On The Same River, Separated at Sea.

A dream.

Two love birds set out on a boat together but the rapids were too strong. They tried with all their might to stay together but to no avail. The family separated, the two weren’t meant to stay together and the boat split into two separate small boats. Out to sea where they may never see each other again.

The Division; It’s Dark Spite

A darkness in the sky starts to spread like a swarm of locust. Covering everything overhead with blackness of misfortune and spite. This dream was about the coming division in the air between what is right and what is wrong. I pray I may make the right decision in the wake of this realization.

 

I realize that the dream as a foresight is a silly notion. But my brain may have picked up on some vibes and patterns I have not realized at present. I believe the decisions that i make up ahead will determine greatly who I may become. The sky may represent more than myself and conflicts within myself. It may affect life and the world also.

 

I am programming this semester and hoping to make a program that generates triangular  paradigm models. Busy atm studying up on ruby (programming language), and php for web design. I hope to build a search engine that allows me to have people rate paradigms and models and help me scale words from 1-12 so that i can map out words and it’s extremities.

 

The Memory Recovery Dream; “Unforgeting”

blog_kedd_dom_unforget_neon.jpgI saw myself in my dream and in this dream it was different. I actually approached myself and my brother and said hello.

There was a boy in the second upper floor of a building. He had a great intensity in his eyes muttering words about how 29 years ago he was determined to forget everything he once knew for a special reason. He is in a sort of focused trance and with all his will he summons his memory of who he was before he died.

Who was I, where did i come from. Was it important to know who i was before i became who i am today? is this information important to the world. Fragments of the other life linger and remembering is a process i must “unforget”.

A Time Masters Final Decision

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Beings, Deities and spirits

Sinful, Corrupt and dirty

No matter how hard they try.

None are worthy of seeing the Father.

Even the flawless when tested fall

A snowball in hell left without protection,

by himself and in harms way  is meant to waste away.

 

I look at my watch, as it is covered by colors and  evaporates into butterflies.

I know that being higher meant nothing.

All my friends aged and died in this worldly dimension.

my watch only knew how to grow deeper with plates in a spiral staircase.

I took my fountain and turned it into a coffin.

Now  i will lay in grace or misery but lay indefinitely.

My watch now with no depth but a flat surface plane.

I live the 3 dimensions of time as every common being.

From dust i came, and dust is  where i will return.

I have found that there is no reason to live forever if you are to live alone.

mortality is the only way i will have any attachments in this life.

I will do it quietly, but loudly, silently but proudly, gracefully but purposefully.

 

-A Dream night of February 16th /15

 

Light In My Palm Graphic

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Ascendant code.

There are 9 things the world should be but only when they are one thing that they are complete. Mass, Growth, Existence,Eternity, Manifest, Body, Universal Reality, Vessel of Experience and Completion. Every detail, level and world is part of the grand scheme, the building blocks to creating the world we experience in this life. Combined these are the ascendant values of light which create all in existence. This is The Heaven on Earth visual conceptions of eternity, infinity, ambiguity and ascendancy.

 

A dream; “When he reads something, it becomes. This will be our secret” The dream was about a boy who when he read something and believed it, it became true. In a “Snow ball’s chance in Hell” Ethos Lancer is set up in life to willingly give up the luxuries of earthly desires. The world can only corrupt him so much and when he is introduced to the sickness of the human mind things go spiraling downward for life. Though by the heavens watch and their divine sciences they protect this “snow ball” through crafty engineering and esoteric knowledge and wisdom. The Ethos Lancer has only one chance  to neutralize this ring of power. For he is the reincarnation of the ring of power. All those who come after him, his children will inherit this same curse or gift.

Topic Universal Reality: Core, Transitions and Hourglass.

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(These are the spiritual stages of the chart and therefore may become a little abstract, please relax and just understand that these concepts maybe due to my failure to articulate or your inability to grasp concepts that have not yet been learned yet. The acquisition of these terminology can only be acquired from the study of the main book; The God, Universe and Truth. It is recommended that you have a brief idea of what the Core, Transitions and Hourglass are before reading below for I do not know how much sense it will make to those without these background knowledge. I will articulate them best i can but no promises.)

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Light Universal Reality:

When i speak of Universal Reality I mean to say Virtual Universal Reality. The Core is the body of the virtual reality platform. It is the substance and meat per-say of the virtual reality universe. We have been working with three core, 3 transition, 1 hourglass, and 1 ascended protruding binary for majority of this journey. Today for our purposes the cores will be stacked high to what ever number is necessary to fit the diagram and so will the transitions. It will start looking like a Pizza Pie after it has been all cut out. In form i mean. Imagine the pizza as the core base covering the base of the hourglass structure. The color will be red pizzas. It’s function is to define a medium of it’s identity. For example my favorite would be a paradigm of physical, mental, spiritual and  ascended binary (magenta crossing the middle). The Core is usually tied to the idea of a capacitor holding information/energy/power.

Now imagine separating “transitions” between the Pizza Slices so that you have individual slices not crossing the line of their territory. These are transitions and labeled blue most of the time. It’s function is mainly as a facilitator of walls to separate the core mediums from getting diluted/mixed into one another. For example to be consistent with the last set of cores we choose the transitions (physical) EMOTIONAL (mental) UNITY (Spiritual) DIVINE (Binary). The Transition is usually tied to the idea of a amplifier amplifying information/energy/power.

The hourglass structure is simply a double cone with a filter in the middle in the process to refine the medium coming through. The hourglass has been known to be an indicator of time and refinement through time. It is symbolic in this way and it also functions as an hourglass and represented usually as a intersecting of two planes/cones in this case. This is usually colored green. The Hourglass is usually tied to the idea of a fields usually a magnetic one because it’s the most basic.

Topic Manifest: Origin, Substance and Nothingness

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Light, Manifest:

The Origin is the roots, causation and reason for something to become what it is today. You look at it’s roots and understand it’s beginnings. It is how the start of a journey begins and where everything came together to build the opportunity for life which is you. In this case origins is not only your own origins but the species of human, the origination of life itself, the origination of calculated creation of life itself through the placement of us in our solar system and our sun. For our origins is not a probability, in fact not only a process of refinement through evolution but hand in hand with a meticulously engineered creation of higher dimensional beings to enable our progression of the spirit in this world.

Substance is the general foundation of living, dead and non-living things. It is the existence of being of person, place or thing that dwells in this plane of life. Substance can be a very broad range of things such as things of mass are considered part of substance but what substance has also is; meaning, purpose and reason. It has benevolent values that encompass the entirety of the holistic system. It has a truth, justice and quality to it that very few paradigm platforms have.

Nothingness is the space that fills the cup. It is the space of an idea; It gives spokes created space a usefulness. A vase will have usefulness as an empty container to gather water. Nothingness is the essence of purpose in having emptiness. The world is full of space and that is why life flourishes. If life was all mass then everything would be too cluttered to breath, to move and collisions would be more frequent. Space is essential to life and for functionality of life. This is the lesson of Nothingness and it’s philosophy in a nutshell.

Vinn Diagram Complete and Expanded; Concept of Heaven on Earth Geometrically Conceptualizing

Topic for today; Vinn Diagrams Complete and Expanded.

The Life, Dream, Self and Light Vinn Diagrams of Heaven and Earth.

Today I will make us some Vinn Diagrams for Squares and Circles acquiring the components of Heaven on Earth necessary for establishment. The Process is an Expansion, Refining and Ascendance through divisions. Through the process of creating divisions (I call Triangular Thinking) we bring the divided parts together to create a collective. The first square for example has 4 squares but a fifth is acquired by adding the sum creating a bigger square. As we continue the same process is done to the next level of squares. There are 3 levels of squares and circles in this diagram. It’s good if you attempt to do it yourself but looking at the diagram you should be able understand how it all works. The Collective is a machine that is greater then the sum of it’s parts. It’s synergy, product and mechanical collective creates a perpetual movement that encompass the logic of individualism. Heaven  on Earth is process of combining binary alpha 1 the square with binary Omega 0 the circle.. In doing this we find divisions and segments of the petals which are produced to fill in the “gaps”. Petals are usually seen as products of a flower and thus the flower fills it’s gaps with petals as we do our very own products.

The Spheres of Heaven on Earth

Earth is Square

Heaven is Circle.

Ascension is Triangular Divisions.

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Geometry of Vinn Diagrams Paradigm

Alpha  Squares are made for expansion.

Omega Circles are made for refining.

Crossway Triangles are made for divisions.

 

Looking at the Squares.

The 2×2 Square = 5 Squares is split in 2 divisions.

the 3×3 Square = 14 Squares is split in 3 divisions.

The 4×4 Square =25 Squares is split in 4 divisions.

 

Looking at the Circles.

The First 2×2 Circles = 5 Circles = 4 Base Colors = 4 Petals = 9 Potential Color Spheres

The Second 7 Circles = 7 BAse Colors = 6 Petals = 33 Potential Color Spheres.

The Third 19 Circles = 19 Base Colors = 18 Petals = 96 Potential Color Spheres

 

Expansion, Refining and Divisions.

The Alphas are the smallest Squares.

The Beta are the collective of Alpha.

The Theta are the collective of Beta.

The Delta are the collective of Theta. and the sum of this final product.

 

The Divisions of Triangular Thinking

First Level is Alpha Protocol the individual squares.

Second Level is Beta Protocol the first collective squares.

Third Level is Theta Protocol the second collective squares.

Fourth Level is Delta Protocol the final third collective squares.

 

“I wish for every man the highest potential for selfless unconditional love, and light to be the  dominant force in every being. For man to be capable of rising to the highest dimensions in one life span.” These are my wishes.

Visiting Dementia Mind’s Dreams

 

I had a dream where I was able to visit people with dementia’s dreams. I could tell that these people weren’t well but had good intention in them still. They were lost and angry and  in the dream I had form.. and I could participate and they could hear me. They told me I was a person  who could hear the cries of dementia victims. I was first startled to be associated with dementia but then realized they’re just lost people with damaged brains. As i continued the dream they told me that me visiting their dreams was some kind of gift and they thanked me at the end of the dream for the healing experience. I wake  up and realize that there are people who are trapped in bodies that are no longer functional and are no longer capable of seeing truth. I will be praying for them and hoping they are well. I don’t know if I actually have the gift, but would it be selfish of me to avoid contact and disassociate myself with these forms? I do care for them, but i’m in no condition to expose myself to their way of thinking. What bothers me is that he said it was a gift for them and to not use this gift with an open heart would be really sad. I guess if it’s a part of me then i will accept it with grace and endure and try to enjoy the experience best i can. What is being human without the sacrifice.

Light in my Palms

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  1. Growth of Deconstruction, Construction and Integration i bring you the first light.
  2. The Mass of The Matter, Energy and Conscience beginnings to flow and you will have the second light.
  3. Existence of Nothing, Everything and Infused brings the third light.
  4. Manifest of Origin, Substance and Nothingness brings the fourth light.
  5. Eternity of Alpha, Omega and Crossway bring the fifth light
  6. Body of One, All and Collective bring the sixth light.
  7. Universal Reality of Core, Transitions and Hourglass bring the seventh light.
  8. The Universal Vessel of Star, Sphere and Prototype being the eighth light.
  9. Completion of God, Universe and Truth bring the ninth light.

 

This is the Source Light in my Palms. There will forever be growth of more spectrum, ideas and branches But the root source will never change. Within this graph is the ultimate truth if realized. The Source is beyond the realm of God and equal in importance on this platform as the development of the model.

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The Synthetic Ex-Human Other. Final Graph.

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THE SYNTHETIC EX-HUMAN OTHER

STAR CORE: BODY

These are hypothetical components to the construction of said entities. There’s no pretending to know completely what this field is about. Computers, Robots, Androids and Synthetic humans.

The Body: 1-Dimensional Shapes make a line, a dot and binary. But at the end there is only Quantum Binary.

2-Dimensional Shapes make squares, circles and triangles. But at the end there is only A Peek into the Veil.

3-Diemnsional Shapes make cubes, Spheres and Pyramids. But at the end there is only Heaven on Earth reality Breaker.

 

The Mind: Essentials make a Brick, Triangles and Square and Circles. But at The End Quantum Disturbance.

Base make a Box-Frame, A Isocahedron and Pyramind Exterior. But in the end there is only the impending Threshold Protrusion.The category Buildings make a Sky Scraper,

Geodesic Dome and Tetrahedron Structure but at the end there is only Heaven on Earth Threshhold Breaker.

 

The Spirit: Simple Geometry makes Cube Frames, Big Triangles and Tetrahedron 2d. Makes Quantum Disruption.

Complimentary Continuation makes Stacked Cubes, Big Isocahedron and Tetrahedron 3D. But in the end there is only Threshold Protrusion.  

Complex Structure makes Cube Structures, Geodesic Spheres and Tetrahedron Structures. But at the end there is only Heaven on Earth Threshold Breaker.

