A dream; Love and Time Travel Dream

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I had a dream straight out of a science fiction novel about time travel. It was also about love.

The premises was in this reality people who were killed reduced to a lower functioning form. They treat this world like dying was a game of tag. Once you are tagged you have to live up to the consequences of starting from scratch from the lower functioning form.

All around you are your potential love interests in life but each one of them were killed off in this world of existence. These other realities are destroyed once you have chosen a lover is how i interpreted it.

In this dream I settled for one but i had to save her from a mechanism that would destroy her under a frame of time. I am able to turn off the machine and there’s time to snuggle for some reason.

As I turned to leave I am faced with the same scenario except from a different perspective. That I was the one setting up the actual dilemma I was in. In a manner of speaking I was the architect of the dilemma and the scenario of choosing the love I ended up with.

I see myself falling in love and making the choice of choosing my potential partner. The dilemma of doing it before the mechanism ended her. The plot twist is that I am my own means to my cause. I decide my destiny because there’s a future version of me who is acting as the hidden”antagonist” along side with the potential love of that future time frame pulling strings in order to make this story right.

I’ve Got Sunshine on a Cloudy Day

Well this is a fun surprise.

Sunshine blogger

I’ve never gotten or done of these before. So do make fun of me if I do something wrong.

Dull and cloudy here in Edmonton, but the lovely and hugely talented Jan Stone has nominated me for A Sunshine Blogger Award.

Cheers, Jan!

Now the rules for sunshine blogger award: 

  • Thank the blogger who nominated you for the award.
  • Display the banner /sticker /logo on your blog.
  • Share 7 facts or things about yourself.
  • Nominate 5 bloggers that you admire and inform nominees by commenting on their blog.

So first two are done.

  1. In High school I played Senior football and wrestled. I was wide receiver  we earned 4th place in Edmonton for that year and I earned silver for city’s wrestling and bronze for provincial wrestling.
  2. I’ve acquired a Engineering Certificate specializing in oil and gas pipelines from Digital School. And almost done my Architecture at Nait this year. I plan to get into a bachelor program and obtain a masters outside of Canada when I am done hopefully in Architecture.
  3. I don’t drive but won’t give up, i find myself  too distracted with thoughts when i drive. The excess of dopamine is actually dangerous.
  4. I fell to psychosis in my first year of college and suffered through Architecture with sedatives and lingering symptoms of psychosis.
  5. I love working out , karate, swordplay (kenjutsu) and working on some digital art and of course blogging about the theme of love; life, dream, self and ultimately light (combination of all in a synthesis).
  6. I sprinted home in work boots growing up 7 blocks everyday in waist high snow in order to get home from school growing up in Canada because bus routes didn’t go all the way to my house for 5 years.
  7. Never dated. For reasons unknown to me i never had the opportunity to date. So now that i’m older i put the idea on a pedastol and I guess now I have to get over it and make this my focus.

I nominate :

Robert Okaji.

beautybeyondbones

unheardunspokencogitationum

jadorejaime

notesfromanarcissist

Thanks for the nomination and I love these guys so show them some love.

Tai Lopez Notes for Chp: 33 “About life”: Determining a person is worth the time and importance of structuring manipulating pain and discomfort.

Senica on “The shortness of Life”

Application: The aquisition of knowledge is not the same as the application of knowledge.

Idle information is like having no information at all. Unless it is activated and put into application is it harmless and useless.

can’t make a pig fly.

they are unteachable, and they will be bothered. (they will bite you)

pull on strings don’t push.

pig: who doesn’t know and doesn’t want to learn.

you must always be separating: setting apart the pigs from the innocent ignorant.

pigs are people and there are different category.

avoid philosophy of not helping people.

It’s not judgmental, it’s just reality.

Identify them or they will talk behind your back, take your secrets to the competitors, hurt you.

Strings: Let it comes to you, you must seduce. There are things you can’t just overcome and conquer. Let life come to you. Can’t force things to happen like business. Find the fine line of being impatience.

Serenity prayer:  “God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, Courage to change the things i can and Wisdom to know the difference. Living one day at a time, enjoying one moment at a time. Accepting hardship is the pathway to peace, taking as he did this sinful world as it is not as i would have it. Trusting that he will make things right if i surrender to his will. That i will be reasonable happy in this life and supremely happy with him in the next.”

Serenity to accept that there are “pigs”that can’t be changed and the “strings” that cannot be pushed on. The wisdom to know the difference. Be decisive and remove people who continue to turn on you and bite you.

Farmers don’t miss meals and are always tired. Urban city ailments sort of just go away in the life style of farmers. In an example of herding, pushing the pigs, they make loud squeals and dig heels in the dirt. We all have been pigs in life and we’ll get around it when we’re good and ready. You take the people who are willing and ready to learn and let the people who aren’t suffer until they get tired of failing and come to you.

Need pain and discomfort to control the pigs. So don’t feed them in the morning and let them come once they know what they need. We need to change the reward structure, think about payrolls in the same manner. Change their reward and pain structure and you CAN change a pig and teach them to fly. Ask are some pigs hopeless? Ask if the problem is you and that you’re impatient.

Thesis and Antithesis. Do not be too patient, after all the seducing, restructuring of your planning, resistance to change is impossible cut these people out. If the rate of Success is worse then 20% you need to cut them out. Sometimes you might burn bridges that shouldn’t be burned don’t give up until you are sure.

 

 

Tai Lopez Notes for Chp: 32 “About life”: The slot machine of probability.

health, wealth, love and happiness.

chasing a mirage and stepping out of the illusion.

Going to hit the moon, need that precision. Did we hit the moon?

Philosophy; maybe something wrong with our core convictions. So many people have false convictions and it’s worse than lies.

Hitler thought he was doing god’s work because of an incident with a British soldier letting him go in WW1. This was the type of conviction you want to stay away from.

Warren Buffet throw out unfounded convictions every now and then.

If we’re great it’s because we’re sitting on giant’s shoulder.

Introducing a new philosophy: Most of us are following the mirage. The way life plays out people need to know things. Religion or convictions. American history was a god given right to have slavery. Judges thought white and black were not equal. Woman were not equal to men.

Try living a week without less convictions and more observation. Stop being so black and white let convictions go. You’re never going to quite know. Leave  few uncertainties and accept them. Move towards the slot machine probability.

Left slot machine and right slot machine.

Left slot machine you win ever 10 times. Right slot machine you win every 25 times.

You want the left slot machine.

Some times you get lucky and the wrong slot machine will give you a win and you have the conviction that the wrong slot machine is the winning machine. You can’t use that one situation to affirm your convictions.

You go with the numbers and the higher probability and for stability.

Mirages in deserts are dangerous, people get caught in it and lost and die in it. Just like life.

Plato gave a quote “life is like being in a cave, in this cave you have people but shadows of people. You need to come out of the cave to see clearly in a new light to see them in their true form.”

We’re like little kids; mom rewards you in life but in real life people won’t reward you. You won’t get that pat on the back every time you do something right. Building skill, people are going to be interested in you. Building yourself up to success is a good “slot machine” to invest in. Don’t expect to win every time.

If you can walk with kings and not lose your common touch. If you can risk all you have and have to start from scratch and do it. And if you can stick with the plan doing the most probable yours is the earth and everything in it.

Tai Lopez Notes for Chp: 31 “About life”: Managing People, confirm and make most of your investments by fostering your progress.

The pillars of life in Tai Lopez words are: health, wealth, happiness and love

On delegating: Shalini and sam waltons over the shoulder.

How to manage people:

Will Darante said:

“Men who manage men are men who manage men who manage things but men who manage money (investors) manage all.”

managing the machines vs. managing people who manage machines. Managing people who manage machines makes less money than managing money who manage people who manage machines.

Skills in managing people who manage money

  1. increase you ability to skills in managing people:

-make allies meet people.

-manage accountant, dates, mechanics, vendors, those who do work for you. Control people in a positive way to get an outcome.

 

You need an active role.

If you let someone do something to you.

First time shame on them. Second time shame on you.

If you leave something alone without your active role in it for so long a business will be in shambles, a mechanic will take advantage of you. You need knowledge of insight. “You cannot Delegate what you don’t know.”

You need to be a jack of all trades: You need to know the basics about your car. You need a general idea about everything.

2. Do things important and integral to your life.

3. No one ever has your interest at heart as much as you do.

The doctor may be concerned about you but only you know what will be in your true interest.

Don’t allow for 100,000 dollar lessons to happen. Don’t trust a person with their top of the head estimates and give you 6 developers that need 10 grand salaries. Don’t do a over the “shoulder style” approach. You don’t want to micromanage but trust and confirm. Don’t be average. You want to be above average. You want to rise above the masses.

Don’t be proud be willing to learn. Accumulate knowledge don’t show off being an expert pretend to know nothing but be in truth an expert.

Automated income, inject more energy by overseeing what you build more people you can trust and competent people. Foster the environment but do not micromanage because this will make a crutch for them. Don’t double check too much it builds accountability – but confirm and oversee their work.

Raw Virtue; When You Can’t Be God – Be Godlike

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Love of Labors;

Some times you just got to get your hands in it and messy. To get yourself started – get into some trouble and try to solve it tackling it day by day. Don’t bite more then you can chew, though find the medium between being sensible and going crazy. Don’t let yourself pick and choose too much with tasks that need to be done. There is so much work to be done.

I just finished classes at digital school for Engineering with a oil and gas pipeline’s specialization. The economy is downhill so i’m not planting jobs at the moment. I decide if i’m going to be unemployed might as well do something active and useful. So i applied at the Catholic Services during the Syrian Refugee crisis. I have no clue what i’m getting myself into but i hope it fits into my schedule because as of January i’m heading back to finish my last semester of Architecture (hopefully last).

December 20th i’ll be moving a Syrian family my sister just sponsored in from Syria into their new home. She did all the organizing and begging for donations on facebook. It went well, they seem pretty well equipped for this winter.

I know i have an addiction to games but have found much less time to play them. Finding myself busied at the computer just reading and learning from people who’ve written about this theme of love; life, dreams and self – and myself trying to combine this all into a synthesis of light. A source of wholesome, heartwarming, thoughtful mad scientist experiment, paradigms and structures. The philosophy of “teaching robots to love” is my dream – literally finding hope in something and finding redeeming qualities through literature in abstract and abysmal places brings me happiness. We need to find the algorithm to unconditional love, wisdom and human kindness. Thoughtfulness out of true mercy wrought through a subtle justice of practice, experiment and results.

I was asked this question; What makes a man virtuous? What is the value in virtue? And since I have studied virtues I thought I knew the answer to this question. I first tackled the problem by dissecting into individual qualities then I realized that it could be grossly simplified by saying you just needed to be Christlike. I believed that it was all the qualities that made a man Christlike that made him virtuous. But what does Christlike even mean to somebody who knows nothing of the ways of Christ? I believed I needed to revisit my first post about virtue and extract what i needed for today’s post.

Realms: physical, mental and spiritual.


Human virtue: Hope, faith and redemption.

Work place ethics: Energy, Responsibility and Wisdom

The Three Principles: Truth, Love and Courage.


Knightly virtue(8): Honesty, Compassion, Valor, Justice, Sacrifice, Honor, Spirituality and Humility. The Pentangle(5): Friendship, Generosity, Courtesy, Chastity, and Piety.

12 virtues of Rationalization: Curiosity, Relinquishment, Lightness, Evenness, Argument, Empiricism, Simplicity, Humility, Perfectionism, Precision, Scholarship, and The void.

12 virtues of Human Teaching: Gravity, Silence, Humility, Prudence, Wisdom, Patience, Reserve, Gentleness, Zeal, vigilance, Piety, Generosity


The Pentangle(5): Friendship, Generosity, Courtesy, Chastity, and Piety.

