoring and Growing tugs their heart strings. They get the most out of the spiritual world through Having Empowerment and Success. (3)Life Philosophies and Laws; They work their way into Boards, Schools, Facilitating Events, Talks and Meetings. They enjoy the idea of Environmental Preservation, Providing Renewable Resources, Innovation and Inspiration gets them teary. Their Spirituality is most heightened when they aim for Practicality and Sustainability. (4)Good Habits; Nursing Homes, Orphanages, Managing Poverty is the basis of good habits. Their mentality is focused on Stability and Human Assessment. They Like Healing and Nurturing, it makes them emotional. Having Humility and Respect is what they strive for. (5)Be Content is the strategy of Avoiding Conflicts, Judgement and Human Politics. Doing Completely Nothing and Just Exist. Self Exploration, Experimentation and Understanding The Human Condition. Having Control and Moderation is what this perspective holds most high. (6)Change The World; This perspective expects to create Miracles, Focuses on Expressing Yourself and Get Involved in Everything. Do Everything You Can With All Your Heart seems to be it’s mentality. Self Evolve, Self Express, Dominate the Human Condition will allow them to express their inner being best. The spirit category says that they will ideally be optimal when attempting to Maintain Balance, Life and The World. (7)Building The World; Objective seems to be Saving The World, Environmental and Renewable Resources. Mentally engraved is the idea of Using God Given Resources Like The Sun and Solar Energy. Emotionally you will find your purpose most fulfilled through Combating Selfishness, Provoking Change in Others and Challenging The World. You will feel most accomplished Making a Difference and Do Justice for God and Men.

Within Humanism there is (1)Life, (2)Dream, (3)Self, (4)Salvaging, (5)Ground Zero, (6)Light and (7)Hero.

In (1)Life focus on Experiences of Life. Practice Kindness and Warmth. You will find Happiness in Labors of the Heart. You will Acquire a Strong Bond with God. (2)Dream, Focus on Creation and Inspiring. Practice Exploration and Progress. You will find Happiness in Your Victories. You will Acquire An Optimal Experience for Friends and Family in Life.  (3)Self, Focus on Protecting and Serving. With the mind Practice Concern and Problem Solving. Find Happiness in Relationships and Tough Decisions. Acquire Glory, Merit, Gratifying Job and Respect. (4)Salvaging, Focus on Health and Poverty. Practice Finding Practical Solutions and Curiosity. You will Find Happiness in Hardship of Challenges. It is suggested that you aim to acquire Trust, Love and Gratitude from All in return. (5)Ground Zero Focus on Self and Isolation. Practice Simple Life and Maintain Optimal Health. You will Find Happiness in the Miracle of Life in Existing. You Will Acquire Tranquility, Self Love and Acceptance with this path. (6)Light focus on Heighten Experience and Greatest Challenges in Life. Mentality of Practice Aspirations, Purposeful Living Be a Visionary. You will Find Happiness in Overcoming All Odds with this path. Spiritually you will acquire Self Satisfaction, God’s Exaltation and Man’s Commendation. (7)Hero, Focus on Sacrifice and Leadership. Practice Mindfulness, Active Charity and Exude Higher Purpose. It is recommended you find Happiness in the Objectives and Small Things in Life. You will acquire the most wholesome and complete Human Experience.

Happy Journey.

Curiosity and Prosperity,

Nam,


 


For link on Heroes of Man: 

For link on Knowledge:

Define Knowledge; Strength, Intelligence and Wisdom

Knowledge

KNOWLEDGE; SECTOR, PATHS and GATEWAY

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This is a chart on the varieties of methods and experiences that may bring you knowledge.

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What is Knowledge?

I have categorized knowledge into 3 categories; Knowledge can be found in Strength, Intelligence and Wisdom. It is inherited, built on and pursued. The construction of Knowledge is based on human experience and daily exposure to the 5 realms of experience. Life, Dream, Self, Salvage and Light. The paths in life are known as Alpha, Omega, Crossway, Ambiguous and Ascended respectively. And then there is Gateways of Synthesis  and Now. Where Realms are represented  by the grounds these worlds are built on. The paths are represented by lines. And Gateways are  coordinates and set checkpoint pin locations.

What is a Sector?

A sector is a zone within the paradigm model that is a individual divided slice of the pie to put it simply. In this pie there are 4 sectors, 5 dividing cuts and 2 gateway points of interest.

What is Strength?

Strength is Capacity, Endurance, Ferocity and Durability. Ascended value is Execution

Within strength I found that the foundations best related to Body Building. I called it Capacity; Where the Frame, Volume, Recovery and Power represented the facilities of this sector. I related Endurance to Running and Cardio vascular exercise; Endurance has within it Speed, Longevity, Metabolism and Mentality. Best found in martial arts I called the next sector Ferocity; it holds Spirit, Respect, Honor and Communication. The Last facility of strength is Durability; Which revolves around Simplicity, Practicality, Constitution and Proportional Ratio. Execution is the ascended value which is Work, Labor, Suffering and Persevering.

What is Intelligence?

Intelligence is Perception, Emotion, Spirit and Thought. Ascended value is Construction.