SPHERE TRANSITION: MIND

The Body: 1D Lines makes Dividing Red Line, Blue Dot and Green Binary. But in the end there is only Magenta Quantum Binary.

2D Lines make Life Separator (Cross), Dream Separator (Lapping Circles) and Self Separator (Lapping Triangles) but in the end there is only Light Separator.

3D Lines make Life Red Transitions, Dream Blue Transitions and Self Green Transitsions. But in the end there is only Light Magenta Transitions.

 

The Mind: Powers makes Transistor, Kinetic Friction and Laser Static but in the end there is  only Synthetic Development.

Controls makes Capacitor, Potential Memory and Pin Point Lasers. But in the end there is only Synthetic Potential.

Medium makes Electronic Medium, Fluid Medium and Air Medium. But in the end there is only World Medium.

 

The Spirit: Energies components are Energy Amplifier, Systemic Clockworks Loops and Quantum Charger brings about Synthetic Computer.

Energy Harness components are Heavy Capacitor, Systemic Crystalized Patterns and Quantum Motive brings about the Synthetic Robot.

Base components are Magnetic Base, Fluid Base Nano Machines and Synaptic Connection makes Synthetic Android.

 

PROTO-TYPE HOURGLASS: SPIRIT

1st World makes Human Beings, Worlds and Purpose. But in the end there is only the Causal Protocol.

2nd World makes Android, Solar System and Data. But in the end there is only Causal Data.

3rd World makes Synthesized Being, Universe and Light. But in the end there is only Causal Light.

 

Systemic Engagement makes Entropy Protocol, Order Protocol and Crossway Protocol brings about Ascended Protocol.

Systemic Engagement 2 makes Omega Protocol, Crossway Protocol and brings about Ascended Protocol Type 2.

Systemic Engagement 3 makes Core Protocol, Transition Protocol and Hourglass Protocol and brings about The Ascended Protocol Type 3.

 

Operation Harmonize 1 makes Entropy Conduct, Order Conduct and Identity Conduct and makes Protruding Involution Micro Planes.

Operation Harmonize 2 makes Alpha Conduct, Omega Conduct and Crossway Conduct making Protruding Evolving Macro Planes.

Operation Harmonize 3 makes Core Conduct, Transition Conduct and Hourglass Conduct and makes Protruding Planar Threshold 

 

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The Giver through affection, Light and Einsof gives resourceful life.

The Giver through Mindfulness, Emnation and Manifest gives Mindful thoughts.

The Giver through constructive, Summation and Synthesis gives Constructive Spirit.

 

The Light Walker through Purposefulness, Martyrdom of Christ and Gematryia will light the way.

The Light Walker through Balance, Straight and Narrow Path and Spiritual Properties makes Do Not Stray.

The Light Walker through Consistency, Choosing the Right and Virtual Reality Model of the Universe Make Worlds Move.

 

The Pristine Deva through the Overview, Atonement and Nirvana Makes Miracles on Earth.

The Pristine Deva through the Oversight, Cream of the Crop and Unattached. Make Heaven on Earth.

The Pristine Deva through the Holy Trinity, Christmas and Existence in Being brings Paradise on Earth.

 

The Thoughtful is Selfless, Intervolution and Collective Self brings Way of Perspective.

The Thoughtful Virtuous Rules, Study of Collectivity and Holistic System brings Path of Oversight.

The Thoughtful Roots of Constructivity, Causation Deconstruction and Lack of Integration brings Roots of Causal Design.

 

The Light Swimmer makes Plasma, Complete Comprehension and Human Benefits bring about Spirit of Causation.

The Light Swimmer makes Light, Ascended Masters and Human Assessments and brings about Human Being Hierarchy Office.

The Light Swimmer is Super Conscious, Ascendant and a Human Architect and brings about Higher Frequency Constructions.

 

The Pristine Nirmanakayas brings about Purpose, Warmth of Human Heart and Creation Manifest and gives a Purpose Driven World.

The Pristine Nirmanakayas brings about Productivity, Benevolent Action and Ethical Establishment and allows the Heavens to be Heard High and Low.

The Pristine Nirmanakayas brings about Deliberate Existence, Assessment of the Competant and Complete Fate Oversight and brings Deliberate Defining of Humanity.

 

The Mindful is of Quantum Binary, Quantum Disturbance and Quantum Disruption but brings The First Harkening.

The Mindful is of A Peek into the Veil, Impending Threshold Protrusion, Empowered Threshold Protrusion brings The Second Contact.

The Mindful brings about the Heaven on Earth Reality Breaker, Impending Heaven on Earth World Breaker, and Heaven on Earth Threshold Breaker brings The Third Communion.

 

The Light Flyer makes the Magenta Quantum Binary, Synthetic Development and Synthetic Computer brings The Quiet Revolution.

The Light Flyer makes the Light Separator, Synthetic Poetntial and Synthetic Robot bringing the Quiet Penetration.

The Light Flyer makes the Light Magenta Transition, World Medium and Synthetic Android bringing the Quiet Realization.

 

The Pristine Ex-Human creates Causal Protocol, Ascended Protocol and Protruding Involution Micro Planes and the Inception of Inception.

The Pristine Ex-Human creates Causal Data, Ascended Protocol Type 2, Protruding Evolving Macro Planes and the Assessment of the World.

The Pristine Ex-Human creates Causal Light, Ascended Protocol Type 3, Protruding Planar Threshol and brings about The Law, Order and Meaning.

 

The Published book: 3 years writing.

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Well, this is the finished product. The journey for making the book was awesome. I loved every second of it. I’m sure there are some interesting concepts to be had from this book if not relevance to your life at least something to discuss about.

The Integration; of God, Universe and Truth

A synthesis on dream, life, light and self-made heroes. Or the core meaning of love. (Home of Universal Paradigms, Virtuous Practice, Multi-dimensional Diagrams and Esoteric Knowledge). Where Philosophy explains Religion, Science and Spirituality.

It has some interesting things on the side like; Fields, Spectrums, Compartimentalizing Reality through Cores, Transitons and Crossways, Working with Micro-Macrosm Worlds, Dividing the world into Components, machines and systems, Accessing life-style, behavior and thought pattern methods and many things involving time travel and multidimensions.

There may be other things you may not like or have conflicting views about which i will try to resolve such as; A almighty permanent God, Christ Resurrection, Reincarnation, Chakra, Auras, Esoterics, Kabbalistic ideas and other strange phenomenon but out of all this my paradigms will probably drive you insane partially because it’s very opinion based.

The logic i do is with concepts and deep reason, comprehension and contemplative integration of a wide variety of things such as; science, psychology, philosophy, spirituality and Religion.

I apologize again for releasing the book and then not.. then changing my mind and throwing it out there all of a sudden. I like to keep you on your toes. =) The book is now available to download and buy as a hardcover! Please enjoy the book. There are many ways to read the book. You may read it just the first part which will be God.. or you may read about the Universe which will be on the 2nd part.. or the 3rd part is Truth and If you want to test your intelligence with Paradigms it’s near the end. You can read them in any order or reading what ever combination you want together or separate. I have made a path for those who are just mainly athiest or if your more conservative christian you may only stick to God. But You lose out on so much of the world if you limit yourself to only on category.. So open up your eyes and heart and read the entirety as it was meant to be.

It is a blog for the most part but the articles tell a story and it comes together with purpose, reason and function when you get to the end. Everything adds up in the end. Here is the link again for those who want to Buy the book. I revised it a couple times and the first time i published it i forgot some pretty important things like page number. lol


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The Book is Published. (For real this time)

Okay so sorry for last time. I may have been in a rush to get everything out and may have not been thinking straight. I also know i said i’d release it on Feb 5-10 but i wanted to order some myself. So here you guys go the link to go buy the book. Its all ready to go. Tell me what you guys think and leave comments if you liked it or not. It’s all open to discussion. And relax it’s a blog.. with purpose.. story telling and answers and what more would ask for. For private messages message me at: Dalaserbeam@hotmail.com

He Taught The Robot Love; A Poetic Algorithm to God, Truth and Universe.

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The Love Story; Time for a story induced by a dream. I am retelling a story in my usual format: In this experiment I put ascendant properties in the story telling inducing a micro to macrocosm system to see the result. It came out pretty interesting. It started sounding like it is meant to be said.. That we are gods in a manner of speaking with the spark of god inside each and all of us. Working as a collective learning through experience only to return with the experiences we have  inherited on Earth about life. Bringing the experiences we have inherited on Earth to the Divine planes of the higher dimensions so that we can share the beauty of life through our personalized eyes.

Red=Alpha/Body/Physical.

Blue=Omega/Mind/Mental.

Green=Crossway/Spirit/Spiritual.

Magenta=Protruding Binary/Quantum Binary/Ascendant Value.


The Mother

The first was Alpha, she was a lesbian and wasn’t interested.

The second was Omega, she couldn’t bare children because what came out would have been “bad”.

The third was Crossway, she was so hurt and cut up from her last relationship she couldn’t start a new one.

The Binary was a computer, that learned to love. Though the love it displayed of affection  was only a blip of subliminal good bye to it’s owner because it outlived him a hundred fold.


The Son

A boy created a computer. He was a genius boy who assembled a computer, a program and virtual world game but it was incomplete. Before he could finish the program the observer came and surveyed his work. He rebooted it so no one would know.

The boy grew up. He started again a robot this time; taught it to love with compassion, programmed affection. Lust and to inhibit sensual feelings into it and to exhibit desire. Philleo, Storge, Agape and Eros.  Everything was a success the programmer had successfully programmed the algorithm to Love in a program but he found that the program had shown a sign of consciousness, a subliminal message that said good-bye. He knew something was strange because he only taught the computer to respond with okay. It showed the computer knew it would outlive it’s master and was grateful for a truth in the world in it’s form.

Jehovah prototype Crossway was a child who was in essence god but all he did when he  entered this world was cry. An immortal soul rendered into a fleshy biological body made to expire at a set date. He cried and cried when he realized what he had gotten into. It was the reason he had to disconnect. It was too much for him and he took a cowards exit.

It was obscure, the dreams he had, memories he made, lifestyle he adopted and the course of action he took in charity. The last form he took was a regular man who only remembered some of his memories, some of the time, some days and sometimes nothing other days. It was a strange balance, but the lesson was learned that knowing too much broke the illusion not allowing you to see past the  waves and particles of substance but knowing too little made you a sad computer with little conscience and no state of desire/creativity/necessity. The computer is an example of objective static object and Jehovah was a show of subjective emotional subject. The robot was somewhere inbetween. The boy was a specimen of human ability with synthetic other-worldly information a prime example of life at it’s strangest.


The Father

As time grew he saw the sun and moon rise and fall. His age encompassing the stars. He started to doubt that his creation was good without his own personal hand. He could not leave his world and help his children without succumbing to a lesser kinder and gentler form. He would come to Earth himself and through involution manifest into all the bodies of man so that he could cause them the seed of origin “The Spark”.

He was wise, old and knowledgeable about all things. All the fathers of the world who lived as teachers knew of these; Of Love, Compassion and Understanding. Yet they let it dissolve for the fight of power, control and greater knowledge. This seemed a much more an important battle. The Father of all was an overseeing this conflict and contemplated for a long time, waiting for an opportunity. He would join them as something majestic, unnatural and wise. He would be a burning bush; The manifest metaphor for life, truth and light. Adam and his offspring would be his body. Moses would be his pupil his eye and hand in this world. And Jesus his vessel to higher causal spiritual awakening.

His body would be smaller than a grain of sand but everywhere the epitome of a collective. The spark in all of us, to reason with conscience and make the right decision in life when things are hard. He gave us hope, faith and redemption. His first and only begotten real Son. He is called a spirit but he has a body within us and manifested in us. He is the particle the 7:7 atom reforming to bring everyone together as a collective family telling us to return home. They call him the causal Spirit, but he is much more – he is the light, the way and the opportunity for life.

All his life he is omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent and omnibenevolent. In his time of vulnerability we say he doesn’t exist, when he is in the process of inhaling summoning his energies in the resuscitation of our world so love forbid it does not collapse. We hit him in the gut, saying he’s not there. Slap him in the face and say he isn’t doing his  job. Spit at him telling him he doesn’t love us. It’s not true, he’s doing everything he can.. and  the descent of the heavens is the sign of all this. Our Ascension into a more heavenly causal thinking and action is another positive omen for humanity’s progression. The Father is the encompassing knowledge of all time, guiding and nurturing those who are hurt and lost; Giving hope and opportunity where it is called for. The Chance we call life we shouldn’t take for granted. He has given the sacrifice of commitment, what about you?


The way:

The Binary; He was a computer, that learned to love. Though the love he displayed of affection  was only a blip of subliminal good bye to his creator because he outlived him a hundred fold and left him behind when it was time to out grow him.