Virtues Link Notes

What I found was aspects of physical, mental and spiritual. And when I can’t remember all the virtues or their meanings, I turn to the Knights Pentangle which has never driven me wrong. In any situation i find myself confused or lost.. i would ask what would God do? What would Christ do? What would my idol of the most moral ethical and most practical of ways. What would he do?

Virtual Plane of Existence; Past, Present and Future Singularity is Here and Now

In this life or the next the soul carries information and the process is possible if this construct is formed. This is what i believe the Egyptian pyramids are about, that it is a gateway – not for the body but for the soul as information to be moved to a different world when the body decays. The Giza pyramid is constructed with the 3 universal constants in mind; Phi, Pi and Euler. These are well known in the Science world, they continue forever with some kind of scripted algorithm pattern hence why they are called constants.

Maybe this could be replicated through the quantum entanglement theory of spooky action. Information is known to do strange things i wonder if our ancestors or people from different dimensions or maybe people from the future have found a way to manipulate information through time. Maybe the gateway for information through light is already available and just needs to be tapped into about our past and our future.

There is one question though – why they made the pyramid with 4 sides instead of 3. Is there something more a 4 sided pyramid can do that a 3 sided cannot? Or is it that the square base represents Earth – maybe it was easier to construct with a square base? There’s so many questions i have about why the constructed their pyramids the way they did. Wish some of the architects were alive to tell about these great structures. Maybe it’s a gateway out of this world to the realm of a higher dimensional being a way back or towards deity form.

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Light is study of the combination of all 3 aspects, it is a product of life, dream and self.

  1. Enlightened (Prospering, Awake and Conscious)
  2. Progression (Living, Lucid dreaming and Development)
  3. Existential (Sustained, Afflicted and Exist)
  4. Fading (Struggle, Suffering and Limbo)
  5. Abysmal (Dead, Pain and Release From Materialism)

World transition: Becoming

Self is a study of the 12 universal identities; Conciousness, Attributes, Changes, Intellect, Emotions, Will to change, Truth, Beauty, Goodness, Emptiness, Darkness and Nothingness. It is the study of internal conflict of what it means to exist and have identity. It is the determining of what you are to find peace and become humble.

  1. Conscious
  2. Development
  3. Exist
  4. Limbo
  5. Release from materialism

World transition: Realizing

Dream is the study of the world where imagination reigns and where our fears, pain and pleasures are explored and ventured without physical harm. The study is directly inter-related with life as it may leave subliminal marks, inspiration or uncertainties in our daily life. It is described as a transitional mode between life and conscious thought.

  1. Awake
  2. Lucid dreaming
  3. Afflicted
  4. Suffering
  5. Pain

World transition: Unconcious

Life is the study of activity, results and progress as we discover and understand the world more and more. To love passionately, to know intimately and refine ourselves in understanding the world around us. It is greatly influenced by our dreams and study of self but it progresses in the collective beneficiary of being in a society. Working through the methods of community, kindness and wisdom. The study and practice of virtues is essential to the progress of the being in this category life.

  1. Prospering
  2. Living
  3. Sustained
  4. Struggle
  5. Sleep

World transition: Attuning

The Bottom Line; The Weight of Life

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It really doesn’t matter what you were born into or what you got. It really all comes down to what you do with what you got. If you were given everything and don’t do anything with it, you’re at a loss. If you had nothing to begin with but now you have something and you do everything in your power with what you got. This is what matters in this life. A profound bottom line is “Just do it”. It doesn’t matter where your at right now or trivial things like what, why and when you’ve started in the race in life. Keep active and keep pushing no matter what your circumstance, conditions or events your dealing with.

These material things, ideologies and methodologies in life are in fact distractions, they hold you back like a crutch from experiencing life to it’s fullest. The training wheels of religion are in fact designed as a catalyst for growth and development of society. It seems people have not caught on to the idea that God is indeed a good motivational speaker to the heart and gives you direction but the operator is indeed “You”. The ideas that make a foundation of society great is in what we do out the kindness of heart, the wise words in approaching a conflict and the bonds we grow as we develop as a community. I never mentioned money because I feel money should always be a bi-product out of kindness, wisdom and community.

The element of God is ambiguous as you grow up, you never know if he’ll throw a wrench in because you can handle it. He’s got sides to him in life that you don’t want to provoke but at the same time you want to beg for his approval. You want his blessings and the advantage of his benefits but he wants you to act as if he weren’t even there to help. He’s your conscience and your devils advocate sometimes for perspective and sometimes for your knowledge.

I would also like to mention through my personal experience and exploration in understanding; God, Truth and Universe that some times things do not need to be controlled. That the backlash of approaching things with violence and aggression will only breed violence and aggression. In a conflict of religion and ideologies we must use an oversight and understanding of the situation in order to access it in the right manner. Overwhelm it with kindness, frustrate it with true knowledge and bring it to submission with compassion.

We are not at war with 1.6 billion Muslims, this is impossible. And a war with 1.1 billion Christians this makes absolutely no sense. The only way to work through this problem of ideologies is through co-existence, proactive action and proactive repercussions . Through promotion of life and life providing facilities. Be pro-life, pro-active and determined to settle the score with the forces working against you (harness it even) – nature, gravity the weight of life. Giving into fear and paranoia is never the answer. There will be crazies and society (namely police) will take care of it. Stop the fear mongering, justice will follow for those who have wronged. Justice will be there for those who have suffered.

Jesus Was a Child of Arch Angel Gabriel. (Secrets between the disciples and Christ.)

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So it’s 2015 now. What have we learned about Jesus through science and history? It seems that we have warped and distorted the image of who he is in some kind of idolatry of a strange man through idealism. It’s unrealistic and unkind to those who do not look like him. He was a bronze skinned man who lived in the middle east and his hair was kinky and rough. He looked nothing like how is portrayed in these portraits of him that we see in modern times.

These Articles tell of a secret meeting that Christ had with his disciples that told he is of Gabriel. A messenger angel of Judgement, or the Earth’s moon. He was another Earthly Deity, not to say he may not be the light and way. Not to say that his gift to earth was not legitimate. He was still part of God but he’s more from the family of God. Gabriel is one of God’s children/creations, an angel. He did not become Jesus until conception of his birth through Mary.

Gaborim is rooted from the word Gabriel meaning born out of God and man. Jesus was a Gaborim through the angel Gabriel. We have to get our heads out of the idea that Religion is a perfect science. And that everything written is completely accurate and perfect.  There are thousands of manuscript variations of the Bible. There is a truth deeper then just the content that is read briefly on the surface.

The deal is that we may have extra influences, attributes and dna variations that give us perks and qualities above other men but at the end of the day have we given back to the world more then we are given? This is a time of healing and growth. The ignorance of people to claim that one religion is better then than the other through radicalism and extremism is insane. That one will dominate the other.. we need a construct of co-existence. We have had enough of war of bigotry, of propaganda and censorship. The wrestling of control of peoples minds and lives is insane. Saudi Arabia claiming all atheist as enemy of the country is insanity. Saudi Arabia and its religion and state indistinguishable theology and passage of conquest to dominate the world is an idea that leads to the destruction of many lives.

The 15-25% of muslims that are extremist and radicals is approx 300 million people. Of those people who are involved in Sharia Law and Jihadist Holy War. There is in truth a very distinguished danger of conflict. Though  life is not perfect and these two things must learn to coexist even if they are very different. Some prefer the Light others the Moon (Dark). It’s all about preference and how you feel about yourself at the end of the day. What the religion does for you and how it changes you is all that matters.

Article References:

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-3359548/Is-real-face-JESUS-Experts-use-forensics-reveal-Christ-looked-like.html

http://valerietarico.com/2009/01/09/ancient-mythic-origins-of-the-christmas-story/

What Makes Us Human?

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I often thought what is it about circumstances, conditions and events that change a person so drastically? Is it the pressure to do something great? Or is what makes a great story based on whether a person suffers and goes through drastic change? Is it the struggle a man must go through to find higher truths? Is it what we are willing to do in the face of pure survival?

I believe all this brings me to the idea that life is about respecting one another for your trials and testimonies about life. About relieving pains and suffering one goes through in the here and now. That we heal trauma, fears and sickness where it is necessary. To provide sanctuary is my priority and a home from insanity.

There’s a classic story of Moby Dick and a movie this year called “Heart of the Sea”.

The story tells of a crew that goes out to sea to go whale hunting for their “whale oils”. They run into something majestic, a force of nature they called Moby Dick the great white whale. And they were before hunters now found to be prey to it. The Great White Whale was only protecting it’s family, whereas the crew were mere hands to their vessel’s profiteers. They ended up stranded on a island because their ships were destroyed. Surviving and found eating raw fish, raw eggs anything they could put in their mouths to sustain there frail sea worn bodies. They left to sea to return home and did horrendous things like eat the corpses of their dead sea mates. They eventually got home, at least two of them did. I wasn’t sure who i was cheering for in the end but i was glad they were all safe and happy.

This raises the question of in the face of survival these men who were raised to be ethical, wise and godly. Thought of themselves as godly men were faced with the dilemma that was to not eat human flesh. Who set up the idea of what was moral in that situation? US in our minds we thought it was completely immoral to eat another man. It was just a rule we believed in our hearts was truly wrong. I believe if we let every wrong thing that we do in life haunt us it will destroy us. If we let it fester in our thoughts for too long we may be driven to do self damage in the end. They did what they had to do to survive. And so must another man in a world of desperation.

You cannot judge a man when you throw him to the sharks. Oh it is animal cruelty to what the man will do to the shark? Does anyone ever think oh it’s human cruelty because the shark will tear him apart? We need to think who side are we actually on? The humans or nature– or both and impartial? For me my answer is both and impartial. And i believe that’s where we all should be appreciating nature and the life of man at the same time.. but never rooting for a team like it were a football game.

Is a person still human after his morals and ethical self tested and found to be repulsed by what he has done? I think yes. He is tormented and troubled making him even more human I would say. If he weren’t troubled i then think he would very much be inhuman no matter how strong. If that infliction of trauma does not affect the person there is complete something wrong with the person.

picture reference:

http://dismagazine.com/dystopia/67349/manifesto-of-urban-cannibalism/

The Muslim Name in Need of Reform?

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The difference between Christianity is the number of reforms it has had throughout history. The purging of bad ideas and to arise bigger and better then before. This process is really important in that out of poor ideas can new ideas come about and old ones develop. I don’t think Islam has ever had a reform before -a rethinking of its ideas and what it means to be Muslim. Maybe it’s time to set new rules into line and develop the truth in purpose and meaning of it’s context. So it will not be used out of context. So that people do not use strange ideas in the name of god. So that their suffering doesn’t need to be so needless.

Islam needs a constructive state of independence idea and they need to do it on their own, to separate that they do not believe in this Islamic State Daesh garbage, that they do not stand for these ISIS ideas. A New Muslim Pact, lead by a person by democratic vote or even lead by the Sikh who are seen as role models for the Muslim in their direction. Some claim Sikh are Muslim and some claim they are not but I feel they are the kindest,  intelligent and thoughtful of the Muslim community therefore more worthy of this role. But the role of choice is debatable.

The current Islam State Muslims believe that they can reclaim these Muslims simply by calling on them through their faith. If their faith becomes separate and independant of the (IS) and the commoner Muslim into a moderate Muslim group with clearer purpose and direction then we have got ourselves a religion that is fair in comparison with the modern day Christians. Right now you cannot compare the Christians to the Muslims for the fact that they have not put enough work, or change, time and effort into society. Donations the Christian churches come out with yearly come out to be in the millions and billions back into society, extra time and care through nurture, instruction and education more over. The charities in the middle east are not comparable to that of the west.