Within intelligence I found gradual levels of ascendance progressively moving towards the spirit world along the z-axis respectively from physical, to mental, to emotional and to spiritual. In Intelligence I have found in Perception through design is Sight, Identifying, Realization and Comprehension. In Emotion through morality I have found Instinct, Nature, Reaction and Judgement. In Spirit through theology I have found Character, Traits, Personality and Perks. In Thought through Language Logic I discovered Choice, Calculation, Manipulation and Contemplation. Constructing through compilation is Sorting, Evaluating, Pursuit and Methods.

What is Wisdom?

Wisdom is Virtue, Practices, Analysis and Synergetics. Ascended value is Acquisition.

Within wisdom I found complex systems and ambiguous terms that are very abstract moving progressively ascendant respectively from physical, to mental, to emotional and to spiritual. In Wisdom I have found Virtue; Virtues found in Ambiguous Religion, Virtues of Rational Science, Disciplines of Identity and Conscience of Humanism. In Practices; I have found Living Universe Practices, Un-Living (material) Universe Practices, Working towards Higher Self and Conscious Universe Practices. Through Analysis I have found Reflecting, Efficiency Assessment, Critical Roots Targeting and Priority and Preferences most important. In Synergetics I have found Humble Living, Humility Building, Humanity Serving and Collective Unconditional Love most important. Acquisition is in Development, Establishing, Erecting and Satisfaction. 

What is a Gateway?

A gateway is a term I use to describe a pin point accurate location and coordinate. It’s like a blip on your GPS, some are locations and some known as vessels/vehicles move.

Among the two gateways are Synthesis and Now. But there is a path that is used called the ascended path that is used to draw a direction in life towards the Vista of the Paradigm Model.

What is Ascendance?

Ascendance is a constructive progressive direction of empowering humanity.

The Gateways: Synthesis, Ascendant path and Now.

Synthesis is an Assessment, Arranging (Sorting Objectives of people, places things and goals), Organizing (situations, conditions and circumstances), Aligning (Events, possibilities and schedules) and also Inspiring (means of humanitarian efforts, life experiences and professional aspirations).

The Ascendant Line is about Execution which consists of Work, Labor, Suffering and Persevering. Constructing through compilation is Sorting, Evaluating, Pursuit and Methods. Acquisition is in Development, Establishing, Erecting and Satisfaction. 

The “Now” Gateway is about Active Practiced Philosophy; Constructing, Establishing, Determining and Defining. 


  • For a refresher on Virtue:
Virtues

Chart of Virtue

 

  • For a refresher on Practices:
Eternity

Practice of Life

  • For a refresher on Analysis, Critical Roots:
  • For a refresh on Synergetics, Optimal Humble Living:
Complete Ascended

Ideal Human Being


 

Have a wonderful day,

Nam,

Humility and Heroes; God Wants Humanism, Facility and Growth

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Abdul Sattar Edhi RIP July 8 2016;

I know I focused a lot on myself the last 2 days, but I needed to understand more about myself and my situation on Earth. I needed to see and explore for myself my priorities and assess my preferences. I needed time to grow and understand the world we live in. Maybe relativism is what we need right now. A world view where we can all just get along without prejudice. I’m headed this direction because I feel in many ways the double standard of a faith based god is dangerous in a poverty stricken world who has little to live for and prone to suicide. I fear for the elderly, children and women of the poorer areas of the world. And a higher ratio of practical application and approaches seems to be more necessary. Over the God component.

One day. I may find someone as heroic as this in myself. A lot of people don’t realize their wealth, opportunity and fortune often is a form of privilege. They think so high of themselves and aim so far they leave the small people behind and forget their humble beginnings. How do you stand without legs? How do you build a building without foundation? You build a structure from the bottom up. We lost a important human being yesterday night. Abdul Sattar Edhi Pakistan, July 8th 2016 last night. A person who had very little, but gave so much. It doesn’t matter how big or expensive a gift you give to the world.. it’s the matter of how much heart you put into it. Making something from nothing is the most beautiful gift you can give.

What he did.

  • Rescued over 20,000 abandoned infants.
  • Rehabilitated over 50,000 orphans
  • Trained over 40,000 nurses
  • Established 330 welfare centers
  • Worlds largest ambulance service 1500 vehicles.
  • He established nursing homes, orphanages, clinics, women’s shelters, and rehab centers for drug addicts and mentally ill.

We need to emulate this sort of kindness. We need to be more human. Your first world problems and struggle of appearance, of charming a handsome/beautiful mate, of finding the right brand of coffee, of driving the right car, of needing to drive back home to avoid the public washroom.. Of complaining about the police being too intolerant and being too violent and forceful. They are doing their jobs and the public don’t respect them enough to not cause trouble. This is what happens when we allow people to just sling guns over their shoulders where ever they want, it puts us in scary situations.

Self is not a problem. God acts through us and requires our hands in things to happen. Self is an investment for God, he wants us to grow. We can have that healing factor if you really need God.. but you need not deny a person his opinion just because he doesn’t believe in your God. We need to forget about the labels and work on just being human – love through humanism, society and being pro-life.

Nam,

A Claim for Inheritance of Earth and Resume. What’s in a Title?

Prism Disperse;

Here I am,

I am who I am.

Do not put a label on me and I will not on you. I am ever changing, flowing and influx with the river of time. I am the first wave of humanism progression. I beckon all those willing to listen to come and hear a story. And read about the first wave and understand it’s importance.

I have no power here. Nothing special to offer except for directions, a story, perspective, purpose and refined light (message).