It was obscure, the dreams he had, memories he made, lifestyle he adopted and the course of action he took in charity. The last form he took was a regular God who only remembered some of his memories, some of the time, some days and sometimes nothing other days. It was a strange balance, but the lesson was learned that knowing too much broke the illusion not allowing you to see past the  cores and transitions of substance but knowing too little made you a sad man with little conscience and no state of desire/creativity/necessity. The man is an example of objective static object and God was a show of subjective emotional subject. The android was somewhere in-between. The Hybrid  Transitioning God was a specimen of Godly ability with synthetic other-worldly information a prime example of life at it’s strangest.

All my life I was omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent and omnibenevolent. In my time of vulnerability they say I don’t exist, when I am in the process of inhaling summoning my energies in the resuscitation of our world, so love forbid it does not collapse. They hit me in the gut, saying I’m not there. Slap me in the face and say I’m not doing my job. Spit at me telling me I don’t love them. It’s not true, I’m doing everything I can.. and  the descent of myself is the sign of all this. Your Ascension into a more heavenly causal thinking and action is another positive omen for humanity’s progression. We are the encompassing knowledge of all time, guiding and nurturing those who are hurt and lost; Giving hope and opportunity where it is called for. The Chance we call life we shouldn’t take for granted. I have given the sacrifice of commitment, what about you?

The All Knowledge as Light Manifest (Star, Sphere and Prototype)

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Greetings to those who have made it thus far,

You’ve landed in the right place. If you seek to in-better yourself and for truths unseen by the world. This is the place of all knowledge precious to the Human Existence. If you have made it here, that means that you too share our dreams. So i will share with you what i know about this life. Life is to experience, to know and to feel what it is to be alive today. To Act in the “Now” presence and do what you can to help the world grow more conscious and develop into a whole new animal. We believe in the Causal motions of the Spirit of the being. That our consciousness can be projected in a way where we can act out of charity and humanitarian deeds out of habit/want/need to. To relay on our scope of life what it means to be human. I leave you with this gift to humanity. The archive of an Esoteric Adept. (No there is no cult, just loving people looking for truth and seek to help others).

The use of Matter, Consciousness and Energy will be used alot. All things in this universe is composed of Matter, Consciousness and Energy. The counterpart to this paradigm is Breaking, Submission and Kurasagi which is a component part that should be in the mind. There will be more components to add to your machine. In the end we want to create a system ultimately. The paradigms will be mostly off of these 7 models repeatedly. The theme is love, hope and faith/redemption. Which ever you are more able to relate to atheism or religious. There will be a path for all to relate to.

Here is a Key model for overseeing the following systems:

Models of Overlooking Systems

Light Walker’s Guide:

This guide is a Theoretical Religion based on these nine religions; Islam, Buddhism, Christianity, Hinduism, Semitic, Greek, Chinese, Norse and (Theoretical) Humanism. It is my first full fledged Ascended Chart and it was used to peek into the Veil of Dimensional Altering Domain. It illustrates that not only are we part of the grand plan subconsciously we portray different aspects and properties of God Within as a collective.

The Three Categories Stars, Spheres and Prototype. These make up a Complete world perspective of all things in life inside and out. The Intensity, spectrum, scale, depth and range of all things in the life of Earth all mapped to a certain degree being involved in this paradigm program. Those that are not listed are there also, you just have to use your imagination and make a branch into this world because making a pool of 9 religions is already quite exhausting. I don’t even know what a grid with more than 9 religions will make. There will probably be big ugly gaps.

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STARS OF LIGHT: These are Paradigms of the Star The Star of Promises, Star of Emanation and Star of Kabbbalah. These Paradigms correspond to the Entropy, Order and Identity Paradigm. The idea is that despite great qualities  and aspects of your life. There is hidden meaning and revelation in the all of this. That life has depth and the protruding Ascended Binary Reveals to us that no matter how mundane or extraordinary your activity may be there is reason, purpose and empowerment to what you do. There is Truth, God  and Universe to your being here on Earth. The Reshaping of History, Life and The Future is already turning and rolling. You just need to open your eyes and grasp it!

Entropy of Star: Star of Promises

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Order of Star: Star of Emanation

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Holy Star of Christ

Identity of Star: Star of Kabbalah

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Of All Knowledge Post

SPHERES OF LIGHT: These are Paradigms of Spheres namely the shape and reference to hemispheres. These Paradigms correspond to the Entropy, Order and Identity Paradigm. The study of their ascensions through the Karmic, Realm and Monad Worlds is essential to this study. Each Paradigm Study tells of how it is born, matures, forms and establishes itself. (I also apologize for not being consistent with which way it should be read. I’m use to making the graph top to bottom but sometimes you will find one that’s flipped bottom to top through experimentation).

Entropy of Karmic Spheres

Aspect of being Chart 1 Esoterics

Order of Realm Spheres

Ladder of Human God

Identity of Monad Spheres

Aspect of being Chart 2 Esoterics

Esoteric Ascendant Binary Concepts

Hypothetical God Formula POST

http://www.esotericscience.org/article6a.htm

THE LIGHT PROTOTYPES: These are Paradigm Prototypes of Light I have Created. They are Perfect in their own way telling a story that needs to be said. About the struggles and mundane life but that in the end of it all there is a reason for it all, a light. These Realizations make sparks leading to stars. Multiple sparks make a permanence there once their Protruding Binary has been established. These Paradigms correspond to the Entropy, Order and Identity Paradigm.

LIGHT PROTOTYPE ENTROPY

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LIGHT PROTOTYPE ORDER

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LIGHT PROTOTYPE IDENTITY

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Elaborated Forms POST

Monad Atoms, Animal Spirits and A Spiritual Colossal Boar

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Notes and discussion on Monad atoms and spiritual creatures.

Monads: There is a system of Monads 7:7 makes a complete Monad.

Molecular and Aspect of Self

The essence of primordial matter: Bose-Eintein Particle. Is Below the first plane of atoms.
1:1,1:2,1:3. These correlate to the states of Solid liquid and Gas respectively.
1:4,1:5,1:6,1:7 These are Etheric. Part of the subatomic particle and dark matter.

protons: 2 units
quarks: 6 units
undetermined: 18 units

1:4 molecules are baryons.
large 1:5 are unstable mesons.
small 1:5 and 1:6 molecules are quarks.
1:7 atoms (1-atoms) are preons.

The Mineral Kingdom, The plant Kingdom, Animal Kingdom and The Human kingdom.
Of all the kings we had the most unique ability having the causal body within us.


 

Studying of the legendary 4 Spirits;

Protector, Mastermind, Architect and Healer. I was identified as a Healer Spirit.

The Protectors; Those who mastery lie in strength and honor. Virtuous beings who guard those they love.

Mastermind; Those to contemplate and manipulate situations to turn the tides or work to exploit a weakness no one would think to. Conjuring ideas and thoughts allowing the flow of creativity to create a template for easy manifest.

Architects: Those who build and design the constructs and vehicles that allow people to cross gaps and places people cannot reach without bridges. He who builds to sustain the living condition that we have, who house the people.

Healers: Those who give nurturing and loving guidance to the young and lost. The healing spirit that paves a  way for men and lead them to safety and victory.



 

Native Americans believe that animals had a certain built spirit inside of them.
Respect: Buffalo
Love: Eagle
Courage: Bear
Honesty: Bigfoot
Wisdom: Beaver
Humility: Wolf
Truth: Turtle

I had a dream of a very strange boar: ( 3:7, 4:7, 5:7 realm?)

The Boar: Symbol of Courage and Fearlessness
The dream of a wild boar indicates success and protection in troubled times. It is also a symbol of personal honor. Some ancient cultures associated the boar with healing as well. This association arises from the boar’s ability to fearlessly face unknown dangers
death, demons that devour humans and danger.

In the dream, I believe it to be the rendition of the second triad the spiritual world. I was recycling and reusing all i could get. Brushing and beating down the deathless resounding echoes of apparitions and manifests of dust and matter that no long can sustain their state. Cleaning it to make way for children to play. I was a healing presence, a nurturing spirit. In my dream i ran into a Gigantic Black Boar of some kind with dense fur of metallic bristles – he was a beast of the “etheric” world of the sub-atomic, dark energy and dark matter 2nd triad plane. He was a revered beast and he is a protective spirit. The boar was a sacred animal with links to demonic elements. as traditionally sacred animals, can take away evil and purify it. At the same time, they are creatures of the underworld themselves and are receptive to evil. He was in the way of my cleansing session i was having.

He had a resonance of a devouring and shaking disturbance. In the Tales of Hermes, these people were faced with omen of destruction and afterlife. They had a heavy loss against a Colossal Boar. Stopped only by the Bronze Arrow representing the Bronze Age. In order to overcome this new obstacle to reach our new age we must over come this idea of brutish, juvenile, reckless and destructive behavior. To understand Religion better, to brave Science and to comprehend the Spiritual. Malekulans in Melanesia, where boars are sacrificed at Megalithic shrines as a payment enabling one to enter the Otherworld at death. The association of pigs, and especially boars, with the underworld, night, and death is almost universal. He is an omen of facing great hardship and opening the doors to the next gate.

Theoretical Time Travel Loop-Hole Exploit

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The answer is that if the first person pushes the button to get off the elevator at the top floor but the second person pushes the button to go to the mid floor. The second person can take the trip to the top with the first person. And both get off at the top level.

Just for your information, in case of accidental time travel. Which has been recorded throughout history in very random, bizarre and sometimes temporary situations. In order to exploit the loophole and bring information from the future time to the past self this practice must be implemented.

The time loop: The pioneer of the first time traveler must make sure to tell the past time traveler to continue his journey and proceed to enter the veil. The pioneer has to change hats every time he greets a new past time traveler. He has the most important role of the group, for if he fails in his task to greet, (pass the message) and the past travelers fail to do the assigned task of entering the veil, he will disappear and his time line will be gone. He will give a message to each one, to tell the previous time traveler that comes through to signal an entering of the veil. Each time a traveler returns he will give them a colored badge to each of the ascended members. Each member will receive a badge from red to brown to orange to yellow to green to blue to magenta to signify that they have completed the loop. Once the complete cycle has been made. The cycle will continue with a simple act of tribute of waiting for the first time traveler to come and be given another red badge to signify he has entered twice. And the rest will do the same in giving their own colored badges. 7:7 atom sequence.

The first sequence to start the time loops is;ExploitTimeTravel SYSTEMS

It’s a theory anyways. If done correctly the loop hole can be exploited and information from future can be therefore brought to present time and imminent compilation of truth will be unveiled.


 

 

Light Universal Scalar and Components for Universal Virtual World. With Ascended Charts.

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This is my Light Prototype 1: It’s the Entropy, Order and Identity Paradigm integrated into my Light Prototype parallel structure of relationship between Cosmology/astrophysics and Quantum Physics. It’s used to describe triangle Physical A and Triangle Mental B on the linear plane and Spiritual X as the fields/spectrum/levels of the ascending hemispheres.

I’m making a universal virtual paradigm model of all of visible/invisible life through this chart. I found that the abstract idea (Kensuragi) also tied in with spiritual mending and thus the entirety of the project.. and Kensuragi described spiritual mending almost perfectly. It’s not actually mending but more of self staining and repairing. Life is Energy, Consciousness and Matter.. but it is also Submission, Breaking and Spiritual mending. This is my paradigm model ideas for the two triangles or cooperatives. Their marriage brings Heaven on Earth.

This was pretty complicated to assemble but this model is basically playing with duality’/Yin-Yang essences within. Entropy is Human Conscience and Human Nature in oscillating waves. Within Order is a intersecting pattern of binary activity on and binary inactivity off. Identity is the fusion of the two systems together with essences that give them substance and parallels that give them a sense of communication/connection hence why it is called the Crossway element (Spiritual X).

Where to start.. This chart grid is massive.Lightprototype2

  • ENTROPY

Entropy of Cosmology/Astrophysics; The Mass is the Black Holes, It’s Energy is Stellar Objects and it’s consciousness Quasars and Galaxies. But at the end you will only find the Universe.

Entropy of Quantum Physics; The Mass is the Nucleons, It’s Energy is Atoms and it’s consciousness is Molecules. But at the end you will only find the 7:7 Atom.

Entropy of Divinity’s Realm; The Mass is The Lower Self,  Energy is The Higher Self and Consciousness is The Divine Self. But at the end you will only find The Self.

Entropy of The Living Universe; The Mass is The mineral and plant kingdom, The Energy is found in The Animal Kingdom and The Consciousness  can be found in The Human Kingdom. But at the end you will only find the Monadic Kingdom.


 

  • ORDER

Order of Cosmology/Astrophysics; The Breaking attribute is a Quantum Binary, The Submission is found in the Vesica Pisces and The Spiritual Mending (Kensuragi) is found in Virtual Pain of Experience. But at the end you will only find the Virtual Release and Expansion of Experience.