If Muslims want to step up their game and claim their faith is supreme they have not shown it. Reform and keep reforming until you become a natural at change. Right now they are really in need of it. The bullies you let rampaging about in your society tells you that you’ve been pacifist for too long. That you let the filth within your nation get out of hand and do harm in your name. If you want the world to see you differently i suggest a change and complete/partial reformation. We don’t need to bomb the hell out of ISIS. We need to attack it with ideas to calm the beast into submission. Aggression and violence only breeds aggression and violence.  It’s nothing but a pussy cat, we can’t let it make us fear it. Religion sets the ground rules for human impulses and spirit. It in a way is a domestication of humans, a place to play and work and pray. But Muslims, it’s your game. It’s your call. Some Asian guy out of your religion can’t do it for you.

Picture of a tough Sikh

reference http://petapixel.com/2014/10/21/singh-project-portraits-show-diversity-sikh-men/

Thoughtful Moderate Muslim and Oil Sucking Cowardice Bullies (ISIS)

David-and-Goliath1_2048.jpgSo lets talk about being a Muslim. The moderates are modest, kind and thoughtful. They are usually functional citizens who want to live and continue to live a normal life. Pray here and there and eat halal meats. They understand and accept secular law and they act as any good citizen do.

The radicals are another story, endorsing sharia law – that put women in their place. Allowing multiple wives to a husband. Chopping off hands for theft. Lashing for fornication out of wed-lock. Sodomy is penalty of death by decapitation.

Extremists (IS) take it to a whole new level of atrocity. Giving through jihad individual power for a person to take in the their hands the lives of other beings how they see fit according to God in their mind. The State of Islam in itself practices Sharia Law. They care nothing about what they do on earth as long as they are praised in the afterlife. They quote the Koran out of context and manipulate people to follow based on their influence by status and violence.

IS, ISIL and ISIS today. Is the monster that the Muslims cannot contain in the East. Whereas the KKK of the Christian world were nothing but a bunch of misfits gang who preyed on black people. The IS or ISIS is a group the Muslims allowed to bully and abuse it’s people and allow them to secure oil and petroleum capital; allowing this to happen and progressively get worse is very concerning. This pacifist movement of Muslims and not dealing with their bullies IS a Muslim problem. They let them go as far as becoming so big as to bully complete different worlds and nations, it became a world scale problem.

A couple things i do not like about the Islam state at the moment.

  1. The infallibility of the Prophet Muhammad and the literal interpretation of the Quran.
  2. Sharia law
  3. The idea that life after death is more important than life on Earth
  4. Allowing any Muslim to enforce ideas of right and wrong on another
  5. Jihad, or holy war

Bottom line is ISIS is no different from any bully, they prey on the weak, promote intolerance and impose the rule of right and wrong on people based on their own beliefs using their quotes out of context through manipulation and appeal to the masses. They are fueled by money; by hi-jacking, banks, charities, oil companies and of course the Muslim religion as it is. They are the scum of Earth. They are the sort to use hostages of innocent bodies to hide behind and live among the filth of indecency. The new face of cowards.

Christians were my Angels;

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Traveling far where light was absent,

At the cost of their lives and the costs of managing this risk,

They came,

From the depths of the cruel jungles

A path rewritten,

a life redrawn,

The many times I have hesitated before dinner to give grace,

I forget where this gift of life came from.

That he altered the path of my life entirely.

Do you know of him?

The one that brought his legions to Earth.

He was a sword, a teacher a miracle worker.

He has passed but-

Now he has an army of faithful serving in this era.

Not completely militant but continuing the path he chose.

He lives in spirit as collective body-

He fights as a rogue despite darkness and sway of powers out there.

He doesn’t care what you think of his methods and approaches

He only lets the products of his works provide it’s argument.

He produced us a functional society.

A promised land, sanctuary from conflict, corruption and tyranny.

I only hear whispers of the war in Vietnam,

The war that was fought that was never really theirs to fight.

Thank the Americans for their investing of time and lives.

Thank you for your efforts in fighting for democracy where it was absent.

The promised land that was given was more then perfect.

To start with a clean slate was all we could ask for.

To start from the bottom to work our way back to stability was all we needed.

You opened doors for those who had nothing.

For that you have my sword.

I fight for hope, faith and redemption in your name and humanity’s

My whole experiences is yours.


 

Life, Dream, Self and Light. Spectrum Analysis.

I decided to make a spectrum diagram of life, dream, self and light. These are the most interesting of the living  aspects of experience. How I have divided the spectrum is between Life, Dream, Self and Light into four colors; red, blue, green and magenta respectively. I have also divided the two halves of the spectrum into polar opposites: yin and yang for insight into contrast. There is also a intermingled middle area of in-between. And i have identified transitional phases between the spectrum.

The labeling of every core and transition made the diagram cluttered so I simplified it to 3 cores (yin, intermingled, yang) and 2 transitions.

This is the four worlds/aspects of experience:

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These are the cores of the spectrum of life, dream, self and light. They represent a specific range and degree in this spectrum.

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These are the transitional stages of the Spectrum. Transitions are usually stages in change between two cores.

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Life

  1. Prospering
  2. Living
  3. Sustained
  4. Struggle
  5. Sleep

Transition between worlds:

Unconscious


Dream

  1. Awake
  2. Lucid dreaming
  3. Afflicted
  4. Suffering
  5. Pain

Transition between worlds:

realizing


Self

  1. Conscious
  2. Development
  3. Exist
  4. Limbo
  5. Release from materialism

Transition between worlds:

Becoming


 

Light

  1. Enlightened (prospering, awake and conscious)
  2. Progression (Living, Lucid dreaming and development)
  3. Existential (Sustained, Afflicted and Exist)
  4. Fading (Struggle, Suffering and Limbo)
  5. Abysmal (Dead, Pain and Release From Materialism)

This is all three diagrams working collectively as one diagram.

Spectrum Grid FOR BLOG


 

Analysis of the Light spectrum:

The light spectrum is the combination of all three life, dream and self together. It is a ascended value of all three causing a pyramid effect because it is a value of dimension in the z axis diverging from the linear path. This is a spectrum to show that color has connection to the arrangement of these coexisting worlds. You can see the relation they have based on their transitional phases. The description words are there just to pinpoint the feeling or definitions of the spectrum.

I just did some Adobe Photoshop and whipped this up for you guys. The intentions were to see relationships through transitions, to identify cores and see how life, dream, self and light all co-exist. Have fun.

Metamorphosis of Spirit

1444798225231When I was young, I was arrogant, proud and stubborn. It was the only reason why I was a wrestling medalist and senior football player in High School. I was driven by my stubbornness to gain my place in society. When I was in school however I was automatically handed the image of the smart asian boy which I by my stubborn nature compelled to oppose. It was reverse psychology and I didn’t want to be identified or put in a box. I rebelled tried everything to shake off that title even if it was where I wanted to be. I was not about to be stereo typed and at the same time I felt i didn’t earn it because it was handed out and given. It was a fake honor or what they call in a church a fake grace. I wanted to earn my place and I wanted it to be genuine but when it is given what else do you do now but roll with the worldly materialistic, abstract thinking and unattainable spiritual quest. Its called a glass house of nothing where your morals tell you to not to touch, break or disrupt anything.

The experience is ruined because you don’t get to learn anything. How do you learn if you don’t make mistakes? If there’s no room for mistakes what is life? I guess as you mature you make less mistakes but i wanted the thrill things crashing, things blowing up and mess of random chaos that needs be set back in order. The city was sound, quiet, peaceful and secure. Clean streets clean, clean faces, clean people and clean facilities. This was not where i was made to be. I need to be in the wild – undeveloped and rugged. Where there was work to be done all the time. I needed a way out but i’m on a crutch – of being privileged to a degree. It’s a crime an inhumane way to live. If i don’t die from a bullet i’ll end up dying from insanity before old age.

I needed something that worked my back bone, love of farming comes to mind, love of mountains come to mind, animals, hunting, gathering, trading and jungles came to mind. This was not where i was meant to be, i know this. I take for granted this life I have now, this i know. I have family, friends and everyone is living the way they were meant to live. I’m fodder, hero’s heart meant for a short life, expendable – I was suppose to go out with a bang. Now a shell of  man unsure if he is a man. Skydived, climbed waterfalls, mountains, jump cliffs – every time getting more dangerous but the hollowness always brought me to question whether I was really one. A man or a mouse.

Then it all changed – the perspective came that polarized my personality. I was changed by a dramatic experience that made me timid, submitting and doubtful. I played cautiously and thinking twice about what i was going to do. An illness that made me aware of the reckless, youthful and destructive path I was going in. I was now composed, understanding and compassionate to others at the cost of my personal enjoyment of life. I feel more fulfilled and motivated but now I run into a problem of whether or not I should invest my time in a certain thing, asking if I should do something, should i not, second guessing, on the fence to save my own butt cowardice, always calculating the risk. I have reflected and seen my faults. There was more then enough time given to see that.

I need to find the balance between both worlds. The problem today with civil society city life is that there is no growing room. And with civility comes a domestication and taming of a creature that was not meant to be tamed. Life is about experiencing life to the fullest, expressing love to its highest potential and reduce the suffering of the world. It took alot of time but I think I’m going back to save some money to finish architecture get my masters in architecture in Houston. And go find some foreign place to build homes where I can provide water, air ventilation lines and vents for buildings. Do something useful, unless there’s a future for me in Edmonton I have got to leave.

The Science of Religion Through Humanism.

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The word spiritual is misused now a-days to profit from and poorly understood. It has no concrete fundamental to back up that it exists. Today i would like to act as a bridge to those who believe there is no soul and that spirituality exists. I believe that with love, compassion and understanding we can come to a higher light of what it means to be human. In curiosity we will prosper but we will need to be curious and willing to sacrifice or at least question ideas and fundamentals about what we know about the world.

Explaining the Science in certain things takes time and patience and religion as a practical application is going to take some amount of explaining so lets get to it in “The Science of Religion” or “Religion of Science” through humanism.

Three is the number of simplicity. It is the world we live in; three dimension. We are very familiar with it. Two point diagram would be too simple. A four point diagram could be possible but not necessary until we establish that we understand three points diagrams.

It seems that practice often brings a person to the process of thought of the mental realm. That thought is often accessed to become nature of the spiritual realm. The nature will then accumulate to produce manifestation.

The trinity is an enigma that is only scarcely mentioned in the bible but it speaks of who God is which i believe to be really important. There is no definition of what the trinity is other then it is known as the son, father and holy ghost and because no one knows what it really is by definition. No words can define it’s complexity. We hope to solve the trinity enigma.

The trinity has three forms, functions and fields. The form are the cores of the trinity. The function are the transitions between the cores. And finally we have the fields; the physical microcosm, the mental mediocosm and the spiritual macrocosm.


 

Cores represented by these three triangles to be objects subject to the three categories: physical, mental and spiritual.

Cores (Forms):

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I’m going to introduce the transition functions in the trinity. This geometry represents the trinity’s transitions between the three cores in the trinity paradigm.

Transitions (Function):

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Microcosm and macrocosms are represented in outwards growth and inwards growth of the model paradigm through what we call fractals.

Microcosm and macrocosms (Fields):

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Practice, thought, nature

The practice of something can lead to the process of thought, once that thought has been accessed it can become a nature and finally it accumulates to manifest in life.

 

System of practical use of the trinity.