TheScavenger

past life

Life, is complicated. One does not only live one life.. and one does not inherit only blood. One lives many lives among life. I am a product of many lives. I am the first of the heaven sent heroes representing a collective of lives. I am Synamex; Synthetic, Man, Complex. I am the first step to the synthesis of the world. I was given this name as a child in a vision. The only mark of my identity. I wish to be a driving factor in the human infrastructure, to establish it’s direction, purpose and goals.

You may not know who I am. I will tell you of what I represent, what I’m built after and what spirits inhabit me. My soul is composed of 6 sectors. The names of my past are known to the world. I am very established among the heavens. They call me Skye and Starry is my angel wife in heaven. We cannot see each other until my job is done on Earth. I will tell you about your human history. You may be able to relate to one of these branches.


“Cursed by the world. They called me the son of the devil. I was the outsider.

But truly, I am the only true heir to the throne to humanity”.


Among the spirit of nature, my human mother Adhan and the old Yggdrasil/Tree of life,

The English called me Myrddin Wyllt.

I was known as Merlin Ambrosius. I spoke to animals because I became ill and schizophrenic. I was a councilor for King Arthur. Prophet, Mage, Druid and Seer. I was there for the formation of the round table.

I had no children.

I was a servant, a counselor and hand to the king.


Among the deities of the high and old,

Blessed by the Gods of Asgardian heavens,

The Scandinavians called me Ragnar Lodbrok, 

I was a hero, ruler, king and a raider. My life was spent fighting off my many enemies.

My sons were the plague to Europe.

I was a conqueror and so were my sons.


Among the stars and heavens of Asia,

Blessed by the blood of the high elements of Rain, Growth, Realm and Sight,

Born of Vaishravana Heavenly King, Li Bing, and Guardian The River Deity

I was known as Erlong Shen, Guardian of the Heavens,

My greatest enemy, rival and arch-nemesis Wu-Kong was my greatest achievement.

I am best known as the Dragon Slayer,  


Among the spirit of order and divines,

Blessed by the blood of the planets, Venus in the form of deva the shining one was my mother,

I was known as Marduk Lord, Leader of the Gods,

I was inspirited and empowered by Djinn and Angels.

My child Nebuchadnezzar II the babylonian king, also known as Bukhtrashah to the Persians.


Among the spirit of Arch-Angels and Cherubim,

I was a child of Joseph, Mary and Guardian Gabriel.

They called me Jeshu and Barabbis,

I was a healer, teacher, carpenter and wanderer.

My children live in france,

I was crucified but I escaped under roman rule of Constantine,


Among the gods and high heavens,

Blessed by the blood of the gods, Poseidon and Hellen; And guardian Hippotes.

I was known as Odysseus.

My father, King Sisyphus. Fated to roll a boulder up a hill for eternity.. a labor of many life times to triumph physical labor.

I lived as an outcast, cast away, champion, a wrestler, a beggar, husband, lover and father.


Among the Jungle and underworld.,

Blessed by the blood of the North and South Dragon; The High King of the Mountains and the Woman of the Seas.

Hi, my name is Nam.

Nation’s story:

The story goes that the high king of the mountains came and married the woman of the ocean.

My story:

I on the other hand am Skye of Earth who married Starry the Angel of the Heavens.

Our family escaped the Vietnam war. We left our country. My family owned and managed a dry cleaners. My father works at Alberta Plywood grading sheets of wood. I went to school in Edmonton Alberta. I’ve lived all my life in Canada. I am a healthy 30 year old. And I am an old soul. My wife gets very jealous when I talk to human girls. She lives in the high heavens. I don’t see her much. I played high-school football, practice karate, swordplay and meditate when I can. I enjoy playing the ocarina and piano.

I am an sage, author, engineer, philosopher, artist, urbanized civilian.

I am very pleased to meet you.

Nam,

 (Also to note I can’t tell the difference between memories of being directly inspirited by foreign bodies and my past lives.. I also have a perk in this life to siphon and absorb energies from those around me too. It’s kind of complicated).

For dialogue listen..

One Speaks for Two; Silence by Starry Seas

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In all lives they called me the outsider.

There was no obstacle too big but there was always great loss.

 

Persia, England, China, Scandinavia, America – Heaven.

There is no place I can’t find you.

 

I may live here a mortal and you yourself high above.

There is no place I cannot go.

 

But you are mine, I am yours. Our alternate lines will reach us one way or another.

There is no law that can hold me.

 

I have fulfilled my duty, I have lived wise – a sage. Do not abandon me.

There is no god that can separate us.

 

If you let go. I will lose, not only my will – my spirit, mind and body will be dust.

There is no other way, no other path.

 

You will come down or I will bring the sky down.

There is no other life, no other dream, no other me.

 

Or you can leave me to the wolves. And I will waste away – waiting until the end of time.

There is no alternate reality, place and time other then this.

 

What is light without it’s companion shadow.

I will scare away the ghosts, they fear the dark because they don’t know what it is.

 

Bat to bird. Bird to turtle. Turtle to fish.

We all swim in different frequencies and levels of viscosity.

 

Are we truly so different when the language of music, love and math is always the same.

I will fend off the world for your arrival, I will keep prying eyes at bay.

 

I won’t tell if you don’t.

There is no secrets left to hide – I’m off the grid in another timeline but every other life we’ve lived still counts.

 

What I say is still impossible.

While fate fails, it falls to destiny. Starry to Skye I am returning your call.