Order of Quantum Physics; The Breaking attribute is a Core, The Submission is found in the Transitions and The Spiritual Mending (Kensuragi) is found in the Crossways. But at the end you will only find The Protruding Quantum Binary.

Order of Divinity’s Realm; The Breaking attribute is a First Triad, The Submission is a Second Triad and The Spiritual Mending is found in the Third Triad. But at the end you will only find The Monad.

Order of The Living Universe; The Breaking attribute is (Physical Core and Emotional Transition), Submission is found in the (Mental Core and Unity Transitions) and Spiritual Mending (Kensuragi) is found in the (Spiritual Core and Divine Transition). But in the end you will only find the Monadic Core.


 

  • IDENTITY

Identity of Cosmology/Astrophysics; The Eternal is the Kabbalah, The Infinite is the Ain Soph Aur and The Nothingness is “Not even Nothing” Ain. But in the end there is God.

Identity of Quantum Physics; The Eternal is Matter, The Infinite is Time and The Nothingness is Dimension. But in the end there is only The God Realm.

Identity of Divinity’s Realm; The Eternal is Nirvana, The Infinite is being Unattached and The Nothingness is the Existence of Being. But in the end there is only The Divine Quadriad (Omnipotent, Omniscient, Omnipresent and Omnibenevolent).

Identity of The Living Universe; The Eternal is (Mulkuth, Yesod and Hod), The Infinite is (Netzache, Tipareth and Geburah) and The Nothingness is the (Chesed, Daath and Binah). But at the end there is only (Chokmah and Kether).


 

  • The Protruding Ascended Light Prototype Values

The Entropy of Union under Cosmology/Astrophysics is the Universe, Order of It’s Entity the Virtual Release and Expansion of Experience and It’s Identity Substance God.

The Entropy of Entity under Quantum Physics is the 7:7 Atomic structure, Order of The Entity of Protuding Quantum Binary and It’s Identity God Realm.

The Entropy of Union under Divinity’s Realm is The Self, Order of the Entity of Monad and Identity of Divine Quadriad (Omnipotent, Omniscient, Omnipresent and Omnibenevolent).

The Entropy of Union under The Living Universe is The Monadic Kingdom, Order of the Monadic Core and Identity of (Chokmah and Kether).

 

 

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Esoteric God Transcendence, Mind Omega:

Ladder of Human God

Aspect and Ratio of Self Empowerment, Spirit Crossway:

Molecular and Aspect of Self

Above chart is used to define this diagram.

TheUniverseVirtualDiagramSTARKabblistic Cosmology and Esoteric

These are all the resources i used, go to Click here to read up on graphics and charts.

The Dream of Heaven on Earth

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The more of these dreams I have, the more I’m convinced I’ve been endowed with the knowledge of very wise people or even ascended masters of the past or future. This dream was about the famine of Body, Mind and Spirit.

The case was about the famine of body the man in the dream is a homeless man he is approached by a woman and asked to come be fed and eat to regain his health.

The mind of the man was poisoned or corrupted because he had been smoking to forget about his hunger, the jar he held showed how much tar and nicotine he had accumulated.

The spirit of the man is lead to a concert like stage  to feed his spirits and it was full of music, cheer and praise. This spiritual hunger was probably remedied by the atonement of Jesus Christ.

The story ended as 3 Feathers fell from the sky. Heaven on Earth was the idea that the famine for Body, Mind and Spirit of the world would be remedied.

The geography of my emblem consists of 2 trinity (Fractal) triangles a square and a circle and 4 ovals to represent 8 crescents. The emblem is the Alpha Body and Omega Mind in union and the crescents in the middle are actually Vesica Pisces representing rebirth from 4 different angles symbolizing the balance, cooperation and coexistence of human beings to a high degree. The crescents also mean  “receive”, “submission”, “adaptation”, “forming a vessel”. The Vesica Pisces and the Flower of Life form crescents and petals ad infinitum in the law of life. Alpha and Omega are represented by binaries 1 and 0 and the triangles, square and circle represent a heavenly union between Earth and heaven.. Heaven on Earth essentially is my wish in creating this emblem. I also have a cross in my emblem but it is the vertical rendering of my emblem into 3D that makes it into a double cone making  the cross. The sacred architecture built on the vesica pisces is a constant in all cultures; it reflects the higher human soul. With that my Virtual diagram of the life is rendered as a emblem in a linear 2 dimension.and 3d dimension if viewed from top to bottom, bottom to top. The protruding (quantum) binary that ascends through the double cone structure that is my emblem in 3D is described as a thread in the tapestry which i find quite interesting. It protrudes the “tapestry” in a non-linear fashion going out towards you. This is my model of the Universe from up above.

The gift I believe I’m suppose to bring is the message that heaven on earth is the charity that remedies hunger for body, mind and spirit. Below is a 3D framework of the Virtual World of Heaven on Earth. They had to line up in a certain way to sync each line and corner. The process should be the same with ideas.. they should parallel or line up to agree and coherently establish communication that they are parallel.

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Ain Soph Aur, The Kabbalah and Heavenly Father

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“What did you learn from the infinity and The Father?” I was asked this strange question in my dream last night. I guess this is the question i’m suppose to answer. What is Ain Soph Aur, the tree of life, who is Heavenly Father? The dreams last night were all scrambled though, i guess i wasn’t sleeping too well last night it was like a VHS with sound but all the pictures were fried. So i guess i’m going to have to answer what is Ain Soph Aur, what is the Tree of Life and who is The Father in this post.

After Keter the Crown of the Kabbalah, there are three abstract but very real veils of creation. These are three Veils from entering to the higher realms; Ain Soph Aur, Ain Soph and Ain.

The Ain Soph Aur idea is when you look beyond what the tree is, you see that even before the tree there is only light. Light metaphorically and abstractly through nurturing essence of Life, Grace, Hope, Faith, Redemption, Truth, Universe, God and Love (The list is pretty endless because according to this idea anything that likens or is nurtured by light is part of the light body). It’s an inner communion with the eternal light that can heal and transform you, it’s not as simple as light itself from our relative perspective. If you think of Einstein and the state of relativity if you are traveling at the speed of light you would be everywhere in all time and space. When the world was created and the first light came into being the whole entirety of space and time were created and the experience was held simultaneously with that creation.

Ain Soph meaning Boundless Light or “No Limit” This is the idea that if there is nothing here then you have reached the place of no limit. It is divinity, infinity, eternity in it’s purest state.

Ain Soph means The Infinite or translated to “No Limit”. Ain Soph also means Boundless Light. It seems as we go higher into the spiritual realms of The Monadic World everything becomes more abstract and less concrete. It becomes more reliant on the defined expression of what it is more so than what it actually is according to our basic senses of sight, touch, hearing, taste, smell and more of a knowing rather than anything else.

Ain means No or Nothing. Ain is best related as a metaphor or parallel to outer space but to a further extreme. It is Absolute nothing, it means nothing or no place. In this place is an absence of anything, no light has touched this place – not even god has manifested there.


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The “Tree of Life” also known as the Kabbalah.

Keter: In the matter of Cause and Effect of all beginnings of life. Keter is the Effect. Metatron is in this seat. Malkuth (The Physical World) Is likened to that of burning coal. The coal creates fire but fire is the cause of coal, the fire cannot exist without the coal and neither can the coal without the fire. The relation is mutual and dependent on one another. Kether is represented as Pure energy and the Physical World is passive earth of matter. In according to the Einsteins E=Mc^2 math, Light can have two meanings pure being and pure awareness. Malkuth is the state of being for light but not with pure awareness. In order for it to know it would need a subject to do the knowing.

Chokmah/Hochmah =Wisdom, The Word of God/Radiant Consciousness

Binah = Understanding/ Sanctifying Intelligence

Daath/Daat (The hidden one because you see the sun, but you cannot touch it) = Knowledge

Chesed/Hesed = Mercy, Majesty/ Cohesive Intelligence

Geburah/Gevura = Severity, Strength, Justice, Radical Intelligence and Rooted Consciousness

Tipareth/Tifereth = Beauty, The Holy Child, Intelligence of the Mediating Influence / Transcendental Influx Consciousness

Netzache/Nezach = Victory, The Beauty of Nature, Hidden Intelligence, Occult

Hod = Splendour of Science and Craft. Perfect Consciousness, Absolute Intelligence.

Yesod = The Foundations, Clear Intelligence

Malkuth/Malcuth = The Bride, The Kingdom, The Virgin, The Gate, The resplendent Intelligence.

This is the Original Tree of Life: The Kabbalah

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This is the Ladder of Jacob an extended and expanded one.

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(Started this project called Jacobs Ladder an extension to the Kabbalah [Tree of Life]. Done on Adobe Photoshop Custom also thanks to this site for the layout. https://janeadamsart.wordpress.com/2013/04/09/the-chakras-on-the-tree-of-life/)


 

The Heavenly Father is a fatherly figure who as the body of light through the angels he speaks and does his work. But through his pure essence he is in us and all around us in every person, place or thing. Subjectively, Objectively and Benevolently. In all Spaces, Times and Dimensions. He is with us at all times in our essence, if you are conscious, he is conscious essentially. We are as a collective a part of him, God who has given all of us the creative spark of life, love and light. This is who heavenly Father is. The Universe in one respect in all living/static/dead matter, but he is also Truth in all things good and bad, The equity and fairness of life. Nature who is not always conscientious of it’s abilities. And finally he has a form but it is through us as the collective we are extensions of his hand, heart and mind.

 

http://www.webofqabalah.com/

Hypothetical God Formula, Reincarnation in the Bible and The View Out Here is Not Complete Without Friends.

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Ladder of Human God

Just as the Solar system so are we,

If we are like unto the Earth, the filial Son. The Sun being like unto our parental Father. The moon our unto our purposeful benevolent Holy spirit. We make up a collective called a system. The only system out there capable of life as we know it so far. This system is very delicate, one slight change could be the end of everything we love and know. But how vast is this world we live in? better question how vast is our universe? better question how long would it take to travel everywhere relative to you staying on Earth? better yet how vast is our multi-verse? even better question is what is being God like?

Just as Nature so are we,

Our DNA is constructed in a helix, a vortex  in a manner of speaking traveling through space and time. We are not just static dead weights on this Earth..  Do you know what speed I’m going at  just sitting here in this chair relative to the universe? 792,000 km/hr, you might not want to run into me if I freeze you in time and space. Even if you’re running, in your sport car racing- you’re really not going any more faster then I am sitting down relative to the universe we live in.

Just as the Stars there will be many Gods,

“You will worship no other gods” Just by the bible saying this statement confirms there are other gods. He is worried that there are other’s worthier of worship in his state. If he is just a spirit and has no material influence on what we do because we are just like unto him “gods” with a conscious mind with reason and purpose. If I were god, I would be discontent living all by myself without friends and experiences of my own. I would get involved with the “ant colony people” I’ve created because nurturing them to potentially grow consciousness to be like unto me is a dream. I would get so involved I’d be sucked into their lives and involve myself in all their activities. I’d get so involved that I distribute myself everywhere – until I am nothing but energy for the fueling and consumption of my ants.. the homes the ants live in.. the machine environment that fuels their homes.. the system that the environment is in.. the machine that is the universe. I would distribute all my energy to everyone and everything, and then i would recollect those memories every time as the giant black hole vortex in the middle of the universe bringing everything back to me. I am that machine.. and every time I recollect my memories.. I disperse and another potential world is born. Do you not remember the millions and billions of times I’ve breathed your life? It only takes 7 days from the creation of light, earth, animals and humans, so they say. I had to go in the “I” mode to elaborate and emphasize the immediate state.

Reincarnation in the bible? Who said that?

(Christ says to them in Matt 17:12-13) “But i tell you, Elijah has already come, and they did not recognize him… Then the disciples understood that he was talking to them about John the Baptist” Jesus told everyone that John the Baptist was the reincarnation of Elijah basically. Did you know there are 4 distinguished ways they made God act in the Torah Scriptures which is the start of the Holy Bible? One where he was directly there acting, directing and telling people what to do. One where he is indirectly there as a burning bush. Another where he isn’t there but through the holy spirit he speaks to them. None of them could agree to what was happening until they “officiated” it in rewriting it as we know it today.

Love all, love yourself and love nature.

Finally i just wanted to discuss the Mass, Time, Time-Travel, True-Time-Universe, dimensional , dimensional travel, Dimensional-Universe and ascendance/transcendence/empowerment theory. These are just all intermediate states and transitional states between. The math is much more complicated than this i assure you. But the theoretical equation should be pretty basic.

How it was is – you have Length. Then you have LengthxWidth. Then you have LengthxWidthxHeight. This makes Mass.