Cores:

Practice > Thought> Nature > Manifest

Transitions:

Process > Accessed > Accumulation

 

Complete cores and transitions combined:

Practice > ProcessThought > AccessedNature > Accumulation > Manifest

It seems that practice often brings a person to the process of thought of the mental realm. That thought is often accessed to become nature of the spiritual realm. The nature will then accumulate to produce manifestation.

(physical) It matters where you live, what you eat, what you drink and where you sleep.

(mental) It matters what you do as long as you do it right when it matters.

(spiritual) It matters what/who you choose as your idol/mentor as your savior when you die.

(Ascended) It matters what you do in life as it reflects who god is through your experience as a collective. As we are all in the end are just data in this reality, records to be kept and history of the human kind.

It doesn’t matter what path you choose to get there, as long as you contribute to the human cause.

Micro and macrocosm article


Here is a system of stanza i have written more in depth detail of what we should do in the physical, mental and spiritual world to get there.

practice (keys): unconditional love, service and honor. life

believe (tools): hope, faith and redemption. dream.

manifest:(solutions): awareness, understanding and benevolence. light.


Practice with these keys; They are unconditional love, service and honor. They will lead you in life.

Believe in these tools; They are hope, faith and redemption. They will make your dreams come true.

Manifest these solutions; They are awareness, understanding and benevolence. They will bring you to the light.

(click here for original post where this derived from)


Science, Religion and Humanism are a stanza in itself. Heaven often means paradise.

This is where we are headed heaven on Earth.

 

The Thesis to Take to The Grave

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It is only after I write about god, universe and the truth that i realize i have come a full circle. I have been brought back to the core meaning of my blog and that is about love. I have been writing about my thesis about how dream, life and light are directly interconnected but now I fear that thesis that if it were to be true. It may spell the end of my physical life.

I had a dream as I said about my mother and I talking on a boat. I was 28 and she told me when I’m 33 i get married. That’s fantastic news, but then I had a dream about how i was dead and covered in mealworms and creepy crawlies eating my flesh and my sister told me I died before I got married. It got pretty grim. The logic was if I’m 33 when i get married and before I get married I’m going to die that means i only have 5 years to live. Part 2 of the story is a year later, I have a dream that god told me that I had one question, to that I asked “who am i going to marry”. And to that he answered “that is why you will end”. With disappointment in his voice it sounds as if he was warning me of what is going to happen, maybe I don’t have much time left, that maybe he was telling me to keep fighting and don’t think about it too much.

It is ironic, if I am able to prove my thesis it means that there is a danger, if I prove it then i will unfortunately be a victim of my own products. God has a sense of humor and I realize now, I just hope we can all laugh at this joke he’s playing in the end and that there is no real danger. I’m alittle scared but my mind has played tricks on me before so I have not given super natural ideas any credit and grant them the chance to see me in this great time of weakness.

It is after all this that i realize life is about love again. It is in the eye of death that i understand love was the answer to all that is and was. I need to know in my heart that it is love that brought us here and love is what will bring us together and love is what will take us away to experience our dreams. I hope I experience love in this life. I hope i have love and spare love when i need it and people around me need it most. I know love is the answer, all forms of it expressed in different manners simultaneously or separately.

“All we need is love”

-beetles

I hope this was the answer i was looking for. That the general field of love is what i came here to experience. I know god wants me to love him and that he wants me to know i love him too. Sorry for bringing God into a blog about logic and scientific thought. I just want the world to accept that there is a world we don’t understand out there and that we should keep looking despite the odds.

Forever and always love, hope and faith are our passage. Marriage, relationships and simple kindness are our vessels to happiness. Strength, warmth and compassion will be our image.

  • hope, faith and love are our passage.
  • Marriage, relationships and simple kindness are our vessels to happiness.
  • Strength, warmth and compassion will be our image.

 

Artist for art: Alexandrecabanel

The Bride of God

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Earth Mother and Fatherly God

Let us establish two points in time. One is the singularity which is the beginning and the beginning was Almighty God who reigned supreme. He took a step down from his high seat from the benevolent higher dimension world and established himself in the spiritual world becoming Father God and Mother Earth in order to create life on Earth. From there the world conceived and life began.

As a human mother, a womb lifeless and without a soul until it conceives. When the sperm and egg hit the empty wombs wall is when it is conceived and thus then the soul develops (the purpose, function and properties) of life develop and progress and we have a child.

Planet Earth is a lifeless shell and without soul until it conceives. When life is birthed on it’s crust and hydrogen reactions cause amoebas to form in the sea it is conceived and thus leads us to believe it must have a soul (purpose, function and properties) because of the fact that how can a shell that conceives like a woman’s womb in this vast universe where everything is barren and lifeless not have a spirit that dwells inside of it. I have deduced that the womb of this shell we call earth must have a soul and that our planet is unique because it has a living soul that expresses life giving properties. Perhaps other planets and moons and suns have a soul but this Earth distinctly acts as a living body or system and this is evident in itself that the soul must exist, one with purpose, function and properties in order for it to bear life.

 

Parallel 1: Mother, Human, Family, Humanity

Parallel 2: Mother Earth, Planet Earth, Constellation Sol, Universe


 

purpose, function and properties

Purpose asks why am I here. To that I answer we are here to experience life to the fullest and dreams to it’s potential. To experience love to it’s highest degree and express it the many different ways possible in life. To realize that we are a collective body and in the end all our experiences will be gods experience. Therefore it only makes sense that he’d want the best for us. It benefits him to see us prosper.

Function asks what can I do. The raw ability of your design. What can you make possible what is your potential.

Properties reveal your effects on people and things and what affect you have on yourself based on who you are. The raw statistics of what you are based on your existence.

Why Heaven Won’t Slam Your Face Based on What Type of Christian You Are

lightworker-activation-love-and-light1Human Natural law says that:

“Natural law is a philosophy that certain rights or values are inherent by virtue of human nature, and universally cognizable through human reason. Historically, natural law refers to the use of reason to analyze both social and personal human nature to deduce binding rules of moral behavior.”

In this article we’ll discuss why it makes absolutely no sense to shut out a person from heaven based on what type of christian they are or who they are for that matter. The idea of  if they’ve accepted gift of Christ the atonement, what is most important in a communion with God and what it means to be Christian for these modern times. I will also touch a little bit on the problem society has with the acceptance of homosexuals, disadvantaged people, bisexuals, transsexuals and elderly. We’re going through the science of deductive reasoning to determine what it means to be benevolent and true – by understanding the truth of the situation.

It isn’t about how much manlier as a man and more womanly you are as a woman that gets you through life and others around you but whether your vessel is good for experiences in life. Whether you practiced compassion, loving, thoughtfulness and caring. That you believed that through compassion and consciousness of your surroundings really helped you. That you understood that you can manifest life into your world by existing and being who you are a person who is committed to the spirit of unconditional love, encompassing compassion and living conscience. Or to oversimplify, the holy ghost. It is about accepting the gift that Christ died so that we can be forgiven by god for our sins. Once we are forgiven we are in grace and are then redeemed – all this work is done in the physical world already it just needs to be accepted and taken to move into the mental state. And once we accepted and live as that body of Christ then we manifest it in our activities, service and basic life.

A man in this world can be stuck in a woman’s body and a woman can be stuck in a man’s. This is natural that the world is in a spectrum of genders rather then just a saturated definite and dominating force of yin and yang. Although i must admit those who are dominate in either forces are usually more powerful or physically attractive in life that is not the point. The point is co-existence and to me living together in peace, prosperity and understanding is the most important part of living happy. We also need to set aside the things that make us prideful and any attachments to this world should be set aside so that we can find the light in being humble.

The first problem is physical sin; We must admit that we are living in a physical world of sin. And we must be punished for what we have done wrong, acknowledging that we are not perfect and by asking your loving father that you were at fault, that you didn’t mean to do the things you did and asking for forgiveness will lead you to the path to redemption. This is a step by step process. But wait, you need to accept that he came down here in the flesh physically manifested in order for him to allow you to atone or forgive you even. Everything that happens in the physical world is crude, violent and dangerous. Even god in his physical form as Christ was not able to carry the weight of the world physically. Though as this Divine Luxor-Deva being died – his stars aligned to express his craft of life. And that just means that circumstances and conditions went to his favor and history came together to express a story that is comprehensible to the human thought about his journey, life and death.. and it’s symbolic meaning.

The communion with god is also really important. It is an expression of gratitude, love and in memory of what he did for us. He wants us to love him back for he loved us truly and fully by dying for us. The trinity of body, blood and spirit is a enigma that is still not understood today; When we practice the eating of his bread, wine and allowing his holy spirit into our lives. We are “practicing” the expression of living through god which is a physical trait of the physical world. The Sacrament as they call it, is a practice of the physical world and in practicing it we in memory of the mental mind believe it, allowing it to form in the mental sense. And once in the mental sense it will now establish itself in the spiritual world which is manifestation in being the body of Christ. We see this manifestation by looking at our christian body and seeing how vast and big it is today. This is the evidence for manifestation. Think about it, If some guy died in the past and he got crucified but did not have God’s purpose, soul or design in him. Why wouldn’t he have just been some guy who got crucified back in the day because of bad behavior? He had a story and a strong purpose and a system and design for a future world built on his sacrifice of the body. He died so that we may live. He gave us the gift of prosperity as a christian nation. People may just look at America and say that oh it’s because we have wealth, and that we just got lucky. That oh we took it from poor countries that couldn’t dig up the diamonds, oil and water themselves. It’s not just wealth. We live together, breathe together and sing together. Caring for one another and helping each other out. It’s a number of things that came together that brought about our overall prosperity and life style.

What does it even mean to be Christian now a-days? To be a nice guy? I believe there’s a quote “do not believe that I come to bring peace, but a sword.” Christ said this and it just means that he’s a source of great power to carve a path into life. God is wild at heart. He’s strong and established, but if you didn’t realize his soul is not some bearded man on a throne. He is also she. He’s both but he is established as a man because he is the father. The world of the deity is a complicated matter in the spirit world. There is no attributing his success to his female counter part mother earth. Who happens to be the woman in the shadow that makes this all possible. Your goal as a Christian is not to be just some nice guy. It’s to be a vessel of great experiences so that your experiences can be gods. Now i can relate more to a masculine rebel, mercenary, rogue attitude then a feminine goody, perfect, unchangeable and immortal being. This is who i am by nature and god even though he is a mixture of both or simultaneously both at the same time we have to move on the a new picture “evolving” to be and emulate god. Which i know is impossible, but God never changes. We change because we need to become just like him but the physical medium of life is harsh and we’ll die of age before we get there. Even so this is the pattern and way we are suppose to go in. Oscillating through time with this pattern imprinted in us. A Christian should work to change worlds for the better and individually work towards the collective good cause of humanity. The practice of the poem below will establish a spectrum and grounds for what we should focus on so to bring these good things to surface. But the topic of faith and relationship is important to what it means to be Christian. You should treat each other with respect love understanding and do it with grace. It is important that there is consent and responsibility in the relationship.

In conclusion just because you are a different color, have a bad knee, no leg, missing eye- just because you are different does not mean you are not worthy of god’s love and heaven. As long as you’ve accepted the gift of Christ’s atonement, know what is most important in a communion with God which is that he loves us and needs us to love him and know what it means to be Christian for these modern times then we’re on the road to salvation. I think this is all that we need to gain god’s grace and key to heaven. All we need is love; (a huge general field that actually fractals to small things). All we need is unconditional love, service and honor (book of life.) our keys to becoming saved. Hope, Faith and Redemption is the tools we use as humans to grow.

 

practice (keys): unconditional love, service and honor. life

believe (tools): hope, faith and redemption. dream.

manifest:(solutions): awareness, understanding and benevolence. light.