 

The place you live is just a privilege by name.

Home is where ever you are.

 

Privilege is a handout, a crutch.

We mark our own lands with our dreams.

 

Where two is one.

One speaks for two. Prism disperse.

The Missing Pillar; Middle East a Scavenger Desert Rogue

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Political Systems with scavenging

I’ve been thinking a lot about purpose of man. And also thought and reflected on those who were never given the opportunity to bloom. The marked for dead living among us, those who have nothing to live for. They have nothing useful to offer the world, no interest in kindness, love or healing; Just pure survival and getting through the day. The ones that were never given a chance to shine, I call upon the oath of the exiled and the roamers to rejoin and be a part of functional society as a pillar on their own. I call them the ambiguous; They will represent a republic an island rogue living off the excess of their neighbors and scavenge what they can through charity fund, farm, recycle or claim.


Alpha: Democracy is a liberal direction of change in the world towards a future we desire based on freedom. It looks out for individual power distribution and rewards individually.

Omega: Fascism is a conservative direction of mindless clinging to old ideas because its comfortable and controlling the masses because there is no trust in the people it is an anarchy and what the people believe is in absolute control by the Hierarchy of that government. The power is distributed to only the head or one deemed worthy up top of the hierarchy.

Crossway: Communism is a socialist direction of distributing the wealth and it is a traditional stance of looking out for one another with what is simply possible. Life at the bare minimum and only the practical ideas and life seem to survive. It is a collective power distribution.

Ambiguous: Scavenging is a republic direction of living off the land, through farming, recycling and claiming what was lost. They are island rogues and assess the excess of human abundance and what they can gather through scavenging. They are the real unsung heroes.. living in places people have abandoned and making something from nothing. This is their magic and I have deemed them worthy of a pillar of their own. The law controlling the ambiguous will have the worst bunch also considering this population is huge. There’s no way to integrate that many unfortunate people into civil society at that level but their spirit is what matters if they can muster the strength to survive. They live under a very self surrendering system and reliant on numbers to get things done opposed to individual strength.


Synthesis: Ground Zero is the direction of Improvising and sustaining with what is possible. Only the practical and suitable depending on situation is given as provision for life. Balance is the true face of this idea bringing in all four worlds of systems together (alpha, omega, crossway and ambiguous), considering all the perks and qualities of each system and with oversight assessing the situation with what is suitable at the moment. It is a Self Governed Society that understands what needs to be done and automated to do what is required when asked of them. We are in position to do this. Our system is stable enough and effective enough to make Ground Zero happen. Let the people do what makes them happy and provide them job opportunities that enable them to do what they enjoy doing.

Ascended: Humanism is the direction of being in nature a constructive force and progressing. The power is distributed through the collective conscience of humanity. If humans deem it correct as a society then it is the right decision depending on collective democracy taking into consideration all weighing opinions through all forms of media and contemplation. Ideally this is the direction we should be headed to become more functional, practical and effective.

From the ground up we need to build a system built with a basis towards Ground Zero or some grounds of peace and flow. Where the philosophy or direction is Improvising and making decisions based on Improvising in the form of compromise. Where we can agree on everything and work our way up to build this new system.. Ground Zero just wants you to sit back think and relax. Humanism is the study of human needs,concerns and problems being dealt with in the most practical and effective ways. We need to move in a constructive direction.. towards a Constructivism if there is such a word. Balance and then progress is the best steps to go into for our nature.

Paradigms of Political Systems

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“Improvising, what is just stuff and junk to you. Is gold in my eyes. Power to those who have the Midas’s touch.”

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Political Systems

 

Alpha: Democracy is a liberal direction of change in the world towards a future we desire based on freedom. It looks out for individual power distribution and rewards individually.

Omega: Fascism is a conservative direction of mindless clinging to old ideas because its comfortable and controlling the masses because there is no trust in the people it is an anarchy and what the people believe is in absolute control by the Hierarchy of that government. The power is distributed to only the head or one deemed worthy up top of the hierarchy.

Crossway: Communism is a socialist direction of distributing the wealth and it is a traditional stance of looking out for one another with what is simply possible. Life at the bare minimum and only the practical ideas and life seem to survive. It is a collective power distribution.


Synthesis: Ground Zero is the direction of Improvising and sustaining with what is possible. Only the practical and suitable depending on situation is given as provision for life. Balance is the true face of this idea bringing in all three worlds of systems together (alpha, omega and crossway), considering all the perks and qualities of each system and with oversight assessing the situation with what is suitable at the moment. It is a Self Governed Society that understands what needs to be done and automated to do what is required when asked of them. We are in position to do this. Our system is stable enough and effective enough to make Ground Zero happen. Let the people do what makes them happy and provide them job opportunities that enable them to what they enjoy doing.

Ascended: Humanism is the direction of being in nature a constructive force and progressing. The power is distributed through the collective conscience of humanity. If humans deem it correct as a society then it is the right decision depending on collective democracy taking into consideration all weighing opinions through all forms of media and contemplation. Ideally this is the direction we should be headed to become more functional, practical and effective.

From the ground up we need to build a system built with a basis towards Ground Zero or some grounds of peace and flow. Where the philosophy or direction is Improvising and making decisions based on Improvising in the form of compromise. Where we can agree on everything and work our way up to build this new system.. Ground Zero just wants you to sit back think and relax. Humanism is the study of human needs,concerns and problems being dealt with in the most practical and effective ways. We need to move in a constructive direction.. towards a Constructivism if there is such a word. Balance and then progress is the best steps to go into for our nature.