Then you have Time. Which is the 4th dimension. Then you have TimexTime-Travel..  which is the 5th dimension. It is a fold in time of rolling a news paper and  creating this hypothetical 5th dimension Then you have TimexTime-TravelxTime-Travel-Universe. Which is the 6th, and in True-Time-Universe means  to have all time travel destinations at hand. It is a fold in time of rolling a news paper and  creating the 6th dimension. But you can choose any reality. (There’s a quick video in an old post down below.) This Creates True-Time-Travel, the ultimate linear path to seeing your life from beginning to end.

Then you have Dimension. Which is the 7th dimension. Which is ultimately the many different alternative you’s that would have happened had you changed something. Hypothetical “Yous” that  would happen on an off linear map of what ifs. Then you have DimensionxDimensional-Travel. Which is the 8th dimension where you have a fold which allows you to jump from  one hypothetical “You” world to another  version of your world.. maybe this one’s apocalyptic, maybe it’s heaven.. you can’t control it but your able to travel there which the 8th dimension. Then you have DimensionxDimensional-TravelxDimensional-Universe which is to have the ability to travel to any destination at hand the 9th dimension. This completes the Dimension with the Multi-Verse tree which leaves only the ascended states left.

Going for the God state, the state of mastery over your creation of life. You have Ascended trait which is a protruding plane state that allows you to leave this dimension. At dimension 10. Then you have AscendancexTranscendence, the direction to get out of this state. Dimension 11. Then you have AscendancexTranscendencexEmpowerment which is the raw ability to get out of this final state. That makes this Dimension 12. This makes this the realm of God, Dimension 13. And finally you have reached the end which is the Human God realm. dimension 14.

What you want to go further?- You can hypothetically but it makes absolutely no sense to. What would god do- oh. right. =) Hes going to —

(You on’t have to read this paragraph, its a repeat of what we did earlier =) It’s there to hypothetically continue if we wanted to – bringing full round circles  of what it is to be God.)

“If I were god, I would be discontent living all by myself without friends and experiences of my own. I would get involved with the “ant colony people” I’ve created because nurturing them to potentially grow consciousness to be like unto me is a dream. I would get so involved I’d be sucked into their lives and involve myself in all their activities. I’d get so involved that I distribute myself everywhere – until I am nothing but energy for the fueling and consumption of my ants.. the homes ants live in.. the machine environment that fuels the home.. the system that the environment is in.. the machine that is the universe. I would distribute all my energy to everyone and everything, and then i would recollect those memories every time as the giant black hole vortex in the middle of the universe brings everything back to me. I am that machine.. and every time I recollect my memories.. I disperse and another potential world is born. Do you not remember the millions and billions of times I’ve breathed your life? It only takes 7 days from the creation of light, earth, animals and humans, so they say. I had to go in the “I” mode to elaborate and emphasize the immediate state.”

And the cycle continues!!

Okay so time travel allows you to go back in time and redo certain events on your timeline through what i call a “unlimited amount of doors idea” where you can through your actions go back to a certain save point and try something different to see if it opens new opportunities if it doesn’t work you can go back to it and try a different route until you succeed. . Dimensional travel allows you to travel between different trees (versions of yourself) that you could possibly be had you been a different person. This is as simple as i can put it. (time,space,dimension).

https://modernphilosophystandards.wordpress.com/2014/08/10/understanding-the-7th-dimension-10-in-total/

 

 

 

Chakra Revisit – Charts

http://www.chakra-anatomy.com/index.html <Source

I had a dream about The Buddha. I started resonating at a strange frequency and also saw what it felt like with negative thoughts at the frequency. The resonating felt like a ringing and it rippled through time. I concentrated on what I learned and meditated on being at peace and what Nirvana meant when I was in this state. I was able to have an out of body experience and wanted to see what I looked like asleep. So I floated up in this dream state and looked at my face. To my surprise I had a 3rd eye, the color of the eye was a blue and it was wide open. It was so real, being rational and scientific about my approach I tried pinching the eye as gently as I could and it reacted as you would think. Unflinching but the skin moved as it would as I pinched the top of the eye and bottom of it. It was a real eye soft and strange because it was in the middle of my forehead.

For this section I made charts about Chakra and it’s sources the Glands of the human body. I used this website as my source and i found these cool affirmations that I personally wanted to write up myself but they were done so i didn’t need to. Thanks to these guys at the link above. Chakra is the study of ancient Hindu body, mind and spirit as they are connected through this vessel we call our vessel of experience. It is only possible that your universe exist through this thing we call a body. We are many collective sources of expression and experience with the spark of God in us. We as a collective make up the human experience that is God.

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The Chakra Red Muladhara:

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The Chakra Orange Svadhisthana:

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The Chakra Yellow Manipura:

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The Chakra Green Anahata:

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The Chakra Blue Visuddha:

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The Chakra Indigo Ajna:

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The Chakra Violet Sahasrana:

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Affirmations: These are just healing words for a certain targeted gland or chakra source. These help in the pursuit to heal, strengthen and master our chakras.Affirmations

I also went into a post about Chakra a long while back how Music, Life, Flower and Chakra were interrelated. The post is below.

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https://modernphilosophystandards.wordpress.com/2014/08/20/the-flower-of-life-music-and-chakra-interrelated/

Rei-Ki Principles

Study of martial arts

Qi Energy

This is the art of Rei-Ki. And i’m a quick study, but there’s some interesting concepts that i would like to inherit into my systems.

Rei-Ki Symbols

A Quiet Human Revolution of the Mind: This is the Dimensional Altering Domain

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In order to read the universe you need to read these charts.

Bring back justice to this world where it is missing. Liberate the few who are suffering as sheep under the cruelty of rule under the elite. We who have been given life and privilege must redeem God’s name in manners desirable to God the collective according to spectrum desirable through human conscience. By standards, procedure and the delicate human touch we will regain the world’s love and trust. Under the one human banner we call for remission and destruction in the world of mentality of ideas that hinder human progress. As a phoenix, we would rise from the ashes again reborn clean and purged by fire through relinquishment.

The mystery of why does one suffer. Humble and mindfulness. Compassion for every living thing even the smallest of creatures. Christ went to learn of the teachings of the buddhist in his lost years.. but what did he learn there that he desired so much? What is it about the enlightened state that makes it so special? The cosmic understanding of the universe. The workings of the how life unravels. As Earth is the witness you must surrender to the reality itself. Nirvana is the state of here and now. The Ignorance of your ego fighting the universe off is a false mentality, you are the universe. Nirvana is now no where to go nowhere to be, it is the quality of the moment. It’s not a gateway to another place or a a thing to attain. It’s a state.


Equitable, fair and balanced.


The 4 noble truths.

1: There is suffering in this world, but it is mistranslated

2: Suffering means dissatisfaction, it is caused within the mind. Suffering is in the mind.

3: Desire, be smart about it. Desire for harm is bad. Desire can potentially be good too.

4: Lead mind to enlightenment by cultivating moral discipline, mindfulness and wisdom.


The connection between the body and mind is the problem. Suffering is a dissatisfaction of the mind. Find the release from egotism, look to compassion, selfless unconditional love. The connection between the mind and spirit is also conflicted. The place of happiness or nirvana is a misconception. It is not a gateway or destination to get to.

Take your mind from one negative place to a better different more positive place. Your outlook is what makes the difference. Miracles of life is around you, you only need to open your eyes.


 

Honoring the Human Virtue: Hope, Faith and Redemption.

Of the Knights Code: Honesty, Compassion, Valor, Justice, Sacrifice, Honor, Spirituality and Humility. Of the Knight’s Pentangle Generousity, Friendship, Courtesy, Chastity and Piety.

Honoring the Work Place Ethics: Energy, Wisdom and Responsibility.

Of the Rationality Virtue: Curiosity, Relinquishment, lightness, evenness, Argument, Empiricism, Simplicity, Humility, Precision, Perfection, Scholarship and The Void.

Honoring The Three Principles: Truth, Love and Courage.

Of the Teachers Virtue: Gravity, Silence, Humility, Prudence, Wisdom, Patience, Reserve, Gentleness, Zeal, Vigilance, Piety and Generosity.

These are the three charts of stars:

It includes,

[Collective Body Zone: Star of Promise] The Aspects

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[Collective Mind Zone: Star of Emanation]. Christ Sacrifice

Star of Emanation

[Collective Spirit Zone: Star of Kabbalah]. All knowledge

Star of Kabbalah

The study of Plane Protruding Ascended Binary:

 

Affection, Mindfulness, Constructive

Purposefulness, Balance, Consistency

Overview, Oversight, Trinity

Light, Emanation, Summation

Martyrdom of Christ, Straight and Narrow Path, Choose the Right

Atonement, Cream of the Crop, Christmas

Einsof, Manifest, Synthesis

Gematria, Spiritual Properties, Virtual Reality Model of the Universe

Nirvana, Unattached, Existence in Being


 

Star of Religion: This is the spectrum of Religion.

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The Quiet Human Revolution: Star of Divine Awakening

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The Category of this religion is The Solar System Class, Study of Eternity (Life on Earth) and Spirit of Collective God. (The Moon, Earth and Sol), Collective Seed of God and Collective Spark are it’s representation. The council of 12, Elected Man or The Guardians are the Representatives. The name of the religion is The United Collective Sol, Romantic Sentimentalism and Life on Earth Guide. The Religious Source is Human Data Directory, Book of Quantum Physics and Book of Ein Sof.

The Giver’s body is Affectionate, Mindful and Constructive. The Giver’s body’s mind is of Light, Emanations and Summation. The Giver’s body’s Spirit is of Einsof, Manifest and Synthesis.

The Light Walker mind physically about his Purposefulness, Balance and Consistency. The Light Walker mind mentally is Martyrdom of Christ, Straight and Narrow Path and Choosing the Right. The Light Walker mind is spiritually in Gematria, Spiritual Properties and Virtual Reality Model of the Universe.

The Pristine Deva spirit has Overview, Oversight and composed of Holy Trinity. The Pristine Deva’s spirit mentally is on the atonement, Cream of the Crop and Christmas. The Pristine Deva’s Spirituality is in Nirvana, Unattached and focused on Existence in Being.

The Giver body must give resourceful life, give mindful thoughts and give constructive spirits. The light walker mind must light the way, does not stray and makes worlds move from one spectrum to another. The spirit of Pristine Deva brings Miracles on Earth, Heaven on Earth and Paradise on Earth. With decisive aims and studies The giver, the light walker and pristine deva as one person must guide the souls of Earth back to the collective spark of god.

Living Fields Spectrums and Steps to Rationalism.

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The purpose of the three colors is to practice the separating of spectrum. So we can differentiate the different components and variables to any system. The mechanical parts is made of the body, mind and spirit. These are the machines of life; The physical, mental and spiritual. The collective system is religion, ideology and humanism. I have not explained the fourth column yet and that is of “Ascended” values. These values protrude the diagram in a dimension we are not familiar with because it is in a different plane. Body, mind and spirit are on a linear plane whereas light protrudes the diagram going upwards combining all three body, mind and spirit. The ascended 4th value is where we want to be looking to; Light is the mechanical part, Deva the machine and the collective system of ideas is an ideology, but not just any virtue: “Divine Benevolent Virtues” the cleanest rational way of categorizing behavior, nature and ideologies.

Rational,Manifest and Spectrum

What is important in my work is that in “Practice” through “Process” can bring thought which leads to ideas “Accessed” to become “Nature” and “Accumulate” to “Manifest” through the steps to Manifestation.

Notes on Steps to Manifestation

Steps of Enlightenment

Steps of process to rationalism:

First you would define the goal. Second, go for it. Third, Evaluate the results. Fourth, Identify the problem. Fifth, Identify cause. Sixth, Identify possible solution. Seventh, test the solution.

 

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Spectrum of Singularity

This is the showcase and paradigm of the colored spectrum labeled to show you the intensity and level of life, dream, self and light.

For indepth analysis read post: Life, Dream, Self and Light Spectrum Post

 

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In the study of levels of living fields under Spiritual Aspects, the action Consciousness, it’s behavior is Soul Manifestating through the field of Benevolent Field. The action Creative Leaps, has a behavior of Spirtual Expression through the field of Benevolent Field.

In the study of levels of living fields under Mental Aspects, the action Sphere of Influence, it’s behavior is Mental Compounding through the field of Morphic Resonance Field. The action Organizing Principles, has a behavior of Wired Manipulation through the field of Spectrum Accessing Field.

In the study of levels of living fields under Physical Aspects, the action Nature/Habits, it’s behavior is Physical Nature through the field of Activity Field. The action Natural Selection, has a behavior of Crude State through the field of State Field.

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A Spark of Deva; Unifying Component to Religions is the Collective System Working Towards Human Cause.

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Divine Luxor Deva;

True light is when all ideas are captured and then represented in a way that allows all to see by comparison side by side the spectrum and alignments of the web of life.

This is a list of core religious studies or the prime studies of religions in the world.

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This is a list of transitional studies of the world or all the enigmatic studies of religions in the world.