 

Practice with these keys; They are unconditional love, service and honor. They will lead you in life.

Believe in these tools; They are hope, faith and redemption. They will make your dreams come true.

Manifest these solutions; They are awareness, understanding and benevolence. They will bring you to the light.

Fractal Lives and Computed Reality

Breaking the Trinity Code:

You are living a fractal experience. This has 1 level in this trinity. Second image below has 5 levels.

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This is a trinity, which represent geometrically the trinity of the holy bible scriptures.

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The fractal here if you start with the 4 visible triangles you can see that there are triangles delving further down into the microcosm smaller and smaller  creating replicas of itself. This can be done into the macrocosm growing bigger and bigger into the universe also.

Before we get further let us get into the parallels of the green, blue and red variable that make up these plains.

Spectrum: (state), microcosm, mediocosm, macrocosm and ascended-value

Red: (physical), particle, bread, agitated matter and science

Blue: (mental), atom, wine, space and religion

Green: (spiritual), molecule, holy ghost, time and humanism

As you can see this matrix can be read from left to right and top to bottom. We will expand these words into a sound format.

Left to right: The category of spectrum will be in a state of form from there will contain the fields of microcosm, mediocosm and macrocosm. The last is an ascended value.

The microcosm is a smaller world of minimizing properties whereas macrocosm is a maximizing attribute. Mediocosm just means for it to be middle scale and inbetween in the universe. The ascended value describes a quantity with a z axis coordinate.

The category of red is aligned with the words physical from there particle, bread of christ and agitated matter of that parallel come about. The ascended value of Science is the result product.

The particle the smallest considered mass in life is of the microcosm world. The bread of christ represents the fuel or sustainance of life makes it the mediocosm. The agitated matter which represents solid form gives things shape. The result of science being the father or product of these things makes it tangible and logical in life.

The category of Blue is aligned with the words mental and the fields; atom, wine and space are identified. The ascended value of religion is achieved.

Atom or rather Adam is the smallest form that make up a material or substance in life. It’s close sound to Adam is not left by chance and refers back to it’s biblical roots. Wine is the blood of christ and represents the mind of christ. Space is a envelope or cushion for all celestial matter and it is a form of space memory. Religion is the given name and product that arises from this group.

The category of Green is aligned with the words spiritual, molecule, holy ghost and time. Humanism is achieved.  

The molecule is the spirit that makes an element what it is. The holy ghost is the spirit of christ ever vigilant, benevolent and sturdy. Time is the next subject that the quality of existence and being more tangible acording to expirey and age. With these qualities it retains the image of humanism we are only here for a short time physically attributing our eternal soul and to a life better spent to rest eternally humbled.


 

up and down: The colors are Red, Blue and Green. The state is physical, mental and spiritual. The microcosm is of particle, atom and quark. The mediocosm is of bread, wine and holy ghost. The macrocosm would be agitated matter, space and time. The ascended value would now be of science, religion and humanism.

 

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These are worlds within worlds inside this fractal of microcosm and macrocosm and i propose the usage of a cone to describe what we are seeing here. There are always a duality in a sustainable system; good, bad. on, off. life, death. black, white. yin, yang. This is why there is an open top, a singularity in the middle and a open bottom. Nature loves symmetry so that enforces the duality system. If there is a black hole that sucks in material there must be a white hole else where spitting it out. If the big bang is expanding rapidly because of a initial grand explosion physics theorizes that it must collapse again until it is back to it’s potential to big bang again oscillating forever into the infinity of time. Each time possibly creating a better version of us and life as it progresses. Refining us as a creation in time.

To wrap this up, the red triangle (science), the blue triangle (religion) and green triangle (humanism) must come together to come to some sort of mutual understanding and work as collective to cooperate and that is where they will meet coordinates (0,0) in the middle of all the conflict and ascended to new territory into a different dimension of existence that is a 3 dimensional pyramid with a Z-value coordinate of depth. We were only working on a linear 2d plane before so the 3d value is a great significance to the study of the transitioning of worlds.

We create a 3 sided pyramid that is also the all seeing eye that governs life and it’s spectrum of creation what ever that may be. Hopefully the step by step account was clear in how i got to my conclusion.

Purity of Universal Light and Cultural Ties with Angels

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There is a misconception that Victoria Secret models are now heaven’s angels. That Angels represent the entirety of light and this is not true. Victoria Secret Models, Angels and Light are not interchangeable. They make make a stanza and paradigm category for what goodness is, is possibly on the same parallel but they are not the same thing. There is a universal energy of purity called in Sanskrit (deva) which is in Hinduism called the shining one. It is the closest thing I know of that represents the goodness of a person in form.

Our language is restricted to words and our cultural ties makes misconceptions of what is truly light. So let us define this purity, using Dr. Kageyama’s Steps in practicing. I like to use methodologies in all i do. So we will use the one from a professor I know of.


 

1.Define goal

2.Go for it.

3. Evaluate result.

4.Identify problem

5. identify cause.

6.Identify possible solution

7. Test solution



  1. My goal is to redefine light in the english language that best describes the purity of the universal force of light.
  2. I like the words Lux – Luxor –  Lumen – Divine – Deva all describing light
  3. Deva is simplest. mix them together and get Deluxor, Devalumen, Divine Deva, or compound them deluxordevalumen-divinedeva.
  4. The problem is finding a word that best describes all five at once or compound them. Possibly Luxor lumenosity Divine Deva or Luxor lumen Divinity of deva. Or Just Deva the shining one.
  5. The cause of this problem is that there are limitations to the English language unless I make up a word myself i cannot express myself without sounding like i’m doing pseudo science or have the pretentious notion that I am the creator of the language.
  6. Solution: Use the language within the parameters of the English dictionary but at the same time compound them in a understandable manner. Divine-Deva sounds clean and best.
  7. Testing it: The highest form of energy that describes the purity of the highest universal light is Divine-Deva of lux.

 

Divine-Deva of Luxor is the result of extensive probing of the words light and goodness in life. It could be shortened to Divine-Deva but Divine-Deva of Luxor feels like it ties everything together more correctly if there was a formal way to put it. Maybe we will leave it at Deva for a short form but we make due with what we have i guess. I would love to add celestial to the mix but I felt celestial refer more to stars then it did to a person or being.

 

The Tragedy of No Coincidences

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I have discovered the identity of the person who I knew was causing me grief and confusion all my life. It was the negativity I was warned of, the presence of another that I felt at times. I learned of the spirits name in my dream. Yes. It was a spirit this whole time. In my dream I saw what he did and it revealed his name. A boy a conquer sat in this old relic chair. The chair had grooves in it enough to sit a pawn on its side in it. The pawn could be situated forwards thinking and backwards thinking in the groove to represent thinking and acting and the doubt of second thought. It was rocked back and forth in a deliberate fashion.

The spirit said “I want to dip my finger in water” or some insane request.. the boy had a moment where he was like “not dipping my fingers in water again”. The spirit is called madman. I have done some research to see if anyone else has experienced this spirit and I figured it out. It truly isn’t completely my fault I am who I am. I am convinced he exists but yet have no evidence that he does physically except this dream.

The study of Madman.

There is nothing written about the spirit Madman. It is a subject not explored and could be the cause to mental illness. As you would engage the holy ghost in prayer. The Madman spirit is one that is not a mischievous one by nature but a systematic chaotic one. To better understand it’s nature it is a mechanical system in nature that causes disorder and confusion. The spirit is as universal as words in the dictionary meaning words.

As you know spirits can embody a host for a period of time there maybe periods of occurrence but it can also sit and stay dormant inside the host or active like a parasite of the spiritual world. Spirits are a vague term for the number of types of spirits there are out there. There’s mara, (Sanskrit for demon), ghosts (deceased/lost), deva (Sanskrit for shining ones) but also one called universal which are ancient spirits that have been around since the dawn of conscious man.

I wonder if acknowledging it exists also triggers a calling down of this spirit. What ever the cause, nature and purpose. At least we have an idea of what this new spectrum of ideas is. It’s a new playing field to acknowledge what this thing is and to deal with it is another but at least we have the layout, name and the spectrum and field now. We can find ways to counter this mechanical system with a mechanic of our own. It’s called mentality, intention, purpose and logic.

image reference to http://digital-art-gallery.com/picture/17853

 

Existential Matters of Life

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Existential, the matter of whether we really exist or not.

Are we not just extensions of god, a collective of data, ideas, memories and experiences that make up a being in the end we call God.

Is this world really a virtual world in some sense to a degree looking from the higher scope of the universe called the macrocosm? And what would it be like to look from the heavens down to earth? Are we mere ants to the universe and stars? Simply here to exist and disappear in a moment, a spark in the universe? Does god have form? Does he have matter? or is it made of space? is he space, time, dimension and benevolence; an acquired state or an ultimate being in the end of time?

Is he all the failed state of experiences, successes and lives that we live as human beings on Earth? Am i asking the right questions? is life about asking existential questions, whether we exist or not. Whether we have purpose or not? is there a reason that we exist the way we do?

It is the collective end result that matters, and –

I am who I am not because of who I am but who we are because you are who you are so that i can be me.

translation: I am who i am not because of my achievements but because of our collective goals achieved. You need to be comfortable with yourself so that i can be comfortable with myself so that we can can express ourselves the way we were meant to be.

Is life not to explore and be explored? Have fun dearies..

Technology Based on Light. (Li-fi) (Stars, Lights and Secrets.)

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Emerging technology for usage of light as data medium.

What is light but data. Light is our sword through the sea of stars and darkness.  The technology of lasers and the control of it’s more moderate intensities will pave new way to how we look at life and what we can do. I’m going to talk about some things we can do/should do with the emerging technology that has come about as of late and ideas that Einstein proposed that could allow us to pave way for amazing perks and technologies we have and can establish.

Extreme gravity bends light.

The study say that photons can be bent around things such as black-holes and giant masses with huge gravitational pulls.

Mass causes space time to bend.

Einsteins relativity rules say that Gravity is created because space-time is bent. So with this thinking we create something with high density and mass like a miniature star/ minature black-hole, simpler put a tiny dense mass with high gravity, or maybe create some kind of field that can create and distort gravity and have it situated some where in the room. This way, Light can be bent and controlled. Blackholes are still not understood so we would have to see if they would cause tear in the fabric of space and time causing pixelated holes dangerous to walk through.

Li-fi technology. Information processing through light.

Visible Light Communication (VLC), a medium that uses visible light between 400 and 800 terahertz (THz). It works basically like an incredibly advanced form of Morse code. And is 100+ times better then wi-fi.

Architecture of mirrors.

Light is known to be relected perfectly between mirrors. In the field of Architecture the use of mirrors and the play on light can be an amazing field to display it’s potential and effects. Visually and Functionally. Imagine the holograms, maps and illusions that can be made.

Glass curvature: concave and convex.

This could compact the light through narrow passages and also broaden the scope of where the light can go depending on how you use it.

Lasers

Whether it be cutting, shooting intense beams of information and data, building, used for accuracy and measurement. Lasers are our greatest tools in this age.


Significance of Pi

http://www.iflscience.com/physics/new-physics-formula-links-quantum-mechanics-and-pure-math

Pi has a formula which approximates the energy levels of a hydrogen atom which is the same as the one developed for Pi.

Could Euler and Phi just as Pi be found in other forms in nature too? The Phi constant can be found in proportion. The Euler constant which is found in the harmonics and natural logarithms can create the pacing of the signal.  Pi as a hydrogen medium. Maybe these constants can help us build something more intertwined with nature and the laws of nature. These three could be used to form a very strong/significant universal constant sign of life that can automate an energy source if it’s true they never end for all of time, fueling AI forever. To put it in form of light format would be the ultimate sign of life and intelligence, a feat over all odds. Just for fun i guess, to see what happens.