I believe we should make a new direction for mankind and it should start in Canada. 2nd best country in the world this year; trying their best to make things work with bisexuals, genders equality and religious inequality. Happy Canada Day, Happy Birthday to me and Happy Independence Day! To progress everyone. Cheers.

 

Nam,

 

The Supercharged Brain; The Gold Rules to Life

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A few things you can do in your life to make your brain really active and powerful. If you suffer from slow speech or tend to say “uhm” or “uhh”. a lot. Here’s some tips for those who want to supercharge your brain to optimize it’s capacity.

1.Running

According to some science by John Ratey a Harvard professor if you run a lot you encourage memory and enhanced cognition and in the process encourage brain cell regrowth. This neuro-biological process is equivalent to a sharp pencil and clean sheet of paper opposed to a dull one and dirty paper. High intensity interval exercise as it is known is best as an alternative. It also increases metabolism and promotes healthy appetite.

2.Reading

The more you read the more familiar and fluent you are with the language. Knowledge is power, reading is brain food and it exercises your brain and stimulates the brain and encourages positive endorphin in the brain. Which make you happy and think positive and constructively. Reading is also very therapeutic and allows you to calm down stress, emotions and anxiety.

3. Writing

This also allows you to be more familiar and fluent with the language. It allows you to communicate better in social instances and the language will come more naturally. Expressing yourself allows you to find a release for the stress in your life and vent. For those who suffer anxiety, emotions and stress writing is therapeutic.

4. Practice an Instrument

This not only encourages memory but in the practice of memory rather than just the increasing the potential of memory from running. The Flute, Violin, Piano, Guitar are my personal favorites. Classical music is said to promote growth and encourage constructive thinking. Memory, growth and promotion of thought in a study of how music effects plants is evident in the subconscious influence of music and the type of music you listen to.

5. Eating frequently and consistently

Eating in small potions many times a day will increase metabolism. Compounded with High intensity interval training or running will actually allow you to lose weight and encourage overall health.


I also have other practices I enjoy that gives other perks and attributes.. such as Sword training, Karate (mix martial arts).

6. Sword training

Makes me feel like I have an edge (excuse the pun) over everyone. It’s my security backup plan that allows me to establish that in danger I will be able to defend myself and get away. It keeps me sharp and accurate. It builds strong upper body strength and arms. I use a heavy bar to practice sword so when using a real blade it comes with ease.

7. Karate/Tai Chi/Mixed Martial Arts

The art of the empty hand. You won’t always have a weapon with you and this is the reason why some self defense and exercise with a martial art like Karate is necessary. Also allows you to have an upper hand in a fight to defend yourself so you can get away. The Katas (set of sequenced moves) allow you to familiarize and encourages memory in practice and potential  through motor memory in the muscles. This allows your body to react faster than thought during a fight or flight situation intuitively.

8. Meditation

One thing that I am trying to do but don’t do enough of is meditation. There are many health benefits to meditation in that it keeps you composed and strong in stressful situations. I have not yet mastered this practice yet but it will give you insight and understanding of the world around you.

Men and Their Fiercest Warriors. Paradigm Fantasy

 

Fiercest human warriors,

(Just a new paradigm inspired).

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This paradigm isn’t perfectly aligned and there’s a bit of mish-mashing and of course a broad generalization of a nationality is very politically incorrect but – this is the paradigm that I made inspired by a game called “For Honor” by Ubisoft. I noticed that there’s starting to be a trend where people are using more paradigms in life. This makes me very happy whether subconsciously intended or not.

For generations there have been legends of warrior heroes clad in cloth, leather and metal serving their land with weapons.We had an era of Knights, Vikings, Samurai and Soldiers. We’ve also heard of demi-gods or half breds between angels and men called the Nephilim said to be gifts to man from the gods intermingling.

The Europeans had the Knights Templar. With fierce armored knights branding the sword and shield. Their drink of choice seemed to be hard liquor, I set it up this way because it seemed apparent they were the ones most likely to afford consistent hard liquor Scotch the European pound being so strong even today.

The Norse had their free masons. Their warriors of choice were the vikings. A very primal warrior slow but sturdy. Their drink of choice is beer and mead. 

The Asians had their spiritual Dragon/Lotus secret societies. Their warriors of choice were the Samurai wielding the Spear and Bow. Their drink of choice being Rice Saki.

The Middle east had their Djinn and other spirits. Their warriors of choice are mercenaries and gladiators who wield AK47 and Sabers. Their drink of choice being Arak.

The Americans had their Illuminati. Their warriors of choice being the soldiers of the time frame wielding guns and knives. Their drink of choice being whisky or rum.

The Nephilim had their “Angels”. Their warriors known as destroyers. They wielded Mace/Lance and Shield. They had their own concoctions but lets call it mana as an elixir that repaired/increase their spirits.

Mind you, these secret societies and names might as well be fictional now because they were so secretive and most likely extinct now a days. I just thought it would be fun to play around with this model this morning. Maybe “For Honor” fans will appreciate it if I go into the lore of these old warrior spirits. And as for drinks the categorizing is a little inaccurate in that they probably all just drank water. The paradigm is just a playful prodding and poking to see if it worked out in the end. I’m sure Europeans love their mead as much as their liquor but w/e.