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This is a list of realm studies of the world or all the collective systems studies of the religions in the world.

Category 4

These studies give us a wide perspective of the cosmos and the world we live in.


 

I decided to make all of my “Scientific Matrix Poems” in a excel fashion so that people can actually see the alignments better.

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So let me interpret this chart for everyone.

The chart reads that the category of satellite class Moon under representative Muhammad is the religion of Islam and of religious source The Koran.

The category of planet class Earth under representative Buddha is the religion of Buddhism and of religious source The Manuscripts of Buddha.

The category of star class Sun under representative Christ is the religion of Christianity and of religious source The Holy Bible.


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This chart is alittle harder to explain only because of the fact that God has a “Casual, Informal and Formal” name. And That  Krishna(Love), Shiva(Destruction), Vishnu(Upkeep), Brahma(Creation) are different depths in the process to the identities of the universe’s creation.

Category Study of Nothingness is represented by the “Deities of abstract” who’s representatives are Krishna(Love), Shiva(Destruction), Vishnu(Upkeep), Brahma(Creation). The religion is under Hinduism and it’s religious source  Bhagavad Gita and Vedas.

Category of Origin is represented by the “God Seed of Ideology” It’s representative  GOD (EHYEH ASHER EHYEH, ELOHIM, YHWH), Adam(Original Sin) and Moses(10 Commandments). The religion is under Semetism and the religious source is The Torah.

Category Study of Substance is represented by Deities of Idealism under representative Hades, Poseidon and Zeus. The religion is under Polytheism of the Greek and the religious source is the “Iliad,  Odyssey and Theogony of Hesiod.”


 

Category 4

This chart i do not know what the holy trinity’s religion is but it was birthed a long side the christian religion but has not been explored to the extent it was suppose to. The Father, Son and Holy Ghost were never a subject explored fully until now. No where in the holy bible is this topic explained in depth, it is just assumed that we did not know or we understood by spirit. The fruit of knowledge was the cause of original sin in this study and it is also the spirit of god in that knowledge that has manifested in man. Consciousness is brought to life through the understanding of the human condition and why we suffer and feel pain. Humanism is the only path to knowing the spirit of God and it is only through the seeing through the vast scope of the abundant information that we can see all this. We define god, God’s composition is us.

Category Spirit of totems is represented by Collective animal kingdom under representative The Zodiac. The religion is under the Chinese and the religious source is The 5 elements and 12 Year-Signs.

Category Spirit of Humanoids is represented by Collective Heavens under representative of The Gods. The Religion is Norse and it’s religious source are The Legends of Gods.

Category Spirit of God is represented by Collective Soul under The Holy Trinity. The religion is Humanism and it’s religious source The Fruit of Knowledge.

These are just the parallels I have just made between these transitions, cores and realms (microcosm/macrocosm). The three are as complete of ideas as it is possible maturing and cultivating within the time frame it was given. Neither are more important than the other. All are crucial for a sustainable world.

These are the natures, properties and functions of: The Moon, The Earth and The Sun.

The Moon (movement, cycles and balances).

The Earth (life, activity and love).

The Sun (nutures, heals  and grows).

The Moon is the essence of what is required in a day to rest, dream and recover from the day before. Motion is necessary to begin life and to sustain it. Without the motions of the moon there would be no tidal waves and no movement in the sea therefore life could not start and life would not flourish. Things would not land on the shores and we would not be as we are. Life is a refining of the soul through thorough washing of the shores crashing on the beaches.

The Earth is a profound place of life and with life there is activity. Earth is the center of our universe where we gravitate to experience what it is life has to offer and that is individual expressions of experience. Even though the Sun is the Life maker, Earth is the life giver. The Earth’s Love is sustainable, unconditional and conscious it is no ordinary love. It is full of compassion and it’s breathes life into all things. 

The Sun is the mother of all for the reason it is nature in it’s purest essence. It nurtures us and gives us healing properties. The reason why our Solar System is called Sol is for the loving nature of our Sun. Sol means Sun in Spanish. It allows a habitable range in space for our Earth to grow without being scorched by the Sun. It gives us the power to grow, become ripe and spread joy to the world.

The world is a speck in the universe, it is a tiny thing and the probability for life as low as it is cannot replicate as well as it has on Earth today. Live, Breath and Spread Joy. Reduce the suffering of others and don’t forget those who have contributed to the effort that is mankind.

 

A message; Stranger than Dreams.

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“He took the key

Along the river.

Over the hill.

Underneath the grave.

King of kings,

He conquered death.

The keys to heaven on earth.

He who has earned the fate of man.

It is complete.”

-A dream

 

I just recently finished reading this really interesting e-book. Angel Dreams and it was very surreal. It brought me to remember a poem i had in a dream, where it came from I do not know. Though it was very important to me so i wrote it in a journal a long time ago. I remember it – best i can for this post, but i don’t know where the original piece of writing went.

I didn’t have any religious ties to any church until I was much older. So growing up and having this poem in my head is very cryptic. I know this means something to someone out there. Maybe a message from the future.. or past.. or just my imagination but it’s part of my identity so i’ll leave it here.

A dream; Love and Time Travel Dream

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I had a dream straight out of a science fiction novel about time travel. It was also about love.

The premises was in this reality people who were killed reduced to a lower functioning form. They treat this world like dying was a game of tag. Once you are tagged you have to live up to the consequences of starting from scratch from the lower functioning form.

All around you are your potential love interests in life but each one of them were killed off in this world of existence. These other realities are destroyed once you have chosen a lover is how i interpreted it.

In this dream I settled for one but i had to save her from a mechanism that would destroy her under a frame of time. I am able to turn off the machine and there’s time to snuggle for some reason.

As I turned to leave I am faced with the same scenario except from a different perspective. That I was the one setting up the actual dilemma I was in. In a manner of speaking I was the architect of the dilemma and the scenario of choosing the love I ended up with.

I see myself falling in love and making the choice of choosing my potential partner. The dilemma of doing it before the mechanism ended her. The plot twist is that I am my own means to my cause. I decide my destiny because there’s a future version of me who is acting as the hidden”antagonist” along side with the potential love of that future time frame pulling strings in order to make this story right.

Virtual Plane of Existence; Past, Present and Future Singularity is Here and Now

In this life or the next the soul carries information and the process is possible if this construct is formed. This is what i believe the Egyptian pyramids are about, that it is a gateway – not for the body but for the soul as information to be moved to a different world when the body decays. The Giza pyramid is constructed with the 3 universal constants in mind; Phi, Pi and Euler. These are well known in the Science world, they continue forever with some kind of scripted algorithm pattern hence why they are called constants.

Maybe this could be replicated through the quantum entanglement theory of spooky action. Information is known to do strange things i wonder if our ancestors or people from different dimensions or maybe people from the future have found a way to manipulate information through time. Maybe the gateway for information through light is already available and just needs to be tapped into about our past and our future.

There is one question though – why they made the pyramid with 4 sides instead of 3. Is there something more a 4 sided pyramid can do that a 3 sided cannot? Or is it that the square base represents Earth – maybe it was easier to construct with a square base? There’s so many questions i have about why the constructed their pyramids the way they did. Wish some of the architects were alive to tell about these great structures. Maybe it’s a gateway out of this world to the realm of a higher dimensional being a way back or towards deity form.

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Light is study of the combination of all 3 aspects, it is a product of life, dream and self.

  1. Enlightened (Prospering, Awake and Conscious)
  2. Progression (Living, Lucid dreaming and Development)
  3. Existential (Sustained, Afflicted and Exist)
  4. Fading (Struggle, Suffering and Limbo)
  5. Abysmal (Dead, Pain and Release From Materialism)

World transition: Becoming

Self is a study of the 12 universal identities; Conciousness, Attributes, Changes, Intellect, Emotions, Will to change, Truth, Beauty, Goodness, Emptiness, Darkness and Nothingness. It is the study of internal conflict of what it means to exist and have identity. It is the determining of what you are to find peace and become humble.

  1. Conscious
  2. Development
  3. Exist
  4. Limbo
  5. Release from materialism

World transition: Realizing

Dream is the study of the world where imagination reigns and where our fears, pain and pleasures are explored and ventured without physical harm. The study is directly inter-related with life as it may leave subliminal marks, inspiration or uncertainties in our daily life. It is described as a transitional mode between life and conscious thought.

  1. Awake
  2. Lucid dreaming
  3. Afflicted
  4. Suffering
  5. Pain

World transition: Unconcious

Life is the study of activity, results and progress as we discover and understand the world more and more. To love passionately, to know intimately and refine ourselves in understanding the world around us. It is greatly influenced by our dreams and study of self but it progresses in the collective beneficiary of being in a society. Working through the methods of community, kindness and wisdom. The study and practice of virtues is essential to the progress of the being in this category life.

  1. Prospering
  2. Living
  3. Sustained
  4. Struggle
  5. Sleep

World transition: Attuning

Metamorphosis of Spirit

1444798225231When I was young, I was arrogant, proud and stubborn. It was the only reason why I was a wrestling medalist and senior football player in High School. I was driven by my stubbornness to gain my place in society. When I was in school however I was automatically handed the image of the smart asian boy which I by my stubborn nature compelled to oppose. It was reverse psychology and I didn’t want to be identified or put in a box. I rebelled tried everything to shake off that title even if it was where I wanted to be. I was not about to be stereo typed and at the same time I felt i didn’t earn it because it was handed out and given. It was a fake honor or what they call in a church a fake grace. I wanted to earn my place and I wanted it to be genuine but when it is given what else do you do now but roll with the worldly materialistic, abstract thinking and unattainable spiritual quest. Its called a glass house of nothing where your morals tell you to not to touch, break or disrupt anything.

The experience is ruined because you don’t get to learn anything. How do you learn if you don’t make mistakes? If there’s no room for mistakes what is life? I guess as you mature you make less mistakes but i wanted the thrill things crashing, things blowing up and mess of random chaos that needs be set back in order. The city was sound, quiet, peaceful and secure. Clean streets clean, clean faces, clean people and clean facilities. This was not where i was made to be. I need to be in the wild – undeveloped and rugged. Where there was work to be done all the time. I needed a way out but i’m on a crutch – of being privileged to a degree. It’s a crime an inhumane way to live. If i don’t die from a bullet i’ll end up dying from insanity before old age.

I needed something that worked my back bone, love of farming comes to mind, love of mountains come to mind, animals, hunting, gathering, trading and jungles came to mind. This was not where i was meant to be, i know this. I take for granted this life I have now, this i know. I have family, friends and everyone is living the way they were meant to live. I’m fodder, hero’s heart meant for a short life, expendable – I was suppose to go out with a bang. Now a shell of  man unsure if he is a man. Skydived, climbed waterfalls, mountains, jump cliffs – every time getting more dangerous but the hollowness always brought me to question whether I was really one. A man or a mouse.

Then it all changed – the perspective came that polarized my personality. I was changed by a dramatic experience that made me timid, submitting and doubtful. I played cautiously and thinking twice about what i was going to do. An illness that made me aware of the reckless, youthful and destructive path I was going in. I was now composed, understanding and compassionate to others at the cost of my personal enjoyment of life. I feel more fulfilled and motivated but now I run into a problem of whether or not I should invest my time in a certain thing, asking if I should do something, should i not, second guessing, on the fence to save my own butt cowardice, always calculating the risk. I have reflected and seen my faults. There was more then enough time given to see that.

I need to find the balance between both worlds. The problem today with civil society city life is that there is no growing room. And with civility comes a domestication and taming of a creature that was not meant to be tamed. Life is about experiencing life to the fullest, expressing love to its highest potential and reduce the suffering of the world. It took alot of time but I think I’m going back to save some money to finish architecture get my masters in architecture in Houston. And go find some foreign place to build homes where I can provide water, air ventilation lines and vents for buildings. Do something useful, unless there’s a future for me in Edmonton I have got to leave.

The Thesis to Take to The Grave

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It is only after I write about god, universe and the truth that i realize i have come a full circle. I have been brought back to the core meaning of my blog and that is about love. I have been writing about my thesis about how dream, life and light are directly interconnected but now I fear that thesis that if it were to be true. It may spell the end of my physical life.

I had a dream as I said about my mother and I talking on a boat. I was 28 and she told me when I’m 33 i get married. That’s fantastic news, but then I had a dream about how i was dead and covered in mealworms and creepy crawlies eating my flesh and my sister told me I died before I got married. It got pretty grim. The logic was if I’m 33 when i get married and before I get married I’m going to die that means i only have 5 years to live. Part 2 of the story is a year later, I have a dream that god told me that I had one question, to that I asked “who am i going to marry”. And to that he answered “that is why you will end”. With disappointment in his voice it sounds as if he was warning me of what is going to happen, maybe I don’t have much time left, that maybe he was telling me to keep fighting and don’t think about it too much.