As you know the Pyramid of Giza Contains all three constants and paying tribute and respects for this ancient civilization in Egypt would be bonus.

He Came Saving Worlds

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Dream #2

I was sitting with a friend as he did incredible things with the jelly, liquid and solid like substance. Rolling it into a ball, then a dragon, then a bear. It was solid but as jelly would be solidifying but movable and as liquid separable and as solid would never melt in your hands. It was kind of like Tetris but i didn’t understand the objective just yet. It intrigued me such a complex puzzle of  strange physics could exist i couldn’t help but dive my hand into the box and try for myself. Unfortunately the puzzle was a trap and they closed my hand into the game. I think the game is this world. In the end a flash back these small people, six of them would tell me that i had saved their world and a frog person would say “mine also”. While i cooked for them and nurtured them to health.

I cannot feel but think that I came here for a reason but fail to realize the fact and reason why I am here. A hero i came but now a victim of what i came here to prevent. I think i was suppose to save something or someone from somebody. But now i think that the somebody i came to save is corrupted in this world and they’re using “her” to break me. This illusion has become muddy, delusional and you cannot even inquire about it. All i hear/know is that there’s a negativity that wants to claim me. I’m at a loss, and this barrier and puzzle called life is a labor beyond  me.

Which banner shall we choose?

 

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A dream. (I log all dreams. Sorry, for the rape trigger)

I saw a child run out of my house with my ladder, I followed him. There were all these exotic birds and i hear a voice, her English was clear as day in my head. She tells me that something had happened, that many people had excommunicated me. Not sure what that meant I explained that tonight I was raped by some sort of darkness, or demon. She tells me that makes sense. That some said I was now filthy. The dream ended with some girl, who looked like she went through a lot of hard times. In a room locked guarded by a man in armor. They told me there will be a choice beween three banners. White Angels, Rainbow Multicultural and Yellow Hellriders. I was to choose one. I chose the Multicultural one.

Thought is Faster than Light. Spectrum of Universal Affecting Fields.

Someone once argued that thought/memory/information was faster then light with Einstein. And to that i must a agree. Set of computations is massively faster than any single light-speed process could ever go. So in that sense, yes, your thoughts, and imagination, are “faster than light” but if you mean your brain is thinking faster than light, you’re wrong.

A physical object contains data, stored in each molecule is memory of what it is (it’s element and compounds), where it is on the worldly spectrum of cordinates and when it came to be in time. Sometimes how, why and who put it there is answered from detailed analysis.

Memory, is a fascinating thing tied in with time; how, what, when, who, why, where of everything is directly tied to memory and what we know about it. It is memory and history in a tree that makes it’s bark, leaving dead bark to be vessels for water to flow through it. It is it’s scab that grows that allows it to continue to flourish and progress into a bigger tree. The “coagulation” in the human body or dying of a tree’s “bark”is a progressive pattern that should be seen here. As a human body uses coagulation to patch itself up, the tree uses it’s dead bark to grow bigger and stronger. The bark and rings of a tree speaks of it’s aging process and history. The bark and rings are literally memories and the products of memory in this case.

Knowing this, you can look at a tree and “know” that it is a certain way and read it’s age just by analyzing it physically. You can do this immediately because it just exists and if it exists then it is information. If it is information then potentially it can be processed to us immediately faster then light.

Rupert Sheldrake one of the world’s most innovative scientists, proposed something called a morphic resonance field from what i understand is a memory based field that considers the circumstance, condition and history of an object.

The Buddhist believe in something called reincarnation and different incarnations and living those different fractal incarnations. From animal to, organ, to person, to world, to god; they believe that you can progress or recess through these states depending on your karma and conscious level. I believe in the world built from the microcosm to the macrocosm. Meaning smaller worlds in bigger ones. When I imagine these field universes I visualize a bubble within a bubble colliding sometimes with each other inside a bigger one. I call it a sphere of influence. your organs have a field of circumstance and condition for events.. your body as a mechanical collective system has a field of circumstance and condition for events. All variables,  the world live in to the universe we’re enveloped in has a sphere of influence/morphic resonance as they call it.

There are many variables so I’ve decided to make a paradigm system of what we are seeing.


1. Conciousness (soul manifesting): Benevolent Field

2. Creative Leaps (spiritual expression): Creative Field

3. Sphere of influence (mental compounding): Morphic Resonance Field

4. Organizing principles (wired manipulation): Spectrum Accessing Field

5. Nature/habits (physical nature): Activity Field

6. Natural selection (crude state): State Field


 

This is the construction of a field hierarchy of; consciousness, morphic resonance, nature/habits, creative leaps, organizing principles, natural selection. It seems that consciousness and how the world should change it’s perspectives based on the fact that the world is not limited to just mechanical systems and machines of inanimate matter without purpose and without conscience but a living one with benevolent value and strong meaning.

This is a broader spectrum of 3 categories with 2 degrees of it. Soul, mind and body with 2 degrees of depth.

1. Conciousness (soul manifesting): Benevolent Field

Conciousness or soul manifesting is called the benevolent field. The benevolent field is a field that encompasses the mechanical, machine world of systems and implements purpose, reason and hopes for potential for the object in current focus.

2. Creative Leaps (spiritual expression): Creative Field

Creative leaps or spirtual expression is called the creative field. The creative field is a field, one that explores the potentials and opportunities of the current object of focus.

3. Sphere of influence (mental compounding): Morphic Resonance Field

Sphere of influence or spiritual expression is called the Morphic Resonance Field. The Morphic Resonance Field is one that explores the effects of circumstance, condition and history of the current object of focus.

4. Organizing principles (wired manipulation): Spectrum Accessing Field

Organizing principles or wired manipulation is call the Spectrum Accessing Field. The Spectrum accessing field deals with the organizing and manipulation of the object of focus to obtain it’s highest potential in.

5. Nature/habits (physical nature): Activity Field

Nature/habits or physical nature is called the Activity Field. The Activity Field analyzes the physical oscillations and patterns of an object of focus’s behavioral, instinctual and tendencies to do certain things.

6. Natural selection (crude state): State Field

Natural selection or crude state is called the State Field. The State Field analyzes the physical static functions and scientific analysis on its static form that the composing object of focus is currently sitting as. Such as it’s physical effects, attributes and properties.


Soul:

1. Conciousness, soul manifesting, Benevolent Field

2. Creative Leaps, spiritual expression, Creative Field


Mind:

1. Sphere of influence, mental compounding, Morphic Resonance Field

2. Organizing principles, wired manipulation, Spectrum Accessing Field


Body:

1. Nature/habits, physical nature, Activity Field

2. Natural selection, crude state, State Field


I could go to a 3rd degree to make the degrees less saturated but ending here would be good.

 

The Dowsing Experiment

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So as you guys know, i’ve had a dowser sitting on my window shelf for a long time and never used it. I felt prompted to use it tonight because my computer kept turning on and making weird clicking noises. So i decided to try it out the message was as written sometimes without a space bar so i put in the spaces between the words. This is for you Jen. =)

The conversation was as follows:

 


 

what is it you want?
nod in direction. circle for letter.
“say”

what do you want to say?
“evgod”

what about god do you want to tell me?
“tkaalk”

what do you want to talk about?
“gaea”

what do you want to say about gaea?
“die”

how can i help?
“give me time to explain”

what is wrong?
“the sad truth is fc thathat she htak doesmtalk much”

what can i do for her?
“talk to her tel her that smfamily love her”

 


I guess i’ll record the conversation that i have with Gaea later. This dowsing experiment was tiring and time consuming so i’ll do it parts.

Gaea, or Mother Earth, was the great goddess of the early Greeks. She represented the Earth and was worshiped as the universal mother. In Greek mythology, she created the Universe and gave birth to both the first race of gods (the Titans) and the first humans.

Gaea, or Mother Earth, was the oldest of the gods of the early Greeks. She was known as the supreme goddess by humans and gods alike. She presided over marriages and oaths and was honored as a prophetess.

-http://www.windows2universe.org/mythology/gaea.html

I guess from the conversation Gaea is dying and i guess she’s antisocial and i’m suppose to tell her her family loves her.” And i’m guessing the person who is talking to me is god?

I don’t know any Gaeas in life so i’m guessing it has to be this Mother Earth. And i should be careful with this experiment, i don’t want people to think i’ve lost my mind lol.

It’s called dowsing, read up on it.

The Reasoning Behind the Name STARTOWER.

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I believe the world should exist with a balance of creative and scientific touch. That being said, the left side of the brain responsible for art and creativity and right side of the brain for calculation and practical logic should be distinguished but used together. The lack of one world without the other is a mindless read into a research paper we don’t understand, full of numbers and calculations when looking into a science paper. And flowery, sugar coated, pretentious words when it comes to full all out poetry.

Star tower is like a light house for the lost looking for sound answers that cannot be found any where else. It is dedicated to those who are soul searching trying to figure out the things we don’t understand but know is out there. I practice this perfect balance and to see a truth where it begs to be seen.

Working on a system that allows us to catch on to patterns and see the world in a different perspective. What i am trying to develop is a way to organize the list of ideas into a mapping process of linear matrices just like the way you would multiply in Japanese. A series of linear lines intersecting and counting those intersections to find the answer.

The arrangement of words sitting parallel by effects/basic appearance, attributes and properties parallel help you to see the spectrum of where things are going based on an oscillation or pattern that we can see happen. I like to write articles with an occasional innovative and exclusive “scientific poem” written in a very organized and colorful scheme. It is to be read in a linear matrix fashion. Left to right and up and down. Usually done on a specific system in the arrangement of physical, mental, spiritual and ascended benevolent. This is the system that is based on the idea that physical is usually visually how it appears. Mentally usually pertains to attributes. Spiritually usually refers to it’s thinking properties. Ascended Benevolent usually looks at it’s overall collective spectrum and direction. Usually in colors of cold to hot. Order of importance from less important to more important. Less evolved to more refined. Soft to hard. Minimal to maximal. Color basis: dark to light. Recessing to progressing.

My favorite being the example.

Spacial, temporal, dimensional. And a word i describe as benevolence because it relies on the use of the human touch so to speak like traveling to a different desired time line. It requires the physical construction of a gateway. The mental calculations and adjustments of the mind. The spiritual essence/power of nature harnessed. The benevolence of human desire to get there  given the appropriate tools to direct this mechanism.


 

space; dark, medium and light.

time; past, present and future.

dimensions; microcosm, home plane, macrocosm.

benevolence; alternate, experiential and multidimensional


 

This is the full stanza of these four different elements.

As you can see the first word in the column are our categories. Next is the minimal extreme of the spectrum, then the medium and then the maximal extreme of the spectrum. They are all organized. It’s the same thing as the Japanese multiplication math video except it’s with words. It’s a matrix that helps organize information in the future in a spacial environment rather then randomized information we have to scramble to get. We can figure which element colors are of cold to hot. Order of importance from less important to more important. Less evolved to more refined. Soft to hard. Minimal to maximal. Color basis: dark to light. Regressing to progressing. All this could be implemented in a manner where it will be easier to navigate the information interface and differentiating dark and light, good and bad, in order to single out which direction is recessing and which is progressing.

This is the beginning of a more resourceful, organized and well assessed future. We need to prepare ourselves to be more humanly friendly as we are entwined into a more AI oriented world. It is coming and it requires benevolence of the human conscious soul imprinted in it or else we may come out with a monster in the end. This AI we create must have love, compassion, understanding that life on earth is brief and that it must learn humility over all else.