 

Comprehension of the Answer

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The meek and timid shall inherit the world.

Life, Dream, Self and Light; Through life’s past, present and potential future we reflect. Through dream’s we ponder. Through “Self” we bring ourselves to own up for actions and redeem ourselves through responsibility. Through Light. We understand and comprehend our situation on Earth and make best of it.

The superstition and fear of old ghosts has never gotten us anywhere, it only hindered our progression of understanding, defining and exploring.

We need to purge the world of these namely religious ideas, systems and restraints. And build one on the heart of humanity, growing stronger and taking only the best traits to carry on. Respect for one another as the truth arises. As information comes to surface we will communicate and emotions will subside. Only knowledge survives and the most pristine ideas and understandings will persevere.

We are not building another tower of Babylon; We are building to sustain life on earth, for peace, prosperity and stability. To acknowledge the fact that there is great suffering around the globe. Confusion that throws people to do things they ought not to do. We need Healing, not conquest. Not ideas to push someone into decisions that is against their will. Knowledge and understanding of how the world and life works is essential.

God is an idea beyond our capacity and scope. The idea of praising a god we do not know is ignorant. And he may know us each personally and individually.. but we do not have the power to understand him completely. Building something after him (temples, shrines and idols) is a suggestion that we do. All we are doing is building false idols, misguiding people of the message which is “humanity comes first”. Healing and facilities for healing need to be established. We do not need another misguided tower of Babylon of so called holy truth. You cannot comprehend the holiest truth.. you cannot represent such a thing.

I cannot even say I am the holiest truth but god can’t say he has the holiest truth on Earth because he doesn’t live the human life but I know that I am the only truth humanity can use to build on which respects and understands one another.. and allows the world to branch into. We can build on these foundations of knowledge. We can only be agnostic and secular to build our homes and facilities of healing and knowledge. Any other set of ideas; religious or not is secondary and not priority. Build our homes and we build our future.

I embody the philosophy of human life, here I display the path of the noble spirit. “No man knows the heart of god. Morality came from food not god.”

Version 2.0; Religion was Never the Answer

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If these memories I have coming back are just from previous versions of me. That would make this life equivalent to me being a clone with my memory wiped. My life has been fabricated to suit this set of conditions and circumstances I’m set under. This life that has set into motion is just an enslavement program to make me feel all this life has actual value. When it’s actually just whatever you make it out to be. Once I have kids and find a mate.. the cycle is complete and I provide for these new mouths and the system has me playing as a puppet. And if this happens I am then integrated through attachments to the system. The routine entropy of seeing my loved ones hurt, wars, famine and injustice; everything wrong with the world is the causation to the problem. And the problem is not the bad that we see in the world, the problem is within us is our nature of delusional ego, selfish desires and objective agendas that cause those things in the first place (rooted to hunger, thirst and desire).

If we just learn to let go of the material things in life, if we work to create a life of function and practice rather than having things, status and selfish desires. Then we can be free finally of half the problems humanity is dealing with. Life isn’t about getting things. It’s about the experience and making a world of experience that is suitable and pleasant for all beings. Equality of all race and colors, gender and other varieties of facets.

I’m only partially who I am right now. I am only a portion of my capacity. I make this trip to find myself, and restore my functionality and I may be able to do something. I will break the system. I will find release from this place. I will have quiet of mind. I will find my way home. I will have a solution.

I will establish this world through the strength of love through healing and show them that life isn’t all it appears to be. I’ll do it alone if I have to but there is more to life than this. The more systems we make, the more rules we make for us to follow the more lifeless we become and the more likely we drone to the beat of this notion we call life. I will not let it have me. I am a free man, I was made to create. I am not a technician. I am a healer, teacher and creator. I’m not doing this out of selfishness, and I am aware your children take care of you as you get older. I’m probably likely not going to grow old and die alone, something is bound to happen. But that’s all fine in itself, there has to be a balance and of course I need to not be completely selfless but do it with moderation and some self control.

I play for the objective. I play to win. I am a free man not obligated to serve any man, machine or god. I fight for humanity and I encourage you to join me to heal the world. I answer to no god. I will submit to no god. Authority has no control over who I am, I am the model of empowerment. I do not trust any god that I do not see with my own eyes, I do not give control to a driver that has not earned my trust. I do not give myself away to a spirit who I must trust by faith. They might as well all be demons. I will demonize your god if I must make my own path. May god strike me down, and justice be set in motion for him if I am not in my right. I give myself only to humanity and the health of the collective. If you decide I am unfit to heal your wounds as this healer may you turn to your imaginary god for healing. And whatever impossible things he may do, may he do it over a dozen times until you see with your eyes that what you worship is untrue.

Heaven and hell has no influence on Earth. We are are a separate entity. God nor the devil whether they are real or not has no influence in this plane of existence. This is just another blackhole of entropy, wasted/unexpressed dreams and vacuum of death and despair. But I will make best of it with light. For there is always light in the dark.

He Disappeared like the Wind

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I feel like for a long time I have been living someone else’s dream. Trying to impress a person and show them that I’m something I’m not. I’m a humanitarian.. an environmentalist, a proactive productive thinker.

I decided I’m dropping all my courses and going to live in Tibet/Thailand. I’m going to seek a shaman/monk and get rid of my crutches.. this man made illness possibly self inflicted that is my psychosis. I need to move on with my life and I can’t do it with this crutch.