It is ironic, if I am able to prove my thesis it means that there is a danger, if I prove it then i will unfortunately be a victim of my own products. God has a sense of humor and I realize now, I just hope we can all laugh at this joke he’s playing in the end and that there is no real danger. I’m alittle scared but my mind has played tricks on me before so I have not given super natural ideas any credit and grant them the chance to see me in this great time of weakness.

It is after all this that i realize life is about love again. It is in the eye of death that i understand love was the answer to all that is and was. I need to know in my heart that it is love that brought us here and love is what will bring us together and love is what will take us away to experience our dreams. I hope I experience love in this life. I hope i have love and spare love when i need it and people around me need it most. I know love is the answer, all forms of it expressed in different manners simultaneously or separately.

“All we need is love”

-beetles

I hope this was the answer i was looking for. That the general field of love is what i came here to experience. I know god wants me to love him and that he wants me to know i love him too. Sorry for bringing God into a blog about logic and scientific thought. I just want the world to accept that there is a world we don’t understand out there and that we should keep looking despite the odds.

Forever and always love, hope and faith are our passage. Marriage, relationships and simple kindness are our vessels to happiness. Strength, warmth and compassion will be our image.

  • hope, faith and love are our passage.
  • Marriage, relationships and simple kindness are our vessels to happiness.
  • Strength, warmth and compassion will be our image.

 

Artist for art: Alexandrecabanel

Why Heaven Won’t Slam Your Face Based on What Type of Christian You Are

lightworker-activation-love-and-light1Human Natural law says that:

“Natural law is a philosophy that certain rights or values are inherent by virtue of human nature, and universally cognizable through human reason. Historically, natural law refers to the use of reason to analyze both social and personal human nature to deduce binding rules of moral behavior.”

In this article we’ll discuss why it makes absolutely no sense to shut out a person from heaven based on what type of christian they are or who they are for that matter. The idea of  if they’ve accepted gift of Christ the atonement, what is most important in a communion with God and what it means to be Christian for these modern times. I will also touch a little bit on the problem society has with the acceptance of homosexuals, disadvantaged people, bisexuals, transsexuals and elderly. We’re going through the science of deductive reasoning to determine what it means to be benevolent and true – by understanding the truth of the situation.

It isn’t about how much manlier as a man and more womanly you are as a woman that gets you through life and others around you but whether your vessel is good for experiences in life. Whether you practiced compassion, loving, thoughtfulness and caring. That you believed that through compassion and consciousness of your surroundings really helped you. That you understood that you can manifest life into your world by existing and being who you are a person who is committed to the spirit of unconditional love, encompassing compassion and living conscience. Or to oversimplify, the holy ghost. It is about accepting the gift that Christ died so that we can be forgiven by god for our sins. Once we are forgiven we are in grace and are then redeemed – all this work is done in the physical world already it just needs to be accepted and taken to move into the mental state. And once we accepted and live as that body of Christ then we manifest it in our activities, service and basic life.

A man in this world can be stuck in a woman’s body and a woman can be stuck in a man’s. This is natural that the world is in a spectrum of genders rather then just a saturated definite and dominating force of yin and yang. Although i must admit those who are dominate in either forces are usually more powerful or physically attractive in life that is not the point. The point is co-existence and to me living together in peace, prosperity and understanding is the most important part of living happy. We also need to set aside the things that make us prideful and any attachments to this world should be set aside so that we can find the light in being humble.

The first problem is physical sin; We must admit that we are living in a physical world of sin. And we must be punished for what we have done wrong, acknowledging that we are not perfect and by asking your loving father that you were at fault, that you didn’t mean to do the things you did and asking for forgiveness will lead you to the path to redemption. This is a step by step process. But wait, you need to accept that he came down here in the flesh physically manifested in order for him to allow you to atone or forgive you even. Everything that happens in the physical world is crude, violent and dangerous. Even god in his physical form as Christ was not able to carry the weight of the world physically. Though as this Divine Luxor-Deva being died – his stars aligned to express his craft of life. And that just means that circumstances and conditions went to his favor and history came together to express a story that is comprehensible to the human thought about his journey, life and death.. and it’s symbolic meaning.

The communion with god is also really important. It is an expression of gratitude, love and in memory of what he did for us. He wants us to love him back for he loved us truly and fully by dying for us. The trinity of body, blood and spirit is a enigma that is still not understood today; When we practice the eating of his bread, wine and allowing his holy spirit into our lives. We are “practicing” the expression of living through god which is a physical trait of the physical world. The Sacrament as they call it, is a practice of the physical world and in practicing it we in memory of the mental mind believe it, allowing it to form in the mental sense. And once in the mental sense it will now establish itself in the spiritual world which is manifestation in being the body of Christ. We see this manifestation by looking at our christian body and seeing how vast and big it is today. This is the evidence for manifestation. Think about it, If some guy died in the past and he got crucified but did not have God’s purpose, soul or design in him. Why wouldn’t he have just been some guy who got crucified back in the day because of bad behavior? He had a story and a strong purpose and a system and design for a future world built on his sacrifice of the body. He died so that we may live. He gave us the gift of prosperity as a christian nation. People may just look at America and say that oh it’s because we have wealth, and that we just got lucky. That oh we took it from poor countries that couldn’t dig up the diamonds, oil and water themselves. It’s not just wealth. We live together, breathe together and sing together. Caring for one another and helping each other out. It’s a number of things that came together that brought about our overall prosperity and life style.

What does it even mean to be Christian now a-days? To be a nice guy? I believe there’s a quote “do not believe that I come to bring peace, but a sword.” Christ said this and it just means that he’s a source of great power to carve a path into life. God is wild at heart. He’s strong and established, but if you didn’t realize his soul is not some bearded man on a throne. He is also she. He’s both but he is established as a man because he is the father. The world of the deity is a complicated matter in the spirit world. There is no attributing his success to his female counter part mother earth. Who happens to be the woman in the shadow that makes this all possible. Your goal as a Christian is not to be just some nice guy. It’s to be a vessel of great experiences so that your experiences can be gods. Now i can relate more to a masculine rebel, mercenary, rogue attitude then a feminine goody, perfect, unchangeable and immortal being. This is who i am by nature and god even though he is a mixture of both or simultaneously both at the same time we have to move on the a new picture “evolving” to be and emulate god. Which i know is impossible, but God never changes. We change because we need to become just like him but the physical medium of life is harsh and we’ll die of age before we get there. Even so this is the pattern and way we are suppose to go in. Oscillating through time with this pattern imprinted in us. A Christian should work to change worlds for the better and individually work towards the collective good cause of humanity. The practice of the poem below will establish a spectrum and grounds for what we should focus on so to bring these good things to surface. But the topic of faith and relationship is important to what it means to be Christian. You should treat each other with respect love understanding and do it with grace. It is important that there is consent and responsibility in the relationship.

In conclusion just because you are a different color, have a bad knee, no leg, missing eye- just because you are different does not mean you are not worthy of god’s love and heaven. As long as you’ve accepted the gift of Christ’s atonement, know what is most important in a communion with God which is that he loves us and needs us to love him and know what it means to be Christian for these modern times then we’re on the road to salvation. I think this is all that we need to gain god’s grace and key to heaven. All we need is love; (a huge general field that actually fractals to small things). All we need is unconditional love, service and honor (book of life.) our keys to becoming saved. Hope, Faith and Redemption is the tools we use as humans to grow.

 

practice (keys): unconditional love, service and honor. life

believe (tools): hope, faith and redemption. dream.

manifest:(solutions): awareness, understanding and benevolence. light.


 

Practice with these keys; They are unconditional love, service and honor. They will lead you in life.

Believe in these tools; They are hope, faith and redemption. They will make your dreams come true.

Manifest these solutions; They are awareness, understanding and benevolence. They will bring you to the light.

The Tragedy of No Coincidences

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I have discovered the identity of the person who I knew was causing me grief and confusion all my life. It was the negativity I was warned of, the presence of another that I felt at times. I learned of the spirits name in my dream. Yes. It was a spirit this whole time. In my dream I saw what he did and it revealed his name. A boy a conquer sat in this old relic chair. The chair had grooves in it enough to sit a pawn on its side in it. The pawn could be situated forwards thinking and backwards thinking in the groove to represent thinking and acting and the doubt of second thought. It was rocked back and forth in a deliberate fashion.

The spirit said “I want to dip my finger in water” or some insane request.. the boy had a moment where he was like “not dipping my fingers in water again”. The spirit is called madman. I have done some research to see if anyone else has experienced this spirit and I figured it out. It truly isn’t completely my fault I am who I am. I am convinced he exists but yet have no evidence that he does physically except this dream.

The study of Madman.

There is nothing written about the spirit Madman. It is a subject not explored and could be the cause to mental illness. As you would engage the holy ghost in prayer. The Madman spirit is one that is not a mischievous one by nature but a systematic chaotic one. To better understand it’s nature it is a mechanical system in nature that causes disorder and confusion. The spirit is as universal as words in the dictionary meaning words.

As you know spirits can embody a host for a period of time there maybe periods of occurrence but it can also sit and stay dormant inside the host or active like a parasite of the spiritual world. Spirits are a vague term for the number of types of spirits there are out there. There’s mara, (Sanskrit for demon), ghosts (deceased/lost), deva (Sanskrit for shining ones) but also one called universal which are ancient spirits that have been around since the dawn of conscious man.

I wonder if acknowledging it exists also triggers a calling down of this spirit. What ever the cause, nature and purpose. At least we have an idea of what this new spectrum of ideas is. It’s a new playing field to acknowledge what this thing is and to deal with it is another but at least we have the layout, name and the spectrum and field now. We can find ways to counter this mechanical system with a mechanic of our own. It’s called mentality, intention, purpose and logic.

image reference to http://digital-art-gallery.com/picture/17853

 

He Came Saving Worlds

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Dream #2

I was sitting with a friend as he did incredible things with the jelly, liquid and solid like substance. Rolling it into a ball, then a dragon, then a bear. It was solid but as jelly would be solidifying but movable and as liquid separable and as solid would never melt in your hands. It was kind of like Tetris but i didn’t understand the objective just yet. It intrigued me such a complex puzzle of  strange physics could exist i couldn’t help but dive my hand into the box and try for myself. Unfortunately the puzzle was a trap and they closed my hand into the game. I think the game is this world. In the end a flash back these small people, six of them would tell me that i had saved their world and a frog person would say “mine also”. While i cooked for them and nurtured them to health.

I cannot feel but think that I came here for a reason but fail to realize the fact and reason why I am here. A hero i came but now a victim of what i came here to prevent. I think i was suppose to save something or someone from somebody. But now i think that the somebody i came to save is corrupted in this world and they’re using “her” to break me. This illusion has become muddy, delusional and you cannot even inquire about it. All i hear/know is that there’s a negativity that wants to claim me. I’m at a loss, and this barrier and puzzle called life is a labor beyond  me.

Which banner shall we choose?

 

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A dream. (I log all dreams. Sorry, for the rape trigger)

I saw a child run out of my house with my ladder, I followed him. There were all these exotic birds and i hear a voice, her English was clear as day in my head. She tells me that something had happened, that many people had excommunicated me. Not sure what that meant I explained that tonight I was raped by some sort of darkness, or demon. She tells me that makes sense. That some said I was now filthy. The dream ended with some girl, who looked like she went through a lot of hard times. In a room locked guarded by a man in armor. They told me there will be a choice beween three banners. White Angels, Rainbow Multicultural and Yellow Hellriders. I was to choose one. I chose the Multicultural one.

The Reasoning Behind the Name STARTOWER.

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I believe the world should exist with a balance of creative and scientific touch. That being said, the left side of the brain responsible for art and creativity and right side of the brain for calculation and practical logic should be distinguished but used together. The lack of one world without the other is a mindless read into a research paper we don’t understand, full of numbers and calculations when looking into a science paper. And flowery, sugar coated, pretentious words when it comes to full all out poetry.

Star tower is like a light house for the lost looking for sound answers that cannot be found any where else. It is dedicated to those who are soul searching trying to figure out the things we don’t understand but know is out there. I practice this perfect balance and to see a truth where it begs to be seen.

Working on a system that allows us to catch on to patterns and see the world in a different perspective. What i am trying to develop is a way to organize the list of ideas into a mapping process of linear matrices just like the way you would multiply in Japanese. A series of linear lines intersecting and counting those intersections to find the answer.

The arrangement of words sitting parallel by effects/basic appearance, attributes and properties parallel help you to see the spectrum of where things are going based on an oscillation or pattern that we can see happen. I like to write articles with an occasional innovative and exclusive “scientific poem” written in a very organized and colorful scheme. It is to be read in a linear matrix fashion. Left to right and up and down. Usually done on a specific system in the arrangement of physical, mental, spiritual and ascended benevolent. This is the system that is based on the idea that physical is usually visually how it appears. Mentally usually pertains to attributes. Spiritually usually refers to it’s thinking properties. Ascended Benevolent usually looks at it’s overall collective spectrum and direction. Usually in colors of cold to hot. Order of importance from less important to more important. Less evolved to more refined. Soft to hard. Minimal to maximal. Color basis: dark to light. Recessing to progressing.