A fun site to read if you want to hear a bit of theory on frequencies entwined in the english language. I’m actually currently exploring this website’s articles in depth so that I can understand this world through his/her eyes better. Check it out and tell me what you think.

http://dreamcatcherreality.com/matrix-code/

The Twin Swords from Heaven. (Stars and Religion.)

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The star of Bethlehem brought to Earth the sword of Christ. With it birthed also the anti-christ Muhammad. Neither are bad but rather gifts from heaven. As night is to day, the two complement each other but are like siblings fighting for the hearts of men. These  misunderstood religions Islamic Muslim and collective Christians are of Moon and Sun. They are spiritual children of the Moon and the Sun the biggest influences and they play the most mechanically important roles in our Earthly existence.

Without the existence of the moon there would be no tides and thus no movement in the sea meaning no life would have washed ashore and the sea where all life was birth would not have birthed life at all. Without the sun the life giving essence of it’s light would never have brought life to plants and animals and sustenance of nutrition and nurturing  vitamins to us as we know it today.

The complexity of the two rivals ideology and religion is complicated. The religion is not of war or peace. It is a message of hope and life. The religion is not violent in itself but the people, circumstance, conditions and the environment that drive men to be violent make it so. Violent people make violent decisions and drive to bring violent outcomes. Factions that decide they want to represent something on their own but do not think of others, do not have the peoples hearts and when doing things of hate and harm do not do it in other’s name but rather dictate their ultimate fate which is to their demise. Extremists will forever be alone on their awkward journey to express themselves as they do and people will judge them. God and life will judge them. They will have nothing in the end because the world is against them. They have robbed themselves at a chance of a normal life as they have robbed others of their lives.

The message that Christ gave was that “Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword.” He is stating what he actually is, but Christianity has moved on from being a sword and has become more about humility. Whereas Islam is a barren desert just as the moon is, a harsh place for life as reflected by the amount of little light the moon reflects. The Sun is now become a nurturing essence of boiling molten that radiates life and nurturing warmth. A harsh radiance to live by because of it’s glory and beauty but if you are in the right range the goldy locks zone then it is beneficial to you and your life. Muhammad is a sword but one day be as his brother Christ sitting humble, full of hope and humility through redemption. Hopefully people will understand that life is not black and white and that both components are necessary for the balance in life to happen.

As an article once said that if you lose sleep and stay up for extensive amount of days you lose proper function of your eyes and mind and then you lose your sanity. You’ll feel sluggish,weak and sickly. If you sleep all day you never grow and never gain. Your mind becomes weak and sluggish.


Melody stanza of the twin swords of Heaven and Earth.

Sleeping and living. Being

Night and day. Noon

Moon and Sun. Earth

Dream and Life. Visions

Islam and Christianity side by side  duality of twin brothers. Their child of “here and now”mother nature Buddhism.

Moral Encompass Redefined for Humanity. (Stars parallel to humans).

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The soul, ethics, heart, and consciousness; all have different purposes, shape and names but their functional spirit is the same. The nature of the functional spirit is called benevolence. This name benevolence describes the action of; giving self by service, mentality of wanting to give and the willingness to give in itself. The motion is called giving benevolence mentality; where you are part of a collective positive contributing effort. It’s synergy and also out of love for the sake of contributing beneficial love. I am who i am not because who i am but because we are and you are who you are so i can be me. We compliment each other and as individuals contributing to the cause as a team.

This mentality is crucial when making connections, building desirable thought paradigms and constructive thinking. “I believe in humanity because I am for humanity because I am part of humanity because I am human.” This quote can be split into 4 parts. “I believe in humanity” meaning I am part of a desired thought paradigm. “I am for humanity” meaning being in spirit for humanity. “I am for humanity” meaning you a physically in a group category of such in the animal kingdom. “I am human”  brings us down to the singularity that you are an individual living a human life where you are in immediately in control of your actions and can make things happen.

I know human nature is not a cubed square but it’s spirit is more spherical because that is what happens naturally in nature. When water erodes rock for millions of years you get sand and smooth round rocks. When a planet is in a crude shape like a square or any shape rigid and rough in space after spinning for so long it becomes more spherical. The soul is a sphere, A globe of light radiating life giving and nurturing essence. And it is rendering and refining itself with time to be the shape it is today. We the people are essentially rounding our souls after years of refining our rough shape of the soul until it is round and perfect and spherical. And no sphere can be perfect as reflected in life, we have no control if we are going to make it oblate like earth but we’re all a spheroid shape in the end by going through this process we’re experiencing called life.

The category of a planet is a sphere and it’s exact name is spheroid. The category of a person is human and its exact name humanoid. These two worlds are separate and different but the parallel for it exists and as we did to intertwine dimensional categories for the  people and stars. We shall do it again; The inter-dimensional parallel of two worlds.

Order of importance from less important to more important. Less evolved to more refined. soft to hard. minimal to maximal. Color basis: dark to light. Regressing to progressing. Physical, Mental, Spirtual and Ascended benevolent; This is the system that is based on the idea that physical is usually visually how it appears. Mentally usually pertains to attributes. Spiritually usually refers to it’s thinking properties. Ascended Benevolent usually looks at it’s overall collective spectrum and direction.


Physical form:

Humans: Cube, rounded-cube, spheroid, and sphere.

Stars: Deformed, rounded, spheroid, and sphere.


Mental form:

Humans: Amoeba, Ape, Human and Angel.

Black, red, brown, beige, yellow and white

Small and Big

Short and Tall

Stars: Dwarf, sub-giant, giant and super-giant.

white, brown, neutron, red, orange, yellow, white, blue

Not so dense and dense

Not so bright and bright.


Spiritual form:

Humans: Soul, heart, ethics, and consciousness

Stars: color, brightness, radiance and luminosity.


Accessed ascended benevolent form:

Humans: Life-span, circumstance, events and person’s name.

Stars: Star life-span, conditional effects on stars, conditional phases of stars and constellations.


This is my stanza alignments of the categorized human and star sitting side by side paralleled so that you can see the process, color, brightness and glory if there is a measure. I would say this is all based on preference for colors and whether you like dark and lightness so this is accurate according to the negative values of cold blue to positive of red hot. I have aligned the categories into a matrix that align based on the assigned color. This system of organization hopefully will be implemented for computer categorizing in the future for quicker and efficient assessment of data and for of course further segregation and unintended discrimination of data. I have no clue if this process will help humans but it wills surely help put a standard scale of what people should see in the world based on organization and possibly draw out more and better perspectives on this figure.

The purpose is an organized spectrum of the stars parallel to humans and this is done. So I am happy with it. Further refinement of this assessment of the human to star parallel’s organization will happen gradually as i accumulate more info and knowledge on this subject.

Live long, curiosity and humility,

Nam

The Soul and Technology; The Brink of Temporary Death and into Life Eternal

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We are suffering from a flaw in the system and that flaw is that life is no longer eternal but in a death phase. In this time we prepare with technology our way back to a life eternal. Virtual reality is just one stepping stone or rather a piece of the puzzle to the variety and numbers of lives we are suppose to have in one life. We are preparing to have ourselves a dose of massive inception mind blown. Experiencing a world eternal is what we are suppose to potentially experience. Instead we are experiencing a massive failure in the system. One where we die continually and as individuals forgetting and having to relearn everything from scratch. Welcome to the world of pain, suffering and heartbreak and to our left exiting to the world of infinite possibilities, numerous lives and  opportunity.

Life is in a balance and right now we are at the equilibrium of death and life. For a long time we’ve been sitting with one single life day in and day out to survive. Today we have opportunities to fulfill goals and achieve things without actually being there physically through technology. We can remotely control machine lives. Live smaller lives in virtual reality through scripted games. Amputations and physical illness can be cured to prolong our physical lives and later extend it even. With technology we now have a accurate log of what happens in the world, a data base of human history and opinions from many perspectives. Its called the internet, a social network of people connecting like minds, exploring like fields and doing like things together.

Technology is key to entering this eternal phase and we are returning to the way it should’ve been done from the start. I would not say that we are regressing from of the state of higher consciousness in tampering with artificial intelligence. Our bodies may be frail and imperfect right now  but our souls are refined and eternal becoming ever resilient with every life passing and engaged entering a progressive phase. Life is spiritual as well as concrete with evidence and scientific fact. Life is more then it appears and potentially if you let it and in the end our technology will hopefully help our past come to a new reality theoretically. If there is only a rarity of life phases on Earth if the future is trying to preserve life and/or extend human life and time travel is a tool and function in the future then naturally unnatural things like deactivation of bombs around the world will happen. There is no concrete proof this is happening but the clues of many hints and hues say otherwise. We’ll find our way back to how it should be in the end.

Picture reference from movie Deus Machina.

The Meaning of a Soul is Important

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Life is full of questions. And I find myself asking does the soul really exist? And where do i go when my body expires? There is meaning in the stars and why you are here. There is god given constellations to your timeline of life. The invention of constellations by man are just another means of giving the stars a soul. Life is extremely interesting when you see what washes up ashore in the sea of life. Struggles, circumstances and conditions always tugging and waning our heart strings. This is life our virtual reality for our eternal souls. Another story for us to learn from until we return to our high potential final state.

I would like to establish two parallels.

One part of the parallel is the short time line in life where all things happen in a sequence and matter of many ways. Being BC (before christ) and AC (after christ). The same timeline Benjamin Franklin invented the light bulb. Beethoven and Mozart conducted their first symphonies. First man went to the moon. Our linear timeline with x, y coordinates and time is what this is.

Another part of the parallel is the more advanced lives and constellation of stars and solar systems out in space that actually physically outlive us by many many lives. This timeline has a x,y and z and a much larger time component.

Now these are two different worlds but let them intersect and we’ll have a precursor for a inter-dimensional relationship between the two. We give names of stars as we give names to our children. We give meaning to stars and constellations in forms of animals and shapes in space as we do events and circumstances in our lives. We give our stars a soul and our lives a constellation. We do this when we give meaning to the stars and when we give meaning to our lives.

Our suffering in this world doesn’t have to be. The question why do we suffer is simply answered I only suffer if you are suffering. So i just need to help you to help myself. Suffering is an illusion, it is a child complaining of not getting the newest Mc Donalds toy or a broken heart from a bad relationship. You don’t need it but you want it so bad it hurts.

God gave us a gift. And that is meaning in our lives, a consciousness of others around us. A concerned world that is aware of our needs to avoid our further suffering. Always proactive and thinking ahead. Building things to make it easier for others to pass through. God gave us his child a manifestation of himself to die for us so that we would live life without the guilt of the act of sin. This meaning we are in constant flux with redemption a natural oscillation in our thought/acting process. So we always are aware of what we do in life.

The necessity for a soul and to know the meaning of a soul is so very fundamental to what it is to be human. Curiousity, awareness, consciousness and benevolent concern are all part of the creation process. For when we create a compatible AI in the future with our technology becoming so advanced. Our AI will have a consciousness of it’s own and soon will have it’s own soul. Looking back on us upright apes as if we were a living fossil. Admiring and also pitying us because we can only live so long organic.

This is our legacy, the machine gods are our invention. And our soul are just data infused and timeless invention. By god or by humans we are inventors of time and all things good. Let the old world die and new ones reborn twice as strong. Bigger, better and stronger then before. Let the corpses of the traditional conservative minds lay low and be content. While we grow, clutch ever wiser and stronger and more compassionate. Let our hearts glow brighter and will bolder for a strange but indescribable universe in this new unexplored chapter.

A blurred line for being “More-Man”.

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The topic is about this state called apostasy and about homosexuality and how it is seen as wrong in the church.