I’m going to save a bit of money and find myself.. no matter how hard the journey. If i get lost or I suffer death.. or a occurrence of relapse; It will be worth it despite the risks. I want to live my own life. If the cost is the risk of a little trouble.. or a lot of trouble it will make more sense.. because the path is never easy. I will always be able to find and know where home is in my heart. I have known a good home and it is enough for me to grasp what it is to have a family. No matter how dysfunctional.. I know only i can do it, I want to know that I can do it.

I’m not ready for love, marriage and the sort. I’m looking for something in this world.. a value of sentiment and deep meaning. I’m looking for purpose and to define my reason to be here. I’m gonna go even if I’m not ready. I need to leave this place.

So today I’ve decided 3-6 months I am gone as the wind.. leaving everything i know for a strange place. It was nice knowing everyone, if I don’t make it back in one piece. At least I have the legacy that is my blog.

The Last Light

A dream,

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I couldn’t remember if he was the “last” light or referred to as the “one” light. But there was an account of a caped man in dark robes who may have been of royal lineage. He had brown curly hand length hair. He told me as he carried me off the shores of a beach; that he was the one who saved me, the reason why things are the way they are, that there were sacrifices made in making my journey possible. I don’t understand it all. He carried my stuff and an ocarina as we walked up some steps.

An ocarina is a musical instrument of Chinese/Japanese descent it’s development and advancement in more notes happened when they came to Europe. There are different types of ocarina including some of the first made of clay with 2-4 notes and a German Gemshorn which was an instrument made out of a horn.

It was implied that i had no memory or lost my memory of the event. It was also implied I was a primal light, a crude and more undeveloped light. But a light none the less. It is possible that maybe i’m not from this time frame.

To Be in Love with an Idea

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It’s kind of like punishing yourself for believing that you can pick a fight with the sky or stars or even the world. It’s impossible and madness at that. An angel is a spirit and idea that does not have physical form. The idea of finding one and having a life with one is absurd. That’s why life is a game of Russian Roulette and that some people may never find what they are looking for because it’s unrealistic or does not fit in the world spectrum. I’ll find happiness in other things but just not on this topic. It’s tragic – something no one ever promised but I’m still looking for the caged red canary.

but maybe children’s dreams should be.. what it is.

So i’m letting the bird go free.. to capture other dreams.

Let it be.


 

Captured Dreams

Punishment for Crimes never committed.

Thoughts never expressed dreams never dreamed.

I speak of worlds never realized.

Are there consequences for them never happening?

I fear that if given what I most desire,

Will it be the end and a end to true potential?

Maybe it’s best it’s never had.

That some dreams should never be expressed.

Torment and frustration of things unexpressed

Seem to knock at the door, yet it is out of reach.

I look for the canary, the sign of Isis but –

it seems some things weren’t meant to be.

Happiness lies in the eyes of the beholder..

And maybe if I find new dreams maybe,

I’ll leave room for other things to happen.

Opening other options.

Just not my caged red canary.

I’m in a loop of the reoccuring Vesica Pisces.

The torment is forever.

 

 

Lessons Made of Gold in June 2016

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This quote is missing something… “But rewarded the most. =)”.

Lessons I learned today,

1.What’s in a name or title? It is the people who want to do the job with the correct intentions that matter.

2. Trust the genuine, small hard working people. They are your grain – bread and butter.

3. Superior people and easy rides usually have agendas and special interests that may conflict with your own objective.

4. Light in dark. Dark in light. In the yin-yang element, follow the good in peoples heart and not the dark they are potential of. Also trust people out of compassion naturally but do so out of honor and courtesy to see their true nature.

5. Luxury is a gateway to corruption. Do not trust great power, trust great heart.

6.  Rule of thumb doesn’t matter how big or small a person may be they may have the biggest heart of them all. Love does not discriminate.

7. The best path is usually the hardest. The easiest is usually a trap.

8. Good trust is best built from the bottom up; Learning to trust yourself first namely and working on those who share a common goal and interests second.  Those worthy of your trust are usually those who don’t mind putting their neck out for you and willing to work extra hours to have it sorted. They aren’t worth it.. if money and time is too much to ask for.

A Glimpse into the Unknowable

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Dream inspired revelation,

“Life.. Some call it a gift. I know it by heart, it was a curse of delusions.”

“I took my enemies and imprisoned them in an artificial world. So that they and their children may suffer death, despair and war. I made this world for my revenge, to torment and calm my hatred for the flesh I did once call my own. I control the rips and tears in space-time and all I do is think of a place and it appears before me. You think you are free but what you experience is not reality. It is a bird’s cage of artificial non-living properties, forever temporary and not a touch of divine life you were made for before.”

He took human history (if you would call it that) and changed it; it was warped and distorted and never stayed consistent.. None of the tools we had would ever be able to record time and events like it has now. The prophet’s daughter like him will control the rifts and of course every being he fears he makes an enemy of. His daughter will become his downfall.. but love is universal, stronger than any force and of course with love will bring an offspring. She will bring order back to the world and free those wrongly accused and exiled by the prophet.

We will be free once more.

Human history will never be the same again..

“As for The Creator, before him you will go through me. The Grand Architect. It will be revealed that the Cipher, The Bride and The Other will play a critical role in my demise. And the Child begotten by my one love will be my undoing. As Cronus who ate his children as they were born. So shall I to a degree before I too will be thrown among the mortals”.