My favorite being the example.

Spacial, temporal, dimensional. And a word i describe as benevolence because it relies on the use of the human touch so to speak like traveling to a different desired time line. It requires the physical construction of a gateway. The mental calculations and adjustments of the mind. The spiritual essence/power of nature harnessed. The benevolence of human desire to get there  given the appropriate tools to direct this mechanism.


 

space; dark, medium and light.

time; past, present and future.

dimensions; microcosm, home plane, macrocosm.

benevolence; alternate, experiential and multidimensional


 

This is the full stanza of these four different elements.

As you can see the first word in the column are our categories. Next is the minimal extreme of the spectrum, then the medium and then the maximal extreme of the spectrum. They are all organized. It’s the same thing as the Japanese multiplication math video except it’s with words. It’s a matrix that helps organize information in the future in a spacial environment rather then randomized information we have to scramble to get. We can figure which element colors are of cold to hot. Order of importance from less important to more important. Less evolved to more refined. Soft to hard. Minimal to maximal. Color basis: dark to light. Regressing to progressing. All this could be implemented in a manner where it will be easier to navigate the information interface and differentiating dark and light, good and bad, in order to single out which direction is recessing and which is progressing.

This is the beginning of a more resourceful, organized and well assessed future. We need to prepare ourselves to be more humanly friendly as we are entwined into a more AI oriented world. It is coming and it requires benevolence of the human conscious soul imprinted in it or else we may come out with a monster in the end. This AI we create must have love, compassion, understanding that life on earth is brief and that it must learn humility over all else.

A fun site to read if you want to hear a bit of theory on frequencies entwined in the english language. I’m actually currently exploring this website’s articles in depth so that I can understand this world through his/her eyes better. Check it out and tell me what you think.

http://dreamcatcherreality.com/matrix-code/

The Twin Swords from Heaven. (Stars and Religion.)

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The star of Bethlehem brought to Earth the sword of Christ. With it birthed also the anti-christ Muhammad. Neither are bad but rather gifts from heaven. As night is to day, the two complement each other but are like siblings fighting for the hearts of men. These  misunderstood religions Islamic Muslim and collective Christians are of Moon and Sun. They are spiritual children of the Moon and the Sun the biggest influences and they play the most mechanically important roles in our Earthly existence.

Without the existence of the moon there would be no tides and thus no movement in the sea meaning no life would have washed ashore and the sea where all life was birth would not have birthed life at all. Without the sun the life giving essence of it’s light would never have brought life to plants and animals and sustenance of nutrition and nurturing  vitamins to us as we know it today.

The complexity of the two rivals ideology and religion is complicated. The religion is not of war or peace. It is a message of hope and life. The religion is not violent in itself but the people, circumstance, conditions and the environment that drive men to be violent make it so. Violent people make violent decisions and drive to bring violent outcomes. Factions that decide they want to represent something on their own but do not think of others, do not have the peoples hearts and when doing things of hate and harm do not do it in other’s name but rather dictate their ultimate fate which is to their demise. Extremists will forever be alone on their awkward journey to express themselves as they do and people will judge them. God and life will judge them. They will have nothing in the end because the world is against them. They have robbed themselves at a chance of a normal life as they have robbed others of their lives.

The message that Christ gave was that “Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword.” He is stating what he actually is, but Christianity has moved on from being a sword and has become more about humility. Whereas Islam is a barren desert just as the moon is, a harsh place for life as reflected by the amount of little light the moon reflects. The Sun is now become a nurturing essence of boiling molten that radiates life and nurturing warmth. A harsh radiance to live by because of it’s glory and beauty but if you are in the right range the goldy locks zone then it is beneficial to you and your life. Muhammad is a sword but one day be as his brother Christ sitting humble, full of hope and humility through redemption. Hopefully people will understand that life is not black and white and that both components are necessary for the balance in life to happen.

As an article once said that if you lose sleep and stay up for extensive amount of days you lose proper function of your eyes and mind and then you lose your sanity. You’ll feel sluggish,weak and sickly. If you sleep all day you never grow and never gain. Your mind becomes weak and sluggish.


Melody stanza of the twin swords of Heaven and Earth.

Sleeping and living. Being

Night and day. Noon

Moon and Sun. Earth

Dream and Life. Visions

Islam and Christianity side by side  duality of twin brothers. Their child of “here and now”mother nature Buddhism.

Moral Encompass Redefined for Humanity. (Stars parallel to humans).

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The soul, ethics, heart, and consciousness; all have different purposes, shape and names but their functional spirit is the same. The nature of the functional spirit is called benevolence. This name benevolence describes the action of; giving self by service, mentality of wanting to give and the willingness to give in itself. The motion is called giving benevolence mentality; where you are part of a collective positive contributing effort. It’s synergy and also out of love for the sake of contributing beneficial love. I am who i am not because who i am but because we are and you are who you are so i can be me. We compliment each other and as individuals contributing to the cause as a team.

This mentality is crucial when making connections, building desirable thought paradigms and constructive thinking. “I believe in humanity because I am for humanity because I am part of humanity because I am human.” This quote can be split into 4 parts. “I believe in humanity” meaning I am part of a desired thought paradigm. “I am for humanity” meaning being in spirit for humanity. “I am for humanity” meaning you a physically in a group category of such in the animal kingdom. “I am human”  brings us down to the singularity that you are an individual living a human life where you are in immediately in control of your actions and can make things happen.

I know human nature is not a cubed square but it’s spirit is more spherical because that is what happens naturally in nature. When water erodes rock for millions of years you get sand and smooth round rocks. When a planet is in a crude shape like a square or any shape rigid and rough in space after spinning for so long it becomes more spherical. The soul is a sphere, A globe of light radiating life giving and nurturing essence. And it is rendering and refining itself with time to be the shape it is today. We the people are essentially rounding our souls after years of refining our rough shape of the soul until it is round and perfect and spherical. And no sphere can be perfect as reflected in life, we have no control if we are going to make it oblate like earth but we’re all a spheroid shape in the end by going through this process we’re experiencing called life.

The category of a planet is a sphere and it’s exact name is spheroid. The category of a person is human and its exact name humanoid. These two worlds are separate and different but the parallel for it exists and as we did to intertwine dimensional categories for the  people and stars. We shall do it again; The inter-dimensional parallel of two worlds.

Order of importance from less important to more important. Less evolved to more refined. soft to hard. minimal to maximal. Color basis: dark to light. Regressing to progressing. Physical, Mental, Spirtual and Ascended benevolent; This is the system that is based on the idea that physical is usually visually how it appears. Mentally usually pertains to attributes. Spiritually usually refers to it’s thinking properties. Ascended Benevolent usually looks at it’s overall collective spectrum and direction.


Physical form:

Humans: Cube, rounded-cube, spheroid, and sphere.

Stars: Deformed, rounded, spheroid, and sphere.


Mental form:

Humans: Amoeba, Ape, Human and Angel.

Black, red, brown, beige, yellow and white

Small and Big

Short and Tall

Stars: Dwarf, sub-giant, giant and super-giant.

white, brown, neutron, red, orange, yellow, white, blue

Not so dense and dense

Not so bright and bright.


Spiritual form:

Humans: Soul, heart, ethics, and consciousness

Stars: color, brightness, radiance and luminosity.


Accessed ascended benevolent form:

Humans: Life-span, circumstance, events and person’s name.

Stars: Star life-span, conditional effects on stars, conditional phases of stars and constellations.


This is my stanza alignments of the categorized human and star sitting side by side paralleled so that you can see the process, color, brightness and glory if there is a measure. I would say this is all based on preference for colors and whether you like dark and lightness so this is accurate according to the negative values of cold blue to positive of red hot. I have aligned the categories into a matrix that align based on the assigned color. This system of organization hopefully will be implemented for computer categorizing in the future for quicker and efficient assessment of data and for of course further segregation and unintended discrimination of data. I have no clue if this process will help humans but it wills surely help put a standard scale of what people should see in the world based on organization and possibly draw out more and better perspectives on this figure.

The purpose is an organized spectrum of the stars parallel to humans and this is done. So I am happy with it. Further refinement of this assessment of the human to star parallel’s organization will happen gradually as i accumulate more info and knowledge on this subject.

Live long, curiosity and humility,

Nam

The encompassing question of “Are you a good person?”.

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Lets go deeper then black and white, dark and light, bad and good, deep and high. I want to get away from the vague physical of the scope, beyond the complications of circumstance and delve deeper into the world of substance.  I want to get farther than the benevolence of human conscience and direction. Thinking bigger then idealism, capitalism and fanaticism. I want to think to the beneficence of human exploration of what it is to be human. To be curious, thoughtful and compassionate but to be cautious and aware of what we do.

What we do in life matters and does not as well. You cannot be strict on the rules and not have done it yourself. You cannot be stern on your children and not walk that path yourself. Learned behavior from nature and nurture is indoctrinated to us as children. We learn sexuality, but it is also given. Thus as we see more violence in the world so will we be drawn to such behavior, or better in some scenarios appalled and repulsed from it. “Some of them want to be abused and some of them want to abuse you”. This quote meaning that basically you have a universe of opportunity out there for anything you seek whether you want it or not. The word “giving” is key in life though, what we start off with and the measure of how much we give back with the life we have is what matters. What we give back to the world with little we had when we started makes our story great in the end.

The creativity of the mind is intertwined with dreams. (Dreams in a sense of where you want to be where you want to go). Thus they are dreams manifested and realized into life. This component being the dream substance is a variable to what the experience of life is. The other component of life being the solid substance and accomplishments of real life issues and accomplishments that sustain our bodies and drives our soul. The sustenance that is our life and what we do in life and dreams is what drives our soul. Theres also that balance of those two yin and yang polar opposites. And that is to use moderation of the two and find a medium balance of the two worlds. That is sleep, a virtual reality life exploring function you tune into every time you snuggle into your covers at night and close your eyes.

When we create beings in a virtual world like an MMO or character selection screen we create a being and we perfect it in ways we see a person should be/appear/look like. And put it through endless scenarios of parlous events, we inherit the victories and defeats in our mind. They are victories embedded in our very soul despite it’s 2 bit, 64 bit, Playstation, computer graphics, they are victories of our soul. So i must say that the victories we choose in virtual reality and real life reality matter as we progress in life. If virtual reality and reality are to be entwined and essential to the experience of life. Let us make it go with a bang and do it strong and right.

I believe this thing we call a soul is actually our consciousness in this reality. Morality compass or not, depending on what we thrive for in life – is all a matter of preference. I believe in society becoming brighter, stronger and braver. But i believe it is also a compassionate, understanding and wiser one too. I know in my heart we will choose the right in the end no matter how deep and dark our thoughts tend to wander. I know the path is straight and narrow, that we in the end know where the light is. And that is in our hearts and in the sun “the heart of our solar system called sol”.

No matter where you are, who you are. Know that you are not alone. Good candles will burn just as bright as stronger candles made from the future. The fire is the warmth in our hearts and the brightness is the intellect and wisdom we portrait in life.

Need Stronger Candles. (my complex.)

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Driven by the incomprehensible.

Desires for unbelievable.

For lack of words, he who seeks what is not achievable.

I am a casualty of the super natural forces beyond me.

I am a victim of oversight and he who also reaps the rewards of it.

The book of life tells me I am more.

When I feel less.

This journey has been long and has worn me.

My candle stick flickers, threatened to be extinguished.

I am strong, I will not falter.

I will be diligent but at what cost?

What price is to be paid for such feats of strength?

What rewards lay waiting in accompany of victory?

Even heroes can fall to the taint of corruption.

I am strong. i will not falter.

But dear god, I am so lost.

And I don’t want to be found.

Unless it is by what i am looking for.

memories of you are stained on me.

i’m remembering old stories of old times.

Of old people.

Water only flows one direction and the stream of time;

doesn’t allow me to change the past.

I may write my story alone in the dark.

I hold my candle, trying to be brave against the wind.

I’m just so afraid, I’m haunted by a unnatural past.

A place i cannot touch, only to reminisce through a story glass.

Watching through my mind’s eye, or imagination.

What is life, if you can’t tell the difference anymore.

It is this false hope that will drive me into the madness i call reality.

Welcome home.

All too familiar. All too cruel. Just the usual.

Sleep my dear, everything is all right.

It’s just another dream, within a dream.. within somebody’s nightmare

When you wake all the horrors will be meaningless.

and all your dreams and hopes.. they become lingering sparks of potential.

One day. Life will manifest your dreams.

I will realize it was all just a dream or life will grant me it’s shadow of a doppelganger.