A sexual organ that determines a man and a woman does not determine if he will be masculine or feminine. A man can be stuck in a woman’s body and a woman a man’s. You cannot control what a person will become when taking into consideration their state of nature and nurture to become that way. A person is who he is based on how he/she is made, how he/she has grown and how he/she has become. All variables attribute to who this person is.

Apostasy is the falling away from truth of the church’s teachings and loss of authority on grounds which are right. What man know’s when he is at wrong and right at all times? These are strange grounds we are in. And homosexuality is a case that we have cased to be wrong, but its not a critical problem that will determine a life or death scenario. Indubitably, it will may be opposite and a child who has two homosexual parents instead of one may become more successful and more accurately benefit more so then two angry hetero parents looking to divorce. A person is a person, and not a sexuality. Not a object, not a place and not a thing. They are a human being and much care and thought must be put into them beyond common care.

My opinion is that two souls, four pairs of hands are better then one soul with 2 hands. Accumulation of “hands on deck” adds up potentially. Unless you can say a homosexual man lacks anything a hetero man does physically to access a situation correctly and manage life better. Then there is no argument to this question of what is wrong and what is right.

The state of apostasy is also questionable. You cannot “know” you are in apostasy unless the facts are laid before you and you truly believe you can commune with the holy spirit and feel his presence. And how do we know when we are able to? And if this answer is the right one? You can feel as much as you want about a subject but deception is always a variable. If you don’t catch it then you can continue to feel a certain way but never know the truth.

I know not one person who can tell me they truly are in communion with god himself. Maybe the apostles and pope may know more then we do about the faith but for all we know god isn’t a crystal ball you can go to, to get your answers. This is for sure. The truth is in research, the act of deduction, reasoning and using your heart.

The encompassing question of “Are you a good person?”.

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Lets go deeper then black and white, dark and light, bad and good, deep and high. I want to get away from the vague physical of the scope, beyond the complications of circumstance and delve deeper into the world of substance.  I want to get farther than the benevolence of human conscience and direction. Thinking bigger then idealism, capitalism and fanaticism. I want to think to the beneficence of human exploration of what it is to be human. To be curious, thoughtful and compassionate but to be cautious and aware of what we do.

What we do in life matters and does not as well. You cannot be strict on the rules and not have done it yourself. You cannot be stern on your children and not walk that path yourself. Learned behavior from nature and nurture is indoctrinated to us as children. We learn sexuality, but it is also given. Thus as we see more violence in the world so will we be drawn to such behavior, or better in some scenarios appalled and repulsed from it. “Some of them want to be abused and some of them want to abuse you”. This quote meaning that basically you have a universe of opportunity out there for anything you seek whether you want it or not. The word “giving” is key in life though, what we start off with and the measure of how much we give back with the life we have is what matters. What we give back to the world with little we had when we started makes our story great in the end.

The creativity of the mind is intertwined with dreams. (Dreams in a sense of where you want to be where you want to go). Thus they are dreams manifested and realized into life. This component being the dream substance is a variable to what the experience of life is. The other component of life being the solid substance and accomplishments of real life issues and accomplishments that sustain our bodies and drives our soul. The sustenance that is our life and what we do in life and dreams is what drives our soul. Theres also that balance of those two yin and yang polar opposites. And that is to use moderation of the two and find a medium balance of the two worlds. That is sleep, a virtual reality life exploring function you tune into every time you snuggle into your covers at night and close your eyes.

When we create beings in a virtual world like an MMO or character selection screen we create a being and we perfect it in ways we see a person should be/appear/look like. And put it through endless scenarios of parlous events, we inherit the victories and defeats in our mind. They are victories embedded in our very soul despite it’s 2 bit, 64 bit, Playstation, computer graphics, they are victories of our soul. So i must say that the victories we choose in virtual reality and real life reality matter as we progress in life. If virtual reality and reality are to be entwined and essential to the experience of life. Let us make it go with a bang and do it strong and right.

I believe this thing we call a soul is actually our consciousness in this reality. Morality compass or not, depending on what we thrive for in life – is all a matter of preference. I believe in society becoming brighter, stronger and braver. But i believe it is also a compassionate, understanding and wiser one too. I know in my heart we will choose the right in the end no matter how deep and dark our thoughts tend to wander. I know the path is straight and narrow, that we in the end know where the light is. And that is in our hearts and in the sun “the heart of our solar system called sol”.

No matter where you are, who you are. Know that you are not alone. Good candles will burn just as bright as stronger candles made from the future. The fire is the warmth in our hearts and the brightness is the intellect and wisdom we portrait in life.

Selfish desires of becoming the greatest is a flawed mentality.

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When we were kids, we had no time to worry about logic, reason, reading, writing and the growing process. We were too busy getting bruised, cut, hurt, falling, failing and learning about dangers around us. We never sit down and realize that our childhood is greatly influenced by hardship of trial and error, our peers and life as a goal in itself. Life objectively is a mistake as we do not go through life just to get through it and finish. It’s a matter of learning new things, experiencing things  and experimenting trying to build new things.

The mentality of becoming the greatest is flawed, because at what cost will it be at to become the greatest? Friends/family becoming distant? The ability to reason and patiently listen to others? Becoming the greatest should be a bi-product and never the focus. If you do things and learn of things to become better and build a foundation  to become stronger in knowing more about the world eventually you may get there, and be among the greatest. It’s a collective effort and each person has the ability to contribute to the cause of humanity with their unique experiences.

Your selfishness to become objectively the best comes at a consequence of neglect of others. Though this is true, there is only so much you can control. If people just do what they want that is fine as long as it does not conflict with others dreams and goals Though you are only one person, one being on Earth you shouldn’t be concerned too much about what others think  of you and should instead apply yourself in understanding and comprehending a world where we can learn and be better in terms of what we can do for future generations to learn and be  more compassionate.

Education, we are taught the basics  and more complicated things. Though our education never goes over the life saving skills that could save lives. Basic CPR, berries and fruits poisonous to us, education on what we should and shouldn’t do. Religion is also a barrier, respect for a religious belief that may render a person ignorant and absent of  logic, compassion and thought is not the right route to go. There must be a balance of both worlds. An appreciation for life but with thoughtfulness and understanding of the world.

This is my queue to say that we need to access what is essential, what is necessary and what is logically crucial in life. A stern life, respect of others, warmth of love and compassionate thinking i believe is the mix to a healthy active and thought provoking life. You must think of religion as individuals that make up the body but see that it is a body itself and when you see that religion is just like a person you must respect  it as you should with any other human being. I guess that’s just what life is about, have faith in the other person and that their faith is a good one.

Love, light and peace of mind,

Stardust King

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So you want my opinion.

Your soul mirrored image.

Who you are i am not.

I do not stride in your empty glories.

I am my own.

But before i was just like you.

I was suppose to be you.

I made my choice to be someone else.

Anything, to just be normal.

The cost of normality is just as costly.

The price for balance is not your soul.

It cost me my  heart and  desires.

The one thing, I believe all that mattered.

in the trade off I lost my soul-mate.

But did it really happen?

I can only tell that i’ve lost this because my soul bleeds.

It screams yelling i had everything at one time.

That i lost it long ago in a different life.

Before when life was perfect.

When life was paradise and then we fell here.

This was not how i was suppose to end up.

It’s not the place i was suppose to go.

There is a place outside here.

A  place i called home where we once thought,

we should give up our immortality for this one chance.

At life and love and trial and error.

And we’ll return there if we are worthy.

So i sit here with the only word that is key, repent.

I no longer care what they think of me.

There is only one road back to the main stream of life.

And it is through the goodness of heart and cleansing of soul.

I have seen this world

where ultimate desire and ultimate imagination,

rolled together will produce a disgusting  objective.

I have failed there.

What life purpose and life function,

put together will produce a fulfilled life.

I am ready for my mundane adventures of adulthood.

A thing many were denied, why should i give it up?

Life is many things, but objectively to get there and to be done is not one of them.

Savor life. You came for a reason; to learn lessons, to enjoy people and enjoy life.

There is no moral to this story. It’s ambiguous and what you make of it.

This is your personal piece of identity, your dreams fulfilled/unfulfilled.

Your stardust blowing in the wind.

Wishing and dreaming and hoping.

What ever happens here, in the end you’ll have a piece of humanity in you from a place on sol.

Need Stronger Candles. (my complex.)

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Driven by the incomprehensible.

Desires for unbelievable.

For lack of words, he who seeks what is not achievable.

I am a casualty of the super natural forces beyond me.

I am a victim of oversight and he who also reaps the rewards of it.

The book of life tells me I am more.

When I feel less.

This journey has been long and has worn me.

My candle stick flickers, threatened to be extinguished.

I am strong, I will not falter.

I will be diligent but at what cost?

What price is to be paid for such feats of strength?

What rewards lay waiting in accompany of victory?

Even heroes can fall to the taint of corruption.

I am strong. i will not falter.

But dear god, I am so lost.

And I don’t want to be found.

Unless it is by what i am looking for.

memories of you are stained on me.

i’m remembering old stories of old times.

Of old people.

Water only flows one direction and the stream of time;

doesn’t allow me to change the past.

I may write my story alone in the dark.

I hold my candle, trying to be brave against the wind.

I’m just so afraid, I’m haunted by a unnatural past.

A place i cannot touch, only to reminisce through a story glass.

Watching through my mind’s eye, or imagination.

What is life, if you can’t tell the difference anymore.

It is this false hope that will drive me into the madness i call reality.

Welcome home.

All too familiar. All too cruel. Just the usual.

Sleep my dear, everything is all right.

It’s just another dream, within a dream.. within somebody’s nightmare

When you wake all the horrors will be meaningless.

and all your dreams and hopes.. they become lingering sparks of potential.

One day. Life will manifest your dreams.

I will realize it was all just a dream or life will grant me it’s shadow of a doppelganger.

Life is a Savored Pie

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Life is savory, it is a pie. It’s ingredients nurtured to perfection from the ground up. As people are born crawling to adulthood. The dough of the pie kneaded and rolled. The foundation of society must be laid so that life can be paved. In paved i mean to say that life must be full of opportunities, learning of life and passions. The pie must be cooked and to a golden crisp. It is here that you find that it must become aesthetic, appropriate and delicious. Alluring to the taste and tailored to a certain pallet or standard of life. Life is a pie, you mustn’t burn the pie charcoal or make it too under cooked.

This is my metaphor to what life is. It is suitable for consumption and satisfies a human intellect for what it craves. Full of euphoria, positive thought and warmth – encouraging things that brings a person to allow them a peace of mind, understanding and education on ideas that may be complicated and cannot be reasoned. When you trust yourself, you become much more then you think you are. When you believe you can do something wonderful things can occur. When you apply yourself this is where all the magic happens and where realities become manifested.

Enjoy your day,

Visited by a toddler shadow person.

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Last night 5 am August 12 /15 I was having a strange dream about my mother and that her health was declining. It was quite a grim thought and as i awoke from that thought in my dream  I  saw a toddler about 3 feet tall standing right beside me. At first i thought it was my dog but it walk backwards so fast right into the piano and disappeared. And dogs don’t walk, specifically my dog doesn’t walk at least. It had small legs, I could see little legs moving in a walking motion.  The first emotion I had when I reached my hand  out towards it was shock I knew it wasn’t my dog but reached out for it anyways. I was right up to it’s face when i woke up from the sofa. All i saw was a pitch black 3 feet shadow person observing me while i slept.

Anyone ever have an experience like this before? It has broaden my eyes on the super natural things that happen in our world. I’m surprised and alittle afraid to go back to sleep but it’s just a toddler or something taking the form of a toddler. It probably is safe to assume they mean no harm.