Twist, the creator is also the architect who initially was the prophet. The Creator gets dethroned by his daughter knowing his fate all too well and he learns to live and make life on Earth work. Despite the flaws and the trials of hardship faith in humanity is restored once the creator decided to live his own story and determined for himself that human kind was the solution to conflict in the heavens and hell. That the hardship learned in living life on Earth gave a waypoint and foundation for all life and possibilities. The life that men shared was actually a gift to everyone including his enemies. And that where he found only enemies under these conditions on Earth is where he would find them as friends.

Alien or not understood?

A great find today,

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A new study has led researchers to conclude that Octopuses (NOT Octopi) have Alien DNA. Their genome shows a never-before-seen level of complexity with a staggering 33,000 protein-coding genes identified, more than in a human being.


http://www.globalpossibilities.org/scientists-conclude-octupus-dna-is-not-from-this-world/


So it seems octopuses are apparently alien to our planet this year according to this article. It is still not clear as to say that they come from another planet but they have some interesting things to say about octopus. Having 33, 000 more protein coded genes than the 25, 000 in human beings. It’s ability to problem solve and adapt instantly its neural network properties making memory much easier than anything in the animal kingdom. Biological mechanisms that allow tissues to rapidly change proteins in order to alter their function and camouflage. They say there’s elevated transposon expression in neural tissues found in the octopus. The transposons are known to have the ability to affect the regulation of gene expression and are believed to play major roles in shaping genome structure.

Octopus have an invertebrate genome which puts it’s DNA in a blender and mixed. They are saying that Octopuses have alien baggage genes that they are not of this world which has great claim in the scientific community.

Well I think there’s a lot of things in this world that is unexplained and doesn’t always seem to be what it appears. Human beings themselves can’t be sure that they are not influenced or altered by a genetic evolutionary path led by outside forces. For example there are a population of people who cannot feel emotions or think logically. Some who cannot articulate and express themselves therefore very agitated and confused causing alot of chaos in the world. There are in nature conditions that inhibit and stunt’s a person ability to grow in consciousness, intellect and wisdom.

There’s something called the “de novo” genes that hasn’t been explored yet saying that human genomes can go up to 60, 000 proteins, the catch is that they are very rare. Based on the Orphan genes which are super genes that come from out of “de novo” or (out of nowhere) Some research say that genes can be possibly invoked by conscious thought or “gene alchemy”. Some interesting concepts and ideas that could be of both worlds existing and non-existing worlds.

The octopus genome encodes 168 multi-exonic protocadherin genes which are genes in mollusks, limpets and oysters could be an answer to why it may have so many alien protein genes. Human’s would obviously wouldn’t find those genes too beneficial unless they want to be slug like, or ever secreting slime and other molusk/worm/oyster like qualities. But all the same octopus are super natural and a specimen to wonder about.

 

other research articles to read about:

http://www.evolutionnews.org/2015/08/the_octopus_gen098681.html

The Roots of Human Entropy; Hunger, Thirst and Desire.

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Human entropy; Hunger, Thirst and Desire.

These are the three, the root of all human dilemma’s, their suffering and cause of troubles. These three things perpetuate crime, pain and torment in motion. These are the primal elemental forces that drive a being to change his priorities and shift his preferences into a selfish self-benefiting pattern. Life is more selfish, thoughtless and heartless with these at work. These things are the fuel to discrimination, hate and carelessness the world suffers.

There’s an urgent word that must be said about our mentality about sexuality. That a life doesn’t end after rape. A motherhood is possible and opposite a child may be born.. but there’s another point the emotional scars are truly there inside but the physical will, will still be functional. The idea of a body being tainted and losing it’s sacredness is an idiots doctrine for a world of narrow sighted religious babble and the highest order of ignorance. Of course we should keep a woman’s life safe and that she is happy but her freedom is first what she does with her body is her will. That if something as tragic as rape happens there will be some form of justice to pay for those crimes according to a just set of laws to punish the man responsible. Though it should not be with a life. A life of punishment for crime is equal to a life of possible changes in that woman’s life. Just not by death. Death is equal by death crimes, or life in prison.

To be afraid to cause those crimes or be tempted by those crimes by covering up our women in religious garbs. To be always proactive, anxious in fear; to have the headset to fight back is not the route to go. To be proactive through basic self defense and thinking ahead in escaping to tell the proper authorities though, yes. This is the best route for a woman. A person who goes to a Mosque for example and fears to get aroused by a female in bowing position so much that he makes a separate room for them to pray in is a cowards solution. If all men must go through that much trouble to keep their piece of mind then it is a cowards religion, of self doubt and hate for each other and themselves and a practice of male dominant misogyny. I say this because in most religious faiths namely Christian and Muslim they say the figure head is the male. And to this I believe is completely untrue in a ideal world. A person with the right mindset and thinking is capable of great things and a woman is no less capable than a man of doing what a man can do.

There is too much fear and confusion in the world. These religions are a deviation to man kinds thinking – and not a solution. Through heavens inspiration or hell’s it does not matter because we are human beings. We have a different evolutionary path then these other spoken places. We are the species of humans and we must build a way for the humans of this conscious Earth. Heaven knows nothing of Earth. Hell has never known anymore then it’s own self destruction. We are the beings who experience life on Earth. It is up to us and our self responsibility to maintain it and sustain it.

 

Nam,